It was on TV when I was 5 or sum, just after DBZ that I couldn’t enjoy lol (I don’t remember the channel but yeah) Then I started to entirely watching it by myself as a teenager I haven’t fully enjoyed the anime Like Black Butler is cool, not a masterpiece but a cool anime to watch I wouldn’t watch it again (maybe in 5 years I’ll change my mind and miss the vibe), cause it’s a bit long but this specific ost is a masterpiece (I’m 21 now) And I haven’t watch Book of Circus but I really enjoy the OP
I remember watchingthis back than and i liked Sebastian a lot and this song just had something to it and the text is also superb but nonetheless im gonna believe in god cause i m scared
I will be honest I just started watching this but I can’t help but feel chels pain.. this song made the whole show real.. we can all say this show is a masterpiece..
Omg same- it feels like forever since I’ve listened to this and it still gives me chills. I was trying to find a song called “no harmony” I believe it’s called? But the duet vid I liked with prince soma and Agni seemed to be taken down🧎🏾♀️
Ciel went through hell dude lost his parents in a fire, made a deal with a demon and even lost his aunt and that shit happened at the *START* of the series Ciel is like a alternative bruce Wayne origins-wise
@@basmabdalmohsn2576 version. There is another variant of this song available but this one is my favorite. And to answer your question, I don't really know. Perhaps copyright?
Si deus me relinquit, Ego deum relinquo. *If God has forsaken me,* *Then I shall forsake God, too.* Solus oppressus nigram clavem habere potest *Only the oppressed may possess the black key* Omnias ianuas praecludo, Sic omnias precationes obsigno *I close all doors,* *Thus I seal away all prayers* Sed, Qui me defendet Ab me terribilissimo ipse? *However,* *who protects me?* *From the most frightful: myself?*
I have a Ciel wig And I'm saving up to get a Grell one And I feel like I also relate to Ciel but I relate to a lot of the characters٫ mainly Grell٫ Undertaker٫ Ciel and Sebastian though
I remember growing up with this series way back when and this song being something I always looked forward to hearing. It always helped heal my depression as a child despot the song being so sad and melancholy😊
Having gone through much of what Ciel has is why I hold this song closer than anything to my heart, Ciel, losing his family, having to be strong for everyone, when he's hurting so bad, so much that he rather die getting revenge than live, and vowing not to show weakness. I feel such a feeling of sorrow that when I hear this song, the lost unloved child that is hurting in me, cries every time. He just wants to be a child, to have been loved and raised with the comfort of that love. I've always yearned to be loved, by someone, by the people who were supposed to raise me, protect me, *love me.* Ciel in moments of weakness clings to Sebastian because he is only but a child in a teenagers body. He's still that little boy sitting next to the fire with mommy and daddy playing. But, Sebastian is a demon, apathetic to human emotions and even a parasite to Ciel by urging him to not be 'weak', to go on with his revenge to hold onto that *hate*. Even despite being a demon, even Sebastian is humane enough to know society is pathetic, and cruel. As for me, my parents, they didn't 'love' me the way they were supposed to. Instead, they left me alone. *They don't love me, so they left me.* Is all I remember feeling as a child. I also remember the one happy time I had as a very, very small child. It's all I had before it all crumbled to the ground, till my heart was shattered in pieces and became, cold, empty, and full of hate towards society, towards the universe. Which, in honesty, feels worse having had something so great only for it to be lost forever. Now I just continue to live life as a young adult, with the pain of being so alone despite being surrounded by people. The pain and constant numbness of my own soul just existing inside my body, as life and society has stripped the things I dearly loved, away from me. My time will come as everyone else's will, and I hope that then, I will be able to go back to a family that never could be. Because it never was, and never will be again. It seems like Ciel and I have something in common. It seems safer to sell our souls to be with our demons than continue trying to live happily in a society that is cruel, and simply just a game of chess. Taking chances and moves simply by using other people in life to get ahead, like pawns.
The ost that made me wanna cry hearing it, I remember all the nostalgia of feeling so excited and invested in the anime. If I could listen to one last anime song before I died I’d listen to this and just fall into the heavenly embrace of death.
I found it. This singing was So sad, soft, almost quiet and yet so beautiful.... Reminded of the Ave Maria Hitman: Blood Money opening song too! It made me so emotional while watching Black Butler, ended it a few minutes ago.... 28.2.2023
I was just looking for some classical tracks but the way the that first vocal activated my sleeper agent and transported me back to 10 years ago is insane LMAO To think Black Butler manga would still be ongoing and getting adaptations after all this time is insane, but it's welcome and I'm glad it's getting love. Thank you for uploading this!
