The WORST month of my LIFE.
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- čas přidán 29. 08. 2024
- Hey guys, here's an explanation as to where I've been these past few months and why I haven't been active on CZcams. I hope you all understand.
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Haven’t watched the entire video yet. Just wanted to say I’ll always be loyal to you and your content. Plenty of car content out there, I watch for the person as well. Edit: It takes a great deal of strength to record yourself talking about this and upload it publicly. It doesn’t compare to you, but my family have been through a similar thing. Lost my grandfather and my Nan within 6 months. It’s been a tough ride but it does start to get easier. Talking definitely helped me though. Being able to sit down with people I trust and just express what was going on really helped to ease the pain. Stay strong brother. Even though we don’t know each other in person, you still have a second family here online.
Thank you very much for the kind words dude, it really means a lot taking a moment to comment. It’s a horrible thing losing family members but they’ll always have a place in your heart & they wouldn’t want to see you upset. Must continue as you mean to go on 👊🏻💖
Thank you all for checking out the video, I know it's a very personal one but I owe it to you guys to keep you updated with how I'm doing. Love you all x
Keep strong man, it takes courage to share this with the world. i think most of us are not here just for the car stuff and more for you. I'm following you since the need for speed 2015 videos and you seem like a really genuine guy. Let's hope 2020 get's better man. We are always here as a community for you.
Stay strong bud. You come across as a very genuine chap and that's a big positive in the CZcams world. Venting and talking is a must so respect for doing this.
Much love bro❤️
Keep your head held high man. I went through a similar thing a few years back and time is a great healer 👊.
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Sean you are an absolute soldier. To deliver all of that as well as you did show's how tough you are. You have so many qualities mate. It's been a tough few months for you but you're definitely a guy with a positive future ahead of you. You deserve every bit of love and respect that you get from your fans and everyone around you. You're an absolutely top guy. Well done for everything that you've achieved. Keep #ONIT
Thank you Calv, means alot coming from an inspiration like yourself. Gotta keep pushing through it all as life is just a big test. Mum's with me now in spirit and that will only help me continue as I was, lots of love brother ❤
Takes a lot to put this news public - Hope you're feeling better, man
Thank you bro, yeah this wasn't easy but I had to do it. Getting there day by day
Keep strong man. Not here just for the car stuff you seem like a genuine bloke. Feel for you.
Thank you for the kind words mate that does mean alot, cheers for checking out the video.
@@BoostedOnYT not a problem take your time and get your head in the right place we will be here when you return
That was really hard to hear man, I'm happy to hear your spirits are improving albeit slowly. It takes time for sure. I lost my dad when I was 20 primarily due to alcoholism and what helps me a lot is thinking about how he helped shaped me into the person I am today through the lessons he taught and the good times we had, and how I will carry that with me forever even though he's gone. Keep doing what you love, looking forward to new builds!
Thank you Greg, you're right I wouldn't be the person I am Today without my Mum and I'll always keep that in the forefront of my mind. Gotta make her proud and live a happy life like she would've wanted me to. Thanks for checking out the video buddy, means alot ❤
You're a stronger man than me fella. Big respect for staying strong through all of that and well done for picking yourself up and carrying on. A lot of respect for you Sean.
Got big things ahead of you lad, looking forward to seeing the things you can do soon 👍♥️
Saw this on Instagram man a little while back, so so sorry to hear for your loss Sean ;( theres nothing I can really write into words, but know that the community is here for you mate.
Thank you mate, you guys have always helped me get through tough times and this is no exception 👊🏻❤️
The fact that people disliked this video is horrible 🤦🏾♂️ sean be strong 🙏🏾
I bet it was "phil" and his band of pondlife
This has broken my heart I can’t begin to imagine how hard this has been for you, like always I’m wishing you the best, and just remember nobody is ever fully gone as long as you have your memories.
Thanks Kev that means alot, my Mum will always be with me even now she's gone ❤
All I can say to you is, you have done the right thing by opening up! I suffered with depression and anxiety after losing a family member! I am very sorry for your unfortunate loss.
