i sit outside just to right my wrongs, pull out my phone, and then write a song, if you're doing the same, sit and pray along, my iLL Mind needs a vent, this night will be long. what am I doing in this life to stay alive, i smoking out my lungs, trynna find my drive. this writtens for you, the one in the sky so damn depressed, happiness is what i deprive i'm frustrated, and you're destroying it I stay at home, look at my bible avoiding it, while you sit in the clouds, i'm who you toying with, while everyone around me is going to church joining it, my souls in the fire, and damn you're boiling it, i know you're smiling cuz you're there enjoying it, you're not here to show me, not even here voicing it. is there where i'm supposed to be? is there really such thing as we? or am I just here, and its just me? is there really such thing as a holy trinity? if I read your scripture, while i recieve divinity? where you really alive? ever since infinity? or are you fake, and christianity is just publicity? show me a sign, run shivers down my spine, lead me to your hidden shrine, help me to avoid all these crimes, why didnt you help me through my hard times? why is my mountain so steep, you're not even helping me climb. i have a blind vision, I'm praying so please listen, i'm still a Christian, this is just a vent. are you real or fiction, where are you through my addiction, you didn't stop me during my self-afflictions. I pray every night, i put a fight, contemplate suicide, i just might unless you show me the light. where the fuck are you when I need you the most. i'm reading the bible, and it sounds like you just boast, how to everyone you were a God, but to me you're a ghost. that you were open to prophets, but to me you stay closed. you know I lost faith before, and i'll do it once more, I walked to your house multiple times but you closed the door, you are all i adore, but all you did was ignore, i implore you restore my life and so much more. i ask for guidance almost every day, but to you this is all just a game, you're the one to blame, you're the one who gave me a name, but without you i'm feeling so much pain, i just keep it all pent up in my brain, where the fuck are you when my energy's drained, where the fuck were you when i was walking in the rain, where the fuck were you when my ex had me on a chain, where the fuck were you when i depended on Mary Jane, where the fuck were you when I lost my flame. i lost all my friends, to meth and events, i guess that was your fucking intent, they were the past, and this is my present, the future is unknown, and I can see the serpent. just give me a reason, just release all my demons, just tell me the true religion, i'm the one going through all my rough seasons, help me to stop all my burns and blade incisions, show me the good decisions, talk to me and i'll listen, this is me just reaching out, fuck you want me to do? shout? my life is going south, my flame died, and i'm in a drought i want you in my life, if you're not here, i'll pull out my knife tie up the noose, cuz i don't wanna be alive, show me a sign, or i'm gonna die, you have 24 hours, or i'm saying goodbye ~Sky
Hook] It's us, find power Live life, mind power It's us, find power Live life, mind power [Verse 1] Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Takin' some notes and then I write the song I’m starin' down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fuckin' me up, and I cried a pond While asking you for some answers But we don’t have that type of bond That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been livin' lately If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sell-out 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly, then I fell out Now I’m avoidin' questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feelin' so damn humiliated 'Cause they lookin' at me like I’m hellbound What story should I tell now? I’ll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fuckin' edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are you? You never showed the proof And I’m only fuckin' human, yo, what am I supposed to do?! There’s way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Beggin' all fuckin' men and women to listen I can’t even beat my dick without gettin' convicted These ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentions I've been itchin' to get it, I’ve been given assistance But the whole fuckin' system is twisted Now I’m dealin' with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer, and humans can’t provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It’s truly mind-blowin', I can’t deny it Is Heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where’s the Holy Ghost at? How long’s it take a man to find it? My mind’s a nonstop tape playin' and I can’t rewind it You gave me the Bible and expect me not to analyze it?! I’m frustrated and you provoked it I’m not readin' that motherfuckin' book, because a human wrote it I have a fuckin' brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think, to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lyin', we're such an inaccurate source It’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah’s Witness to come on my porch I swear I’m slammin’ the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprised Humans are fuckin' dumb, still thinkin' that Pac’s alive I ain’t tryin' to take your legacy and torch it down I’m just sayin', I ain’t heard shit from the horse’s mouth Just sheep always tellin' stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise? Sounds like a fuckin' Poltergeist! Show yourself, and then boom, it's done Every rumor’s gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you’re the One I’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop on top of a roof to plunge I’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club; instead of bitches, I’d hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of you I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven’t been chattin' with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain’t seen no fuckin' talkin' snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don’t know if you do or don’t exist It's drivin' me crazy, send your condolences This is me reachin' to you, so don’t forget If Hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I’ma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feelin' says it’s all fake I hate to say it, but fuck it, shit, I done lost faith This isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changed My thoughts just keep pickin' shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren’t real, then all my prayers aren’t worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could sit in church and say “fuck” in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government’s God I feel like they’ve been brainwashin' us with a lot So much that we don’t even notice that we’re stuck in a box Man, everything is “what if?” - why is it always “what if?” Planet Earth “what if?”, the Universe “what if?” My sacrifice “what if?!”, my afterlife “what if?!” Every fuckin' thing that deals with you is fuckin' suspect I’m fuckin' done! I’m fuckin' done! This is my fuckin' life and I’m livin' it, I’m havin' fun If you really care for me Prove that I need to live carefully! But I’ll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside For an afterlife that isn’t even guaranteed We are you, and you’re us - stop playin' games! My life’s all I got, and Heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in Hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I’ll just do me I’m a human, I’ll stay in my lane; Ill mind
everyday when I wake,i put my legs on the floor, say my prayers to my lord, because na him dey bless me, protect me,guide me, so tell me who wan cm test me, or try me,when God dey by my side, abeg make dem go hide, cause dem no reach to stop my shine, them just dey hate because I too fine,who God bless nobody fit Curse or stress am,
It’s us, find power Live life, mind power It’s us, find power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I’m staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cry the pond while asking you for some answers But we don’t have that type of bond That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been living lately If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I’m avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated because they looking at me like I’m hellbound What story should I tell now? I’ll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I’m only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There’s way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can’t even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentions I've been itching to get it, I’ve been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I’m dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can’t provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It’s truly mind blowing, I can’t deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where’s the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind’s a nonstop tape playing and I can’t rewind it You gave me a Bible and expect me not to analyze it? I’m frustrated and you provoked it I’m not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah’s Witness to come on my porch I swear I’m slammin’ the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinking that Pac’s alive I ain’t trying to take your legacy and torch it down I’m just saying: I ain’t heard shit from the horse’s mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise Sounds like a fucking Poltergeist Show yourself and then boom it's done Every rumor’s gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you’re the One I’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I’d hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven’t been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain’t seen no fucking talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don’t know if you do or don’t exist, it is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don’t forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I’mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it’s all fake I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren’t real then all my prayers aren’t worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in church and say “fuck” in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government’s god I feel like they’ve been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don’t even notice that we’re stuck in the box Man everything is “what if”, why is it always “what if” Planet Earth “what if”, the universe “what if” My sacrifice “what if”, my afterlife “what if” Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I’m fucking done, I’m fucking done This is my fucking life and I’m living it, I’m having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I’ll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn’t even guaranteed We are you, and you’re us, stop playing games My life’s all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I’ll just do me I’m a human, I’ll stay in my lane Ill mind
Hopsin doesn't even need lyrics with beats this so good, I can hear everything, my mind swirls in circles, I perceive God in all that Hes created, I know Hes real. I gotta have faith, through the bad and the good, through the guilt and conviction, through doubt and temptation, through it all, Im a soldier of Jesus and I fight for whats right. This much I know, I keep it tight. I Praise God at night and though the day, cause at the end of it. hes the only one that loves me. I'd rather boast in His name then life my life for myself because when i'm alone and the last hour ticks by its me who ends up killing me. When Jesus's love is there I'm free.
