Colicchie "Silent Screams" (prod by) Kevin Peterson
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Colicchie makes me cry. He makes strong in my weaknesses. I love him and the music he creates helps me break down to come back stronger
I relate these words, his art helps take away the numbness. A true artist, saving lives this man is. That's my opinion and I believe it to be more than true. Just a few words return some of the emotion some of us may have lost along the way
Mee too
I trust no systems an I feel the blunt hit to my heart and music is my escape
@@angiem.buchanan4686 I agree
THIS.
He got me in my feels today... bawlin... good tears tho!
I believe each addict has their own life story but I think we all could relate to your music & the fight against everyday struggles of trying to stay clean, which for me listening to your songs everyday helps.
Clean too long an Proud but I was left during detox by my dad an it almost killed me inside
I trusted him an lost my husband last year after a long battle next to his hospital bed for 10 years
Just trying to swallow the pain today
Thank you for the song it makes me relate hugely
Drugs were the only escape from my issues, I had nobody I could talk to
@@grindeyyyyy God
Everyday I listen for the past few years..still hits hard
"I'm proud to say that I'm not the man my father was"That hit home.
OG Beerus true but glad I'm everything that he was and now I can make the change in the life's that need it and believe thank God he has blrss me thankfull everyday blessed and loving life
Liked yo comment
I love the real, rawness of truth in your music. Addiction had taken everything i ever cared about, feeling nobody gets it...your music offers hope for so many of us who know the struggle is real..keep going man!
melissa Gibson Never alone as bunch of us out there know how tha struggle is.
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By y,
Your story is amazing I’m struggling within and music has always been my escape so thanks you for escaping reality with me
Not scared to share my secrets. I was at the end and now. I am stronger than ever. I will make people look and say wow she did it.
Jessica Rodgers Nice!
These are the words people can never find, I feel you eventually implode if you cant feel you're pain anymore this music helps a least enough to get me in some form at least, in touch with emotions again.
Jessica Rodgers - PeaCe&ReSPeCt, Shelley
One of my best friends overdosed and he was lyrically talented and I always begged him to put his music out there and dope got him before he could do that. I am trying to put it out there for him as a salute to him. Thanks man
"Take me as me I am or never take me at all" chills ❤️🎶
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Always
You spit life into words that even the posers must understand. May God watch you along the way. Addiction is a need to wanna run that crawl. To want to succeed rather than to give up and die. Thank you for being my inspiration. You hit hard young and old ears.
Mia Higdon well said
This song is underrated I found myself repeating this song over and over
doing that now
Been doing that a couple of years now, can't help it
The sunrise looks different when you don’t have drugs in your system. Words so true. Brings to tears to my eyes, looking back over 4 yrs ago the sunrise now is one of the most beautiful sites I have ever seen, blessed to be below the clouds! 4 yrs clean, I found these songs at the beginning of my journey, maybe I was guided towards them, they helped with those first steps to get where I am now. Thanks for being there even when you didn’t know you were!
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The sunrise will always be the same I found a new pc of lite she is by my side now thank you baby girl I am sorry Carrie baby
life is not easy but it's also very short. I've spent many yrs trying to hang on to hope dealing with a loved one at tttthe same time dealing with my own situations. its hard tobhang on somtimes, hope almost non existent but l was clean for many yrs before recent relapse got me ready to hitbtthe floor. all i thought unneeded was my family to be hole and all be home. I now remember that ibcant help somone that doenst want it. what I mean is life will knock you down somtimes and it will not always be easy. but you can and you have to get up and dust off dont ever quit pushing forward your stronger then you realize just keep the faith and hold on.
30 days sober today. My wife is sleeping, I am downstairs. Bawling my eyes out clutching that key tag. I got so much shit I just dont talk about. I got these 30 days with work, and ALOT of luck. Secretly I am terrified of the next day, of the future. Its times like this where your music helps me more than you know.
I bet u still here killing it! Not letting it kill?!! not let it kill u!! U just might have stopped it from getting at me. The fight is inspiring brother
Reading this month's later hoping and praying you're still with us and doing well ❤
Stay strong 💪
Hope your still here being strong
I'm 10 weeks clean... your music helps... it's saved my life brer... Tippa
Incredible 🙏🏽
I have 4 weeks clean. from slamming meth.. but I feel proud of my self.. other people don't understand the struggle that we have to go threw to jus stay clean.. n for one I don't have to prove shit to no one. jus to myself.. this man's videos help alot...
