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- čas přidán 9. 02. 2023
- Hey guys I know it’s been a while since I touched based with everyone. #CancerForChristmas is on the way, I’ve just been delayed because this last round of Chemo was really hard on me.
Im getting neurotoxicity which is when the chemo goes to my brain and messes with my thoughts and reality causing hallucinations and extreme anxiety which was overall really overtaking me for a while.
But the the week following chemo was one of the best weeks I have honestly had in years. I’ve been working on my best music ever, for all the right reasons, for me. Not to impress anyone, just because I’m really enjoying it, which for the longest was impossible. I hated everything. But I love what I’m making now. Also I know this might sound weird, but my voice is changing and getting better and I think it has something to do with the chemo. It would be a strange twist of fate if one of my biggest insecurities, my voice, was fixed somehow as a symptom of one of the most toxic treatments to one of the world’s worst diseases. Fate is weird.
Everyday is a war. But a lot of days are really beautiful. It all depends on your perspective, and I wish I saw that a lot longer ago and wish it didn’t take cancer to trigger realizing it.
This chemo routine i’ll keep repeating, but I’ll find all the happiness imbetween. Life is really great when you appreciate it i guess.
California is beautiful right now, and I’ve been a big california hater for a long time but recently it has been beautiful and green and magical honestly since the rains. Timing couldn’t have been better for me as I’ve been traveling up and down the coast between where I’m staying and for treatment. I really have gotten to see the state blossom through this weather.
I hope you guys are all good. Keep writing, it keeps me going.
And #CancerForChristmas 🎄🤡 is almost here.
It’s really encouraging to hear that you’re having happy times in between the misery of the ongoing treatment Gabriel - you’re an inspiration to all of us who think *we* have problems and that *our* life is crap - I hope you continue to have happy days; I hope you can sleep Ok; I hope your stress and anxiety stop kicking sand in your face; but mostly, I just hope that you get more happiness than crappiness. May your God (assuming you have one) look after you.
Love and wishes from the UK - 🏴💙🇺🇸
It will be okay soon, we are vibing for you man ❤️💗
i am glad you are doing okay regardless. you are an inspiration. take care and hold on, we will see you on tour again!
Hey, I know treatment can be very draining but I'm glad to hear things are getting better post treatment. Just keep going and stay strong! Life is incredibly fragile but also incredibly beautiful.
Been thinking of you and sending love. 💙💜
Keeping you in my prayers glad your doing better today.
Hello from Moscow !
Be strong everything will be good !
I love your perspective. You are an inspiration to many. Hang in there.
Keep fighting bro you got this
Thankyou for the update, sounds really scary but at least your through that now and enjoying each day. Keep strong, cute 🐕
Ayy glad things have been looking brighter after that dreadful week, stay strong and take care ❤
Stay strong brother. you got this.
Stay Strong🙏🙏🙏
Really Hope your on the mend, we all hope you are getting better and wishing you love ❤ hope we hear from you soon
this video made me cry, but also be happy for you because you're feeling a bit better. You look better than your last video. Miss you, bro.
Keep strong keep positive and god bless you
stay strong please
Stay strong and keep on my man. You and your music mean the world to a lot of people, and so you mean the world to a lot of people. We care about you and hope for the best ❤
And I am so happy that you're still with us ♥️
"Every day is a war... but a lot of days are really beautiful."
I found your channel randomly and i felt that quote inparticular really stuck out. Its interesting how some thoughts from a stranger can be so impactful. I hope the positivity has remained and you are doing well good man. Sending good wishes from over in England 🌠
I 💗u keep it real💯🤟
🙏
I believe in you
💐🙏♥️
Lmao, I loved your dog 😭💖
Damn
I’ll keep you in my prayers ❤
My heart goes out to you ❤
💔🙏🏼
Xanax has been my saving grace 2 mg 4 x a Day ✊ keeps me trekking wishing u much peace and comfort 🕯️😊🫂🫶🕊
Soldier on, you got this 🫡
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