Judder - Against all odds he has survived the most brutal lifestyle on the streets of Liverpool
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- 44 years of active addiction - beaten, battered, tortured and shot in the eye - Terry Johnson tells us how he is still alive after spending a lifetime on drugs and in and out of prison.
Episode 106
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Thanks for the positive comments, I really appreciate it
Thanks Terry im from Dublin not far from Liverpool can relate to your story your a living legend lad but like me great at giving advice but can't take it mad mate
What a life you’ve led terry im in my latte 40 s still on a script, and I know what you mean , it’s hard sometimes I need something just to go to the shops. I been in very similar places as you, the gear and the clots , but I’m now sick of it all I’m trying recovery, and some days I fng hate it, and sometimes I love it , I need it I think. Thanks for telling your story, and sorry for the loss of your younger brother 🙏
Where you in wymott early 90s. Do you know Ben trehann and lippo
No that was r kid I know the kids u mention like.
Great story. Great sense of humour. Good luck.
Judda I had to jump back to watch your podcast just to remind me off your story . And ive gotvto say you've came a long way lad . I am watching you with your Billy out and about am rooting for you Terry big respect from scotland Terry thanks Billy . John
Oh my goodness!! I am loving these podcasts and videos by Billy. They are so interesting.
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Absolutely brilliant Billy no one makes it real as you do Good luck Judder great lad
Raves as a scouser in Liverpool were the best. We would jump in the car travelling to different locations to raves. Best times of my life. Am 54 and dnt do drugs. Been clean since the 90s . Feels so much better 💯
This was brilliant, he’s took some blows this fella! Tough as old boots. Cheers billy👍🏼
He is a real Character Billy, love his dark humour about his own misfortune, like bouncing off the window. Classic mate thank you. Long live Judder !!!!
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Thank you my mate
Best podcast i have watched would love to hear more of his story hes been through a lot
Some people's trauma is so deep and ingrained that no counsel or support works. I feel for Terry.
Very true
What a life he’s had. Love your videos with Judder he’s a character
Been watching juddas podcast recently he's a proper character but this is different you get the real person and do you know what what a sound fella 👍
Brilliant podcast billy and good luck to terry 👌🏴🇬🇧
Real down to earth stories these and the 1-1’s you do. No phonies. Keep up the good work
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Good to see your still here Terry all the best mate never knew were bills cousin
Absolutely loved listening to Terry what a character x
Boss hearing terry for the first time in 25 years tell him getin touch mick scano
I watched a couple of videos yesterday of him with billy in Turkey & i loved him he's so likeable 👍
Great lads ,the wee man is salt of the earth and comedy gold
I watched all this 💪 good luck with everything ahead now bro ! Respect to MR.Reed 👊 Great podcast again Billy 🙌!
Wishing you both well. good podcast cheers!
He cracks me up love judder x
Wooft 😢 all the best Terry. Raw, honest and open. Bill amazing again
Finally got to see this Terry!!! See you soon!
We love you Judder. You've had me proper laughing since I found the channel. Onwards and upwards. 👍👍👍
Great video again Billy.
Nice 👌 one love you too. I’m not gay if you’re a lad 😅
Again a fascinating watch billy and a top interview it takes something of a man to hold their hands up , tell the truth and still have our scouse humour while sending a message out to others 👍 best of luck to both of you in the future
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By far the best one. Well in billy lad
What a great podcast that was Billy. All the best 2 Terry hope he finds true happiness. R.I.P Steve. 🙏🇺🇲🗽🏴🙏
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Big up yourself juston I see you everywhere on hear,it appears we like the same channels mate..have a good one 👍👍
@@jshaw4757 u2 brother, hope all is well in your neck of the woods, happy day's. 👊🇺🇲🗽🏴👊
Watching this again, i like Judder, hope he gets himself sorted out👍
Loved it. Absolutely fucking loved it. Being a Belfast boy the Scouse stories remind me of home. I could sit for hours and listen. We’ve that connection. Loved it Bill, you know I’ve been watching for a while, you’ve written me back a few times. Terry keep er lit. Good to see recently you were in Turkey with Bill. He loves Turkey 🦷
Growing up in Kirkby in the 80s there was a lot of great lads were lost to drugs, great to see you moving on Terry and finding peace.
Was you a hairdresser?