Ciel is my real name. Parallel to him, I myself am also a twin. (However, non-identical.) Despite so, I am the eldest who was born ill, while my twin sister, the healthy second-born. I was born with water in my lungs, and being saved has left a dent in my left shin, blue and green with purple lines around it. I was never treated nicely by other children when I was young. I was boycotted and deemed a freak, while my sister was embraced and played with by the very same people, and I had to watch them, isolated, by them and the adults alike. Without detailing much, I can say my childhood has been traumatizing in an irreversible way, to this day. Was even declined attendance, let alone celebration, for my twin sister's 11th birthday party, which was with another girl. When I was 13, my hair started going white due to my constant stress and health issues. For the next few years, my health had only gotten worse, to the point I wasn't guaranteed to make it to 18. I was not born under the name Ciel, but never liked my birthname, which had almost the same meaning. It never felt like my own, and I have always wanted to change it. My mother and I chose the name Ciel for me together, unrelated to the series, despite how much it had touched my heart. Everyone I have met, whether they knew of my deadname or not, have agreed that Ciel is the name that suits me. I recently got to celebrate my 18th birthday, against all chances, and am staying strong despite my health.
Ciel, you're brave and lovely like Ciel in the black Butler. I am Japanese, so I don't know if you can read your sentence correctly. But I was touched by your strong heart. Thank you for being able to meet you. And you will be blessed with a happy birthday. Keep on living the future.
@@user-ny1qo6tr3c I saw this pretty late, and yet, it still made me smile. Thank you for your blessings, and for your kind words. May you be blessed with fortune and happiness < 3
I am hoping the absoloute best for you Ciel. I hope truly the most important things (in my world its my mom, my former dog, sports and faith) find you and your beatiful soul.
I love this anime I realte to ciel I,m an only child and alot has happened in my life... But I won't give up... I hope your ok world ...and whatever your going through just don't give up.. ok that's all I want to say..
"Si dieu m'a abandonné, Alors je renoncerai également à lui. Seuls les opprimés ont accès à la clé noire. Je ferme toutes les portes, Et ainsi scelle loin de moi toute prière. Cependant, Qui me défendra, Du plus effroyable : moi-même ?"
Si dios me abandona entonces yo le abandonaré también Sólo los oprimidos pueden tener una llave negra Cierro todas las puertas, así cerraré todos los sermones ¿Pero quién me defiende a mí de mi terriblísimo yo?
(Pt/Br) Se eu for embora Eu deixo Deus. Se Deus me abandonou, Então também abandonarei a Deus. Só os oprimidos podem ter a chave preta Somente os oprimidos podem possuir a chave preta. Eu fecho todas as portas Então eu selo todas as orações Eu fecho todas as portas Assim eu selo todas as orações. Mas, .. Quem vai me defender Do mais terrível de mim? No entanto, quem me protege? Do mais temeroso: eu mesmo?
Still can't get over Kuroshitsuji, after so many years. So beautiful yet, heartbreaking. Went to check out the manga to make myself feel better, but the main plot basically stalled for 2 years, it seems like the ending is near. Can't take it..🥲🥲
I hope they add this to the upcoming black butler new season 😭😭 it’ll forever be nostalgic
YESS AND IF THEY DONT, IMA BE SO SAD. BUT IF THEY MAKE A BETTER SONG I’LL TAKE IT- THE TRAILER MUSIC WAS ALREADY GOOD 😭😭
I want the soundtrack to be on iTunes damn it!
@@espadafive302same was looking for but couldn’t find it
New season?!
@@Ayelet.MYes in april
I was 15/16 when I started to watch this show and it was my favourite song without knowing the lyrics. I’m 30 now and I still back to it.
😢
The nostalgia goes so hard. I started this when I was like ...13/14...? I'm almost 24 now 😔
It was on TV when I was 5 or sum, just after DBZ that I couldn’t enjoy lol (I don’t remember the channel but yeah)
Then I started to entirely watching it by myself as a teenager
I haven’t fully enjoyed the anime
Like Black Butler is cool, not a masterpiece but a cool anime to watch
I wouldn’t watch it again (maybe in 5 years I’ll change my mind and miss the vibe), cause it’s a bit long but this specific ost
is a masterpiece
(I’m 21 now)
And I haven’t watch Book of Circus but I really enjoy the OP
I remember watchingthis back than and i liked Sebastian a lot and this song just had something to it and the text is also superb but nonetheless im gonna believe in god cause i m scared
I will be honest I just started watching this but I can’t help but feel chels pain.. this song made the whole show real..
we can all say this show is a masterpiece..
