Freaks (slowed+reverb+muffled) Doomer Soldier | 1 Hour
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- čas přidán 25. 06. 2023
- Longer reupload of a shorter version elongated.
There was an original video like this that I listened to but it got deleted,
so I decided to remake it.
Please like and subscribe and hang in there... - Hudba
Old link to the video was: czcams.com/video/yoCxGsSx6Lk/video.html
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Y'know, as a twelve year old, I listen to these types of videos not to look back at good times, but suffer thinking about my losses.
I lost my brother to DCS(basically Child Protective Services).
I lost my mother to her wrong-doings(still alive, but gone).
I lost my great-great-grandmother to her own lungs.
I lost my grandmother to Covid-19.
And most of all, I lost my own happiness.
Whoever finds and reads this, just know, people love you. No matter what anyone else says. There will always be someone to be there for you, whether from the grave, or from your own living room. You are loved. Don't look back on bad things like I do. Just love life, there's plenty to go around. Have a nice time. ❤
honestly when i hear this song it makes me think about death and how it will be im scared when i think of it i honestly cry when i do
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I'm sorry that all that stuff hapend to you
thank you so much bro u made me cry. your a great person. keep your head up. at my school we have a motto that no one really pays attention to but I do. if you find this reply hidden in the comments just remember.-aim for silver, strive for gold.
Someone also always loves you brother
Depression is when you leave your room or home and look in the mirror or on your phone, not to see if you look good, but to see if you've been crying.
Yeah I have that :[
One time, I was happy with my friend and I loved him but I still hadn’t told him, I was secretly in love with him and I was having a conversation with him, and he said “I pulled a girl by the way” and I tried my absolute hardest not to cry, I was holding back tears like never before and I said “oh, a girl huh? That’s nice, I’m happy for you…”
And as he went on about how he loves her I could only slightly cry in my head, I loved him like never before and I tried to leave as fast as I could but I couldn’t and I stayed there listening to him until I finally went home and now I’m here listening to this song crying myself to sleep, lesson of the story, don’t wait to tell someone something. Especially Ifs it’s important
*this is how our dads dad felt. respect them and what they did for our dads to be alive. if they are home go give them a hug. since they will soon be dead.. and they are the oldest of the family (not counting the grandpas and grandmas). spend time with them everyday at least for 10 minutes. and fathers day. since soon they will be gone and it will be too late to go back.. Respect your fathers🫡.*
You made me cry 😭
my father kicked me out of his home lol
My father unfortunately passed away on April 24 😢
😊
.....@@Nierhope
I listen to this song from 8:00 PM to 10:00 PM thinking about everything I've been through thinking that there's nothing left... when really I've got a caring mother and an amazing brother and multiple friends who are not always but are there for me
And if you're some random person reading this have a good day man you deserve it
Racism
what@@CrowXwolf17 🗿
@@CrowXwolf17🗿
Thanks man i appreciate it 🧐
It’s a joke
"Don't kill me, just help me run away. From everyone, i need a place to stay."
The picture of soldier make this even make sense.
yeah.
“ If a man cries it’s not because he is weak, He has just been strong for to long…)
Uchiha Itachi
It was actually Einstein who said that
True
Salute to u
you broke the vibe bro@@moinakmitra1994
Bro it's been 8 years I was beating for my crush result she hate me 😢
"sometimes men cry not because there weak because they have been strong for too long long"
-ww2 soldier
You copied this from someone but dw it’s fine your spreading the word so thank you the world needs it
"Before you do anything you must think is it actually worth it"
-Me
'' hurting someone's feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean but do you know how deep that rock goes''
yeah bullying is really sad, i was bullied until 8th grade where i brought an airsoft mp7... i will let you guess what happened next. That day was the last day of happiness in my life and the first of the doom days. i know you don't really care but remember one thing. Never give up.
I can explain it in the way of "paper" so pov that your the bully or person calling you as the victim a freak or something so what you as that person do you fold the paper the next day again and again but then tou unfold the paper but guess what? It's damaged It's not the same your paper (=victim) is damaged you can't fix the damage It feels like a different person personality the way they see existance the world It's not the person you started with and now to Your/paper pov you are damaged and when you are damaged for long enough you WANT to be damaged and when you after that time fix It's to late you started only to recognize your self by pain hate and guilt but then it's gone and you don't know if you're your self and start to overthink again about existance.....