Life is short! As time goes on healing will continue, it’s not gonna be easy but there is a future for you! I’ve watched you for years and appreciate everything you’ve done! I might be a random stranger but I have a like minded passion and am always open to conversations to take your mind off it! Everything will work out, life has it’s weird ways of taking you to new goals and heights! Just take your time and heal! Much love
Thank you for the nice words mate, really does mean alot at this time. You're right things will get easier and life does have a weird way of delivering things to you, just need to make sure you're prepared for when it does. Much love mate ❤
@@BoostedOnYT I really appreciate the reply much love, I wish you all the best with your health! hopefully one day I'll be at your level and would love to work with/help you along! message me anytime!
All support man, i’m here for you as well as your content. Take the time you need and do what can keep you on your feet. I cant possibly imagine the pain of going through this but all the love in the world to you!! You are an inspiration, i’m a very closed person and i personally wouldn’t be able to talk about something like this so i respect the fact that you acknowledged even for your own mental health let alone for other people’s acknowledgment that you felt you need to do this. All respect
Thank you mate, I felt this was the right thing to do and it has definitely helped me come to terms with everything. Much love for tuning in bro ❤
Sean Barrett anytime man!! i’m glad it did because as much as you were talking to us you were talking to yourself to really process it i guess. And i will always tune in bro, been tuning in since the clio days on boosted and havent missed a vid since
So sorry for what's happened to you,I lost my girlfriend six years ago from complications due to anorexia and I know what it's like, she was a drug user too and that didn't help either and I can honestly sympathize with you.stay on the right path and PLEASE don't do drugs or alcohol or anything else,deal with your stuff naturally and time is a great healer.best of luck to you.😉
Thank you for the words Adam, that must've been rough. I'm not a drinker or drug user and never wil be, time is the best medicine. Much love ❤
@@BoostedOnYT thanks for the kind reply,I didn't think that you were a drug taker or a drinker but I just wanted to say to you that it's not a good path to take.i really wish you all the happiness in the world and I it's a good thing to talk about this in the way you have.stay safe and positive my friend.❤️👍
Lost my mum suddenly at 16 before sitting my GSCE's. Bottled my emotions up for years and never opened up to anyone about until recently. Harboring those thoughts and emotions for too long was terrible for my mental health and one of my biggest regrets. Takes a lot for you to do this like you have. You have my respect mate
That's horrible mate, can't even imagine how rough that must've been for you. Respect to you for opening up to me bro, take care of yourself ❤
ill be honest mate this is the first video of yours I've seen and as soon as you started talking about your experience i felt your pain, my mum was diagnosed with terminal cancer on my 14th birthday and later passed away, the process of seeing them deteriorate around you is truly awful and i am so so sorry for your loss i am lucky enough to have my brother and dad so I just can't begin to feel your pain, I know I wished i opened up to someone sooner about my issues instead of allowing them to build up so you really have done the right thing here mate and it seems like you have a great fan base around you. i will keep watching your videos and hope you stay strong mate.
Mate, you have so much courage to be able to speak so openly with such a massive audience. My mum suffered with MS throughout her adult life, she lost her fight at the age of 43 after contracting pneumonia. I was 18 at the time, it’s been almost 12 years now. I’ve never really dealt with it or spoken to anyone about how it made me feel. I wish you all the best, good luck for the future.
Pretty tough video to watch man. I’m sorry for both of your losses. I know it’s such a cliche when people say to talk about it but coming from someone who also went through a bit of a tough time last year, I can say it really does help. Proud to see more young blokes like yourself talking about it and not keeping it all closed in. I know you don’t know me from adam but if you ever need someone to chat to then I’m here ✌🏻💪🏻
Thank you James, means alot you being supportive at this time. Hope you're all good and take care of yourself 👊
What nob ends disliked this video?? Mad respect to you man, stay strong and we'll done for talking about it x
So sorry to hear that mate. Hope you are ok and in time you will feel better and remember how strong she was.
She was the strongest, probably where I've summoned the strength to make this video from. Thanks for tuning in.
Really brave and strong of you to make this video. Thanks for doing so man, stay strong.
Thank you Eric, means alot you tuning in ❤
Don't usually comment on videos but you have been incredibly strong to put this out there, we don't just watch for the "car videos" we watch for you. I am sorry for your loss bro.
