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Its the synthesizer fa me.❤

You cut the best part out somewhere around 4 minutes in where the beat stops and it's just the strings. (I'm fucking done!)

The reason we feel distant from the lord up In heaven Cause we just go back to our sinning instead Of hating it’s presence You doubting God and I know that can be easy to do When ain’t nobody ever took a step inside of your shoes. But he is real take moment before you tie up the neuse Jesus loves you on the cross that’s the ultimate proof They beat and whipped his body so many times he barely could move And as they did it he asked God to say forgive them it’s true But if you doubt it in your heart that is love isn’t real Then ask yourself who the one that gave you life and free will We make our own decisions But Jesus came down to heal And set the captive free but it’s religion that kills You see the churches all like businesses a lot of them fake You can blame it all on satan he got demons that hate The human race Want us dead suicidal feeling broken in chains But Jesus came to set us free So we can walk unashamed And the tell world about gospel How the lord rose again To die is gain Best believe it His love it never does end

in the intro, What are the people saying in the background?

I'm sitting in the room, think about what will happen if I die Asking my self is haven real, or is it just a dream: there's some many damm things I wanna talk about but it just don't make no sense Everime I pray for this family, why they always show me negative energy, why they always judge the way I look: am I just a men who dosen't understand about his own feelings or his own mindset (Tell me the truth) If you a god please show yourself, prove to us that you are a god, prove to us that you was the one made this demon world,

Bro gotta add the choir melody to hook it all in. U know what I’m talking about

Bar after bar these thoughts are trapped inside this mind No asking for redemption, killer by nature, savage by design No good intentions, doing damage with these lies. What fuckin good am i? Living isnt living when you're angry all the time. Head in the clouds, didnt expect the thunder. Struck to the ground, man all i could do was wonder. Where the fuck did i go wrong? Hoping death dont call my number. Even if she does, why the fuck should i care. Looked into the abyss, was able to hold the stare. No demon in my blood, still no stopping the flare. So im going till the grave, living like a brave, i dont need your fxckin god. Great spirit in my veins. Make no assumptions, man i used to be a Christian. Praying to Jesus hoping to God that he would listen. Kept up with the good book, making it to heaven was the mission. Maybe its my faith, or maybe lack of vision Or it could be the contradictions written in the scriptures Do unto others, but to hell with the brother who wants to be a sister. You can hide your stone and hide your hands but that look in your eyes shows clearer than a picture.

I also got questions Why is it that everyone has materialistic shit and they are proud of it No matter that they stomped few lives just to get it How can it be that those people live through someones pain A lone father single mother barrying its kid Because of some drug lord who wanted to be on top where is the moral in all of this I dont have will to work because if I do I would only make bad people richer Im sick of all of this I need a god to help me go through this As for now its just a matter of time when Ill kill myself Wish I wasnt thinking this way But this life turned to shit for past few years I struggle and banks and shit are causing troubles to me This covid virus whatever it is sometimes I wish it just takes me Wish I could get wings and fly by this damned planet earth filled with pain and hurt Why is it that he only human being I know is fair is me Everyone failed me I dont wanna leave my room anymore All I have now is my bed and prayers I tried but somehow there is a doubt in my mind I feel restless I cant trust noone especially when someone is hiding secrets Why are you in disguise Are you chained and trapped somewhere somehow Can you ping me your location I will bring people and we will try to save you Why havent you ever showed up Why do I need to pretend and imagine you with a beard in my brain Maybe you are just a shining light just like sun that vibes out good and wipes our ill minds I dont need anything from afterlife I just want to be alone in endless abyss full of light without sorrow This body is a jail and pain is growing I cant overcome So please god for the last time I beg you Hear my prayers before I do something super bad I dont want to sin but how am I going to be free while everyone beside me is but me I need you for a split of second Just tell me my child everything will be better I cant stand and listen to roumors of war If you gonna bark like a dog I know you wont bite Why do leaders show their power Playing chess on world board Sending brainwashed innocent ones It looks like we all alone And the only ones who knows they are alone are those who shut their mouth and live in the shadows We need you God more than ever Help me and everyone else so we can reach heaven I dont know what others expect but I truly wish they dont want more than sou can give Then it means that they dont know you god Please we need you to show us your strength Come down with or withour your beard Do some magic wipe out evil off this planet When you do that everything will prosper Trees and bees and every single being would be thankful

Mind if I use this for a remix?

