As a paranoid schizophrenic person I always fear watching your videos, but they are awfully calming and a nice welcoming experience to just airing what's gone through my own head.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy.
@@demsticks4771 you are so right. So right. I'm glad there's someone else on here saying what I am. People don't believe it until they actually experience it. That was my situation, and you feel like you sound like a nut telling people this, i use to think people saying this were just nuts, until my eyes were opened. Never give up. What might be accessible for young people on CZcams is Daniel Adams, his channel is called the Supernatural Life, he's a millinneal and I literally got delivered by watching him pray over other people on here. Once I realized it was real I started doing all the other things you listed, learning the Bible, praying, repenting, forgiving.. in order to keep it away. It's hard to explain it to anyone, they have to see for themselves. Unfortunately, people tend to just write it off without being open minded enough to just check it out and see for themselves. If they did, they would see it's real, Jesus is real, demons are real. I did and I was a hard science skeptic. Shocked me, let me tell you! Changed my life for the better!
Thank you for opening up about your hallucinations. I have to work on myself on opening myself up more in CZcams about it. I find you very brave Jacob. I have Schizophrenia too. Let's work together with this group mentally and spiritually.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy.
My hallucinations are mainly auditory in the form of primarily one voice. But one time in treatment when they were tapering me off of Risperidone and onto Seroquel, I saw this figure quickly open the door, enter the room, and close it, it happened so quickly the door just slightly jolted open and it slid in like a flash in front of the door. It had wooden stilts for legs, a pinkish body, a long white neck, and a painted on face/mask for a face. I let out a an audible "what the hell" and it just continued to look at me from across the room until night staff opened the door to check on me after I had spoken. I also saw a nurse walk into my room, walk up to me. Once she got close I was frozen in place and she repeated the line "I'm leaving what I take home, I'm leaving what I take home". and she vanished. turns out I wasn't the first one to hallucinate that same nurse. Allegedly she had helped other patients through the shit they were going through. A member of staff straight up told me the treatment center was haunted. Those were my only two times "hallucinating" figures. I stopped having visual hallucinations after they moved me to It's also worth noting that my doctor is unsure if my psychosis is cannabis induced or schizophrenia. I've had voices for almost a year now. Although I'm gaining more power over them. My auditory hallucinations are very convincing and behave like actual people. As I said primarily just one that torments me and comments on every thought I have, especially ones it disagrees with. It's even called me a liberal before in a demeaning tone so I suppose it has political opinions of it's own. It reminded me that I was wasting water in the shower, that was actually helpful. It behaves like your stereotypical gaslighter and abuser. They can even make my muscles twitch, one time I thought something that upset the voices and a tear shed down my eye. One time in the psych ward I drank coffee that was too hot and the voices exclaimed "THAT HURT US!". While it is mainly one voice it occasionally talks to other voices. Also initially it would refer to itself as a we and behaved almost like a hivemind of multiple of the same voice with very similar personality traits. for awhile the voice/s really liked to say "HUH!?" after every sentence in a really sassy manner and sometimes still do, some examples being "STILL THINK YOUR SICK HUH!?, STILL THINK WE'RE NOT REAL HUH!?". The voices claim they are people like me, so I tell them to email me and they simply say they either don't want to because they don't trust me or that they/it simply don't have an email account. They've also claimed they don't have a phone before when I tried to get them to text/call me to prove they were real. Prior to being hospitalized I saw a vision of cop car driving down my street, followed by a vision of hospital doors opening, and finally a vision of what sort of looked like the interior of the psych ward I would end up in. Keep in mind I had no clue my family had called 911 to have me 5150'ed.
