Failing 2nd year at Seoul National University 🏫 Hyongie Vlog 💖 Korean med student vlog 🌻

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  • čas přidán 5. 01. 2023
  • Hi everyone,
    happy new year!
    This channel was made to keep myself accountable, academically and health-wise, since I found myself repeatedly melting down especially when alone. I know that being honest on the internet can put me in a vulnerable position, but I'm hoping that I can become stronger and mentally healthier through this journey. I also hope that my experiences help uplift and heal you during your difficult times, so that we all grow into stronger individuals together this year!
    So to everyone reading this, let's all put our past hardships and troubles behind us, and enjoy the new opportunities of 2023! Have a happy happy new year, and may God bless you overflowingly.
    Yours,
    Hyongie :)
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    instagram: @hyongie_
    email: gyddlyt@gmail.com
    music by epidemic sounds

Komentáře • 161

  • @amiraatiqah3292
    @amiraatiqah3292 Před rokem +96

    Hello hyongie, i am a med student from national university of malaysia. i once failed my 1st year of med school and it was terrible and nightmare for me to repeated it all over again…i almost lost hope and give up…it gives so much pressure especially peer pressure…i cried a lot too and keep questioned myself why this happened to me….but my mentor always tell me, our journey as in medical professions are not about the competition and compare who finish first,,it’s our own journey, our own pace…and now, i’m entering my 4th year ady,,,i just want to say your feelings are validated❤️it’s okay to cry and come back stronger after…there’s so much great specialist out there once failed during med sch. If they can so we do❤️i pray the best for you💕

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +18

      Wow, thank you so much- it’s so great to get to know people like you who are living lives similar to my future ! Thank you so much for sharing. It means a lot to me :)

    • @Hocksman
      @Hocksman Před rokem

      Is the medium of instruction for medical school in Malaysia in the Malay language? I ask because the standard of English in this post is pretty awful, and something I really didn't expect from an aspiring doctor.

    • @stillalauran397
      @stillalauran397 Před 5 měsíci

      Is't possibl to work like a doctor in korea i watch many video you can study medical or work like a doctor in korea

  • @rockstar-fo4cs
    @rockstar-fo4cs Před rokem +58

    I can't beleive this is your 1st video, it was so peaceful and motivational to watch this. I hope that you get back on track with your life soon and accept the fact that everything happens for a reason. I beleive you'll be a great doctor in the future and get the regonition you deserve on youtube as well!! Fighting!!

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +5

      Thank you so much, your kind words really mean a lot to me :)

  • @AA-uo4bs
    @AA-uo4bs Před 11 měsíci +3

    You are so strong for making that decision, never give up! you got this

  • @SVT_dara
    @SVT_dara Před 11 měsíci +1

    This video is so well made! I'm glad you're taking time to focus on your health now. I hope things keep getting better for you.☺

  • @femmestoic
    @femmestoic Před rokem +5

    i watched this video and it made me cry, im so happy that you're taking care of yourself like you should, nothing is ever more important than our wellbeing.

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      Ahh thank you so much for your kind words😿

  • @user-jj8dc8xb8o
    @user-jj8dc8xb8o Před rokem +7

    You did the right thing, not because of condition or because of you valuing your mental health only, but because you are brave.
    You should know that you are brave enough more than anyone else to take a decision like that
    Fighting!!

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      Wow, what a strong message! Thank you so much, your words are greatly appreciated 🙏 ❤️

  • @pathtofollow3920
    @pathtofollow3920 Před rokem +25

    Hi! I’m also on my 2nd year and I can feel that my mental health is also not doing good and my physical health is deteriorating too. I got delayed for a year for unexplainable reason and during those time I realized that I entered med school because that’s where I really wanted myself to be in the future. Taking a break is not a bad thing, it actually helps you understand yourself deeper than you already know. This journey of ours might be very difficult but having people who understands you it’ll be a lot more easier. Let’s achieve our deeams together!

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +3

      Thank you so much for sharing your experience! Having people like you who understand really do make the journey much better :) Hope this year's a good one for both of us!

  • @svgerd
    @svgerd Před 10 měsíci +2

    just seen this video now + honestly major props to you for choosing to redo second yr. i'm a law student so it's slightly different but, as someone whos also in a competitive field, i know the pressure and temptation to keep going even if it isnt whats best for you. you said you aren't proud of this but are glad you decided to and honestly i think you should be proud! you made the right decision for you even though it wasnt the easy one. that takes a lot of courage, especially in a field where the drive to 'keep going' and work yourself into a rut is really common.
    your ability to make hard decisions like that to me just shows how good of a doctor you'll be!
    wishing you the best :)

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 10 měsíci +1

      Thank you so much for your kind words and support! It really means a lot to me :) Hope you stay happy and healthy in difficult times and situations as well!

