MY PATREON!!!!: patreon.com/acommunistdude business email: adudebusiness@gmail.com video title suggestions: forms.gle/e69SnwDozvWqZRPA8 if y'all wanna support me: venmo: @some_guy_named_peyton no pressure!!!
I say this because I’ve met so many people (most with ocd) who will find someone aesthetically pleasing and then assume that means they’re attracted to them, and immediately become disgusted with themselves because the person is too young, related to them, etc. You can just think someone looks cool. Doesn’t mean you’re into them. They just look cool.
yep! for example I think cappuccino Cookie has a really nice-looking design but I'm not sexually attracted to him :] I do have a fictional crush on him but that's as far as it goes for me ! - 🍊
This is 100% how I know I'm demi. It's so confusing to have gender envy and aesthetic attraction mix together and make this weird concoction of attraction that isn't sexual or romantic in the slightest-
shoutout to ppl who have the "incorrect" reaction to things like gore, crime, death... you're not broken! as long as you're being respectful and not hurting yourself/others dont let anyone tell you you're wrong
7:45 "I'm not a feminist. I can actually cook." In what universe is cooking a non-feminist-only skill? I'm a feminist, and I'm pretty darn good at cooking if I do say so myself. I bake all my own bread, I make my own chicken stock, I can make candy like fudge, I can make puddings from scratch. I can take pretty much any food that's about to go bad in my kitchen and turn it into a tasty meal. I'm guessing that most non-feminist men aren't good cooks. I don't need a woman to cook for me- I'm an independent man, I can do my own domestic tasks! Why would a non-feminist think feminists can't cook?
exactly! adding onto this, cooking for yourself is an important part of being self-sufficient, and being able to support yourself is part of feminism (for both men and women). it's an important skill to have if you're able to learn :3
I still struggle with cooking but I’m learning and doing my best. But when I was it’s my ex who also couldn’t cook I was the one who people shamed, asking how I’d gone so long without cooking, how I didn’t know how to use an oven, making fun that I die without my mum since I couldn’t cook. My ex at tough, no one said a word to him because “he had time to learn” or “his wife would do it” (that was his grandparents) that’s when it dawned on both me and him how different people treated us based on our gender. We broke up but still remain friends, he helped me be better and solve my toxic traits and vice versa for him.
9:42 I was spanked. It didn’t teach me anything except to clench my butt when I got in trouble. Parents, please, talk to your kids instead of physically punishing them
I was spanked as well. it didn't really do anything except scare me out of crossing my irrational fears and standing up for myself, despite my mum's intentions
In elementary school, I was pinned to the floor by my principal for having meltdowns. It didn't teach me how to regulate my emotions better. It only taught me that my principal will occasionally commit acts of physical violence. It probably also contributed to my self-hatred.
With the amount of yelling and hitting in my home I have nerve damage and an excruciatingly overactive nervous system that makes going anywhere makes me spend all my spoons
I always had this sentiment that i would feed the homeless and pick up litter in public when I got older. Like i was kinda confused why people wouldnt pick up trash or give money to homeless people and i wished to do it so bad but I was to little do to anything. This feels so neurodivergent coded of me, I wanted to help others so bad but my parents didnt and I was too young. I still feel that way. Im going to make good on that when I can.
the thing about finding community especially as a leftist is that you don’t know how other people think or feel about your view points. i’m always hesitant to share thoughts or opinions even around people i’m close to because idk if they’ll agree. its hard to find other people who feels the same way about certain topics as me especially if those topics are things people don’t want to talk about like communism
yeah, I'm not too loudmouthed about my beliefs for this reason. there is a science, or maybe more accurately an art, to radicalizing people and my ability to perform it has been poisoned by the fact that I basically grew up online, where everyone is their worst self 9 times out of 10
yeah, same. a lot of my friends are very liberal and just.. don't really care about things as much. they support cringe culture (they're literally part of the "bring bullying back" thing), they look at me sideways any time i bring up socialism or anarchism, and they look down on a lot of my interests. i still enjoy being around em cause i've known them for years and we have a pretty tight-knit friend group but i've taken to avoiding the subject of politics whenever it comes up. building community is hard :/
I feel your pain. I was completely excluded in high school because people assumed what my opinions were and instead of talking to me to change my mind or even check if they were right, just decided to make me their black sheep. After that experience I'm still having trouble connecting to people, I feel like any tiny thing I do could suddenly reveal to them that I was supposed to be isolated and punished all along, and then they'll leave. I know someone has to go first with expressing opinions or that likeminded people will never find each other, but it's so terrifying for both practical concerns and my prior experience.
Mythology/Anthropology special interest time! The english word "dwarf" originates in proto-german "dwergaz" and later old norse "dvergar" Scholars cant really agree on what the word originally means but it actually has nothing to do with height or stature. Dwarves as mythical being first show up in norse/germanic mythology, and they dont get much of a detailed description of how they look - if they are big or small, human looking - its not even 100% clear if they have a physical body. Chances are they were seen as invisible, spiritual creatures in old norse/germanic religion. Im struggling to refind my sources on this, but I remember reading somewhere that the germanic feminine for dwergaz, "dyrgja", is somewhat translateable as "hole/opening in the ground, hole in a mountain or a hill/mound. Several names of dwarves in norse mythology also seems vaugely related to death the dead. The depiction of dwarves as specifically human looking and abnormally short is a later thing that came with fairytales and fantasy.
that's sick holy hell!! the only thing i know about dwarves is that tokien's original publisher wanted to call them "dwarfs" but he refused. singlehandedly saved the fantasy community imo big shoutout to john ronald reuel
My parents expect me to trust them and tell them about my symptoms but they've given me every reason not to. I've forgiven them so many times and i don't think i can anymore
@@Deneriax MAKE THEM NORMAL. MAKE THEM NOT CRONUS. Do you realise how many alterhuman *coded* characters there are in homestuck that just... arent? Nepeta is catkin idgaf she woudlve been THE BEST REPRESENTATION. WOULDVE. BUT NOOO WE GET UGLY ASS FISHBOY
@@8randnewcityreal 😭😭😭 I am totally catkin fr fr 😼😼 also karkat is definitely alterhuman in some way!!! Vriska is spider kin to me and nobody will take that away from me
4:05 PLEASE DO NOT BUY A BINDER OF AMAZON!! its very important to get a well made binder, otherwise it can really damage your body. it might be more expensive but it definitely cheaper then medical care. stay safe
@@Luna-LovegoodI got mine off of gc2b Edit: I’ve heard some bad stuff about the quality of their binders nowadays though, so I would recommend looking somewhere else. You can probably search up what has quality binders
ive cleaned the floor of my room and swept! this is such a big step for me because i find it hard to keep my room clean and i really want to paint my walls but i have to keep the floor clean for that. next i have to clean off my desk and work table!
shout-out to people who are "bad at" or know nothing about their special interests/hyperfixations! I hyperfixated on the coffin of Andy and leyley after my friend explained the plot to me once. Never played it. Never watched a video of it. Can't name more than two characters. My longest running special interest is zelda and i have never beaten any of the games on my own
@@ArloPoltergeist LMAO? See i wouldn't even know that. The hyperfixation was literally just sending gifs of ashley to my friends over and over it was so wild
this is me lol like i watch videos but never play the games. i sustain myself purely through fanfic >:) wish i got hyperfixated on more sciency things and actually had the motivation to read about and research them aaaaaaaa
me who has a special interest for hypnosis watching a video on autism, gender, and how terfs weaponize autism to be transphobic and then seeing a small section mentioning how some hypnotists are complaining about how difficult their autistic subjects are to hypnotize: (cant remember what the video was called, sorry if anyone was curious at all)
Currently hyperfixating on eridan despite not knowing anything about his character because he’s silly from the little bit I’ve seen and that’s all I need
13:39 Okay, the thing about Greek life is that as a black person I would not join one as a lot of them are either not inclusive or are racist. I cant just "go to a sorority/fraternities" as a lot of them do not accept POC or we feel like they dont want us/theyre going to be racist because they have no POC in their sororities/fraternities. A lot of them also just flat out dont accept black people or alienate us while we're there. I get the sentiment but its not that I just "dont want community" its that these spaces are unwelcoming in the first place.
i agree with you completely, but i don't think the creator was arguing that leftists should join churches or sororities/fraternities. there are completely valid reasons for not wanting to participate in them (i literally wouldn't be caught dead in a frat house), but the problem arises when people don't create alternatives that are safe for POC, queer people, disabled people, etc. they were saying that we need to create new spaces to replace the ones we've distanced ourselves from :3
That sort of racial insecurity can make you miss out on a lot of opportunity though. I worry what people will assume of me because of my race, and I've opted out of activities/groups solely out of that uncertainty. I'm trying to face that fear more and break the mold when I can now, it's hard but I have to hope it will better me and those that come after me.
