whatever you choose we'll support you Nikki - as long as you're happy!! I feel like that time was productive though in you establishing yourself as an individual and becoming who you really are, so I'm really hopeful for you two!
Be careful. I don't know Christian but he gives me a sociopath vibe. I've dated sociopaths before. It's very typical of them to get back together with you just to break you over and over again. And the point where they woo you back is always when you're moving on, being happy, and most often when you're dating again. It's like it breaks their ego that you can move on from them, so they try their hardest to get you back, promise you the world, be extra nice, and a few months/years down the track they play up again. But like I said, I don't know Christian. I'm just speaking from a gut feeling.
YOU ARE SO RIGHT! She's explaining herself exactly like an emotionally abused person who's getting swoon back in a hurtful relationship. I feel like I'm listening to my old self when I watched this video. Very sad. People think abusers are all bad, but NO, they know exactly how to be all good for a moment. They have the best camouflage and they know how to keep us thirsty of their fake affection we call love.
Brice Cole When I was in school, there were kids that would make racist remarks at me. As I got older, I realized it was always the kids that came from poor, lower class families; quite often broken families, uneducated parents, or parents who just didn't care enough to teach their kids how to be dignified human beings. When I realized that, it didn't upset me anymore.
If I were you girl, I'd keep the relationship off the camera for a bit. At least until you guys figure out what's really going on. Do not rush back into vlogging together so soon after rekindling your romance. Take time and baby steps😊
There are just some people you can't live without. I had a similar experience with a guy I dated. After living together for a year, we broke up for 9 months, even dated other people. Ran into each other one night on 6th Street in Austin, he called the next day, and 12 yrs of marriage and 2 kids later, we're still going strong. Some people just walk into your life and are forever irreplaceable. So happy for you two!
The way he looks at you has changed drastically. Know your worth. You are a beautiful person and if he ever stops looking at you like that again move on for good. So happy that you are happy
You don't owe explanations, we all know you wanted to be that guy lol, 👽 his next girl after he dumps buffness, can't wait the breakup looks like it should be soon enough eventually.
I only started watching your videos after you guys broke up (your breakup video was part of my recommendations) so I've never really seen you guys together or known you in a relationship but all I have to say is if you're happy cool I wish you nothing but the best
Something seems super disingenuous about him... I could just be skeptical but as long as Nikki's happy everyone's just gonna have to learn to accept it
Nikki... I was thinking when u made your break up video you talked about "not feeling valued" & Christian having "different priorities than u did to the point that u felt like "u didn't know this person anymore". But in this video u only talked about doing too much together & not having your own identity. These are very different things. I feel like here u didn't address what truly bothered you about the relationship... or maybe u forgot that u didn't feel valued. I'm only bringing it up because if u don't address it'll happen all over again. Also I didn't feel Christian verbally expressed missing u or loving u at all which was disappointing after his public humiliation, or having regret about things he didn't do. He really didn't express regret or act sorry about his actions which allowed other people into your bond. I'm just worried about you letting him off too easy with a lot of things that happened. You seem to be so excited for the reconciliation that have no hurt anger or resentment about another woman? I really care & don't want to see you forget about the stuff & not have him fix it. Also it so obvious to me that he planned to be alone at that CZcamsr Retreat so he could get you back. He was jealous about your other guy & he didn't express how much he wanted u back or any of his feelings of loss which would have been nice for him to say to your subs as some sort of vindication after putting u thru all this. I feel he kind of left it all on u to express YOUR Love & just said generally "we missed each other". He really didn't Express much emotion. He couldn't even post a picture of you on IG. That pretty much sucks. YOU did. Why are you still there one doing all the giving? Please don't be happy with too little. XOX love you
I don't think the things she said then and now are so different at all. Nikki says she has her own life now and is happy, is not moving in with Christian for now; so obviously she's being smart and seeing where things go so like she says she doesn't have to lose it all again. Doing too much together can make you not feel valued, if the things you do as a couple are always one partner's choice. Sometimes breaking up is the best thing for a couple as they see what it is like to be apart. I'm going to guess if they do get back together (living) they will be stronger than they've ever been because they know what it is like to lose each other. They've won the love lottery it's very apparent so I hope they don't throw their win away. Nothing is perfect in life, but they are perfectly imperfect.
+Victor Ulloa YES... Which is exactly the reason that I believe he said too little. I thought he was going to say I missed her and I couldn't live without her..or I just love her so much and I'm sorry I did things to push her away & make her feel undervalued . I felt like he didn't want to give up his feelings while Nikki did of course.. & Nikki posted a picture of the two of them on her Instagram and of course Christian could not do that for her. All Christian could really say was he was 20% not himself without her. I just didn't feel that was enough based on the fact that he left her, humiliated her and did other things with other women.. obviously bringing her a lot of turmoil and pain. Too little.
My husband and I (before we got married) broke up for about six months because we weren't sure we were meant for each other. After being apart and not speaking at all for that time we decided we really missed each other and so we met up not knowing where it was going to go. I had no expectations and neither did he, we just knew we had to see each other. That was the beginning of a whole new relationship. That was over 5 years ago and we've now been married for a year and half and are happier together than we have ever been. I have nothing but love and appreciation for you and wish you the very best...with or without Christian! But I definitely have faith in rekindled relationships...😉
+Madina Homayoun We actually dates off and on for about 4 years before that...I had a ton of growing up to do. We were together for a few years before we decided to tie the knot. 😊
Lol he came back because he saw the confidence you gained and confidence is sexy. Men always come crawling back when the woman gains independence, but who's to say it'll keep him.