Verse 1: don’t understand the specifics, I’m living life with a goal/ Sometimes I feel like I’m gifted, while other times I don’t know/ It’s the darkest thoughts that creep upon you/ Hardest knots to untie/ Mentality is broken, questioning if I die?/ We live just to die, that’s why I always wonder, why try?/ Because we have a purpose, other times we think we worthless/ This earth is mysterious, it’s infuriating thinking about it/ People be drinking to down the truth/ Verse 2: Others resort to drugs, or thugs rely to shoot/ Just to gain something in their pocket/ It’s cold hearted, yet they never try to stop it/ Outsmart the demons in you, think about your future/ I don’t salute your actions, and nobody ever does/ But people always in the end, when there’s never love/ So I understand your reason, it’s a feeling you got nothing/ Everybody has a job, you just have to find your “something”/ Verse 3: Takes a lot of time, breaks your mind trying to find it/ Everything comes with timing, work until the core/ More out in the world, God designed it, so explore/ Soar above the wonders, do numbers, live a life/ It’s your giving right, so take it a blessing/ We too caught up on the questions, so we never realize/ And we focus on the real lies, than the truth living/ Want the love, but who’s giving?/ Verse 4: Love is essential, yet it’s missing/ It’s special, we don’t share it enough/ People give hate, they reciprocate, to bare it is rough/ We act like caring is tough, when it’s really simple/ Give you more than enough, eventually they feel you/ Others take you for granted, no longer standing on up/ Your ideology changes, half corrupted in this world/ That’s when your lack of love will unfurl/
+AKC Music "People say my life a game but i ain't playing shit, And i never noticed that i'm layin in, The fire that the devil say's he tames me with" Now that the plot has thickened let the story begin, I see god watching with his devilish eyes, We praying for hope but its seems all we receiving his lies, Some of us, await patently just praying to die, Finally, An Instrumental that i get everything out from inside, I'm no longer here.... I just Patrick Swazy'ed a Ghost, Why wasn't anyone listening when i cared about them the most? They asking "damn bubba why you giving up" I tried to help you through my music so just like yawl i finally don't give a fuck! I can give two fucks if you thought that i was dope, I don't care anymore if thought I'd never go pro, I wasn't never doing it for them, still trying to help them though, Then i finally sat down and read everything i ever wrote, I read once nothing last forever, tell that to war, Walking stealthy through my mind as this liquor pours, Afraid of my own demons, thought i had'em all tamed, I thought they went away, instead they were just locked in a cage, It was only recently I've been picking out graves, And stones to engrave the things that i had to say, Suicide thoughts.. just clouding my brain, The people reading this are probably thinking I'm insane, But I'm not... I'm just a crowned Emcee with a mind slip, Sleeping on a couch now just happy to be out of the projects, The city i represent say's i suck, please define it? I think i found my life again, in Pasco let me remind them, I only wanted to make it in this rap game to get my mother a home, To give my sisters money so they can get out the hole, Probably the most unselfish emcee, reason i think i'm gold, Reason... is the name of this Emcee let it be known, I use to be that man to fall under the peer pressure, Use to have two 45's strap to my chest just like a bench presser, I hope some one reads this, Hope that i gain a fan, Get this... they use to hate me when i flowed, because i never sounded like SPM, Or was it because i was in the west coast yet demonstrated a sound that came from the east? What else do expect getting inspired, By Nas, Biggie and Talib Kweli, ................................... Damn brain fart.
The reason we feel distant from the lord up In heaven Cause we just go back to our sinning instead Of hating it’s presence You doubting God and I know that can be easy to do When ain’t nobody ever took a step inside of your shoes. But he is real take moment before you tie up the neuse Jesus loves you on the cross that’s the ultimate proof They beat and whipped his body so many times he barely could move And as they did it he asked God to say forgive them it’s true But if you doubt it in your heart that is love isn’t real Then ask yourself who the one that gave you life and free will We make our own decisions But Jesus came down to heal And set the captive free but it’s religion that kills You see the churches all like businesses a lot of them fake You can blame it all on satan he got demons that hate The human race Want us dead suicidal feeling broken in chains But Jesus came to set us free So we can walk unashamed And the tell world about gospel How the lord rose again To die is gain Best believe it His love it never does end
I'm so depressed, feeling close to death, but the soberness hurts so I need to go and smoke a spliff, but the temporary release only makes a slow effect and the insecurities are piling up from toe to head. I need to go to bed, hope the world is close to end, but if that happens I lose my world, my girl, my belle, my only friend, I know that bolder men can hold it down have no regrets, but the heart that pulses in my chest has slowed and so I hold my breathe. Count to ten, nah fuck it count until infinity, until the light shines at the end as if it is divinity, I try to live in symmetry, survive while acting civilly, but every act of chivalry all ends with just one victim, me.
tonight I'm running on empty. To me that's more than plenty. I might seem like a roughneck; tough and rowdy. life from eyes seems cloudy. people today are petty and lousy. say I owe you nothing proudly. your just taking heads for bounty. I know Jesus because he found me. I pray under his bound feet. anyone can change for better or for worse. but imagine if we put his values and words first. orphans and widows endorsed. fruits from the labor of a dark horse.
[Hook] It's us, find power Live life, mind power It's us, find power Live life, mind power [Verse 1] Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Takin' some notes and then I write the song I’m starin' down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fuckin' me up, and I cried a pond While asking you for some answers But we don’t have that type of bond That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been livin' lately If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sell-out 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly, then I fell out Now I’m avoidin' questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feelin' so damn humiliated 'Cause they lookin' at me like I’m hellbound What story should I tell now? I’ll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fuckin' edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are you? You never showed the proof And I’m only fuckin' human, yo, what am I supposed to do?! There’s way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Beggin' all fuckin' men and women to listen I can’t even beat my dick without gettin' convicted These ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentions I've been itchin' to get it, I’ve been given assistance But the whole fuckin' system is twisted Now I’m dealin' with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer, and humans can’t provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It’s truly mind-blowin', I can’t deny it Is Heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where’s the Holy Ghost at? How long’s it take a man to find it? My mind’s a nonstop tape playin' and I can’t rewind it You gave me the Bible and expect me not to analyze it?! I’m frustrated and you provoked it I’m not readin' that motherfuckin' book, because a human wrote it I have a fuckin' brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think, to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lyin', we're such an inaccurate source It’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah’s Witness to come on my porch I swear I’m slammin’ the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprised Humans are fuckin' dumb, still thinkin' that Pac’s alive I ain’t tryin' to take your legacy and torch it down I’m just sayin', I ain’t heard shit from the horse’s mouth Just sheep always tellin' stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise? Sounds like a fuckin' Poltergeist! Show yourself, and then boom, it's done Every rumor’s gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you’re the One I’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop on top of a roof to plunge I’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club; instead of bitches, I’d hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of you I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven’t been chattin' with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain’t seen no fuckin' talkin' snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don’t know if you do or don’t exist It's drivin' me crazy, send your condolences This is me reachin' to you, so don’t forget If Hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I’ma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feelin' says it’s all fake I hate to say it, but fuck it, shit, I done lost faith This isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changed My thoughts just keep pickin' shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren’t real, then all my prayers aren’t worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could sit in church and say “fuck” in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government’s God I feel like they’ve been brainwashin' us with a lot So much that we don’t even notice that we’re stuck in a box Man, everything is “what if?” - why is it always “what if?” Planet Earth “what if?”, the Universe “what if?” My sacrifice “what if?!”, my afterlife “what if?!” Every fuckin' thing that deals with you is fuckin' suspect I’m fuckin' done! I’m fuckin' done! This is my fuckin' life and I’m livin' it, I’m havin' fun If you really care for me Prove that I need to live carefully! But I’ll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside For an afterlife that isn’t even guaranteed We are you, and you’re us - stop playin' games! My life’s all I got, and Heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in Hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I’ll just do me I’m a human, I’ll stay in my lane; Ill mind
I'm sitting in the room, think about what will happen if I die Asking my self is haven real, or is it just a dream: there's some many damm things I wanna talk about but it just don't make no sense Everime I pray for this family, why they always show me negative energy, why they always judge the way I look: am I just a men who dosen't understand about his own feelings or his own mindset (Tell me the truth) If you a god please show yourself, prove to us that you are a god, prove to us that you was the one made this demon world,
Fuck anybody i might alarm I love my parents But I never liked my Mom- My Dad was never around to teach me what's right or wrong I was getting picked on as a kid but i kept fighting on Talked to God as my father when my sight was lost I keep trying to write our songs like i'm david in psalms My life is hard with you not around I miss you dawg.
