What You Don’t See About Yourself🙈🌻| PICK A BLOOD CELL🩸🔮 In-Depth Tarot Reading

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  • čas přidán 14. 06. 2021
  • Hi friends!! Thank you so much for being here and thank you for 200k subs! 💗
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    🕐Timestamps🕓
    Pile 1 (Plasma): 2:35
    Pile 2 (White Blood Cell): 41:41
    Pile 3 (Antibody): 1:19:35
    Pile 4 (Red Blood Cell): 2:05:54
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    👀About Me👀
    Madison, 23
    Tropical: Aries ☀️ Virgo 🌙 Libra ⬆️
    Sidereal: Pisces☀️ Leo 🌙 Virgo ⬆️
    Life Path 11, INFP
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  • @EsoTarot
    @EsoTarot  Před 3 lety +337

    Comment ur blood type I’ll go first: O+
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    🕐Timestamps🕓
    Pile 1 (Plasma): 2:35
    Pile 2 (White Blood Cell): 41:41
    Pile 3 (Antibody): 1:19:35
    Pile 4 (Red Blood Cell): 2:05:54
    🌠Get the Extended HERE!: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621
    Pile 1: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509207
    Pile 2: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509344
    Pile 3: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509448
    Pile 4: vimeo.com/ondemand/wyds061621/563509501
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  • @twerkinprogress7770
    @twerkinprogress7770 Před 3 lety +1392

    these plushies are SO CUTE. drunk madison was right

  • @theknd
    @theknd Před 3 lety +2415

    it's certainly *bloody* original.

  • @dory1489
    @dory1489 Před 3 lety +490

    I feel that pile 3 is just telling me that I'm f*cking up my entire life by being insecure and fearful for no reason... And it's not wrong 💀

    • @hollyb742
      @hollyb742 Před 2 lety +15

      My fear of relationships rn: 💀

    • @kubra562
      @kubra562 Před 2 lety +10

      same 😩😭

    • @re45on
      @re45on Před 2 lety +15

      At least we're in this together guys😬😂😭

    • @JB-vy9xr
      @JB-vy9xr Před 2 lety +8

      Me to a ‘T’. Since my divorce I’ve been seeing my worth and changing so much for the better. I was thinking today how I can’t let myself EVER go back to the person I used to be.

    • @labulledemimi.
      @labulledemimi. Před 2 lety +7

      We're in this together 🦋

  • @im_a_mess_d4853
    @im_a_mess_d4853 Před 2 lety +156

    pile 1: "you might be a night owl"
    me: *watching this at 2 in the morning* interesting 🤔

  • @marybabe1394
    @marybabe1394 Před 3 lety +1322

    Never thought it would be this hard to pick a blood cell
    Update: I choose them all

  • @diwalata2105
    @diwalata2105 Před 3 lety +586

    “You use humor as a coping mechanism”
    Someone who uses self-deprecation with sarcasm as my humor: 👁 👄 👁

  • @tehfinaljudge4029
    @tehfinaljudge4029 Před 2 lety +240

    I wasn’t even interested in what “I didn’t see in myself”, that 3rd plush just called to me and now I’m getting called out by a deck of cards.

  • @kaity1428
    @kaity1428 Před 2 lety +169

    Pile 2 made me cry, especially realizing how if im not happy with myself no one will ever make me happy and i dont wanna be that person i dont mean to be

  • @JuJu-DnC22
    @JuJu-DnC22 Před 3 lety +390

    😂👏😜 “ if you have problems with their names….. get your own damn blood cells n Name them “
    😍👏😂😂😂😂😂

  • @jazquartz
    @jazquartz Před 2 lety +156

    Wait omg - Pile 4, When eso tarot said “your future is so bright you need to wear shades” my boyfriend said that to me in the exact words yesterday 💀💀💀😭😭😭

  • @turtleby
    @turtleby Před 3 lety +291

    “Fear is what if, faith is even if” Well said ESO, I’m crying right now

    • @ZenOverMatter
      @ZenOverMatter Před 2 lety +1

      omgosh that is a lovely outlook

    • @rekhaastiza7794
      @rekhaastiza7794 Před rokem +1

      We picked the same pile, i was crying thru the whole reading

  • @bumblebeekinz6373
    @bumblebeekinz6373 Před 2 lety +256

    Pile 3 made me cry honestly. I’ve realized recently that there’s a lot of times where I don’t really put out the effort I want to and I end up disappointed in the outcome. (With hobbies, school, relationships) I’ve noticed I often let myself down when I know I could be the best true version of myself due to how scary that change is. There’s so much I want to take on and I want my confidence to grow. But I won’t allow it to because the idea of stepping out of the comfort zone is scary of to me. I know the change is there to be made and it’s ready for me. But actually taking on the change is a scary thought.