Very interesting comment. Do you ever try to communicate back? If so what happenes. I really believe spirits ect are real. I'm not saying that is what you're dealing with, however, that is why I mentioned seeking a Medium..a real reputable Medium that would clearly understand the struggle with this. I had met with one once several years ago. I do believe they may be able to help in some way. Maybe to help ease the paranoia part. Years ago many institutions so they say were/are haunted, I believe they were or still are by lost souls, some angry, some evil for whatever they may have endured many years ago w/no proper help or care. Anyone back then who experienced these type of things were considered crazy or possessed ect and just medicated and sedated the patients.Some were or many I should say were treated terribly. Do you have an email address I can write to you? I'd like to write more to you on more of a personal level than on here in the comments or perhaps make a new one if you would rather not give out your address you use regularly. I'd really like to talk to you more.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy. One time when I was on a 5 day fast and I listened to the psalms Bible and on my knees praying I could feel some of the demons getting burned it felt like hot hot hot holy fire. There Demons Satan knows he lied to the world that demons aren’t real. Rebuke them in Jesus name with faith and watch there reaction. Also at the mental institution I was there for some days I could see these spirits randomly hop in the staff member and they would mock me for noticing them I thought I was crazy until I recorded 3 videos and I caught them demons moving my shirt on camera!
Don Kynos, I don't think you're crazy, and you may actually be experiencing something that's real, but please be careful about mediums. I believe she (the other poster) means well and is a compassionate, caring person, but I went through some bad stuff due to my openness to mediums. They can tell you real stuff that's true, but they are not from the cleanest source. They are not from God and they deceive (not that I think the other poster is trying to deceive, not at all, it the spirits that deceive). Check out Daniel Adam's channel, he's a young minister. People tell the same experiences like you described and he helps them get free of it, and it's easy. He helped me. I didn't believe any of it was real, but I found out otherwise. I hope you find relief and everything good that you deserve.
I love this channel so much. Broadening my perspective on dealing with serious mental illness and looking into how others as you experience this. Super interesting raw, uncut style and content, what a gem. 🖤
Been subbed since almost the beginning and you’ve come a long way man. Glad you’re doing well. I get not wanting to watch old videos. I hate hearing my own voice also.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy.
Dude I just watched a video from years ago and it’s night and day. Your affect is so expansive and bright. I’m so happy to see you doing good and still making these videos.
I once hallucinated two phantom beings floating around my bedroom. They flowed like water and slowly "danced" around each other in the air. I also was at the train station at 4:30 am and there were hundreds of people standing around in the parking lot. Kids we're playing soccer in the field next to the train station. Literally hundreds and hundreds of people just standing. That was a really strange one haha. I have bipolar 1 w/ psychotic features btw
So I just stumbled upon your channel and I wanted to say I really appreciate your honesty in telling us your experiences. I'm sure it's not an easy process for you to retell these events. Newly subscribed! 🥰
I used to be(and in some ways still am) very interested in peoples hallucinations. I love exploring the potential meaning behind them, if any- I've always been interested in my dreams and other peoples dreams. Thank you for sharing about all of your personal experiences with Schizophrenia.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy.
This made me remember I saw things when I was younger too. I’d see a whole line of ghosts they looked like blue and white glowing people walking into my house through the windows… I told my mom and sister they just brushed it off said I was just very tired…
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy. One time when I was on a 5 day fast and I listened to the psalms Bible and on my knees praying I could feel some of the demons getting burned it felt like hot hot hot holy fire. There Demons Satan knows he lied to the world that demons aren’t real. Rebuke them in Jesus name with faith and watch there reaction. Also at the mental institution I was there for some days I could see these spirits randomly hop in the staff member and they would mock me for noticing them I thought I was crazy until I recorded 3 videos and I caught them demons moving my shirt on camera!
@@demsticks4771 Until you know the fear of God you would be fooling yourself to call yourself a teacher. You got to learn before you can teach because the blind can't lead the blind anywhere meaningful. Proverbs 9:10
@@AaronCross760 I’ve been working on it it’s getting better everyday the demons will be gone soon im going to a deliverance minister to cast it out and im learning to control the gift everyday when I really focus I can feel peoples spirits!
Your a Hero for Schizophrenics man you should do a collab with LivingWellWithSchizophrenia if possible I am sure she will be more then happy to connect with one of the Originals that started the Schizophrenia Vlogging, but good for you keep it up brother.
