Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Sometimes the hardest relationships to let go of are the most toxic.
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    Lyric video by: Kyle Persell @kylepersell
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  • @CitizenSoldier
    @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +159

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    Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

    • @TheGamestr
      @TheGamestr Před 4 lety +3

      This song symbolizes very well from my first relationship. In the beginning, we were only school mates, then after I took her to a military ball, that's when days later from that day we decided to date. We were so happy together and she used to spoil me so much with her hugs, kisses and her confidence to back me up when I didn't have the words for things to say.
      Eventually, things changed dramatically. When she was focusing on college, I started to feel clingy because we used to see each other a lot. As for her, I tried really hard to make plans and do something nice for her like she told me to to be better, but any chance I took, she always made an excuse to not be with me. It eventually became one-sided where she needed to take control of the relationship and my choices. It became very toxic, and I didn't want to believe it; but I had to. Because it made me someone different that my family didn't like, and I learned from myself "This isn't me. This is isn't a person, it's just a thing meant to entertain her whenever she was bored."
      It wasn't long until late October last year that she broke up with me, because I knew despite her telling me it's not working, I needed to escape from the toxicity anyway. Because she grew tired of me; and after long, dark and sad moments throughout this year, I'm finally able to make myself better for myself, and I'm no giving up on love.
      Thank you, Citizen Soldier for making this song and others that you've created. Every song you make related to many events I dealt with in my life, an they remind me to keep pushing and to never give up on love or myself. I know there's someone out there for me, and I know I can do my best. Thank you so much 💚💯🙏

    • @adrianramsey6932
      @adrianramsey6932 Před 4 lety +4

      I saw this in my recommendeds at such a coincidental time, this morning I was just texted by my ex best friend, and I didn't know what to do, but this song helped me figure out that I don't need to bow to her requests to start a fight. She claimed so many times she wanted to stay friends but never talked to me, she left me all alone when I was in one of my worst spots, and judged me for trying to be friends with one of my ex's since if I hadn't, I would have killed myself. Bronwynne, if you ever see this, I'm done with you, it was fun while it lasted, but you left me when I was all alone and you were my last hope, and I don't think I can forgive that, even if I did hurt you (which I am still sorry about).

    • @melindawatson2191
      @melindawatson2191 Před 4 lety +2

      Citizen Soldier this is a amazing album and is helping me get through. Every song speaks to me. Your amazing!

    • @ShadowMasterOfArmageddon
      @ShadowMasterOfArmageddon Před 4 lety +1

      Perfectly fits how things are going with me and my current girlfriend.

    • @juliushoffman7218
      @juliushoffman7218 Před 4 lety +1

      To be fair I needed to hear this
      Much obliged

  • @MalivoreKai
    @MalivoreKai Před 4 lety +1758

    Can I have a request? When you release a new song, can you include tissues in case I'd cry again? This is beautiful :(

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +643

      Choi San's 산샤인 hahaha we should be sponsored by Kleenex 😂

    • @brycetheobald1775
      @brycetheobald1775 Před 4 lety +123

      @@CitizenSoldier I agree this song of yours hit me so much in my heart I cried because its simply a beautiful yet bitter sweet feeling of relief to have removed myself from my last toxic relationship. So this song describes the grief the sorrow I was facing thank you so so so very much for doing what you.

    • @akado8301
      @akado8301 Před 4 lety +26

      Keep some for me as well

    • @jordanturner
      @jordanturner Před 4 lety +22

      puffs included with every CS song

    • @Nocteul
      @Nocteul Před 3 lety +11

      I currently need some tissues now

  • @Tymate5039
    @Tymate5039 Před 3 lety +96

    "tell me was it worth it making me feel worthless" right there is a question i ask myself daily

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +13

      We hear you Tyler 🖤

    • @Obi-Wan_Kenobi62
      @Obi-Wan_Kenobi62 Před rokem +1

      Do you have an answer to that question yet? Or are you still looking for one?

    • @Tymate5039
      @Tymate5039 Před rokem +2

      ​@@Obi-Wan_Kenobi62 still looking unfortunately

    • @yukis.3574
      @yukis.3574 Před rokem +1

      @@Tymate5039 I don't have an answer, but what I know is that the person who did that to you thought you were superior to them. Often, it is caused by jealousy. Even to this person, you were never worthless. You will never be.

    • @winnisukmayanti1768
      @winnisukmayanti1768 Před 8 měsíci +1

      ​@@Tymate5039i'm here

  • @reaperofsouls5416
    @reaperofsouls5416 Před 4 lety +547

    Why does this make me think that citizen soldier is suffering with
    Anxiety, depression and suicidal thoughts

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +458

      ironhunter111 ironhunter111 we are okay. Just wanting others to know they’re not alone 🖤

    • @gabrielacepeda6645
      @gabrielacepeda6645 Před 4 lety +105

      Yeah guys. Everything is ok? We all love you, you know?

