Neon Genesis Evangelion OP (A Cruel Angel's Thesis) - Vincent's Violin Cover

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I posted this a while ago, but it got blocked... Please enjoy!
I watched this for the first time about a year ago, it is one of the best anime I've seen. I have yet to watch the movies though.
Last year I decided to drop out of college because I felt like I was wasting my life away. I felt like I was doing something just to do it, and not because I actually wanted to. And the reason I stayed in it for so long was because I didn't know what else I should've been doing. I finally made the decision to drop out when my cousin said he could get me a job. And I actually really enjoyed it. I planned to work there all year, but a global pandemic cut that short.. I didn't want to go back to marketing so I decided to apply for another school. I have fairly low self esteem and was pretty ashamed of where I was in life.
I wrote a paper back in high school on "it doesn't matter what university you go to" but a part of me still felt like I was worth less if I were to go to a "less prestigious school". So when I got accepted into a more well known institution, I was pretty excited and to be honest, it was a big ego and confidence boost because it was something my friends, family and even people I met for the first time were congratulating me for.
But after two months, I found myself going back into the same state of hating what I was doing. I thought I was supposed be happy doing something that was going to make me financially able. But I just saw misery in my future. So this time around I learned to drop out sooner. I've been questioning whether I quit when things get too hard or is it simply because I don't like what I am doing. Am I lazy? or do I simply not want to do things that I find unnecessary. I'm not really sure to be honest. Things are hard and I know they're supposed be, but I haven't seen the point in doing those said hard things. I've been going to school for no real good reason besides everyone telling me that it will be worth it in the end. Thinking about it over the last few years, I think I've concluded that I won't be able to get what I desire from going to school.
I said in the beginning that there is nothing that I really want to do, but I've been building on something that I've been working on since high school (not violin). And I think I have built on it enough to the point where I think it can lead to something. But we shall see.

[@souldeathjaxxen1568]

nice man nice

[@krzycki9688]

Quite interesting, I can see that hard work was put in this, keep going

[@skllbk]

Yeaaah so cool, I'm listening from France, thanks for sharing!

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[@MalakMalak-mr8hn]

I liked the vibrato
Nice prestations