@@KamilaWitkowska-ef8cb extremly well explained, the example you gave, with the peice of paper is very interesting and easy / simple to understand. Some people will acheive their goals even though they were bullied. Some other people will fail and sui****. Bullying isn't rare in switzerland. It's pretty common i would say. Even though we have assistance and everything. As you said it will leave some marks. Now lets open the debate about others, who see but do nothing, personally i would tell the teacher after class but some wouldn't. You know why? Beacause they are scared of the bullies. They are afraid that they might be the next victim. Anyways thank you for such an explanation and have a great day / night
@@ham0ud33 it came another night and im back here to say im from swiss too (and btw I also wrote the first thing after 00:00 on the clock and here again)
This song makes me think I wanna kill m self
NO MATTER HOW HARD STILL HOLD ON A LITTLE LONGER SOLDIER!!!
Im sorry, I can’t hold one for much longer
@@Aburgine_Manthug it out it always works
fr@@makeuptatoreal208
Im trying…
Never choose fight. And never think soldiers are bad, they give their live to protect you
😶
what do soldiers choose
I feel bad for the people that actually live in harsh condition, people who actually have to fight and have no other choice while some people are complaining living in america or canada where the life is insanely good
Same...
Honestly, this comment made me sad.. I'm currently 12, been through so much depressed shit since i was 6.. I'm in such a bad condition.. I honestly can't handle it anymore, I got fake friends that I thought loved me, when I tried venting to them, they all couldn't help me, nor do I think they cared to help me.. S**cid()l thoughts came to me, but I've never done anything like that before.. honestly I feel like I should right now.. i'm really in a bad condition.. wish someone in this world could give a FUCK about me.. instead, I have to vent to a bot all the time hoping it would bring me joy or could help me, not even the bot works sometimes..
@@PuavatherapperDon't think about that man, I have been through that phase too, currently 19, still struggling, but we can't give up, we have people to prove wrong. KEEP MARCHING SOLDIER!!
Not to mention the soldiers that come home just to find out that there family moved on or there wife cheated on them
The world is cold, dark and cruel, and some people just don’t realize how good they have it until it’s taken away, it’s sad stuff
It's 1 am, I don't want to sleep because I know tomorrow will have the same pain as did today. Why did it have to be this way.
Don’t feel like that bro life a good life unlike the others wanting to live suffering in hospital
I can explain Life in two ways: Life is just an infinity cycle of pain and depression and death and second way I can exlpain Life is that our life is like a book has chapters and death is the end of the book
@@skycapperwrong. death is just the beginning
@@shiro2093 i meant end of the Last story and right at the the end of the Last "book" aka your life another story begins, nobody knows what is the real continuation if there even is one or as some say a paradise some say rebirth but in reality as i said nobody really knows what is on the other side, what i meant by death is the end is the end of the Last story and i said it like life is a book and after that "book" there is death wich nobody knows what really is in the book what is going to happen hopefully something good
@@skycapper right. Now I understand your thoughts on this. have a good day.
i once had a freind and we hanged out and he showed me this song and he got cancer and passed away so I always listen to this to remember of him and f*ck cancer...
Fuck cancer
Wow...... FUCK CANCER!!
I'm sad for your loss 😞 I hope your ok
Remember no matter what happens even if hell rains on you still defeat that demon...
Чел ты гигачад хоть и американский
Прости не хотел тебя обидеть😓
@@Natan-pj6qhYou can’t just assume he is American, he could be from Canada, New Zealand, Australia, UK, etc. Me myself, I am Canadian.
"Remember son, dying is Gay" -My non existent dad
im the sane person and im not american... but ok@@Natan-pj6qh
im the sane person and im not american... but ok @Natan-pj6qh
@@Natan-pj6qh
when I listen this song I realized that humanity lookin’ like they don’t even care about they life because if we still do contamination agaisnt the planet we might die, or the case that bees are endangered, if the bees are extinct we will die in 3-4 years, but humanity still doing this, how many sea turtles, fish, etc stopped living because the huge amounts of trash on ocean, us, as the humanity we can hope for live or death, depending of our choices because if we choice, there is no way we can re-chose. (example: spending money into useless things)
Yes... Yes...
his name was sampson he was the best hairless cat ever he was my favorite and i was his i couldnt realize that till he was lost he was going blind and was suffering terribly and he had to go to a better place :( i miss you bud i hope you can see me up here it was 3 years ago
this song reminds me about the good times with him :(
@@SilasKing-so9ilthis song just makes me cry btw sorry about your cat I’m sure he’s doing great
I just don’t wanna be an adult when I hear this song Man U got problems in lifetime.
for some reason i want to be sad but i have no reason yet this song makes me feel that way im not sure how to explain this feeling but its sad
same.....