    • @yv7252
      @yv7252 Před 2 lety +8

      Literally agree with you but WE DESERVES EVERYTHING WE DREAM OF

    • @morgana.5072
      @morgana.5072 Před 2 lety +2

      💛💛💛💛

    • @EmyN
      @EmyN Před 2 lety +2

      Girl same, I feel you... 😔✊

  • @minicutie2266
    @minicutie2266 Před 3 lety +372

    Me: picks pile 3
    Her: "Your past deeds are due to insecurities."
    Me: okay this is my pile 👁️👄👁️

  • @elijahrios
    @elijahrios Před 3 lety +239

    “if you have problems with the names get your own damn stuffed blood cells and name them yourself.” 😂 i love you so much eso !

    • @Vdb___
      @Vdb___ Před 3 lety +8

      😆 yeah that had me laughing too ☺️💚

  • @mrybiscuits
    @mrybiscuits Před 3 lety +121

    #3. I feel like a child who couldn't admit that they lost and when someone pointed it out, I just cried.

  • @kirbysthiccthighs
    @kirbysthiccthighs Před 3 lety +124

    pile 2. i’m literally shocked. you described my situation to a T. long story short,, fake and toxic ex friends, huge argument over _LITERALLY_ nothing, and constant harassment. i dropped them the SECOND they dehumanized me (literally) because i know i deserve better. i really needed to hear that bit about ego as well, because it’s similar to a conversation me and one of my other witch friends had. their ego is literally what keeps them going. that’s it. they refuse to admit they were wrong.
    genuinely, thank you. this reading felt so much like a facetime call with a best friend, and this was the exact type of energy i needed right now.
    also,, to anyone else in the comments who might see this; YOU DESERVE BETTER THAN TRASH TREATMENT. i promise. that type of stuff is NEVER okay. even if it’s not as far as my ex friends went, you’re not a doormat. don’t let people walk all over you and treat you like one. you’re a diamond and deserve to feel as such💎✨💜
    edit 2: i know i used “literally” a bunch in the first bit, but there aren’t any other words that do it justice. every “literally” is meant in the dictionary definition type💀

  • @sid362
    @sid362 Před 3 lety +220

    Picked pile 2, what a coincidence about unconditional love and ego. I pulled a card for myself other day and it was titled "unconditional love" and I've been thinking to myself I'm such a nervous wreck because of bad experiences and I've had a bad habit of believing it'll always happen ..I'm letting my ego kill me

    • @iemaj
      @iemaj Před 3 lety +11

      Pile 2 here and i can relate what you said . I am also letting my ego go and seek for validation.

    • @omni8568
      @omni8568 Před 2 lety +2

      @@iemaj damn same yeah my ego is getting so big that I’m like uhhhhh bruh I gotta chill

  • @MirandaDelancey
    @MirandaDelancey Před 3 lety +157

    Pile 4: “what other people think of me is none of my business” I just told myself this today. Resonated well, thank you 🤍✨

  • @skywxrl6140
    @skywxrl6140 Před 2 lety +97

    I chose pile 4 and literally today I quit my toxic job and got all my things back from a toxic friend who I've decided to no longer be friends with. So now I have no friends but I don't care because it's time to focus on me and surround myself with people who really do care about me and my health unlike my toxic friend who cared more about getting me to smoke than accepting that I want to quit. This is my life and I am absolutely going to live it how I want.

    • @user-eh6tm5jv9p
      @user-eh6tm5jv9p Před 2 lety

      why tf would they want u to smoke 😐

    • @skywxrl6140
      @skywxrl6140 Před 2 lety

      @@user-eh6tm5jv9p ikr she told me that she was upset that she wouldn't have anyone to smoke with anymore even though her whole family is smokers smh

  • @artemisbelial8241
    @artemisbelial8241 Před 3 lety +109

    Pile 3. Everything you said was true. I feel like my higher self is literally eating away the old pieces of myself, even if they're not dead yet, just sick and needing to be cut away.

  • @mayhemandglitter4611
    @mayhemandglitter4611 Před 3 lety +176

    Pile 2 :
    "It's almost like you choose violence"
    Me, an Aries rising, many times in the past: I wake up every day and choose war.
    😅😅😅

    • @moonlight-mm3iw
      @moonlight-mm3iw Před 2 lety +2

      Same bhahahah

    • @444kizzez
      @444kizzez Před 2 lety

      samee me having a water sun and a fire rising lmfao

    • @trixie6533
      @trixie6533 Před 2 lety

      I have a fire dominant, retrograde pisces mars in 5th and i can relate LOL

    • @ithseem
      @ithseem Před 2 lety

      Laughs in Sagittarius sun

    • @elibell19
      @elibell19 Před 2 lety

      Me Sag with Gemini rising, and moon in Scorpio

  • @laurenguthrie8142
    @laurenguthrie8142 Před 3 lety +50

    “No is a complete sentence.” Wow! How powerful!

  • @jade.honey.
    @jade.honey. Před 2 lety +27

    pile one : "if you wouldnt judge other people for that, why are you judging yourself for that?" THAT HIT ME LIKE A ROCK.