Thanks billy and judder
What an amazing podcast. I was in St Anthony's and Terry was a year above me and Steven was a year below. I also lived in the same road as The Johnsons. I moved away from Kirkby when I was 19, so didn't really know what had happened in the lads lives. It was so very heartbreaking to hear the truth about what has happened to you all. Terry I hope you see this and I send you all my love and prayers for a happier future mate. Deepest sympathy on the loss of your lovely brother Steven, he was a cute kid back in the day. Take care my fellow Changford neighbour. Maria Dillon. X
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❤read it girl thanks for the support x
I've remembered who you are u lived in the other close up the top of the e road
With ye lovely mother and sister's. I remember what you all went through, I felt it anyway good to hear from people who were there at the beginning. Xx
@@terryjohnson5209 Terryyyyy 😂. (Terry Mckenna) just a blag name on here keep getting kicked off. Was talking to Gary lad half an hour on the dog, last week. Lookin well lad. Tell ur Billy his channel is the most real.
@@terryjohnson5209 you will know my brothers too, Uggie, Bobby and John Dillon, 22 Changford Road.
Great stuff Billy....keep em coming
Man like Terry what a legend this man is ❤❤❤
You couldn't possibly listen or here a more down to earth fella your the best of thd best bill
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Oh my days! Thats some life story,write a book!!
Bill am 39 an from dovecot an av just got wind an old m8 is in rehab (coke) another mate tried to commit suicide (coke) another m8 ad her kids took off her(coke) am lucky I new when to stop but my point is look at each generation from tough areas and you'll see the effects of drugs. I can see in this interview the love u show and the desperation u av to try an get judder to live a little an taste what life as to offer. The kid seems content with a joint an a can but it's no life is it bill? To him thou after all the commotion throughout his life I bet you it feels like heaven. I wish him all the best and i hope he did get to lanzarote. Take care lad
You'll always find a smile 😊in a honest man's eyes 👍
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Yes mate..proud of you judder..
Love your pods Billy, hope he gets better pal
What a life he lived .loved this Billy
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Great podcast Billy 😉 all the best to Terry in the future
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lol, as a 52 year old Scouser myself I can remember how crazy it was living in Liverpool back in the 1970's/80's, Kirby lads had a reputation, I lived in Walton and I'll admit I was one of many that feared the Kirby crew, who wouldn't lol... respect to you both. Love your channel Bill ! They were crazy days indeed...
Great vid I love people like this and I wish nothing but the best For the both got f
Enjoyed this one Bill and you could make a film on this lad all day ,best wishes
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Let's get 1 made
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Good man Terry take care mate 🙏
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Boss podcasts this bill respect terry lad ❤
cracking podcast this one Bill
😂 fifteen knicker 😂😂🎉❤ how funny is this kid? The legend that is Terry Judda Johnson. Some good times have been had with you mate, I haven't had such a laugh before or since in the jug kid, get in touch Jud
great podcast judder is a very likeable person i wish hi all the best of luck
I really feel that this man has been and is really remorseful but also regrets his wrongdoing, i wish him all the best but more than anything his almost best health 🙏🙏🙏
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Yess Terry lad ,I was in Field lane Alt bank with you about 10 years ago glad your well mate ,nice 1 Billy
Best one iv ever seen 🤜🤛💙
Funny insightful and utterly heartbreaking this one Billy keep on keeping on brother.
Brilliant podcast boys. When yer man said he was from Kirby, all I could think was, "of course you are..."
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Billy never knew judder was your cousin good to see an hear from him we go back me an judder I wish him all the best gb
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Alright Ian lad glad you like the pod cast. Hope your good kid
@@terryjohnson5209 hello Terry my mate loved your story sad to hear about Stephen lad I remember them dark days above the chippy lad heavy mate am in recovery now lad been clean almost 8years lad love yer Terry lad gb
@@ianglennon9342 nice one mate, luv ye like a fat kid loves cake take it easy bro and proud of you keep it up lad)
Yeah man Is right billy Judda is one of the lads and is loyal
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Ta mate hope your good kid
amazing insight thanks billy
When they talked about not knowing who u are and feeling vulnerable when you first get off it always reminds me of the bit on train spotting when renton's mum and dad get him off it and he is down the bingo hall with them and everything is moving fast while he is just sat there with head down,that's how it feels for me,IV bn an addict for 25 years and it's always the first bit is the head batter hardest to handle, but then it's the staying off it, normally after 3\4 days my mind tricks me and tells me I'm due a reward.althlo the last few months I feel stronger and cut down and as long as I got a few joints I'm happy again
i really enjoyed that,thanks..
I was born in 1980 in Croxteth. The place was in the grips of a heroin epidemic.. It was horrific .. It was a warning to stay off gear .. It was a generation ruined... I feel sorry for anyone struggling at that time . Because heroin was so accessable...
I remember middle way in the early 80s I was a addict then , I struggled most of my life with addiction and prison, been clean now for 14 years but spent 30 fighting it , and addiction is with me still I just don’t take drugs anymore , I’m still a addict keeps me from getting complacent once you get complacent your in danger of slipping back down the rabbit 🐇 hole
Wow when he speaks about them wanting to amputate his legs, thank God he never let them 🙏❤️
Boss podcast billy ! Wow judder what a man ! There kid was a belter 🙏🙏rip 🙏🙏 Kirkby legend s
Metal health is horrible Billy I suffer from OCD and Schizophrenia, mental health is real Billy .
