Self portraiture is about more than the photos

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  • čas přidán 16. 09. 2023
  • Self-portraiture has been so, so, so important to me for so long and I'm glad to finally have made a video about it. More to come in the future. Thank you so much to @KEHcamera for sponsoring this special episode.
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Komentáře • 566

  • @DREDIRECTS
    @DREDIRECTS Před 8 měsíci +198

    Im at a point in my life where I am not too thrilled with my physique, but literally the first 10 seconds of this video inspired me to experiment with some self portraits to embrace myself for what it is and not what it isnt.

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 7 měsíci +11

      THIIISSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @JonJosephKuhn
      @JonJosephKuhn Před 5 měsíci +2

      I hope you took some portraits and if you haven’t you absolutely should. I don’t think we’re honestly able to see ourselves until we’re given some time which grants us with grace. Also, for me I quit drinking and started working out a few years ago so it’s helped me stay accountable. I also look back at pictures from different seasons and realize I was being way too hard on myself.

  • @afmanalac11
    @afmanalac11 Před 8 měsíci +118

    Never misses. The message is so important but lets not forget to appreciate how absolutely banging the photos are. The one with the fishbowl glass thing 🤯

  • @Obatalakali
    @Obatalakali Před 6 měsíci +51

    This has really touched me. I have been so uncomfortable taking pictures of myself for so long and I think it's holding me back from fully expressing myself genuinely as a person and an artist. This video has been a good push into making myself my subject and to allowing myself to be vulnerable even with myself. Thank you.

  • @sabrina__anabel
    @sabrina__anabel Před 6 měsíci +16

    Oh my goodness! "You're worthy of being photographed” THIS IS WHAT I want people to feel when I take their photos! I loooved this video 😍😍

  • @undrxpsd_
    @undrxpsd_ Před 8 měsíci +38

    Wonderful video, you're definitely my favourite channel on CZcams right now 🌻

  • @Teh-Penguin
    @Teh-Penguin Před 7 měsíci +4

    Thanks. Not only for the way you show yourself to 'us', but also for the message. To play, to experiment, to remember what brings you joy. With your last sentence, "...you're worth being photographed", you might just motivate me to do it myself. It is something I have been avoiding for years now.

  • @triaconstantlycreatink
    @triaconstantlycreatink Před 7 měsíci +8

    I've been photographing for ages and just recently i started the self-portriars, with literally the same way you do it, alone with the app and the camera. While it can be overwhelming, its super self- healing/ expressing. The best photos i'ver ever shot. Keep it up!

  • @mitch-lawless
    @mitch-lawless Před 6 měsíci +9

    Wow. This is the first of your videos that I've seen but I just want to say that you have such a fantastic flavour of film-making, and of course your photography + creative direction is incredible. Love your work.

  • @RobotNick64
    @RobotNick64 Před 6 měsíci +3

    You are truly somebody special in this whole social media thing because the process, emotions, joy, creativity and activity in life counts more than the actual results and technical terms. You are an artist to me.

  • @robertosantiago5080
    @robertosantiago5080 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Amongst all of these photographers pushing the latest and greatest gear, you are a breath of fresh air as a photographer..I Thank you for this video..

  • @jimwlouavl
    @jimwlouavl Před měsícem +1

    Really neat topic. I started doing self portraits to play with light and to see the changes to my body as I age while working on fitness. I’m a new subscriber.

  • @cacomartin
    @cacomartin Před 8 měsíci +7

    Every documental you make is really inspirational and passionate. Each photo you make is a portrait about your brave feelings. All my respect to your work a true love for the photography. Best.

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 7 měsíci +3

      So much love to you 🥹😭

  • @ebreevephoto
    @ebreevephoto Před 8 měsíci +30

    My gosh you amazed me with this one. I am currently working on part two of my self portrait series and this is so inspirational to help me move forward. I edited this to say I have watched this 3x already. So good!