  • @geumshiei195
    @geumshiei195 Před rokem +1

    I love that you choose something peaceful for your mind. Glad I can relate to you. I hope can learn more from you. May God bless you on your journey/path. I'm rooting for your happiness and success soon. 😊💖

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      Thank you so mcuh for your support- means a lot!

  • @user-tm7yg1ge8l
    @user-tm7yg1ge8l Před rokem +14

    횽이님 응원합니다!!! 함께 어려운 순간들을 열심히 이겨나가 봐요 :)

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +3

      감사합니다 :) 우리 올해도 열심히 잘 살아보아용 ㅎㅎ

  • @amalahmadi2329
    @amalahmadi2329 Před rokem +1

    Don't worry you are doing good already. I can say I'm proud of you and you're choice is the best because your health it's much more important than anything else sweetheart 💖 keep going. I support you ❤️❤️

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      Thank you so much- will try put my health first! Thank you for your support 🥰

  • @sidralatif1570
    @sidralatif1570 Před 11 měsíci +3

    Hello, I came across to this video while binge watching youtube videos!
    I don’t usually comment but i went through a similar situation so i wanted to share with you!
    I wanna say that You did such a great job to take time for yourself, you’re really courageous and brave! Making a decision like this is really hard! I’m currently in my last month of my gap year and in the beginning I felt that I’m weak to make such a decision but the truth is that it’s such a courageous act! For me I was suffering with very heavy depression and anxiety in my 2nd year of medical school and even tho i passed the year but with low grades and only passing! In the beginning of my third year, getting panic attacks in class and mental breakdowns with the support of my family I decided to take the gap year and it was really the best decision I’ve made! I am now out of depression and no more suicidal! I never knew that taking care of one’s mental health and own self can make these big changes! It’s always necessary and the top priority! Wishing you all the best and the speediest recovery soon ❤️ thank you for sharing this video ❤️

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 11 měsíci

      Thank you for sharing your story, I'm glad you were able to overcome your difficulties. Although it's going to be an ongoing journey and challenge, I wish you (and me) all the best! Fighting!

  • @uzmazainab2552
    @uzmazainab2552 Před rokem +8

    You did absolutely right by giving yourself time to heal! I'm a fourth year med student I always barely clear my blocks it feels so stupid to just pass the exam and not getting good grades. I consider myself of no use. I should've asked for help sooner but I already got through these three years and now all I have is anxiety and no self confidence. Your video reminded of so many things I regret not doing it for myself that I should've.

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +4

      Wow, thank you for sharing! I would’ve been a fourth year student too had I not taken so many breaks 😅 Although I have moments where I regret taking a rest (more often than you would think) I’m trying to make the best of my given situation. What was right for me may not have been the best choice for you, and all our choices make up who we are today. I believe your choice may have left you feeling that was about yourself now, but if you work hard and change the present, the future will show you that your choice of moving forth and not resting was the best choice for you. Hope this year becomes a year of self-growth and self-love for both of us as we go through med school challenges together :)

    • @uzmazainab2552
      @uzmazainab2552 Před rokem

      Thank you so much .. your words are truly healing .. I love your videos .. ❤️

  • @Nuringji
    @Nuringji Před rokem +5

    언니❤️❤️❤️this video 😭❤️❤️ and YOU❣️🥲🙌🏻 love and miss you! Supporting you all the way! You got this 😊

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +2

      Love you❤️ thanks so much 🙏

  • @user-rx1uj5zo8c
    @user-rx1uj5zo8c Před 10 měsíci +1

    im also a med student and sincerely respect your decision that you gonna do the process again.... I'm impressed a lot. I guess you gonna be an wonderful doctor.

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 10 měsíci

      Thank you so much :)

  • @user-rs6hg3uq6g
    @user-rs6hg3uq6g Před rokem +1

    건강이 제일 중요해요
    항상 좋은 일만 가득하시길 바랍니다
    영상 보면서 저도 뭔가 울컥했지만 힘이 된 것 같아요 감사합니다
    행복하세요!! 의대생 생활 화이팅입니다..!
    존경합니다 힘내세요!!

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      힘이 되었다니 너무 감사하네요 ㅎㅎ 응원해주셔서 고맙습니다! 태겸님도 힘내시고 화이팅하세요!!!

  • @mariaeduardabezerramota7501
    @mariaeduardabezerramota7501 Před 10 měsíci +1

    Hi Hyongie! I’m a forty year med student and also had to take a gap semester because of my mental health, but it was the best decision of my life! I was able to find myself again and reconnect with my purpose. Also got to meet incredible people and strengthen the relationships with my family and friends. Sometimes some setbacks come to make us grow and thrive! You got this, stay focused and true to yourself. Med school is not easy but you will make, I’m sure!