Idk but i dont get psychosis really anymore but i hear voices 24/7 im always hallucinating//: but this delta stuff makes me not care about it and im not getting too high its nice like half a one a nibble of the chew and im good 👍 not saying its for everyone but its nice
Do you ever get muscle twitches connected to voices? I've had twitches before meds and still have them and they happen when my voices are mad or upset. I can tell it's them making me twitch. Onetime I upset the voices and ended up shedding a tear as if I was crying for the voices. Sometimes they'd comment on the quality of the food I ate. When I drank coffee that was too hot in the psych hospital they commented on how it hurt them. My psychosis might be different as cannabis was the trigger for me. Been almost a year of having psychosis. Still don't know if it's schizophrenia or drug induced. Mine is definitely more on the mild side all things considered. I've only had visuals when tapering off of risperidone and I saw a figure with a long neck, painted on face, wooden stilts for legs, and it appeared to be wearing some sort of pink dress. Other visual I had was nurse walking into my room in treatment, saying "I'm leaving what I take home, I'm leaving what I take home" and vanishing. That one might've been a ghost though. Apparently the treatment center was haunted and I wasn't the first to see that nurse.
Before the ring came out I believe or maybe around that time, I was in my friends basement. He was playing pro skater on ps1 and I was just watching him,. I looked to my left for a second, there was a husband pillow next to me and I saw a teenaged girl (I was 10 I believe) that looked like the girl from the ring a little. White dress, graphic scars all over her body, hands in lap, white night gown, pale skin, black hair, just staring right at me. Only saw a glimpse. And when I was a kid I also saw shadow figures but I wonder if we'd describe them the same? Mine were humanoid blobs of darkness-I used to call them "the black people". They would all start from a unique position, slowly walk towards me and anytime I would blink they'd start from the top- and do it all again. One night I was really sick and two were standing over my bed like they were my parents watching me or something. I saw a carbon copy of my moms face peeking out over the refrigerator- she was in the same room but at the table. When I called to her, the face's mouth moved up and down like a puppet. I don't believe I have Schizophrenia, I had a very vivid imagination growing up- and I've experienced paranoia but it's just a whole other story. Either way, our brains are overreacting on some level and our subconscious brings it to life it seems. We're our own worst enemies because we know exactly what would scare us.
@@shadykrogerus1196 I drank a bunch of my brothers mushroom tea he had in the closet...I cried for no reason and I started watching Sanford and son..I had to turn it off because fred Sanford looked like a gorilla and I got scared..lol
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy. One time when I was on a 5 day fast and I listened to the psalms Bible and on my knees praying I could feel some of the demons getting burned it felt like hot hot hot holy fire. There Demons Satan knows he lied to the world that demons aren’t real. Rebuke them in Jesus name with faith and watch there reaction. Also at the mental institution I was there for some days I could see these spirits randomly hop in the staff member and they would mock me for noticing them I thought I was crazy until I recorded 3 videos and I caught them demons moving my shirt on camera!
Pls excuse me but i think you don't halucinate always. I am not diagnosed with anything and i saw shadow figures, little humans as a child and later. Maybe they are interdimensional beings?