  • @Kevin-xe3th
    @Kevin-xe3th Před 2 lety +143

    Hi friends! My name is Kevin, I'm a trans guy and my pronouns are he/they. I'm from Naples, Italy and I apologize if you may experience some struggle reading my words, but English is not my first language and I'm still in the process of learning to speak it fluently. I'm here to share what I experienced after listening this reading, but the real reason why I'm writing this down is to inspire some of you with hope and courage

    • @22dumbstreet
      @22dumbstreet Před 2 lety +6

      I choose you as my fighter 🔥💕 I'm so happy for you and I'm sorry about your parents. it is what it is, thou. we move. thank you for sharing this 🥺💖 as a fellow pile 4 it just locks in my faith in this reading

    • @rue6453
      @rue6453 Před 2 lety +4

      Thanks for sharing❥︎

    • @yang9214
      @yang9214 Před 2 lety +5

      Omg thank you so much for sharing your story, fellow trans person! This gave me hope for my own journey in transitioning 😭💓💞

    • @gillb9222
      @gillb9222 Před 2 lety +1

      Your English is great Kevin

    • @GingeRenee
      @GingeRenee Před 2 lety +6

      Dear Kevin, please know you are loved ans beautiful. I am sorry you are going through so much at such a young age too. I’m 36 and I wanted to tell you I admire you’re bravery! Only you can know what it is that will make you happy. I take T just foe supplememt because my levels are low even as a female but it helped me to feel better. Please remember to listen to your heart always. I can’t say that I understand the transition journey that you are in but I have transforming in a spiritual way. My family is Christian and so my new path of enlightenment is definitely nothing they could understand or accept sometimes we feel we need to validate others but it only steals ur life essence in the end. There is only one of you and you have a destiny of purpose and fulfillment. We all have it for us we just have to choose us. I just wanted to send you love and light dear friend. You are beautiful never let anyone including your own insecurities tell u differently. Your English is excellent too by the way. Much love from a fellow 🦋! - your friend sending you support, - Ginger

  • @iv2790
    @iv2790 Před 3 lety +178

    pile 3: you have me crying at 2 am, i was honestly looking for a sign and your video came up. i have been learning and realizing so much. i feel like a baby lost in a chaotic ocean. i can feel myself shedding everything ive known away and it's so painful because it really is all just patterns and chaos. i know it will be good once i open myself up to it completely, im trying. thank you ❤️

  • @gjvx37
    @gjvx37 Před 3 lety +30

    " fear is "what if", and faith is "even if" " this one hits hard

  • @crossfade1573
    @crossfade1573 Před 2 lety +99

    Pile 4 - ima trans dude but thing is, i was ashamed for having masculine energy, mentality, interests, hobbies, etc. because i was born a chick. yet, i never could resonate as a woman or could connect to my femininity, even in childhood. this reading was all i needed to know. i want to be accepted as not only a man, but as a person. i don't want people to force me to do things as a woman. shit was traumatic. imma just do me and imma be proud doing it. what's it gonna take?

    • @sammm816
      @sammm816 Před 2 lety +7

      Sending more power and love to you. You are excepted and loved the way you are.❤️✨

    • @lucila5125
      @lucila5125 Před 2 lety +4

      You are completely valid!!! Please take care of yourself and what you do should make YOU happy man!!! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @heelothehamster3013
      @heelothehamster3013 Před 2 lety +1

      I am also a trans man that choose pile 4! Nice brother

    • @ellareadstheroom
      @ellareadstheroom Před 2 lety

      💖

    • @the.clarion
      @the.clarion Před 2 lety +2

      I'm trans nonbinary and bisexual. Chose pile 3&4🥺🧡 More power to us🙏

  • @malaikarose2985
    @malaikarose2985 Před 3 lety +73

    Pile 3: This is intense. Like, there's a lot to unpack... And physically I'm tense all over through this. It's so wild hearing my thoughts... Ugh! I can't even articulate what I'm... 😬...

  • @miladotcom
    @miladotcom Před 3 lety +63

    pile 1 - i have a big heart and I'm strong, but for what if I'm always taken advantage of, like, I'm tired... It's always been lessons after lessons and i never get anything good and solid. I just want to be able to have the good normal life everyone has so easily

    • @ClaraBarros003
      @ClaraBarros003 Před 2 lety +5

      Im pile 1 too, and i been trough a lot. Today im turning 18, and i only wanted to say that you should belive what they said. You are an especial individual and the pain will worth

    • @miladotcom
      @miladotcom Před 2 lety +4

      @@ClaraBarros003 Hello Clara! Don't apologize for your english skills, we're all always learning. I'm from Brazil so I know how it is hehe.
      Idk if it's really worth it because it's like, I learn and change and my enviroment / exterior world doesn't. so it's like a fish growing bigger than it's fish tank, you know what i mean? So what's the point in being this "special individual" if nothing special even happens for me?
      Anyways, thank you for your words, and Happy Birthday!! I hope all your dreams come true!!

