Making videos is oddly confrontational

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  • čas přidán 14. 01. 2024
  • Apparently, I'm quite a perfectionist and never quite realised it. So here's to letting go and putting together a somewhat strange experience documenting a weekend alone at my parents' house.
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Komentáře • 55

  • @nataliesoutlet
    @nataliesoutlet Před 4 měsíci +8

    I understand the struggle haha trust me. Proud of you for showing up. That’s the first step :)

  • @wordrevel
    @wordrevel Před 4 měsíci +5

    This is so painfully relatable! I'm sitting on so many video clips that I never stitched together into a full length video because I keep thinking they're not good enough. Love that taking inspiration from your grandpa pushed you to overcome some of your reservations 💙

  • @isobels_literary_life
    @isobels_literary_life Před 11 dny

    This is so honest, I love it. And I want to incorporate making Angry Dogs into my lifestyle and my channel, what a great way of looking at it!

  • @BasicWorldbuilder
    @BasicWorldbuilder Před 3 měsíci +5

    This video is really well done - you already know how to make aesthetically pleasing imagery, have thoughtful transitions and excellent pacing. Always remember that comparison is the thief of joy - the process of making art (CZcams videos included) is it's own reward. Just have fun with it and you'll keep doing great. :)

  • @ZulekaG
    @ZulekaG Před 14 dny

    Wow, I felt like you read my mind with this video. It was honesty so raw and beautifully done and for that I thank you for showing up and sharing seriously. I hope you keep making your angry dogs lol, I feel inspired to do the same

  • @HollyClothier
    @HollyClothier Před 4 měsíci +4

    I love the idea of making lots of ‘angry dogs’. Really enjoyed this 😊

  • @azinkspot
    @azinkspot Před měsícem

    I just went threw the same thing. . .
    The word is “just do it !”
    And. . . Your video is wonderful !
    👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

  • @TonyHightower
    @TonyHightower Před 4 měsíci +5

    Congrats on breaking the seal & getting something out. Seriously.

  • @JakeyWakey
    @JakeyWakey Před 2 měsíci +1

    Just remember this, nobody cares. Not enough for it to stop you. Keep going.

  • @artfulrythms
    @artfulrythms Před 4 měsíci +3

    I like the feeling of honesty and authenticity you transport in your video :-) thanks for showing up!

  • @dark.and.planty
    @dark.and.planty Před 22 dny

    Angry dog left, right and center!!! Absolutely LOVE this.
    I am starting my channel myself, have only posted 2 videos so far. I have tried before and had similar problems but now I decided to simply vlog, almost aimlessly, to practice. I AN HAVING SO MUCH FUN!!! I am also a musician, but with that I am so much more self conscious and perfectionist lol. I have a CZcams music channel with some videos from a few years ago… but that’s it.
    Anyways… I thought your video was really lovely and you show so much potential that I can’t wait to see your channel grow! Keep it up!
    ANGRY DOG TEAM!!!!! 🖤🖤🖤

  • @ashleysloggett
    @ashleysloggett Před 2 měsíci +1

    GIRL. Please keep going, I found this super inspiring as someone who also struggles with perfectionism, and only uploads once a year for the last 10 years haha.
    I think you're a film school grad? If not, great composition on your shots and lighting choices.
    Totally a vibe!

    • @charlottedaemen
      @charlottedaemen  Před 2 měsíci

      Haha definitely not a filmschool grad but thanks for that 😂❤

    • @charlottedaemen
      @charlottedaemen  Před 2 měsíci +1

      Also, get that upload going! 😉

  • @tinybbysquirrel
    @tinybbysquirrel Před 2 měsíci +1

    This is such an honest video and feeling. Thank you for sharing such a real part of not just your life, but creating content to share to the world as well! I can't tell you the amount of hours I've accumulated in videos thinking "I'm gonna do it, I'm gonna post it" and then I tell myself it's sh*t and never post it lol.

  • @zl2696
    @zl2696 Před 4 měsíci +3

    This is the first of your videos I've seen, but I really like it and your thoughts on perfection. CZcams needs honest people, who don't try to sell perfect lives, that actually aren't.