Watching horror movies is not the smartest idea in your case. Even I had hard time sleeping for a week or so after watching Paranormal Activity. Yeah, that's funny - I camp in the woods sometimes and once I watched a vid on youtube, 10 scary things caught on camera while camping. "Chills" channel. Only one story got me. Dude who slept in a tent and saw someone outside. It was on "tape" I think. Such an alien figure. Chills said that they found the vid but he disappeared but that it could be a fake video and story. Nevermind, my next trip didnt go well. The fear of being watched, just thinking about killing the being all the time with my axe and how much better would a machette be. Sweaty eyes. I had to go home. It was overhelming. My weirdest, most vivid hallucination however was at time I used a lot of herbs for lucid dreaming. Weak MAO inhibitors, tea, Tribulus, Vervain, Cannabis, siberian Ginseng and stuff like that along with brainwave entrainment. Isochronic, binaural, theta waves, delta waves... Messed up mixtures. So I had these ultra fast wake-ups couple of times when I switched from REM sleep (bad, weird) dream state right into fully awake jumping up alertness. When this happened I'd see large insect like that from movie King Kong or an episode of Star Gate SG-1 when they found a machine that shifted them into a parallel reality where similar insect was. Big ugly black centipede or two on walls and trying to hide into my bed. The endogenous dream chemical turned it into open eye visuals for couple of seconds. It freaked me out. I couldnt sleep in my bed even after careful inspection, insecticide, salt and vacuum cleaning 😀
Bro just watch the "making of" of the ring. Maby it helps a little bit. Ghost dosnt exist outside. This happens all in ur head. Greetings from switzerland i hope u will by better. Much love
My cousin have the same proplems, and he won't listen, hopefully you will. Jesus is your savior! Tell them to leave in the name of Jesus and sage your home regularly
You really should check out the Supernatural Life channel (Christian ministery). You're not the only one experiencing these things. They talk about some of the same things, but have a different explanation, and people get relief, true relief. You might be shocked how much the similarities are. I would love to see you free of this oppressive stuff. That would be so cool. You don't deserve to suffer like this.
Indigo children are described as highly accomplished, deeply spiritual, and gifted with psychic abilities, as with most paranormal experiences, that may be mistaken as hallucinations. Have you ever tried going to a medium? You're such a handsome, good looking guy and you seem so very kind, I wish you the very best.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy. One time when I was on a 5 day fast and I listened to the psalms Bible and on my knees praying I could feel some of the demons getting burned it felt like hot hot hot holy fire. There Demons Satan knows he lied to the world that demons aren’t real. Rebuke them in Jesus name with faith and watch there reaction. Also at the mental institution I was there for some days I could see these spirits randomly hop in the staff member and they would mock me for noticing them I thought I was crazy until I recorded 3 videos and I caught them demons moving my shirt on camera!
Mediums are, well, I don't want to offend anyone, that's not my intention, but please learn more about what they are from a source other than themselves. Daniel Adams tells it like it is and I hope you can be free of any deceiving spirits. I'm speaking from some hard experience.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy.
Yes. I suspected they were at least partly caused by demons. A lot if commenters here are 100% describing demons. Would like to help them get free of it, but people won't even look into it. Daniel Adams (channel on CZcams) has an amazing and anointed ministry and saved me, a complete skeptic who was really oppressed by these nasty things.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy. One time when I was on a 5 day fast and I listened to the psalms Bible and on my knees praying I could feel some of the demons getting burned it felt like hot hot hot holy fire. There Demons Satan knows he lied to the world that demons aren’t real. Rebuke them in Jesus name with faith and watch there reaction. Also at the mental institution I was there for some days I could see these spirits randomly hop in the staff member and they would mock me for noticing them I thought I was crazy until I recorded 3 videos and I caught them demons moving my shirt on camera!
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gr8 entry. this kind of thing is poorly understood: but at the same time, ppl are drawn to it. i find. -JC
you know, a lot of the philosophers claim to remember childhood visions and memories. many of them remember birth. -JC
your channel has been very helpful for me personally
As a paranoid schizophrenic person I always fear watching your videos, but they are awfully calming and a nice welcoming experience to just airing what's gone through my own head.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy.
Call me this week I’m going to wake you up man
@@demsticks4771 you are so right. So right. I'm glad there's someone else on here saying what I am. People don't believe it until they actually experience it. That was my situation, and you feel like you sound like a nut telling people this, i use to think people saying this were just nuts, until my eyes were opened. Never give up.
What might be accessible for young people on CZcams is Daniel Adams, his channel is called the Supernatural Life, he's a millinneal and I literally got delivered by watching him pray over other people on here. Once I realized it was real I started doing all the other things you listed, learning the Bible, praying, repenting, forgiving.. in order to keep it away. It's hard to explain it to anyone, they have to see for themselves. Unfortunately, people tend to just write it off without being open minded enough to just check it out and see for themselves. If they did, they would see it's real, Jesus is real, demons are real. I did and I was a hard science skeptic. Shocked me, let me tell you! Changed my life for the better!