She was showing a lil confidence growth not to be funny this video kind of shows she lost it bcuz she comes across as if she has to be in a relationship to be happy which isn't true
Jesus people, Nikki is a real person like all of the rest of us. Don't act like you guys haven't considered or gotten back with an ex. Love is complicated, let her live her life🙄🙄🙄
NIKKI. Please, always remember to put yourself first. Don't forget how once he made you feel. I'm happy that you're happy but please look after yourself. Don't settle for anything less than you deserve.
+Chrishman "The Fisherman" Goomah they were together on HIS birthday that his mom organised for them and he broke up with her on hers! I watched both of their videos and that's what happened. I'm not insecure either, I'm just good at reading body languages and CG is shady as fuckkkkkk. Only a matter of time before the truth comes out.
You struggled so much getting over him && all we want to do is see you happy . You found yourself without him & now you can continue finding yourself within him . We just love to see you happy Nikki 💓
To think this was only four months ago... Nikki you deserve better anyway. Stay strong 😊 stay positive. Staying single afterwards is a good thing. It shows ur independent and don't need someone to depend on. I saw this on my news feed so I wanted to write to you. 🙂 I went through something like this and you just need to keep a good outlook on things I love you!
Angoswede Yeah time to grow into more filming yourself in a mirror. Watching yourself flex behind the person your supposed to be in love with.. More time to grow into being in love with themselves. You know gotta get that wide angle $900 lense to film fucking food up close.
not really, lets get real.... we have all been thru this, theres a void in our lives when we lose a close person and try to move on. We think its easy, and it is to a point, then we lead others on (guzman with some other chick in some other island) but we try to get familiarity back then the recent mistakes come up (guzman, with some chick, on some island ) .....wont happen, u guys are stuck on what u guys had, ......will never be the same.....possibly worse. But give props to Nikki for not being a mess over the break up and vlogging the death out of the break up. I don't mind being wrong but , i doubt it.
Just found these two and began watching their channels. It's so obvious he has so much more chemistry with Nikki. I'm disappointed he ruined it :( They were they type of happy together that is rare to find.
I usually just watch and don't comment but holy moly some of these viewers are wayyyy too invested in their / your relationship. You don't owe use an explanation.
I rarely ever leave comments.. but 1. Who are all you people to judge a relationship between two indidvdiuals you don't know? If they weren't "famous" I honestly doubt half of you would be having the same reactions. 2. I know plenty of people who break up and get back together. That's part of life. If it's a mistake than they will figure it out on their own, not by thousands of people bashing their relationship. No wonder why they didn't want to tell anyone, I wouldn't wanna either; dealing with all you negative people. Seriously it's so disrespectful. Wow what our world has become.
Clearly she's putting it out there in public and has the comment section enabled for people to do precisely what you accuse them of having no right to do.
But why didn't he answer his phone? My ex used to do that all the time, someone would call he was sketchy by not answering it or throwing it on the bed downwards.
Thank you for being so transparent and honest, Nikki. I was so afraid to look down in the comments and see harsh replies, but it seems like everyone is all for you making your own decisions :) Oh, and it totally looks like a bra... lol
So I got this notification while busy at work and my immediate words out loud were "yeah you better explain girlllll" ran home to watch the video. I don't even know how to feel, I'm so happy and so scared at the same time.
I feel exactly the same I love that she's so happy again & I want it to be real. She deserves it but I'm afraid he may not be for real. It's her journey & she has to follow her heart. So we can only cross our fingers and hope for the best. No worries, we'll be here to support & encourage her even if he is not!
Sorry to bring up old memories, Nikki, but I miss this so much :( I'm watching all of your old videos because this reminds me of the time when I started fitness with you being my motivation. I'm happy you're happy and doing well though!
I feel like I'm watching over you like a big sister and I'm happy for you, but a little worried because I so so don't want to see you get hurt again. But I think you should do what feels right and have fun with it!
He seems like that kind of guy that when your with him he makes you feel like your number one but him not answering his phone was kinda sketchy. Gard your heart don't let him ever break you again
This is exactly what happened with my relationship after two years. We moved in together right before our one year and never had separation. I moved out after our break up, I'm almost in my own place, and now we're trying to work on things! We're in such a huge growing point in our young lives and you need space to do that! Best of luck babe❤️
Obviously don't know both your situations (even if it's shared in some videos) but I'd say best to keep relationship private... Works best that way...your life, your relationship..anyways, Gl with that..keep them competition motivation going
SO SO SO SO EXCITED for you guys. I love that you've recognized how important it is to live an entirely separate life alongside a partner who lives THEIR separate life... and then you get to have a life you share together
Ok, am I the only one who thinks that it was a girl calling and texting him when he was laying in bed? His face had guilt written all over it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No one has any right to pass judgment! The heart wants what it wants. Sometimes you have to learn things the hard way. Either by getting your heart broken and realizing you can't be with out someone or giving them a second chance and realizing it may have been a mistake. Either way you have to follow your heart no matter how crazy it seems or you live in a state of constant regret. Seems she's being smart by trying to hold onto herself instead of falling back into old habits. Best wishes to both of you!!!!!😘
Great comment. I personally don't care much for Christian but I wish them all the best, and you are so right about following your heart. If you don't, you'll always wonder. If it doesn't work out at least there will be growth along the way. She can handle it. Be well.