@namipatroski It can, but it's not like it has no merit. I'd rather miss out on Greek life (I've never even been interested in it) and go have a more accepting form of community, like DND or a club of some sorts, than go somewhere where I have a higher chance of being discriminated. I don't think it's worth it for me at least.
@@namipatroski racial insecurity is different from wanting to protect yourself! there are community spaces where assumptions can turn violent very quickly, and for some people it's just.. not an option to be there. it takes bravery to go out of your comfort zone, though, and congrats for doing that :) /gen
TW: vent; derealization but also like does anyone else have this :,)) - So uh basically ive been struggling alot with system denial recently. And like i know everyone is here and real but i have a hard time seeing myself specifically as a separate being. It feels like i am just constantly a fracture and only am a real person when someone is fronting with me. I dont know who i am when im alone. I cant leave front i barely can see innerworld. Im always seeing through the bodies eyes never being able to leave. I dont feel real when its just me. And then when im with someone else i question if i am even a real person still but in a different way. Only being able to exist when connected to someone else. It isnt even connected to one person its in general. Any 1 person can be fronting and the same thing happens. I wish it would stop. I wish i could feel like a separate being and see innerworld and leave and be able to feel separate. -Koi
Hey @AwkwardCat23 ! Honestly, reading your comment felt kind of mindblowing because it perfectly describes what I‘ve been feeling since.. almost forever (or as far as my memory reaches). I know it‘s a late response but still, since this is the first time of hearing someone having the same/similar experience, I wanted to also let you know that you aren‘t alone with this. :) I always just felt like a bystander, watching and sometimes moving or making a few decisions here and there but otherwise I don‘t even know who I am nor if my interests are even my interests or if I even have an actual personality apart from those which co-front with me. Like I am just.. the body, I guess. Nothing more. Just a little puzzle peace to complete someone else‘s. Thanks for sharing your experience!!! I hope that (if you go to therapy or smth) it all works out and that life in general will work out for you and that you manage your system and that you can feel like your own person who should just as well be allowed to take breaks and have their own interests, motivations, life, etc
hi, its been a...very long time since ive updated, i hope everyones doing good. i have some big updates. about mental health: got into therapy, got taken out of it because our at the time undiagnosed (in the process of diagnosis currently) DID was a legal liability, saw a psychiatrist and got two diagnosis, and have to see a neurologist. hoping to get back into therapy soon. celebrated 1 year with my fiance, shes so perfect i love her more than anything. also celebrated a year with my queer platonic partner. got two foster siblings! grades are struggling a bit, i'm scared but im trying my best. cut my hair and finally got clothes i liked! turned 17 (?) going to spemnd the summer away at someone's house and doing online college courses. got my early graduation forms signed. self care has finally become part of my routine. made some new friends. having my second respiratory infection within the span of a month... got some makeup! got a new bed! waking up in less pain now! found out my favourite music artist of all time supports palestine (also found out a childhood favourite is a zionist, sadly) overall, im struggling but life is finally looking up. im clean of my old coping mechanisms, im getting the help i need, and im less scared of the future. i hope everyone here is doing great.
Finally setting boundaries and putting my foot down in my relationship. Im realizing that I do not deserve the treatment I am receiving. Hopefully it goes well, if not I might have to end things for good. Though, I really hope that isn’t the outcome
@@namipatroski they’re a pretty aggressive person, but I didn’t find it to impact our relationship much until recently. We’ve had a lot of ups and downs these past few months, and I think it’s made them constantly on edge. I feel like I’m kind of walking on egg-shells around them. If I don’t react to something how they want me to, or if I don’t do something they expect of me immediately they’ll instantly blow up on me. Im always met with anger instead of having an actual conversation. They don’t really listen to how I feel and they get angry when I communicate things to them. Im not perfect, I mess up a lot. though I feel like my feelings are not met with the same amount of effort and understanding as I try to give them. It’s really hard for them to admit when they are wrong. I’ve talked to them about it multiple times, and how it affects me, but they really aren’t taking any steps to fix it. It hurts really, I only really want them to respect my feelings. I don’t want to be yelled at anymore
@@WxngedMoth While you should have set boundaries the second they started directing their aggression towards you, they should have never treated you that way in the first place. You can't teach empathy, and giving them an ultimatum will be a short term solution at best. I'm a random idiot on the internet with little to no context, but I say dump them and try to find a naturally healthy relationship.
@@namipatroski yeah, I was never good at setting these boundaries in the past, and now. I’m the sort of person who apologizes for everything, even when something isn’t my fault. And I think that only further validated their excessive anger when it came to arguments, I never expected them to say sorry. Thank you for listening to me rant about my relationship, even if you are a random person on the internet it helps :) I really have to evaluate now what I’m going to do
Next up from source is the herbs! This will be shorter because there’s only 3. Today’s herb is the depression plant! This is what is used to make the Depression Shot! It’s found in areas where people are depressed (public transportation and houses where depressed people live are the only ones shown in source). -Dr. Albright
@@namipatroski It isn’t stated how it’s made, but it cures happiness (sometimes people have too much happiness to where they can’t stop smiling -Dr. Albright
@@ArloPoltergeist going well! My voice has dropped, i think im gaining muscle, and ive got facial hair coming in better than before (i noticed it around the 7 week mark, but its definitely gotten fuller since then). And my personal favourite, the body hair is coming in THICK. Its wonderful. Hoping to get in contact with my nurses soon to look into getting me on a waitlist for surgeries i want, since if I have to wait a year on T for them anyway, I at least want to be waiting ON the list.
One thing that legitimately SHOCKS me is how many ppl do not have any clue about how bad covid was and is and how many ppl were affected. Like no the pandemic wasn’t just animal crossing, ppl being weird on tiktok and mask wearing it isn’t even over yet.
vent sometimes i feel like i have to pretend to have gender dysphoria for people to see me as valid. i understand non dysphoric trans people exist but its about species dysphoria. people dont even think its real. i have to (incorrectly) attribute wanting long hair or stuff about my genitals or wanting to wear makeup to gender dysphoria to be seen as valid and it's so tiring i want to live in a world where im taken seriously so bad
I think people aren't taking you seriously because "People are actually dying Kim" in the sense of when I think of trans issues or dysphoria issues, I think of how the average lifespan for a trans woman is 30yrs and how every day we are constantly fighting for medical rights to survive. I do think that other forms of dysphoria are valid but there's a time and especially place
@@ArtCollegeDropout She’s doing well! She’s trying to stay in the headspace by herself (or as others would call it, innerworld) but that could change -Nyx
Ranking the hyperfixations I’ve had in my life: Politicians: 2/10 I used to have a ridiculous amount of info on a lot of them but now it’s just boring DHMIS: 10/10 idk why but I feel like I relate to the whole vibe Monsters University: 1000/10 I watched this over and over again after my accident so it’s become a huge comfort movie to this day Dog Breeds: 5/10 it was cool while it lasted but now I don’t remember anything about them
OMG, SAME. my family has SOO much horrifying lore. [though talking about some of it kinda traumatises my friends-- so no family stories unless you know they're seriously messed up and are okay with it]
@@aaaa.non-battery same here, except it’s a complete mixed bag on my part! Tommy Douglas’ second in command in relation the healthcare and Cuthbert Grant are probably both related to me, there’s the weed school bus, and my grandparents dropping things people would get arrested for now
Bro finding really cool source content >>>>> i keep finding amazing animations and fanart they make me so happy having my sources as a special interest is so funny to me i am literally obsessed with myself lmao… its funny -Eris
4:40 I can't. I love Chappell roan. I can't hear one of her songs from one of my favourite 2023 pop albums being parodied with Minecraft lyrics. hilarious
I was in Bloomington, Indiana, today, and I saw some black helicopters flying towards the direction of the IU campus. Probably for some police-related bastartdry for the protests.