I come back to this song every once in a while. It is still as beautiful, sad, and haunting.
I agree. This song is what made Season 1 for me.
Omg same- it feels like forever since I’ve listened to this and it still gives me chills. I was trying to find a song called “no harmony” I believe it’s called? But the duet vid I liked with prince soma and Agni seemed to be taken down🧎🏾♀️
Same. Its so beautifully composed.
Yes.
Ciel went through hell dude lost his parents in a fire, made a deal with a demon and even lost his aunt and that shit happened at the *START* of the series Ciel is like a alternative bruce Wayne origins-wise
"si deus me relinquit, ego deum relinquo"
only after years i realize ciel's suffering. everything came to light now.
Man, "Ciel" has been through so damn much. Especially in the manga.
Manga Ciel needs a hug, a hug from his damn parents AND brother cuz holy goddamn....😨
I see what you did 😏
@@NoPersonain the manga Ciel has a brother?! So.. I need to read it
@@margotka228 yeah he does
It's very much like a sorrowful lullaby, warm yet leaves a chill creating a pit of despair , beautiful song
Thank you. The other upload of this version I listen to is blocked in usa.
Same🥲
Welcome 😊
why this lesson blocked in USA?
@@basmabdalmohsn2576 version. There is another variant of this song available but this one is my favorite.
And to answer your question, I don't really know. Perhaps copyright?
@@zendakongaming5159 thanks
この不思議で切ない、けど深くてどんなに苦しくても運命を認めるしかないって雰囲気のこの曲めっちゃ好き。
One of the best soundtracks composed by the great Iwasaki.
That brilliant way of combining orchestra with electronic, was his trademark as a composer.
Damn, this song was the first song in my "good music" playlist, it was deleted but at least we have this.
bro my playlist is the exact same name
@@wojtek9675SAME
Si deus me relinquit,
Ego deum relinquo.
*If God has forsaken me,*
*Then I shall forsake God, too.*
Solus oppressus nigram clavem habere potest
*Only the oppressed may possess the black key*
Omnias ianuas praecludo,
Sic omnias precationes obsigno
*I close all doors,*
*Thus I seal away all prayers*
Sed,
Qui me defendet
Ab me terribilissimo ipse?
*However,*
*who protects me?*
*From the most frightful: myself?*
Il te manque la dernière phrase en latin
Le falta un pedazo
@@DavidFrog mb i mixed stuff up
@@domitillepascal5662 jlai ajouter
Thank You very much..
I'm being Ciel Phantomhive for Halloween. I loved how the costume turned out, Ciel is someone I can relate to in a way. I wish I could just hug him
Don't we all lol.
I have a Ciel wig
And I'm saving up to get a Grell one
And I feel like I also relate to Ciel but I relate to a lot of the characters٫ mainly Grell٫ Undertaker٫ Ciel and Sebastian though
Fr, Trauma can absolutely ruin someone. It’s not easy to deal with
I love this song. the Black butler soundtrack is some of the best music I've heard.
Simply one hell of a soundtrack.
I remember growing up with this series way back when and this song being something I always looked forward to hearing. It always helped heal my depression as a child despot the song being so sad and melancholy😊
Same. ❤
Having gone through much of what Ciel has is why I hold this song closer than anything to my heart, Ciel, losing his family, having to be strong for everyone, when he's hurting so bad, so much that he rather die getting revenge than live, and vowing not to show weakness. I feel such a feeling of sorrow that when I hear this song, the lost unloved child that is hurting in me, cries every time.
He just wants to be a child, to have been loved and raised with the comfort of that love. I've always yearned to be loved, by someone, by the people who were supposed to raise me, protect me, *love me.* Ciel in moments of weakness clings to Sebastian because he is only but a child in a teenagers body. He's still that little boy sitting next to the fire with mommy and daddy playing. But, Sebastian is a demon, apathetic to human emotions and even a parasite to Ciel by urging him to not be 'weak', to go on with his revenge to hold onto that *hate*. Even despite being a demon, even Sebastian is humane enough to know society is pathetic, and cruel.
