Kevin's meth story

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  • čas přidán 11. 02. 2007
  • Recovering meth addict Kevin tells his story of drug abuse.
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Komentáře • 92

  • @nybrite46
    @nybrite46 Před 12 lety +15

    I have a lot of respect for this guy after listening to him. I hope he stayed clean.

    • @stevescontriano860
      @stevescontriano860 Před rokem

      He’s not unique. Have you ever been to a AA meeting brother ?

    • @BushyHairedStranger
      @BushyHairedStranger Před 11 měsíci

      @@stevescontriano860this kid robotically parrots lines out of the “big book” He’s really working “his” program,…tragic sad.
      AA & NA are thought wash systems,.. or belief shift substitutes, the dead man’s new addiction. New Aeon replacement system thats as destructive as any other enslaving system…. All brainwashing systems have agendas. AA & NA are control systems designed to corrupt free thinking & free association creation, their ideal is to switch off creativity through a new substance free dependence framework.
      12 steps ideology falsely “dismantles” the individuals “addictions” by repetitive tag line parroting and fear based group hierarchy. AA becomes the programed slave to 12cSteps or in AA-NA the “group think” a new dependency. We called them “big book Nazi’s” as they we elitist, rigid stereotyping half wits with extremely stereotypical theology dipped in white supremacism. To ensure that those free thinkers, the creative types, those who ride the lightning of life are controlled, enslaved to a control system. AA is steeped in hypocrisy-‘lets talk shit about the girl on methadone while we go smoke cigarettes, drink coffee & pump sugar into our toothless mouths! Then have incestuous sex with one another as anonymous AA-NA 12 Steppers film the sex in the back room.
      AA, NA & 12 steps are simpleton brain washing systems.

  • @frogmorten
    @frogmorten Před 16 lety +7

    Glad you got off. It's tough crap to kick. Not everyone makes it. Thanks for sharing. You remind me of my younger brother. He was on meth for two years (every day). He got off, but it was a struggle. Keep sharing it helps us all.

  • @jrokkaaa253
    @jrokkaaa253 Před 14 lety +14

    i wouldnt say you're addicted right away..i smoked meth and snorted meth a good number of times, at first i was chasin a weed high, didnt really like the feeling of being mellow and wired but gradually it became a better feeling..once u smoke it its a feeling i cant explain, its just UGHHH! my hands feel so..my heart, my chest..my body..WOW! but ive been off meth for 2 yrs exact.

    • @robertafierro5592
      @robertafierro5592 Před rokem +1

      Best of luck!

    • @yardsalesavage9032
      @yardsalesavage9032 Před rokem

      You can't get addicted to meth. There are no physical withdrawal symptoms. The fictional term they have coined to give people an excuse is "mental addiction" let me translate that into honest commen sense Language. YOUR ON DRUGS AND YOU KNOW YOUR A PIECE OF SHIT WHOS A BURDEN ON EVERYONE WHO LOVES YOU. BUT YOU DONT WANNA STOP.

  • @alamea702
    @alamea702 Před 13 lety +5

    What a person to look up to and such great advice on how to change your life. You are who you hang with!!

  • @MaCe313
    @MaCe313 Před 12 lety +6

    Im so lucky i still live with my parents. They are so patient with me even though i fight with them like a lunatic. I feel so ashamed and i have crpling anxiety but i still go to college and trying to get my life back. Its an uphill battle but the only other way is down.

  • @jc2delaga
    @jc2delaga Před 3 lety +1

    Thank you. Very straight to the point!

  • @biglatt
    @biglatt Před 16 lety +1

    thank you for sharing...your experience will help other...you are a winning human

  • @darrenheffner4329
    @darrenheffner4329 Před rokem +3

    I bet you have Kevin hasn't given up math now he's in the f****** graveyard

  • @mattdavidson87
    @mattdavidson87 Před 14 lety +4

    he sounds like he would be a good singer.