Oh and btw keep in mind that they broke up during a heavy-dieting period, and anyone who's been under this kind of diet knows how low carbs/fat/sugar income can fuck with you, so I'm not surprised they are getting back together now that it's over
Nikki is, CG's longterm side chick. It will last until she realizes being loved is more important than being wanted. And thats CG, what he sees, he wants, he's like a magpie if it shines, he must have it. NB is just too shiny to let someone else have.
This is my exact concern. I really hope he knows what he wants this time around and is ready to deliver what she needs instead of just wanting her as soon as she moved on.
+caz kelly Yeah true love isn't selfish like that. Pick someone up and put them down when you want. Ppl aren't possessions. Love can't be faked. All the bullshit comes out in the end anyway.
I paused this about 5 minutes into the video to congratulate her on loving and valuing herself. I so love how she said that she wants to keep the life she created for herself and their rekindling is an addition, not her whole life. Woo! You go gurl! Good luck!😊
So happy you guys are back together. Only piece of advice I have is try to put the camera down more often. I understand that it is your career but this time in your relationship is so crucial if you actually want it to work. Focus more on each other and less on your fans.
Always be cautious with people who you "go back to" because chances are, they're not the same, take it from me, my ex and I went back and forth and what ended it for good in the end was when she went behind my back and met a guy and now they're getting married after 6 months of knowing each other. Someone who you thought "is the one" may not be the same for the other person, especially if they broke up with you first.
YEY!!! so happy, and its so true Nikki; sometimes we just need fly away for a little, improve ourselves independently so that we can fly back together for a stronger bond. All the best for this love, many blessings!! :)
it can work, I was with my bf for 3 years, and had a kid. we broke up for 7 months. We got back together and been together again for 5 years. So it can workout.
You know what good for you! Im doing the same thing right now. Love is all about taking risks and thats the scary part! But whats meant for you will always be for you so only time will tell! Good luck to both of you!
Low self esteem and lack of self worth is what allowed this to happen. Never put your worth or you value in your ability to please a partner. He will never value you for who you are and what you're worth as a WOMAN. Remember that when he dogs the mess out of you again and shames you on social media by replacing you with things and the next broad. You're better than that. I was pulling for you, and you empowered a slick boy. Not man...But boy. This is awful.
And you have kids watching this crap getting motivated like this is some sort of soap opera about how to ish on your girl and come back the hard way. So disappointed in you.
You are right. I can tell by his voice, attitude, and steroid addiction that he is definitely an alpha guy looking for a trophy and fun times. If he finds better she will be dropped. I've only watched this one video ad can tell she likes the badboy player types like this guy. She isn't any better, she dropped a guy for this ex of hers. That tells a lot about her commitment.
I am so happy for you. The heart wants what it wants. & sometimes you have to take time apart to grow more as an individual to be able to grow together again. Love you Nikki! We always support you 💜
I am beyond happy for you. My hubby and I dated for 3 years and split for 5 months. When we saw each other again, it was like the first time we met. We have now been married 12 years and have 2 wonderful kids. Hope everything works out for you and Christian.
Nikki, I just want to say how genuine of a human being I think you are. A lot of people seem awesome on their youtube channels, but are actually pretty lame away from the camera, and I sincerely don't think you at all fall under that category. In just the way you talk and act, you give off this vibe of absolute care and positivity, that somehow makes me feel a sense of joy just from hearing you talk about things. A real person like you is super hard to come by, and I just want you to know how much I appreciate your mind.
I think that this is awesome! I know we only see what you want us to see of your relationship but I always thought you two seemed so well suited, and I know so many people in similar situations who can't push aside their pride or worrying what others will think so it means they lose out on true love, you can't listen to the negativity, it's your lives, you do whatever makes you happy! if you're meant to be it'll work and if not, enjoy the time together! just because your lives are so public doesn't mean you should ever feel ashamed to wear your heart on your sleeve and dive into the deep end for what you want! I wish you both the best of luck! you're a gorgeous couple and I hope you can build something even stronger :) PS. please please film Knox and Nalas reactions if you are reunited with them Nikki!! we have two husky type breeds, and I adored watching Knox and Nala (and of course Maximus Prime!) miss the giant puppers in your videos :) ❤
My boyfriend and I were together for 2 years , broke up for 3 months and got back together and now it's going to be almost 5 years years together. Do whatever makes you feel happy :)
Nikki I haven't even watched all this video yet, but I wanted to comment. I'm really not the type of person who says this... so you know I really genuinely mean it... but watching you recuperate and put your life back together after your breakup with Christian really did inspire me. My boyfriend is going away to study abroad in the US for 8 months next week, and I am absolutely dreading it. Watching your videos, where you talked about reconnecting with yourself, and finding those things which make you happy alone really resonated with me. Watching your journey has given me so much hope that although times can be really hard, and sometimes you become dependent on someone else, life can still go on alone. So no matter what happens from now, thank you for being so real, so honest, and so brave. I really appreciate it.
good for you nikki, my bf and I have been together 10 years. we broke up after our ninth year . fast forward we got back together and I love him more than ever. do what makes you happy
The glow that your giving off its incredible, so glad you are so happy. I went through this recently, my boy friend broke up after 6 years of being together (were also in our 20's). We also realized how much we cared for each other in about 3 months. It wasn't all rainbows and sunshine everyday but if your both willing to work on things I think you two are so sweet together! rooting for you girl!