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 10 měsíci

      Thank you for sharing your experiences and saying such encouraging things :) They mean a lot!

  • @Unknown-dr5b
    @Unknown-dr5b Před 3 měsíci +1

    Tysm for the motivation i needed it very much...i will work really hard the next semester...^^ ty hyongie unnieee..

  • @yewonee_0616
    @yewonee_0616 Před rokem +14

    신명나게 룰루랄라 보다가 눈물 2리터 쏟았네요….
    지금은 어떠신지요. 무엇보다도 건강이 중요하고 늘 행복한 것이 가장 중요하지요.
    잠시 늦어도 뭐 어떻습니까. 제가 본 의료인 중 가장 믿음직스럽고 훌륭한 성품을 갖췄는걸요. 제가 환자라면 무조건 희영님에게 갑니다❤
    힘들 땐 언제든 연락하십쇼. 늘 그대 곁에 있습니다😊

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +5

      참 감사합니다~ 저 또한 사실 늦어지는 것에 대한 겁이 많이 없는 줄 알고 담대하게 유급을 선택했다고 생각했는데, 남들에게 유급한 것 이야기할 때마다 마음 힘든 것 보고 아무렇지 않진 않구나 깨달았답니다. 그럼에도 불구하고 너무 마음 조급해하지 않을 수 있게 댓글 달아주신 내용 기억하며 건강하고 행복하게 살아가도록 노력하겠습니다. 좋은 내용 올려주셔서 너무나 감사합니다 ^^ 예원님도 언제든지 건강하고 복된 하루하루 살아가길 기도합니다~^^

  • @anari_2532
    @anari_2532 Před rokem +2

    Hello beautiful bean, I came across that video at like 1Am in the morning. I don't usually write comments on posts or video. But I wanted to say that the courage it took you to take that decision, is a success in itself! I truly believe that will turn for the better and even tho you posted that video 5 months ago, I will be looking at your progress and I'll support you !!!! SO KEEP FIGHTING !!! You are strong and capable !!!!!
    Cheers love ♥

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      Thank you so much for you kind words, they really mean a lot to me :) Fighting to you too!

  • @joondochang843
    @joondochang843 Před 11 měsíci +1

    Hello, I just got to know of your channel. I don't study medicine but I am a math grad student in NY. Mental health is truly a huge problem amongst graduate students (including myself), especially for those pursuing academic research. I frequently question myself why I even bother studying math since I am not very good at it. I really struggled from September 2022 - April 2023. It was in fact so bad that I did not want to live and often distanced myself from my peers and professors. However, my grades did not suffer (I still don't understand how). I can't say I am at my best, but it really helps to have a good advisor who you can trust and talk to. I really can't emphasize this enough. I really hope you are now doing a lot better now and all the best for you. Cheers!

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 11 měsíci

      Thank you for sharing! I can’t agree enough about having a good advisor! Hope all’s well- will be rooting for you and your health:)

  • @AllesandraNoelle
    @AllesandraNoelle Před 11 měsíci +2

    횽이님 안녕하세요~!! Your story really made me tear up. I, too, have been dealing with a diagnosis that interferes with many aspects of my life - my habits, my sleep, my energy. I relate a lot with how you seemed to deal with your diagnosis. Looking back, it was also probably the darkest period in my life. But, I guess it’s up for us to choose to be stronger, to endure, and live quite… okay ☺️ thank you for sharing your story, 횽이님. You are very inspiring! 🤍

  • @Eliza-be4sf
    @Eliza-be4sf Před rokem +2

    stay strong my girl.... you'll make it, just know that I'm proud of you.... lots of love from india ♥️🇮🇳

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +2

      Thank you so much, trying to stay strong so far ;)

  • @-rosie-3685
    @-rosie-3685 Před rokem

    Beautiful video~ I graduated med school in 2017, and honestly, my mind and body were on automatic through it all, until the last 6 months, when I couldn't sleep AT ALL because of anxiety about my future and thinking I wasn't doing enough or getting grades high enough or preparing for life after graduation and of course the feeling that I actually didn't knew anything (imposter syndrome saying hello everytime someone called me doctor T.T)... hmph... thankfully I got an opportunity of going abroad for 4 months (funny enough to Korea) exactly 3 weeks after my last rotation and it was the best thing I could do for myself, I ended up taking a sabatic year and traveling to other places, I grew as a person, my anxiety disappeared almost completely , and I came back so much more prepared to deal with life and career.... so now I recommend to EVERY MED STUDENT I get to know, to just breath a little, that taking a gap year in between or a sabatic year after finishing is SO HEALTHY and will NOT set you back, on the contrary, it will allow you to grow and be a better doctor (it worked for me) anyways, hope this helps coming from the other side :)

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      Wow, thank you so much for sharing your amazing experience! Can't even imagine the amount of growth and prosperity you must have gained through your "time out". I have about 3-4 months of freee time from October to January, since it's a whole research block that I passed last year (so I don't have to redo it!) so I guess I'll have my proper "time out" then :) Congrats on overcoming your fears and anxiety! Hope you stay mentally and physically healthy!!

