[EXCLUSIVE] Satanic ritual abuse: “Am I crazy, or did it really happen to me?” (MUST SEE)

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  • TRIGGER WARNING -- SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE.
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    EXCLUSIVE: In an on camera quest to find healing, satanic ritual abuse and familial sex trafficking survivor Mary Knight, MSW, speaks to Dr. Bessel van der Kolk, author of NYT best seller "The Body Keeps the Score." He responds with compassion and helpful advice.
    In this 2022 expanded version of Knight's personal documentary, False Memory Syndrome Foundation leaders are questioned. The False Memory Syndrome Foundation was founded in 1992 for the purpose of convincing society that recovered memories are not true. Knight remembered her abuse in 1993, when she was in her 30's.
    In this film, FMSF board member Dr. Elizabeth Loftus acknowledges that she was sexually abused at the age of six, and yet discounts the harm caused by child sexual abuse.
    FMSF board member Dr. Loren Pankratz states, "No matter what happens to a child under the age of three, he won't remember and, therefore, won't be affected by it." Pankratz gives as an example a two-year-old boy seeing his parents being murdered.
    The film follows Knight's healing journey and ends on a positive note. Please share and join the discussion.
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    #Satanicritual
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  • @RealWomenRealStories
    @RealWomenRealStories  Před rokem +30

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  • @thelotusheart_
    @thelotusheart_ Před rokem +3829

    That Dr saying that there is no harm in touching babies sexually should be stripped of his Doctorate and arrested.

    • @tracyevans7345
      @tracyevans7345 Před rokem +327

      It actually made me physically sick… having been abused at a young age and her saying it’s basically ok.. wow 😮

    • @dmcsunshine1
      @dmcsunshine1 Před rokem +79

      I agree!

    • @mariannemullin9517
      @mariannemullin9517 Před rokem +159

      Ritual abusers

    • @sweetlovejesus213
      @sweetlovejesus213 Před rokem

      STUPID IMBECILES DOCTOR. YOU KNOW THOSE DRS MUST DO THAT TO CHILDREN!!!! I will pray for all those of you who have gone through these horrific situations. IM SORRY 🙏🏻

    • @user-qg1jb8rw8e
      @user-qg1jb8rw8e Před rokem

      Individuals such as that alleged titled Dr needs to be struck off and mentally assessed to figure our whether he's a nonce/ paedo/ sexual molester or some other ill mental neuro defects that makes him lack in feeling or sensing or just a hazard to the general public if in contact

  • @Noname-vu1om
    @Noname-vu1om Před rokem +1694

    "If people aren't going to believe 53 year old me, then who is going to believe a child?" Let that sink in. How many kids have spoken up and not been believed or just ignored? It's terrifying to think of. It reminds me of the Hampstead case. Those poor children and their mother were not believed or purposely silenced.

    • @WKDMOUSE67
      @WKDMOUSE67 Před rokem +23

      So true some heartless people in this world.

    • @jennydoucette2538
      @jennydoucette2538 Před rokem +34

      i was not sexually abused, but my narc mother said, no, hes good and kind!, when i mentioned what an evil person he was(my brother). he f**ked her over royally over the yrs, disrespects her all over the place and lets his wife do the same in spades. i think she may deserve it after the way she allowed our dad to treat us and her psychotic behavior, but still. he could at least be a little more attentive, but still. my mom and a few sibs have managed to do a smear campaign on me and i have been treated w/ coldness by ppl that WOULD NEVER BELIEVE that the parents can be so evil.

    • @jennydoucette2538
      @jennydoucette2538 Před rokem

      a social worker did that to me in high school when my mother denied my fathers abuse. again, we should know certain ppl are working for satan.

    • @ms-gb4cj
      @ms-gb4cj Před rokem +15

      @@jennydoucette2538 I'm sorry to hear how badly you were treated. Have you ever listened to Trace Face-it? She's a coach for survivors of narcissist abuse. She's very genuine and sincere. Very good at nailing the narcs.

    • @juliewills3592
      @juliewills3592 Před rokem

      The girls being abused in Rochdale were not believed by the police.

  • @philstrachan
    @philstrachan Před rokem +448

    As a victim, now survivor, it was even harder for us boys in those days to even speak about it, let alone report it to authorities.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +36

      Yes. Its especially hard for boys/men.

    • @philstrachan
      @philstrachan Před rokem +22

      @@maryknight4450 it is indeed. I was fortunate that our parish preist kicked down our back door to get to me when i tried suiciding from it. He went to the perpetrator and told him he had 24 his to leave town or he was going to the police. But male child rape just wasn't reported in those days- cops didn't know how to deal with it.

    • @welsh.truth.dragon3914
      @welsh.truth.dragon3914 Před rokem +3

      So sorry for what youbwent through. I hope you got ot gey justice

    • @2Sugarbears
      @2Sugarbears Před rokem +10

      My sympathy. It is and was more difficult to speak as a boy. But no one believed EITHER gender.

    • @MooooonDemon
      @MooooonDemon Před 11 měsíci +6

      it was just as hard for girls you aren't special and screw you for using this woman's story to minimize her pain and talk about yours

  • @donnajones4478
    @donnajones4478 Před rokem +131

    Those old bags are as evil as the abusers are. Bless ya Mary . You are beautifully truthful.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +10

      THANKS!

    • @ActivismOfCare
      @ActivismOfCare Před 10 měsíci +8

      Yes the old bags look really scary. Mary is very courageous and helpful for reporting this publicly.

    • @kneelbeforethelord917
      @kneelbeforethelord917 Před 5 měsíci

      Bet they're abusers themselves and they do this so people turn a blind eye like they have done something right

  • @tammys701
    @tammys701 Před rokem +1129

    I was ruined from sexual childhood abuse. I had my teeth pulled out with pliers, told I looked like a prositute, whipped with extention cords and to tip it off zero emotional support while eduring this as a child. My abusers were the men in the family. Today at 49 I am now a successful artist and have wonderful female friends and my beautiful pets. However I cannot form healthy relationships with men or have children. The amount of low self esteem, debilating depression has robbed my adult life. I still have such bad days that I simply cant get out of bed. Sexual abuse trauma is real!

    • @gratefulgramma8216
      @gratefulgramma8216 Před rokem +74

      Big Hug...I'm speechless ....and so sorry

    • @Tzipporah36
      @Tzipporah36 Před rokem +47

      So very sorry. Sending love

    • @juliahatchett209
      @juliahatchett209 Před rokem +33

      I'm so sorry that happened to you and that it has cast a dark shadow over your entire life. I'm glad you found art and have been successful. Sending love and hugs!

    • @donnafoggin1432
      @donnafoggin1432 Před rokem +16

      I,m sorry for all you have been through.I send love, light and healing your way.God lvs you and so do I.🥰

    • @jasminenichols7782
      @jasminenichols7782 Před rokem +12

      Bless your heart doll. So sorry

  • @sophiashekinah9872
    @sophiashekinah9872 Před rokem +960

    "Anything that happens to a child before the age of three won't have any effect"? Then why are the years before age 7 called the "formative years"? Because EVERYTHING that happens during that time FORMS US!

    • @LDuke-pc7kq
      @LDuke-pc7kq Před rokem +68

      Yes, that a load of ####! It imprints on children forever and shapes Every decision, view of the world and people for their entire life

    • @kaleahcollins4567
      @kaleahcollins4567 Před rokem +14

      Funny you mentioned that very quote. It actually was first stated by the so called greatest Jewish philosophical mind maimonedies . He so states in the Talmud the very thing you just spoke of. So it's looked away as abuse

    • @aqua6613
      @aqua6613 Před rokem +22

      I remember things vividly from 3 years old and unfortunately my parents divorced when I was 5 so that affected me as far as abandonment issues etc.
      I don't have many memories with my dad but the ones I had were great and I had a great childhood until the divorce.
      My mom got sick and struggled being a single mom and I had to grow up quickly.
      I've healed my inner child so far and I am doing ok, but yeah that shapes you in many ways.

    • @Kristina_3696
      @Kristina_3696 Před rokem +57

      If you listen to survivors of MK Ultra like Cathy Obrien she talks about how it was important to abuse the child before or by the age 3. For some reason it was important that it started by 3 years old. The "false memory syndrome" was created by abusers to discredit victims.

    • @Rome274
      @Rome274 Před rokem +2

      Well said

  • @brooke.lovexoxo
    @brooke.lovexoxo Před rokem +93

    That woman you interviewed sounds like my maternal grandmother who called me a liar when her son was caught red handed after years of S.R.A 🤦🏻‍♀️ People like this is why this is perpetuated over and over throughout the generations. Evil sickos. 👏Thank you for your courage and bravery 🫶🏼

    • @listenup987
      @listenup987 Před 11 měsíci +4

      They will either call you a liar or crazy *hugs*

  • @francevenezia
    @francevenezia Před rokem +159

    I remember a terrible sexual experience that I had forgotten until one day, at work of all places, I happened to need to get into the same position as when I had this terrible experience, and these horrific memories flooded my mind. I almost suffered a nervous breakdown and it took decades to personally resolve the trauma. I 100% believe that memories are unremembered until you are more capable of processing what happened.

    • @astralhealingarts8696
      @astralhealingarts8696 Před rokem +6

      FACTS!