    • @englishree6685
      @englishree6685 Před 4 lety +58

      Uh they are just trying to send a message to those who are suffering !

    • @Charlie-fz1rm
      @Charlie-fz1rm Před 4 lety +23

      I'm that one who is suffering anxiety, fear and panic attacks. You don't know how it feels when you're go to sleep and the heart rate is increasing and thoughts dont let you to sleep. I'm always fighting, smiling and putting positive thoughts. Keeping moving forward.

    • @reaperofsouls5416
      @reaperofsouls5416 Před 4 lety +9

      @@connorgordon4190 Jesus calm down both of you. Your both being petty

  • @HerondalesAngel
    @HerondalesAngel Před 4 lety +326

    wow how did i miss this one so very beautiful cant stop listening xxxxxxxxxxxxx

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +34

      Herondales Angel so happy to hear that. Thank you as always friend 🖤

    • @sethrobinson4247
      @sethrobinson4247 Před 3 lety +7

      It is such a beautiful song it really hits hard right now this some and would anyone care ♥️♥️

    • @HerondalesAngel
      @HerondalesAngel Před 3 lety +7

      @@CitizenSoldier no problem guys 👌 you have a fan in me forever xxx

    • @jessiepocaanbaldomero512
      @jessiepocaanbaldomero512 Před 3 lety

      @@HerondalesAngel neither i am..

    • @joek785
      @joek785 Před 3 lety +1

      @@HerondalesAngel,

  • @RoeYe17
    @RoeYe17 Před 4 lety +57

    Most songs are about people that had been left... but this song is the opposite it’s about someone who left... this song really made me think and almost made me cry... every story has 2 sides... this was a beautiful song... and citizen soldier might be my new favorite band...

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +8

      Don ovan that means the world to us 🖤 thanks for taking a chance on us

    • @angelicagenuino2574
      @angelicagenuino2574 Před 10 měsíci

      Eu ia escrever em inglês, mas meu inglês é péssimo, ninguém iria entender. 😊
      Uma vez me disseram que eu exagerava ao tentar ver as intenções do outro.
      Sendo assim, talvez a outra pessoa estava realmente se desculpando, ela realmente se importava, ela nunca quis que o outro se sentisse inútil. Talvez.
      A coisa mais difícil que aprendi na vida é que a culpa não é minha, a culpa não é do outro, a vida não veio com manual de instruções, todos estão fazendo o melhor que podem.
      Todo mundo ta com dor e todos se sentem só.
      Se você canta essa música para alguém, sabia que a outra pessoa também deve desejar cantar ela para você.

  • @ButterflyDivide
    @ButterflyDivide Před 4 lety +310

    I never clicked so damn fast! This music is so beautiful... truly someone can relate... though they really shouldn’t, this hits the heart where it hurts.
    Jake thank you for your bravery.
    Citizen Solider, thank you for your music

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +38

      Rayn Sakamoto you are too kind. Thank you for everything. Appreciate you.

    • @casandra1849
      @casandra1849 Před 3 lety +2

      Well then it’s too bad I can relate

    • @brandoncarroll6688
      @brandoncarroll6688 Před 3 lety +1

      I agree making music such as this takes a lot of strength. Listening to it helps get me out of my head but at times I have to turn it else I truly start contemplating taking an "easy out" via permanent solution to a temporary problem. Thank you for giving us something to enjoy that can aid us in our battle with mental illness so long as we remember why we fight.

  • @BrokenHeartedVS
    @BrokenHeartedVS Před 4 lety +175

    As someone who is fighting within themselves to choose their mental health over so-called family that mentally and emotionally abuses me and my sisters(and used to physically abuse my father, which in-turn caused his mental issues), this song feels insanely powerful. This is going onto my motivational playlist. Thank you for this. This song is almost relaxing to me. It helps me let go of the trauma I've held in for so long.

    • @elisakendrick967
      @elisakendrick967 Před 3 lety +8

      Yes agreed my mother is my biggest problem for me...she emotional physically and allowed someone else to sexually abuse me when I was a kid. She belittles me and I get tired of it 😢 I told her to leave me alone and never speak to me again and she still somehow finds a way to contact me she did for my 21st birthday last week and now I’m trying to move on and let it go it hurts especially when all you ever wanted and needed was your mother but no mother is she to me

    • @Aaron_InkWellMoon
      @Aaron_InkWellMoon Před 3 lety +1

      i agree with what your saying but if this is an actual problem you probably should take this up with someone who can actually help you

    • @BrokenHeartedVS
      @BrokenHeartedVS Před 3 lety +2

      @@Aaron_InkWellMoon while I appreciate the concern, I am no stranger to seeking help. I've been in therapy for three years and counting. Getting better, but I'm not quite there yet. Music is just as therapeutic as the therapy itself.