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 8 měsíci +3

      Oh my god, SUCH a compliment! I’m so so so happy it inspired you at the perfect time 🎯

  • @Aleksanderespelid
    @Aleksanderespelid Před 8 měsíci +9

    Your photos are absolutely breathtaking! Truly spectacular! On a technical note; did you ever try using the interval mode instead of pushing the button with self timer every time? That was a game changer for my own self portraiture. It meant I could get into the flow and not have to break "character" for every frame.

  • @aronjones
    @aronjones Před 5 měsíci +1

    Hating being in front of the camera and preferring to be behind it has been such a blocker for me to take self portraits. But having watched this video I feel so inspired and motivated to photograph myself again, even if only for the pursuit of learning. Thank you 🙏🏼

  • @Luwuluf
    @Luwuluf Před 7 měsíci +10

    Thank you so much for taking us behind the scenes. I have always been fascinated with self portraits but just couldn't even begin to imagine the process. I have so many preconceptions and emotional reactions to this idea of posing for a self portrait, but seeing you "demystify" it gave me appreciation on a completely different level for this kind of work. It's almost more magical now. And your photos are incredible!!

  • @evelynnedemetrescu4359
    @evelynnedemetrescu4359 Před 5 měsíci +1

    I was in this exact head space when I clicked on this video randomly hoping to relieve my mood procrastinating. Little did I know this is exactly what I needed and the way you walked us through this experience is so refreshing and inspiring. thank you

  • @jimhooperjpg
    @jimhooperjpg Před 5 měsíci +2

    I love how you don't focus on the technical aspect of the photography, but the story that you want to convey 🙌Only just come across your account and love it!

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 5 měsíci +2

      There are enough technical videos on photography around here, ya know? I realized what’s unique about each of us isn’t our gear or our settings but our mindset and approach, so focusing on that for now ❤️‍🔥

    • @jimhooperjpg
      @jimhooperjpg Před 5 měsíci +2

      @@graincheck 100%, You have inspired me to take some self portraits 🙌

  • @hakeemxmalik
    @hakeemxmalik Před 8 měsíci

    I’m a big believer that colors are the next level of photography. The way that is able to express emotions is soo undoubtedly pure…. I means this with no harm. But your eyes are soo beautiful pure blue, that if you would’ve used the blue strings all around your arms it would’ve connected the expression of confinement you were giving to the actual confinement you were having with the strings against your arms and your arms around your body.
    7:18 “imagine the blue”

  • @Sinnn13
    @Sinnn13 Před měsícem

    Just found your channel. I’m on my own self love journey and self portraits are something I’m in the process of trying to attempt. I suffered adeno/endo and now possible cancer. So I it’s been a long journey on the self love train.
    Your photos are so emotional. I love it.

  • @aquietreality
    @aquietreality Před 7 měsíci +8

    Wow. These portraits are incredible. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and vulnerability. I can’t remember the last time I took a self portrait and that makes me feel so sad. You’ve given me a lot to think about. ❤

  • @thevoiceman6192
    @thevoiceman6192 Před 8 měsíci +1

    Interesting video. No reason for you to feel self conscious. You are a very naturally pretty lady just as you are. And your blue eyes are amazing. Never hide your flaws. They make you who you are. I do not own a digital camera by choice but do self portraits with instant film to test and experiment with lighting . So when I hire a model I will have an idea of centering and distance.

  • @WahidFayumzadah
    @WahidFayumzadah Před 8 měsíci +3

    I love taking selfportraits. I do it quite often, mostly with flash. In the beginning I thought it was a strange for me to so this as a guy, I don't these days. And I also think that it really helps with self acceptance. Loved the video!

    • @Cindymodelscreativity
      @Cindymodelscreativity Před 5 měsíci

      More men need to share their thoughts. You guys are definitely a mystery. Hope to see you express your emotions soon

  • @hardik99
    @hardik99 Před 7 měsíci +4

    Kudos to you for accurately depicting the emotions and experiences of capturing a self-portrait. This video captured the essence so well, making it relatable to my own experiences. Taking self-portraits is a deeply personal and vulnerable process, transporting you to a meditative and also a headspace which is revealing.
    Photography, especially self-portraits, is about the process and experience of really 'seeing', not just the end result.
    Keep up the awesome work!
    Cheers!