    • @Nokss87
      @Nokss87 Před 2 lety +3

      Same 😭😭😭

  • @SheWhoLoves_
    @SheWhoLoves_ Před 3 lety +62

    Pile 3 was yelling from the moment I clicked.

  • @loomonda18
    @loomonda18 Před 2 lety +24

    I'm not a huge spirit/tarot person, but it have to say, i find myself to keep coming back to your videos bc of your unbelievable accuracy...it's crazy. I have watched some other people's tarot videos, and i feel like they sort of speak with a shot to the wind, hoping that part of it will stick to the listener. But you - i don't know how - but your readings are consistently sooo true and so accurate to myself as an individual.

  • @claudiag1547
    @claudiag1547 Před 3 lety +26

    “Instead of getting lit, you’re gonna see the light” I want this on a shirt please & thank you 😂😂😂💀😂😂😂😂

  • @blobymcblobface
    @blobymcblobface Před 3 lety +103

    I picked pile 4. Laughing about the Mary Shelly thing. Whenever I need to help someone with physical labor, I hunch my back and go "Igor will help". It's just one of the weird things I do

    • @PippaPasses
      @PippaPasses Před 3 lety +3

      Haha that’s golden mate

    • @fairyprincess512
      @fairyprincess512 Před 3 lety +2

      dead. you sound like a fun friend :)

    • @violetmoon6233
      @violetmoon6233 Před 2 lety


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    • @violetmoon6233
      @violetmoon6233 Před 2 lety

      Lol that's hilarious! 🎩 😁

  • @OE2023
    @OE2023 Před 3 lety +96

    Pile 1 - "you might be used to carrying some crap" say no more this is my pile. Hahaha

  • @ashleyharris6923
    @ashleyharris6923 Před 2 lety +35

    Pile 1: That poem is called “The Rime of the Ancient Mariner.” Nice reference point Eso.

  • @ImmaPerson23
    @ImmaPerson23 Před 2 lety +47

    Pile 4 struck a chord with me so hard, I've teared up several times. "Something about Mary Shelley is relevant here," especially stopped me dead in my tracks. My friend who recently passed away had gifted me a Frankenstein book for Christmas. Thank you for this reading, I just wanted reassurance that I'm where I need to be

    • @lucila5125
      @lucila5125 Před 2 lety +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss. I love Mary Shelley and Frankenstein. I’m pretty sure your friend is taking care of you from a beautiful place 💖
      You are so strong

    • @ImmaPerson23
      @ImmaPerson23 Před 2 lety +1

      @@lucila5125 Thank you for your kind words, I hope you are treated well in life

  • @SincerelySnicker
    @SincerelySnicker Před 3 lety +66

    Pile 2:
    Hey... Thank you... I've been so big on loving myself, trusting myself and letting go of everyone that hurt me and how I allowed that to impact me and stop going with things that don't feel right and don't make me genuinely and stop indulging in mock happiness, because that puts me in a lot of situations to get hurt really badly.
    Thank you.

  • @jiwonnaman_
    @jiwonnaman_ Před 3 lety +180

    Ugh you’re literally the cutest 😭 i always look forward to your readings

  • @aziazors
    @aziazors Před 2 lety +35

    pile 3 …. literally everything i’ve struggled with for years and everything i NEEDED to hear DAMN . it’s like u know me

  • @tyrawatkins6285
    @tyrawatkins6285 Před 2 lety +10

    I fr almost cried for pile 1 when it said forgive yourself for thinking someone can replace you 😭 I always feel like I’m so easily replaceable and that feeds my insecurity and I need to let that go. Also yessss to the strong ancestors. My Nana’s spirit is always very prevalent for me and she does not take any mess! She’s so blunt and forceful even to me but it’s tough love lol

  • @Deus589
    @Deus589 Před 3 lety +49

    eso: pile 1 is the might hurt tarot
    me: oh cool im safe with pile 2 haha
    eso: pile 2 is the might hurt tarot
    me: 👁👄👁💧

  • @muachiii7067
    @muachiii7067 Před 3 lety +169

    you have no idea how much i needed to hear this eso. this reading is so inspiring and exactly what i needed to hear right now. growth can be such a lonely road sometimes, but i’m so lucky i have you to guide me and encourage me🌈 thank you eso keep doing what you’re doing✨ you’re amazing 💖

    • @EsoTarot
      @EsoTarot  Před 3 lety +30

      You’ve got this!!! Your guides and I are so proud!!

    • @Ginnytonic
      @Ginnytonic Před 3 lety

      Love your dp

    • @MonstarScaly
      @MonstarScaly Před 3 lety +2

      Junji Ito-Tomie inspired pfp? I love it. 👁️💌👌🏾

  • @cc-yi3zv
    @cc-yi3zv Před 2 lety +19

    Pile 4
    Me: a Taurus, born in the year of the dog and literally learning about red blood cells in my biology class

  • @keiraoliver1535
    @keiraoliver1535 Před 3 lety +25

    "i think hawks eat rabbits, i mean, they certainly dont shop at wholes foods."