    • @Goodbye-od1le
      @Goodbye-od1le Před 3 lety +4

      I hope you guys are doing ok. Wish you guys the best👍

    • @lanacooper2086
      @lanacooper2086 Před 2 lety +3

      I know how u feel because i went through the same trauma with my family. I also have been abused by othe people severly. Ur not alone

  • @OLuvMusicO
    @OLuvMusicO Před 4 lety +65

    This touch my once cold heart, turning to warm heart. Hell, I even shed a tear. What hearttouching song

  • @bleedinblue3914
    @bleedinblue3914 Před 4 lety +136

    Am I crying? Yes. Are they tears of pain? A little. Is it making me happy to listen to this? HECK YES!!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +15

      Bleedin Blue so glad it’s helping. Much love to you 🖤🤘🏻

    • @bleedinblue3914
      @bleedinblue3914 Před 4 lety +4

      @@CitizenSoldier when are you guys ganna come out with a new song?

  • @marti1954
    @marti1954 Před 4 lety +123

    this song is my favorite!
    I will never get tired of repeating it, you are very talented!
    "You always put the blame on me" I felt that.

  • @Mastermary
    @Mastermary Před 4 lety +40

    I’m finally recovering from a toxic relationship that I kept going back to. This hits hard, guys. Thank you for these words💛

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +7

      Marebear you are so welcome. Hope things get better for you. Much love 🖤🤘🏻

  • @shariyahsaifi8286
    @shariyahsaifi8286 Před 4 lety +137

    This is such a heart touching song ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @lordbeerus1172
    @lordbeerus1172 Před rokem +8

    Whenever I have too much built up emotion that needs let out, I sing my heart out to this song. It’s so beautiful.

  • @Jaiczee
    @Jaiczee Před 6 měsíci +21

    I know this song is about breakup but... ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️
    This makes me feel like its a song right before suicide. Ive been really low lately and this is my first listen. I think ive been listening to this for an hour straight, i think ive been crying since the first loop. Thank you giys for understanding and sharing.

  • @Soul_Gamer1990
    @Soul_Gamer1990 Před 3 lety +105

    Everytime I listen to this song it reminds me of my mother... For 18 years I've lived with her and I finally have a way out in June of 2021. Once I move out, I'm leaving these lyrics for her to find. She has never taken responsibility for the pain and abuse I've gone through at her hand. I hope that one day she'll change and realize what she's done to me, but I'm afraid it'll never happen...

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +23

      We hear you 🖤

    • @Soul_Gamer1990
      @Soul_Gamer1990 Před 3 lety +13

      @@CitizenSoldier Oh my gods. I didn't think you guys would reply especially because of how long ago the video was posted. You guys are my favorite band and it made my day when I saw you guys had responded. I hope you guys have all been doing well during this tough time.
      Never stop doing what you love. I believe in you guys 😊. Thank you so much.

    • @edwardbo4666
      @edwardbo4666 Před 3 lety +2

      Even the worst person can change, but first they must want to change- me.

    • @bloodyjohnnygaming8973
      @bloodyjohnnygaming8973 Před 3 lety +1

      good 4 you

    • @chillwave8809
      @chillwave8809 Před 3 lety +2

      @@Soul_Gamer1990 I understand your pain, I’ve been through just as you have.

  • @owendsz4532
    @owendsz4532 Před 4 lety +211

    "You pushed me further"...
    ON THE LIKE BUTTON XD

  • @wolfygaming7222
    @wolfygaming7222 Před 4 lety +110

    "Don't say you're sorry one more time" -- this is my current relationship with my "sibling" who has never acted genuinely sorry for her actions, she says that she is, yet continues to do it literally a day or a week after. Currently, she's striking me down both mentally and emotionally so bad that I'm leaning on suicide as that's the really only escape from this hell.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +29

      Animals are better than people hope things get better. Rooting for you 🖤

    • @javivillarreal7008
      @javivillarreal7008 Před 4 lety +8

      Man dont do it people suck but no matter how dark the World is, it will not be like that forever dont give up

    • @christopherhesson4156
      @christopherhesson4156 Před 4 lety +6

      That’s never the answer... there’s always an outlet.. for me it was music. I believe in you

    • @WickerKing
      @WickerKing Před 4 lety +5

      Don't turn the way i did, I don't want people feeling the pain I went through, If you ever need to talk, I'm always open. Never give up!