I feel like you were so dependant on each other. Now, after spending time away Guzman and you found your independence, you found yourself and now you're stronger than ever! Best wishes
Gotta admit I was beyond excited when I saw your Instagram post. I have been following both of you separately since the breakup and I love you both as individuals. However, there's something special about you together. Christian seems to be able to lighten up around you.
So happy for you guys! It's important not to lose who you are in a relationship and you are right about how it's better to not be together 24-7! Plus you guys have had some time to figure your selves out a bit. I truly wish you both the best and will continue to follow your channel!😘❤️
it's your personal life you don't have to explain yourself to anyone
Agreed.
TRUUU
Except her job is social media so....
Are the fucking in Hawaii???
+adybli36 what the fuck does that have to do anything
whatever you choose we'll support you Nikki - as long as you're happy!! I feel like that time was productive though in you establishing yourself as an individual and becoming who you really are, so I'm really hopeful for you two!
jajaja
so happy for them they better be happy too!
Awww I really loved her single though but this breakup was just to weird for me... So I am happy they are back together..
Be careful. I don't know Christian but he gives me a sociopath vibe. I've dated sociopaths before. It's very typical of them to get back together with you just to break you over and over again. And the point where they woo you back is always when you're moving on, being happy, and most often when you're dating again. It's like it breaks their ego that you can move on from them, so they try their hardest to get you back, promise you the world, be extra nice, and a few months/years down the track they play up again. But like I said, I don't know Christian. I'm just speaking from a gut feeling.
Why does he seem like a sociopath?
YOU ARE SO RIGHT! She's explaining herself exactly like an emotionally abused person who's getting swoon back in a hurtful relationship. I feel like I'm listening to my old self when I watched this video. Very sad. People think abusers are all bad, but NO, they know exactly how to be all good for a moment. They have the best camouflage and they know how to keep us thirsty of their fake affection we call love.
+Brice Cole Woah! No need to be racist
Naomie Caron how has he been abusive? they just spent too much time together and needed a break
Brice Cole When I was in school, there were kids that would make racist remarks at me. As I got older, I realized it was always the kids that came from poor, lower class families; quite often broken families, uneducated parents, or parents who just didn't care enough to teach their kids how to be dignified human beings. When I realized that, it didn't upset me anymore.
Wow so many therapists here
Shout out to Javon for making this happen. Javon the real MVP.
YO U RIGHT I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT!
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YESSS. So much love for Javon right now!!
What did he do??!?!
+J Dominguez he's the one that set up the youtubers retreat where they reconnected.
I don't think I've ever seen Christian TRULY smile. Until he looked at you. SO CUTE!
I agree! My heart is happy!!!!
I was thinking the same thing❤️
I've noticed he's seemed so much happier in his past few videos after the retreat. So happy for them!
+Jillian Campayno sure
Yeah, I subscribed to Christian while he already was with Nikki, and since the break up I really missed a spark in his eyes and now it's 100% back
If I were you girl, I'd keep the relationship off the camera for a bit. At least until you guys figure out what's really going on. Do not rush back into vlogging together so soon after rekindling your romance. Take time and baby steps😊
This is so important
the heart does what it wants
It gives views, no reason not to put it into the vlogs
Jeanau I agree 100%
I do agree but these type of videos give them bigger ratings and that means more money for them.People love gossip.
There are just some people you can't live without. I had a similar experience with a guy I dated. After living together for a year, we broke up for 9 months, even dated other people. Ran into each other one night on 6th Street in Austin, he called the next day, and 12 yrs of marriage and 2 kids later, we're still going strong. Some people just walk into your life and are forever irreplaceable. So happy for you two!
I never knew I could be so happy for two people I've never met....Had a huge smile throughout the whole video😍😍😍
Agree
me too!!!! ❤
Me too, I guess bc we can all relate. lol
Same !!!!!
+Maria C I just love a happy ever after😍
The way he looks at you has changed drastically. Know your worth. You are a beautiful person and if he ever stops looking at you like that again move on for good. So happy that you are happy
This comment is on point!!!
so very true
PREACH!!!! You can see such a difference in Christian in the way he treats and looks at her.
it's just for the firdt. couple of months after a while it'll be Chris Brown mode
Best comment!👏👏👏
Her black shirt was fitting😂😂😂
I noticed it also 👍🏼 great choice Niki
well since cguzman has officially dating heidi i guess we can say this video is one hell of a memory.....
Nikki, it's your life to live. You owe no explanations
true
You don't owe explanations, we all know you wanted to be that guy lol, 👽 his next girl after he dumps buffness, can't wait the breakup looks like it should be soon enough eventually.
Hi my name guzie I'ma dump my future girlfriend duh 👽
being married I've learned it really is about not sweating the small stuff. be with your best friend. fights happen. thats life
and I'm happy for you when you're happy Nikki :)
I bet your husband smashed so many bitches when you two take breaks in your relationship. But it happens, that's life
If a man who has recently been with other people isn't answering his phone in front of you, there's a reason. Prevent the hurt this time Nikki.
I only started watching your videos after you guys broke up (your breakup video was part of my recommendations) so I've never really seen you guys together or known you in a relationship but all I have to say is if you're happy cool I wish you nothing but the best
wow thats deep
+Chrishman "The Fisherman" Goomah 😂😂😂
Getting back together with the ex is like reading a already read book - you know the end.