Verse 1: don’t understand the specifics, I’m living life with a goal/ Sometimes I feel like I’m gifted, while other times I don’t know/ It’s the darkest thoughts that creep upon you/ Hardest knots to untie/ Mentality is broken, questioning if I die?/ We live just to die, that’s why I always wonder, why try?/ Because we have a purpose, other times we think we worthless/ This earth is mysterious, it’s infuriating thinking about it/ People be drinking to down the truth/ Verse 2: Others resort to drugs, or thugs rely to shoot/ Just to gain something in their pocket/ It’s cold hearted, yet they never try to stop it/ Outsmart the demons in you, think about your future/ I don’t salute your actions, and nobody ever does/ But people always in the end, when there’s never love/ So I understand your reason, it’s a feeling you got nothing/ Everybody has a job, you just have to find your “something”/ Verse 3: Takes a lot of time, breaks your mind trying to find it/ Everything comes with timing, work until the core/ More out in the world, God designed it, so explore/ Soar above the wonders, do numbers, live a life/ It’s your giving right, so take it a blessing/ We too caught up on the questions, so we never realize/ And we focus on the real lies, than the truth living/ Want the love, but who’s giving?/ Verse 4: Love is essential, yet it’s missing/ It’s special, we don’t share it enough/ People give hate, they reciprocate, to bare it is rough/ We act like caring is tough, when it’s really simple/ Give you more than enough, eventually they feel you/ Others take you for granted, no longer standing on up/ Your ideology changes, half corrupted in this world/ That’s when your lack of love will unfurl/

With my earphones it just feels like a whole another world. Chills 😍

tonight I'm running on empty. To me that's more than plenty. I might seem like a roughneck; tough and rowdy. life from eyes seems cloudy. people today are petty and lousy. say I owe you nothing proudly. your just taking heads for bounty. I know Jesus because he found me. I pray under his bound feet. anyone can change for better or for worse. but imagine if we put his values and words first. orphans and widows endorsed. fruits from the labor of a dark horse.

Man I love this song... its deep and the lyrics are what I been thinking all my life. I did my own video to it. Hope yall like it and hope hospin sees it... czcams.com/video/W_eRFso0JxQ/video.html

lil baby

Ive pushed passed the point of wanting to kill myself. So if there is a god out there please try to reveal yourself. I know my anger is an addiction but still it helps. I cant live with prediction that im destined for hell. In my mind there is a prison, come on and step in my cell. After all of these years and after all of the pain that ive felt Im still here, steady throwing dollars in a wishing well Wishing for a better life to land upon. But if i had a better life would i still write these songs? Would i still accept this world with open arms? Would there still be a light for this road that im on? Or would the darkness take control and have everyone disown me? Ive been dealt a shitty hand but i never plan on folding.

It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the songs I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking You for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, You should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind, I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?" Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?" My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power

It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the songs I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking You for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, You should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind, I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?" Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?" My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power

Sit here ad the ears start ringing I think I need to whip a diss it of the kitchen let me tell you a little story about how I could’ve been a depressed kid okay now take a chill pill and get into it now I’m gonna kill this niggas though they might be already not living anymore now that I think of it, and think about all the should’ve would’ve could’ve shit I should’ve started this when I was a little kid sitting in a foster home no projects just shovelling shit and listening to music taking my mind off of my life as much as I can taking in all the knowledge making my mind stronger making myself a better tomorrow not knowing how my family is only got to hear my parents on the phone for a little bit and I only got to visit fam on the weekends sometimes those plans would either fail from my social worker who didn’t give 2 shits or it was my own foster parents working with Métis child and family services to try make me that outcast well here’s my 2 cents carol looked and said “your mom couldn’t make it because she was drinking again” fuck you bitch! everything you said to me about my life was a fucking lie I didn’t need a therapist! you wasted my time! I didn’t need to help you pricks pick berries just so you inherit from them, ship them off to Chicago to help with medicine from them and you act like you did it you just used me as a tool for your advantage you took all of those 5 gallon pails when I filled them and acted like you picked all of them fucking bastards I will never have any respect for you you tried to make my life a disaster when I heard that visit was canceled it made me feel angry and sad I would go to bed with this heartache before I crash close my eyes and have a nightmare nowadays I just sit here and think about these things like how did I not see this when it was happening like why did I believe anything that they said to me why couldn’t I open my eyes and see that these people working in this place were all money greedy that all they wanted was more living cheese just an innocent kid you was looked at as an ATM machine now we into another world it’s mine and it crazy

we all know everyone only likes the intro, so here is an instrumental version of the intro czcams.com/video/EWaqz8jVRwo/video.html