Stay strong ❤️ x
Thank you Josh, means alot knowing you tune in for me. Much love thank you for watching ❤
I am one of your followers on Instagram and I felt so sorry for you when you posted about all the stuff that happened to you and hearing about it know I still feel sorry for you and all that has happened to you over that 30 day period I hope 2020 goes up for you and not down again
Thank you for tuning in and supporting brother ❤
Lots of respect for you even making this video bro, takes a lot of strength. I can't imagine how painful it must have been losing someone so close. She passed on my mum's birthday as well :(
Just remember I'm always here if you want someone to talk to/meet up with/whatever. Take your time with getting over everything though, please don't rush it or even feel like you owe your followers anything
Thank you Jord, yeah probably the most difficult video I've ever filmed/edited but it has helped me come to terms with everything. Cheers for being there mate it does mean alot to me.
So sorry for your loss mate.. must be absolutely tragic. Glad your speaking about it. People will always be there to support you. Take care.
Massive respect Sean I’m so sorry about what has happened, here for you first cars second ❤️
Thank you mate, means alot you saying that ❤
Sean Barrett You’re a hero, things will get better! Like you said, silver linings
Hey man so sorry to hear your bad luck I know it does not feel like it now but it will get easier to live with. Your mental health is worth more than anything so take care.
Thank you brother, means alot ❤
Im sorry to hear about your loss, dont forget there is people you can talk to. Keep strong man
Thank you Adam, means alot brother❤
Sorry for your loss man really can’t imagine what you’re going through, stay strong bro
Thank you mate 👊
Think it's good that you have spoken about this, as you say it will be helpful to rationalise things with your mental health long term. Much love bro - Matt and Chris
Thank you guys, means alot you being supportive. Hoping everything is all good on your end.
Felt this I lost my dad just over a year ago to a heart attack and my mum is an alcoholic aswell, chin up pal
Not easy at all, feel for you bro. Gotta keep our heads held high and make them proud.
Definitely bro you ever want more people on your channel with cars feel free to hit me up got a fn2 type R civic also got a b16 EJ6 I'm trying to sell if you havnt decided on a new car yet 🤘
So sorry to hear what you've been through, life can be cruel at times.
Yeah it definitely can, thank you brother.
We're all behind you, I'm sure the future is bright for you and your content!
Thank you Barney
Stay strong mate, you are so strong even being able to speak about it takes immense strength, it takes even more strength to make a video about it so never doubt yourself, much love man
So sorry for your loss mate, takes a warrior to speak about it. Thoughts and prayers for you and your family
Sorry to hear about your year so far mate I hope it gets better
Thank you mate ❤
Sean your one of the most honest CZcamsrs around and I have supported you from the early boosted days, good to hear your getting back on track and hope you keep getting better and feeling more like yourself
Thank you for the kind words brother, means alot knowing you've stuck around this long. Much love ❤
Only just got round to watching this man! I couldn’t imagine what you’re going through still!! But you spoke very well throughout mate! You know always got my full support and I will make another trip up soon to do something mad stuff!! Stay strong mate!!
Total respect to you buddy and talk about what you have been through it is a measure of your determination and drive to keep going stay strong and focused .
Respect, keep that head up young man that takes balls to open up like that, 💙💜
Thanks John, yeah it wasn't easy but I'm glad I did it. Much love ❤
Mate that is the most brutal few months I’ve ever heard of. I’ve been with you since you got the clio, and you truly have had it rough. Keep your chin up, keep the mindset that you’ve got and you’ll get there. It does get easier to cope but you’ll never forget. Stay strong man 💕
keep ya chin up mate, you have achieved unbelievable amounts in terms of entertainment for your viewers over the years, strongly believe you will bounce back and surpass previous peaks, look forward to your future content!
Who tf are the 5 disrespectful people who disliked the video, absolutely disgusting!
They are people who have their own opinion so shut ya mouth
Mad how people have disliked this video! Stay strong man hope things are getting better for you! So sorry to hear!
Stay strong mate. Sorry for your loss.