+Chrishman "The Fisherman" Goomah I hope I can remember that one the next time someone tells me something is deep
+X Drake lool
Something seems super disingenuous about him... I could just be skeptical but as long as Nikki's happy everyone's just gonna have to learn to accept it
He doesn't seem that into it... its awkward.
I feel like Nikki deserves better :/
He's always been awkward that's Guzman.
Go watch his video, I honestly thought he was really into it
For views.
you know you're way too invested in someone's relationship when you're smiling throughout the whole video lmao
=)
Bad move I'd say. It's better to get away from these relationships.
I totally agree, I was pausing the video screaming lol. Way to invested, 😂
So goomah gonna take Papa Guzman fishing now or what? 😜🎣
im still waiting for that vid
Plz don't explain. It invites the whole world into your private lives. For your own sake I hope you stay far away from the comments on this one.
Treat her good Christian please!
she should treat him good too! it goes both ways.
nah
lolololol
now his with her friend!!! what a jerk
who cares. christian should plant that sperm on every girls
Nikki... I was thinking when u made your break up video you talked about "not feeling valued" & Christian having "different priorities than u did to the point that u felt like "u didn't know this person anymore". But in this video u only talked about doing too much together & not having your own identity. These are very different things. I feel like here u didn't address what truly bothered you about the relationship... or maybe u forgot that u didn't feel valued. I'm only bringing it up because if u don't address it'll happen all over again. Also I didn't feel Christian verbally expressed missing u or loving u at all which was disappointing after his public humiliation, or having regret about things he didn't do. He really didn't express regret or act sorry about his actions which allowed other people into your bond. I'm just worried about you letting him off too easy with a lot of things that happened. You seem to be so excited for the reconciliation that have no hurt anger or resentment about another woman? I really care & don't want to see you forget about the stuff & not have him fix it. Also it so obvious to me that he planned to be alone at that CZcamsr Retreat so he could get you back. He was jealous about your other guy & he didn't express how much he wanted u back or any of his feelings of loss which would have been nice for him to say to your subs as some sort of vindication after putting u thru all this. I feel he kind of left it all on u to express YOUR Love & just said generally "we missed each other". He really didn't Express much emotion. He couldn't even post a picture of you on IG. That pretty much sucks. YOU did. Why are you still there one doing all the giving? Please don't be happy with too little. XOX love you
Well said...
Hmmm agree...
I don't think the things she said then and now are so different at all. Nikki says she has her own life now and is happy, is not moving in with Christian for now; so obviously she's being smart and seeing where things go so like she says she doesn't have to lose it all again. Doing too much together can make you not feel valued, if the things you do as a couple are always one partner's choice. Sometimes breaking up is the best thing for a couple as they see what it is like to be apart. I'm going to guess if they do get back together (living) they will be stronger than they've ever been because they know what it is like to lose each other. They've won the love lottery it's very apparent so I hope they don't throw their win away. Nothing is perfect in life, but they are perfectly imperfect.
Did you watch his vlog explaing it?
+Victor Ulloa YES... Which is exactly the reason that I believe he said too little. I thought he was going to say I missed her and I couldn't live without her..or I just love her so much and I'm sorry I did things to push her away & make her feel undervalued . I felt like he didn't want to give up his feelings while Nikki did of course.. & Nikki posted a picture of the two of them on her Instagram and of course Christian could not do that for her. All Christian could really say was he was 20% not himself without her. I just didn't feel that was enough based on the fact that he left her, humiliated her and did other things with other women.. obviously bringing her a lot of turmoil and pain. Too little.
My husband and I (before we got married) broke up for about six months because we weren't sure we were meant for each other. After being apart and not speaking at all for that time we decided we really missed each other and so we met up not knowing where it was going to go. I had no expectations and neither did he, we just knew we had to see each other. That was the beginning of a whole new relationship. That was over 5 years ago and we've now been married for a year and half and are happier together than we have ever been. I have nothing but love and appreciation for you and wish you the very best...with or without Christian! But I definitely have faith in rekindled relationships...😉
+MotiveMatrix what do you mean? Not all girls are gay so I'm confused! pls explain you fucking dirtbag
I'm so happy I read this comment and very happy for you two!
+TuPutotaMadre Felicia is that you?
+Madina Homayoun We actually dates off and on for about 4 years before that...I had a ton of growing up to do. We were together for a few years before we decided to tie the knot. 😊
+MotiveMatrix my husband would definitely agree with you. But what can I say, I'm a woman.
Lol he came back because he saw the confidence you gained and confidence is sexy. Men always come crawling back when the woman gains independence, but who's to say it'll keep him.
She was showing a lil confidence growth not to be funny this video kind of shows she lost it bcuz she comes across as if she has to be in a relationship to be happy which isn't true
😐Get out
STFU
What
"when the woman gains independence" lolol
Jesus people, Nikki is a real person like all of the rest of us. Don't act like you guys haven't considered or gotten back with an ex. Love is complicated, let her live her life🙄🙄🙄
I can't wait to hear you call out "MR GUZMAAAAN!" And for the Christmas season to roll around, my heart melted this entire video ❤️❤️
Same
I love the 'Mr Guzmaaaaaan' 😅
yessss
I have been holding my breath for six months watching both of your videos! Yay for giving it another shot. So happy for you guys
are you sure you are still alive?
LOL
Ahahaa....that was funny lol
+Bou Blounder lol. good one
"liking this video isn't going to make them get back together" quote my boyfriend ): good times!!! Nikki B & CG forever my favorite couple! I'm so sad
By the way....THAT LOOK IS BACK. Christian looks at Nikki like she's the only girl in the world...AGAIN! *clap* So excited for you guys!