    • @lgreen2475
      @lgreen2475 Před 10 měsíci +8

      Same thing for me. I always knew I had a shit childhood. The man that did it was abusive in every way. Violent to women and kids . Just a really awful monster . I ended up having substance misuse at such a young age. It was how I coped with life in my house. They did the job of helping me forget. I never forgot the violence but I did forget the sexual abuse. Years later , bang, there it is. All the memories came in fast and furious. I did have a break down. Had to go to hospital under the care of psychiatry. At the time it was god awful but i figured out what had been triggering me all these years. Now I can deal with it better. I believe it happened because my brain thought it was time. I must have just been ready to deal with it . I do believe that happens a lot of people.

  • @j.c.4120
    @j.c.4120 Před rokem +137

    Gaslighting the adults of sexual abuse is just as evil as abusing that child. Absolutely disgusting!

  • @ginnylorenz5265
    @ginnylorenz5265 Před rokem +683

    Dear Mary Knight, I am an 80 year old woman, and this film has been of assistance on my healing journey. THANK YOU.THANK YOU. GOD BLESS YOU.

  • @kittybelly
    @kittybelly Před rokem +46

    It’s chilling because if you’re not as tenacious as Mary or Kristal, you could just live the rest of your life shushed by ‘professionals’. You women are so strong.

  • @7eyesopenwide168
    @7eyesopenwide168 Před rokem +180

    I have a friend who was brainwashed by her therapist that she had been sexually abused by her mother. She had no memory of it but began to believe the ‘memories’ that her therapist had suggested. The therapist is the one who was sexually abusing her. Her case went to trial and the therapist was found guilty. It’s a very fine line.

    • @subg8858
      @subg8858 Před rokem

      don’t think there is even a line. No way this lady forgot ten or more years of regular abuse. Maybe a couple isolated incidents at an early age. But from childhood into teenage years? No frickin way. This lady is deluded just like your friend unfortunately was

    • @2Sugarbears
      @2Sugarbears Před rokem

      Not it isn't a "fine line." I have met (personally) hundreds (yes hundreds) of women who were sexually abused. Their stories curled my hair. You just don't want the fact that at least fifty percent of females have been sexually abused and most by family members. Deal with it. Its true.

    • @janetbrooks3634
      @janetbrooks3634 Před rokem

      @lindyt3942 I saw that case on "Evil Lives Here" this lady in this video here who says she was ritually abused after a regression sounds genuine but I will say her look, ESP her eyes, freak me out & remind me of how alot of satan worshipers & cult members eyes look. Its like her cornea and pupil are much bigger then most and look black in color. Idk they just give me the heeby jeebies

    • @ti-kz2lf
      @ti-kz2lf Před 11 měsíci +8

      @lindyt3942 da talk about gaslighting to the absolute maximum.

    • @thegoldenchatter
      @thegoldenchatter Před 9 měsíci +8

      well hers is a 1 in a million case from a case of millions who turn to therapists who fail to treat their real life trauma.

  • @sophiashekinah9872
    @sophiashekinah9872 Před rokem +445

    An 8month old baby's bleeding vagina and torn rectum isn't damaged?!? The broken bones aren't damage?!? Somebody needs tell that man he is insane.

    • @brianachong5390
      @brianachong5390 Před rokem

      He’s a sick abuser himself

    • @C-SD
      @C-SD Před rokem

      Permanent damage. Can sterilize you, make it impossible to have sex as an adult. 🙁

    • @lindsayb1329
      @lindsayb1329 Před rokem +20

      I had to click off the video because of him

    • @thisbeem2714
      @thisbeem2714 Před rokem +29

      Insane and disgusting.

    • @jennydoucette2538
      @jennydoucette2538 Před rokem

      @@lindsayb1329 i almost did. hes working for satan.

  • @WeRNthisToGetHer
    @WeRNthisToGetHer Před rokem +782

    I was molested by my dad, the son of Chief of Police in Jacksonville, TN and my step grandfather who was a retired Memphis defense attorney. Noone did anything when I told authorities. The way people reacted or turned a blind eye and ignored what was going on is what traumatized me more than the actual abuse.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +51

      I'm so sorry that happened to you!

    • @WKDMOUSE67
      @WKDMOUSE67 Před rokem +25

      It is so wrong how family let alone a stranger do this is beyond words. Heartbreaking 💔

    • @judytullos9889
      @judytullos9889 Před rokem

      At one point, 2000 untested rape kits were found exactly where they were carefully placed. No one was charged. At least one lawsuit was successful, by a women raped by a repeat offender. My autistic son was raped by the city pool cleaner. Only then did all the resistance by the police department make some sense. Not. The survivors add to the work they do. But no. It is some of the work they should do. Bleak.

    • @__rm307
      @__rm307 Před rokem +16

      I am so sorry that happened to you!

    • @louannhamilton9680
      @louannhamilton9680 Před rokem +20

      Your story hit a nerve with me. I was treated that way as a teenager also. You are very brave and I admire you. Love love love!!!

  • @lindahart7449
    @lindahart7449 Před rokem +56

    The discomfort oozing out of Pam Freyd when confronted about her not believing her daughter is very telling. The only defense of supposedly knowing her husband so well, fell so short. She is and was very much aware of what was happening with her daughter and she’s in complete denial.

    • @bipedalnonsense
      @bipedalnonsense Před 10 měsíci +3

      Right, after all she only lived with her daughter for a short time. She knew the father way longer!! As if that fucking matters. That made me so so angry.

  • @joesmith3501
    @joesmith3501 Před rokem +31

    I love how she approaches people that doubt her experience. Not condescending or confrontational just these are my facts. This is my experience. Incredible Lady.

  • @KristinaTurnerAquarius
    @KristinaTurnerAquarius Před rokem +1559

    There is a whole trafficking industry that includes Healthcare and Law Enforcement and Family Court and Child Protective Services that discredit victims.

    • @crysta220
      @crysta220 Před rokem +41

      I am well aware 😒
      My family was victimized.

    • @deannatroy8113
      @deannatroy8113 Před rokem +105

      And teachers, doctors, psychologists, mental health providers and hospitals.

    • @KristinaTurnerAquarius
      @KristinaTurnerAquarius Před rokem

      @@deannatroy8113 And coaches and lifeguards and EMT are all involved in harrassing victims and covering up and insurance and CIA and FBI and NSA and Secret Service.

    • @denamerdovic5956
      @denamerdovic5956 Před rokem +64

      yes, dr loftus belongs in jail just like the people she helped defend. so sickening.

    • @daniellethomas3745
      @daniellethomas3745 Před rokem +53

      People tend to mentally block out uncomfortable truths when it could lead to drastic changes in their view of humanity or challenge their tightly held belief systems.

  • @sabrinacomotto3565
    @sabrinacomotto3565 Před rokem +523

    My mother is a psycopath, I've been under psicological abuse since I was a child. She used to call me a prostitute when I was 8, among many others insults and mistreats. I lived 40 years with that memories hidden in my mind. Until a couple a months ago she began to tell me awful things and, suddenly, all the abuse I've suffered started to emerge. I confronted her and she sistematically denied everything. I don't see her anymore and now I'm begining to heal, very slowly.

    • @jwhite5396
      @jwhite5396 Před rokem +7

      Dr. Jay Reid puts helpful videos out every week. ❤

    • @bredaobrennan9993
      @bredaobrennan9993 Před rokem +3

      💜

    • @louhoo6284
      @louhoo6284 Před rokem +4

      Bless ur heart ❤️

    • @Oceans11.11
      @Oceans11.11 Před rokem +15

      How awful for you. I’m so sorry. Humans truly are the monsters under our bed we were afraid of. May you continue to heal.

    • @maddissonmccall9599
      @maddissonmccall9599 Před rokem +7

      I feel so very deeply sorry for you and your suffering. May you receive the healing that you so rightly need and deserve. Bless you. There are too many monsters out there. Children's Services that have people working for them that put children in danger and many have no conscience. Shame shame shame.

  • @kerry-annbarrie7992
    @kerry-annbarrie7992 Před rokem +51

    As a survivor I can attest that repressed memories are real. Some memories always stayed with me but some came back slowly without counselling. I don't know if all the memories came back but what I have have always been the same and never deviated. Unless a person has lived with it, no one can really understand the impact abuse has on a survivor. My comment to those who declare that repressed memories do not exist should try walking in a survivor's shoes.

    • @bethulrich5406
      @bethulrich5406 Před 11 měsíci +1

      👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻❤️🙏❤️💕❤️

    • @NamiWonderful
      @NamiWonderful Před 9 měsíci +1

      Could i ask which kind of memories? For me it was in my teens when i had the first thought out of nowhere "something happened". but no other memories or feelings. later other abusive memories came out. but with this topic a few more, but not that i can tell more, very blurry memories.

    • @all_is_well_Mara
      @all_is_well_Mara Před 8 měsíci +1

  • @paulprior5846
    @paulprior5846 Před rokem +71

    The soul knows and remembers everything at a level and depth, humans cannot comprehend. Thank you for this documentary

    • @aaishaaa76
      @aaishaaa76 Před 9 měsíci

      🥹

    • @cosmicreef5858
      @cosmicreef5858 Před 8 měsíci

      they can because it is THEIR soul
      Stop underestimating yourselves

  • @sarahhenning5484
    @sarahhenning5484 Před rokem +499

    I think Mary is really brave talking to these people who are trying to protect literal child abusers

    • @kellif01
      @kellif01 Před rokem +25

      I agree. I would have had a hard time listening to all that bs.

    • @lambchop6278
      @lambchop6278 Před rokem +29

      Yep. Heroic. And I think also she has put a spotlight onto those who deny that this type of abuse occurs. Really quite smart.