  • @murielvelazquez7269
    @murielvelazquez7269 Před 3 lety +64

    Pile 4 : "so the lighting might be Significant...."
    Me: *looking at the image of Thor in my altar* Oh crap.... Here we go...

  • @Chigirl5003
    @Chigirl5003 Před 3 lety +21

    I really was confused with what pile was for me…“ people didn’t understand you” and your coming out of a cycle where your focusing on yourself ……..”you felt like someone who didn’t fit in” ….. yup pile 1

  • @phantazm2012
    @phantazm2012 Před 2 lety +10

    Even though I wore size S, I used to be insecure in my body - that’s shameful but truth. Now I am size M-L but I feel more secure in my body.

  • @polarizedfromjupiter4025
    @polarizedfromjupiter4025 Před 2 lety +16

    Pile 4: I literally felt a hit in my gut I’m moving leaving my school and “home” town for the first time in my life and I’ve been sober and struggling with it. But hollyyyy I’m literally reading Frankenstein. When you casually said Mary Shelly my jaw dropped.

  • @s.schlum682
    @s.schlum682 Před 3 lety +126

    I'm currently trying to write my paper on blood cancer. I'm down for this! I'm READY.

    • @stephanieadelaarson
      @stephanieadelaarson Před 3 lety +13

      If you need any help on this topic, not only have I gone through non-hodgekins lymphoma, I am also a nurse practitioner

    • @stephanieadelaarson
      @stephanieadelaarson Před 3 lety +11

      feel free to shoot me a message on FB. Same exact name.

    • @leilah6590
      @leilah6590 Před 3 lety +2

      @@stephanieadelaarson so happy you made it through non-Hodgkins lymphoma- it’s such a hard thing to go through. You’re so strong!

  • @herenow4550
    @herenow4550 Před 3 lety +28

    Pile 2 broke my heart. (well, heart's already broken). I'm just so exhausted. Love your readings though and always grateful x

  • @the1betterpodcast84
    @the1betterpodcast84 Před 3 lety +13

    The plasma cell was too accurate 😂
    Lived with narcs all my life, look at me now w/ no strong sense of self 😂

  • @harleenquinzel3442
    @harleenquinzel3442 Před 2 lety +6

    I’m tearing up because I’m pile 2, and she started talking about an uncomfortable truth and in my past I was putting up so many walls to scare people off to protect myself, but I hurt more people and myself

  • @bruh4972
    @bruh4972 Před 3 lety +18

    Deck 3 here~ I wanted to change for so long and this is super accurate! I wish yall good luck in changing or growing. Here's some angel numbers 💫 : 111 222 333 444 555 666 777 888 999

  • @godless_rain22
    @godless_rain22 Před 3 lety +86

    Me a pretty new deconstructed Christian who is accepting their sexuality in their late 20s, trying to recover from people pleasing and caring too much what others think picking pile 4: 👀👀
    Awesome reading though :)

    • @theholyhaunted
      @theholyhaunted Před 2 lety +2

      Omg samesies

    • @ellagage1256
      @ellagage1256 Před 2 lety +1

      Mood

    • @shadoerayne
      @shadoerayne Před 2 lety +1

      Wow friend! 😱Going thru same exact thing, just in my early 30s. 😜 thank you for posting 🙏, makes me not feel as alone :).

  • @lunameimei
    @lunameimei Před 3 lety +11

    3🙏 I’ve been emotionally closed off for so long. I feel vulnerable and naked when I need to open up. Thank you for letting me know that I’m worth it.

  • @kymmy321
    @kymmy321 Před 3 lety +33

    Pile 1: Just wrote a poem about the sea and shoreline today.
    Anyways posting the title
    The Rime of the Ancient Mariner
    Poem by Samuel Taylor Coleridge

    • @MoonsEssentials
      @MoonsEssentials Před 2 lety +3

      I would love, if your willing to share that poem here? I feel it's a safe enough space. There are those of us in a different part of this discovery life journey, sure. Most part, safe. Either way, thank you for posting title.

    • @kymmy321
      @kymmy321 Před 2 lety +1

      Wharf By Kym. W
      Anchored buoy;
      exclaimed ahoy.
      Uniform boards afloat;
      cleat fasten boat.
      Global aquaria;
      quayside area.
      Ceaseless waves endure;
      mooring tightly secure.
      Vessel assigned rows
      departure whistle blows.
      High tide swirls in;
      next voyage begins.