  • @KellySedinger
    @KellySedinger Před 2 měsíci

    That was lovely! And CZcams served it up to me at an interesting time, as I'm relaunching my own channel and I've been struggling with comfort in front of a camera talking and with making my videos work and...all the rest of that. Subscribed, and best wishes! :)

  • @gwendelyne
    @gwendelyne Před 4 měsíci +1

    Ooof did I ever need to see this. The timing is impeccable. Thank you for the analogy of angry dog

  • @debi_chan
    @debi_chan Před 4 měsíci +3

    this is amazing! if you didn't share you story in the beginning, i wouldn't have known that you've been struggling with making your first video! Thank you for making this

  • @like_Motherlike_Daughter
    @like_Motherlike_Daughter Před 2 měsíci

    Thank you so much for your honesty! As a fellow newbie to CZcams I can relate so well. Your work is beautiful! I can’t wait to see more from you!

  • @JoyfulJaye
    @JoyfulJaye Před 4 měsíci

    Good job pushing through! Letting go of perfection, keeping the excellence, that is what you did here! I enjoyed, find your cheerleaders and go do more!

  • @Diana-ns2gn
    @Diana-ns2gn Před 4 měsíci +2

    You are very beautiful! The picture and sound are beautiful! You are so sincere and interesting, congratulations on releasing this video, I have subscribed, I will watch it! Please don't stop, your video is wonderful, I liked it!

  • @DavidHaverty
    @DavidHaverty Před 2 měsíci

    6:49 WOW this is an incredible shot!!! Is the light like this in this room every day? You could literally do a simple video about this room and this lighting. Don't forget some CZcamss made a space for themselves on CZcams by posting 4 to 5-minute videos. Just a day in the life... over one day or over an entire week. Your life in a different country is enough reason to draw my interest. Like what was on that toast? lol.

  • @craftzars
    @craftzars Před 4 měsíci +2

    i dont know if technology is gone too far and youtube know(read my mind) i need to see this excatly video from this new youtuber with 12subs and 70views or that was just a fate. but anyway its exactly what im needed to see today. this video give me some motivation to continue my work. thank you. keep doing what you doing.

  • @mweliss
    @mweliss Před 3 měsíci

    i just love how genuine you are!!!! keep going, i'm here to watch! i just looove the vibes :) and your voice is so beautiful

  • @melittlepea
    @melittlepea Před 2 měsíci

    You have a really nice and interesting voice, I think that will take you far as well as the content 😊

  • @FatemeLife
    @FatemeLife Před 4 měsíci +2

    Hi! 🌸 Your videos bring such positivity! thanks

  • @VermillionLeaves
    @VermillionLeaves Před 4 měsíci +2

    Loved listening to this video! I saw so much of myself in your battle against perfectionism. I know very well as a writer and illustrator myself the terrible struggle it is to just start something even though you know it probably won't be your best work but you also know that if you don't just start it it'll never get done! I've been working on stepping out of my perfectionism bubble at the start of this year too and just creating for the sake of it without expectation. I've found so far that by doing this I have been creating more than I ever had since childhood. It's so liberating :)
    Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing your struggle on here! It's inspiring to me to see others stepping out of their comfort zones too. You've earned a new subscriber ❤️
    Your singing and piano playing was absolutely beautiful btw! I loved the analogy of the angry dog too. That sums it up so perfectly for me 😂 The fact that your great grandfather wrote a book without intending it to be a book that his own great granddaughter would end up loving is so amazing to me. What an awesome story!!
    Anyway, it's nice to meet you, Charlotte :) I look forward to seeing more of your videos in the future!