    • @charlottekey8856
      @charlottekey8856 Před rokem

      The people who came up with the "false memory" syndrome (like why would sex abuse, of all types of memories, be so likely to be "false?") are abusers themselves, or advocates for them, like NAMBLA. They are as evil as the perps. Even old lady's expession and voice was disdainful and contemptuous. She obviously had no desire for truth.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +6

      Thank you, Blessings!

    • @WhaleCommunicators
      @WhaleCommunicators Před rokem +9

      Beyond Brave and it is here that she can now discover & utilize all the treasures she has within to completely heal all aspects of herself and help others heal just by watching or listeing to her informative healing videos. She's just had a fantastic start with all her work & her introduction to the world on this level.
      Standing Ovation to Mary and all surivivors and thrivers.

  • @jennifershurbet8322
    @jennifershurbet8322 Před rokem +703

    My mother knew that my grandfather was abusing me sexually. She too was abused by him as a child. She blocked these memories and this allowed the continuation of generational abuse. I am happy to say we can now openly talk about said abuse and have found healing and acceptance.

    • @kittenhasclaws3006
      @kittenhasclaws3006 Před rokem +7

      💗

    • @jjbinx
      @jjbinx Před rokem +36

      You should never forgive her because she didn't protect you from him knowing what he did

    • @foreversocal1
      @foreversocal1 Před rokem

      ​@@jjbinx shut up

    • @tammys701
      @tammys701 Před rokem +52

      @@jjbinx forgivness is crucial to healing! Unforgivness will eat you alive...resentments will manifest as cancer in the body! Read Louise Hays and move on girl!

    • @keariewashburn4680
      @keariewashburn4680 Před rokem +14

      @@tammys701 agree you got to forgive and give it over.

  • @rubiesofgold7698
    @rubiesofgold7698 Před rokem +23

    Every time that Mary was with her husband, I would tear up in a good way. The love they have for one another is precious and I’m super happy that she has that.

    • @bethulrich5406
      @bethulrich5406 Před 11 měsíci

      AMEN!!!!!;)🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️💕❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏❤️💕❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @marinazolotic4347
    @marinazolotic4347 Před rokem +23

    It’s amazing how the human brain “protects” survivors of abuse by repressing traumatic memories. Our bodies and our minds are truly resilient, self-preserving organisms. The downside is that often people engage in self destructive behaviours and/or suffer from mental illness (as a response to trauma) without knowing why or where this originated. Healing begins when we address trauma, but it needs to be addressed at a time when the survivor is ready to do so. People like Mary are extraordinarily brave for sharing their experiences and spreading awareness. Wishing her and other survivors healing and nurturing ❤.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +1

      Thanks so much! If you want a PDF copy of my new memoir, email me.

    • @cosmicreef5858
      @cosmicreef5858 Před 8 měsíci

      The body IS helping since it is YOU, it is trying to survive and LET YOU come to terms with the memories bit by bit WHEN YOU ARE READY
      Same happened to me. Until i hit 18 i could push away the memories but i was constantly reminded i will have to face them one day
      The body IS YOU. It only tries to do good.

  • @sophiashekinah9872
    @sophiashekinah9872 Před rokem +282

    How could anyone listen to someone say that it's ok to sexually violate a child under the age of 2, because if pedophilia is abuse, it was too early to remember and therefore not harmful to the child POSSIBLY believe ANYTHING else that comes out of that person's mouth?

    • @tamarabobic9604
      @tamarabobic9604 Před rokem +45

      I'm 100% sure he is the abuser himself..this is alarming

    • @sophiashekinah9872
      @sophiashekinah9872 Před rokem +30

      @@tamarabobic9604 Right? And what about the chick who just isn't convinced that all the people who are coming forward and subjecting themselves to ridicule are telling the truth about their "fantasy" childhood that she doesn't have any concrete proof of?

    • @suzymac4121
      @suzymac4121 Před rokem

      They are either paedophiles themselves or sick

    • @Aliens_And_Pyramids_And_Shit
      @Aliens_And_Pyramids_And_Shit Před rokem +9

      It says the same thing in the Talmud it’s sickening

    • @panithera2552
      @panithera2552 Před rokem +17

      My mother used to say that if a child does not remember within 2 weeks after incident, she will never remember. And guess what, she new that I was trafficked by my father and, of course, denies everything fiercly.

  • @honeybunny1162
    @honeybunny1162 Před rokem +538

    To all those out there being discouraged by second hand abusers/deniers/doubters: I wish you all the strength to find your answers and truth. And peace and love.

  • @LoVeLyLoLoFeLiX
    @LoVeLyLoLoFeLiX Před 11 měsíci +5

    That "Dr." really expects an abuser to admit it. She needs a new profession. This is a really good video and it shows why some people don't report. They're judged and told their truth is not reality. I'm glad I watched this. You are definitely needed to bring light on this abuse.

  • @elizabethbetsy1
    @elizabethbetsy1 Před rokem +546

    I can’t remember most of my childhood. The stuff I do remember I wish I didn’t. I know that two sides of people really can exist. My perpetrator was beloved by many as an artist, generous, and a gentle fun person. He was a COMPLETELY different person while he did those things to me. He threatened to hurt my little sister in horrible ways if I told anyone. Thank God he died when I was 12. I remember walking up to his casket and touching his hands and feeling relief that they were cold. These things are real unfortunately.

    • @K-a-n-d-i-s
      @K-a-n-d-i-s Před rokem +10

      💖

    • @ernestfry6034
      @ernestfry6034 Před rokem +20

      I'm So sorry for your pain and I'm Praying that these things do Not happen to anyone Else.!

    • @elizabethbetsy1
      @elizabethbetsy1 Před rokem +6

      @@ernestfry6034 🙏

    • @bailey2777
      @bailey2777 Před rokem +15

      🙏💜 GOD BLESS YOU 💜🙏
      You're a warrior 💙 I don't know how these criminals can be so two faced 😡🤬

    • @mi_bulle_ha_noname3775
      @mi_bulle_ha_noname3775 Před rokem +5

      💜 🙏🏽💪🏾

  • @tinap5509
    @tinap5509 Před rokem +360

    That Goldstein woman doesn’t want to believe her daughter because then she would have to feel guilty for not protecting her. She seems very condescending and nasty.

    • @georgiayoung9124
      @georgiayoung9124 Před rokem +18

      At the end she appears frightened...

    • @RavenWolfDrum69
      @RavenWolfDrum69 Před rokem +8

      She doesn't have guilt in her soul

    • @gollbach-cardenas5605
      @gollbach-cardenas5605 Před rokem +10

      I concur, Goldstein is horrible.

    • @EternalGalaxies
      @EternalGalaxies Před rokem +16

      She also gets nervous and starts to fidget and look away when asked about the research she's done (which it turns out is just reading DARVO testimonies of abusers). Telling.

    • @spaceytracey1237
      @spaceytracey1237 Před rokem +10

      A lot of the Jewish community chooses to ignore it and side with the abusers.
      Manny Waks, an Australian man was repeatedly raped by more than 1 of the rabbi's who had power in their community. His own parents ignored it when he told them about it.
      But his father finally did the right thing and helped Manny to make his story public.

  • @jazzyj150
    @jazzyj150 Před rokem +4

    Omg 😭 I am 20 years old and for a while now I have been getting recovered memories of SA from my father when I was only a toddler/young child... he went to prison for sexually assaulting another young girl not long after this and I never saw him again, god for so long i have been thinking i am absolutely crazy and insane and that i am making things up because I just can't seem to believe it but this documentary has been so so so helpful in my own healing to the point I've cried a few times already and im not even finished🥺 I truly hope that all other surviors of this abuse are able to heal 🙏 ❤ thank you so much Mary for your work, this is the first time I have seen your story but I truly admire you and thank you for validating so many people including myself that WE ARE NOT CRAZY!!!! Thank you beautiful 🥺❤

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem

      I am so sorry that happened to you! Feel free to email me.

  • @Dash_023
    @Dash_023 Před rokem +17

    The woman who's the center of this film is an amazing person. May God bless her abundantly. Her forgiveness and desire for the truth are beyond exemplary.

  • @christinawaite8352
    @christinawaite8352 Před rokem +469

    Wow! I have worked in Child Welfare for 16 years now and hearing Eleanor Goldstein brush off sexual touching or sexual comments towards any child, as no big deal is just sickening!!!! She should have been arrested. I believe it is her way of dealing with her guilt or else she is just a horrible person.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +24

      thanks for your work with child welfare!

    • @ziggystardust3060
      @ziggystardust3060 Před rokem +34

      As an abuse survivor I too was shocked at Elenor Goldstien's comments. She literally made me feel sick.

    • @ellenpendergast6481
      @ellenpendergast6481 Před rokem +12

      Yeah have to be really cautious in finding therapist. Jeez

    • @leegalloway9508
      @leegalloway9508 Před rokem +7

      or her way of dealing with it happening to her. if she makes it no big deal, then she just shrugs it off, again, denial!

    • @elizabethbetsy1
      @elizabethbetsy1 Před rokem +10

      A horrible person

  • @PT-tw6kg
    @PT-tw6kg Před rokem +237

    I hate when people question people and it sounds the same as the abuser. This is why people don't come forward. Look at all the sex trafficking now.

    • @panchang810
      @panchang810 Před rokem +1

      Exactly

    • @halevirginia9523
      @halevirginia9523 Před rokem +5

      It feels like everything is getting worse

    • @lindsayb1329
      @lindsayb1329 Před rokem

      Yes, I hated that part. It made me so aggravated.