  • @notsokeen
    @notsokeen Před 3 lety +94

    I'm usually a silent viewer (a person who watches, but does not interact much outside of liking a video or subscribing), but I wanted to comment and say how much I appreciated this reading.
    I chose Pile 3. For a few months now, I've become aware of many aspects and negative thought/action patterns in my life. For majority of the years I spent in school, a lot of the reasoning behind my actions was fear-based and rooted in insecurity; I would do things because I was afraid of how someone would view me (such as an authority figure, like a parent or teacher), and often stretch myself thin trying to impress everyone to get validation that I could be successful and worthy of being loved. This led me to allowing others to take advantage of me, which furthered this idea in my head that I wasn't worthy of good things (also, it was due to me not respecting myself enough to hold boundaries); it also made me afraid of my feelings because I had done so many things based on negative emotions (i.e. fear and anxiety), and I had a hard time experiencing/processing positive feelings (mostly because I grew up thinking I didn't deserve happiness). Part of what I am going through now is recognizing that I am as worthy and deserving of good things as the next person (I used to cry whenever someone told me they were proud of me - now I don't), and that I should not be afraid to speak the truth to myself and embrace all parts of me (especially the aspects that need healing). I have also gotten closer to my spiritual practice and have not felt this happy in a long time. Sure, there are growing (spiritual) pains, but looking back, I've made so much growth since I was a kid and I'm happy I'm still here. I'm also grateful for those in my close circle who I can lean on and confide in when I need to.
    Side note: my Chinese zodiac is the rabbit, and I am an Aquarius Sun (Pisces Moon), so I kept chuckling when I saw the Swords (because I am prone to overthinking and getting in my head a lot - I'm working on it though :) ) One more thing: my blood type is AB.

    • @ear8642
      @ear8642 Před 3 lety +4

      Thank you for sharing

    • @ReadingsWithRali
      @ReadingsWithRali Před 3 lety +7

      Thanks for sharing! I chose the same pile and have very much been feeling the same. It’s super hard to shift like this but I can feel the rewards will be great. 🤗

    • @chelseaescalada2816
      @chelseaescalada2816 Před 2 lety +3

      Hello, fellow Aquarius Sun! Sending warm and tights hugs on your way!

    • @notsokeen
      @notsokeen Před 2 lety

      @@ear8642 Thank you for taking the time to read it! I hope you are having a beautiful morning/afternoon/evening.

    • @notsokeen
      @notsokeen Před 2 lety

      @@ReadingsWithRali Thank you for taking the time to read my story! Yes, I could not agree with you more

  • @456inthemix
    @456inthemix Před 3 lety +21

    Relevant: "It's not my job to dim my light to make others more comfortable its theirs."

  • @sofiamaldonado411
    @sofiamaldonado411 Před 2 lety +54

    Pile 3, I've been struggling with coming to terms with my sexuality lately and this really impacted me. Thank you

    • @jakekideewanihayemainmarja832
      @jakekideewanihayemainmarja832 Před 2 lety

      Hey I hope you feel better ❤️❤️❤️ universe is with you ❤️❤️

    • @lucila5125
      @lucila5125 Před 2 lety +1

      Hii just remember: you are valid!!! Your feelings and experiences are valid. Whatever you decide at the end of the day should make YOU happy ❤️❤️❤️💖

    • @Kowrin1
      @Kowrin1 Před 2 lety

      Hey I have gone through my own journey with discovering my own sexuality and while there are people who can embrace theirs, it can be a tough pill to swallow for many!! What you're going through and discovering about yourself is a beautiful thing!

  • @MsFlybybutterfly
    @MsFlybybutterfly Před 2 lety +16

    “Drunk Madison shops for sober Madison.”
    🤣
    I can relate! 🙋🏽‍♀️

  • @lazy_raichu
    @lazy_raichu Před 3 lety +57

    This theme is sooo clever! I didn't think much of it until u explained it, and i love it, their names too 😂😂✨

  • @goryglory19
    @goryglory19 Před 3 lety +75

    Pick a blood cell?? Eso the anatomy nerd in me is screaming I LOVE THIS 🥰‼️

    • @meghana1113
      @meghana1113 Před 3 lety +6

      She always comes with such unique reading. Pick a food🤣😍😍

    • @dianeaishamonday9125
      @dianeaishamonday9125 Před 2 lety

      @@meghana1113 pick a carb
      Lol pizza is life

  • @melanieb6214
    @melanieb6214 Před 2 lety +10

    "Aries Scaries" and "Pisces Crises" had me dying. Pisces sun and Aries rising, I'm real fun sometimes 😂😅

  • @Mimistyle78
    @Mimistyle78 Před 2 lety +7

    Antibody: it’s true that it’s a lot of soul true self learning and growing period for me. I really cannot ignore my subconscious thoughts. I gain so much awareness now... and it’s true that I’m changing and being opened now. It’s not easy

  • @naomimayarose5171
    @naomimayarose5171 Před 3 lety +27

    I am low income and disabled. I can’t afford to pay you so I learned from Charlotte to let the commercials play for your channel. I pray this helps. Pile 2 thank you so much for this service 🙏🏼💞 I am a light worker too ! Keep loving yourselves white blood cells! Keep taking the highroad! Keep questioning the ego!

  • @jmeowdy5004
    @jmeowdy5004 Před 3 lety +24

    Pile 4.
    I started a new job this week and I’m having a hard time because I feel like most my coworkers hate me or like I annoy them. I have been too consumed by the fear of what others think of me and definitely needed to hear this message.