@@spartangod6323 thanks i thought i was the only one
your never alone soldier@@clownius
@@clowniushey I get that too
I wanna day when it feels like im not falling apart......
I always needed this version
É triste ver que alguém que grava vídeos de minecraft e que está aparentemente agindo normal neles, por trás de tudo isso também está aqui ouvindo essa musica melancólica, calma, solitária e que alivia
@@bellozi15loneliness comes for all of us in the end
Trust me I know
@@Jeremiah344 i hope than u life be better, and make u stop thinking this
But yeah loneliness come for all of us
@@bellozi15 I’m doing my best and that’s all we can do
легенда всегда будет в наших сердцах
and now im crying
Man, this version of this already great song is so chill when you need to think. As a ADHD person with BPD comorbidity ( means you are ADHD but also with BPD traits, gues that can be a accurate definition ), my brain is constantly on a roller coaster, but hey, this 1h version helps a ton to relax. Thanks you absolute chad. :)
Hey man, this might seem stupid. But it's not your fault, okay? Just remember that.
@@stenaarts8659 thank you❤😢
I have Adhd I used to think I'm just always happy but really I'm not
Are you diagnosed by a doctor? Ik I am but people be self diagnosing Themselves so Im just curious
I understand you.
This makes me cry bc this sounds like a song that my uncel i miss shane
Bro this reminds me of my grandpa because he died of a heart attack he was 69 years old
His funeral was yesterday his death December 10 2023 I love
You so much grandpa 😢😢
And my mom died. When I was six months old she had a heart attack two I never got to see her I was only six months. I love you mom you’re in paradise with my grandpa love you mom 😞 😞 😞
@@Jzay67 i feel you bro. keep making other's proud and don't give up
The feeling of loosing everything.
Yep...
true....
Ye
"Good job,guys.we are done our best."
Тот самый тихий чел из класса который перед своим уходом взял всю вину класса на себя
@DITYUKRAINY_CZcamsHe can write in any language he wants.
@DITYUKRAINY_CZcamsLearn Russian yourself first!
@DITYUKRAINY_CZcamsты хто блт НЕГРамотный
When the war ends this is just the beginning. :-) 6:14
6:43 I am just a freak
(Lyrics )
Don't kill me just help me run away
From everyone I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry, I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
Место я урод говорится
Я просто ненормальный
I listen this in an air Soft war right now and i have war flashbacks vibes
In headphone it's.. Amazing
the feeling of loosing hope.
"Hold on a little longer, soldier..."
😐
thanks I needed that...
@@spartangod6323stay in there, soldier
This song:
reminds me to be nicer (sometimes i'm rude :( be nice)
reminds me of all the sad times in my life
hit's different
makes me cry
reminds me that life is unfair
reminds me to enjoy life while i'm here
KEEP TRYING NEVER GIVE UP DON'T LET ANYTHING PULL YOU DOWN, HAVE A GOOD DAY :)
Live a good life :)
When they are hurting you and will not stop talk to your parents and friends who love you and support you with love and care ❤️ for your time and energy ✨️ your life is always a good thing for you to live don't stress about it care about your family and friends and love them ❤️
Ive been listening this song for 5 hours it brings me memories in kindergarten...😢
The back story of this doomer. It was WW3 and the doomer experience so many pain and seen sacrifices and hew was depressed 🫥 and then phew 10 years passed war and the Doomer won but the doomer thought was it really worth it and the deaths were not necessary and then he took a cig and calmed down. :The doomers were in war with USSR 2.0
Dawg the USSR? nah for one its spelt U.S.S.R and 2 its the soviet union
@@nancycarter4492was**
This brings back memories of my pets that passed away 2 years ago. I miss them.
I feel you..
Me too
Me too I had dogs called bear and shadow bear tried to run away and he got hit by a car shadow we just don't know where he is so we got cocoa and leo they are cute but I miss Bear and shadow
All my cats and puppies died the pain is still stuck I’m in a constant mental anguish…….
two hamsters of mine died when i was 4. 3 cats of mine died 2 years ago. this year another of the soldiers fell.