Sorry to hear it mate, I'm glad things are getting better for you. Can't wait to see the content in the future. It will get better mate.
Thank you for the kind words, things will get better you're right. All in good time.
Can’t believe people disliked this, takes a lot of courage to talk about this, my heart goes out to you n your family
Stay strong bro! Unfortunate to hear what’s happened however you’re more than capable of making a comeback mentally and physically. The community is with you and congrats on your new job!
Sorry to hear this man it does get easier. All the best.
I thought I had a bad few months, this video makes my problems seem so insignificant. Much love to you, stay strong we’re all here for you
Sorry for your loss Sean. I hope you take the time to make sure your okay. Focus on yourself for a while we will always be here no matter what bro.
Thank you Pete, I'll be back making silly videos the moment I feel up to it.
Sean Barrett Its okay, been watching you since you had the Clio on boosted. Your a inspiration bro.
I lost my grandfather in December. I only saw him 2 times and didn't see him in hospital. I do regret that... i really do... I lost him the same day you lost your mum. he died to dementia that was accelerated due to his fine (my grandmother) passing a year before. it is awful... were here for you. I was the guy who bought 10 boosted stickers a couple of years ago and you followed me on twitter. Hopefully I can see you soon man. when meets are back on just let us know, we will be there :) much love!!
RIP to your mum and step dad, hope the rest of the year treats you well.
Hopefully some luck is due your way bud . My condolences on your parents . May they RIP
My love goes out to you man 😔, stay strong dude and well done for taking that step in getting it off your chest 💪. I hope getting it out there has helped you to maintain a good mental health and remember you're never alone. ❤️
I am so sorry for your losses Sean. I can't imagine what you have been going through. Stay Strong.
gone through more than most fella.brave video big respect
Thank you mate ❤
Sorry to hear, love goes out too buddy , you got the whole car community supporting you and to keep you staying strong . ❤️
Couldn't imagine how hard that time has been for you. You deserve all the luck in the world. Keep your head high and keep a smile. ❤️
Got you in my thoughts man,just do what you can each day and take each day as it comes you will never forget but will find your own way to cope keep strong buddy
Thank you Ben, means alot ❤
Keep strong mate, it’s not easy when you are going through bad times. The people who are closest to you family and friends will be there for you and especially us viewers! We appreciate you opening up and being honest, I had to do it with the same problems and battling mental health but it always works out in the end. Be positive ❤️
Thank you Shaun (love the name btw) that means alot. With the people around me I have no doubt I'll get through this ❤
Sean Barrett No problem, well I can only speak from experience as I’m 28. The viewers of the channel will understand and be there for you and with you throughout this journey, it’s a journey and not all journeys are easy in life but they make you stronger as a person. Keep your head up mate and be strong! We appreciate you opening up and being honest, looking forward to seeing whats coming up in the channel, yeah the names not bad either 😂
Having dealt with a lot of close losses in my family, you never get over the loss of a loved one, you just learn to get by, it’s not nice, but that way your love for that person still lives inside of you as strong as it was when they were with you. Took a lot of balls to do what you did for this video and keep yourself pretty well composed, and to deal with everything that happened after. People should take a leaf out of your book and just talk, let it out, and they will see there is always light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how dark it may seem at times.
Keep doing what you’re doing, and keep the positive mindset 🙌🏼
Missed you man, stay strong! I'm sure your Mum would be proud of you #TEAMDEFY
Thank you Martin, means alot! ❤
Always here Sean. I’ve been subscribed to this channel and boosted for the past 4+ years and what you’ve suffered in the last few months is really devastating. No one should battle alone in their head. Much love ❤️
Thank you for sticking around mate & thank you for the kind words. Hoping you can stick around for the future where things get better ❤
I'm so sorry mate, you are a true soldier to be dealing with this at all. Serious respect you're way
I'm so sorry to hear this Sean, I hope you feel better soon man. RIP to your mum and her partner
Hey sean massive respect for you for opening up about your personal life I'll always stick by your channel even if it isnt car related and so sorry for your loss on both counts of your mum and step dad 😭 RIP
Thank you for tuning in and being supportive, really does mean alot. much love ❤
Time heals and great memories will always be there. Big love big man. 🤜🏼🤛🏼
Thank you very much mate❤
Damn, that’s bad to hear... lost my grandad recently and I fully understand you. Keep on moving forward and things will get better. I’ve gotten hours of enjoyment from you vids and I’ll support you by watching and liking your videos, that’s the least we all can do.