Yeah you right the struggle is real. Cause it's always there when you turn around places you been and tv it drives me insane iv been clean for 3 months almost 4. Keep your head up we will get thru this💕
@@chelsealambert5873
Yes we will.. we got this..
I feel u..
@@ajscholtes7801 if you need any one to talk to you can always comment back
This was dope love for me. And now I'm slowly getting stronger without my love. But happy , free from the b.s. is my new love.. love on America , love for those who can't or are lost..
Fight for who and what you love!!
These days it feels like life is impossible and point less .. i fight to survive for my family my peoples the only thing that matters 2 me but what do u do when u feel broken beyond repair and hopeless because ur people ur family ur strength all have passed in less than a year. I am strong but a person can only take so much alone in this world with 4 kids and the weight of the world on her shoulders. Heart broken and lost in a dark room trying to find some light. Thank you for the music . It hits the heart got me in my feelrs 😭😭😭
Thank you 🙌🏼🙏🏽
your music is saving my life.
Arms wide open.. that hold I've got on you.. stick around keep spitting in the mic.. these goosebumps; so glad I've found you!
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Your past has made ya future and we respect the truth and that’s why we love you and ya music hun xx👍🏼🔥🔥🔥🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🍀🍀🍀🍀🎵🎶🎧🎤❤️🏴
Damnit man if I can just meet someone as real as this...❤️
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Collichie once I found you, I’ve never let go. You’re amazing. Please don’t respond with 2 hearts like it’s computerized.
@@Colicchie❤
I'll be dead by 21 was my prediction. It's true brother. Always said it. I'm 21 almost 22 got a son now.. I've got my whole life ahead of me other than to be addicted to drugs.. I need to give up on the game, live my life to the fullest in a good way.
Joshua McMullin be strong I thought that once life will surprise you one day you'll look back at your life and mabe even smile peace
Joshua McMullin thought the same way and joked about when the day would come that it’d be be next to overdose and die since I believed I’d use to the day I die but after 16 years finally got clean for the first time so good luck, you got this...you’re still young and recovery is possible.
Thanks guys, I appreciate that alot! It's this that keeps me motivated! Wish all of you the same luck! Look forward to better things, leave everything behind. Where it belongs.
You got clean?
I hope so.
I hope you've turned 22 and have looked into your baby boy's eyes and have seen your future there.
The odds of your son becoming an addict if you are, is all against him. Turn the odds.
Find your passion in life, and be the best father in the world!
All the best to you and your son.
I was in ur shoes and had too live it foreal keep ur head up stick bye ur lil man
Well just found this song Holy crap it's me that he speaks about thank you God.he's like a guardian Angeli prayed the night before I found this music ,it's healing and guys were are not alone keep pushing forward I have borderline personality disorder/ptsd/anxiety... And I'm living proof there is a God ,he comes for dinners not the saints(snakes)..mic drop peace I'm out so happy about this song iymts very good. Like real type shit he keeps it 100. I Dumont know anyoneles that does this,do you guy out there on CZcams.
Thank you so much Jennifer ❤️❤️
The lyrics are so deep..i feel like this song is based on my life. As a recovering addict the lyrics give me the feeling of power and strength to pushing forward!!! Ty for your knowledge and wisdom lyrically
Thank you so much..!!!
Love it. I am new to your channel. I haven't hear anything yet that I don't like. I love your music. I love your mission. I'm an addict too. I have been in recovery for about 7 years now. But I can't seem 2 put together more than a yr. At a time. I'm keep fighting tho. Everyone has a purpose in life. The hell if I know what mine is. But I do believe you have found yours. Reaching out and touching others like us. Thank you! You give me hope.
Ashlee Vest I have hope in you. I pray your doing good. ♥️
Im one yr off MD after 8.5 yrs...and 8 on H....u CAN DO IT!! im praying ur hanging in and doing so well. I found Colliche in my 1st 2 wks off MD& my husband&i couldn't get enough. Hes amazing &so ru!
I am just lost for word's this music is me all the way thank's again your one of my favorites xoxo
Thank you ❤️
Completely understand every single word .Hits home right now. Therapy through music. Amazing artist. 💜
Man, this dude has summer killer ass lyrics. love it!
your music saves lives. thank you
@Colicchie..... you're my hero and I'm 27 and never had one before. Thank you from the bottom of my heart 💕 I'm trying to get clean again starting tomorrow and I'm truly terrified, but I know I have your music to keep me going and that means the world to me...... again.... thank you 🖤
Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it 🙏🏽
Proud and keep spitting the words in our minds
I am moved to the words which I hear for they relate to every aspect of my life. My tears are joy in knowing I am not alone in all that I feel and have lived.