Search Results Knowledge result Ill Mind Of Hopsin 7 Hopsin It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power
everyday wake up and thanks God because many sleep no wake up,so if you sleep and wake up you bless forget all your stress and move on with strength..life is hard for for everyone you got to be strong to survive life,don't cut yourself with a kitchen knife because you can't afford money to prepare stew and rice,today may be rough but believe me tomorrow is going to be better no matter condition and or situation,relax and drink some water with glass your time will soon come when you going to flying first class after you must have cut all your enemies with a sharp cutlass,
H Hopsin It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just
Raps a game that's hard win Something I'm already inJust picking up my penFinding a inspirationFeels like I'm cursed with temptation Relapsing into frustrationMy mind is blockedBrain in a cell and locked
Daniele Granvillano I don´t have anything to do with that worthless bitch anymore. he betrayed the shit out of me. I´ts over with that holy piece of shit. one nor anything can budge that option long into the afterflife, long after eternity...
forget the people I ever thought about, if it wasn't me it was them shouting out, "what happened to you and your intentions, did it walk out the door and forget you had two loving parents?" I'm sorry for all the hate and doubt, I wish I treated you better when you were still living
Yo, Shit in this life I think we're going to far, down the drain this shit is falling apart, I look at every bodies arms and I'm seeing scars, the music i make has always been for a good cause, so we need to be getting our shit together instead of fighting with bars, cause our generation should be aiming for stars, instead they're tired and feeling depressed, feel like they should taking a rest and be left alone when they're wanting attention,so its just concerning me that we are too blind to see, so here i am just spitting some bars, waiting for the world to really see how we are, we should be recognising and analysing the problems that have always been , cause this whole worlds beginning to look like a fucking trauma scene, I am a being, wondering the purpose of life, when it can all be ended with the blade of a knife, its strange the way we can treat a life,when we should suffice you only live once, instead we sit here fighting under the suns, so its pathetic and it pisses me off, I sit in depression writing raps in a loft, waiting for the day where the hate can fuck off, and we can stop acting like a spoilt teen, we're all too busy acting like drama queens, meaning no one can even hear a fucking thing, we all should sing and raise our voices, shout as one and raise our torches, force them to listen, and praise our choices, benefit our world and make the changes, the rearranges that should have always been, the honest way where all is seen and no behind the scenes with no fucked up schemes, i'm so fed up and feeling alone i feel hollow inside besides muscle and bone, i must of died within blast zones, when i think its fucked where we judge skin tones, this just tells us that the world's corrupt and we're truly fucked we're like sitting ducks caught up in some mastermind master plan on our planet like he somehow planned it its tragic and it can't be happening, half the world is unaware of the attack we're in, where the attacker will crack the back of a civilian what if it was your children?, and parts of the world will witness the video and be filled with laughter, we can't be discouraged and filled with anger, we have to move on and learn to forgive the wrong, we need to be setting the example from beginning to end, making sure the right message will send, so take it and sit and focus, heed my words and be more open, teach to love and forget the hate, this should be taught before they're 8, teach to defend but not attack, think back to the generations and how they're our future, think of jack the ripper and how he was a butcher, what makes people different, when they aim for the same, they take a life and we remember their name, it's not a way for people to gain fame or recognition, nowadays everyones thinking the same, all on the same boat and believe it stays afloat, drinking and doing drugs like heroine or coke, so folk listen here, think big but clear, remember the past but keep think of now, the present is all you're allowed, so make the most of it and keep head strong, instead of being lazy begin to write a song, be creative and watch out for the shit youre missing
real shit real wrap i dont think ill ever do good if i do rap because i dont smoke and i aint got no face tats but ima do it for the homies i knew since way back back to wear i was sleeping on the floor back when niggas was kicking in door back when i was a god damn poor but i dont feel pity i aint the same nigga as before because i was a real nigga at the age of four i dont always wanna be like this i wanna be on tour i tried to going the army to try to run away but even if i run away i cant hid all this pain look im not suicidal im not depressed im just stressed because my momma almost killed.herself because if this bread
Ulaşıyor mu sesim sana Gidiyor mu oraya kadar Melekler eşlik eder Bu geceki haykırışıma Alışmamalıyım aslında Var olan hayatıma Daha iyisini istiyorum durmadan Çabalayarak Ama sanki hapsoldum odama Uzaklaşmak istiyorum buralardan koşarak
Bar after bar these thoughts are trapped inside this mind No asking for redemption, killer by nature, savage by design No good intentions, doing damage with these lies. What fuckin good am i? Living isnt living when you're angry all the time. Head in the clouds, didnt expect the thunder. Struck to the ground, man all i could do was wonder. Where the fuck did i go wrong? Hoping death dont call my number. Even if she does, why the fuck should i care. Looked into the abyss, was able to hold the stare. No demon in my blood, still no stopping the flare. So im going till the grave, living like a brave, i dont need your fxckin god. Great spirit in my veins. Make no assumptions, man i used to be a Christian. Praying to Jesus hoping to God that he would listen. Kept up with the good book, making it to heaven was the mission. Maybe its my faith, or maybe lack of vision Or it could be the contradictions written in the scriptures Do unto others, but to hell with the brother who wants to be a sister. You can hide your stone and hide your hands but that look in your eyes shows clearer than a picture.
Yeah it really is. I understand stand a lost soul looking for reprieve in the world but cussing at God and making a whole sob story about it is stupidity.