    • @SecretKeeperForever9
      @SecretKeeperForever9 Před 4 lety +8

      Family can be difficult. I have only recently decided to cut myself off besides once a year to my dad's family because they couldn't accept the fact my boyfriend is older than me. The only family member I thought would have issues with it is the only one truly supportive. They were never in my life since my maternal grandparents raised me. But it didn't make their rejection of him hurt any less. I realized I was giving them so much control over my life by letting them be part of my life that I had to let go. It's hard to do that, but in a couple years when you move out you can make the same choice I did. I'm sorry your sister is like that. Try to talk with your parents and limit contact. if you share a room see if you can go to different rooms. If your parents aren't supportive try other family members or friend. I don't know how old you are or if you are old enough where you can just stay with friends and couch surf. It's not the best way to live, but it's a way until you can get away from toxic people. If it's real bad consider a domestic/children shelter.

  • @skullss4883
    @skullss4883 Před 4 lety +20

    so underrated band, you are amazing guys, don't stop making awesome songs

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +8

      skullss we don’t plan to. Thanks friend 🖤🤘🏻

  • @munirrahzahran3503
    @munirrahzahran3503 Před 3 lety +17

    Those who pressed the unlike button, they are the person who still yet faced this emotion. Seriously, this song and all of other songs on this channel is a HIDDEN GEM!! Keep it up and I love itttttt

    • @drawer__2468
      @drawer__2468 Před měsícem

      Or the one that caused the pain for someone to think this way ....

  • @jm.correa3097
    @jm.correa3097 Před 4 lety +18

    "You pushed me further" thats... I could feel that... I was supposed to take a bath, but now Im taking a bath with my tears 😂😭💙✨

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +4

      JM. Correa glad you felt the connection with the song 🖤🤘🏻

  • @aymene1995
    @aymene1995 Před 4 lety +84

    Never stop making music for heaven's sake !

  • @alexxaaas4986
    @alexxaaas4986 Před 4 lety +72

    Me: *Listen song once*
    Me: THIS VICTIM I'M BECOMING!
    really great job, guys! Greetings from Poland🖤

  • @amyramey4663
    @amyramey4663 Před 4 lety +19

    This hit me right in the feelzs... Beautiful... His voice is like warm caramel... Yum!!! I could listen to this all day... I think I will.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +2

      Amy Ramey Thanks for the kind words Amy! We’re happy to hear you like it. 🙂

  • @jassie5126
    @jassie5126 Před 3 lety +47

    *me silently saving all your songs into my playlist*

  • @TJ-wk3yv
    @TJ-wk3yv Před 4 lety +41

    I'll never say goodbye to you Citizen Soldier!
    *Vid ends*
    👋😭

  • @brightclaw7187
    @brightclaw7187 Před rokem +8

    To all those who need to hear this. You are loved. You are wanted. “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”. “No pain, no gain.” You are all living proof of these quotes. Your abuse hurts and will probably continue hurting but this will make you a stronger person. Your bravery and strength to hold on will be rewarded in the future. Don’t give up now because there is so much out there worth living. If you die, you’ll never experience the joy and happiness of life. You’re your own jury, your own judge. Don’t look at others. Only look at yourselves because you matter. You always have, ever since you were born, and you always will. “Every child deserves a parent but not every parent deserves a child.” You aren’t the monster. Whoever is torturing you is. Love yourself and others will love you. Respect yourself and other will respect you. “Your abuse is your glory” as Citizen Soldier has said in one of his songs. Your abuse is your glory and the story you will write in your future. No one is like you. God makes everyone different and if you die. Your uniqueness dies with you. No one wants that. If your loved ones can’t see that then they are not truly your loved ones. There is no one else like you. Don’t think you are inferior. Everyone is the same. What matters is what’s in your heart, nothing else. Remember that and live your life to the fullest so one day, you can look back and say “I really did it all.” Live life with no regrets and leave this world happily knowing you experienced everything you’ve ever wanted. Karma will punish those who’ve hurt you and Karma will reward you for your glorious bravery. You’re the next generation and the warriors of this world. You’re special. One day this world will see that. Everyone who’s ever doubted you will see that. You don’t need anyone’s approval other than your own. Never forget that and live a life full of love, happiness and fulfilment. We’re all with you :)
    Sorry if I started rambling but seeing all these comments about how people have suffered just made me want to say this to everyone who needs it. I hope you don’t mind if you’ve read all the way to here and sorry if I wasted your time but I’ll always be here for anyone who needs to vent.

    • @teodorakoleva7329
      @teodorakoleva7329 Před rokem +1

      Thank u sm for this... it means sm, and I read it all the way, it didn't waste my time..... its rlly amazing of u

    • @anonymous12301
      @anonymous12301 Před 6 měsíci

      Thank you so much. You don't know how much I needed to hear this.