  • @momentumliberty514
    @momentumliberty514 Před rokem +1

    I am 25 y old myself comming of meth, thank you for this inspirationa heautiful video❤😊

  • @sipeirson
    @sipeirson Před 11 lety +3

    such a nice dude ... good luck brother

  • @momentumliberty514
    @momentumliberty514 Před rokem

    Well spoken young man

  • @wannaknowit291
    @wannaknowit291 Před 14 lety

    @alphafirstoneyou
    One of the best series ever....the good thing in it is that there are countless humerous numbers in it...one of the funniest was when the bald copper crawled up on the trailor's top looking for Jesse,but only an old couple were playing cards and the woman started shouting "is he some kind of perverted scumbag" or so...I had a fit of laughter.....almost fell out of the sofa:))

  • @Monstereo67
    @Monstereo67 Před 13 lety +1

    Please do not relapse. Hope you have a succesful recover.

  • @mackawack12346
    @mackawack12346 Před 12 lety

    I know the most important part. It's great!

  • @Monstereo67
    @Monstereo67 Před 13 lety

    I have never seen or saw people use the drug crystal meth. I just know i have done marijuana before and that is very addictive to me. So i Couldn't even think how adictive crstal meth is. Congratulations to Kevin, you have done what most people could never do and that includes me.

  • @VictorRoseOriginals
    @VictorRoseOriginals Před 17 lety +1

    you know people - there are people out there who just don't enjoy weed. I never liked it - I never liked hydro or humboldt varieties. My body just didn't appreciate it.

  • @socaljules1
    @socaljules1 Před 11 lety +4

    This guys got more than most going for him...he's very handsome, speaks well and is street smart...if he stays on the path he's on, he will go far. The trouble with street smart people is they're cocky, a bit TOO smart, and they think they know best. He has to keep grounded...not let his brain tell him he's able to handle the occasional high....

    • @Stanley.1977
      @Stanley.1977 Před rokem

      "Street smart" is NOT a synonym of "cocky". Where I grew up, the majority of people are geneeally plenty street smart, but most are humble. Some act cocky, but this is true amongst people from all walks of life. Sometimes the nicest, most humble person can handle what they need to handle, when necessary, yet few will ever see that side. Basically, it would be just as inaccurate if I were to say "Book-smart"/college-educated people are usually "XYZ." It would be a preconceived notion, likely based on my own biases.
      I hope that makes sense.
      Kind regards.

  • @LcoolJfiveoh
    @LcoolJfiveoh Před 14 lety

    whats your story?

  • @claireaudientttttt
    @claireaudientttttt Před rokem +1

    G Eazy is goin off 😂😂

  • @tariqulmajumder9145
    @tariqulmajumder9145 Před rokem +1

    If Drug equals $hit then the urge to take it and the pleasure after taking drugs has to be same as holding our $hit and afterwards.

  • @That1Chick
    @That1Chick Před 9 lety +2

    Kevin you are cute... Good for you... You have a good head on your shoulders, stay positive & strong sweetheart

  • @bobjary9382
    @bobjary9382 Před rokem

    I have been doing drugs for nearly 50 yrs and im not addicted.
    Im not saying I had a perfect upbringing or a trauma free life but im sure there are a lot of folk that have a shitty time and no appropriate help so when they do drugs that feels like the best they have ever been.
    That muat be hard to ignore

  • @littletugartbug
    @littletugartbug Před 15 lety +1

    If you don't have empathy for any one person don't expect anyone to give a damn about you in your worst of times.

    • @johnholmes6741
      @johnholmes6741 Před rokem

      Don’t mess up quit making excuses and pointing the finger and you won’t need empathy and you also won’t be narcissistic like you currently are

  • @somethingpretty24
    @somethingpretty24 Před 17 lety +1

    Dude looks like Edward Norton

  • @Tcamp95818
    @Tcamp95818 Před 17 lety +2

    Ho looks old for his age he is early 30s late 20s. And he looks early 40s it does hurt you.