  • @SandraLaura
    @SandraLaura Před 4 měsíci

    Great video! Loved it! Give yourself more credit 😊

  • @thehomeworkdad
    @thehomeworkdad Před měsícem

    When it comes to thinking about perfectionism....for me I find that I have to ask myself - Who is my audience? If I think my audience is those who are better than me at a given task, whether it's singing, making videos, writing a book, painting, etc. then likely I will find that I am feeling like an imposter, so to speak....but when I realize that my audience is actually the person I was yesterday - the person who is currently trying to learn what I know and to get to where I currently am - this is freeing. Take for instance talking to a child about tying her shoes. If you know how to tie your shoes and a child asks you for help then you speak from confidence about you know and you feel great after helping that child learn a new skill. The same is true here. Often you will hear that people should "Niche Down" or "Pick a Niche" and although this has some merit - my research suggests it is actually better to pick an audience. The practice of "Designing an avatar" so to speak - where you think about the audience you want to talk to and then get to know that audience - how old are they? What makes them happy? What makes them sad? What do they struggle with? What are their beliefs? Are they married? Do they have children? Have you been where they are? If so, what can you do to help them? Can you make videos that help them laugh? Or help them contemplate their next move? Can you make videos that help them overcome some obstacle or teaches them a skill, or show them a part of the world they want to see. I truly believe that your sincerity shines through - you come accross to me as a REAL person - not someone trying to be something your not - and the fact that you already appear to be this way makes me believe that you have what it takes to build a long term, long lasting, and incredibly successfull channel - if that is what you want! Keep posting - keep being yourself & know that you got this!!

    • @charlottedaemen
      @charlottedaemen  Před měsícem

      Thanks for posting such a thoughtful comment, and I think you're right! I guess I'll see where this channel takes me (cause I currently still have no idea haha)

  • @Mindfulme225
    @Mindfulme225 Před 3 měsíci

    Right there with you! You're doing great!

  • @Toribell1928
    @Toribell1928 Před 4 měsíci

    Just want to say, I have an art history degree and angry dog is one of my favorite paintings of all time. I really like your angry dog philosophy (currently doing this with writing a novel) and it is definitely true. Sometimes art is about finishing something and moving on not trying to make a masterpiece.

  • @shannonhiggs1764
    @shannonhiggs1764 Před 2 měsíci

    I actually love this video so much! 🥰
    I'm such a perfectionist and I'm currently in a gap year. I had this big plan to start a youtube channel (I even got to setting up the account and doing some filming) documenting my firdt steps into adulthood. Starting the the summer holidays and working through my first job experience, travel learning new skills for my uni and then going off to uni and continuing through there.
    I tried so hard and felt none of it was good enough and now, coming up to the end of my work part of my gap year, I feel I've missed the opportunity to te the story from the beginning?
    But this video has made me think maybe I can upload soemthing even if I'm not happy with it? Even if the footage was shot like a year ago, maybe I can still tell my story, even if it's not perfect... maybe I can anyway?

  • @heavenlychaotik
    @heavenlychaotik Před 4 měsíci

    I loved this, it felt so real. Its funny hearing you talk about your comfort book, how it was basically just practice for your great grandfather and him writing about whatever came to his mind; this video is exactly the sort of video that woule become a comfort video for me. Someone talking about real life, being a real person, and being relatable and cozy. I really hope you keep making more videos, I loved this. Angry Dog is a masterpiece to some people 💜

  • @RidzwanRazalee
    @RidzwanRazalee Před 4 měsíci

    Ahhhhh. That battle between creating something we're proud of and having to practice in getting there someday is a real struggle! Glad you got this out there though. Really enjoyed it. So great that your great grandpa left a book for your comfort read. Imagine what videos would do for future gens if you keep it up!
    Seeing that you're getting a lot of support as it is I'm sure I can expect more from this channel in the future and looking forward to em. :D

  • @rickmiller7148
    @rickmiller7148 Před 4 měsíci

    Blessings upon you & your CZcams Journey, Charlotte. Greetings from #ColoradoUSA. I, too, had the benefit of a Grandparent writing a book. It is my goal to finish the screenplay about her life, which has been begun multiple times. For now, I'll try to enjoy some aspect of today's #PenguinAwarenessDay & #CheeseLoversDay, as well as tomorrow's #NewEnglandClamChowderDay, #GranolaDay & #SantityOfHumanLifeDay, along with preparing for tomorrow's Service & Monday's Memorial. Wonderful Weekend to you and yours...