    • @violetmoon6233
      @violetmoon6233 Před 2 lety

      🌟💚🌟🌟💚🌟💙🌟
      🌟💚💚💚💚🌟💚🌟
      🌟💚🌟🌟💚🌟💚🌟

  • @saltysnake96
    @saltysnake96 Před 2 lety +12

    "one of those truths you're having to face is that you have feelings" Que that one money meme side eyeing my tiny neglected empathic heart I've finally started to try and understand/care for.

  • @sadeanthony2760
    @sadeanthony2760 Před 2 lety +4

    I really struggled with the idea of being seen, I thought being seen would cause me harm. I have to outgrow these old paradigms. Life isn't playing with me anymore

  • @anikalee9012
    @anikalee9012 Před 3 lety +14

    I can't believe everything you say hit right through my heart. I pick pile 1. My family and everywhere I go is Narcisist cult. I break down and hit the rock bottom. I was a victim of NPD since I was born. I am healing myself. It's just like everything you said. It's unbelievable.

  • @brittni492
    @brittni492 Před 3 lety +51

    I listened to pile 2’s extended. Just want to say thank you Madison. Spiritual connections are hard. I just really try to focus on my lessons and listen to my intuition. It’s tough when your intuition and the signs guide you back to them only for the other person to make you feel crazy. Thanks for confirming that I’m not crazy. I was literally just asking my guides to send me a sign that I’m not crazy. I have been seeing 222 and 44 everywhere. I honestly just wish my soul didn’t choose to incarnate with them. Since my awakening I can really feel my soul longing and it just sucks. I managed to block it out for 10 years but now all my chakras are activated there’s no escaping it.

    • @theresa4356
      @theresa4356 Před 3 lety +2

      Recently I keep seeing 44 👀

    • @sarapistoli4231
      @sarapistoli4231 Před 3 lety

      Omg I’ve been seeing 44 everywhere and I’m in a soul connection can you please shed some light from the extended I can’t complete the login from my country 😔

    • @sarapistoli4231
      @sarapistoli4231 Před 3 lety

      @@theresa4356 what is the meaning of seeing 44 everywhere?

    • @brittni492
      @brittni492 Před 3 lety

      I’m not really sure what it means guys. I’d just google 44 angel number meaning and see if it resonates with you.

  • @shaejackson6925
    @shaejackson6925 Před 2 lety +10

    Pile 3.. 100% on EVERYTHING! Thank you.. same about my Moldavite as well.. people are always talking about how intense it is when all you have to do is just listen to what your intuition is telling you.. the issues come when resistance happens.. I can say there has definitely been some drastic changes since I started wearing it but yes I have always been one to follow my truths for most of my life.. except when it came to my emotions.. so yes.. 100! I love it as always.. thank you 💜
    SN: I had a dream about an octopus 2 days ago and have been seeing all the animals mentioned in this reading

  • @sadeanthony2760
    @sadeanthony2760 Před 2 lety +30

    Pile 1. You are gifted. Everything you said was true even down to the star signs. Wow. Thank you

  • @jk7648
    @jk7648 Před 3 lety +31

    Pile 4. "you get inspiration like lightning"
    *Me who's already paused the video twice to write something down* 👀

  • @kpkp7277
    @kpkp7277 Před 3 lety +39

    Pile 1: I was literally crying. It’s so accurate. I am a Gemini, Rising:Leo and Moon is Scorpio. And everything you said it is true I tried to please one of my friends and tried to fit in and that was harming myself. I do have clairvoyance, and I was treated poorly. I also have been seeing messages about gratitude

  • @sleepyote
    @sleepyote Před 2 lety +3

    Pile 2. It was the 🥺 face for me.

  • @nikki.ragnvindr
    @nikki.ragnvindr Před 2 lety +14

    I picked pile 3 because Sir Walter is cute and then I ended up hearing something I needed with my subpar mental and emotional state. Thank you, Madison! 🥺

  • @moozhanb5035
    @moozhanb5035 Před 3 lety +7

    pile 1. you just cried saying you have some real friends that got you, and the name of my friend came into my mind, and suddenly she called exactly that moment :) Love you Madison. you heal me.

  • @KelseyMarion
    @KelseyMarion Před 3 lety +58

    Ok Plasma summing up my existence in 3 seconds lol

    • @meghana1113
      @meghana1113 Před 3 lety +5

      " You carry alot of crap"
      *CRAP*

  • @flavorsings
    @flavorsings Před 3 lety +5

    Pile 2. wow, Eso.... i have watched many of your readings, and you always blow my mind but this one REALLY blown me away... 😭😭 even just by that first sentence when you said "you're hoping for a white knight to save you from all your troubles and worries. but you realize there's no one that will make you happy until you make yourself happy." 😭 and like... the whole thing you said!! especially about having my kind of sensitivity and my heart is important, but it may take time to understand that and learn how to navigate them in connections (bc at times i want my ego to win instead, etc) and to accept that the universe protects me and got my back... 😭💗 how i must embrace lightness within me... absolutely love the 3 self-forgiveness cards. all of them resonated! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS READING!! 💗sending love your way! 🌟