Yes he doesn't look at other girls like that but her
NIKKI. Please, always remember to put yourself first. Don't forget how once he made you feel. I'm happy that you're happy but please look after yourself. Don't settle for anything less than you deserve.
Also, CG looked anxious AF when his phone was ringing. I'd be keeping tabs on that shit. Make sure that child, London, isn't calling.
+Adam Woodford Nikki didn't break it off
+Adam Woodford That's a lot of assumptions
+Adam Woodford clearly you don't know anything, Christian broke up with Nikki on her birthday so get the facts straight bro.
+Chrishman "The Fisherman" Goomah they were together on HIS birthday that his mom organised for them and he broke up with her on hers! I watched both of their videos and that's what happened. I'm not insecure either, I'm just good at reading body languages and CG is shady as fuckkkkkk. Only a matter of time before the truth comes out.
Do what makes you happy girl.
She wants those muscles back lol
+Adam Moreira her muscles are still there she just has gained some bodyfat (which is good and normal)
Are they fucking or not?? Isn't make up sex best lol
rana afhame She wants Christians muscles that's what I meant lol
rana afhame esp now after that last show he did really ripped hehe
He really loved her
Anyone back here after they broke up again? 😂😂😂
Back with Andrew
Callum Byrne Me lol!
You struggled so much getting over him && all we want to do is see you happy . You found yourself without him & now you can continue finding yourself within him . We just love to see you happy Nikki 💓
I wish you the best Nikki and am very happy for both of you. Don't forget who your TRUE friends were when the breakup happened though.
Your my favorite youtuber and I've been following you for a while so I feel a little over protective of you, LOL.
110% agree! I hope she realizes who were "work" friends and who are her real friends
don't expect her to reply you need to pay her for that
+SharpFitnessLook yeah!! FUCK DANAE!
I find it funny that her shirts says "You needed me." Lmao
SAME HAHAH
To think this was only four months ago... Nikki you deserve better anyway. Stay strong 😊 stay positive. Staying single afterwards is a good thing. It shows ur independent and don't need someone to depend on. I saw this on my news feed so I wanted to write to you. 🙂 I went through something like this and you just need to keep a good outlook on things I love you!
I love them together. Christian is a different person when he's with Nikki, you can tell they are both very happy.
I agree !!!
Completely agree! Nikki brings that "something" out of Christian! It's great to see both of them happy.
The power couple is back 💪🏼
"they are BBBAAACCCKKK....!"
sometimes you need some time apart to grow
Angoswede Yeah time to grow into more filming yourself in a mirror. Watching yourself flex behind the person your supposed to be in love with.. More time to grow into being in love with themselves. You know gotta get that wide angle $900 lense to film fucking food up close.
not really, lets get real.... we have all been thru this, theres a void in our lives when we lose a close person and try to move on. We think its easy, and it is to a point, then we lead others on (guzman with some other chick in some other island) but we try to get familiarity back then the recent mistakes come up (guzman, with some chick, on some island ) .....wont happen, u guys are stuck on what u guys had, ......will never be the same.....possibly worse. But give props to Nikki for not being a mess over the break up and vlogging the death out of the break up. I don't mind being wrong but , i doubt it.
Just found these two and began watching their channels. It's so obvious he has so much more chemistry with Nikki. I'm disappointed he ruined it :( They were they type of happy together that is rare to find.
He didn't ruin it.
I'm a sucker for love ❤️ even if this happens to not work out later ... Time enjoyed is not time wasted so you go girl!!
i agree me too
+The Eternity What a loser
Next video title "Denae gets fired cause karma is a bitch"
What did she do? Sorry I'm kinda confused and is not up to date
wait whay happened? i thought denae was friends with christian and nikki
Just curious about how she feels and if her and Nikki will start a friendship again. But I'm sure the topic will be avoided.
Ha! Yes!!! F denae!!
+Sydney Powell what happened??!!!
"WE WERE ON A BREAK" nikki and or christian 1996
😂😂😂
i laughed sooooo hard haha
FRIENDS!
as I'm watching friends
her personality has vanished again....its like he consumes her soul
This is nonsense. She is clearly happy and at an emotional point in her life. Let them be without the negativity.
I usually just watch and don't comment but holy moly some of these viewers are wayyyy too invested in their / your relationship. You don't owe use an explanation.
Us*
I agree, it's weird and really quite ridiculous.
I know right? Hahahaha let them be!!
views views views = $$$
that's because most of their followers are teenage boys n girls and you know how immature they still are
We knew Javon threw the YT Retreat just to get you guys back together.
"Christian's cried like 400 times." Hahaa why you gotta do him like that??
I'm saying lmao
I rarely ever leave comments.. but 1. Who are all you people to judge a relationship between two indidvdiuals you don't know? If they weren't "famous" I honestly doubt half of you would be having the same reactions. 2. I know plenty of people who break up and get back together. That's part of life. If it's a mistake than they will figure it out on their own, not by thousands of people bashing their relationship. No wonder why they didn't want to tell anyone, I wouldn't wanna either; dealing with all you negative people. Seriously it's so disrespectful. Wow what our world has become.
🙌🙌 exactly!
Well they're the ones posting it and sharing their relationships with the world. They want this.
People gave some generic advice.Also I agree with what johnathan said
Clearly she's putting it out there in public and has the comment section enabled for people to do precisely what you accuse them of having no right to do.
stupid comment, this is a vlog with comments open.