  • @cassandramiller9170
    @cassandramiller9170 Před rokem

    Kevin is a handsome man. I hope he has stayed sober.

  • @SmokeWeedEveryDay629
    @SmokeWeedEveryDay629 Před 12 lety

    Have a good life

  • @weirdowaldo
    @weirdowaldo Před 11 lety

    What is KJ?

  • @LeahsLover
    @LeahsLover Před 11 lety

    So when does weed get legalized?

    • @Sireal_beats
      @Sireal_beats Před rokem +1

      10 years later, you Can go to the store to buy your weed 👍✌🏻

  • @Docthal010
    @Docthal010 Před 10 lety +1

    better call Saul

  • @wannaknowit291
    @wannaknowit291 Před 14 lety

    @alphafirstoneyou
    or the other very funny moment is when Walter is obsessively chasing flies in the new meth lab and Jesse thinks Walter is completely nuts...there are so many funny moments in this series..I love it! It makes me want to NOT try meth or anything else....it only makes me laugh a lot:-)))

  • @sshenanigans95
    @sshenanigans95 Před 13 lety

    i would not want to live like that: having to fight yourself every day. i know its his fault and he made a lot of mistakes, but this guy doe not deserve what he has had to deal with.

  • @moseseba2117
    @moseseba2117 Před rokem +1

    Guys this man is kinda fine

  • @Jtwpayne
    @Jtwpayne Před 14 lety +1

    i have yet to see anyone crave or say they need weed, it can be a habbit n then to some people that would make them ''seem'' addicted but its not somthing that u can develop a need for, even overtime but i do agree with u on anything can be addictive such as the things u mentioned but things like meth, once u do it once or however u would do it u are addicted right away and it creates such a sensation that u want more and more all the time. but after awhile it gets dull, u wanna stop but u cant.

    • @johnholmes6741
      @johnholmes6741 Před rokem

      That’s why we have prisons

    • @bobjary9382
      @bobjary9382 Před rokem

      I have mates ,two who are really chronically addicted that will move heaven and earth to get weed.
      I think there is a physical thing you suffer but even id their wasnt there are many addictions that ruin lives and those around them that have no psychoactive component.
      If there are gambling addicts shopping addicts and folks who cant stop stealing
      ..then why not weed

  • @aaronamccoy
    @aaronamccoy Před 14 lety +1

    meth almost killed me..

  • @911SGY
    @911SGY Před 17 lety

    Who said I was a man. What is your evidence that I am sad? And exactly what do I need help for? Telling the truth about cults?

    • @catherinewylie6959
      @catherinewylie6959 Před 6 lety

      Some person's "cult" is another person's life line. I applaud anyone for getting sober anyway they can and that works for them...I used to be annoying like that too...

  • @killthefakes666
    @killthefakes666 Před 16 lety

    wtf he replaced meth with weed? i think his brother would've noticed

  • @KilonBerlin
    @KilonBerlin Před 12 lety

    respect stay clean! I don't understand why in Europe (and other areas) speed is normal amphetamin, and in the USA there is no normal amphetamin, speed = crystal, here crystal is not very common, except east europe and small part of east germany. The Nazis used Pervitin a lot in WW2, but since than... however because many meth in the US is made in amateur kitchens, this is a big problem since the majority of these people are no chemists, in Czech/Poland at least "experts" produce it high-quality.

  • @brea87
    @brea87 Před 15 lety +1

    Wow...not very sympathetic to others are we?