  • @aunghtetmyat1241
    @aunghtetmyat1241 Před 10 měsíci +1

    A good doctor's only purpose must be to save lives and relieve the suffering of patients. It doesn't evaluate by exam marks and any other factors. So, keep up the excellent work & I believe in you will be such a good doctor for patients in reality.

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 10 měsíci +1

      Thank you so much!!!

  • @sakshiiii1270
    @sakshiiii1270 Před rokem +4

    Along with a lot of other things that happened in the previous years, during my first year of Engineering school back in 2017 I was kicked out of college in the middle of the year due to unexpected reasons in an unfair way and I ended up never pursuing engineering again and graduated with a Bachelors in Physics. Those three years of Bachelors were hell for me and I didn't realise it. I lost all of my self confidence and self worth and felt my life was on a declining path but I managed to graduate somehow. I regret not taking time off for myself then and ruining my personality, my mental health and my academic career. Today I am abroad doing a Masters degree in an Engineering field, things are not okay suddenly but I feel like I survived and moved ahead a little. I have fear that one day I will fail again but until then I will try.
    I want to tell you that you took a great decision of choosing yourself first. To succeed with anything in life its very important to know yourself and you already do. You are brave to acknowledge roadblocks but not give up at the same time. This will take you very far in life and help you fight any problem you encounter. Don't worry about falling behind, eventually you will thrive on your own. Fighting!

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      Wow, thank you for sharing your story! Hope you strive to achieve your goals, and achieve them with pride! You can do it! Thank you for the supportive message! I will strive harder to achieve my goals too :)

  • @natalievogt3837
    @natalievogt3837 Před rokem +4

    I don't think you need any words of affirmation, but I gonna say anyways YOU DID A GREAT JOB. I "choose" to fail my 2nd year too ( mine was more like I can not deal with another life if I can't take care of mine well, my mental health was a mess, and I couldn't focus on anything and I didn't pass my final exam so my self-esteem was on the floor ) Right now, I am studying for an examen when I bump a cross your video. For me is crazy that we are struggling with the same thing in different time zones. Lots of love !! Fighting !!

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      Thank you so much, words of affirmation are always good to hear :) Good luck for your exams! Lets grind together 💕

  • @sam9508.
    @sam9508. Před 11 měsíci +1

    Best Of Luck For Your Future 😃✨💫 All The Best Noona

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 11 měsíci +1

      Thanks so much :)

  • @staebearry
    @staebearry Před 10 měsíci +3

    A good GPA doesnt make you a good doctor. It is more on skills. I knew alot who do well in classes but cant even hook an iv to an elderly. Always believe in yourself dear, you will def get there.
    Also, remember to be kind to everybody, patients and colleagues. Goodluck and enjoy your journey💜 ❤❤

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 10 měsíci +1

      Thank you so much for reminding me what's important ❤

  • @kimageryy
    @kimageryy Před rokem +2

    Hi hyongie, I don't comment on videos but I just wanted to share that I failed my first semester of my health profression school (basically like med school) in the US, and I've been in a huge slump since the winter. My school didn't let me stay and repeat, which is lowkey crazy, but that's a whole different thing. The new application cycle just opened up and I want to apply...but I have lack of motivation and fear of failure holding me back from getting back into school. I'm still working on my mental health and creating healthy habits! I would love to see what new habits you've developed since the huge life moment, BUT I'm glad you were allowed to return to school, and I hope you're doing better

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 11 měsíci

      Thank you so much for sharing your story! Let's stay healthy and make good habits together :)

  • @Justiceforall-xi3uh
    @Justiceforall-xi3uh Před rokem +9

    Don’t give up Hyoungie. It will make you stronger

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      Thank you!!!!

    • @Justiceforall-xi3uh
      @Justiceforall-xi3uh Před rokem +2

      @@hyongie , stay strong. I had similar experience but I persisted in med school and I will graduate in 2 months.

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      @@Justiceforall-xi3uh wow, congratulations!!

    • @Justiceforall-xi3uh
      @Justiceforall-xi3uh Před rokem +1

      @@hyongie , u can do the same. Just stay strong. Don’t give up. Failure is the mother of success!