Disappointed, saw potential between you and the sithlord, Jason Genova
lol
Oder sisty sis nicky blacker
Did anyone catch that Christian said "this is gunna be fun" when Nikki's talking about how big the shower is? hell yeah get yours 😂😂😂
LMAO GIRL ME TOO
I was like 👀😂😂
You know they tore that shower up lol!
Can't wait to see Nikki at Christians gym and how the team would respond. Especially Danae
are her and denea still friends?
Me too...seems like Danae abandoned her in her time of need.
+Healthylifepage no. She replied to someone on an old video stating her and Denae weren't friends anymore.
Danae is dating shawly and Danae and Nikki are good friends? Lol
+Zach Chambers they are not friends anymore
But why didn't he answer his phone? My ex used to do that all the time, someone would call he was sketchy by not answering it or throwing it on the bed downwards.
Jose Perez lol ok, no need to be mean, i was just saying
Way to insecure.
9:03 Guzman will never look at Heidi the way he would look at Nikki
I SAY THIS COMMENT STANDS TRUE TO THE DAY!!! #Theforeverpettylife
Still true AF
Yes!!!!!
Still true
Kyla Mendoza Still true!!
I feel like my parents are getting back together lmao 😁😁😁
awwww
same
if only.....
Girl once ur happy no one else matters.
The way Christian acts around nikki is so very different than with Heidi. There's no spark between him and Heidi :/
abc123 You should watch Heidi’s recent video. Lots of chemistry between them
@@jankawintels1618 definitely not. Feels forced
If you love someone, set them free.
If they come back, it's meant to be.
Thank you for being so transparent and honest, Nikki. I was so afraid to look down in the comments and see harsh replies, but it seems like everyone is all for you making your own decisions :) Oh, and it totally looks like a bra... lol
Oh...totally forgot. It absolutely looks like a bra! lol.😄
life is full of choices and i think you regret the most those that you didn't take... SO good for the two of them
So I got this notification while busy at work and my immediate words out loud were "yeah you better explain girlllll" ran home to watch the video. I don't even know how to feel, I'm so happy and so scared at the same time.
My exact feels
OMG same exact scenario with me!!! lol I'm so happy!!!
yep same
thats just sad dude.
I feel exactly the same I love that she's so happy again & I want it to be real. She deserves it but I'm afraid he may not be for real. It's her journey & she has to follow her heart. So we can only cross our fingers and hope for the best. No worries, we'll be here to support & encourage her even if he is not!
Sorry to bring up old memories, Nikki, but I miss this so much :( I'm watching all of your old videos because this reminds me of the time when I started fitness with you being my motivation. I'm happy you're happy and doing well though!
i agree with you, I miss the old Nikki :(
I feel like I'm watching over you like a big sister and I'm happy for you, but a little worried because I so so don't want to see you get hurt again. But I think you should do what feels right and have fun with it!
we can only send positive energy towards them and hope for the best, just like an older sister would, ur a good person. keep it up
Nikki: "the shower is huge!"
Christian: "oh that's gonna be a lot of fun"
*dead
Nikki the type to get back wit a dude after he cheats smh...
he never cheated
+Anonymous 4800 are you his personal assistant? How can you truly know?
+Habsforthewin How does the first guy know anything?
Rudolph Rudolph You're right.It's dumb for people to speculate and make wild accusations either way.
I know guys and he looks and behaves just like the type of guy who would cheat
He seems like that kind of guy that when your with him he makes you feel like your number one but him not answering his phone was kinda sketchy. Gard your heart don't let him ever break you again
This is exactly what happened with my relationship after two years. We moved in together right before our one year and never had separation. I moved out after our break up, I'm almost in my own place, and now we're trying to work on things! We're in such a huge growing point in our young lives and you need space to do that! Best of luck babe❤️
Obviously don't know both your situations (even if it's shared in some videos) but I'd say best to keep relationship private... Works best that way...your life, your relationship..anyways, Gl with that..keep them competition motivation going
too late
yep
but when they keep it private everyone complains and wants them to announce they are together.
announcing? cool
broadcasting your relationship? not so sure.
but on another note, they are getting paid for it.
SO SO SO SO EXCITED for you guys. I love that you've recognized how important it is to live an entirely separate life alongside a partner who lives THEIR separate life... and then you get to have a life you share together
Ok, am I the only one who thinks that it was a girl calling and texting him when he was laying in bed? His face had guilt written all over it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No one has any right to pass judgment! The heart wants what it wants. Sometimes you have to learn things the hard way. Either by getting your heart broken and realizing you can't be with out someone or giving them a second chance and realizing it may have been a mistake. Either way you have to follow your heart no matter how crazy it seems or you live in a state of constant regret. Seems she's being smart by trying to hold onto herself instead of falling back into old habits. Best wishes to both of you!!!!!😘
Great comment. I personally don't care much for Christian but I wish them all the best, and you are so right about following your heart. If you don't, you'll always wonder. If it doesn't work out at least there will be growth along the way. She can handle it. Be well.
Lol so many single persons giving opinions on a couple
Oh and btw keep in mind that they broke up during a heavy-dieting period, and anyone who's been under this kind of diet knows how low carbs/fat/sugar income can fuck with you, so I'm not surprised they are getting back together now that it's over
Cause we have good respectable standards that meets no one we currently know
CalebXv That's called idealizing you'r mother
Nikki is, CG's longterm side chick. It will last until she realizes being loved is more important than being wanted. And thats CG, what he sees, he wants, he's like a magpie if it shines, he must have it. NB is just too shiny to let someone else have.