    • @daniellakarenina8634
      @daniellakarenina8634 Před rokem

      He is an azzh00le
      Keeps on saying OTHER PEOPLE are WORSE than he is
      I am sure he relapsed

  • @JumpStop1
    @JumpStop1 Před 15 lety

    but isn't crank amphetamine, or a potent form of amphetamines

  • @gondwana17
    @gondwana17 Před 11 lety +1

    just for today

  • @wiper3704
    @wiper3704 Před rokem

    I’m gonna grow marijuana and smoke it so I don’t have to buy

  • @SmokeWeedEveryDay629
    @SmokeWeedEveryDay629 Před 12 lety

    You watch Breaking Bad? You must know everything about meth

  • @jrokkaaa253
    @jrokkaaa253 Před 14 lety

    I was never a "tweaker" just around here, its very social, common around southern california. Im from cali..we have weed clinics in LA on some of the sweetest shit I ever smoked. I've smoked BC bud from Canada when i use to live in WA! Hahaha..stay smoking man, I got a 211 beer and a sack of good bud right now too! :D..

  • @MXNecessities
    @MXNecessities Před 12 lety

    shit, my names kevin

  • @OwningOwninqTwins
    @OwningOwninqTwins Před 15 lety

    yeah definitely, fuck doing hard drugs, I've been there and i am definitely never going back

  • @Valness11
    @Valness11 Před 14 lety +1

    i understand the brainfarts completely :)

  • @creamydistortion
    @creamydistortion Před 11 lety +1

    It was the cool thing to do? I did it cause it got me high... It was really uncool, but smoking weed is good!

  • @ands0areyou
    @ands0areyou Před 10 lety +1

    basically-guy

  • @RickJamesNoGames
    @RickJamesNoGames Před 15 lety

    a⋅the⋅ism
    1. the doctrine or belief that there is no God.
    2. disbelief in the existence of a supreme being or beings.

  • @Jtwpayne
    @Jtwpayne Před 14 lety

    congrats on bein clean for 2 yrs :D, i dont think id ever do it, my family is a strictly alcohol,t.h.c related :P/ but on the other hand n kinda off topic i use weed for fun,but to also help with my asthma but i dont get it from the goverment legaly even though i could but in canada goverment weed is crap lol but iv started smoking it everyday for about 2-3 weeks an jus for sleep mostly n it is habbit forming but i dont like need to use it but i do see wat u mean by anythin can be addictive

  • @rsroor
    @rsroor Před 11 lety +2

    kj is pcp

  • @wildestcowboy2668
    @wildestcowboy2668 Před rokem

    U ain't automatically addicted, I snorted on and off for years! Mainly to loose weight, apparently smoking is different.

  • @LcoolJfiveoh
    @LcoolJfiveoh Před 14 lety

    crack and special K (cat tranquilizer)

  • @qbulb
    @qbulb Před 14 lety

    You may be recovering but you are no longer a drug addict. You are a child of God who once was a drug addict. It is dangerous to call yourself an addict albeit a recovering addict. What does an addict do? An addict uses. When you call yourself an addict or an alcholic that becomes your identity and you may be setting yourself up for failure. A child of God is a better identity. I hope it is your identity. God bless you and your family.

    • @johnholmes6741
      @johnholmes6741 Před rokem

      The reason they use it in the present tense is so they don’t forget. Fkn dummy. How many years sober do you have?

  • @jrokkaaa253
    @jrokkaaa253 Před 14 lety

    anything can be addictive, hard work, fast foods..exercise, sex..too much of anything, can be harmful, thats to you too weed head! :D..stay up mang..:D

  • @pisces29
    @pisces29 Před 15 lety

    trying to rip off chris rock much?

  • @OwningOwninqTwins
    @OwningOwninqTwins Před 15 lety

    just stick to weed.

  • @Bioxv1rus
    @Bioxv1rus Před 17 lety

    Ketamine

  • @Jtwpayne
    @Jtwpayne Před 14 lety

    lol nice n ya i know bout the despencerys there sick but we got some daaank ass bud thats never left canada n wont go to the cup, high times had it in 1 of there issues is sick, i plan on goin to cali when i older to get my card, :P, try some blue berry, n white rhino :D yums :D an if u can get it, get blue dragon :D:D

  • @Sncedayone
    @Sncedayone Před rokem +4

    Jesus is king