  • @TerezaBarloon
    @TerezaBarloon Před 4 měsíci

    Girl, I feel you. I’ve been filming videos for the last several weeks and haven’t published a single one because “they’re not good enough “. Well, I need to get editing and put it out there 😅 idk why CZcams threw you my way but I appreciate it 😊

  • @valentin.nguyen
    @valentin.nguyen Před 4 měsíci

    It's that childhood dream we used to have when we were 12 of wanting to become a CZcamsr 😅Congrats on going with your gut and embracing imperfection! As a perfectionist myself, I also struggle with having the guts to share my videos and art with the world... it's scary to put it out there even when you know it could be improved. But that's how we grow! 🥰I've subscribed and am excited to see more!!

  • @victoriaaamalia
    @victoriaaamalia Před 4 měsíci

    The relevance of this is astonishing. Thanks for sharing such a raw insight into yourself. I know this year is going to be my year, so proud of us both. I'm already interested in your next upload!

  • @magdalenaerikssonmusic
    @magdalenaerikssonmusic Před 4 měsíci

    Love the music in your video, the honesty and youve got a lot of beautiful shots! Inspiring! Thanks a lot for beeing brave. Maybe I'll get myself out there again soon also...

  • @Dounyavd
    @Dounyavd Před 4 měsíci

    I'm so happy I found this video! Been battling with the exact same thing. Really procrastinating making my first video for a LONG time. Congrats on making it and sharing it with us. You seem really authentic on camera and your editing felt effortless. Looking forward to more videos. Groetjes uit Brussel!

  • @adreaminfocus
    @adreaminfocus Před 2 měsíci

    I’m in an angry dog phase too. Fuck perfect❤

  • @ColorOfCozy
    @ColorOfCozy Před 4 měsíci

    This is so relateable. Trying to hold on to ourselves in a world that's being swallowed is hard lol
    Here to join you on this journey! I hope we both find joy in our silly little lives and crazy mistakes 🍕
    Also your voice is so relaxing ^.^

  • @isabellammusic
    @isabellammusic Před 4 měsíci

    I totally understand what you are feeling! I'm a new content creator too and it feels really weird to record yourself! I think this is an interesting video and the music you chose is wonderful! I don't have any music in my videos but I'm considering changing it up a little bit. I don't know if it will work with the content I make but we'll see. I'm learning new things every day! It's hard being a perfectionist. Keep doing it! I wanna watch your videos!

  • @bobherbert4365
    @bobherbert4365 Před 3 měsíci

    Poor thing.

  • @KitBetts-Masters
    @KitBetts-Masters Před 2 měsíci

    I like this. I guess, think about what it is that people have engaged with this video for, more than your other content. Read and re-read these comments here! Figure out who your audience is and just speak to them honestly like you are here.
    FWIW your two videos that brought me here were about starting CZcams and just making videos, so now it is time to just iterate on that theme really. Just nice explorations of what it is like to be a creative, with titles and hooks about putting yourself out there in video. Write a script one day, film the next, and edit on the third. Don't get too worried about perfectionism, just tell good stories, pop it out there, then rinse and repeat. :-)
    Have fun! Making CZcams videos is the best decision I have made in my career.

  • @danielluiz7771
    @danielluiz7771 Před 2 měsíci

    Eu ia💝 adorar fazer um vídeo sobre o bisavô. 🇧🇷 os nativos do Brasil sofrem repressão, toda nossa história merece ser apagada junto com a destruição da floresta.

  • @mynameiswalrus3823
    @mynameiswalrus3823 Před 4 měsíci

    I likes the video

  • @greywithglasses
    @greywithglasses Před měsícem

    Perfectionism is a debilitating disease. My sympathy.

  • @stephopalopal
    @stephopalopal Před 4 měsíci

    😉💗👍

  • @klickbeet.websitetv9030
    @klickbeet.websitetv9030 Před 2 měsíci

    Oof do I know the feeling! But this dog you made doesn't even seem that angry, he seems pretty chill already!