  • @chrislynch6115
    @chrislynch6115 Před 8 měsíci +3

    I absolutely hate having my photo taken...but this video made me realize it's not about the photos... Thank you. Awesome song at the end!!! We miss PDX!!

  • @deet0studios892
    @deet0studios892 Před 6 měsíci +2

    One of the best videos on YT. The artistry, philosophy, photography..everything is just so well done and inspiring!

  • @AlexPresa
    @AlexPresa Před 8 měsíci +15

    TAYLOR. THIS VIDEO. AHHHHH. Those frames and your expressions are so beautifully articulated!!!! 😭

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 8 měsíci +4

      Thank you SO much 😭❤️‍🔥 this is so kind.

  • @patrickrostker6693
    @patrickrostker6693 Před 8 měsíci +3

    I love the idea of letting self portraits be an on going and renewing momemt of an artists life and progress, very inspiring. Great shots, so killer! ❤

  • @mookie-took9268
    @mookie-took9268 Před 3 měsíci

    I NEEDED THIS!!!! thank you thank you so very very much.

  • @stevensonrf
    @stevensonrf Před 8 měsíci +1

    Love your beautiful, creative spirit! You are an inspiration. Thanks.

  • @thecameraqt
    @thecameraqt Před 4 měsíci

    Brilliant ❤ Thank you for sharing your process. I completely agree

  • @pedrovalverde
    @pedrovalverde Před 4 měsíci

    I was so bad looking for someone to help me to make portraits of me, now you gave me reasons and ideas of how it can be better if I do it myself, also because of the vision that I Have of myself that pretty mucho someone else shooting will do change at least a little bit, this was really awesome to see ! Thanks for this type of content, keep creating awesome stuff! :)

  • @lilyannajoy
    @lilyannajoy Před 7 měsíci +2

    self portraiture really helped me to develop my skills and my vision as a photographer. it helps me to guide my subjects better too! plus i absolutely love the photos i get and they empower me. i love this video so much ❤ and great photos!!!

  • @rainakreeger
    @rainakreeger Před 6 měsíci +2

    Thank you so much for this video! Haven't taken self portraits in a long long time and I keep thinking of doing it someday but it always just gets forgotten. This video is giving me motivation to actually do it despite feeling quite uncomfortable with taking self portraits cause I'm critical of myself, but perhaps it can shed new light to how I see myself

  • @joegalka3378
    @joegalka3378 Před 8 měsíci +3

    OMG...You are a You Tuber who is an actually a really good photographer!! This work is so beautiful. So convincing!! A nice mix between commercial and fine art

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 8 měsíci +2

      Photographer first! Starting to dial in the filmmaking side 🥲

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 8 měsíci +2

      Nonetheless, thank you 😭

  • @SavonneRenee
    @SavonneRenee Před 7 měsíci +4

    I think the water photos were my favorite by far. The color of the backdrop being the same color of your eyes really captures your theme of restriction. I also loved to see your process because I can relate to it deeply. Feeling overwhelmed to get in front of the camera but turning it into fun and being proud of the moments in between and after the creation is such a rewarding feeling. I don't know if Ive never seen a photography video in this type of format on youtube, but it's so raw! I will definitely stick around and check out your other videos. :)

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 7 měsíci +2

      So so so so glad you’re here.

  • @AmaretteArnold
    @AmaretteArnold Před 3 měsíci

    Thank you so much for putting yourself out there for us to see. Hearing your thoughts, and especially your self-doubts and processes are so meaningful.

  • @Sandy-vf9ko
    @Sandy-vf9ko Před 4 měsíci

    I am usually quite self aware about my flaws and the fact I'm not exactly a beautiful person. But any time i want to make myself feel better i feel like taking self portraits does it. I try not to take selfies (they make things worse) but actually try to perceive myself the way I see the beauty in the world
    This video inspired me even more to try out new things. Thank you so much ❤

  • @Kev_Thomson
    @Kev_Thomson Před 7 měsíci +1

    10:32 the professionalism to go from shivering to totally dialed in 👌🏻 brilliant video Taylor! 👏🏻 the photos are so lovely. Your work just keeps getting better and better. Super inspiring!