As for me, my parents, they didn't 'love' me the way they were supposed to. Instead, they left me alone.
*They don't love me, so they left me.* Is all I remember feeling as a child.
I also remember the one happy time I had as a very, very small child. It's all I had before it all crumbled to the ground, till my heart was shattered in pieces and became, cold, empty, and full of hate towards society, towards the universe. Which, in honesty, feels worse having had something so great only for it to be lost forever.
Now I just continue to live life as a young adult, with the pain of being so alone despite being surrounded by people. The pain and constant numbness of my own soul just existing inside my body, as life and society has stripped the things I dearly loved, away from me.
My time will come as everyone else's will, and I hope that then, I will be able to go back to a family that never could be. Because it never was, and never will be again.
It seems like Ciel and I have something in common. It seems safer to sell our souls to be with our demons than continue trying to live happily in a society that is cruel, and simply just a game of chess. Taking chances and moves simply by using other people in life to get ahead, like pawns.
Your story is like mine i hope we can both find happiness in the future ❤️
I'm so sorry that you feel this way. How can I help you?
I feel really sorry that you had to go through this
I really hope you have a happy future ahead of you ❤️
@@jeffsmith-hg8tr And the same goes for you too ❤️
We have a lot of similarities but we will find happiness. It seems so hard but we can do this.
I was suicidal back in high school and whenever I listened to this song I would cry then feel better
aww are you okay now?
I really hope you're doing well rn 🤍
This comment made me nostalgic and sad at the same time
Same
Pls dont . Because im 31 and to tbis day this song destroys me 2
When I found out the last line was “who protects me? From the mint frightful, myself”
Good job Konishi Kayo
Mints are terrifying. What makes them sweet and spicy, cool and hot all at the same time??
@@GettoGero I love this comment
@@GettoGero agreed
The ost that made me wanna cry hearing it, I remember all the nostalgia of feeling so excited and invested in the anime. If I could listen to one last anime song before I died I’d listen to this and just fall into the heavenly embrace of death.
This song will forever touches my heart
Ha pasado casi 10 años de la última vez q escuché está canción
Gone from so many youtube channels. Im glad you were able to post this and hope it wont be removed soon. Why even censor a beautiful piece of music?
If it does I'll upload a back up for everyone as I screen record OSTs
kuroshitsuji really has beautilful ost
I found it. This singing was So sad, soft, almost quiet and yet so beautiful.... Reminded of the Ave Maria Hitman: Blood Money opening song too! It made me so emotional while watching Black Butler, ended it a few minutes ago.... 28.2.2023
this music + ciel getting his ring back = 😢😢😢
I remember when I first watched this show this song would bring me such sadness it’s nostalgic
This new season got me on a nostalgia trip 😭😭❤️🥹
When this track hit at the end of episode 6, shit hit me so fucking hard in my feels
I was just looking for some classical tracks but the way the that first vocal activated my sleeper agent and transported me back to 10 years ago is insane LMAO
To think Black Butler manga would still be ongoing and getting adaptations after all this time is insane, but it's welcome and I'm glad it's getting love.
Thank you for uploading this!
I lost my shit when the picture changed. That's actually really funny. I used that picture in a reading I did a while back.
Ciel is my real name.
Parallel to him, I myself am also a twin. (However, non-identical.)
Despite so, I am the eldest who was born ill, while my twin sister, the healthy second-born.
I was born with water in my lungs, and being saved has left a dent in my left shin, blue and green with purple lines around it.
I was never treated nicely by other children when I was young. I was boycotted and deemed a freak, while my sister was embraced and played with by the very same people, and I had to watch them, isolated, by them and the adults alike.
Without detailing much, I can say my childhood has been traumatizing in an irreversible way, to this day.
Was even declined attendance, let alone celebration, for my twin sister's 11th birthday party, which was with another girl.
When I was 13, my hair started going white due to my constant stress and health issues.
For the next few years, my health had only gotten worse, to the point I wasn't guaranteed to make it to 18.
I was not born under the name Ciel, but never liked my birthname, which had almost the same meaning. It never felt like my own, and I have always wanted to change it.
My mother and I chose the name Ciel for me together, unrelated to the series, despite how much it had touched my heart.
Everyone I have met, whether they knew of my deadname or not, have agreed that Ciel is the name that suits me.
I recently got to celebrate my 18th birthday, against all chances, and am staying strong despite my health.
Ciel, you're brave and lovely like Ciel in the black Butler.