Düşünmezdim asla böyle birşey yapacağımı Inan bana hayatımda ki en değerli varlık Ceza gibi birşey di duymamak sesini Layığıyla cezamı çektim artık Eskiden bu kadar düşünmezdim seni Sevdim seni sebepsizce kalbimi bıraktım Ellerim tutamaz kalbini bana yardım et birazcık
Ive pushed passed the point of wanting to kill myself. So if there is a god out there please try to reveal yourself. I know my anger is an addiction but still it helps. I cant live with prediction that im destined for hell. In my mind there is a prison, come on and step in my cell. After all of these years and after all of the pain that ive felt Im still here, steady throwing dollars in a wishing well Wishing for a better life to land upon. But if i had a better life would i still write these songs? Would i still accept this world with open arms? Would there still be a light for this road that im on? Or would the darkness take control and have everyone disown me? Ive been dealt a shitty hand but i never plan on folding.
I also got questions Why is it that everyone has materialistic shit and they are proud of it No matter that they stomped few lives just to get it How can it be that those people live through someones pain A lone father single mother barrying its kid Because of some drug lord who wanted to be on top where is the moral in all of this I dont have will to work because if I do I would only make bad people richer Im sick of all of this I need a god to help me go through this As for now its just a matter of time when Ill kill myself Wish I wasnt thinking this way But this life turned to shit for past few years I struggle and banks and shit are causing troubles to me This covid virus whatever it is sometimes I wish it just takes me Wish I could get wings and fly by this damned planet earth filled with pain and hurt Why is it that he only human being I know is fair is me Everyone failed me I dont wanna leave my room anymore All I have now is my bed and prayers I tried but somehow there is a doubt in my mind I feel restless I cant trust noone especially when someone is hiding secrets Why are you in disguise Are you chained and trapped somewhere somehow Can you ping me your location I will bring people and we will try to save you Why havent you ever showed up Why do I need to pretend and imagine you with a beard in my brain Maybe you are just a shining light just like sun that vibes out good and wipes our ill minds I dont need anything from afterlife I just want to be alone in endless abyss full of light without sorrow This body is a jail and pain is growing I cant overcome So please god for the last time I beg you Hear my prayers before I do something super bad I dont want to sin but how am I going to be free while everyone beside me is but me I need you for a split of second Just tell me my child everything will be better I cant stand and listen to roumors of war If you gonna bark like a dog I know you wont bite Why do leaders show their power Playing chess on world board Sending brainwashed innocent ones It looks like we all alone And the only ones who knows they are alone are those who shut their mouth and live in the shadows We need you God more than ever Help me and everyone else so we can reach heaven I dont know what others expect but I truly wish they dont want more than sou can give Then it means that they dont know you god Please we need you to show us your strength Come down with or withour your beard Do some magic wipe out evil off this planet When you do that everything will prosper Trees and bees and every single being would be thankful
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I’m staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cry the pond while asking you for some answers But we don’t have that type of bond That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been living lately If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Yo, f*ck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is f*cking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the f*cking edge, I should be close to you But who the f*ck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only f*cking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all f*cking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole f*cking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherf*cking book because a human wrote it I have a f*cking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are f*cking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a f*cking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds F*ck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but f*ck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say f*ck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every f*cking thing that deals with you is f*cking suspect I'm f*cking done, I'm f*cking done This is my f*cking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind
Ill Mind Of Hopsin 7 Hopsin It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power
Lifes on a path, Making dizzies and swirls on gods wrath, Over mountains and egos looking over like eagles, Robbin' from gun point deagles, Under-age not even legal Is this believable? Causation causes the densation within the evil minds this isn't the place, this isn't the same race, all humans butting we're fuming. What doesn't make sense is everyone is gone, when hiphop doesn't even make meaningful songs, Wasn't long, wasn't wrong, All hope aside, who voted the president, I understand you never had moral lessons, but grew up without knownledge and your minds wrestlin', still stuck in teen adolescence, buttons online just pressin', making big talk, careful who you choose, cause fakers callin' Fake news , while we out here without no winners we lose
It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the songs I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking You for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, You should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind, I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?" Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?" My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the songs I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking You for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, You should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind, I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?" Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?" My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the songs I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking You for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, You should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind, I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?" Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?" My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the songs I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking You for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, You should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind, I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?" Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?" My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the songs I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking You for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, You should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind, I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?" Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?" My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind
Hopsin It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power
It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind
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YESSSSSS, YOU KEPT THE BEST PART OF THE SONG. LIVE LIFE MIND POWER... Just sounds so good.
It’s Us, Find Power
Live Life, Mind Power
Man i swear this is one of the realist instrumentals iv ever heard
i sit outside just to right my wrongs,
pull out my phone, and then write a song,
if you're doing the same, sit and pray along,
my iLL Mind needs a vent, this night will be long.
what am I doing in this life to stay alive,
i smoking out my lungs, trynna find my drive.
this writtens for you, the one in the sky
so damn depressed, happiness is what i deprive
i'm frustrated, and you're destroying it
I stay at home, look at my bible avoiding it,
while you sit in the clouds, i'm who you toying with,
while everyone around me is going to church joining it,
my souls in the fire, and damn you're boiling it,
i know you're smiling cuz you're there enjoying it,
you're not here to show me, not even here voicing it.
is there where i'm supposed to be?
is there really such thing as we?
or am I just here, and its just me?
is there really such thing as a holy trinity?
if I read your scripture, while i recieve divinity?
where you really alive? ever since infinity?
or are you fake, and christianity is just publicity?
show me a sign, run shivers down my spine,
lead me to your hidden shrine,
help me to avoid all these crimes,
why didnt you help me through my hard times?
why is my mountain so steep, you're not even helping me climb.
i have a blind vision, I'm praying so please listen,
i'm still a Christian, this is just a vent.
are you real or fiction, where are you through my addiction, you didn't stop me during my self-afflictions.
I pray every night, i put a fight, contemplate suicide, i just might unless you show me the light.
where the fuck are you when I need you the most.
i'm reading the bible, and it sounds like you just boast,
how to everyone you were a God, but to me you're a ghost.
that you were open to prophets, but to me you stay closed.
you know I lost faith before, and i'll do it once more,
I walked to your house multiple times but you closed the door,
you are all i adore, but all you did was ignore,
i implore you restore my life and so much more.
i ask for guidance almost every day,
but to you this is all just a game,
you're the one to blame,
you're the one who gave me a name,
but without you i'm feeling so much pain,
i just keep it all pent up in my brain,
where the fuck are you when my energy's drained,
where the fuck were you when i was walking in the rain,
where the fuck were you when my ex had me on a chain,
where the fuck were you when i depended on Mary Jane,
where the fuck were you when I lost my flame.
i lost all my friends, to meth and events,
i guess that was your fucking intent,
they were the past, and this is my present,
the future is unknown, and I can see the serpent.
just give me a reason, just release all my demons,
just tell me the true religion,
i'm the one going through all my rough seasons,
help me to stop all my burns and blade incisions,
show me the good decisions, talk to me and i'll listen,
this is me just reaching out,
fuck you want me to do? shout?
my life is going south,
my flame died, and i'm in a drought
i want you in my life,
if you're not here,
i'll pull out my knife
tie up the noose,
cuz i don't wanna be alive,
show me a sign, or i'm gonna die,
you have 24 hours, or i'm saying goodbye
~Sky
Yung Raiyu deep bars
This is dope, keep it up man.
Make it in to a song yo.
Very good lyrics poetics
Not bad
With my earphones it just feels like a whole another world. Chills 😍
You not the only one❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
2024?
@@aaroncroixx YES!