Life is hard and will always be hard. But find the good go outside and enjoy the day. Find beauty in everything whether it be a glass of water. I know that is hard to do. Depression is a tunnel of pain and suffering . And it never feels like you can see the light. And some may not want to see the light. Maybe you have been depressed for so long that you are afraid of happiness. God bless you all and find joy in life.
God bless you your spreading the inspiration everyone needs may we be strong and stay strong may we know we matter and have a meaning in life god bless everyone
Its these types if songs that help me think that im alone but i know that im loved with family and friends who care about me even when they arent always there.
My dad is a soldier😢😢😢😢😢
Im just thinking how great life Is when i listen this❤😢
I would say how ungreatful life is
I wish I could die
@@Aburgine_Manno you have a meaning in life
Legends never dies...
This Song just hits different when playing War or World War games. It's just like... i can't even describe it.
Wait that's how i can describe it! It's just and strange feeling going to War with this music behind. That again hits just different.
I’ve never tried that but I’m going to now
My cat sunny passed away when i was 5, she was the fluffiest cat you had ever seen. Its been 8 years and i hope she is in a better place. We have a photo and a paw print to remember her and I have a photo of her above my bed. Sunny I hope you can see me and I hope your in a better place 😢😢😢😢😢
Im crying righting this just cause of how much she meant to me
To everybody seeing this i hope you have a great day and never have to deal with anyones death
Hey she’ll always be with you forever don’t let that take you down remember she’s still there with you and she always will
@@jaxinpatterson9630 it's her 9 year anniversary of her death
R.I.P
"Dont cry" i can't i don't feel emotions anymore...
Same here.
You have a paper, that rappresents the person you hurt emotionally or/and physically, now it’s all crumbled up, you say sorry. It uncrumbles, but…
…is it in the same conditions as before? Before being hurt? No. It isn’t.
I will never tollerate bullying or unkindness because,
I know there is still some hope, that hope of being happy just like one time. We can do this, let’s be kind and spread it
It’s easy, it’s like yawning, when you yawn the person next to you yawns too, it’s like doing something nice and the person getting the kind act from you it whoever else, does is kind to another one. You never know but kindness can come back to the one who started it. Sometimes, people just smile for others, but they don’t know what’s behind that smile. You know their name, but not their story
My man or my woman, if you agree. I won’t ask you to like, if you do agree, spread kindness and be great full for what you have, because many people don’t have what you have.
Thank you, for reading all of this ❤️
It’s like a infection you get it the other person also ty for doing this please spread this around the world needs it
This reminds me of my dad when I grew up he was nice and now he divorced with my mom and it ever been the same.
Под эту музыку заплакал два старших брата ушли на войну и вместе погибли😭
If you think your life has no meaning listen to this.
This makes me remember sad and good times
Sticks and stones may break my bones but words cannot hurt me
That’s great don’t let anything take you down no one can say anything to you and if they do make sure they know they did the wrong thing
Yeah, I wish that was the case with me, my family made fun of me for not having a girlfriend, random old people tell me to kill myself, I don't understand, what did I do, exist? Well fine fuck you pinehurst
If any of you out there that is soldier or a kid or a 10 year old tell yourself this enjoy your time as a kid before you notice when you get your job and you get everything as an adult you'll notice the hard work your pencil to do tell them thank you before you go into adult things will be different when you get old some of your grandpa's grandmas might die because you're older but you don't know that very old because you're still a kid tell your parents cousins family grandpa grandma that you love them and appreciate their hard work just to make you happy
This song represents life, when you time is up in life, you will know that life is just story. It all happens in a good or bad ending.
after going through family problems i listen to this thank you for creating this i needed it
"We all have our own parasites that secretly eats you, the question is, will you let those parasites eat you alive or will you keep feeding them until the ground swallows you"
- me
Sanırım öyle olacak
This song reminds me the memories with my grandpa because he passed away 😢😭
Hey he’s still with you don’t worry he always will remember that he’s watching over you and he’s still there by your side and he always will be
Я вспоминал всë своë горе и ошибки в этой жизни... Я долго плакал
Never give up when you fail try again over and over never give up in life and if you give up remember this and I hope you’ll then try again
These comments healed my broken heart thank you ❤️🩹
When you can't take it anymore...
"If Talking to plants makes them grow, talking to humans make them confident."
Yes I want to spread the word that everyone matters and should never give up
I hear this every single moment
Don't kill me just help me run away
From everyone I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry, I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
❤
I really listen to this sm bc it makes me remeber all my good memories of my bird Gemma before she passed away 😢 fly high my bird
Music that makes you think is the only music that works.