Thank you for sharing mate, it's horrible. Much love brother stay strong ❤
Huge respect for getting this all out in public mate, takes a lot and even though you don't know me I'm proud of you and hope you're able to deal with it with time and that you've got a good support system around you
Thank you Matt, this has helped me alot with dealing with everything going on in my head. I do inded, couldn't be more grateful for the people I have around me.
I can’t imagine going through this. I’m so sorry for you mate and I’m wishing you all the best in the future. Been here since the Clio days and safe to say your one of the most genuine people I’ve met and such an inspiration to even be making this video . All the best ❤️
Mate that takes a lot of strength to talk about something like that, my mum passed away tow weeks before my 10th birthday and it's taken a long time to talk about it to friends. The car community is amazing and keeping yourself busy is always good. Stay strong mate 🤙
I never comment on videos, but you’re a true inspiration mate. Takes a lot to be able to speak about something like that on camera, wishing you all the best, things will get better. True natural on camera, all your vids flow effortlessly, looking forward to seeing more
Thank you for the supportive words mate, means alot at this difficult time. More videos coming soon 👊
Keep strong, I've met you in person at a meet in Royston and you really are a nice guy. Keep strong and carry on doing what you love. Big respect mate 👊
So sorry pal. Couldn't imagine what your going through. Stay strong and do your mum proud.
I don’t normally comment on videos but this touched my heart. My mum recently recovered from pneumonia and has myeloma too. I can’t even imagine how you feel as I was at my wits end. Bro, I’m literally crying as I write this and your step dad too. Just know you’re not alone. Take it easy man.
Thank you mate, it's not easy by any means. Just gotta stay strong, hoping your Mum is doing okay, sending my love ❤
Sean Barrett hey, we spoke 3 months ago. I thought I’ll let you know that my mother passed away in April. Things have been pretty tough. I hope you are okay. I thought I would share this with you if you’ve not applied already . It’s bereavement allowance from the government: www.gov.uk/bereavement-support-payment
losing family members or close friends suddenly, is going to be hard, keep strong. ive been a fan near the begging of the "other" channel. i hope you succeed cause you deserve it
Thank you for being supportive brother, means alot ❤
Holding in there strong, doing really well mate. Just carry on making progress
Can't even imagine how you're feeling mate. I hope you have a good finish to this year and do your mum proud!
I’m so sorry to hear this Keep strong bro there are a lot of people that care and are here for you in this world and I’m sure your mum and her partner are looking down on you and are more than proud of who you are
Only watched a few of your videos here and there so I didn't know much about yourself... However, just from this one video I can tell you are one very strong person for getting through that tough period of time. Best wishes to you and keep your head up mate. By making this video and opening up about it will not only help you but it will help many others in tough times and I have the upmost respect for you doing that. Stay strong mate.
You just keep you head up mate, you’ve been through everything that coild possible happen and don’t ever let that get you down because your still here fighting on. I lost my dad in April last year and was the hardest thing that ever happened to me, and speaking about it makes you feel so much better. Your doing the right thing getting it off your chest, it’s a relief. Don’t let this get you down, your doing them all proud. Stay positive bro 👊🏼❤️
Love you Sean, no matter what is commented it can’t bring back what you once had but I wish you all the best and hope the future is bright for you mate, please don’t give in and keep soldiering on, you will make your mum a very proud woman x
Sean...I had tears in my face while watching this...
I am so so sorry for what happened...
Eversince I read this on Instagram,I was speechless.
I know what it feels like to loose Somebody you love, and it's the worst feeling ever.