    • @abbibleu4979
      @abbibleu4979 Před 6 měsíci

      Thank you for this! There's so much good stuff in here to help me, and something I think I can say to help my friend. So that's not one, but two more people you've helped with this. Definitely not a waste of time. You're amazing for this. 🥹

    • @brucenicholson261
      @brucenicholson261 Před 23 dny

      I can die in peace knowing people out there do care unfortunately it's to late for me my ex wife took everything so I took to drinking 9 months after my liver transplant that failed all I have to say is to those who have needed love and still do I give you mine reach for your dreams don't give up

  • @ScanerSlo
    @ScanerSlo Před 4 lety +6

    *Goodbye*

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +3

      HD Android Gaming hope you liked the song!

    • @ScanerSlo
      @ScanerSlo Před 4 lety +1

      @@CitizenSoldier pff only like? I loved it! ♥

  • @demagischewereldvanalexand1128

    The pain when this song gets relatable

  • @joeydawn3869
    @joeydawn3869 Před 4 lety +25

    Reminds me of my friendship with someone who I left a while ago. All he said was sorry. Never changed. So I took the step I needed to take. It hurt at first. And I find myself missing him and the good times we'd had, though few, sometimes. But I know I'm better off because he stopped helping me and instead started to cause the hurt. Sometimes it just takes a deep breath and a cold wall to walk away. Take care of yourself. No one is worth being hurt over.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +5

      Joey Dawn beautifully said. Much love to you friend. Appreciate your support and that you connect with the music 🖤🤘🏻

    • @DarkSoul-pq1ol
      @DarkSoul-pq1ol Před 3 lety +2

      Family and the one you truly and purely love is worth being hurt over

    • @melissa_abercrombie
      @melissa_abercrombie Před 3 lety +1

      I know exactly what you’re talking about. It is so painful to have to walk away. But I imagine if you hadn’t, you might not be as strong as you seem to be. I hope you’re doing well now, 8 months later!

  • @wazii_
    @wazii_ Před 4 lety +5

    the story of me and my ex. the pain and suffering I went through. almost three years. time and music like this helps to heal our broken hearts. my heart healed and I finally met someone who loves me the way I am. this message is for you,who have stopped believing, even I have stopped believing once, but time will cure everything, you are not alone. 🤟🏻☺️

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Much love ❤️ مظلم thanks for sharing friend

  • @justmatt3309
    @justmatt3309 Před 4 lety +5

    Powerful words. I lived this recently. I felt this very deeply... if you are suffering from depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts- please, please dont let the darkness take you over. The sun WILL come out again. I promise.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      Matt Fell beautifully said friend. Thank you 🖤🤘🏻

  • @kiddovr3147
    @kiddovr3147 Před 3 lety +3

    I feel like this song, is more then some simple break up song. For me, this helps dealing with all the people who ever burnt me and all those who only used my kindness for their own gain.

  • @keirahyde344
    @keirahyde344 Před rokem +6

    I can’t stop listening to this song on repeat it is just so beautiful this song has rlly took me to heart bc of the pain I’ve gone through and problems I’ve put up with

  • @darshan10x
    @darshan10x Před 4 lety +9

    Why is this so beautiful? I have Citizen Soldier's songs on repeat everyday while I'm doing my coding or gaming... All their songs just boost my confidence, fills me with positive vibes, pours in calming emotions, makes my day a better one and I'm sure they will make your day a better one too if you listen to their songs

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +3

      Darshan comments like this put a huge smile on our faces. Thank you so much for your kind words. We appreciate you.

  • @dimeolas777
    @dimeolas777 Před 11 měsíci +2

    Immense respect for these guys. Talking about things other groups ignore. Life isnt about a party, its real and sometimes hurts like hell. knowing someone understands and is reaching out helps so much. if you're listening to this and crying know that you can get through it, it will be ok. just hang on.

  • @smolmuffin
    @smolmuffin Před 4 lety +4

    This song is hitting me harder than it should.
    I am both the victim in some relationships and the toxic one in others. I've been working on myself lately, changing for the better but also realizing that I have worth and I don't need to be with people who hurt me.
    I'm hoping that I can heal and that the people I've hurt can heal as well.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Little Dandelion we’re rooting for you. You got this 🤘🏻

  • @conorbrennan5836
    @conorbrennan5836 Před 4 lety +7

    I could listen to this song for hours

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      Conor Brennan that’s amazing to hear 🖤🤘🏻

  • @micahmartinez9722
    @micahmartinez9722 Před 4 lety +7

    "Tell me was it worth it making me feel worthless" I felt that. Just discovered you guys and all your songs hit home.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +2

      Micah Martinez Glad you found us, thanks for listening! Got a favorite song?