Im a yapper. I love yapping and the peeps who listen i love yall /p Anyone who reads my rants abt my ocs,hyperfixation hell even my own experineces i love you so much /p
I had a bunch of oc ideas and decided to combine them all into one world (basically where it’s the end of the world and they’re a bunch of different creatures from folklore)
i am really on a roll with these kin related comments today... the special interest is special interesting. this is ur reminder that alterhumanity is a form of queerness. yes, even if the being is cishet. (with caveats ofc. i just cant think of an example because ive never met a non queer alterhuman LOL)
I have a question from the video yesterday. I remember in the one of the videos yesterday was talking about how most leftists were pro-gun. I’ve grown up being very anti-gun my whole life and have never thought about it before since I was taught they were just dangerous tools of violence. And since I’m still in school there always a huge threat of schooling shootings. What does a world with everyone having a gun with self-defense look like? Would classes be available to learn how to use the gun? Would there be an age limit to owning a gun? Are there other things to help make gun practice safer? I was just feeling really conflicted about this point yesterday and couldn’t think of a scenario of what it would look like /gen.
Where I live everyone has guns, myself included, and shootings are extremely rare. Kids here are taught firearm safety from an early age. Children can’t own guns but they can legally shoot them under adult supervision. Felons cannot legally own firearms.
i didnt watch that video, but i know many leftists are pro-gun because they believe the people should have a right to defend themselves against a tyrannical government. i do think there should be a better vetting system in place for who is able to purchase a gun or not, and automatic weapons shouldnt be available for sale. honestly, i think white supremacy is a big part of the problem of gun violence in America as well, and something that should be addressed along with gun safety.
thought i had a headache from the storms. its a contact high. i hung out with coworkers and one of them (and their fiancée) was vaping. and i get to suffer the consequences of their choices.
Just checked my grade and got all A’s for last big assignments in my writing class! My professor wants me to try for a writer’s certificate (idk why i dont feel like a good writer i was just good at the journals because symbolism and media literacy are one of my special interests) but my two short stories got A’s
early today am I!!!1!1!1! good morning, evening, night, idk.. last time we left off we were on elves, more specifically minori ( that isn’t her actual name though ) now it’s time for, plants?????? I’m not a botanist and don’t know plant science, I am silly though .. There are BLUE ROSES,you heard that right ROSES that are BLUE. which cannot actually exist , because roses don’t have the right gene to have blue.. but I love them!! What is the significance of blue roses here? I, haven’t figured that out. But I love them. *..the protagonist would probably have a vase of one at the end to symbolize life, and how she can finally live her life happy.. and they’d show up sometimes in chapter-break art..* ( I am autistic about manga ideas ) They can also be used for tea, specific breeds of them that is,,like regular. ( only some roses are edibl ) I wanna drink blue rose tea.. ( I do )
9:42 Damn, I can't imagine being a kid and trusting adults to help. My parents weren't horribly abusive or anything, but they were not emotionally mature, and the other school officials usually perpetuated my bullying and ableism I faced, so they were not to be trusted.
questions for the algorithm: 1) favorite snack? 2) what’s the worst funko pop you’ve seen? 3) things that help with a sore throat? (this is just for me)
1) Idk. Maybe saltine crackers. 2) I also don't know. Not a funko hater but also not that into them. I own at least two. 3) Throat suckers! They only work as long as you suck them though. I tried looking online for what I'm thinking of, but closest thing is "kids throat soothing pops, cherry" it's the only thing I ever ise for sore throat.
1) walmart sugar cookies ,,, the ones that people have mixed opinions on ,,,,, they're scrumptious to us :3 2) . I'm not even sure lmao 3) COUGHDROPS. And if the pain is really bad some sort of general lozenge that can numb your throat along with cold water! but yeah coughdrops are a godsend for sore throats 🛐🛐🛐🛐 cannot recommend them any more. we use minty coughdrops but if you hate or can't have minty things go for ricola! they have really good flavors and their coughdrops are very effective :] All answered by Creamsicle Soda! 🍊 (hope your sore throat lets up soon !!)
// vomit mention hey hey I'm Creamsicle Soda (or Creamsicle, orange Creamsicle, cream) !! I formed last night as a fictive of my sona creamsicle :] I'm the 🍊 emoji and use they/he/berry/uma/fruit pronouns! fun fact we have a citrus allergy and can't have lemonade or else we begin to vomit a Lot! found that out the hard way when we were young . now we avoid lemony things cause like Hell if we wanna vomit for a night straight again. orange juice and sour candies are fine for us to have, they just make our stomach hurt in large amounts. pure lemons or oranges we haven't tried cause again we don't wanna vomit that much. but yeah just mentioned that cause I'm the holder of those memories Much To My Distaste! I'm dating the Freelance Husbands and I Look like the Journalist but I'm not, I actually confused myself for them when I formed ,,,, (sorry journey !!) my sona that I formed off of originated from a rage-induced meme we made called off-brand cereal.png which was made because someone insinuated that enjoying off-brand cereal in your childhood was bad and. I May have gotten a bit heated abt it ,, but then again can you really blame me though I'd rather have a bag of off-brand lucky charms than a box of strawberry milkshake flavored brand cereal that doesn't even taste like an artificial strawberry flavoring and I stand by that .
I added the vomit mention warning cause vomit in general is kinda gross and some ppl like us have emetophobia (fear of vomit or vomiting) and I wanna be considerate to others with emetophobia !! - 🍊
I’ve heard that things like Free Palestine and From the river to the sea are antisemetic/have their roots in antisemetism and Jewish eradication. I’ve seen those in the comments and know most people don’t mean it those ways. What are your thoughts on those phrases?
They aren't anti-semetic whatsoever. They are just pro-palenstine and thus anti-Zionist and a _lot_ of people conflate being Jewish with being a zionist. You can't have Judaism without zionism or whatever. Which is false.
Wishing everyone a splendid Sunday and hoping y’all are drinking water! I don’t usually get along with my dad that well but today while we were out for a drive we momentarily bonded over making fun of those cybertrucks looking like ps1 graphics :D
I don’t care if the creator has never said it’s canon their names are incredibly common in Okinawa, and the writing is the exact same!!1!!1 and two ( three? ) out of 6 names appear to ONLY be found in Okinawa, based on death records.
@@kurokura8379 I say “ Okinawan characters “ but I’m going based off head canon and last names. They’re all from my special interest,which is DRA. I did a bunch of research yesterday on their last names and discovered they are most likely okinawan! Kinjō Tsurugi, Taira Akane, Mekaru Rei, Iranami Satsuki, Uehara Kinji :3 ( context: none are officially confirmed as okinawan, but, Satsuki is implied to be. and everyone else’s last names are okinawan, more specifically Kinjō,Taira, and Mekaru. Uehara is debatable. )
Rei’s surname , from what I’ve gathered , is likely only found in Okinawa. As all the death records of people with the name, were born in Okinawa / Okinawan. Taira is ‘up for debate’ but as she’s not a Taira clan Taira, it’s more likely she’s okinawan. Taira is a common okinawan surname. Iranami is a name that is likely also only found in Okinawa, it’s a rare surname, and there’s not a lot of information on it. Kinjō, also read as Kaneshiro, is also an incredibly common surname. Most death records for Kinjō,were Okinawan people. Haven’t done research for Uehara yet, but, the last name is somewhat common in Okinawa.