My response to illmind of hospin 7 czcams.com/video/wIvpTb1nd3Q/video.html

It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the songs I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking You for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, You should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind, I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?" Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?" My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power

It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the songs I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking You for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, You should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind, I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?" Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?" My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power

I’m bout to write to this beat now and Destroy it....... #BARZ!!!

If you show this to anyone I'll kill ya but I see you dig this Drowning in a flood of my families blood For years it has bled and now my family is dead As sad as that is I still have my kids. They are the blood that beats through my heart. Except I have no idea how to act when we're apart. So I put a mask on, a disguise But you can still see the pain and hurt in my eyes😞 They say tomorrow is a new day But they would hate to start a new day if they could see it my way Missing half of their lives Because of someone ELSES lies It's not fair nor is it gonna be Wishing for someone, something to seam real to me So I'm gonna fake it until I make it not gonna backwards my future is mine Nobody can take it, my spirt this will not break it, my heart will no longer ache for it, this life is not meant for faking it, the BEAST Begs me to awakening it!!!! Instead I just sit here alone and patently I wait for it... People tell me to be patience, that it's not meant to be at my hands So I wait and watch the hour glass drip each piece of sand Wait for the wrongs to be righted Praying for positivity piece of mind but yet it's unsighted How can you take 360degrees of me cut it in half and now it's righted???? You broke a circle in quarters and act completely delighted While You got math on your side all I got was divided .... My kids are the only thing in this world that I can equate Over a decade summed up, one word,.....FAKE I talk to God but it seams either not important or way to late..... 10 years!!! 10 years!!!!.... That's 5,262,000 minutes of my life summed up in a puddle of tears. Now that The puddle has dried the only thing left is hurt and the pain in my eyes So I go through Another day and yet another disguise I'm sure if I could converse with God he would feel likewise .... By her rules , with math on her side 2 negatives would automatically abide But you see I don't play by her rules I got real on my side I got good on my side placed my baby girl my ,my baby boy by my side and my first born son right in front and I AM controlling this ride... With this precious cargo I have no idea of where or how to go. No help, direction oR even a damn mapsco they ask Daddy are we lost??? I reassure them and say NO I say we're exactly where we're supposed to be But this place is new, not familiar, it's weird to me Not the way I invisioned it but it's how it's gonna be.... People tell me all the time that I seam like I got it really "together" and I'm very kind but they don't know the caos in my mind 2gether doesn't exist for me I get left Behind My heart is struggling to remain mine In a prison without a sentence, no time has been defined See, there is no release date in a prison of your own mind 5,262,000 minutes spent trying to be the person who she wanted not once did it come up that she wasn't mine never deserved or appreciated the real in my heart or my time. Gods plan is laid out for us I'm just trying to walk the line But the line is getting blurred I feel as if I'm going blind Take Deep breaths and more lies to everyone about being fine.... But I stay on my grind real on my mind Not letting anyone talk down on me or mine but these thoughts are poison to my mind Take deep breaths and remain kind I've come to far to go backwards now If I could go back in time I would tell myself DRINK ALL THE MILK AND 🖕🏻THAT COW!! Gets yours young man let others the frowns!!! Never forget where you come from stay down If a female catches feelings sit back and clown Look out for yourself and know this what goes around DOESN'T always come back around Oh and stay dafuk out of that Gotdamn town But I wouldn't of listened to what I said Feel like I can't even trust myself anymore or the shit in my head A pair of lips will say anything so I do not listen to my brain I'd rather listen to my heart but empty is all that remains Been stabbed a billion times in my back and I'm used to the pain...... Wise man once said "If it can burn it don't matter" My soul, my word are the only thing in this world that will not shatter I'll move on and be strong and one day I will understand I'll see the light and thank God for HIS plan I am a Father now and one day I will understand That God only asks me to be a good simple man.... I complicate life I'm the one being bitter about all those back knives He made it easy like the wind guiding a kite Feel like something is trying to steal my soul like A thief in the night So I'm going to take off the disguise Be real and stop hiding the hurt in my eyes Not going to be ruined from somebodyelse's lies Still gonna be here, still gonna be me! Your gonna be overwhelmed one day from all my glory!!! And by the grace of God if he sees fit I'll get to be bare wittiness that glorious day when their fake ass world shatters and I won't care a bit.... I wrote this because I wanted to say that no damn it I'm not okay!!! Not today..... But from my kind heart and soul I will not stray!! I will continue on being me. A different me but still a good motherfucker yes indeed I am not a super hero I'm just a man but I have to go the rest of my life holding three beautiful, precious hands I'll show my children the meaning of being real And all those beans rolling around in my head I will not spill Because I wouldn't never want them to hurt Especially because that bitch decided to let the devil up her skirt So I'll smile laugh and play with my kids And I'll never speak ill of that important person to them or what she did I'll bare all the weight of how we became a dead family And be the great example of how a man should be With this I tell you a lesson has been learned It truly doesn't matter in life if it can burn.... LO1VE