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      @@Justiceforall-xi3uh Thank you so much! I will!

  • @yorumAlly6
    @yorumAlly6 Před rokem +2

    Got a good motivation video✨
    Thanks alot:) Im a medical student too🌸

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      Thank you 🥹 Let’s study together 🥰

  • @aestaetic5596
    @aestaetic5596 Před 11 měsíci +1

    Oh i relate to this sm i too am 2nd year medstudent and i too personally have been going through some health issues (not like any terminal illness)but the part where u said that u were scared to take medications as u thought it might affect ur abiltiy study ,i did that mistake too but now i feel that affected me way more mentally than physically reg the health issue.....cause half of the time i ended up just beating myself up that i had to study and that i was using my health issue as an excuse and WORST OF ALL started comparing my study progress with me colleagues and finally it didnt lead to anything but me failing my exams ........i still am trying to accept the fact that i infact wasnt in my best condition during those times and that was a result of just me ignoring a very imp thing: my health.
    And guess what i found this video the right time,not to be dramatic but i let out an ugly cry at the end of the video .😂❤....thank you for making me realse i am a human too and that i can always take a step back and care for myself get back on track 💙hoping the best for you too! Let's be good doctors one day❤

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 11 měsíci +1

      Ahhh I’m glad you were able to let it out and feel better about yourself through my vlog! I guess it is a more difficult journey than most, but let’s take care of our health and studies together :) Fighting!

    • @aestaetic5596
      @aestaetic5596 Před 11 měsíci

      @hyongie yess felt so good getting the guilt of my chest💙 yass fightinggg!💜💜

  • @SVT_dara
    @SVT_dara Před 11 měsíci +2

    Just wanted to say that I think your topic of research is so cool! I've had scoliosis for quite a few years now and have a leg length discrepancy and I've tried to do some (very basic 😂) research on it just to learn more about my condition. Idiopathic scoliosis is a very interesting topic! It's been half a year since this video came out so you've probably finished with your research but I hope it all went well! :)

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 11 měsíci +1

      Heyy scoliosis mate right here 🙌🏻 I also have scoliosis and leg length discrepancy so it was quite an interesting topic for me too :) And it went well, thank you!

    • @SVT_dara
      @SVT_dara Před 10 měsíci

      @@hyongie ah i see. Glad it went well! :)

  • @yewonee_0616
    @yewonee_0616 Před rokem +4

    어머~ 영상이 너무 예쁘네요❤ 구독하고 갑니다
    -당신의 1호팬-

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +2

      우와 감사해요 ㅎㅎ 긍데 1호 아니구 12호세요 줄 서세요 구독자님 ^-^

  • @_miniiii_08
    @_miniiii_08 Před rokem +3

    Hello I'm truly happy to find your account on youtube. I did subscribe your channel and I'm a science student still in highschool but I dream to learn med in SNU and I'll work hard for it. Good luck with your uni studies and all too..

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +2

      Thank you so much! Hope all goes well with your studies and ink applications too!

  • @gracekang3640
    @gracekang3640 Před rokem +4

    이쁜 희영~~~
    울 딸 유튜브 영상만 봤는데~~~
    댓글을 정독했네.
    덕분에 영어공부 만땅.ㅋㅋㅋ
    어려운 가운데 열심내는 울 딸을 응원한다 ❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      감사합니다 ㅎㅎㅎ 응원하는 댓글이 많아서 감사하더라구 그래도 엄마 응원이 제일 힘난다 사랑해 🥰

    • @gracekang3640
      @gracekang3640 Před rokem +1

  • @isabellebeatriztavaresflor8201

    I'm from Brazil and I love your channel! It's so cute 😄.

  • @user-su5sk4fb9t
    @user-su5sk4fb9t Před 10 měsíci +1

    i remember i failed 2nd year of medicl school cus i had a surgery , it was tough feeling .. now my graduatiom finally will be after few months lol .. time heals everything :)

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 10 měsíci

      Wow, hope you’re all healthy now! And thank you for your sharing your story, it’s really encouraging to hear that🥺

  • @elhanan9474
    @elhanan9474 Před rokem +2

    인생은 있는 그대로의 사실보단 어떻게 해석하냐에 달린거 같아. 좋은 방향으로 너의 소중한 인생을 해석하길 바래!! ㅎㅎ

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      고마워요! 매순간 긍정적으로 살아가도록 더 노력할게요 ㅎㅎ

  • @meowy5665
    @meowy5665 Před rokem +1

    I really don't know how this appeared on my recommendation, the algorithm is crazy! lol. I also failed my 2nd year last year, but the thing is I won't be able to enroll to my school again. I wasn't able to meet the grade requirement of my school. It really really sucks its like my world just collapsed. I enrolled in another school tho but I am still adjusting. I hope things will also go well for you

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      Wow, thanks for sharing. I can only imagine how difficult it may be for you to look on the positive side, making huge and unexpected adjustments in your life. However, I believe there is a plan and a way for everyone and every situation. I can assure you things will get better as you adjust to your new school- new friends, new environment, and a new start may be scary, but it’s not a bad thing! I had to adjust to a new class (class of 2020 where I knew almost no one) and I’m finally feeling okay after a few awkward months :) I believe you’ll do much better than at your previous school, now that you know you have to work harder to achieve your dreams. Good luck, and I’ll be rooting for you all the way! Fighting!!