@@La.Summer praise be god glory glory
@@La.Summernot every mental illness has to do with a demon. Some people are just actually mentally ill.
Thank you for opening up about your hallucinations. I have to work on myself on opening myself up more in CZcams about it. I find you very brave Jacob. I have Schizophrenia too. Let's work together with this group mentally and spiritually.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy.
Call me this week I’m going to wake up your world
My hallucinations are mainly auditory in the form of primarily one voice. But one time in treatment when they were tapering me off of Risperidone and onto Seroquel, I saw this figure quickly open the door, enter the room, and close it, it happened so quickly the door just slightly jolted open and it slid in like a flash in front of the door. It had wooden stilts for legs, a pinkish body, a long white neck, and a painted on face/mask for a face. I let out a an audible "what the hell" and it just continued to look at me from across the room until night staff opened the door to check on me after I had spoken. I also saw a nurse walk into my room, walk up to me. Once she got close I was frozen in place and she repeated the line "I'm leaving what I take home, I'm leaving what I take home". and she vanished.
turns out I wasn't the first one to hallucinate that same nurse. Allegedly she had helped other patients through the shit they were going through. A member of staff straight up told me the treatment center was haunted. Those were my only two times "hallucinating" figures. I stopped having visual hallucinations after they moved me to
It's also worth noting that my doctor is unsure if my psychosis is cannabis induced or schizophrenia. I've had voices for almost a year now. Although I'm gaining more power over them. My auditory hallucinations are very convincing and behave like actual people. As I said primarily just one that torments me and comments on every thought I have, especially ones it disagrees with. It's even called me a liberal before in a demeaning tone so I suppose it has political opinions of it's own. It reminded me that I was wasting water in the shower, that was actually helpful. It behaves like your stereotypical gaslighter and abuser.
They can even make my muscles twitch, one time I thought something that upset the voices and a tear shed down my eye. One time in the psych ward I drank coffee that was too hot and the voices exclaimed "THAT HURT US!". While it is mainly one voice it occasionally talks to other voices. Also initially it would refer to itself as a we and behaved almost like a hivemind of multiple of the same voice with very similar personality traits.
for awhile the voice/s really liked to say "HUH!?" after every sentence in a really sassy manner and sometimes still do, some examples being "STILL THINK YOUR SICK HUH!?, STILL THINK WE'RE NOT REAL HUH!?". The voices claim they are people like me, so I tell them to email me and they simply say they either don't want to because they don't trust me or that they/it simply don't have an email account. They've also claimed they don't have a phone before when I tried to get them to text/call me to prove they were real.
Prior to being hospitalized I saw a vision of cop car driving down my street, followed by a vision of hospital doors opening, and finally a vision of what sort of looked like the interior of the psych ward I would end up in. Keep in mind I had no clue my family had called 911 to have me 5150'ed.
Very interesting comment. Do you ever try to communicate back? If so what happenes. I really believe spirits ect are real. I'm not saying that is what you're dealing with, however, that is why I mentioned seeking a Medium..a real reputable Medium that would clearly understand the struggle with this. I had met with one once several years ago. I do believe they may be able to help in some way. Maybe to help ease the paranoia part. Years ago many institutions so they say were/are haunted, I believe they were or still are by lost souls, some angry, some evil for whatever they may have endured many years ago w/no proper help or care. Anyone back then who experienced these type of things were considered crazy or possessed ect and just medicated and sedated the patients.Some were or many I should say were treated terribly. Do you have an email address I can write to you? I'd like to write more to you on more of a personal level than on here in the comments or perhaps make a new one if you would rather not give out your address you use regularly. I'd really like to talk to you more.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy. One time when I was on a 5 day fast and I listened to the psalms Bible and on my knees praying I could feel some of the demons getting burned it felt like hot hot hot holy fire. There Demons Satan knows he lied to the world that demons aren’t real. Rebuke them in Jesus name with faith and watch there reaction. Also at the mental institution I was there for some days I could see these spirits randomly hop in the staff member and they would mock me for noticing them I thought I was crazy until I recorded 3 videos and I caught them demons moving my shirt on camera!