It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the songs I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking You for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desire's gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, You'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to You But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human, yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, You should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind, I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always, "what if?" Planet Earth, "what if?" The universe, "what if?" My sacrifice, "what if?" My afterlife, "what if?" Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power

Are u a part of this recording in some way? May i ask?

is this beat usable for non profit if i tag u in cred and the title of thew song upon posting? id love to use this if its a legit remake, may i???

If y'all know the words to I'll mind if Hopsin 5 rap those words to this beat sounds amazing lmao

Deadass sounds like a video game ost

Yo, f*ck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is f*cking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the f*cking edge, I should be close to you But who the f*ck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only f*cking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all f*cking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole f*cking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherf*cking book because a human wrote it I have a f*cking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are f*cking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a f*cking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds F*ck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but f*ck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say f*ck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every f*cking thing that deals with you is f*cking suspect I'm f*cking done, I'm f*cking done This is my f*cking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind

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F*ck the Bible V1: holy pains nothing for the fame (wooo) Play games and then you have to refrain (word) Sleep and flipping the Bible is too unforgiving (unforgiving) Why do you belive in Christ to think he’s real is just the roll of some dice (roll the dice) Man I’m wishing I could say he’s real but that’d just make me squeal (-squealing sound-) Is it wrong to not belive in god all I think he is just smog Man what if everyone is lying imagine how many people would be crying Just because their god is fake no this is not ok Even tho most belive in god for me it’s just like fog Smoky blurry and ideological battle it rattles me I can’t see nor can I fucking speak Games are being played but kids in the street have no fame Look god if you exist just show yourself or I’ll go to hell Because you are fake you lied to the world it makes me hurl To belive that someone as powerful as you exists but yet I try to persist I can’t belive in Christ because if he’s fake I’ll pay the price But there are many different religions but there descriptions are so vivid You barely can live your life but then again I’m not that ok Pain faint and resuscitate But I can’t believe because you can’t even see I will regret writing this song because god is prolly real but I can’t believe My fucking prayers are worth a cent But ima go to the services and all that But ima fucking swear because you don’t exist If you there for me show me I need to live carefully Hell isnt what I think but the afterlife isn’t even real do you feel I can’t believe in god because he is a fucking fraud C: I can’t say god is real it’s all a blur Man this is just like all those girls It’s crazy and funny but it’s all about money But if you believe closely It will turn out to change your life for good as it always should Belive in god but for me it’s just a giant grasp of fog V2: again it’s all fake to me I can’t have my sight But if you exist I’ll let my habits plunge down a drain Chat with me like Adam and Eve But I really can’t tell if you exist As much as i try to resist I can’t But what’s sad is what I’m spitting is facts Some idiots think it’s real but not fake all day The whole story of the world And the universe It’s all what if Nah I ain’t gonna life like that Matter of fact let’s switch up the gears I don’t want to take your fame or torch your name I just want you to prove you exist So I can’t stop my resist I will donate every cent I get for good causes Just let me pause again I wouldn’t take a step if it wasn’t for you Ima keep saying it Show me the proof Show me it’s you god Christ our savior But whatever you don’t exist but whatever Jesus is a facade and the government is god. C: I can’t say god is real it’s all a blur Man this is like all those girls It’s crazy and funny but it’s all about money But if you believe closely It will turn out to change your life for good like it always should Believe in god but for me it’s a grasp in fog V3: man fuck it I don’t got much more to say ok I understand god made us family So many people turn like double plays Ok I can’t comprehend the words we use We act like there is someone bigger to us There isn’t it’s all animals and then the humans No bigger force I ain’t heard shut from the horse Just the sheep telling the tales I think it’s fake all day I can’t retake this it’s brutal But it’s also cruel I’m close to the edge I should be close to you motherfucker Do you now understand So many people sing the same damn song I can’t tell from right or wrong Man I hate it but ima hit the bong May as well hit the gong as well Don’t say got was there for me when I was close to death I wish I would be in rest So I can fully say that god is real or if it’s fake But I don’t believe anymore and it just leads me insane I’m about to take that fucking novacane So much in my head To talk to the best you can’t be the rest But still the government is god We are brainwashed and just stuck in the fucking box I don’t understand fuck it we are not a fam Just take the idea and shove a battering ram in it C: I can’t say god is real it’s all just a blur Man it’s just like all those girls It’s crazy and funny but it’s all about money But if you believe closely It will turn out to change your life for good like it always should Belive in god but for me it’s just a grasp in the fog C: I can’t say god is real it’s all just a blur Man it’s just like all those girls It’s crazy and funny but it’s all about money But if you believe closely It will turn out to change your life for good like it always should Believe in god but for me it’s just a grasp in the fog Maybe you is real but I can’t belive just show yourself I won’t blow my head and close my eyes until then