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Relating is so important and your music hits me in the heart, thank you.
Oh wow. This. This is fucking beautiful. It is tragic and raw. I bawled through the whole song. I feel like a female version of what he is singing about. There is so much he says with in 5 minutes that is about real life, what our own minds can do to us. Much love and keep true.
I love hearing your music it hits home in so many wYs bro
Bro u inspire us ex-addicts to stay clean please keep it up
Thank you..!!! Stay strong
This is one of my FAVORITES! I FEEL EVERY WORD. You give a strong voice to everyone that screams silently. THANKYOU#
I sincerely appreciate it .!!
Please help us
I sit & cry every day but when I'm with my daughter the weather is always Sunny ☀️
Your music helps me tons
Thank you Colicchie !
With out your music I would be alot worse!
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The sunrise looks different without drugs in your system!!! Damn sure does!!!!! ❤
Absolutely ❤️🙏🏽💪🏽💪🏽
@@Colicchie bro you’re the man really…you are getting me through a very tough time….God bless you and your beautiful family…..
I actually relate so deeply that i release my frustration thru this music.... different perspectives... I LOVE ALL YOUR MUSIC CHAS ... TY FOR GIVING ME A OUTLET FROM ANGER AND FRUSTRATION... AND TY FOR WHO YOU ARE...
SINCERELY... STEPHANIE WAGGONER.... ✌👐😎
Thank you so much
Worrd
Wow, so so resonates with me. I love how you are so real with your words and feelings, I feel this and know this
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This and emotional burial are my favorite songs that you've ever done.
I genuinely appreciate it
Amazing Colicchie , since the first time I had the opportunity to hear u ,left me speechless, with goosebumps and still to this day .Not a day goes by without me listening To u no .even though The struggles remain for me , never stop ..I do wiut I do my fam all do too but I keep my head up n feet on ground . I e been MIA this pass lil bit but had to step bk , u are what keeps me head strong , motivatied, keeps me from staying back where easy to let ur self be fully consumed taken by what so determined to fight against. I never given up Another one of my girls passed fStill no matter obstacle come we still living with this struggle of relapsing .ahe was one first who had mine n my lil bro’s bk when we first hit streets in this area . Love respect Rest In Peace MARY .. thank u for ur inspiration. The beats , the illist rhymes ,. deepest from true within you . I’m truly blessed and proud to get everyone I know to hear your music messages realiss . Love , no one come even close to u, to truth
Still listening Nearly 2019🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🎧🎵
Still listening and it's almost 2020 💯
Still listening and it's 2021
Always find myself coming back to your music, man. Thanks.
Found out yesterday an old friend died of an overdose. 5th one in 6 years,
its getting old. What really sucks is, I was feeling bad more about
myself. I'm now homeless, as of 6 hours ago. Because of this damn virus,
the company I was working for went under, tried to collect unemployment
for a couple months, planned to go back to work by the end of the year.
I was sent a letter stating I needed to provide a state ID , and a
social security card and a bill etc. This is where it got worse. I lost
my wallet 2 weeks prior, so I was then denied benefits. Got to about a
month without rent, now I'm screwed.
Man, I never asked for a damn thing. Always worked hard. This shits getting to be too much. Hate to say it, but at least when you're dead, you don't have to worry about all this nonsense.
Oh wow Haiden, sounds like you’re going through so much. Do you have any family that can help?
you definitely giving hope and making us know we not alone in God and addiction
Much love and respect, stay strong 🙏🏽
Awe! i felt that same way about someone than i started to distance my self from one i loved most not knowing id lose the best person in my life now hurts holding that in.
I just stumbled on this thanks to my younger brother, gotta say that I have waljed through some of the same things and this brings a deep burning to my soul..love..much love..thank you for sharing your strength experience and hope..dont quit for no one!!!!!
I have a friend dealing with ,some pain right now, your songs help her so much thank you my friend,we love you for what you do,amen
I genuinely appreciate it, thank you..!!
Thanks for the music 🎶Chad I'm 5years clean off the heroin and 34months clean off the methodon bless you Chad Smith love and respect from Scotland 🙏🍀
Truly amazing
Thanks Chad Smith 💚🏴🙏
Colicchie I thank god for you everyday!! I'm so feeling this song!! Doing it on my own isnt working!! Thank you so much.. you truly help me in time where I feel all is dark. I'm starting over again!! I gotta be the queen of relapse.. I truly want this.. I dont even enjoy it anymore.. please keep me in your prayers.. my demons are fighting hard!!
True inspiration , beautiful amazing music
Thank you..!!!