Don Kynos, I don't think you're crazy, and you may actually be experiencing something that's real, but please be careful about mediums. I believe she (the other poster) means well and is a compassionate, caring person, but I went through some bad stuff due to my openness to mediums. They can tell you real stuff that's true, but they are not from the cleanest source. They are not from God and they deceive (not that I think the other poster is trying to deceive, not at all, it the spirits that deceive). Check out Daniel Adam's channel, he's a young minister. People tell the same experiences like you described and he helps them get free of it, and it's easy. He helped me. I didn't believe any of it was real, but I found out otherwise. I hope you find relief and everything good that you deserve.
I love this channel so much. Broadening my perspective on dealing with serious mental illness and looking into how others as you experience this. Super interesting raw, uncut style and content, what a gem. 🖤
Been subbed since almost the beginning and you’ve come a long way man. Glad you’re doing well. I get not wanting to watch old videos. I hate hearing my own voice also.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy.
Dude I just watched a video from years ago and it’s night and day. Your affect is so expansive and bright. I’m so happy to see you doing good and still making these videos.
I once hallucinated two phantom beings floating around my bedroom. They flowed like water and slowly "danced" around each other in the air. I also was at the train station at 4:30 am and there were hundreds of people standing around in the parking lot. Kids we're playing soccer in the field next to the train station. Literally hundreds and hundreds of people just standing. That was a really strange one haha. I have bipolar 1 w/ psychotic features btw
So I just stumbled upon your channel and I wanted to say I really appreciate your honesty in telling us your experiences. I'm sure it's not an easy process for you to retell these events. Newly subscribed! 🥰
I used to be(and in some ways still am) very interested in peoples hallucinations. I love exploring the potential meaning behind them, if any- I've always been interested in my dreams and other peoples dreams. Thank you for sharing about all of your personal experiences with Schizophrenia.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy.
This made me remember I saw things when I was younger too. I’d see a whole line of ghosts they looked like blue and white glowing people walking into my house through the windows… I told my mom and sister they just brushed it off said I was just very tired…
I think all kids are psychic or have psychic experiences that usually occur before memories are formed.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy. One time when I was on a 5 day fast and I listened to the psalms Bible and on my knees praying I could feel some of the demons getting burned it felt like hot hot hot holy fire. There Demons Satan knows he lied to the world that demons aren’t real. Rebuke them in Jesus name with faith and watch there reaction. Also at the mental institution I was there for some days I could see these spirits randomly hop in the staff member and they would mock me for noticing them I thought I was crazy until I recorded 3 videos and I caught them demons moving my shirt on camera!
Call me this week I’ll wake up your world I promise you that
@@demsticks4771 Until you know the fear of God you would be fooling yourself to call yourself a teacher. You got to learn before you can teach because the blind can't lead the blind anywhere meaningful.
Proverbs 9:10
@@AaronCross760 I’ve been working on it it’s getting better everyday the demons will be gone soon im going to a deliverance minister to cast it out and im learning to control the gift everyday when I really focus I can feel peoples spirits!
Your a Hero for Schizophrenics man you should do a collab with LivingWellWithSchizophrenia if possible I am sure she will be more then happy to connect with one of the Originals that started the Schizophrenia Vlogging, but good for you keep it up brother.
I used to see the Michelin man coming out of the wall then it would hit the ceiling fan and go away
It's eerie that some schizophrenics see the same stuff. My old neighbor saw the people with the bandage wrapped faces.
Jacob. I love this video. Nice hearing ur current voice. Ur getting older. It’s fun watching u get older!😇😍
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My mom is sick, hears voices telling her to come to them and they say their in other people's apt, she tries to go in other people's homes
I would like to hear more 😁and I want to ask u how is ur communication with ppl I'm asking because for me is not easy
One word delta 9 gummies 😂 def been munching on these ever day since i realize you can get high
Idk but i dont get psychosis really anymore but i hear voices 24/7 im always hallucinating//: but this delta stuff makes me not care about it and im not getting too high its nice like half a one a nibble of the chew and im good 👍 not saying its for everyone but its nice
Do you ever get muscle twitches connected to voices? I've had twitches before meds and still have them and they happen when my voices are mad or upset. I can tell it's them making me twitch. Onetime I upset the voices and ended up shedding a tear as if I was crying for the voices.