    • @micahmartinez9722
      @micahmartinez9722 Před 4 lety +1

      @@CitizenSoldierAll your guys songs are phenomenal but if I had to pick one it would be Weight of the World. The lyrics resonates with me so well.

  • @savannahmullinnix8015
    @savannahmullinnix8015 Před 4 lety +8

    As someone who can relate to this through a relationship I was in a few years ago, it really hits home. Beautiful song. Very powerful lyrics

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +2

      Savannah Mullinnix glad you felt it. Thanks friend 🖤🤘🏻

    • @crazywolf.971
      @crazywolf.971 Před 2 lety

      It was the same with me my x wife I finally got off my knees

  • @alamzuhri8781
    @alamzuhri8781 Před 4 lety +3

    i just already fall in love from the first two line

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Alam Zuhri that’s what we like to hear! Thanks for checking it out. Have you heard the rest of our album yet?

  • @ghostietheghost1710
    @ghostietheghost1710 Před 3 lety +3

    I suffer from depression especially after my sister passed she took her own life in 2015 and since then it's hard to get over things like that I try to stand tall every step that I take I turned 20 this year 14 when she passed I don't know how I kept going but listening to your music makes me want to keep going thank you

  • @theoneandonly1277
    @theoneandonly1277 Před 3 lety +3

    "Tell me was it worth it to make me feel worthless to know im never come back again" That hit hard for me! I love this song and "Would anyone Care"

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety

      So glad you enjoyed it! Thank you friend 🖤🙏🏻

  • @chillwave8809
    @chillwave8809 Před 3 lety +1

    I can relate to this song the most, my childhood was a nightmare as a kid. The last thing you should have to worry about as a child is your own parents beating you and telling you your not worth anything.

  • @gentle_apathy
    @gentle_apathy Před 4 lety +2

    I clicked the video and the song hit me like a slap to the face. A beautiful slap to the face that I love with all my heart

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Sarah Cane glad you love it. Thank you friend 🖤🤘🏻

  • @ledbus
    @ledbus Před rokem +3

    With a recent situation, kinda insane how this fits me to the T, it's really sad.
    Dealing with mental abuse is not an easy task when it's from someone you trusted with your heart. This song is as if written exactly from me to them.
    To anyone else who may be dealing with something, you got this!
    I may not know who you are, but I'm sending love your way, you deserve to be happy!

  • @missmystery6186
    @missmystery6186 Před 3 lety +5

    I honestly feel like finding you guys as recent as I have was fate. A lot of your songs, like this one, really speak to me about my situation. They make me realize my ex really messed me up, abused me, etc.
    But they also make me feel like I’m strong enough to get through this; and I’m already taking steps to heal by starting therapy.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety

      So honored you found us. Appreciate you so much. Stay strong 🖤

    • @moonsdaydreams8089
      @moonsdaydreams8089 Před 3 lety

      I wish that my mom would realise that I need therapy, I do so bad to. But my mom doesn't realize that I am always so stressed and sad about really anything. I just... Don't want to disappoint her. You are so lucky, may God bless you.

  • @jessiepocaanbaldomero512
    @jessiepocaanbaldomero512 Před 3 lety +13

    Your Songs is Very Timely..
    I Like it..
    Double Thumbs up For this! 😊🙏💕
    So Nostalgic..

  • @BlackWolfStudio
    @BlackWolfStudio Před 4 lety +4

    FANTASTIC WORK!!

  • @mikahyakuya7443
    @mikahyakuya7443 Před 4 lety +3

    This entire album has been scarily relatable. I just wanted to say thank you for putting into song feelings that are so difficult to articulate.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Kawaii Krul you are so welcome. Thank you so much for supporting us 🖤🤘🏻

  • @leothehero4629
    @leothehero4629 Před 3 lety +4

    We need Citizen Soldier

  • @panheadlpsoldier5858
    @panheadlpsoldier5858 Před 4 lety +1

    I felt that. Thank you Citizen Soldier for helping me express the words I can't find.

  • @corriegraham1560
    @corriegraham1560 Před 4 lety +9

    This song hits home... I've grown so fond of you guys, your music truly helps when I need it the most. This is amazing, keep it up🙌🏻

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      Corrie Graham that’s amazing to hear. Thanks for supporting us 🖤🤘🏻

  • @sunnyThomasgames
    @sunnyThomasgames Před 4 lety +10

    This song hits hard, love it, keep it coming 👍👍

  • @lewisisaac3169
    @lewisisaac3169 Před 8 měsíci +1

    I had a therapy sesssion today and opened up about my trauma. Went home and heard this song and I felt a sense of peace hearing this for the first time. So needed this song. Thank you Citizen Soldier ❤

  • @FelipeSilva-vq1wg
    @FelipeSilva-vq1wg Před 4 lety +1

    This album is so awesome! Thank you Citizen, your music is amazing!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Felipe Silva thanksfor the amazing support 🖤🤘🏻

  • @eclipseshadow4297
    @eclipseshadow4297 Před 3 lety +3

    I am now addicted to these songs. I have never before encountered an artist that has explained my sorry excuse for a life to accurately. It means a lot to me and I will now dedicate my pathetic existence to supporting this band.