Ill Mind Of Hopsin 7 Hopsin It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power

It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power

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It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power

Search Results Knowledge result Ill Mind Of Hopsin 7 Hopsin It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power

It dont have the choral music in it only at the beginning

It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power

[Hook] It's us, find power Live life, mind power It's us, find power Live life, mind power [Verse 1] Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Takin' some notes and then I write the song I’m starin' down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fuckin' me up, and I cried a pond While asking you for some answers But we don’t have that type of bond That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been livin' lately If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sell-out 'Cause I hopped to Christianity so strongly, then I fell out Now I’m avoidin' questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feelin' so damn humiliated 'Cause they lookin' at me like I’m hellbound What story should I tell now? I’ll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fuckin' edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are you? You never showed the proof And I’m only fuckin' human, yo, what am I supposed to do?! There’s way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Beggin' all fuckin' men and women to listen I can’t even beat my dick without gettin' convicted These ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentions I've been itchin' to get it, I’ve been given assistance But the whole fuckin' system is twisted Now I’m dealin' with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer, and humans can’t provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It’s truly mind-blowin', I can’t deny it Is Heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where’s the Holy Ghost at? How long’s it take a man to find it? My mind’s a nonstop tape playin' and I can’t rewind it You gave me the Bible and expect me not to analyze it?! I’m frustrated and you provoked it I’m not readin' that motherfuckin' book, because a human wrote it I have a fuckin' brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think, to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lyin', we're such an inaccurate source It’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah’s Witness to come on my porch I swear I’m slammin’ the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprised Humans are fuckin' dumb, still thinkin' that Pac’s alive I ain’t tryin' to take your legacy and torch it down I’m just sayin', I ain’t heard shit from the horse’s mouth Just sheep always tellin' stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise? Sounds like a fuckin' Poltergeist! Show yourself, and then boom, it's done Every rumor’s gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you’re the One I’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop on top of a roof to plunge I’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club; instead of bitches, I’d hang with a group of nuns And everyone I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of you I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven’t been chattin' with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain’t seen no fuckin' talkin' snake unravel from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don’t know if you do or don’t exist It's drivin' me crazy, send your condolences This is me reachin' to you, so don’t forget If Hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I’ma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feelin' says it’s all fake I hate to say it, but fuck it, shit, I done lost faith This isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changed My thoughts just keep pickin' shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren’t real, then all my prayers aren’t worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could sit in church and say “fuck” in the services Man, what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government’s God I feel like they’ve been brainwashin' us with a lot So much that we don’t even notice that we’re stuck in a box Man, everything is “what if?” - why is it always “what if?” Planet Earth “what if?”, the Universe “what if?” My sacrifice “what if?!”, my afterlife “what if?!” Every fuckin' thing that deals with you is fuckin' suspect I’m fuckin' done! I’m fuckin' done! This is my fuckin' life and I’m livin' it, I’m havin' fun If you really care for me Prove that I need to live carefully! But I’ll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside For an afterlife that isn’t even guaranteed We are you, and you’re us - stop playin' games! My life’s all I got, and Heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I'm in Hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I’ll just do me I’m a human, I’ll stay in my lane; Ill mind