I am Japanese, so I don't know if you can read your sentence correctly. But I was touched by your strong heart. Thank you for being able to meet you. And you will be blessed with a happy birthday. Keep on living the future.
Ciel is a fitting name
@@user-ny1qo6tr3c I saw this pretty late, and yet, it still made me smile.
Thank you for your blessings, and for your kind words. May you be blessed with fortune and happiness < 3
@@PainFoYou Thank you
I am hoping the absoloute best for you Ciel. I hope truly the most important things (in my world its my mom, my former dog, sports and faith) find you and your beatiful soul.
8/4/2022 came here from black butler. i love this so much.
black butler OST is legendary, shall live more than classical music even !
One can never underestimate one’s pain..
Looked for this immediately after seeing Ep 3 again. Sebastian restoring his ring, the scene was perfect.
This is about to make tiers 😢
I will never be happy until i know the words the girl sang at 5:11
I really need that kind of dark ost in new season... PLEASE!
Why am I crying? I don't know.
I love this anime I realte to ciel I,m an only child and alot has happened in my life... But I won't give up... I hope your ok world ...and whatever your going through just don't give up.. ok that's all I want to say..
I hope yt dont block this video too :/
"Si dieu m'a abandonné,
Alors je renoncerai également à lui.
Seuls les opprimés ont accès à la clé noire.
Je ferme toutes les portes,
Et ainsi scelle loin de moi toute prière.
Cependant,
Qui me défendra,
Du plus effroyable : moi-même ?"
Merci pour la traduction :)
Si dios me abandona entonces yo le abandonaré también
Sólo los oprimidos pueden tener una llave negra
Cierro todas las puertas, así cerraré todos los sermones
¿Pero quién me defiende a mí de mi terriblísimo yo?
Gd the sheer beauty in the sadness, Then the base hits 🤔🤌😭🤜🤛
todos llorando pero yo por alguna razón amo esta canción
i love this song so much omg
THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG FROM KURO, MY FRIEND STARTED WATCHING THIS AND I JUST HAD TO GO BACK TO IT, FOREVER MY FAVORITE 😌💯
Diossss me encanta esta canción!!
Damn. This makes me emotional
Курил, много думал, плакал...
Great composition
Still haunts me to this day
(Pt/Br)
Se eu for embora Eu deixo Deus.
Se Deus me abandonou, Então também abandonarei a Deus.
Só os oprimidos podem ter a chave preta
Somente os oprimidos podem possuir a chave preta.
Eu fecho todas as portas
Então eu selo todas as orações
Eu fecho todas as portas
Assim eu selo todas as orações.
Mas, .. Quem vai me defender
Do mais terrível de mim?
No entanto, quem me protege?
Do mais temeroso: eu mesmo?
everyone in the comments is attached to this song, while ive only heard it a few times. though i can understand why you guys love it…💔
потрясающая музыка
i hope to hear again
Mis ojos sangran
Por tanta belleza
El demonio mismo
Black butler begins a new season of betrayal, and deceit. Let's see how this turns out shall we.
good
Death is peace easy life is harder
0:49 that string
I cant find this song in youtube music
io amo
No.. your crying 😖
❤
i miss when animes had good ost like this
Ciel ...😢
This is giving me corpse party vibes
what type of music genre is this?
Classical choir I suppose
@@a.c.e.-6316 any reccomdations?
please, can someone send the spotify link of this song, i couldn't find it
Send it to me too… I couldn’t find it on Apple Music either 😢
does anyone know what genre of music this would be considered as?
classical choir i think
find anythin?
@FM-dm8xj unfortunately not
Grrrh
Tôi xem video này vào năm tôi 13 tuổi và bây giờ tôi đã 20 tuổi
What episode woes this play?
like 90 percent of them in the first szn
_pLebagge: ..WHY DON'₺ WE LOOK PLUMP, RİPE OR _*_..JUİCY?!?!!?!_*
😶
A beautiful blasphemous song.
This is good but I hate the sebciel...
I will never ship sebciel
Bat man vibes
Fr
The story is bad, the anime is bad almost everything with this show is bad with the exception of the OST which is top notch
Have you seen the manga? Everyone agrees the anime-only story is terrible.
Still can't get over Kuroshitsuji, after so many years. So beautiful yet, heartbreaking. Went to check out the manga to make myself feel better, but the main plot basically stalled for 2 years, it seems like the ending is near. Can't take it..🥲🥲