@@majiwarusentosen omg i used to be obsessed with DRA and this is rekindling that obsession haha. this is really cool though, i love learning about etymology. thanks for sharing :D
hi comrades! hope you're all doing well! a little late today, because my evening walk with my little lovely doggo took longer than usually. anyway, what's something nice that happened this week? this may be something most people would consider small, may be something that happened to you, someone you know or in general, anything. :33
My significant other is going to join the Air Force. It’s going to be so hard not being able to hug them for months at a time. I will miss them dearly, but we plan to write each other letters and call each other whenever we can.
Man i forgot i made us lunch and it was sitting on the counter for 2 hours. And we claim to not have bad memory lmao deadass just. Gone didnt think we made lunch -Eris
Tw demanding Hey can you take care of yourself? Just do one small thing that will make yourself happy. And if you feel like you can do more, please stretch, drink some water, and eat something.
got to talk to our crk friend again !!!! They're gonna move in with their aunt next year and they'll babysit her kids like 3-4 times a week in a sort of job way in exchange for money and housing and we're very happy cause our frjendo has .awful parents that kept them locked up in the house and also is homeschooling them cause transphobic brainwashing stuff and all that. we are happy flr our friend though cause living with their aunt is most definitely gonna be better than living with. their parents. bht yeah :3 just wanted to share the friendo joy !!! - 🍊
our friend also has two siblings, 9yr old girl and 3yr old autistic boy who doesn't speak, and their parents don't yell in front of the baby but that's really the bare minimum, it's only our friend who gets that treatment but even then we're hoping their siblings can get out of that house eventually :(( - 🍊
Someone's mother saying "Haha you're not autistic, if you were I'd know :)" - then turning around and rearranging an entire Calico Critter Village where all the figurines have names and lore... that has got to be the funniest, yet most infuriating experience. Like, "Mother of mine, how can you not see the Autistic in me, when you cannot even see it in yourself?"
You could give yourself shaggy eye-in-face 2022 Gerard Way hair. Then a floral dress. It's fem _enough_ but also won't look perfectly fem so it'll look cool af. Wear black socks and black shoes. Maybe chained jewelry. A vampire ring. Maybe that helped.
You can find someone aesthetically attractive (“you’re nice to look at”) and not find them sexually attractive. They aren’t the same.
I say this because I’ve met so many people (most with ocd) who will find someone aesthetically pleasing and then assume that means they’re attracted to them, and immediately become disgusted with themselves because the person is too young, related to them, etc.
You can just think someone looks cool. Doesn’t mean you’re into them. They just look cool.
im a lesbian and i can say 'oh yeah *insert some dude* is really attractive' that doesnt mean i want to date him😭
Genuinely this is why it took so long to figure out I’m ace.
yep! for example I think cappuccino Cookie has a really nice-looking design but I'm not sexually attracted to him :] I do have a fictional crush on him but that's as far as it goes for me ! - 🍊
This is 100% how I know I'm demi. It's so confusing to have gender envy and aesthetic attraction mix together and make this weird concoction of attraction that isn't sexual or romantic in the slightest-
shoutout to ppl who have the "incorrect" reaction to things like gore, crime, death... you're not broken! as long as you're being respectful and not hurting yourself/others dont let anyone tell you you're wrong
thank you, as someone who loves all three of those things and is incredibly desensitized to them, I appreciate it..
True!
@@majiwarusentosenI’m sorry, you “love” them? I can understand being desensitised but saying you love it isn’t really I good look.
@@lyneys.limbo.. Don’t see a problem here, I’m just incredibly desensitized and those are topics that interest me.
@@majiwarusentosen the problem is that you think being infatuated with gore and crime is okay. get help/gen.
REMINDERS!!!
FREE PALESTINE AND FREE ALL OPPRESSED PEOPLE KEEP UPDATING YOURSELVES IN WHAT WAYS YOU CAN!!!
FREE EVERYONE!!
FREEDOM
Shout out to ATLA for being a genuinely amazing representation of spiritual multiplicity
can you send the timestamp so I can watch it again later,
Yeah
7:45 "I'm not a feminist. I can actually cook."
In what universe is cooking a non-feminist-only skill? I'm a feminist, and I'm pretty darn good at cooking if I do say so myself. I bake all my own bread, I make my own chicken stock, I can make candy like fudge, I can make puddings from scratch. I can take pretty much any food that's about to go bad in my kitchen and turn it into a tasty meal.
I'm guessing that most non-feminist men aren't good cooks. I don't need a woman to cook for me- I'm an independent man, I can do my own domestic tasks!
Why would a non-feminist think feminists can't cook?
exactly! adding onto this, cooking for yourself is an important part of being self-sufficient, and being able to support yourself is part of feminism (for both men and women). it's an important skill to have if you're able to learn :3
@@ImJustBen You're being awfully loud for someone who calls others "yapper". You sound like an angry Chihuahua. 🤷♂️
@@ImJustBen you sound like the fucking friendful visiter mate get off the internet
I still struggle with cooking but I’m learning and doing my best. But when I was it’s my ex who also couldn’t cook I was the one who people shamed, asking how I’d gone so long without cooking, how I didn’t know how to use an oven, making fun that I die without my mum since I couldn’t cook. My ex at tough, no one said a word to him because “he had time to learn” or “his wife would do it” (that was his grandparents) that’s when it dawned on both me and him how different people treated us based on our gender. We broke up but still remain friends, he helped me be better and solve my toxic traits and vice versa for him.
Wild how much we care for certain people here even though we literally don’t know y’all lmaooo. Community is wild.
Community is community is community, and I love it
real🔥 like if i dont see u on one of the comment sections i get like lowkey worried😭
Yeah it is, somehow a comment section has made us more comfortable than 99% of other communities we have been in.
This community is so nice to be in, everyone here is so amazing :D / gen
our suystem loves seeing your comments because you guys comment so much lol
9:42 I was spanked. It didn’t teach me anything except to clench my butt when I got in trouble. Parents, please, talk to your kids instead of physically punishing them
I was also spanked and I just stopped doing shit entirely. my sister simply got sneaky
I was spanked as well. it didn't really do anything except scare me out of crossing my irrational fears and standing up for myself, despite my mum's intentions
In elementary school, I was pinned to the floor by my principal for having meltdowns. It didn't teach me how to regulate my emotions better. It only taught me that my principal will occasionally commit acts of physical violence. It probably also contributed to my self-hatred.
I was also spanked and I just realized I have this reaction too.
With the amount of yelling and hitting in my home I have nerve damage and an excruciatingly overactive nervous system that makes going anywhere makes me spend all my spoons
“Wtf my power turned off and I thought Freddy fazbear found me” -My cousin
Bro i got too autism i overwhelmed myself 😿 special interest was special interesting too much lmao -Eris
Too much of a good thing is overstimulating. I feel this in my autistic bones
Yeahhh i was infodumping so much i forgot to feed us and then got overwhelmed by so much autism feelings i got too excited lmao
I always had this sentiment that i would feed the homeless and pick up litter in public when I got older. Like i was kinda confused why people wouldnt pick up trash or give money to homeless people and i wished to do it so bad but I was to little do to anything. This feels so neurodivergent coded of me, I wanted to help others so bad but my parents didnt and I was too young. I still feel that way. Im going to make good on that when I can.
Ngl kinda same
Same also I love your pfp
Same. Imma try using the extra money I get for charity or helping out others in some way
When the rest of the playlist isn’t that good but it has BRASS GOGGLES!!!!!!!!