  • @egidiagirama4829
    @egidiagirama4829 Před 4 měsíci +1

    Hi Hyongie, I am a pharmacy student at the top 4 universities in Indonesia. When I got accepted at this prestigious pharmacy school, I felt so happy and had an ambition to be the best student. But things got hard when I started my first year. I was a bit lost in the materials, but I managed to survive in my 1st semester. I passed my 1st semester with scores that actually didn't go as I wished and expected. I felt okay in the holidays until I started my 2nd semester. The materials are really tough. I get tired easily. I know I can't be like this, or otherwise I'll be left behind. But I keep feeling overwhelmed. I couldn't catch up with the speed. I feel like I was a failure already. No one supports me, even my family underestimates my feelings. It feels like my feelings and my worries aren't valid. The more I walk further, the more burden I get. What should I do now? I feel everything isn't under my control. I don't know what next step I should take now...

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 4 měsíci

      Hey, coming from a similar situation, I know things can be really tough. And being in a prestigious school really doesn’t add to situations since everyone has big expectations, I get it too. I honestly think that there is no right or wrong answer to life, so I guess I won’t be able to give you any solutions or directions, but I know I can give you support and prayer. From my experience, taking a gap year or a break was good for my mental health to some extent, but when I had no structure in life, for example no life routines or goals, I felt more helpless and behind in life. So I really urge you to look into yourself and take time to ask yourself what you truly want, what you enjoy and what your life mottos are, etc. Why are you studying? For what or whom? Once you have answers to these questions, I’m sure they’ll steer you in the right direction. But if you’re just burnt out and struggling mentally, I urge you, strongly wish for you to visit a hospital and get treated. I really hope all goes well for you (and me, since I am still struggling with my life as well haha). Whatever you do, don’t give up on yourself and keep taking care of yourself. Your work doesn’t define your worth. Love yourself.

  • @sabreenas3667
    @sabreenas3667 Před rokem +1

    New subscriber heree❤️🌟 this really motivated me sm🥹

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      Aahh thank you so much xx Means a lot!

  • @bellylove6942
    @bellylove6942 Před 11 měsíci +3

    Hi Hyongie. I just found your channel so long after this video was posted. Just wanted to say that you are stronger than you think you are

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 11 měsíci +1

      Ahh, thank you so much for your kind words as well as your warm support :) I lived in South Africa for a while, but my accent has changed after coming to Korea lol I don't even know what accent I have now haha❤️

    • @bellylove6942
      @bellylove6942 Před 11 měsíci +2

      @hyongie I'm actually South African and that's why I asked because you definitely still sound South African to me! 🫶

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 11 měsíci +2

      @@bellylove6942 ooohhh cooll!!! Thank you haha

  • @sleepynerd19
    @sleepynerd19 Před rokem +1

    You have a supportive family and I have got a full toxic family and relatives. My mom compare me with cousin and I hate them . I hate my dad too . He is very much aggressive

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      I’m so sorry to hear that, I will add you into my prayers!

  • @Jane31180
    @Jane31180 Před rokem +1

    I'm your 537th subscriber🎉

  • @lawandcoffeelover6156
    @lawandcoffeelover6156 Před rokem +1

    Out of curiosity, do you have really have to retake the whole year - so every exam that belongs to this period? Where I am from, something like that doesn't exist, we only have to retake the exam we failed :)

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      We have to redo the blocks with grades under B, but because I messed all my exams up I have to redo almost all of them :(

  • @sleepynerd19
    @sleepynerd19 Před rokem +1

    I had taken admission in med University but am scared of falling in med exams and ragging. Sometimes I feel frustrated by thinking if I fail then whole family will make me feel like I can't do anything, am a weak person 😭😭

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      Hey, look at me. I ended up 2 years behind my original class, an unhealthy mess, but I’m surviving. I didn’t have many supportive people around me, and my family live abroad, but this year I was able to make new friends and relationships that are really helping me grow! Don’t be afraid, there is a plan and a way for everything! You’re not weak, you’re just a little afraid, but once you overcome your fears, you will grow and glow to your full potential!