  • @snapjacksonphotography
    @snapjacksonphotography Před měsícem

    This video is golden. Thank you for the much needed inspiration.

  • @JonJosephKuhn
    @JonJosephKuhn Před 5 měsíci

    This is the first video from you I have watched. Your writing is fantastic. Your photography is incredible. My love photography waxes and wanes, I’m in a season where I love it and part of that is because of video essays like this. Tutorials have their place but they tend to lack depth and spirit. Thank you for putting yourself into this and sharing it.

  • @diegomsvn
    @diegomsvn Před 6 měsíci +1

    Self portrait was my first approach into photography and I have been so lost in my head through all this years that I forgot why I do this in the first place.
    But you just reminded me the fun I had back then and the fun I can have now.
    Thank you ❤

  • @itsminoe
    @itsminoe Před 4 měsíci

    This video heals my heart. Thank you

  • @jesseeldredge
    @jesseeldredge Před 8 měsíci

    So brilliant! AND. THOSE. PHOTOS! Thank you for putting this into the world.

  • @Universemyview
    @Universemyview Před 4 měsíci

    what a beautiful video ❤. How beautifully you described self acceptance , self love. I do self portrait too and i also feel shy or that i am not that beautiful or something. But you just showed that self portrait is much more than taking a perfect picture but showing emotions 🧡

  • @diceryuri
    @diceryuri Před 7 měsíci +1

    i finally had some time to sit down and fully watch this, im glad i was able to. beyond lots of cool photographs i love the idea of a self portraits, i have never done it to this extent but now im interested in doing so. i feel like i really need to do this soon, the feeling of being in my own bubble with out viewing myself actually leads to alot of confidence issues and second guessing the work i create. thank you for this video!! also the ending song is just lovely.
    tim- colorado

  • @flojeune
    @flojeune Před 3 měsíci

    Soo beautiful, at all levels. Thank you.

  • @RoderickMonroe
    @RoderickMonroe Před 8 měsíci

    I love everything about this video! Thank you!

  • @Tahmaders
    @Tahmaders Před 8 měsíci

    Absolutely love the breakdown of your style/process, great video!!

  • @lucianjj
    @lucianjj Před 8 měsíci

    Loved it. 😊😊 I always smile every dang video the entire videos. 🙂 you have a vibe that just makes my heart feel good because a lot a days I am down. So thank you!!!🥰

  • @oolamigoke
    @oolamigoke Před 7 měsíci +1

    This whole video and the photos are so dope. I’ve been creating self portraits for three years, and I agree with each of your points, especially about self portraiture being a form of play 👏🏿👏🏿👏🏿

  • @muszeuhs
    @muszeuhs Před 8 měsíci +1

    An algorithm and some serendipity introduced me to this video, the first I've ever seen of you. I can't recall the last time I felt compelled to click on that meaningless thumbs up thingy. But sincerity, vulnerability, and production will change a person I suppose. I'm a fan now. 👍

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 8 měsíci

      Hell. Yes. Welcome. I’m so glad you wound up here 😭

  • @Ash1876
    @Ash1876 Před 4 měsíci

    I totally agree with you, I've only taken one self portrait so far but the one I did was on one of the most difficult days in my life I needed some sort of outlet emotionally..after taking the portrait I felt a sense of healing I've never experienced before. Photography is a form of therapy for me. I definitely encourage everyone to try it at least once.❤

  • @patresinger
    @patresinger Před 8 měsíci +6

    This is so sooo sooo great. You hit the water drop on the head! love the vulnerability - I recently tried self portraits and horribly failed to do great on it. this helps

  • @BillEvans1956
    @BillEvans1956 Před 4 měsíci

    That’s very powerful. Thanks for posting.

  • @MatthewEncina
    @MatthewEncina Před 5 měsíci

    I haven't done any self portrait work since I was in college, and stopped doing it because I felt like it was mostly from a place of vanity. But this video has helped me see a different perspective- that this can be a deeply introspective and creative exercise. Thanks for sharing!