Hang in there, stay strong, eventhough I know how much it hurts ❤️
Thank you for the kind words, it really does mean alot. It's not easy at all but they'd want you to fight through it and be happy in life. That's what I'll do ❤
Mate I couldn’t imagine what you’ve gone through! We’re all here to support you mate, good luck with the new job, stay strong brother!
keep strong mate, i lost my dad in july last year and i havent spoken to anyone about it apart from my partner and it killed me inside. it was similar to what hapend to you appart from he only went in for having an unusual heart rate (he had lung and heart problems allready and had since i was 7) i visited him a few times and feel guilty that i didnt go in all the time but i was at work one day and on my way home my sister called me and told me to get to the hospital as quick as i can because they were moving him into ITU. on my way there and whilst they were moving him he had a turn and all his organs shut down and he passed away before i even managed to get there.... it never gets easier but all we can do is just carry on and keep strong mate ❤
Massive props for sharing this and opening up to us, alot of men find it hard and you've probably inspired others to speak out about their mental health, your living proof you can get through anything
Mannn what a month so glad you shared this with us all and I’m sure we can all agree we can’t begin to put ourselves in your position so you glad you were able to get the car sorted love the content hope this years a good year for you bro! Xx
I’m really sorry for your loss mate, lost my old man 35 years ago and still miss him every day at the age of 41. It does get easier as time goes by. In the last 10 years I’ve lost all 4 of my grandparents and a few old school friends, unfortunately it’s becoming more frequent. I try and see my mum and sis as much as I can because you never know. Chin up mate and absolute fair play for sharing 👍👏🏻
Marty Crush man I can’t imagine what it’s like to be without your pops from such a young age. I had to reply because your comment hit me hard. Stay strong man and I wish the best for everything and everyone in your life 💪
Mate, that was emotional. So sad. Wish u the best recovery. Have always enjoyed your videos, so don't rush, we ain't going anywhere
Thank you very much mate, means alot knowing you're going to stick around❤
Was wondering where you've been! horrible circumstances I wouldn't wish that on anyone. Keep being on it and doing what you're doing.
Bro I applaud you for speaking to a big audience about this. I know what your going through right now, I lost my mum at the age off 17 through throat cancer and I'm now 27 and i applaud you with how strong you are too talk about this so openly I've never once been able too talk to anyone about how I feel. You my friend are an inspiration ❤
Sorry to here Sean, hope the rest of 2020 goes better for ya. Don't think people are here just for your car videos. Much love bro and stay strong 💪🏻
Much love Joseph thank you mate ❤
We are all here for you. Bad things happen to make way for good! Keep going because it'll all be worth it. 🤗🤗🤗
Thank you Tim, means alot ❤
Bro, I'm so sorry! I can't immagine what are you going through!
Be sure, that we, your subscribers, We will support you forever!
Much love!
Much love bro thank you
Been watching your videos since you bought your gt86 and was wondering why no updates... you’ve had a rough time and it’s all come at once. Try and keep your head up, you’ve got your health, your youth and you’ve got a lovely girlfriend to share help you through these hard times... you will definately come out the other side stronger.
Sean this month was life putting you through pain so dont give up and carry on with your life i know losing the closest family members is so hard but dont give up on life ,glad your car was fixed for free and you always can find another job so continue your life and wish the best of luck on your journey
Thank you for the kind words brother, means alot ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss buddy, I hope that everything starts looking up for you soon, stay strong
My man... I'm in bits, I started watching you at the age of 14 on the boosted channel. We had a chat on instagram about the cars I wanted and ever since then Ive respected you for that... I was number 10 to buy your first stickers and I've still got your hand written letter. Stay strong buddy and you are the type of guy I would love to go on a drive with 🙁☺️ much love bruvva
Thank you for sticking around so long mate it really does mean alot to have loyal supporters like yourself. I'll keep pushing on, gotta make you all proud❤
Big up Sean, not been easy I can see from your ig but you've got people around you, I hope it gets easier for you. Your a fighter.
Thank you mate that means alot ❤
Sorry buddy, been there myself. Keep processing & go one day at a time. You’ve got this ❤️
Thank you mate ❤
been watching you since the clio days mate, really sorry to hear about all the stuff thats happened, hope you stay strong, im sure i can speak for everyone and say we are all here for you every single day.
Thank you Sam it means alot, hopefully things are on the up from here ❤
@@BoostedOnYT hopefully so mate