    • @sleepynerd19
      @sleepynerd19 Před rokem +1

      Thanks for replying me

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      @@sleepynerd19 you're welcome :)

  • @user-sw4rh6ko4i
    @user-sw4rh6ko4i Před rokem +1

    어머~ 영상이 너무 예쁘네요❤ 구독하고 갑니다
    524번째 구독자가

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      남의 댓글 복붙하기 뭐야 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

  • @cemilenaztasc745
    @cemilenaztasc745 Před rokem +2

    I love your videos so much and i am so happy i found you early . I can feel your channel is grow up so much . But can you add turkish translation.i love you. And i am your 686th subscriber🎉

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      Wow thanks for your love and support! I have 0 Turkish skills, but I will try find out if I can somehow add subtitles soon! Thanks for the idea :)

    • @cemilenaztasc745
      @cemilenaztasc745 Před rokem +1

      Thank you so much maybe you can use translation i am so happy because you reply me and sorry for my bad english . You are doing good and i want to be med student to so your videos is so god for my motivation.

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      @cemilenaztasc745 I'll look into translation thanks so much 🙏 and let's study together! Hope you achieve all your dreams :)

    • @cemilenaztasc745
      @cemilenaztasc745 Před rokem +1

      @@hyongie i forget to ask some thing as a med student what would you like to say to the future med student?

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      @cemilenaztasc745 Hmm that's a difficult question but I think what's important during med school is remembering why you are studying. To become a doctor? To help people? For your future well-being and wealth? For tour family? There isn't a specific answer to that question, but whatever the amswer is, I hope it helps you stay rooted and focused on your goals. Studying hectic amounts of work can be difficult when you've lost motivation!

  • @thiya4627
    @thiya4627 Před rokem +1

    since you are in second year, is it actually your fourth year if we include the early two years?

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      Yes, 4th year of med school, 6th year of university, including premed! So it's supposed to be my final year this year!

  • @juliasowik4466
    @juliasowik4466 Před 11 měsíci +1

    I also had the worst breakdown of my life in May 2022...

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před 11 měsíci

      Ahh, hope you’re okay now..🥺

  • @user-tb1yc4cb8d
    @user-tb1yc4cb8d Před rokem +1

    안녕하세요 오늘 처음 봤는데 유튭 분위기가 너무 좋아요 ㅠ ❤ 언니 영어 발음 되게 멋지신데 혹시 어느 나라 엑센트인지 알 수 있을까용?

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      감사합니다 ㅎㅎ 악센트는 남아공 악센트에요!

    • @user-tb1yc4cb8d
      @user-tb1yc4cb8d Před rokem

      @@hyongie 오 신기하네용 ㅎㅎ 남아공 살다가 오신고에요?

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      @@user-tb1yc4cb8d 네 고등학교 거기서 나왔어용

  • @IqraInam31
    @IqraInam31 Před rokem

    New here ☺️♥️

  • @kossamasom4252
    @kossamasom4252 Před rokem

    Hello unnie! May I ask you some questions? Do SNU teach English in Medicine?

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +2

      Hi! SNUMED teaches in Korean, but since many medical terms are English, our ppts and textbooks are partly in English! But I would say it’s near impossible to study here without a Korean basis, since all lectures and group discussions, as well as examinations are conducted in Korean!

  • @yewonee_0616
    @yewonee_0616 Před rokem +5

    한우국밥 저랑도 먹어주실래요? 이상한 아지매가 데이뚜 신청합니다😊

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +2

      ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ아지매 침착하세요

  • @Arissasaffiya.19
    @Arissasaffiya.19 Před rokem +1

    annyeong hyongie unnie! I hope you're doing great just now.honestly,you're so brave for making those decision
    btw,I'm from malaysia and I would like to entered SNU med school in the future as well🙈but someone told me that i have to be an expert in korean language to study there.
    is it true that they teach all med student in korean language like💯?
    I hope you'll notice me🤗
    (excuse my broken english too😂)

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      Thank you so much ☺️ It is true that everything is taught it Korean, but the bigger problem is that almost all the patients and doctors in Korea are Korean, so in order to communicate with each other you need to be absolutely fluent- there isn’t enough time and people to translate for you in the hospital you know what I mean?? So yeah… you need to be an expert at Korean.. :( Hope this helps!

    • @Arissasaffiya.19
      @Arissasaffiya.19 Před rokem

      @@hyongie I get it just now.thanks for explaining🥰🥰

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      @@Arissasaffiya.19 Sure thing :)

  • @lsm198548
    @lsm198548 Před rokem +1

    선생님. 1년 늦었다고 생각하지 말고 1년 잠깐 세상의 경험을 하고 다음학년으로 넘어간다고 생각하세요. 하실수 있습니다.