  • @jolijnsnijdersss
    @jolijnsnijdersss Před měsícem

    These are so great!

  • @the_masha_ra
    @the_masha_ra Před měsícem

    This is so amazing, I just stared crying listening to you, thank you! I was looking exactly for this

  • @stormysky07
    @stormysky07 Před 2 měsíci

    I can say I needed it this today!! I have been dealing with not liking my self. That you ❤

  • @bl4ckoutseven709
    @bl4ckoutseven709 Před 4 měsíci

    Beautiful, thank you for making this video 🙏

  • @jamesmckethen3284
    @jamesmckethen3284 Před 4 měsíci

    Loved the Introspection. and "Edge of Forever" was perfect.

  • @germansaez
    @germansaez Před 8 měsíci +2

    A trully wonderful video and great photos, Taylor. Is super hard the process of self acceptance required to create good self portraits. Congrats.

  • @andreadybvik
    @andreadybvik Před 7 měsíci +2

    This was so inspiring! Thank you! I'll try a self portrait session with myself - sounds like a deep inner journey🧡

  • @cherrybombb_
    @cherrybombb_ Před 8 měsíci

    Love love your videos!

  • @Rockin.Bakken
    @Rockin.Bakken Před 5 měsíci

    You are so inspiring 🩷 thank you so much for sharing your heart & your mind

  • @_Sisyphus
    @_Sisyphus Před 4 měsíci

    It's a rarity to see your level of courage and brutal honesty. Bravo!!!

  • @fellusch
    @fellusch Před 6 měsíci

    Thank you for this video!

  • @maggyforsmanlandrum7878
    @maggyforsmanlandrum7878 Před 5 měsíci

    That was truly wonderful to watch and I couldn’t relate more to the experience of self portraiture… thanks for inspiring me and simultaneously giving me the permission I’ve been waiting for to continue in this kind of work with as much passion as I truly feel about it ❤❤❤

  • @shanecc
    @shanecc Před 8 měsíci +9

    This gave me the kick I needed to do my next set of self-portraits! So inspiring - you killed this 🙌🏻.

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 8 měsíci +2

      Yes!! Music to my ears!!! Go go go! ❤️‍🔥

  • @mariesansfiltre
    @mariesansfiltre Před 4 měsíci

    Love the video ! Your job is amazing !

  • @NunoAlmeidaPhotography
    @NunoAlmeidaPhotography Před 8 měsíci

    I absolutely LOVED this one, so good Taylor!

  • @kbleu5910
    @kbleu5910 Před 6 měsíci

    This is a very beautiful video and inspired me to keep at the self portraits, I've learned to love my beauty in the photos the same way I look at my clients in their own photos

  • @kylekatsumi
    @kylekatsumi Před 4 měsíci

    This video made me so uncomfortable...only because imagining myself on the other side of my own camera makes me cringe w/ anticipated insecurity. Thank you for sharing not only your private self-portraits, but also your entire process and the moments of preparation, ideation, and experimentation. This kind of vulnerability in the creative world is so rare and inspiring...I just might have to try some self portraits.

  • @RolleyNavarro
    @RolleyNavarro Před 8 měsíci

    Amazing episode! So relatable and lovely.

  • @longnguyenfromusa
    @longnguyenfromusa Před 7 měsíci

    Wow, this is such a unique situation where the photographer and model/subject are excellent...and it's the same person!

  • @aarondonald8930
    @aarondonald8930 Před 8 měsíci +1

    So inspiring, haven’t mindfully taken selfportraits since college, those frames were 👌🔥🚀Thank you!

  • @jasonhooper800
    @jasonhooper800 Před 8 měsíci +2

    This excites the original joy from when I discovered photography. Your presence, fearless sharing and your work are incredible. Thank you for being YOU!

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 7 měsíci +1

      This makes me wanna cry! YES!!

  • @Consuela44
    @Consuela44 Před 8 měsíci

    This is the best kind of showcase. At 4:00, I’m about to drop everything to set up the studio and get to work. Thank you!!!

  • @lidyaxdereje
    @lidyaxdereje Před 7 měsíci

    love this so much!