@@ArloPoltergeist🫵🫵🫵
the thing about finding community especially as a leftist is that you don’t know how other people think or feel about your view points. i’m always hesitant to share thoughts or opinions even around people i’m close to because idk if they’ll agree. its hard to find other people who feels the same way about certain topics as me especially if those topics are things people don’t want to talk about like communism
yeah, I'm not too loudmouthed about my beliefs for this reason. there is a science, or maybe more accurately an art, to radicalizing people and my ability to perform it has been poisoned by the fact that I basically grew up online, where everyone is their worst self 9 times out of 10
yeah, same. a lot of my friends are very liberal and just.. don't really care about things as much. they support cringe culture (they're literally part of the "bring bullying back" thing), they look at me sideways any time i bring up socialism or anarchism, and they look down on a lot of my interests. i still enjoy being around em cause i've known them for years and we have a pretty tight-knit friend group but i've taken to avoiding the subject of politics whenever it comes up. building community is hard :/
I feel your pain. I was completely excluded in high school because people assumed what my opinions were and instead of talking to me to change my mind or even check if they were right, just decided to make me their black sheep. After that experience I'm still having trouble connecting to people, I feel like any tiny thing I do could suddenly reveal to them that I was supposed to be isolated and punished all along, and then they'll leave. I know someone has to go first with expressing opinions or that likeminded people will never find each other, but it's so terrifying for both practical concerns and my prior experience.
Mythology/Anthropology special interest time!
The english word "dwarf" originates in proto-german "dwergaz" and later old norse "dvergar"
Scholars cant really agree on what the word originally means but it actually has nothing to do with height or stature.
Dwarves as mythical being first show up in norse/germanic mythology, and they dont get much of a detailed description of how they look - if they are big or small, human looking - its not even 100% clear if they have a physical body.
Chances are they were seen as invisible, spiritual creatures in old norse/germanic religion.
Im struggling to refind my sources on this, but I remember reading somewhere that the germanic feminine for dwergaz, "dyrgja", is somewhat translateable as "hole/opening in the ground, hole in a mountain or a hill/mound.
Several names of dwarves in norse mythology also seems vaugely related to death the dead.
The depiction of dwarves as specifically human looking and abnormally short is a later thing that came with fairytales and fantasy.
that's sick holy hell!! the only thing i know about dwarves is that tokien's original publisher wanted to call them "dwarfs" but he refused. singlehandedly saved the fantasy community imo big shoutout to john ronald reuel
My parents expect me to trust them and tell them about my symptoms but they've given me every reason not to. I've forgiven them so many times and i don't think i can anymore
What are your symptoms?
@@namipatroski nice try, DAD /s
@@MoldyRainbowButter LOL got me, do your hw btw
me when there are canon alterhumans in homestuck but they're either played for laughs or grow out of it. Like. Come on hussie you were all we had 😭
@@Deneriax MAKE THEM NORMAL. MAKE THEM NOT CRONUS. Do you realise how many alterhuman *coded* characters there are in homestuck that just... arent? Nepeta is catkin idgaf she woudlve been THE BEST REPRESENTATION. WOULDVE. BUT NOOO WE GET UGLY ASS FISHBOY
@@Deneriax The author SUCKS AND IS BAD AT WRITING ME
@@8randnewcityreal 😭😭😭 I am totally catkin fr fr 😼😼 also karkat is definitely alterhuman in some way!!! Vriska is spider kin to me and nobody will take that away from me
@@Deneriax Be normal my god
@@just..the..cyllyz karkat is deitykin. to me. youll get it later
4:05 PLEASE DO NOT BUY A BINDER OF AMAZON!! its very important to get a well made binder, otherwise it can really damage your body. it might be more expensive but it definitely cheaper then medical care. stay safe
where are we supposed to buy them then? /gen
@@Luna-LovegoodI got mine off of gc2b
Edit: I’ve heard some bad stuff about the quality of their binders nowadays though, so I would recommend looking somewhere else. You can probably search up what has quality binders
i like how they say "woman bra" it helps for some teens with abusive or conservative parents get a binder without getting caught! :)
@@Luna-Lovegood shops that specialise in binders. i bought mine from spectrum outfitters
@@angelsspend yeah, but you should still not buy them from Amazon, binders can really hurt you if you dont get a well made one.
ive cleaned the floor of my room and swept! this is such a big step for me because i find it hard to keep my room clean and i really want to paint my walls but i have to keep the floor clean for that. next i have to clean off my desk and work table!
shout-out to people who are "bad at" or know nothing about their special interests/hyperfixations! I hyperfixated on the coffin of Andy and leyley after my friend explained the plot to me once. Never played it. Never watched a video of it. Can't name more than two characters. My longest running special interest is zelda and i have never beaten any of the games on my own
@@ArloPoltergeist LMAO? See i wouldn't even know that. The hyperfixation was literally just sending gifs of ashley to my friends over and over it was so wild
i hyperfixated on lemon bread two days ago the hyperfixation ended when my lusus went to the store and bought some@@ArloPoltergeist
this is me lol
like i watch videos but never play the games. i sustain myself purely through fanfic >:)
wish i got hyperfixated on more sciency things and actually had the motivation to read about and research them aaaaaaaa
me who has a special interest for hypnosis watching a video on autism, gender, and how terfs weaponize autism to be transphobic and then seeing a small section mentioning how some hypnotists are complaining about how difficult their autistic subjects are to hypnotize:
(cant remember what the video was called, sorry if anyone was curious at all)
Currently hyperfixating on eridan despite not knowing anything about his character because he’s silly from the little bit I’ve seen and that’s all I need
13:39 Okay, the thing about Greek life is that as a black person I would not join one as a lot of them are either not inclusive or are racist. I cant just "go to a sorority/fraternities" as a lot of them do not accept POC or we feel like they dont want us/theyre going to be racist because they have no POC in their sororities/fraternities. A lot of them also just flat out dont accept black people or alienate us while we're there. I get the sentiment but its not that I just "dont want community" its that these spaces are unwelcoming in the first place.
i agree with you completely, but i don't think the creator was arguing that leftists should join churches or sororities/fraternities. there are completely valid reasons for not wanting to participate in them (i literally wouldn't be caught dead in a frat house), but the problem arises when people don't create alternatives that are safe for POC, queer people, disabled people, etc. they were saying that we need to create new spaces to replace the ones we've distanced ourselves from :3
That sort of racial insecurity can make you miss out on a lot of opportunity though. I worry what people will assume of me because of my race, and I've opted out of activities/groups solely out of that uncertainty. I'm trying to face that fear more and break the mold when I can now, it's hard but I have to hope it will better me and those that come after me.
@namipatroski It can, but it's not like it has no merit. I'd rather miss out on Greek life (I've never even been interested in it) and go have a more accepting form of community, like DND or a club of some sorts, than go somewhere where I have a higher chance of being discriminated. I don't think it's worth it for me at least.
@@namipatroski racial insecurity is different from wanting to protect yourself! there are community spaces where assumptions can turn violent very quickly, and for some people it's just.. not an option to be there. it takes bravery to go out of your comfort zone, though, and congrats for doing that :) /gen
TW: vent; derealization but also like does anyone else have this :,))
-
So uh basically ive been struggling alot with system denial recently. And like i know everyone is here and real but i have a hard time seeing myself specifically as a separate being. It feels like i am just constantly a fracture and only am a real person when someone is fronting with me. I dont know who i am when im alone. I cant leave front i barely can see innerworld. Im always seeing through the bodies eyes never being able to leave. I dont feel real when its just me. And then when im with someone else i question if i am even a real person still but in a different way. Only being able to exist when connected to someone else. It isnt even connected to one person its in general. Any 1 person can be fronting and the same thing happens. I wish it would stop. I wish i could feel like a separate being and see innerworld and leave and be able to feel separate. -Koi
I’m never fronting alone (unless showering, it feels weird to have others with me, prolly dysphoria reasoning) but I also cannot leave :’) -Nyx
Hey @AwkwardCat23 !
Honestly, reading your comment felt kind of mindblowing because it perfectly describes what I‘ve been feeling since.. almost forever (or as far as my memory reaches). I know it‘s a late response but still, since this is the first time of hearing someone having the same/similar experience, I wanted to also let you know that you aren‘t alone with this. :)
I always just felt like a bystander, watching and sometimes moving or making a few decisions here and there but otherwise I don‘t even know who I am nor if my interests are even my interests or if I even have an actual personality apart from those which co-front with me. Like I am just.. the body, I guess. Nothing more. Just a little puzzle peace to complete someone else‘s.
Thanks for sharing your experience!!!