    • @SincerestSawa
      @SincerestSawa Před rokem +5

      I've spent years in chat rooms trying to find people or even a single person I feel comfortable talking to about this stuff and it just never feels right, seems the best people to talk to are those who have been through the same thing

    • @dalia8518
      @dalia8518 Před rokem +1

      It makes no sense to someone to lie about something like this especially a child they r the real problem ,the ones who question

  • @miriamking966
    @miriamking966 Před rokem +15

    Thank you Mary. I am from New Zealand where my councillor said just about every town there are ones coming out with stories like I was remembering in their sessions. My heart and prayers go to all survivors of this dispicable crime to children from Adults that have a choice for what they do. Our brains store everything.

    • @lornadoone8887
      @lornadoone8887 Před 8 měsíci

      New Zealand has the reputation of being a hotbed for these elite pedophile satanists.

  • @PaperMario64
    @PaperMario64 Před rokem +7

    That silly woman said a father saying he’s sexually attracted to her is a joke. Smh. This is why predators have so many victims.

  • @elizabethgulley7044
    @elizabethgulley7044 Před rokem +194

    Sexual abuse victims are incredibly ashamed of what happened to them. They do not want to describe all of the horrors they experienced. When they speak out it is at great cost. I cannot believe anyone would doubt these people.

    • @gigiarmany4332
      @gigiarmany4332 Před rokem +5

      EXACTLY

    • @kat4truth396
      @kat4truth396 Před 10 měsíci +2

      Are you kidding? This absolutely happens more than we even know but as a body language reader she's a straight up liar!

    • @cinnxmxnslayer
      @cinnxmxnslayer Před 8 měsíci +2

      ​@@kat4truth396body language reader? be for real

    • @cosmicreef5858
      @cosmicreef5858 Před 8 měsíci

      It is extra sad that THEY are the ones who feel ashamed instead of the ACTUAL predator. Disgusting
      The victims deserve all the help, healing and happiness in the world instead of getting the treatment that belongs to their abusers.

    • @rccyberwarrior2267
      @rccyberwarrior2267 Před 7 měsíci +2

      @@kat4truth396 Are you saying this because she is exposing the satanists?

  • @LemonTreeQuilts
    @LemonTreeQuilts Před rokem +349

    It was immediately clear to me listening to Eleanor Goldstein that she was trying to discredit these claims as a way to protect someone she was close to, who she knew had committed this type of abuse. Her language was consistent with the language of an abuser or an enabler of an abuser. I don't understand how people like that can live with themselves.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +21

      Thanks for your comment!

    • @Dommommy
      @Dommommy Před rokem +29

      Those who subscribe to the Talmudic system of beliefs believe that they are not doing anything wrong because their book tells them crimes against particular children aren't crimes and if they occur before the age of three then it doesn't count. I'm grossly simplifying and omitting the worst parts but if you read the Talmud yourself then you'll understand why so many seem so condescending to victims and sympathetic to the perpetrators.

    • @mileslong3904
      @mileslong3904 Před rokem +14

      @@Dommommy A really disgusting book. I've read some excerpts.

    • @loribender6282
      @loribender6282 Před rokem +19

      It felt to me like she was covering her own guilt for not doing something.

    • @welsh.truth.dragon3914
      @welsh.truth.dragon3914 Před rokem +18

      She is obviously one of them

  • @misszany2530
    @misszany2530 Před rokem +15

    That was so hard to watch! The “professionals” are far from professional. I have been trying to solve the puzzle of my rape for years now but It does help me to say I don’t need family to validate it for me. I know what happened and I can find peace on my own. ❤ thank you Mary!

  • @freedom2evolve621
    @freedom2evolve621 Před rokem +5

    This…. Just this…. Oh my heart aches. I am a hypnotherapist by trade and my skin was crawling throughout. You said “. They never suggested anything” (referring to whomever helped you) and a good therapist never would. We only use the power of suggestion, By request when a client wants to heal either physical or habitual issues. Oh darling, thank you for your bravery. I am sharing this with all of my colleges. I appreciate all of this traumatic work so much and I’m sending all love and light. Thank you

  • @jozie3014
    @jozie3014 Před rokem +181

    The old lady who tried to minimize and shrug it off with her dad saying he was sexually attracted to her is so wrong

    • @miapdx503
      @miapdx503 Před rokem +16

      People get away with absolute horrors because of people like her.

    • @2Sugarbears
      @2Sugarbears Před rokem +3

      Puberty turns father heads and other body parts.

    • @juliapfeifle8072
      @juliapfeifle8072 Před 10 měsíci +1

      and her saying that an adult fondling a minor isn’t bad and that sexual touching of children is made out to be a bigger thing than it actually is. disgusting

    • @littlelam3691
      @littlelam3691 Před 9 měsíci +2

      @@2Sugarbearsnot for normal people

    • @johnathanstevens8436
      @johnathanstevens8436 Před 9 měsíci +2

      Yeah, I'm having a hard time figuring her out. She's like, "Stand up for yourself and get over it." As if a young child commands any sort of respect, power or authority. It took me 20 years to pick my self esteem up off the floor and do what she says. Wouldn't it be great if we could prevent that sort of suffering in the first place?

  • @nicolecooly578
    @nicolecooly578 Před rokem +241

    Mary Knight, how you were able to display such a calm and inquisitive disposition in the face of denial experts was truly remarkable.

  • @gigiarmany4332
    @gigiarmany4332 Před rokem +8

    we are truely living in "REVELATION " times..all secrets & deeds done in darkness will be exposed now..& all the deniers ,enablers & abusers will be exposed for the world to see..thank you Mme.for bringing this centuries old human plague of abuse & oppression of the most vulnerable to light.. see as the last of the despicables who defend abusers instead of innocent children are publicly shamed as they shamed the victims of suffering & abuse..well done Madame..I salute you👍🏾🙌🏾❤️💥🔥🎊🌟

  • @samdiamond3402
    @samdiamond3402 Před rokem +7

    Dr. Van der Kolk and the Body Keeps the Score were so helpful! Your courage to examine, investigate, and publish are very commendable. ((hugs))

  • @erinb1815
    @erinb1815 Před rokem +257

    I believe Mary absolutely . I can’t believe how rude that one lady is to her and disbelieving everyone. That’s probably why Mary subconsciously chose Social Work and has a gentle almost childlike voice. Every therapist I’ve ever known has serious issues themselves. I just want to give Mary a great big hug.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +22

      Thanks for the virtual hug!!!

    • @subg8858
      @subg8858 Před rokem

      I believe it. That organization is clearly a covert pedo advocacy group whose sole function is to protect abusers. This doc makes the fact plain as day if it weren’t already

    • @subg8858
      @subg8858 Před rokem +3

      @maryknight well done, Mary. You really exposed these MFers

    • @2Sugarbears
      @2Sugarbears Před rokem +2

      Every therapist I knew has issues. Everyone. Even the one good one I found.

    • @MaileyMcAslan
      @MaileyMcAslan Před 11 měsíci

      My first the rapist blew her own brains out.

  • @Cunthr
    @Cunthr Před rokem +168

    As a psych grad I am fucking floored by how many dangerous mental health "professionals" out there. I do not mean for this to sound bigoted but please consider younger professionals, we really do want to help and have been taught to be extra sympathetic and TRUST people when they have the courage to seek out help and the beautiful vulnerability of telling us their stories. Idc at first if your memory is false. If it is effecting you in the real world, it is real enough to be addressed. And if it is a false memory, we will get to the bottom of it and be grateful for our overactive imagination that is trying so hard to keep us prepared and safe for the worst outcome. Please please research your therapists and psychiatrists, they (should) do the same for each client. Never settle for a professional who is not empathetic and not working for your best interests. We get such a bad rap, but I honestly care for each individuals experience, and I know at least 100 women and a few men I graduated with who feel the same. We are becoming more loving, please give us a chance. We know young professionals seem undertrained sometimes, but these old ideas of mental health are not holding up. Find a professional who does not just care about mental health, but that loves humanity and is determined to serve and help it.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +13

      Thank you for your comment!

    • @SincerestSawa
      @SincerestSawa Před rokem +6

      I started using a support chat as a teen , didn't see a therapist till my mid twenties and never felt comfortable , have stuck with support foryms

    • @ms-gb4cj
      @ms-gb4cj Před rokem +9

      @@SincerestSawa You're better off doing that! I think many psych professionals know how to gaslight and destabilize their clients to the point of getting them on meds or in the psych ward stuck in a nasty cycle. I call it treacherous and I'll never trust them.

    • @Twinklez63
      @Twinklez63 Před rokem

      Pedophiles are put in positions of power by the elite Luciferians. They control everything

    • @__rm307
      @__rm307 Před rokem +4

      Thank you for your comment!!! Great advice - going to look for a younger therapist 🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @Rye_Toast
    @Rye_Toast Před 5 měsíci +4

    As a child that was never believed (for anything, my abuse was different) watching these women dismiss the Miss America lady is extremely triggering.

  • @rachelsteele9353
    @rachelsteele9353 Před rokem +10

    Thank you for shining a light on repressed memories of childhood abuse. It definitely happens. It happened to me. Trauma is real and repression is a survival instinct. This kind of thing has been going on far too long! Stand in support. Believe them. Support them. Protect them.