Best rapper alive

The best hip hop beat ever, damn shame the song is disrespectful

Man. This one of those punch beats. I'm feeling it cuz... One.

real shit real wrap i dont think ill ever do good if i do rap because i dont smoke and i aint got no face tats but ima do it for the homies i knew since way back back to wear i was sleeping on the floor back when niggas was kicking in door back when i was a god damn poor but i dont feel pity i aint the same nigga as before because i was a real nigga at the age of four i dont always wanna be like this i wanna be on tour i tried to going the army to try to run away but even if i run away i cant hid all this pain look im not suicidal im not depressed im just stressed because my momma almost killed.herself because if this bread

Hopsin doesn't even need lyrics with beats this so good, I can hear everything, my mind swirls in circles, I perceive God in all that Hes created, I know Hes real. I gotta have faith, through the bad and the good, through the guilt and conviction, through doubt and temptation, through it all, Im a soldier of Jesus and I fight for whats right. This much I know, I keep it tight. I Praise God at night and though the day, cause at the end of it. hes the only one that loves me. I'd rather boast in His name then life my life for myself because when i'm alone and the last hour ticks by its me who ends up killing me. When Jesus's love is there I'm free.

3:24 - 3:27 isn’t the same but still great

It's us, mind power Live life, mind power It's us, mind power Live life, mind power Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I'm staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is fucking me up And I cried upon while asking you for some answers But we don't have that type of bond Now my desires gone with the way that I've been living lately If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on Sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout 'Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so damn humiliated 'cause they looking at me like I'm hellbound What story should I tell now? I'll just expose the truth I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should be close to you But who the fuck are You? You never showed the proof And I'm only fucking human yo, what am I supposed to do? There's way too many different religions with vivid descriptions Begging all fucking men and women to listen I can't even beat my dick without getting convicted These ain't wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I've been given assistance But the whole fucking system is twisted Now I'm dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I've been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can't buy it, it's just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can't provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind's a nonstop tape playing and I can't rewind it You gave me a bible and expect me not to analyze it I'm frustrated and you provoked it I'm not reading that motherfucking book because a human wrote it I have a fucking brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort 'Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It's gon' be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah's witness to come on my porch, I swear I'm slammin' the door A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm not surprised Humans are fucking dumb, still thinkin' that Pac's alive I ain't trying to take your legacy and torch it down I'm just saying, I ain't heard shit from the horse's mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I'm supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sounds like a fucking poltergeist Show yourself and the boom is done Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit, you're the one I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven't been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain't seen no talking snake or rabbit from trees With an apple to eat, that shit never happens to me I don't know if you do or don't exist, shit is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don't forget If hell is truly your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I'mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this shit My gut feeling says it's all fake, I hate to say it but fuck it, shit I done lost faith This isn't a small phase, my perspective's all changed My thoughts just keep picking shit apart all day And in my mind I make perfect sense If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't worth a cent That would mean that I could just make up what my purpose is And I could just sit in the church and say fuck in the services Man what if Jesus was a facade? Then that would mean the government's God I feel like they've been brainwashing us with a lot So much that we don't even notice that we're stuck in the box Man everything is what if, why is it always what if Planet Earth what if, the universe what if My sacrifice what if, my afterlife what if Every fucking thing that deals with you is fucking suspect I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done This is my fucking life and I'm living it, I'm having fun If you really care for me, prove that I need to live carefully But I'll be damned if I put my own pleasure aside for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed We are you, and you're us, stop playing games My life's all I got, and heaven is all in my brain And when I feel I am in hell, my ideas are what get me through pain Do as you please, and I'll just do me, I'm a human, I'll stay in my lane Ill mind