I hope that (if you go to therapy or smth) it all works out and that life in general will work out for you and that you manage your system and that you can feel like your own person who should just as well be allowed to take breaks and have their own interests, motivations, life, etc
hi, its been a...very long time since ive updated, i hope everyones doing good. i have some big updates.
about mental health: got into therapy, got taken out of it because our at the time undiagnosed (in the process of diagnosis currently) DID was a legal liability, saw a psychiatrist and got two diagnosis, and have to see a neurologist. hoping to get back into therapy soon.
celebrated 1 year with my fiance, shes so perfect i love her more than anything. also celebrated a year with my queer platonic partner.
got two foster siblings!
grades are struggling a bit, i'm scared but im trying my best.
cut my hair and finally got clothes i liked!
turned 17 (?)
going to spemnd the summer away at someone's house and doing online college courses.
got my early graduation forms signed.
self care has finally become part of my routine.
made some new friends.
having my second respiratory infection within the span of a month...
got some makeup!
got a new bed! waking up in less pain now!
found out my favourite music artist of all time supports palestine (also found out a childhood favourite is a zionist, sadly)
overall, im struggling but life is finally looking up. im clean of my old coping mechanisms, im getting the help i need, and im less scared of the future. i hope everyone here is doing great.
oh! also went to prom, it was super fun! glad i went.
Most of that sounds amazing!!!! Happy for ya -Eris
@@AwkwardCat23 thank u! for the mopst part it is, things r looking up :3
hi!
hope you'll be able to get therapy soon!
ohhh, congrats on your anniversaries with your fiance and queer-platonic partner! that's awesome!
That's so great!! I love seeing people talk about the positive things in their lives in this comments section, it makes my day so much better :D
Finally setting boundaries and putting my foot down in my relationship. Im realizing that I do not deserve the treatment I am receiving. Hopefully it goes well, if not I might have to end things for good. Though, I really hope that isn’t the outcome
How are they treating you?
@@namipatroski they’re a pretty aggressive person, but I didn’t find it to impact our relationship much until recently. We’ve had a lot of ups and downs these past few months, and I think it’s made them constantly on edge. I feel like I’m kind of walking on egg-shells around them. If I don’t react to something how they want me to, or if I don’t do something they expect of me immediately they’ll instantly blow up on me. Im always met with anger instead of having an actual conversation. They don’t really listen to how I feel and they get angry when I communicate things to them. Im not perfect, I mess up a lot. though I feel like my feelings are not met with the same amount of effort and understanding as I try to give them. It’s really hard for them to admit when they are wrong. I’ve talked to them about it multiple times, and how it affects me, but they really aren’t taking any steps to fix it. It hurts really, I only really want them to respect my feelings. I don’t want to be yelled at anymore
@@WxngedMoth While you should have set boundaries the second they started directing their aggression towards you, they should have never treated you that way in the first place. You can't teach empathy, and giving them an ultimatum will be a short term solution at best. I'm a random idiot on the internet with little to no context, but I say dump them and try to find a naturally healthy relationship.
@@namipatroski yeah, I was never good at setting these boundaries in the past, and now. I’m the sort of person who apologizes for everything, even when something isn’t my fault. And I think that only further validated their excessive anger when it came to arguments, I never expected them to say sorry. Thank you for listening to me rant about my relationship, even if you are a random person on the internet it helps :) I really have to evaluate now what I’m going to do
hey all. headache. waiting for medicine to kick in -Nyx
hi, hope you feel better soon!
fictionkin vent
That sounds awful (hug) I hope you can get help
Next up from source is the herbs! This will be shorter because there’s only 3. Today’s herb is the depression plant! This is what is used to make the Depression Shot! It’s found in areas where people are depressed (public transportation and houses where depressed people live are the only ones shown in source). -Dr. Albright
Do you make a tea out of the herb, make edibles, or smoke it? Also does the depression herb cure depression or give it?
@@namipatroski It isn’t stated how it’s made, but it cures happiness (sometimes people have too much happiness to where they can’t stop smiling -Dr. Albright
Hey lads i straight up didnt notice that i hit 4 months on testosterone A WEEK AGO. Uh. Ya boy is 4 months and a week (or 18 and a half weeks) on T!
@@ArloPoltergeist going well! My voice has dropped, i think im gaining muscle, and ive got facial hair coming in better than before (i noticed it around the 7 week mark, but its definitely gotten fuller since then). And my personal favourite, the body hair is coming in THICK. Its wonderful.
Hoping to get in contact with my nurses soon to look into getting me on a waitlist for surgeries i want, since if I have to wait a year on T for them anyway, I at least want to be waiting ON the list.
@@ArloPoltergeist thank you ^^
One thing that legitimately SHOCKS me is how many ppl do not have any clue about how bad covid was and is and how many ppl were affected. Like no the pandemic wasn’t just animal crossing, ppl being weird on tiktok and mask wearing it isn’t even over yet.
I love making shitty aus for things. peak humour is putting any piece of media in Manitoba
Irl friend of mine who still goes to high school told me that a white kid is dropping the N word in all her friend's dms... yikes
Attended a Palestine march today :)
Finally cleaned some of my room and moved my laptop to an actually good place for it to stay!! ^^
congrats!
vent
sometimes i feel like i have to pretend to have gender dysphoria for people to see me as valid. i understand non dysphoric trans people exist but its about species dysphoria. people dont even think its real. i have to (incorrectly) attribute wanting long hair or stuff about my genitals or wanting to wear makeup to gender dysphoria to be seen as valid and it's so tiring i want to live in a world where im taken seriously so bad
some people forget that dysphoria isn’t the only aspect of being trans. euphoria is also a big part of it. every trans person is different
@@yourbonesareminenowi don't feel gender euphoria either btw. i think you missed the point of this comment /nm
@@ArloPoltergeist yeah that
you a furry? /srs
I think people aren't taking you seriously because "People are actually dying Kim" in the sense of when I think of trans issues or dysphoria issues, I think of how the average lifespan for a trans woman is 30yrs and how every day we are constantly fighting for medical rights to survive. I do think that other forms of dysphoria are valid but there's a time and especially place
Hey everyone! We have a new alter who came out of dormancy! Her name is Fluttershy and she uses She/Her pronouns! -Morris
ooo thats cool! similar situation here, though he was kinda pushed back subconsciously. -mayashi
That’s great, hope she’s doing well -Rose
@@ArtCollegeDropout She’s doing well! She’s trying to stay in the headspace by herself (or as others would call it, innerworld) but that could change -Nyx
yo that’s awesome
hell yeah! :D
Me when the Other Specified Dissociative Disorder does the Other Specified Dissociative Disorder things
(More people)
(Help)
-Callie
Ranking the hyperfixations I’ve had in my life:
Politicians: 2/10 I used to have a ridiculous amount of info on a lot of them but now it’s just boring
DHMIS: 10/10 idk why but I feel like I relate to the whole vibe
Monsters University: 1000/10 I watched this over and over again after my accident so it’s become a huge comfort movie to this day
Dog Breeds: 5/10 it was cool while it lasted but now I don’t remember anything about them
i’ve been trying to draw more diverse people cause i have a bit of same face syndrome. what’s some traits i should try to include?
Heterochromia.
Pointed ears and acne scars !! - 🍊
Face rashes! also dimples, attached vs detached earlobes, and types of heterochromia other than complete
Blindness/partial blindness and facial scars
Different nose shapes! And maybe cleft chins too
Don’t know if anyone noticed in my bio but, i now use Xe/xem and Bug/Bugs pronouns aside from they/them and he/him :3
Yooo thats amazing!!! -Eris
cool pronouns! :3 /gen
Cool pronouns
I love finding out horrifying family lore
My favourite piece of family lore has to be the weed school bus
my family lore is so boring... i gotta get all the family lore from my gf
OMG, SAME.
my family has SOO much horrifying lore.