@@xSanlin no way you’re still here!
@@aaroncroixx I still enjoy listen to this a lot 🤍
Hook]
It's us, find power
Live life, mind power
It's us, find power
Live life, mind power
[Verse 1]
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Takin' some notes and then I write the song
I’m starin' down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fuckin' me up, and I cried a pond
While asking you for some answers
But we don’t have that type of bond
That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been livin' lately
If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sell-out
'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly, then I fell out
Now I’m avoidin' questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feelin' so damn humiliated
'Cause they lookin' at me like I’m hellbound
What story should I tell now? I’ll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fuckin' edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are you? You never showed the proof
And I’m only fuckin' human, yo, what am I supposed to do?!
There’s way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Beggin' all fuckin' men and women to listen
I can’t even beat my dick without gettin' convicted
These ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I've been itchin' to get it, I’ve been given assistance
But the whole fuckin' system is twisted
Now I’m dealin' with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer, and humans can’t provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It’s truly mind-blowin', I can’t deny it
Is Heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where’s the Holy Ghost at? How long’s it take a man to find it?
My mind’s a nonstop tape playin' and I can’t rewind it
You gave me the Bible and expect me not to analyze it?!
I’m frustrated and you provoked it
I’m not readin' that motherfuckin' book, because a human wrote it
I have a fuckin' brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think, to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lyin', we're such an inaccurate source
It’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah’s Witness to come on my porch
I swear I’m slammin’ the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprised
Humans are fuckin' dumb, still thinkin' that Pac’s alive
I ain’t tryin' to take your legacy and torch it down
I’m just sayin', I ain’t heard shit from the horse’s mouth
Just sheep always tellin' stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise?
Sounds like a fuckin' Poltergeist!
Show yourself, and then boom, it's done
Every rumor’s gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you’re the One
I’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop on top of a roof to plunge
I’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club; instead of bitches, I’d hang with a group of nuns
And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of you
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven’t been chattin' with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain’t seen no fuckin' talkin' snake unravel from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don’t know if you do or don’t exist
It's drivin' me crazy, send your condolences
This is me reachin' to you, so don’t forget
If Hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I’ma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feelin' says it’s all fake
I hate to say it, but fuck it, shit, I done lost faith
This isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changed
My thoughts just keep pickin' shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren’t real, then all my prayers aren’t worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could sit in church and say “fuck” in the services
Man, what if Jesus was a facade?
Then that would mean the government’s God
I feel like they’ve been brainwashin' us with a lot
So much that we don’t even notice that we’re stuck in a box
Man, everything is “what if?” - why is it always “what if?”
Planet Earth “what if?”, the Universe “what if?”
My sacrifice “what if?!”, my afterlife “what if?!”
Every fuckin' thing that deals with you is fuckin' suspect
I’m fuckin' done! I’m fuckin' done!
This is my fuckin' life and I’m livin' it, I’m havin' fun
If you really care for me
Prove that I need to live carefully!
But I’ll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside
For an afterlife that isn’t even guaranteed
We are you, and you’re us - stop playin' games!
My life’s all I got, and Heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I'm in Hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I’ll just do me
I’m a human, I’ll stay in my lane; Ill mind
everyday when I wake,i put my legs on the floor,
say my prayers to my lord,
because na him dey bless me,
protect me,guide me,
so tell me who wan cm test me,
or try me,when God dey by my side, abeg make dem go hide,
cause dem no reach to stop my shine,
them just dey hate because I too fine,who God bless nobody fit Curse or stress am,
Esosa Abokin go read mine it is one of the oldest comments
This instrument is tooooooooo much guys it got me thinking about life shit this is dope
Deadass sounds like a video game ost
Man. This one of those punch beats. I'm feeling it cuz... One.
Its the synthesizer fa me.❤
The bongos are dope as fuck
toooooooop , thank you
this beat tho
so sick
thanks
It’s us, find power
Live life, mind power
It’s us, find power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I’m staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cry the pond while asking you for some answers
But we don’t have that type of bond
That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been living lately
If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I’m avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated because they looking at me like I’m hellbound
What story should I tell now? I’ll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I’m only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There’s way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can’t even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I've been itching to get it, I’ve been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I’m dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can’t provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It’s truly mind blowing, I can’t deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where’s the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind’s a nonstop tape playing and I can’t rewind it
You gave me a Bible and expect me not to analyze it?
I’m frustrated and you provoked it
I’m not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah’s Witness to come on my porch
I swear I’m slammin’ the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinking that Pac’s alive
I ain’t trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I’m just saying: I ain’t heard shit from the horse’s mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise
Sounds like a fucking Poltergeist
Show yourself and then boom it's done
Every rumor’s gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you’re the One
I’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I’d hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven’t been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain’t seen no fucking talking snake unravel from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don’t know if you do or don’t exist, it is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don’t forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I’mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it’s all fake
I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren’t real then all my prayers aren’t worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in church and say “fuck” in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade?
Then that would mean the government’s god
I feel like they’ve been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don’t even notice that we’re stuck in the box
Man everything is “what if”, why is it always “what if”
Planet Earth “what if”, the universe “what if”
My sacrifice “what if”, my afterlife “what if”
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I’m fucking done, I’m fucking done
This is my fucking life and I’m living it, I’m having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I’ll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn’t even guaranteed
We are you, and you’re us, stop playing games
My life’s all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I’ll just do me
I’m a human, I’ll stay in my lane
Ill mind
Hopsin doesn't even need lyrics with beats this so good, I can hear everything, my mind swirls in circles, I perceive God in all that Hes created, I know Hes real. I gotta have faith, through the bad and the good, through the guilt and conviction, through doubt and temptation, through it all, Im a soldier of Jesus and I fight for whats right. This much I know, I keep it tight. I Praise God at night and though the day, cause at the end of it. hes the only one that loves me. I'd rather boast in His name then life my life for myself because when i'm alone and the last hour ticks by its me who ends up killing me. When Jesus's love is there I'm free.
Waw nice
Verse 1: don’t understand the specifics, I’m living life with a goal/
Sometimes I feel like I’m gifted, while other times I don’t know/
It’s the darkest thoughts that creep upon you/
Hardest knots to untie/
Mentality is broken, questioning if I die?/
We live just to die, that’s why I always wonder, why try?/
Because we have a purpose, other times we think we worthless/
This earth is mysterious, it’s infuriating thinking about it/
People be drinking to down the truth/
Verse 2: Others resort to drugs, or thugs rely to shoot/
Just to gain something in their pocket/
It’s cold hearted, yet they never try to stop it/
Outsmart the demons in you, think about your future/
I don’t salute your actions, and nobody ever does/
But people always in the end, when there’s never love/
So I understand your reason, it’s a feeling you got nothing/
Everybody has a job, you just have to find your “something”/
Verse 3: Takes a lot of time, breaks your mind trying to find it/
Everything comes with timing, work until the core/
More out in the world, God designed it, so explore/
Soar above the wonders, do numbers, live a life/
It’s your giving right, so take it a blessing/
We too caught up on the questions, so we never realize/
And we focus on the real lies, than the truth living/
Want the love, but who’s giving?/
Verse 4: Love is essential, yet it’s missing/
It’s special, we don’t share it enough/
People give hate, they reciprocate, to bare it is rough/
We act like caring is tough, when it’s really simple/
Give you more than enough, eventually they feel you/
Others take you for granted, no longer standing on up/
Your ideology changes, half corrupted in this world/
That’s when your lack of love will unfurl/
We need this hipsin and the ill mimd 5 hopsin 5 back
Baet toop
people say my life a game but I ain't playing shit.
and i never noticed that i'm laying in.
the fire that the devil says he tames me with.