  • @michellemcbrayer5219
    @michellemcbrayer5219 Před rokem +65

    I have been a therapist for 29 years and it is shocking to hear that victims of abuse are being asked to corroborate their abuse stories. The focus of therapy is to support clients and help them to heal. It is NOT standard protocol to question stories of abuse.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +4

      Agreed

    • @bethulrich5406
      @bethulrich5406 Před 11 měsíci

      @89-PRAY🙏❤️💕❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️💕❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @aliciaclark3900
      @aliciaclark3900 Před 11 měsíci +3

      She's a professor. They are typically inexperienced

    • @rccyberwarrior2267
      @rccyberwarrior2267 Před 7 měsíci

      Some of those therapists are working hard to protect satanists and keep the satanic ritual abuse going (as they themselves are part of such satanic cults) -- according to various survivors the satanists employ certain mind control techniques to help prevent memories of the trauma from being recovered.

  • @natalieduke7766
    @natalieduke7766 Před rokem +167

    This is why SRA specialists and therapists with CTPSTD/PTSD training is critical. That Lotus lady pissed me off, listening to her and how she tried so hard to discredit. Very calloused in my opinion
    and part of the problem with these folks not getting the help they need. So taken back by the response she got from soo many ppl. Im an SRA victim starting age 2 and remember EVERY detail

    • @atoz6382
      @atoz6382 Před rokem +13

      A lot of us brothers and sisters only have some memory due to being beaten so hard.

    • @mkwoodstock
      @mkwoodstock Před rokem +14

      It’s extremely sad how few psychologists and therapists that are familiar with ptsd and trauma training.

    • @reneecaballero9624
      @reneecaballero9624 Před rokem +18

      Same . It pisses me off when people say that's impossible because kids don't remember anything at that young of an age. That's such BS. When you're traumatized,it sticks in your head like a damn movie..

    • @roseO1984
      @roseO1984 Před rokem +10

      I Remember All the ABUSE!! Sexual physical & mental, every single detail!! The time of day, what the weather was like, the smell of breath, hair & skin! My sexual abuse started when I was 6 ended at 13. I was in & out of foster care after age of 13 while a ward of the court I had extreme therapy, Tuesday’s and Thursday. My older Sister also was sexually abused by the same person, our Biological Father,,, Sister tucked the majority of her memories away, she was 15-16, my aunt took custody of her. I believe Sister NOT having the therapy like myself caused major harm in the long run.

    • @jennydoucette2538
      @jennydoucette2538 Před rokem

      she IS very callous . what an evil person. shes working for satan in my opinion. same w/ that other woman old bitch and the male psychologist. chills!

  • @rachelwelch5548
    @rachelwelch5548 Před rokem +11

    I was sexual abused by my father and a couple of uncles. So was my half sister. We had pedophiles on both sides of the family. There was time for my mother would pick me up and carry me into my dad's bed. She was verbally and emotionally abuses to us. I didn't have any signs of PTSD till I got in my 40s my mother was also a bit of a narcissist I didn't even know what a narcissist was put myself in therapy. I'm 65 years old and I still talk about it cuz I know by me talking about it I can help somebody else. And I know I have helped others especially a couple of children that we had went through it cuz I talked to my children about it and let them know what had happened to me from the time that they could understand. We have nothing to be ashamed of it wasn't our fault we were just children. My therapist says I was wondering if you survivors that she's ever met that didn't blame themselves. Thank you for this documentary

  • @recoveringbaptist2023
    @recoveringbaptist2023 Před 5 měsíci +4

    The psychologist in the beginning was a piece of work. What the hell did she expect to see, the footage from a hidden camera when children were being abused? I don't understand why she was even interviewed for this. I wonder about the skeletons in HER closet. Why is she defending child abusers???
    I was abused by my father who died at 38, of a heart attack. His nieces and nephews think he walked on water, and I can't tell them the truth. They would blame me and accuse me of lying. But I know that 10 days before his unexpected death, I had raised my shaking hands to heaven, and with tears streaming down my face I said "God please. Help." 10 days later he died of a blood clot un his aorta. 19:48

  • @undomiel466
    @undomiel466 Před rokem +227

    I honestly didn't think there are people in this world who would have the courage to stare publicly into a camera and say "unless there is forced intercourse, the family should still be united even if there is sexual touching. And if there is intercourse, it is up to the children to stand up and speak up for themselves". I sincerily hope I misunderstood because the video is so long and english is not my first language... Otherwise, wow. Just wow

    • @jocelynburke9936
      @jocelynburke9936 Před rokem +58

      No you definitely did not misunderstand… that’s exactly what she said… I had to rewatch that part because I was shocked

    • @elliesquires2753
      @elliesquires2753 Před rokem

      Oh u heard it correctly! She’s a sicko

    • @sallthings3343
      @sallthings3343 Před rokem +30

      😔 Incredibly sad. What a twisted way of thing about children… zero respect given to the survivors. Other part that boils my blood is she baked her cookies and she is plain rude to you. I think you’re beautiful for making this… thank you 🙏🏻

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +8

      Thank you, Blessings!

    • @nataliebutler
      @nataliebutler Před rokem +21

      Honestly, I wonder if she was abused and her coping mechanism is to convince herself it's not a big deal.

  • @lisalep
    @lisalep Před rokem +287

    Lotus is making my blood boil . She is an absolute disgrace of a woman even if she doesn't agree with this she needs to speak to her with a bit of respect and stop being so rude. What a horrible lady, has a cheek to be called a mental health professional 😠

    • @sharon2340
      @sharon2340 Před rokem

      She probably one of them..

    • @leelee3665
      @leelee3665 Před rokem +10

      I don't think she is one. They were saying earlier in the interview that she's not a mental health professional. Unless they were referring to someone else. She's very rude. And alot of people like to doubt situations like this unless they were in them themselves. It's easy to say it doesn't exist.

    • @Willowtree82
      @Willowtree82 Před rokem +7

      shes a professor first. She's probably not dealing with people as patients anymore if she ever even did

    • @PineapplePowersuit
      @PineapplePowersuit Před rokem +6

      @@leelee3665 BUT is probably happening right under their nose. People are gross sometimes. AND self-serving.

    • @lambchop6278
      @lambchop6278 Před rokem +17

      The fact that she has represented the likes of Cosby and similar others.... Wow. Wonder what she said there... 😲😠😒

  • @marshareed1438
    @marshareed1438 Před 7 měsíci +4

    I had a repressed memory of sexual abuse with my dad. My doc would ask me questions about sexual abuse & I always started to cry & say no. She would say, “if it didn’t happen why are you crying”?. I would say, I don’t know. She talked me into seeing a PTSD counselor and I told her what I remembered. My dad wasn’t included at that time as I didn’t remember. There was much abuse after my dad but I still repressed much of it. The counselor told me that I had PTSD ( I didn’t know what that was) & that she could help me. I didn’t want to go. She called me & offered me a $ deal, bcz she thought I had a money problem. I didn’t want to waste my time in her office lol.
    Years after my dad died I had a memory of my dad molesting me. I sobbed forever. I was in disbelief! When I turned 50 I became very angry. Today I’m 58 & I have learned a way to shut my heart from loving a man so I won’t have my heart crushed ever again! I don’t believe there’s a such thing as being healed, only coping.

  • @ur786.1
    @ur786.1 Před 9 měsíci +7

    Someone needs to check Dr Pankratz's hard drive.

  • @princesswarrior4797
    @princesswarrior4797 Před rokem +136

    I have memories since about age 4. How I found this out was looking at pictures. One specific picture It was my 4th birthday and I remember being very mad.( i recall being angry often as a child, mostly at my mother) i remember opening presents and everyone watching me i got so mad i broke the necklace i had gotten from my grandma in front of everyone. I found a picture of that day and i was crying while on a carousel. I still struggle with anger as an adult. I wont go into details of why but the trauma defefintly catches up as you get older. 👀

    • @tbow7785
      @tbow7785 Před rokem +12

      That’s because what you experienced you see in more clarity than you did as a child. Even if you don’t understand the root causes of it. You’re not alone in that. I won’t go into details either because that’s not really my style but just know you’re not alone. 🫶🏼

    • @ms-gb4cj
      @ms-gb4cj Před rokem +12

      Holy @#$% I did the same thing at about the same age! 😱 I hated my mother terribly because she was so oppressive projecting her fear into my life. She was sexually abused as well. I'm wondering if she was trying to protect me from something but she couldn't really. Bad shit happened. You triggered that memory and now I understand why I would've done that. Everyone in attendance was scolding me and thought I was ungrateful and spoiled. Thank you for for that testimony. 💔🤗

  • @theresawilson681
    @theresawilson681 Před rokem +67

    I was satanically ritualisticly abused by a group of people who in the daytime were a church group. I was a small child. I repressed all of the abuse from my childhood until I was about 35 years. I spontaneously remembered the abuse, mostly triggered by everyday events and people. The doctors who deny repressed memory may have their own repressed memories that they are avoiding and terrified to face. Or perhaps they are supportive of perpetrators.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +4

      I am so sorry this happened to you. I was also abused in those settings.

    • @listenup987
      @listenup987 Před 11 měsíci +4

      The best thing for me was staying absolutely sober - memories come back and the feelings associated with them. I don't know how to find therapists that help with this heavy of trauma

    • @alexashworth3119
      @alexashworth3119 Před 10 měsíci +3

      My friend and his siblings were abused by several deacons of the church in the basement of the church.
      This was back in the 90s I think, in NE Ohio.
      Where did these things happen to you and what church?
      Do you know what sect of Satanism was this and do you know how big the group was?
      The more we know the more kids and people can be saved.
      Thank you for helping others with your story.

    • @alexashworth3119
      @alexashworth3119 Před 10 měsíci +1

      ​@@listenup987
      God is the only one who can help you. God is the only one who knows everything about you and he knows the pain you feel.