[though talking about some of it kinda traumatises my friends--
so no family stories unless you know they're seriously messed up and are okay with it]
@@aaaa.non-battery same here, except it’s a complete mixed bag on my part! Tommy Douglas’ second in command in relation the healthcare and Cuthbert Grant are probably both related to me, there’s the weed school bus, and my grandparents dropping things people would get arrested for now
@@8randnewcity ill share mine with you
waiting until headache is over to work on the Beltane altar. We also have to work on a project but that’s almost over so yippee :) -Nyx
Haiiii everyone! Im not feeling the best, but yknow we're slaying through it
hiii! :3
hope you feel better soon! :3
Made Kandi with friends today, it was fun :3 -vik
Bro finding really cool source content >>>>> i keep finding amazing animations and fanart they make me so happy having my sources as a special interest is so funny to me i am literally obsessed with myself lmao… its funny -Eris
FREE FREE PALESTINE!
4:40 I can't. I love Chappell roan. I can't hear one of her songs from one of my favourite 2023 pop albums being parodied with Minecraft lyrics. hilarious
leftist tiktoks that are piratey
I was in Bloomington, Indiana, today, and I saw some black helicopters flying towards the direction of the IU campus. Probably for some police-related bastartdry for the protests.
OMG the Elon Musk as a SIM is so good!!
hey guys im back from my nap!!
take care of yourselves comrades. if that means relying on others that’s valid. everyone has different needs
Im a yapper. I love yapping and the peeps who listen i love yall /p Anyone who reads my rants abt my ocs,hyperfixation hell even my own experineces i love you so much /p
To any of the listeners please reply i want to know yall
Yap nation rise up 🙌🏾
i like reading your comments! you seem cool :3
i like reading ur comments!!
@@aaaa.non-battery you seem like a cool peep too!!
I had a bunch of oc ideas and decided to combine them all into one world (basically where it’s the end of the world and they’re a bunch of different creatures from folklore)
Omg I did something similar, it’s always so cool because then two OCs turn out to fit perfectly together and you’re like 😮😮😮
@@lovelovelovelovelove616FOR REAL
Made a new Tumblr acc yesterday, I already have 2 new moots :D -vik
1:34 oh hey she has a CZcams channel too /info -Nyx
i am really on a roll with these kin related comments today... the special interest is special interesting. this is ur reminder that alterhumanity is a form of queerness. yes, even if the being is cishet. (with caveats ofc. i just cant think of an example because ive never met a non queer alterhuman LOL)
had my friends stay over and had a great time :) how’s ur guys days going?
Eridan angst is my favorite angst
I’m starting to let my friends know I’m a raging class of 09 fan and it’s amazing
omg same!!! i haven’t acc met anyone who is a fan of class of 09
7:58 "What the f*ck Richard."
I have a question from the video yesterday. I remember in the one of the videos yesterday was talking about how most leftists were pro-gun. I’ve grown up being very anti-gun my whole life and have never thought about it before since I was taught they were just dangerous tools of violence. And since I’m still in school there always a huge threat of schooling shootings. What does a world with everyone having a gun with self-defense look like? Would classes be available to learn how to use the gun? Would there be an age limit to owning a gun? Are there other things to help make gun practice safer? I was just feeling really conflicted about this point yesterday and couldn’t think of a scenario of what it would look like /gen.
Where I live everyone has guns, myself included, and shootings are extremely rare. Kids here are taught firearm safety from an early age. Children can’t own guns but they can legally shoot them under adult supervision. Felons cannot legally own firearms.
same. i can understand the reasoning behind it to a point but it seems weirdly contradictory with a lot of other leftist ideals
i didnt watch that video, but i know many leftists are pro-gun because they believe the people should have a right to defend themselves against a tyrannical government. i do think there should be a better vetting system in place for who is able to purchase a gun or not, and automatic weapons shouldnt be available for sale. honestly, i think white supremacy is a big part of the problem of gun violence in America as well, and something that should be addressed along with gun safety.
thought i had a headache from the storms. its a contact high. i hung out with coworkers and one of them (and their fiancée) was vaping. and i get to suffer the consequences of their choices.
Just checked my grade and got all A’s for last big assignments in my writing class! My professor wants me to try for a writer’s certificate (idk why i dont feel like a good writer i was just good at the journals because symbolism and media literacy are one of my special interests) but my two short stories got A’s
I feel weird today
early today am I!!!1!1!1!
good morning, evening, night, idk..
last time we left off we were on elves, more specifically minori ( that isn’t her actual name though )
now it’s time for, plants??????
I’m not a botanist and don’t know plant science, I am silly though ..
There are BLUE ROSES,you heard that right ROSES that are BLUE.
which cannot actually exist , because roses don’t have the right gene to have blue..
but I love them!!
What is the significance of blue roses here?
I, haven’t figured that out. But I love them.
*..the protagonist would probably have a vase of one at the end to symbolize life, and how she can finally live her life happy.. and they’d show up sometimes in chapter-break art..* ( I am autistic about manga ideas )
They can also be used for tea, specific breeds of them that is,,like regular. ( only some roses are edibl )
I wanna drink blue rose tea.. ( I do )
that took me 14 minutes to type out 😋
Free Myanmar, the website Myanmar now has a lot of good information on the military takeover/ethnic cleansing. It also is frequently updated.
i’m soo tired. gonna take a nap. see you guys later
9:42 Damn, I can't imagine being a kid and trusting adults to help. My parents weren't horribly abusive or anything, but they were not emotionally mature, and the other school officials usually perpetuated my bullying and ableism I faced, so they were not to be trusted.
The one around 7:00 is so real, My grandpa on my mom's side had a Coca-Cola collection and it was suuuuuper neurotypical (/s)
Buying another binder!! Im hoping I like this one more than my current ones :))
do you know any good places to buy binders? i don’t have any
questions for the algorithm:
1) favorite snack?
2) what’s the worst funko pop you’ve seen?
3) things that help with a sore throat? (this is just for me)
1) Idk. Maybe saltine crackers.
2) I also don't know. Not a funko hater but also not that into them. I own at least two.
3) Throat suckers! They only work as long as you suck them though. I tried looking online for what I'm thinking of, but closest thing is "kids throat soothing pops, cherry" it's the only thing I ever ise for sore throat.
1) walmart sugar cookies ,,, the ones that people have mixed opinions on ,,,,, they're scrumptious to us :3
2) . I'm not even sure lmao
3) COUGHDROPS. And if the pain is really bad some sort of general lozenge that can numb your throat along with cold water! but yeah coughdrops are a godsend for sore throats 🛐🛐🛐🛐 cannot recommend them any more. we use minty coughdrops but if you hate or can't have minty things go for ricola! they have really good flavors and their coughdrops are very effective :]
All answered by Creamsicle Soda! 🍊 (hope your sore throat lets up soon !!)
My comment deleted. :,(
For sore throats, I always use kids throat pops. They don't work long after they're finished, but they're good!
1. lemon bread or chocolate yogurt
2. the kirby one...
3. no clue sorry ::::( mines sore too actually
1: raspberries :3
2: don’t really know
3: lemon mint tea!!!
// vomit mention
hey hey I'm Creamsicle Soda (or Creamsicle, orange Creamsicle, cream) !! I formed last night as a fictive of my sona creamsicle :] I'm the 🍊 emoji and use they/he/berry/uma/fruit pronouns! fun fact we have a citrus allergy and can't have lemonade or else we begin to vomit a Lot! found that out the hard way when we were young . now we avoid lemony things cause like Hell if we wanna vomit for a night straight again. orange juice and sour candies are fine for us to have, they just make our stomach hurt in large amounts. pure lemons or oranges we haven't tried cause again we don't wanna vomit that much. but yeah just mentioned that cause I'm the holder of those memories Much To My Distaste! I'm dating the Freelance Husbands and I Look like the Journalist but I'm not, I actually confused myself for them when I formed ,,,, (sorry journey !!) my sona that I formed off of originated from a rage-induced meme we made called off-brand cereal.png which was made because someone insinuated that enjoying off-brand cereal in your childhood was bad and. I May have gotten a bit heated abt it ,, but then again can you really blame me though I'd rather have a bag of off-brand lucky charms than a box of strawberry milkshake flavored brand cereal that doesn't even taste like an artificial strawberry flavoring and I stand by that .