I have been in the trenches it’s hard I fought all my life with my hands weapons the lot, they tried to nut me off, I do regret the violence now, but I’m happier now Billy around your age .
In the 1990’s it was everywhere all over the country.
Judder u are one of us it good u have good neighbours
Do you live in are road??
@@terryjohnson5209 Terry I don't live any were near u but I see a lot of my self in u love a good laugh and probley say the wrong thing at times I wa on the gear now it for an zimovane ,it a great podcast fun happiness u have great people a round u
@@terryjohnson5209 Terry I liven ireland
@@barryhawkins-sk4qqi thought you were from these ends. Thanks for letting me know ❤
No Terry I a am a dub but we are a like I of the smack 25 years I take zimos a 60 mls ithink u and bill are have bit fun in your 50s have a god time lads@@terryjohnson5209
Hurting people hurt people.very sad , God bless you brother
Hope you find peace tez great podcast that 👏
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Getting off herion is hard its a lifetime experience that's greater in your lifetime. I'm 💯 clean since 1995. Husband hung himself in Walton jail 1995 so I was a young woman. I'd already had left him so felt guilty when he hung himself. But a screw told me he'd been on suicide watch for 28 hours. Seemed fine then done it but he also had no diazapine in toxicology report . I went on to do health care and it was the best times of my life. But my back went and had to stop. But this guys been through the mill and his brothers to. How he's not dead in a bloody miracle. God bless us all 🙏 amen
That was very interesting, I dunno how I missed this, I know it’s from ages ago, probably because I mainly watch your shorter videos Bill, but I just noticed Terrys name on this feature length podcast and I thought yes I’ll be watching that like.
Hope your both well, I dropped you a friend request on Facebook Judder.✌️
Take care all. 👍💯🇬🇧
Totally agree about N/A been off the gear 16 years and did it alone , best of luck to you Terry i hope you find some peace ,great podcast Billy
Thanks 🙏
The 2pac references on this podcast are boss mate ❤️😎 Through every dark night, there's a bright day after that ❤️
Man's a survivor.
Judders well funny both are awsome guys big up joe
Cannot wait…2 survivors who have had their backs and souls against the wall in the darkest of places but have found the heart and strength to fight their way out and survive against all and every odds…
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Thanks for the support ste
Birming-nam notting-nam haha what a character proper enjoyed listening to this 👏 some life judders had eh
Great podcast again billy congrats 👏
Tuff arl fella, Old skool💪i hope he finds some peace in his life as he deserves it like💙
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This was a belter lad.
Crack now sends your head skatty..so glad you put this interview..took words out my mouth what i been talking about..the whole..think door going thru etc how different people worry...tough stock . seriously mean that...all best to you
Smack was a pandemic in the early 90s seen so many get on it in Salford so sad good interview this bill ✌️
Thanks 🙏
Same here in Dublin
Early 80s in Liverpool the brown destroyed good people.
Great video again billy
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Good to see you Terry go easy on your self kid lee tomo crocky
Nice one Tommo laar!!
Turn it in soft lad, just for men. Natural son do you think that im that vein I've got 1 eye me legs been blasted I'm held together with sticky tape ye loon
Great podcast mate.
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Great 1 again bill myself on the old gear 35 yrs clean of the b smoke me weed all good vibes now.. take it easy Bill.. judder...YNWA
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Is this the same kid I think it iz?
Been in jail a few times with both judders. Glad ur doing good or as good as u can be.
Go on judder lad❤
Good one that bill what a life 👍👍
A cautionary tale if ever there was one.
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New subscriber 🍿
Welcome my mate ❤️
I was locked up with judda
1986 Stoke heath...top lad
Just Finished it, That was a great podcast tho
When you said take it easy on yourself the walker brothers song was on
This really rams home the point how terrible the consequences of consumption a be.
NottingNAM, BirmingNAM haha priceless.
If you knew how similar we all are when it comes to addiction and poverty. In Dublin we had a mirror image to you in Liverpool. It's like we we're all given the same script at birth. Lucky survivers., ✌️☘️
Great podcast Bill. And great content as always. I think the life sentence and death Rowe you know your fate. I think with anxiety and depression it’s the fear of the unknown if that makes sense ? I can see your both 2 very intelligent men who speak very well
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Good podcast this real people. Got a voice like a diesel generator like. Respect 👍
I remember you an ur kid up by the ruffwood pub
Yes Terry it's Mick scanlon no