@@Colicchie welcome
Still my favorite song. Don't forget to keep doing this for yourself.
Thank you so much..!!!
Damn... Just damn...took the words right out of my brain
It's some real shit
You seem like one of the only artists that can actually make me shed a tear...literally a single tear or one from each eye when I listen to your stuff man
Much respect Shawn, I appreciate it
Good shit brother
This dude keeps real the songs are helping have some hope and see past the drug Life
Thanks homie
Colicchie I'm sending all these to my daughter .. prayer every night she reach out... 🐘💜🙏🙏🙏🙏
I'm spreading your word real talk 💯💙
"Half the time I feel I'm going to be something great the other half I feel every breath is a waste"
This is my 2nd new favorite. Emotional burial burial still holds gold.
Those lyrics you stated =🔥✌🤙💯
I've been a drug addict for 20 years. I got 13 months clean now. My hole life has changed. This to his music gets me through the hard days . He's been there and understands. It's from the heart what he speaks
I appreciate you Robert, so much..!!! Much love and respect
I was going through the most stuff when I discovered his music been clean quite a few but we still can hit bottoms emotionaly...I used to get scolded by my councilor in Wilson house (pawt , RI ) for not being open always just sitting in the background...hey yo I'm just here to listen today...these days I'm more the oversharing type words fall out my mouth that idk where they come from sometimes...we going through one my 17 yr old got caught drinking a night she was sleeping at a friend's house
So now I got a DCF comii tommorow..just had 8 teeth pulled and my 2 oldest daughter are still ripping the streets 👣🙏 God please guide their paths
Until they come back home..I got a full plate right now but if I can suffer through my addiction then all this other stuff should be a piece of cake...sorry man I told y'all once the words start falling out my mouth it doesn't stop..I'm 46 recently disabled with a advanced case of psoriatic arthritis...all them yrs I used opiates when my body didn't need them...now my body could use some pain relief once in awhile but we already know where that story ends..I just wanted to give this man my utmost respect he helping me get through a time right now..walk the path tho stay humble 💯👣🙏💉💊🚫
Truly amazing..!! Keep it up..!!
@@Colicchie I appreciate it u as well.. keep them motivational words flowing 🙏🔥
I feel this all day all night and my heart is yours.
Much love, truly
Committing myself this weekend...speaking nothing but the truth this song kept me going this week more then anything thank you so much
Much love, how are you today?
@@Colicchie could be better waiting in the hospital right now didn’t make it to the weekend
BROTHER U DONT WALK A LONLEY ROAD ,YOUR LYRICS MY REALITY!!! STRAIGHT UP!I LOVE EMIEM, BUT YOUR SO MUCH REALER!
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This Gives You A New Reason To Love Your Life! Colicchie Thanks For Putting Your Hand Out And Helping Me Back Up 💙
It's crazy just how much I can relate to just about every song you write, Every song gives me the strength to continue in my journey of sobriety so I can't thank you enough man Keep doing what you're doing don't stop cause I know you're helping save my life
I genuinely appreciate it .!!
@@Colicchie Thanks bro! Just like SO MANY people appreciate your music and the truth, honesty and conviction behind it. Keep doing what your doing bro which is...SAVING SO MANY LIVES
I love your music. This song is seriously one I relate very very closely with
Damn straight to the heart 😭❤️ keep up the good work 🤝🔥 and keep safe.... ❤️
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I always said i wasbt gonna see past 21 here i am 22 alive and well love your music it speaks like no other music out there much love fam
You wanna find happiness, you fight for what you love.
I love the hook... I have the puzzle pieces but can't seem to put the pieces together. I'm in this Stand Alone Room reading books, lucid dreaming not knowing the difference between truth and lies. I know reality is perception and our grit and tenacious drive will get us through everything but to be real my dreams seem outta this world and unrealistic. God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference. Amen
Thank you so so much ❤️
This is one of the most personally meaningful songs I have ever heard. It singlehandedly got me through a really tough period in my life about a year ago. I will forever be thankful for you, Colicchie, for being so brutally honest and thoughtful, and for putting your life, your struggles, and your achievements on full (and I can only imagine, deeply vulnerable) public display in the hopes of positively impacting the lives of others. And I can say with absolute certainty... it did, probably more than you'll ever know. Thank you.
Honestly out of all my songs, the last verse, still to this day, gives me chills
Thank you@@Colicchie for your care for others and your engagement with randoms like me. Means a LOT.