  • @luvick848
    @luvick848 Před rokem +9

    I'm absolutely stunned at the opinion and words of some of those so called professionals....these are dangerous people 😈

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +1

      Agreed. I write more about it in my book that just came out. If you want to read it but can't afford to buy it, email me and I'll send you a PDF copy free.

  • @dragonsguardianofcrystalhearts
    @dragonsguardianofcrystalhearts Před 5 měsíci +3

    I have been asking myself this same question the past 2 years...i have cried and cried so much about this.. thank you for doing this.

  • @marisela7825
    @marisela7825 Před rokem +242

    ARE THESE PEOPLE SERIOUS?? THAT LADY , she said the child was dancing in front of her husband nude and it was the child who decided to do that! HEY LADY! THE ADULT, THE MAN, THE FATHER has the obligation to get clothes on that child and explain that is not appropriate behavior. Even if that were the case which I do not believe!! Your husband was getting off on that and you FAILED YOUR CHILD! Where are these people coming from seriously!!??

    • @sia9907
      @sia9907 Před rokem +18

      She really upset me too. It was unbelievable.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +12

      Yes. I agree with what you wrote!

    •  Před rokem +11

      There's so many women who are like this... my mother being one

    •  Před rokem +3

      @@janettebuckley4170 I want to really thank you for this. My mother is this way and you just enlightened me

    • @JessicaGarcia-ys9fd
      @JessicaGarcia-ys9fd Před rokem

      My grandmother used to send my Mom as a little girl, alone into her boyfriend’s bedroom to “rub his feet.” When faced with abuse allegations about the man she was slapped & told to stop lying. My grandmother defended him to the death, a man molesting & raping her children. Like sending a child into a lion’s den..he abused my Mother even as young as a toddler & she still remembers. Evil people are those who abuse helpless children & animals. They don’t deserve life.

  • @beckyyoung2173
    @beckyyoung2173 Před rokem +128

    She's right. She does NOT need this therapist to VALIDATE her memories.
    The therapist says she doesnt know what to "think" about the claims...
    Why should she *think* anything?
    Why not just DEAL WITH THE MEMORIES that she has & help her get thru them to live a happy life?
    It's pretty simple.
    And if she's wanting to "not feed the crazy?"...
    Well, what she has in her head is already crazy enough.
    Help her deal with it, so it's not driving her crazy, and move on with her life happier & healthier.

    • @tamradillonittybittysiddit1536
      @tamradillonittybittysiddit1536 Před rokem +2

      💯💯

    • @RIHANNON66POE
      @RIHANNON66POE Před rokem +2

      Exactly, I mean I carnt imagine many of her clients staying with her fir very long, what's she telling them, that all their problems are made up, it's just ridiculous and its just all about Money.

  • @kieshaannpetersen9854
    @kieshaannpetersen9854 Před 7 měsíci +3

    Myself and a few people I know went through the same type of trauma, the worst being what we've been left with, it was our fault according to the Adults and we always feel crazy after seeing a Therapist. I praise Jesus Christ of Nasereth that He died on the cross for our sexual abuse and He WILL set you free if you allow Him to. Self pity resorting to self hatred will never ever set us free, truly, only Jesus Christ of Nasereth can set us free, He took our pain upon Himself and is now risen🙏🌹❤️

  • @dorasneddon774
    @dorasneddon774 Před rokem +164

    The huge complicating factor in childhood abuse is the fact that we are abused at the hands of (very often) the only people we depend on for our care. We often have nowhere else to turn and, if we do tell, we discover that, if our parents are confronted, our position becomes even more precarious and the abuse just continues or escalates, with threats of abandonment, violence and even death. How could a child, in such circumstances, speak out again? How retraumatising it is not to be believed by counsellors and therapists.

    •  Před rokem +3

      Whew you just described me whole life

    • @lorenrobertson8039
      @lorenrobertson8039 Před rokem +1

      @ Mine too. God bless both of you ladies.

    • @cynthiablom5901
      @cynthiablom5901 Před rokem +2

      Right! I've had to be a warrior for the truth at the same time as my own physician to heal my inner child. Now I find myself in a place where my family lifts me up and embraces me. I never believed that experience would happen for me. I didn't dare hope for something like that. Keep the faith in the goodness within yourself. No matter how dark things get at times. Where it seems to be the darkest choose to be the Bic lighter. Your day will come.

    • @gigiarmany4332
      @gigiarmany4332 Před rokem +3

      and that's why God/ Nature etc.. have mercifully provided an outlet for the fragile mind of the child in this seemingly hopeless situation, repression of memories..well explained

  • @dylswife8048
    @dylswife8048 Před rokem +282

    SHAME on "Dr." Loftus and all people like her. Making excuses for people who abuse children is the lowest form of human,next to the actual abusers.
    Edit* I'd like to know what exactly they would consider "credible" evidence....just unbelieveable!!

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +7

      good point!

    • @fantasypopper
      @fantasypopper Před rokem +25

      Let's talk about actual abusers. For example, Dr. Fraser Morris. Morris Fraser was a psychiatrist specializing in childhood trauma; theory and therapy. Dr. Fraser was in fact THE childhood trauma specialist in his day, and his 1974 book; "Children In Conflict" was considered to be a #1 resource for anyone studying-researching traumatized children or providing therapy to them. In that book, Morris Fraser advocated a specific form of therapy for children exposed to/ trapped in war zones; therapeutic "vacations" in some idylic setting far from their homes and the conflict zone. Dr. Fraser practiced this "therapy" on several 12-14 year old boys from Belfast (The Troubles); some he took on a trip to his London flat where he forcibly sexually assaulted them, others he referred for sailing trips to "Azimuth Trust" - a pedophile ring which took young boys on month-long sailing ventures, where the only adults were the pedophiles who ran it and sailed the boats. Forced to be naked throughout much of this imprisonment on the seas, photographed that way, and repeatedly sodomized by all the adults aboard. Morris Fraser was a convicted child sex abuser, on both sides of the ocean (US and the UK), AND a member of the pedophile lobby group "P.I.E." in England. And he was the pre-eminent expert on childhood trauma, in his time. I have no idea, how many trials of persons accused of child sexual abuse, where Dr. Loftus appeared as an expert witness for the defense, resulted in conviction of the accused. But I can tell you with certainty, that the modern origins of childhood trauma theory & therapy are stained by CONVICTED child abusing perverts in that field.

    • @myam4259
      @myam4259 Před rokem

      Bet she’s a child abuser to even say what she says. She’s ignorant and disgusting imo

    • @kristinehorn9099
      @kristinehorn9099 Před rokem +2

      OMG!😳That is 100% evil.😳🔥👹🔥

    • @richardevans2096
      @richardevans2096 Před rokem

      She and others like her are enablers to the abusers I believe.

  • @Sophie-sm4tf
    @Sophie-sm4tf Před rokem +14

    We are going to learn some horrific things soon about what has been happening to the children. If needs to be made public, no matter how hard to hear, so that we can ensure it doesn't happen again.

  • @powerdisney
    @powerdisney Před rokem +7

    Very powerful...shared by a fellow survivor ...one of the main abusers in my extended family was my paternal grandfather and this was corroborated by both my mother, a sister and cousins but still I was exiled from the family for going public

    • @listenup987
      @listenup987 Před 11 měsíci +2

      sending love to you

    • @bethulrich5406
      @bethulrich5406 Před 11 měsíci

      YES,-Sending LOVE TO YOU!!!!!🙏❤️🙏❤️💕❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @martinekoopmans4403
    @martinekoopmans4403 Před rokem +205

    That Goldstein lady seems to be in absolute denial because it actually happens to her daughter. She is that kind of mother who does not believe nor save het child from abuse. Disgusting.

    • @martinekoopmans4403
      @martinekoopmans4403 Před rokem +21

      As I think of it, she might be a victim herself doing everything to deny it and thinks of everyone as a liar. Same goes for Dr. Lotus.

    • @juliahatchett209
      @juliahatchett209 Před rokem +5

      @@martinekoopmans4403 that could possibly be true

    • @Zoehh473
      @Zoehh473 Před rokem +2

      In denial, weak, wanting to keep the status quo and the easier road. Not to mention selfish..

    • @bobrossismyhero6466
      @bobrossismyhero6466 Před rokem

      @@martinekoopmans4403 yeah this Lotus lady does admit to being fondled at the age of 6.

    • @gigiarmany4332
      @gigiarmany4332 Před rokem +2

      Yes ..a lot of those weak,meek & cowardly creatures that dont protect their children 🤮

  • @ashcatchem5347
    @ashcatchem5347 Před rokem +63

    This is so chilling because I too suffered childhood sexual abuse from a cousin for multiple years. When the lady was asking her a time period, she just said “young to teenage years” and the Dr. Acted like she was lying.
    When I finally came out and told my parents it had happened, (25 years later) they asked me when it started…I couldn’t give them an answer. They asked me when it ended. I couldn’t give them an answer. My mind completely blocked out all of the trauma. I just remember flashes and encounters. The human brain is fascinating.
    *edit to add the cousin was recently arrested for possession of child p*rnography. Over 8,000 photos. Absolutely a sick individual and now he will get a prison sentence that I feel like is a little bit of justice for myself!!!

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +1

      I'm sorry that happened to you

    • @miapdx503
      @miapdx503 Před rokem +2

      The abuse just shatters the mind, and the memory is very much affected. The memories are real, but bringing them forth is difficult and painful.