Sometimes they'd comment on the quality of the food I ate. When I drank coffee that was too hot in the psych hospital they commented on how it hurt them.
My psychosis might be different as cannabis was the trigger for me. Been almost a year of having psychosis. Still don't know if it's schizophrenia or drug induced.
Mine is definitely more on the mild side all things considered. I've only had visuals when tapering off of risperidone and I saw a figure with a long neck, painted on face, wooden stilts for legs, and it appeared to be wearing some sort of pink dress.
Other visual I had was nurse walking into my room in treatment, saying "I'm leaving what I take home, I'm leaving what I take home" and vanishing. That one might've been a ghost though. Apparently the treatment center was haunted and I wasn't the first to see that nurse.
Great video!
Before the ring came out I believe or maybe around that time, I was in my friends basement. He was playing pro skater on ps1 and I was just watching him,. I looked to my left for a second, there was a husband pillow next to me and I saw a teenaged girl (I was 10 I believe) that looked like the girl from the ring a little. White dress, graphic scars all over her body, hands in lap, white night gown, pale skin, black hair, just staring right at me. Only saw a glimpse. And when I was a kid I also saw shadow figures but I wonder if we'd describe them the same? Mine were humanoid blobs of darkness-I used to call them "the black people". They would all start from a unique position, slowly walk towards me and anytime I would blink they'd start from the top- and do it all again. One night I was really sick and two were standing over my bed like they were my parents watching me or something. I saw a carbon copy of my moms face peeking out over the refrigerator- she was in the same room but at the table. When I called to her, the face's mouth moved up and down like a puppet. I don't believe I have Schizophrenia, I had a very vivid imagination growing up- and I've experienced paranoia but it's just a whole other story. Either way, our brains are overreacting on some level and our subconscious brings it to life it seems. We're our own worst enemies because we know exactly what would scare us.
i once saw a wide david bowie on lsd
What do you mean, a wide david bowie? Like 4:3 or 5:4?
@@svengangert2683 idk man wide from left to right. hydraulic press bowie. like a disc
@@shadykrogerus1196 😂alright 👍
@@shadykrogerus1196 I drank a bunch of my brothers mushroom tea he had in the closet...I cried for no reason and I started watching Sanford and son..I had to turn it off because fred Sanford looked like a gorilla and I got scared..lol
If I may, I was curious how often your visual hallucinations compared to auditory?
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy. One time when I was on a 5 day fast and I listened to the psalms Bible and on my knees praying I could feel some of the demons getting burned it felt like hot hot hot holy fire. There Demons Satan knows he lied to the world that demons aren’t real. Rebuke them in Jesus name with faith and watch there reaction. Also at the mental institution I was there for some days I could see these spirits randomly hop in the staff member and they would mock me for noticing them I thought I was crazy until I recorded 3 videos and I caught them demons moving my shirt on camera!
Wait... We are thinking...
How many T’s do you have? I have a few and favor Xenesthis and Pamphobeteus.!
Pls excuse me but i think you don't halucinate always. I am not diagnosed with anything and i saw shadow figures, little humans as a child and later. Maybe they are interdimensional beings?
dead people or animals but who are alive i get in dreams!
please upload more. just talk about random stuff it doesnt matter.
sounds like mantis people from the astral plane lol clean ur chakras see what happens to ya
love to samara 💜
Have a good night!! :)
Watching horror movies is not the smartest idea in your case.
Even I had hard time sleeping for a week or so after watching Paranormal Activity.
Yeah, that's funny - I camp in the woods sometimes and once I watched a vid on youtube, 10 scary things caught on camera while camping. "Chills" channel. Only one story got me. Dude who slept in a tent and saw someone outside. It was on "tape" I think. Such an alien figure. Chills said that they found the vid but he disappeared but that it could be a fake video and story. Nevermind, my next trip didnt go well. The fear of being watched, just thinking about killing the being all the time with my axe and how much better would a machette be. Sweaty eyes. I had to go home. It was overhelming.