  • @pau7016
    @pau7016 Před 2 lety +8

    she was reading me so well that i should've seen it coming when she said "this has aries moon energy" but mannnnn, my jaw dropped to the floor

  • @xwinter7708
    @xwinter7708 Před 3 lety +7

    Pile #2: Exactly I’ve been relying on others wayy too much :) always wanted someone to save me escape me out of it but lately I realised that no such person exists out there

  • @idkwhyimhere4243
    @idkwhyimhere4243 Před 3 lety +22

    Its so crazy how these pick a card readings always get on my recommended when I need them most. I pick pile 2 and it was crazy accurate to what iv been going through and experienced lately.

  • @tarArdhini
    @tarArdhini Před 2 lety +21

    Pile 1. Your reading made my day because it's so accurate on a deep level. Especially when your voice starts to break when you're talking about three of cups. It makes my heart so warm. Thank you very much for doing this!❤

  • @arlethcamunez4173
    @arlethcamunez4173 Před 2 lety +10

    Pile 4- The fact that this resonated with me so much is amazing. I’m a Capricorn and I’ve always wanted to be a boxer and have somewhat had a dream of being a singer, but some of family doubt me especially my grandma she doesn’t want me to get hurt or whatever but my mom is very supportive and she is a Leo. I just want to let you know Eso that you are amazing at what you do and you are like one of the only tarot card readers that actually have readings that resonate with me. (Sorry it’s so long lol)

  • @camilleg9403
    @camilleg9403 Před 3 lety +15

    Antonio the Antibody brought 100% accuracy about me 😳 it's a hard time for me right now...
    I'm a cancer so water, crabs with his shell etc.. It's so true. And I'm a huge overthinker.. Thank you for this reading 😘

  • @Music-ek5zz
    @Music-ek5zz Před 2 lety +27

    Pile 2: "There's nothing stronger than having a kind heart and showing compassion to others"
    I...I really feel that, all the lecture was so acurrucate, I needed to hear that
    So thank you

  • @brandonstewart5398
    @brandonstewart5398 Před 2 lety +18

    I picked deck 2 and you made me cry. A lot. But everything seems to do that lately. I honestly needed to hear this. I have no problem with giving unconditional love though. That's my downfall. I forgive what I shouldn't like how my ex treats me. I've forgiven her many times because she's been there for more than a third of my life and I'm scared to let go. Even now while she's acting cold and being hateful for no reason that I know of, I try to understand and get hurt for it.

  • @sleepyote
    @sleepyote Před 2 lety +19

    I haven't "come out" but I have left little hints that I'm bi, it being pride month and all.

  • @JetAdvin
    @JetAdvin Před 3 lety +27

    Those blood cells are adorbs and Mr. Raul is my guy 🤓 and my mood 😂

  • @adamfenton2433
    @adamfenton2433 Před 3 lety +93

    *watches pile 4*
    madison: you’re probably really funny-
    me: *chuckle* oh that’s a really funny joke if you knew me personally you would definitely NOT say that 🤣
    madison: but you’re probably the type of person to use it as a coping mechanism
    i felt so called out lmao like damn you right i really do 😂

  • @valeri91xx
    @valeri91xx Před 2 lety +12

    "There are grown-ups who mentally never leave highschool." Wish it was a lie 😂😭. We love these readings, please keep doing them

  • @jackrager949
    @jackrager949 Před 2 lety +6

    The Red Blood Cell reading is kinda scary cause I actually love playing basketball and I love music. Gave me goosebumps 😂

  • @kathrynchi4362
    @kathrynchi4362 Před 3 lety +4

    Deck 3 really knocked me out!!! 😭 I am a Capricorn & my jaw absolutely dropped when you said the devil card embodied Capricorn energy 💀
    “You continue to betray yourself when you don’t listen to your intuition/gut” resonated so freaking much!!! My intuition has never EVER lied to me before, and I know better now than to ignore it but so many times in the past I have and I’ve paid for it.

  • @MusicMAAD
    @MusicMAAD Před 3 lety +5

    Your channel's been so healing, thank you

  • @kaylynn2086
    @kaylynn2086 Před 3 lety +7

    Pile 4: Thank you so much Eso, I loved the sweet and short message and this just confirmed everything dealing with my intuition😌🧡

  • @serenityyf.6967
    @serenityyf.6967 Před 3 lety

    This channel gives me sooo much hope

  • @samcastellon1939
    @samcastellon1939 Před 3 lety +18

    you’re so creative with your readings, and I love it so much😭😭

  • @iitsmelody
    @iitsmelody Před 3 lety +10

    Your pick a card ideas are getting super cute and creative every time! 🥺😍 Definitely needed thissss 💗💗💗

  • @shannonp7211
    @shannonp7211 Před 2 lety +5

    I genuinely feel like pile 1 was a personal reading for me and I truly needed to hear it. Thank you ❤️