  • @JolynJessica
    @JolynJessica Před 10 měsíci +2

    i keep thinking i am crazy, and my parents say i am crazy, my ex partners all abusive... i think i was gaslighted aloooot! now at 41 trying to find therapy.

  • @phataton7588
    @phataton7588 Před 5 měsíci +3

    Crazy that therapists think therapy will cause you to believe you were abused.

  • @magdeleinesarah9739
    @magdeleinesarah9739 Před rokem +58

    I am beyond shocked, angry and disappointed on how a certain group of people would even suggest to have an experiment to set a child up with a pedophile, just so they can study this despicable behavior. Thank you to survivors for speaking out. You have no idea how much you are helping those who have gone through this and are still going through this. I'm just speechless when that lady said it was ok for an adult to fondle a child. I can't even believe what I heard.

    • @thegoldenchatter
      @thegoldenchatter Před 9 měsíci +3

      when she said a 100 boys case study was like wtf......

  • @stayingalive4lifehill.r328

    I wildly disagree with the idea that a child under 2 can't/don't remember being abused. I was a child who was and I remember it. I challenge everyone on that

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +4

      YES

    • @s.zen.4587
      @s.zen.4587 Před rokem +2

      I wasnt abused at the time but I have memories from age 2 and then on. And not just memories that my parents instilled in me or repeated, but memories of many random things. So my guess is that trauma can especially leave a memory at a young age

  • @IrisRainbowMagick
    @IrisRainbowMagick Před 6 měsíci +4

    I have a lot of respect for her to put herself in the situation knowing the kind of people and the kind of attitude she's up against and standing and holding strong in her truth much love and respect to all the survivors out there

  • @beckythornton6470
    @beckythornton6470 Před rokem +5

    Mary, I see strength and beauty and integrity in you that shines out as a guiding light to others. Thank you for all the work you did.

  • @crystalryherd8139
    @crystalryherd8139 Před rokem +154

    I am so proud of you for interviewing all of these “professionals” who think these are false memories, in such a open minded and professional way. I would want to rip their throats out! You are a better woman than I ! Kudos

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +3

      thanks

    • @annieboat9999
      @annieboat9999 Před rokem +11

      My thoughts exactly! Who are these people? These so called "therapists" need to be strung up by their feet!

    • @happilyevernever4289
      @happilyevernever4289 Před rokem

      ​@@annieboat9999
      they do not even have knowledge or know the methods how to spot fake memories from real ones like a real certified professional psychologist does and would help their patients sort through that with care. With what authority do they claim such things?

    • @beverlyburch8078
      @beverlyburch8078 Před rokem

      Completely!

    • @lornadoone8887
      @lornadoone8887 Před 8 měsíci

      They are despicable satanist frauds.

  • @ocsrc
    @ocsrc Před rokem +287

    Speaking as someone who was sold by my mother, a lot of single mothers give their children to abusers. It doesn't have to be formal. They just allow the abuse to happen to get what they want.
    I lost my faith in the human race. My entire life was destroyed when I was young.
    I was never able to have any relationship because I was too damaged.
    I wish there were people who would have helped me.
    My life has been so sad, so hard, and I have nightmares every night and cry every day.
    I would not wish my life on anyone.

    • @lesleybrown1583
      @lesleybrown1583 Před rokem +33

      Mine same -------watch Bill Weise 23 minuets in hell on you tube --------Supernatural Stories-----------Precious Testimonies --------Jesus saved me 27 yrs ago and took me to heaven 3 months later and sooooooooo much more! ONLY your maker can heal and show you your calling and give you peace !

    • @centralasianshepherd2689
      @centralasianshepherd2689 Před rokem +33

      A virtual cuddle from me. 🤗

    • @Purity10101
      @Purity10101 Před rokem +41

      It certainly isn't called *Satanic* ritual abuse for nothing. Evil and darkness is very present in this world. My heart aches for all the evil you suffered at the hands of lost and evil people. I am praying for you. Please know that as evil, dark, lonely, frustrating, scary, and unfair things and people can be- the opposite is also true- there IS good, light, friendship, rest, peace, and justice, and love. God does not desire for all this darkness and evil to occur and I can assure you, He is coming to make things right. The Bible tells us to pray that God's will be done on earth as it is in heaven because many times His will is not being done, but instead, Satan's and mankind's. God wants to heal you of this trauma and give you new life through Him. He has better plans for you and can use your life to heal others. May you feel the tangible presence of the Lord Jesus and be whole. 🙏🏻

    • @sophiashekinah9872
      @sophiashekinah9872 Před rokem +25

      I'm so sorry for the trauma you've survived. Thank You for sharing your first-hand testimony concerning these atrocities that are still occurring in this "modern, civilized society".
      How does that saying go? Something like "you can tell the nature of a society based on how they treat their most vulnerable members"?
      Let's resolve to do EVERYTHING IN OUR POWER to finally end child brutality IN OUR LIFETIME. As adults, we have a responsibility to ourselves as well as to future generations.

    • @glendagallagher3907
      @glendagallagher3907 Před rokem +10

      There is help out there you just need to start searching the internet. There is a whole community of SRA survivors.

  • @bubblephobiaoftheshire
    @bubblephobiaoftheshire Před rokem +10

    I don't remember most of my childhood, I believe I may have been abused sexually based on what I did to myself as a young girl. Including pretending my barbies would rape each other when I was around 5-6 years old. I don't remember doing it but my mother told me I used to spank my dolls and put them in a corner, which was usually my punishment, so I think I acted things out done to me through my dolls. I never told my mom that I used to make the Ken doll rape the barbie dolls. I am just using this as one of the milder examples, I did things to myself a child should not even know to do. It took me a long time to realize I should have never done those things as a kid, and coming to realize my emotional problems as an adult, and that I have borderline personality disorder have made me think about my childhood. I believe I know who probably did it, but he's been dead for 6 years. Honestly, if what I suspect happened, did happen, I don't want to know. I don't want to remember. My mind sealed away those memories for a reason. I hope I never remember.

  • @kellylopez1912
    @kellylopez1912 Před rokem +8

    This happened to me when I was younger. And my cousin who is the same age as I am,had several of the same memories as I do. It sickens me that there are people and providers who don't believe us.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +1

      I hope you and your cousin are able to be supportive of each other. Take care.

    • @katjohnson1984
      @katjohnson1984 Před 11 měsíci

      My cousin and i are the same way. Very close but our own family fight to separate us!!

  • @tessagodsAsset3N21
    @tessagodsAsset3N21 Před rokem +37

    When I was 9 yrs old, I was hospitalized for physical abuse for more than a month. My Aunt took me to St. Joseph's hospital. I remember being Very scared because "people" was asking me questions & taking pictures. I was very small & I was placed in a crib. My mother was arrested, as of today at 57 yrs old, I have no clue what happened to her. What things I can recall is my father putting a 50 cent piece in my hand (I used to suck my thumb). Later, he said I couldn't come live with him. The case worker I guess asked if I "wanted" to return to my mother & my response was an immediate No! I believe that was my 1st memory, the knowledge that I couldn't trust my father. And to be fair, my Step-Mother was pregnant with their 1st child & she was high risk. There are SO many, many things that occurred in my life yet I have One truism: GOD Loves Me & YOU Too!

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +3

      Yes. God loves us!

    • @debkski6084
      @debkski6084 Před rokem

      Your father put a 50 cent piece in your hand. You sucked your thumb. Okayy. What might that mean to you? Did he perhaps give you the coin to award you or incentivize you to not suck your thumb? Parents give their kids money for candy or the ice cream truck. 🤷‍♀️ If your father WAS sexually abusing you, why would he turn down the opportunity to let you live with him? You make these two examples sound like you have him all figured out, but they actually reveal...nothing.

  • @eniko9023
    @eniko9023 Před rokem +213

    This is really hard to watch. And not only hearing those terrible things happen to children but even so hearing that so-called professors question survivors' credibility over and over again, and even question the affects of childhood sexual trauma????? What is happening here???? I've been already disappointed by the human race but now...I'm shattered.

    • @orianaterravecchia3333
      @orianaterravecchia3333 Před rokem +19

      Yeah it’s so traumatizing all over again

    • @dankadesign7462
      @dankadesign7462 Před rokem +10

      Agree .feeling the same...

    • @heymay724
      @heymay724 Před rokem +3

      they're glowing

    • @ernestfry6034
      @ernestfry6034 Před rokem +13

      Yeah, and why would a "Counselor" even Think that it would be appropriate to question what someone is Telling them that they actually Remember.?! THAT doesn't help in the healing process I would think.

    • @jengonzalez4900
      @jengonzalez4900 Před rokem +13

      Are they denying child sexual abuse not existing is very shady on that person!! They could be sexual abusers themselves trying to make sure most people will still not believe them, even when they are grown and know for sure without any doubts this happened to them! How dare anyone say another person did or did not have sexual abuse happen to them?!?

  • @moneebee8118
    @moneebee8118 Před rokem +3

    Years of hiding sexual abuse committed by family and parents’ friend. I struggled with having healthy relationships, my marriage broke up and I ended up in violent relationships. Saved by Jesus in 2020, got lots of healing and got married to a wonderful man. There’s a victory over this awful abuse and I wish everyone could find out about this!

  • @iaindcosta
    @iaindcosta Před rokem +7

    "there's never a way for a person who's not evil to explain an evil person's mind"

  • @lilmayomouldycrouton170
    @lilmayomouldycrouton170 Před rokem +213

    My heart breaks for Mary.... shes a victim and in the interviews, shes STILL being put in a position of submission/needing to placate the subject *shes* interviewing

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +14

      Thank you, Blessings!