This song saved my life so many times. ❤❤
Amazing, a lot of your songs are the same way I have felt/still feel 😢
Every track makes me so proud to be a recovering fentanyl addict. We went to hell and back. And still we can succeed. No others are stronger
Thank you so much..!!!
Ur words give me chills definitely hits home EVERY LAST WORD
'The sunrise looks different when you don't have drugs in your system'.....probably one of the truest things I've ever heard....that hit me hard
Much love Cindy
Just discovered this 😢I can relate love ya man keep up the good work
Much love and respect, sincerely
This tune is 100% if ur like me u'd understand if ur not like me u'll understand this is for all walks of life if I didn't know better I would of thought it was written for me!! I got so many similarities n'd recognition from these lyrics this is my daily battle this is how I feel most days battling with da demons inside my edd 😶
Iv never been an addict but bro your music moves my soul n I can still relate without the struggles other people like addicts have to fight
Much love and respect, truly. How are you today?
@Colicchie I'm good thanks bro, been banging ur tunes out all day, u r sick bro, much love and respect 👊🏻
...... real hip hop... so much relation.. thank you
I'm spreading your music to my fam and boyz,
Gonna help you fulfill your dreams bro.
Thank you for your honest music.... my boyfriend turned me onto your music....in love with it.... it touches ones soul
Dude I REALLY needed this song today. Thank you, SO much. Please, don't ever stop. 🙏🤍👊
Thank you so much Joe, truly, how are you feeling now ?
@@Colicchie definitely feeling more centered now, but tbh quite nervous about the current state of our country. I figure I'm just going to continue focusing in on myself, my health, and my community, and hope it somehow helps to stem the tide of hate and division our nation is currently suffering from. Hard not to sink into isolation and depression thinking about the state of things tho. Thanks for taking the time to respond man, means a lot 🙌
I can’t fall in love because I’m already in love I’ve prayed to God a few years now for a certain ❤ heart ♥️ and if it doesn’t come to pass I’m going to just live how I am right now because nobody else is this person ☑️
Have a great day Stephanie
Damn that part I’m not the man like my father that is one hell of the truth. I am going through completely hell right now and I wish I was as strong as my old man keep up the work
Been there, my brother
Powerfully lyrical and I'll keep it real, collichie tells it how it is and is very talented and a very strong artist. Props bro
Thank you Scott, how is your week going?
@@Colicchie I'm good living in recovery at the woodchuck Oxford house. Really strongly driven lyrics collichie right on happy holidays bro
Wow.. every word.. wow..
This dudes songs are powerful! Keep up the hard work and don't listen to haters.
Dude like fer realz he makes me cry and like I know exactly da fuck what he raps about and can relate!!
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I cry wen I hear his music. The recovery world needs a slim shady of its own and its him
life is not easy but it's also very short. I've spent many yrs trying to hang on to hope dealing with a loved one at tttthe same time dealing with my own situations. its hard tobhang on somtimes, hope almost non existent but l was clean for many yrs before recent stess and me ready to hitbtthe floor. all i thought unneeded was my family to be hole and all be home. I now remember that i cant help somone that doenst want it. what I mean is life will knock you down somtimes and it will not always be easy. but you can and you have to get up and dust off dont ever quit pushing forward your stronger then you realize just keep the faith and hold on.
"Cold as ice "
Felt every word
Realistically all in all realism thank you for sharing surely sincerely meaning trust and believe in yourself over come good or bad comes plow stand up stand tall and loud and proud your bettering yourself self ethics and others CREATE a new or ADD top your own foryou top feel unreal unbelievable bs when in doubt stay strong without a doubt believe in yourself true that straight up different and indifference that's a difference point when in doubt stay true to yourself first even not knowing best STEP INSTINCTUAL step embrace trust and believe in yourself just sayn just keepn it real
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Man this shit is deep I feel like I'm the problem if I take myself out the equation then maybe my kids will have the life I want them to have but damn abandoning them when I'm the one that would inn Everest dope sick for them that cant be the answer I'm 11 days no methadone I'm fighting hard I've started doing meth to get the money off my back then I hear shit like this and it truly helps bro you have honestly had to save a lot of people with this keep it up (march 2019)
This guy is a living legend helping me smash my recovery off methadone aince February takimg day by day
Thank you Ben; I truly appreciate it. How are you holding up today?
@@Colicchie well enjoy the sun here in the UK iam jst off to get my next monthly injection spoken to u B4 couple years ago but relapsed after 26 weeks
Dope and hard for real can relate to this
Last line literally gave me chills
Much respect: sincerely. How are you today?
@@Colicchie I'm good just want to say absolutely love your music definitely in the top 3 my opinion