This is my favourite song and it makes me think we has it so easy over here but in some countries they have it so though so just be thankful of what we have.
Yea be thankful for what you have before it’s gone
This song should get more likes but I understand people that go through this because I went through this
"Life is great!"
Life is just reversed
Efil is great
@@Same_problemit’s not funny
I'm trying my best here man
I made my mom cried because she thought I never care about her even though I do care , I tried to make my family proud but fail every time
Keşke benimde öyle bir annem alsa
Same. I suck at everything
Bro, it look like it’s making me cry
как я смогу не плакать когда слушаю это, емае...?
Some people have less sensitive feelings which means they may not cry
It's never the end.
And it never too late
We’ll all be strong and we’ll stay that way may we know that we all matter and have a meaning in life
Who tried to listen it in headphones on fulk volume?? It is perfect and I feel myself like a soldier at war
Not the random fucking bass drop at the end 😭😭
Huh
Life will never be easy, you have to make it so that you have tried so hard it seems easy for so long that you forget it was ever hard until it's 3:in the morning and it all becomes hard again.
Im listening this music while waiting 12.00 that 2023 ends😢
Now I stay at a table alone my friends don't want to stay with me because they think I embaressed theme
My life
Everytime im depressed il listen to this
Sad*
This man looks like he’s been hell and back seeing many of his comrades die in action, and for what reason?! Because some horrible leaders weren’t happy with each other? That’s fucked up.
“I remember my old friends I had at school… where did they move?… in the future all of my friends are gone… will I ever see them?… will I ever talk to them?…”
A letra dessa música combina perfeitamente com a verdadeira história da "obedece a la morsa"
I like the song it makes my remember memories with my dad😞😞😞 and my kittins that had died and am so sad with everything I had to deal with on my journey .
Hey there all still with you by your side forever watching over you I promise they will be forever
@@jaxinpatterson9630 thx
Ending all school years be like.
1:st🤣
2:d 😀
3:rd 🙂
4:th 😐
5:th 😕
6:th 🙁
7:th 😔
8:th 😞.
Renembering All Past Years. 💀💀💀
True
The Bully went too far and all our family went too far when dont like the brother and all of us went too far no respectful on people and no matter
Who agrees
👇😔😢
this reminds me of my dog named dantae he passed 7 months ago...😭😭😭😭
I listen to the song every day
this song makes me think of my exes my dead loved ones and the half of my family that i cant see... it basily makes me have a mental breakdown
This reminds me of my best friend...
Our frendship ended 2 months ago...
same my ride or die fucking ghosted me.
I’m depressed
dont think things too deep ... just breath
This just hits so hard 😭
Just blinking my eyes I feel burn in my nose and start to almost burst tears
Когда более 10 лет гулял с лучшими друзьми и накопились очень много крутых воспоминаний и моментов, и тут они сказали- "ты на больше не друг/подруга".😢
have you ever felt like you can relate to the lyrics
Yes with my autism that makes me a freak to anybody and depression also and suecide thoughts
@@skycapperhey autism isn’t a disability it’s a unique ability think about that and you should never end your life you matter and I can’t say I haven’t relate to the lyrics but I remembered that I matter and so do you
Every. Fucking. Day
once my mom and my sister went to the store and my mom said hey dont play your ps3 until you do your chores. So i did them and i sat for like 2 hours passed and on the news it said that they passed away in the news due to a car wreck.... 4 years later I go and I open my ps3 and my mom left a sticky note that said "hey honey I told you to not play on your game, when i get home you can play on your games and i will give you hugs and kisses.... I never got my hugs and kisses........
😢😢😢
Bro im so sorry to hear that...
This actually made me cry😭😭
isnt that from a youtube video?
heard that b4
I feel bad for the people who are sick dozens of people who are listening to this song. and being sad to remember something terrible may those people be healthy and strong:)
May we all stay confident and strong and know that we all matter and have a meaning for life
@@jaxinpatterson9630 :)
Im 12 and my family's poor and split in two sides and one side living good and one side living bad and i can't stand it when i was 2 my family split
Pov you stop suffering and start getting better and know your safe...
I’ll always suffer :,)
@@Aburgine_ManNegative is not good may you be healed from suffering you deserve life and rights you matter and you shall no longer suffer were all with you don’t let anything take you down