  • @hopeleslyromantic
    @hopeleslyromantic Před 4 lety +3

    Beautiful!!!

  • @Wolfy-eb8nx
    @Wolfy-eb8nx Před 2 lety

    A lot of their songs explain how I feel and it makes me feel better because I feel like I’m not alone. So thank you for making theses songs.

  • @pykethefox3634
    @pykethefox3634 Před 3 lety +1

    This song is so emotional, thank yall for making such great music! Keep it up. Your songs make everyone happy once they hear it

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety

      So glad you like it. Thank you friend 🖤🙏🏻

  • @marcelalopez4407
    @marcelalopez4407 Před 4 lety +7

    Oh God, it's beutiful, as to sing at full throttle, they're fantastic Citizen Soldier. I love them!!!!!

  • @gildedvereos6088
    @gildedvereos6088 Před 4 lety +13

    Never stop what your doing, you help more people than you probably think, so keep "soldiering" on.

  • @kgcharles1775
    @kgcharles1775 Před 2 lety +1

    This hits home so many places in my life right now. Just hanging on by a prayer

  • @nathanpault-rapley4016
    @nathanpault-rapley4016 Před 4 lety +1

    Love this song, just the slow pace and the words have so much meaning to me

  • @TheBathMattress
    @TheBathMattress Před 4 lety +3

    One of the best albums of 2019

  • @yarahernando8931
    @yarahernando8931 Před 3 lety +3

    You always turn into music what my soul cannot express in words

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +1

      That means the world to hear. Thank you 🖤🙏🏻

  • @karwolxd
    @karwolxd Před 4 lety +1

    love your music, it always hit my heart so hard

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      parykxd that’s the goal. Thank you 🖤🤘🏻

  • @tysontyler1223
    @tysontyler1223 Před 4 lety

    You'll never know how much your songs have helped me the last six months. When I feel the pressure is touch I put your songs on and lose myself in your words that seem to always fit so perfectly to every mood. You are so amazing and many people I know personally have been helped by your songs. Thank you so, so much for being the ones to put true feelings to music again.

  • @tinyone1253
    @tinyone1253 Před 3 lety +4

    💜💙💚💛🧡❤ these songs hit me right in the footprints left on my soul

  • @xenotriver
    @xenotriver Před 4 lety +5

    So that's what you were talking about when you said you have some songs about being heartbroken.
    Love it 🖤

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +2

      Xenotriver glad you feel it friend 🖤🤘🏻

  • @harmpsh
    @harmpsh Před 2 lety +1

    This song is so powerful!!

  • @thelonelyinfj
    @thelonelyinfj Před 4 lety +2

    God's I love you Citizen Soldier! Listening to your music gives me peace in knowing I'm not alone in this hellish world. Please continue to make music!

  • @ZERO-X79
    @ZERO-X79 Před 4 lety +3

    This album is Masterpiece!

  • @skunkite8156
    @skunkite8156 Před 4 lety +4

    wow, yet another amazing song
    you guys are my favorite band
    when im home alone i blast your songs singing at the top of my lungs
    lysm and keep up the great work!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Wolf Heart we love you too ❤️ thanks for listening!

  • @arkvault6840
    @arkvault6840 Před 4 lety +1

    Always a wonderful moment to listen to your work

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Arkvault Officiel thank you so much. You are very kind 🖤🤘🏻

  • @zacharysheets9327
    @zacharysheets9327 Před 4 lety +1

    Man this one is like a cry of emotion. Beautiful track y’all, I’m loving each one I hear. Keep up the good work and God bless

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      Zachary Sheets glad you enjoyed it. Thank you 🖤

  • @sonofnihility
    @sonofnihility Před 4 lety +5

    Im going through a rough breakup right now and this spoke to me more clear than anyone could. Thank you

  • @jaydengagnon8861
    @jaydengagnon8861 Před 3 lety +3

    This song has helped me through a lot and it makes me realize all the hurt I've been through was for a reason but it still hurts.

  • @KeyTeaYT
    @KeyTeaYT Před 2 lety

    I don't know how many times I keep listening to your song, every word in the song are so hard, that get straight to your emotion that nothing you can do just listen to it and you realize that your tears are starting to fall

  • @Shirl_AK
    @Shirl_AK Před 4 lety +1

    Wow....just wow. Love it!