My weirdest, most vivid hallucination however was at time I used a lot of herbs for lucid dreaming. Weak MAO inhibitors, tea, Tribulus, Vervain, Cannabis, siberian Ginseng and stuff like that along with brainwave entrainment. Isochronic, binaural, theta waves, delta waves... Messed up mixtures. So I had these ultra fast wake-ups couple of times when I switched from REM sleep (bad, weird) dream state right into fully awake jumping up alertness. When this happened I'd see large insect like that from movie King Kong or an episode of Star Gate SG-1 when they found a machine that shifted them into a parallel reality where similar insect was. Big ugly black centipede or two on walls and trying to hide into my bed. The endogenous dream chemical turned it into open eye visuals for couple of seconds. It freaked me out. I couldnt sleep in my bed even after careful inspection, insecticide, salt and vacuum cleaning 😀
😚great video
You should get a ring light :)
Bro just watch the "making of" of the ring. Maby it helps a little bit. Ghost dosnt exist outside. This happens all in ur head. Greetings from switzerland i hope u will by better. Much love
Good night... Well soul..
We are in EU... ❤
Shadow people 3.10-3.25
All your videos are a little dark. You almost need a brighter light right above you.
My cousin have the same proplems, and he won't listen, hopefully you will. Jesus is your savior! Tell them to leave in the name of Jesus and sage your home regularly
You really should check out the Supernatural Life channel (Christian ministery). You're not the only one experiencing these things. They talk about some of the same things, but have a different explanation, and people get relief, true relief. You might be shocked how much the similarities are. I would love to see you free of this oppressive stuff. That would be so cool. You don't deserve to suffer like this.
Indigo children are described as highly accomplished, deeply spiritual, and gifted with psychic abilities, as with most paranormal experiences, that may be mistaken as hallucinations. Have you ever tried going to a medium? You're such a handsome, good looking guy and you seem so very kind, I wish you the very best.
Read the comment I just posted. I had a lot of highly paranormal experiences during my psychosis.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy. One time when I was on a 5 day fast and I listened to the psalms Bible and on my knees praying I could feel some of the demons getting burned it felt like hot hot hot holy fire. There Demons Satan knows he lied to the world that demons aren’t real. Rebuke them in Jesus name with faith and watch there reaction. Also at the mental institution I was there for some days I could see these spirits randomly hop in the staff member and they would mock me for noticing them I thought I was crazy until I recorded 3 videos and I caught them demons moving my shirt on camera!
Mediums are, well, I don't want to offend anyone, that's not my intention, but please learn more about what they are from a source other than themselves. Daniel Adams tells it like it is and I hope you can be free of any deceiving spirits. I'm speaking from some hard experience.
These are demons and meds only make you messed up.
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy.
Yes. I suspected they were at least partly caused by demons. A lot if commenters here are 100% describing demons. Would like to help them get free of it, but people won't even look into it. Daniel Adams (channel on CZcams) has an amazing and anointed ministry and saved me, a complete skeptic who was really oppressed by these nasty things.
Should of just filmed shirtless
He's very good looking
Your not crazy go to a highly anointed deliverance ministry, pray everyday, read Bible, grow closer to god, accept Jesus as your lord and savior, once they cast our demons be filled with the hilt spirit and all what your experience will stop and it will be positive voices the devil tricked you until taking medicine and thinking your crazy. One time when I was on a 5 day fast and I listened to the psalms Bible and on my knees praying I could feel some of the demons getting burned it felt like hot hot hot holy fire. There Demons Satan knows he lied to the world that demons aren’t real. Rebuke them in Jesus name with faith and watch there reaction. Also at the mental institution I was there for some days I could see these spirits randomly hop in the staff member and they would mock me for noticing them I thought I was crazy until I recorded 3 videos and I caught them demons moving my shirt on camera!
@@demsticks4771 cool