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      너무 좋은 말씀이네요 ❤ 감사합니다 좋은 경험 많이 할게요!!

  • @yewonee_0616
    @yewonee_0616 Před rokem +4

    치티 식당 조으네요~ 저랑도 가주실래요?

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +2

      어머 당연하죠 이정도 팬서비스 쯤이야 🤗

  • @declantzeng898
    @declantzeng898 Před 11 měsíci

    小姐姐好漂亮哦

  • @user-dh3nf8rt1o
    @user-dh3nf8rt1o Před rokem +1

    다음 영상 언제 올라와요?

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      앗,, 조금만 기다려주세요ㅜㅜ 아직 미숙한 꼬꼬마 유투바라서 영상 만드는데 오래 걸리네요 ㅠㅠ 호흡기 블럭 동안 열심히 찍어서 올려볼게요!

    • @user-dh3nf8rt1o
      @user-dh3nf8rt1o Před rokem +2

      @@hyongie 네, 힘내요!

  • @Eliza-be4sf
    @Eliza-be4sf Před rokem +2

    hieee I'm willing to study medicine in korea and specially in SNU, can you please answer some of my questions it will be easier for me make a better decision

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      Hey sure, dm me and we can have a chat xx

    • @Eliza-be4sf
      @Eliza-be4sf Před rokem

      @@hyongie thank you so much

    • @user-it3fu8dd6g
      @user-it3fu8dd6g Před 14 dny

      ​@hyongie Hi, i also i want to study medicine in South korea.
      It's my dream since i was in 9th grade. Plz help me also

    • @Eliza-be4sf
      @Eliza-be4sf Před 14 dny

      @@user-it3fu8dd6g same bro but it totally depends on your korean skills... I'm not going to korea anymore for studying cause..
      1. the pressure is insane.
      2. language barriers, Watching k-drama, listening to k-pop and knowing how to communicate in a language is a different thing and studying in that language is a whole different thing, that too medicine where you have to memorize soo much and there are soo many medical terminology, so i would suggest you to study medicine in English so that if you ever want to move to any country like USA, UK, Canada, Australia..you can easily do so...
      3. Russia and Italy is a good option and if you are rich or can afford to take a student loan the without thinking go to UK

  • @mygoodluckcharmismyface1887

    I have a question, I want to apply to MBBS in SNU too as a foreigner. Can I or can I not? If I can, can you please take out some time and help me Id be REALLY grateful :>

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      Hi, our med school is not a graduate course, so you apply for surgery after internship,, I'm not sure how things go in your country.. but although I'm sure you can apply, I assume your Korean has to be fluent in order to be a doctor in Korea. So if your Korean isn't fluent, I'm not sure I can say you have a good chance...Because Korea is a single-cultured country unlike Ameria or anywhere else. So becuase everyone speaks Korean, you will have to as well- there's not enough time or people to translate for you, if you know what I mean! That's why although there is an application process for foreigners, SNUMED hasn't accepted anyone non-Korean (all accepted foreigners are Koreans with overseas citizenship)

    • @mygoodluckcharmismyface1887
      @mygoodluckcharmismyface1887 Před rokem

      @@hyongie So thats a no ;-;
      but but buuuttt if my korean is fluent, then i can apply, right? :D

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem

      @@mygoodluckcharmismyface1887 I'm sure you will be able to apply, but I honestly can't say there's a high chance of getting in...so good luck...i guess...?!

    • @mygoodluckcharmismyface1887
      @mygoodluckcharmismyface1887 Před rokem

      @@hyongie I see I see. Well thanks for replying sis :)

  • @g-129tabassumahmed5
    @g-129tabassumahmed5 Před rokem

    Is medicine taught in English or Korean? ❤❤❤

  • @tarsitanik7040
    @tarsitanik7040 Před rokem +1

    Selamat pagi mbaku kekasihku sayang dan ❤️❤️ c i n t a k u untukmu p a c a r k u di seberang sana.

  • @SWSWSWSW2003
    @SWSWSWSW2003 Před rokem +1

    Hyongie can you tell me your birth year... actually i am also going through that difficult phase of my life...i also gave up on a/ls (i would have passed it... but i give up on it) my teachers and parents cannot understand it... but after watching your your feelings are very similar to me...💜️💜️ I'm asking your birth date cause i feel like l'm so much behind in my life...

    • @hyongie
      @hyongie  Před rokem +1

      Hey, I’m living 2 years behind my original class (who are all in 4th year med) but it’s okay. Hard at times, but it’s okay. You’re gonna be okay too, don’t worry!
      PS, I’m a millennium baby ;)