  • @ginavadanaphotographer
    @ginavadanaphotographer Před 8 měsíci +3

    What a beautiful session !!! I am myself a self portrait photographer and I couldn't agree more about the importance of this practice, for literally everyone! 🙌🏼 so glad I stumbled upon ur channel! A new subbie here 🥰

  • @KyahmRoss
    @KyahmRoss Před 8 měsíci

    Hey thank you for such a wonderful video! there is something about your presence and honesty in your voice, you started to remind me of one of my dear friends who passed away and her energy which was really lovely and quite beautiful capturing someone so special in your self portraits. I cant wait to see more of your work xx

    • @graincheck
      @graincheck  Před 8 měsíci +1

      There are tears in my eyes. Oof. ♥️

  • @pejamane
    @pejamane Před 8 měsíci

    seeing this video while ive been experimenting with self portraits was very refreshing. thank you for sharing!

  • @jaetok
    @jaetok Před 8 měsíci +13

    There is absolutely no medium like photography. It’s an endless pursuit.

  • @skaramicke
    @skaramicke Před 8 měsíci +2

    I love how real you make your videos.

  • @IHEARTSNAPSHOTS
    @IHEARTSNAPSHOTS Před 8 měsíci

    This video is everything! ❤

  • @timaratw
    @timaratw Před 7 měsíci +7

    Yooooo, this video is extremely inspiring. Your skill makes the final result look effortless but I’m aware that’s not the case. This makes me want to pick up a camera💚

  • @ste76539
    @ste76539 Před 4 měsíci

    I've been a photographer for over thirty years, film and digital, amateur and professional and back to amateur. I have never felt the urge to make self portraits, not once and probably never will. I picked up a camera because I always felt I belong behind it, not in front of it. And I'm alright with that.

  • @moshxela
    @moshxela Před 6 měsíci

    Thank you so much you inspired me to try a self portrait for the first time. I really enjoyed it and will do it again for sure! Thank you really I appreciate it!

  • @s.cottrill
    @s.cottrill Před 7 měsíci +1

    This so inspiring. Thank you for making this great inspirational video. Im just getting into photography and focus on landscape and macro. I recently did a self portrait and it took me forever to get it done

  • @YrsaClicks
    @YrsaClicks Před 6 měsíci

    I am new at photography but have fallen in love with taking self portraits. Thank you for such a wonderful video with so many good points. You are stunning 🔥

  • @tiandiphotography
    @tiandiphotography Před 8 měsíci

    Wow Wow Wow! Thank you for this. Incredibly brave and true. 💕

  • @elisew5462
    @elisew5462 Před 7 měsíci +2

    Geez. Thank you so much for this! Personally, it was really healing to watch and hear what you had to say. 🖤

  • @leelee1286
    @leelee1286 Před 7 měsíci

    I just found you and I am in love with this whole video! Thank you thank you thank you. Subscribed ✅

  • @garonkiesel1646
    @garonkiesel1646 Před 8 měsíci +3

    I admire your courage. I'll admit I'm not comfortable enough in my own skin to make self-portraits.

    • @ChrisDN
      @ChrisDN Před 7 měsíci +2

      I think of it similarly to how hearing your own recorded voice sounds the first time. It's horrible.
      The more you do it, the more comfortable you get.
      Remember, that's how you sound and look to everyone else every day; you're fine and enough.

  • @ogonzilla
    @ogonzilla Před 8 měsíci +1

    Fantastic!!❤

  • @robertd.skonbladandersson269

    This is really wonderful Taylor!

  • @rebeckakvist
    @rebeckakvist Před 8 měsíci

    No wait I'm OBSESSED

  • @MacnTeensVisuals
    @MacnTeensVisuals Před 8 měsíci

    Great video Taylor and you got some amazing portraits. Cheers for sharing your thoughts too.

  • @deannadelrios6162
    @deannadelrios6162 Před 7 měsíci

    I love this so much ❤

  • @mariialyschyk1634
    @mariialyschyk1634 Před 7 měsíci

    Thank you for this! It is amazing 🥰