Dope
+AKC Music
"People say my life a game but i ain't playing shit,
And i never noticed that i'm layin in,
The fire that the devil say's he tames me with"
Now that the plot has thickened let the story begin,
I see god watching with his devilish eyes,
We praying for hope but its seems all we receiving his lies,
Some of us, await patently just praying to die,
Finally, An Instrumental that i get everything out from inside,
I'm no longer here.... I just Patrick Swazy'ed a Ghost,
Why wasn't anyone listening when i cared about them the most?
They asking "damn bubba why you giving up"
I tried to help you through my music so just like yawl i finally don't give a fuck!
I can give two fucks if you thought that i was dope,
I don't care anymore if thought I'd never go pro,
I wasn't never doing it for them, still trying to help them though,
Then i finally sat down and read everything i ever wrote,
I read once nothing last forever, tell that to war,
Walking stealthy through my mind as this liquor pours,
Afraid of my own demons, thought i had'em all tamed,
I thought they went away, instead they were just locked in a cage,
It was only recently I've been picking out graves,
And stones to engrave the things that i had to say,
Suicide thoughts.. just clouding my brain,
The people reading this are probably thinking I'm insane,
But I'm not... I'm just a crowned Emcee with a mind slip,
Sleeping on a couch now just happy to be out of the projects,
The city i represent say's i suck, please define it?
I think i found my life again, in Pasco let me remind them,
I only wanted to make it in this rap game to get my mother a home,
To give my sisters money so they can get out the hole,
Probably the most unselfish emcee, reason i think i'm gold,
Reason... is the name of this Emcee let it be known,
I use to be that man to fall under the peer pressure,
Use to have two 45's strap to my chest just like a bench presser,
I hope some one reads this, Hope that i gain a fan,
Get this... they use to hate me when i flowed, because i never sounded like
SPM,
Or was it because i was in the west coast yet demonstrated a sound that came from the east?
What else do expect getting inspired, By Nas, Biggie and Talib Kweli,
...................................
Damn brain fart.
Manuel Fabela that rap was dope bro
Manuel Fabela Hella dope breo
The reason we feel distant from the lord up In heaven
Cause we just go back to our sinning instead
Of hating it’s presence
You doubting God and I know that can be easy to do
When ain’t nobody ever took a step inside of your shoes.
But he is real take moment before you tie up the neuse
Jesus loves you on the cross that’s the ultimate proof
They beat and whipped his body so many times he barely could move
And as they did it he asked God to say forgive them it’s true
But if you doubt it in your heart that is love isn’t real
Then ask yourself who the one that gave you life and free will
We make our own decisions
But Jesus came down to heal
And set the captive free but it’s religion that kills
You see the churches all like businesses a lot of them fake
You can blame it all on satan he got demons that hate
The human race
Want us dead suicidal feeling broken in chains
But Jesus came to set us free
So we can walk unashamed
And the tell world about gospel
How the lord rose again
To die is gain
Best believe it
His love it never does end
I'm so depressed, feeling close to death, but the soberness hurts so I need to go and smoke a spliff, but the temporary release only makes a slow effect and the insecurities are piling up from toe to head. I need to go to bed, hope the world is close to end, but if that happens I lose my world, my girl, my belle, my only friend, I know that bolder men can hold it down have no regrets, but the heart that pulses in my chest has slowed and so I hold my breathe. Count to ten, nah fuck it count until infinity, until the light shines at the end as if it is divinity, I try to live in symmetry, survive while acting civilly, but every act of chivalry all ends with just one victim, me.
Yo wanna hop on a track, 4 years ago this was pretty dope, I assume you're even better now.
OMG!!!
tonight I'm running on empty. To me that's more than plenty. I might seem like a roughneck; tough and rowdy. life from eyes seems cloudy. people today are petty and lousy. say I owe you nothing proudly. your just taking heads for bounty. I know Jesus because he found me. I pray under his bound feet. anyone can change for better or for worse. but imagine if we put his values and words first. orphans and widows endorsed. fruits from the labor of a dark horse.
[Hook]
It's us, find power
Live life, mind power
It's us, find power
Live life, mind power
[Verse 1]
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Takin' some notes and then I write the song
I’m starin' down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fuckin' me up, and I cried a pond
While asking you for some answers
But we don’t have that type of bond
That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been livin' lately
If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sell-out
'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly, then I fell out
Now I’m avoidin' questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feelin' so damn humiliated
'Cause they lookin' at me like I’m hellbound
What story should I tell now? I’ll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fuckin' edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are you? You never showed the proof
And I’m only fuckin' human, yo, what am I supposed to do?!
There’s way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Beggin' all fuckin' men and women to listen
I can’t even beat my dick without gettin' convicted
These ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I've been itchin' to get it, I’ve been given assistance
But the whole fuckin' system is twisted
Now I’m dealin' with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer, and humans can’t provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It’s truly mind-blowin', I can’t deny it
Is Heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where’s the Holy Ghost at? How long’s it take a man to find it?
My mind’s a nonstop tape playin' and I can’t rewind it
You gave me the Bible and expect me not to analyze it?!
I’m frustrated and you provoked it
I’m not readin' that motherfuckin' book, because a human wrote it
I have a fuckin' brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think, to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lyin', we're such an inaccurate source
It’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah’s Witness to come on my porch
I swear I’m slammin’ the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprised
Humans are fuckin' dumb, still thinkin' that Pac’s alive
I ain’t tryin' to take your legacy and torch it down
I’m just sayin', I ain’t heard shit from the horse’s mouth
Just sheep always tellin' stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise?
Sounds like a fuckin' Poltergeist!
Show yourself, and then boom, it's done
Every rumor’s gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you’re the One
I’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop on top of a roof to plunge
I’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club; instead of bitches, I’d hang with a group of nuns
And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of you
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven’t been chattin' with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain’t seen no fuckin' talkin' snake unravel from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don’t know if you do or don’t exist
It's drivin' me crazy, send your condolences
This is me reachin' to you, so don’t forget
If Hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I’ma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feelin' says it’s all fake
I hate to say it, but fuck it, shit, I done lost faith
This isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changed
My thoughts just keep pickin' shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren’t real, then all my prayers aren’t worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could sit in church and say “fuck” in the services
Man, what if Jesus was a facade?
Then that would mean the government’s God
I feel like they’ve been brainwashin' us with a lot
So much that we don’t even notice that we’re stuck in a box
Man, everything is “what if?” - why is it always “what if?”
Planet Earth “what if?”, the Universe “what if?”
My sacrifice “what if?!”, my afterlife “what if?!”
Every fuckin' thing that deals with you is fuckin' suspect
I’m fuckin' done! I’m fuckin' done!
This is my fuckin' life and I’m livin' it, I’m havin' fun
If you really care for me
Prove that I need to live carefully!
But I’ll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside
For an afterlife that isn’t even guaranteed
We are you, and you’re us - stop playin' games!