I added the vomit mention warning cause vomit in general is kinda gross and some ppl like us have emetophobia (fear of vomit or vomiting) and I wanna be considerate to others with emetophobia !! - 🍊
i’m going to make a stuffed animal for my neighbors this has inspired me
I’ve heard that things like Free Palestine and From the river to the sea are antisemetic/have their roots in antisemetism and Jewish eradication. I’ve seen those in the comments and know most people don’t mean it those ways. What are your thoughts on those phrases?
They aren't anti-semetic whatsoever. They are just pro-palenstine and thus anti-Zionist and a _lot_ of people conflate being Jewish with being a zionist. You can't have Judaism without zionism or whatever. Which is false.
Fellas, is it antisemitic to not like genocide and colonialism?
I wanna have a queer minecraft club.
i watched shameless today. now im like not okay😁
yeah that show is heavy
homestuck au where it’s literally just Hamilton but with the trolls. Like they are role playing Hamilton. I think they would be Fun To Write.
we would.
@@8randnewcityI (when I say I I mean Nepeta) would be Thomas Jefferson or Lafayette because I said so and it would be fun
@@just..the..cyllyz i dont know who the characters in hamliton are but are there pirates i think there should be pirates and i should be one of tjem
@@8randnewcitythere isn’t any pirates :((((
3:26 my favorite video on the internet
I see why. It's hilarious.
random japanese word of the day: "はいゆう", which is "haiyuu" meaning "actor"
example sentence: "はいゆうはほんとにいゆめいな。"
(the actor is really famous)
Wishing everyone a splendid Sunday and hoping y’all are drinking water! I don’t usually get along with my dad that well but today while we were out for a drive we momentarily bonded over making fun of those cybertrucks looking like ps1 graphics :D
I love okinawan characters
I don’t care if the creator has never said it’s canon their names are incredibly common in Okinawa, and the writing is the exact same!!1!!1
and two ( three? ) out of 6 names appear to ONLY be found in Okinawa, based on death records.
what are some okinawan characters you like? 😲
@@kurokura8379 I say “ Okinawan characters “ but I’m going based off head canon and last names.
They’re all from my special interest,which is DRA. I did a bunch of research yesterday on their last names and discovered they are most likely okinawan!
Kinjō Tsurugi, Taira Akane, Mekaru Rei, Iranami Satsuki, Uehara Kinji :3
( context: none are officially confirmed as okinawan, but, Satsuki is implied to be. and everyone else’s last names are okinawan, more specifically Kinjō,Taira, and Mekaru. Uehara is debatable. )
Rei’s surname , from what I’ve gathered , is likely only found in Okinawa. As all the death records of people with the name, were born in Okinawa / Okinawan.
Taira is ‘up for debate’ but as she’s not a Taira clan Taira, it’s more likely she’s okinawan. Taira is a common okinawan surname.
Iranami is a name that is likely also only found in Okinawa, it’s a rare surname, and there’s not a lot of information on it.
Kinjō, also read as Kaneshiro, is also an incredibly common surname. Most death records for Kinjō,were Okinawan people.
Haven’t done research for Uehara yet, but, the last name is somewhat common in Okinawa.
@@majiwarusentosen omg i used to be obsessed with DRA and this is rekindling that obsession haha. this is really cool though, i love learning about etymology. thanks for sharing :D
flomby plomby
domby lomby
mlomby dlomby
hi comrades! hope you're all doing well!
a little late today, because my evening walk with my little lovely doggo took longer than usually.
anyway, what's something nice that happened this week? this may be something most people would consider small, may be something that happened to you, someone you know or in general, anything. :33
I infodumped about my source and watched a 1 hour long video about source and it was super fun -Eris
me and my sister played a whole route of undertale yellow yesterday :3
finished sewing a pocket onto a pair of shorts! it took a couple days and multiple video essays but i'm proud of it :3
Bro i wanna have a Minecraft monday that sounds cool as hell -Eris
My significant other is going to join the Air Force. It’s going to be so hard not being able to hug them for months at a time. I will miss them dearly, but we plan to write each other letters and call each other whenever we can.
Money (like feeling as tho it’s the only way out cuz college just isn’t an option), patriotism, etc
@@Deneriax the military is a necessity, and without people in it it cannot exist.
Man i forgot i made us lunch and it was sitting on the counter for 2 hours. And we claim to not have bad memory lmao deadass just. Gone didnt think we made lunch -Eris
WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE CZcamsR OTHER THAN A DUDE?
Bc dude is amazing
NOAHFINNCE!1!1!1
@@amokiwithmarshclamsoup SAME OMG
Miniminuteman
bluebiscuits for art stuff :3
@@Cabin7_official yayayayYayayyy!!
❤️🫶🍉🇵🇸
from the river to the sea! 🇵🇸
🍉🍉
what up chat im theo he/him how are yall today
im feeling he/him today too /lhj
I’m doing good. It’s rainy outside which is good cuz I like the cold. -rose
@@ArloPoltergeist im feelin swag today
Is your pfp an edited Madeline?
@@unebaguette9745 its a redraw edited to be me :3
4:47 that sounds so fun!! I wish i could do that
Does anyone have any alternatives to chewing gum? I wanna stim with my mouth but apparently it's a single use plastic :'0 -vik
chewelry, silicone straws...i cant think of anything else with a similar texture
Those fruity tootsie rolls are yummy.
You can get one of those chew stim necklaces!!
honeycomb gum is probably a thing
i use rubber bands sometimes!
Tw demanding Hey can you take care of yourself? Just do one small thing that will make yourself happy. And if you feel like you can do more, please stretch, drink some water, and eat something.
Dang I’m late I’ve been working on a project for class
Dont think i ever said this but i make clay bead bracelets. I need some ideas or themes for some new ones so please give me some!!
if youre not entophobic then base some off of bugs! and if you are maybe try fish or birds? animals come in very interesting and beautiful colors
@@8randnewcity You just reminded me of the moth bracelet i was planning on making
rambling to fight the, feel free to ramble in the replies :)
feeling some type of way. very vague. idk man i just go here 👍
Mitski fans, where you at?
hi 👋🏻
hai
What’s the link to the anti plastic petition?
got to talk to our crk friend again !!!! They're gonna move in with their aunt next year and they'll babysit her kids like 3-4 times a week in a sort of job way in exchange for money and housing and we're very happy cause our frjendo has .awful parents that kept them locked up in the house and also is homeschooling them cause transphobic brainwashing stuff and all that. we are happy flr our friend though cause living with their aunt is most definitely gonna be better than living with. their parents. bht yeah :3 just wanted to share the friendo joy !!! - 🍊
our friend also has two siblings, 9yr old girl and 3yr old autistic boy who doesn't speak, and their parents don't yell in front of the baby but that's really the bare minimum, it's only our friend who gets that treatment but even then we're hoping their siblings can get out of that house eventually :(( - 🍊
Someone's mother saying "Haha you're not autistic, if you were I'd know :)"
- then turning around and rearranging an entire Calico Critter Village where all the figurines have names and lore... that has got to be the funniest, yet most infuriating experience.
Like, "Mother of mine, how can you not see the Autistic in me, when you cannot even see it in yourself?"
Hi chat omg I need ideas to meet my partners parents I have to dress fem non goth and be their bf how do I not get horribly dysphoric
I am trans masc non binary lol I dress masc I was saying I have to be introduced as their gf lol
You could give yourself shaggy eye-in-face 2022 Gerard Way hair. Then a floral dress. It's fem _enough_ but also won't look perfectly fem so it'll look cool af. Wear black socks and black shoes. Maybe chained jewelry. A vampire ring.
Maybe that helped.
Ok I have an idea- bell bottoms pants. At least for me they’re wide enough to not strangle my legs yet still come off as feminine
:0
the headache still isn’t over. why. -Nyx
OMG PLSSS minecraft mondays looks so FUNN😭😭