  • @NickoHamburgueso
    @NickoHamburgueso Před 3 lety +8

    This is soooo good! Like seriously, every song i listen to is better than the last!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 3 lety +1

      That is so kind. Appreciate you so much 🖤🙏🏻

  • @darkvode8520
    @darkvode8520 Před 4 lety +3

    Another perfect song way to go guys!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      dark vode thanks friend! Have you heard the rest of the album yet?

  • @halliegutierrez2000
    @halliegutierrez2000 Před 2 lety

    One of my favorites!

  • @rebekahspencer3339
    @rebekahspencer3339 Před 3 lety

    Beautiful song it says it all

  • @mir7557
    @mir7557 Před 4 lety +6

    Why this song is like the situation I’m going through right now.
    Amazing work as always done by Citizen Soldier keep the songs coming 👍🏾

  • @fioridragon1797
    @fioridragon1797 Před 4 lety +3

    This came up on my recommended list and damn I'm not disappointed. I wasn't ready for how awesome this is! I'm subbed now so I won't be missing any new releases.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +2

      Fiori Dragon comments like these are EVERYTHING. Thank you so much. Much love to you. Thanks for supporting us 🖤🤘🏻

  • @soobokie3687
    @soobokie3687 Před 4 lety +1

    This is so beautiful, you have no idea how much I needed this. Thank you Citizen Soilder for another amazing song!! ❤️

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      taraflash. You are so welcome. Thank you for the amaZing support 🖤🤘🏻

  • @dregodragonkin914
    @dregodragonkin914 Před 4 lety +2

    truly a beautiful song loves to listen to it over and over again stay strong

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      Drego DragonKnight Glad you’re enjoying it ❤️ Stay strong!

  • @kenblacksowrd480
    @kenblacksowrd480 Před 4 lety +4

    amazing as always love your songs thank you for such beautiful inspiring songs ♥♥♥♥♥

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +2

      ken black sowrd you are so welcome. Thanks you for being so wonderful to us 🖤🤘🏻

  • @PrimroseDimension
    @PrimroseDimension Před 4 lety +3

    Why is every song you've done perfect? They hit so hard and are beautiful. I am honestly so thankful you all have the talent you do.
    Thank you
    Sincerely,
    A supportive soul

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      Asylum** **Lives you are amazing! Much love to you. Your support means more than you’ll ever know 🖤🤘🏻

  • @ghost.e690
    @ghost.e690 Před 3 lety

    This song is so amazing.
    All of your music has helped me and my friends through some difficult times from the past year, and just thank you so much for making us feel like we aren't alone and we can let it go.

  • @gigglesmcgee222
    @gigglesmcgee222 Před 4 lety +1

    This is so sad yet beautiful. Another great song ❤. The whole album is brilliant! One of my favourite albums of all time.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Greyscale Beauty youth that is seriously amazing to hear. Thank you 🖤🤘🏻

  • @marielepasaar1639
    @marielepasaar1639 Před 3 lety +4

    You guys make so touching songs 😢 This one made me think of my friend who's gone for almost a year soon..

  • @ohioknifelover
    @ohioknifelover Před 4 lety +3

    This song...I needed this song in my life. I love your music and the band so much! I can’t wait until you sell out entire arenas! Your voice is so different and it is very special and like no other!

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety

      Ohio Knife Lover thanks for saying that friend. Appreciate you 🖤🤘🏻

  • @EternalRiver90
    @EternalRiver90 Před 4 lety +2

    Incredibly beautiful as always... I don’t know how you guys do it. Thank you so, so much for sharing your beautiful thoughts and words with us.

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      Thank you for understanding them and for the kind words. 🖤

  • @alanseiler1215
    @alanseiler1215 Před 4 lety +1

    Song hits home big time

  • @lukii6770
    @lukii6770 Před 4 lety +4

    really Awesome SOng and lyrics

  • @EuchadraMelech
    @EuchadraMelech Před 4 lety +4

    This hit me so hard since i recently and finally got away from a toxic friend that turned cold on me and kept coming back to say sorry qwq
    and i finally had it and moved away from her. I love this song so much it has such a strong message

    • @CitizenSoldier
      @CitizenSoldier  Před 4 lety +1

      So glad you enjoyed it. Much love to you. Hope things get better 🖤🤘🏻

  • @demonicparadise7521
    @demonicparadise7521 Před 3 lety

    I've binge watched alot of their songs in the past day or two. I love them so much their songs speak to my heart so easily. Very much one of my top favorite bands now. The music is so relatable and real and I can't express how much I love it

  • @wansalonlapang7905
    @wansalonlapang7905 Před 4 lety +1

    Another melody for my ears. Another music to my favourite list.