My life’s all I got, and Heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I'm in Hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I’ll just do me
I’m a human, I’ll stay in my lane; Ill mind
Bro gotta add the choir melody to hook it all in. U know what I’m talking about
Life means more giving up aint a option thats why fate gaves us hopsin
I'm sitting in the room, think about what will happen if I die
Asking my self is haven real, or is it just a dream: there's some many damm things I wanna talk about but it just don't make no sense
Everime I pray for this family, why they always show me negative energy, why they always judge the way I look: am I just a men who dosen't understand about his own feelings or his own mindset
(Tell me the truth)
If you a god please show yourself, prove to us that you are a god, prove to us that you was the one made this demon world,
Fuck anybody i might alarm
I love my parents
But I never liked my Mom-
My Dad was never around to teach me what's right or wrong
I was getting picked on as a kid but i kept fighting on
Talked to God as my father when my sight was lost
I keep trying to write our songs like i'm david in psalms
My life is hard with you not around
I miss you dawg.
This is what music example is
lil baby
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Hopsin
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always what if
Planet Earth what if, the universe what if
My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
everyday wake up
and thanks God because many sleep no wake up,so if you sleep and wake up you bless forget all your stress and move on with strength..life is hard for for everyone you got to be strong to survive life,don't cut yourself with a kitchen knife because you can't afford money to prepare stew and rice,today may be rough but believe me tomorrow is going to be better no matter condition and or situation,relax and drink some water with glass your time will soon come when you going to flying first class after you must have cut all your enemies with a sharp cutlass,
Esosa Abokin stfu
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Hopsin
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just
Raps a game that's hard win Something I'm already inJust picking up my penFinding a inspirationFeels like I'm cursed with temptation Relapsing into frustrationMy mind is blockedBrain in a cell and locked
its definitely remade because i notice the small changes but its fucking awesome
they made a loop out of the intro
That they did. It's overly repettitive
+Skylar Barrilleaux yeah I do appreciate the effort though, I actually found the official instrumental
DiZZi Entertainment where?!?! im a dj and i would love to remix that!!!!
+Skylar Barrilleaux I saw it on S.S Instrumentals channel
666 likes??!! OMG!!! That means it's a number.
that means it's the truth
Jesus is the Truth..
Daniele Granvillano I don´t have anything to do with that worthless bitch anymore. he betrayed the shit out of me. I´ts over with that holy piece of shit. one nor anything can budge that option long into the afterflife, long after eternity...
Daniele Granvillano Yes he is!! he's the way and the light! much love brother!💪👊
PaidDiablo666 I'm gonna pray you change your mind about Jesus if not I pray that God will have mercy on you😭 have a bless day!
is this beat usable for non profit if i tag u in cred and the title of thew song upon posting? id love to use this if its a legit remake, may i???
Works with Hopsin - Trampoline acapella
forget the people I ever thought about,
if it wasn't me it was them shouting out,
"what happened to you and your intentions,
did it walk out the door and forget you had two loving parents?"
I'm sorry for all the hate and doubt,
I wish I treated you better
when you were still living
Mind if I use this for a remix?
Yo, Shit in this life I think we're going to far, down the drain this shit is falling apart, I look at every bodies arms and I'm seeing scars, the music i make has always been for a good cause, so we need to be getting our shit together instead of fighting with bars, cause our generation should be aiming for stars, instead they're tired and feeling depressed, feel like they should taking a rest and be left alone when they're wanting attention,so its just concerning me that we are too blind to see, so here i am just spitting some bars, waiting for the world to really see how we are, we should be recognising and analysing the problems that have always been , cause this whole worlds beginning to look like a fucking trauma scene, I am a being, wondering the purpose of life, when it can all be ended with the blade of a knife, its strange the way we can treat a life,when we should suffice you only live once, instead we sit here fighting under the suns, so its pathetic and it pisses me off, I sit in depression writing raps in a loft, waiting for the day where the hate can fuck off, and we can stop acting like a spoilt teen, we're all too busy acting like drama queens, meaning no one can even hear a fucking thing, we all should sing and raise our voices, shout as one and raise our torches, force them to listen, and praise our choices, benefit our world and make the changes, the rearranges that should have always been, the honest way where all is seen and no behind the scenes with no fucked up schemes, i'm so fed up and feeling alone i feel hollow inside besides muscle and bone, i must of died within blast zones, when i think its fucked where we judge skin tones, this just tells us that the world's corrupt and we're truly fucked we're like sitting ducks caught up in some mastermind master plan on our planet like he somehow planned it its tragic and it can't be happening, half the world is unaware of the attack we're in, where the attacker will crack the back of a civilian what if it was your children?, and parts of the world will witness the video and be filled with laughter, we can't be discouraged and filled with anger, we have to move on and learn to forgive the wrong, we need to be setting the example from beginning to end, making sure the right message will send, so take it and sit and focus, heed my words and be more open, teach to love and forget the hate, this should be taught before they're 8, teach to defend but not attack, think back to the generations and how they're our future, think of jack the ripper and how he was a butcher, what makes people different, when they aim for the same, they take a life and we remember their name, it's not a way for people to gain fame or recognition, nowadays everyones thinking the same, all on the same boat and believe it stays afloat, drinking and doing drugs like heroine or coke, so folk listen here, think big but clear, remember the past but keep think of now, the present is all you're allowed, so make the most of it and keep head strong, instead of being lazy begin to write a song, be creative and watch out for the shit youre missing
This shit is dope bra can i use it.???....am from Africa though
dope
why the fuck you just wrote....... damn
real shit real wrap i dont think ill ever do good if i do rap because i dont smoke and i aint got no face tats but ima do it for the homies i knew since way back back to wear i was sleeping on the floor back when niggas was kicking in door back when i was a god damn poor but i dont feel pity i aint the same nigga as before because i was a real nigga at the age of four i dont always wanna be like this i wanna be on tour i tried to going the army to try to run away but even if i run away i cant hid all this pain look im not suicidal im not depressed im just stressed because my momma almost killed.herself because if this bread
thera more but idk
in the intro, What are the people saying in the background?
This reminds me of nas
sing smash mouth all star along to this bois
Ulaşıyor mu sesim sana
Gidiyor mu oraya kadar
Melekler eşlik eder
Bu geceki haykırışıma
Alışmamalıyım aslında
Var olan hayatıma
Daha iyisini istiyorum durmadan
Çabalayarak
Ama sanki hapsoldum odama
Uzaklaşmak istiyorum buralardan koşarak
If y'all know the words to I'll mind if Hopsin 5 rap those words to this beat sounds amazing lmao
It dont have the choral music in it only at the beginning
Bar after bar these thoughts are trapped inside this mind
No asking for redemption, killer by nature, savage by design
No good intentions, doing damage with these lies.
What fuckin good am i? Living isnt living when you're angry all the time.
Head in the clouds, didnt expect the thunder.
Struck to the ground, man all i could do was wonder.
Where the fuck did i go wrong? Hoping death dont call my number.
Even if she does, why the fuck should i care.
Looked into the abyss, was able to hold the stare.
No demon in my blood, still no stopping the flare.
So im going till the grave, living like a brave, i dont need your fxckin god. Great spirit in my veins.
Make no assumptions, man i used to be a Christian.
Praying to Jesus hoping to God that he would listen.
Kept up with the good book, making it to heaven was the mission.
Maybe its my faith, or maybe lack of vision
Or it could be the contradictions written in the scriptures
Do unto others, but to hell with the brother who wants to be a sister.