    • @jennydoucette2538
      @jennydoucette2538 Před rokem +14

      yess! i totally noticed that too, b/c i tiptoe around certain ppl sometimes. i thought she was smart not to argue, to let these assholes hang themselves and for her to gather info and let them expose themselves. they probably would have not let her interview them otherwise. i have first hand knowledge about walking on eggshells

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +3

      @@jennydoucette2538 thanks for your comment and your support

    • @__rm307
      @__rm307 Před rokem

      Exactly!!

    • @EternalGalaxies
      @EternalGalaxies Před rokem +2

      @@jennydoucette2538 Very true. The denier's claims are easy to see through all on their own because of Mary's thoughtful approach.

  • @detoxfromthematrix
    @detoxfromthematrix Před rokem +92

    One of the best parts is how these out of touch “professional” women are trying to say , that because the women went to therapy it’s not safe to trust their memories… Where else are you supposed to go with tragic satanic abuse memories other than therapy…

    • @gigiarmany4332
      @gigiarmany4332 Před rokem +5

      crazy 🤦🏻‍♀️imagine the harm they did to their patients🤯 more gaslighting & denial

    • @aaishaaa76
      @aaishaaa76 Před 9 měsíci

      ​@@gigiarmany4332exactly

  • @MsTamika
    @MsTamika Před rokem +2

    I had to turn it off. It’s a whole trigger for me when someone is saying that someone did something to you only to have someone look back at you and say “that’s not true” “that’s a false memory” or to just reject what you’re saying. Nobody can say what the other person has experienced because you weren’t there.

  • @jeaniebird999
    @jeaniebird999 Před 7 měsíci +3

    A particularly long bout of insomnia where I wound up in the hospital was what brought back a ton of memories. I had forgotten that my mother _knew_ about the sexual abuse. I wish I could forget, again.

  • @starlingswallow
    @starlingswallow Před rokem +122

    Mary, if you read this...I am in tears. Your courage is astounding. I am in awe. May God bless you immensely. You are doing amazing work! And thank you for this Channel guys!!! What a blessing to have people bringing this horror to light, as horrific as it is. I'm grateful and so angry at the same time.....

  • @tracyevans7345
    @tracyevans7345 Před rokem +57

    How dare someone shove someone’s feelings aside and basically accuse them of lying ! You shouldn’t need validation.. always believe a child.. please x

  • @cqccqc1728
    @cqccqc1728 Před 10 měsíci +3

    She is a Beautiful Soul. I dont know if this makes sense, but seeing her, she simply "Shines So Bright" Watching her & listening to her, for some reason I picture a Bright Ring surrounding her.
    🌺A Beautiful Woman, Inside & Out*

  • @samtalkstoomuch8854
    @samtalkstoomuch8854 Před rokem +5

    Mary, I don't know if you'll ever see this. I'm so sorry this happened to you. I'm blown away by your courage and dignity, even in the face of your doubters. I pray you live the rest of your life in peace.

  • @BraveOne7
    @BraveOne7 Před rokem +70

    This makes me so sick! I was abused from the age of 3 to middle school by a member in my family. I didn’t start remember till I was 23 years old! Just like that’s one survivor I started remembering when I was pregnant with my son as well! I told my family when I was little but nothing happened. I told them again at 23 and still he’s a part of the family. Only my mother and siblings care. Why is my pain being dismissed it hurts! He abused both of my little sisters too!!! I hate this feeling. I hate it! Children shouldn’t have to go through this! Everyone disregarding children being abused and their memories are plain evil and probably human tracking themselves!

    • @gigiarmany4332
      @gigiarmany4332 Před rokem +3

      definetely enablers & maybe even abusers themselves

    • @alexashworth3119
      @alexashworth3119 Před 10 měsíci

      You wouldn't want this individual to be able to abuse others.
      How many children are still exposed to this person?
      Just pretend to be okay with the situation, call an officer and a lawyer to assist you.
      A woman who was abused by her stepfather along with the police created a sting operation in which she called her stepfather and had a conversation about the things he did. He was apprehended soon afterward.
      Contact law enforcement.

  • @heyyoo72
    @heyyoo72 Před rokem +98

    This couldn't be done more perfectly. By just engaging in a conversation with them, they naturally highlight their own falsities. Thank you to Mary, what a patient brave human being.

    • @maryknight4450
      @maryknight4450 Před rokem +5

      Thanks! Your comment makes me smile!

    • @__rm307
      @__rm307 Před rokem +2

      @@maryknight4450 it really was perfectly executed - well done exposing what they’ve done!
      I had no idea it was some academics / foundation - that created the notion of implanted false memories - so recently. I appreciate this!!

  • @nora__
    @nora__ Před 10 měsíci +2

    1:01:02 I was really young when my neighbor’s dogs got loose and attacked me and the kitten I was holding on my front step. I don’t remember it, but I had a crippling fear of dogs for many years after and don’t think I’ll ever be completely over it. So whether we have the clear memory or not, I think the brain definitely stores that traumatic information and shapes us.

  • @schaschuschascho
    @schaschuschascho Před 8 měsíci +1

    Dear Mary,
    You bring healing and light to human kind with your honest work. This is by far one of the most reflected and most intelligent documentaries I ve seen about the topic (of the few that exist). Thank you so much in the name of all life I dare to say because this affects ALL of us since we are all (in-)directly connected, starting with the same air we breathe. I believe this to be one of the most importand and most difficult topics in modern human life since the perversion of tribal structures began, whenever that was.
    I deeply hope that we as a species get to solve this issue. The basis for it is complete change of the structures of living these days since they make it possible. The complexity of the topic and the related parts of human existance and modern life leaves me speechless at times. All the best. You are a huge example to anyone on this earth. What a beautiful human. Thank you.

  • @KatieGraycemusic
    @KatieGraycemusic Před rokem +35

    Wow those “professors” are extremely disturbed 😳

  • @nounouxmarley8771
    @nounouxmarley8771 Před rokem +138

    Im sorry but Loftus is despicable. How dare she? 🤬

    • @lisalep
      @lisalep Před rokem

      Yes! She's horrible what a disgusting woman

    • @sarahhenning5484
      @sarahhenning5484 Před rokem +17

      Ikr, she says: I don't believe memory loss exists because there is not enough scientific evidence. And when she is asked why she doesn't believe Marylin's story she is all over the place with her "I think"s and" I don't know"s. I thought we were talking about science here but she doesn't have a scientific approach at all. In my opinion there are a lot of things that are beyond science anyway

    • @clairen8335
      @clairen8335 Před rokem

      Ditto...I was freaked out just reading the description...
      Pankratz made this statement saying .,NO matter what happens kids 3 and under will never remember so it's not going to hurt them..
      Despicable..giving these monsters the GO AHEAD saying kids 3 and under will never remember so go diddle them without fear of getting caught..
      Just absolutely sick twisted pea doughs...
      Trying to normalize child sex abuse..exactly what this radical left extremists elites society tells you..Just think about THAT for a moment..DC is crawling with them
      Why are they bent on pedophilia and making it normal???
      One poster here alludes to it....bravo!!
      Keep you children close to you..,they want them just like the pedophiles song tells us.,,
      Worst of all they'll never face consequences...
      There's 1 guy in DC who was actively and ongoing looking for child sex trafficking and he got many..he wants back in to save our children and make it a better America for these poor kids..

    • @cr3811
      @cr3811 Před rokem +4

      Ya she's totally against the victims.

    • @thirstonhowellthebirdandfriend
      @thirstonhowellthebirdandfriend Před rokem

      Look how unattractive lotus is. She is a bitter old cranky miserable vile human being and when she looks at the light shining from this beautiful woman telling her story lotus just appears enraged and full of jealousy. It’s so obvious how her condescending attitude comes from a place of total insecurity. What an appalling embarrassment to the field.

  • @hazknow12
    @hazknow12 Před rokem +2

    I don't know how you were able to calmly speak to and receive the messages from professional enablers...I'd have been volatile and loaded with reverent rage 🙄 infinite heartbeats of gratitude and honor for your going "where angels fear to tread" and I can only believe that your interview with mom freyd was the beginning of the end for FMSF ❤️🙏🥰🙏❤️ thank you skyfulz Mary! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @Gabriel-gabriel
    @Gabriel-gabriel Před rokem +1

    I am old,and I've lived abuse,I've seen abuse all my life,and we do live in terror,our children live in terror,and as a parent you ,as a survivor,will allways have two major fears:
    -your children being abused by relatives,teachers,doctors,priests,etc.
    -your children not to pay the sins of their family and became abusers.
    these fears are bigger than fear,you live in hell and you try everything you can and hope for the best.
    you live with a constant scream in your soul,one so big that you cannot shout,but you feel that it would break the sky.

  • @sydneyalisonbaker
    @sydneyalisonbaker Před rokem +63

    I am a survivor of sibling sexual abuse. I did not remember until about 6 months after his death. At the time I had never been to a therapist or mental health professional. I was stopped at a traffic light and all of the memories came flooding back. No outside influences or hypnosis.

    • @__rm307
      @__rm307 Před rokem +6

      Similar - never had hypnosis - I just suddenly got a panic attack in the middle of texting my parents 🥲 except I thought it was a heart attack and I went to the ER 🥴😭

    • @ootenba5910
      @ootenba5910 Před rokem +1

      Exactly! I had some repressed memories flooding back to me after TRE, which is purely somatic. Also with good hypnotherapy there are no leading questions what so ever. It is just going into your own subconsious.