You can hide your stone and hide your hands but that look in your eyes shows clearer than a picture.
The best hip hop beat ever, damn shame the song is disrespectful
Yeah it really is. I understand stand a lost soul looking for reprieve in the world but cussing at God and making a whole sob story about it is stupidity.
Am about to cop some locals am abt to roll some locals am abt to smoke some locals on evergreen 78 thousand
Düşünmezdim asla böyle birşey yapacağımı
Inan bana hayatımda ki en değerli varlık
Ceza gibi birşey di duymamak sesini
Layığıyla cezamı çektim artık
Eskiden bu kadar düşünmezdim seni
Sevdim seni sebepsizce kalbimi bıraktım
Ellerim tutamaz kalbini bana yardım et birazcık
Ive pushed passed the point of wanting to kill myself.
So if there is a god out there please try to reveal yourself.
I know my anger is an addiction but still it helps.
I cant live with prediction that im destined for hell.
In my mind there is a prison, come on and step in my cell.
After all of these years and after all of the pain that ive felt
Im still here, steady throwing dollars in a wishing well
Wishing for a better life to land upon.
But if i had a better life would i still write these songs?
Would i still accept this world with open arms?
Would there still be a light for this road that im on?
Or would the darkness take control and have everyone disown me?
Ive been dealt a shitty hand but i never plan on folding.
0:18
I also got questions
Why is it that everyone has materialistic shit and they are proud of it
No matter that they stomped few lives just to get it
How can it be that those people live through someones pain
A lone father single mother barrying its kid
Because of some drug lord who wanted to be on top where is the moral in all of this
I dont have will to work because if I do I would only make bad people richer
Im sick of all of this I need a god to help me go through this
As for now its just a matter of time when Ill kill myself
Wish I wasnt thinking this way
But this life turned to shit for past few years
I struggle and banks and shit are causing troubles to me
This covid virus whatever it is sometimes I wish it just takes me
Wish I could get wings and fly by this damned planet earth filled with pain and hurt
Why is it that he only human being I know is fair is me
Everyone failed me
I dont wanna leave my room anymore
All I have now is my bed and prayers
I tried but somehow there is a doubt in my mind I feel restless
I cant trust noone especially when someone is hiding secrets
Why are you in disguise
Are you chained and trapped somewhere somehow
Can you ping me your location I will bring people and we will try to save you
Why havent you ever showed up
Why do I need to pretend and imagine you with a beard in my brain
Maybe you are just a shining light just like sun that vibes out good and wipes our ill minds
I dont need anything from afterlife
I just want to be alone in endless abyss full of light without sorrow
This body is a jail and pain is growing I cant overcome
So please god for the last time I beg you
Hear my prayers before I do something super bad
I dont want to sin but how am I going to be free while everyone beside me is but me
I need you for a split of second
Just tell me my child everything will be better
I cant stand and listen to roumors of war
If you gonna bark like a dog I know you wont bite
Why do leaders show their power
Playing chess on world board
Sending brainwashed innocent ones
It looks like we all alone
And the only ones who knows they are alone are those who shut their mouth and live in the shadows
We need you God more than ever
Help me and everyone else so we can reach heaven
I dont know what others expect but I truly wish they dont want more than sou can give
Then it means that they dont know you god
Please we need you to show us your strength
Come down with or withour your beard
Do some magic wipe out evil off this planet
When you do that everything will prosper
Trees and bees and every single being would be thankful
Think there is a verse too many in here :)
+manoutoftheblue 16........,000,000
and so what if there is?...remember..."comment section" be prepare for verses and shit especially on instrumentals and beats...
Chris B lol no, there is one too little! at least if you start after the "its us mind power" background stuff, then the last verse is on top of that.
Fucking Ziploc advertisements
Futuristic Anyone??????
Im a lil late but yeaaa
Does anyone know where there's only the music not the words in the intro? Please help me out
+Katrina Ell This was sampled from the original song, and the beginning of the song couldn't be sampled to sound like the original.
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I’m staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cry the pond while asking you for some answers
But we don’t have that type of bond
That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been living lately
If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
3:24 - 3:27 isn’t the same but still great
ehh, i rapped the whole thing fine.. i think it's correct. doesn't have those mad choir harmonics at the start of the second verse tho.
im bout to make a song off this beat im go murder it
It's not hard to with this beat tbh. It's straight fire
Tonio Geer but you aint doing better than Hop lmfao
we all know everyone only likes the intro, so here is an instrumental version of the intro
czcams.com/video/EWaqz8jVRwo/video.html
Yo, f*ck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is f*cking me up
And I cried upon while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the f*cking edge, I should be close to you
But who the f*ck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only f*cking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all f*cking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole f*cking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherf*cking book because a human wrote it
I have a f*cking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are f*cking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a f*cking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
F*ck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but f*ck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say f*ck in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always what if
Planet Earth what if, the universe what if
My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if
Every f*cking thing that deals with you is f*cking suspect
I'm f*cking done, I'm f*cking done
This is my f*cking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
Search up Neville Goddard
I’m bout to write to this beat now and Destroy it....... #BARZ!!!
rsbkt
インストロメタルの方がかっこいいかもなw
Are u a part of this recording in some way? May i ask?
Honestly and I mean HONESTLY better than the original song
You cut the best part out somewhere around 4 minutes in where the beat stops and it's just the strings. (I'm fucking done!)
Ill Mind Of Hopsin 7
Hopsin
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always what if
Planet Earth what if, the universe what if
My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Lifes on a path, Making dizzies and swirls on gods wrath, Over mountains and egos looking over like eagles, Robbin' from gun point deagles, Under-age not even legal
Is this believable? Causation causes the densation within the evil minds this isn't the place, this isn't the same race, all humans butting we're fuming. What doesn't make
sense is everyone is gone, when hiphop doesn't even make meaningful songs, Wasn't long, wasn't wrong, All hope aside, who voted the president, I understand you never had moral lessons,
but grew up without knownledge and your minds wrestlin', still stuck in teen adolescence, buttons online just pressin', making big talk, careful who you choose, cause fakers callin'
Fake news , while we out here without no winners we lose
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always what if
Planet Earth what if, the universe what if
My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Am about to cop some locals am abt to roll some locals am abt to smoke some locals on evergreen 78 thousand
rsbkt
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the songs
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking You for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, You should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind, I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?"
Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?"
My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?"
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo you Wrote this hole thing down that’s dope man this is a very powerful song Hopson the goat
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the songs
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking You for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, You should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind, I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?"
Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?"
My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?"
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the songs
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking You for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, You should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind, I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?"
Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?"
My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?"
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the songs
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking You for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, You should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind, I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?"
Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?"
My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?"
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the songs
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking You for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, You should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind, I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?"
Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?"
My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?"
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always what if
Planet Earth what if, the universe what if
My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always what if
Planet Earth what if, the universe what if
My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
Hopsin
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always what if
Planet Earth what if, the universe what if
My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always what if
Planet Earth what if, the universe what if
My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
It's us, mind power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried upon while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you
But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions
I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it
You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised
Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down
I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories of older guys
Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist
Show yourself and the boom is done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees
With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy
Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day
And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God
I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is what if, why is it always what if
Planet Earth what if, the universe what if
My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if
Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us, stop playing games
My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
I love that your username is my cousin’s name + mine. Kinda awesome!