This is my exact concern. I really hope he knows what he wants this time around and is ready to deliver what she needs instead of just wanting her as soon as she moved on.
+Mizz S want this, want that, want want want. Does he love her? Absolutely not.
+caz kelly Yeah true love isn't selfish like that. Pick someone up and put them down when you want. Ppl aren't possessions. Love can't be faked. All the bullshit comes out in the end anyway.
Fuck you guys swear you have it all figured out. Let them live.
😂😂😂😂😂👌👌💯💯💯 so true
I paused this about 5 minutes into the video to congratulate her on loving and valuing herself. I so love how she said that she wants to keep the life she created for herself and their rekindling is an addition, not her whole life. Woo! You go gurl! Good luck!😊
yep! I like how she said he adds to her happiness
So happy you guys are back together. Only piece of advice I have is try to put the camera down more often. I understand that it is your career but this time in your relationship is so crucial if you actually want it to work. Focus more on each other and less on your fans.
Always be cautious with people who you "go back to" because chances are, they're not the same, take it from me, my ex and I went back and forth and what ended it for good in the end was when she went behind my back and met a guy and now they're getting married after 6 months of knowing each other. Someone who you thought "is the one" may not be the same for the other person, especially if they broke up with you first.
U just weren't hitting it right
YEY!!! so happy, and its so true Nikki; sometimes we just need fly away for a little, improve ourselves independently so that we can fly back together for a stronger bond. All the best for this love, many blessings!! :)
she looks very happy
christian seems really into himself. lol
it can work, I was with my bf for 3 years, and had a kid. we broke up for 7 months. We got back together and been together again for 5 years. So it can workout.
15:34 the bed is clear evidence that somone went DEEEEP INSSSAAAAIIIIIIIIDDDEEEEEE
#hodgetwinsvoice
suga walls...
Ahh I know. I'd kill to be Nikki B so Christian could go deep inside me...no homo
Big Bob no homo, full homo......srs
gotta confuse the babe, right bed? Yep
Hawaii brings the ❤ have fun!
❤️ level is over 9,000! HUGE fan bro, your an inspiration 💪
+Daniel Ganoza you're*
Goku!!! SENZU BEAN FOR YOU!
ain't that so true brah...
You know what good for you! Im doing the same thing right now. Love is all about taking risks and thats the scary part! But whats meant for you will always be for you so only time will tell! Good luck to both of you!
Low self esteem and lack of self worth is what allowed this to happen. Never put your worth or you value in your ability to please a partner. He will never value you for who you are and what you're worth as a WOMAN. Remember that when he dogs the mess out of you again and shames you on social media by replacing you with things and the next broad. You're better than that. I was pulling for you, and you empowered a slick boy. Not man...But boy. This is awful.
And you have kids watching this crap getting motivated like this is some sort of soap opera about how to ish on your girl and come back the hard way. So disappointed in you.
You are right. I can tell by his voice, attitude, and steroid addiction that he is definitely an alpha guy looking for a trophy and fun times. If he finds better she will be dropped. I've only watched this one video ad can tell she likes the badboy player types like this guy. She isn't any better, she dropped a guy for this ex of hers. That tells a lot about her commitment.
I am so happy for you. The heart wants what it wants. & sometimes you have to take time apart to grow more as an individual to be able to grow together again. Love you Nikki! We always support you 💜
And if you're happy that's all that matters! You are glowing! It makes me so so so happy for you!!
+Shelbi Ramsay YESS!! couldn't agree more! ❤
Are those eyelashes like glued to her eyes. I wish she had normal ones.
Eyelash extansions, she has normal ones but she likes the bigger look
Nothing wrong with longer lashes!
I am beyond happy for you. My hubby and I dated for 3 years and split for 5 months. When we saw each other again, it was like the first time we met. We have now been married 12 years and have 2 wonderful kids. Hope everything works out for you and Christian.
Nikki, I just want to say how genuine of a human being I think you are. A lot of people seem awesome on their youtube channels, but are actually pretty lame away from the camera, and I sincerely don't think you at all fall under that category. In just the way you talk and act, you give off this vibe of absolute care and positivity, that somehow makes me feel a sense of joy just from hearing you talk about things. A real person like you is super hard to come by, and I just want you to know how much I appreciate your mind.
I'm irrelevant to you, but mistake going back to him. He has wasted your time and he is wasting it again
the heart does what it wants
If he was wasting her time, they wouldn't have been together for 3 years. Every relationship goes through troubles.
u know u would go back to cg in a minute if he wanted u lol
he broke up with her? thats it? ok fine so if the relationship isn't going well anymore, he should just stay in it
Gotta confuse the subscribers by getting back together with the guy who broke your heart not even 7 months ago right babe?
People change, shit happens
She loves him so much, though, that's how he broke her heart so badly by dumping her. She looks so happy
What's confusing about it? They were together for a few years, broke up, got back together. It's not difficult to comprehend.
GOD FUCKING DAMNIT you beat me to it right babe?
It's a fucking piana joke you twit
If you love something set it free; if it comes back it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was. Good for you guys on trying to work things out.
I think that this is awesome! I know we only see what you want us to see of your relationship but I always thought you two seemed so well suited, and I know so many people in similar situations who can't push aside their pride or worrying what others will think so it means they lose out on true love, you can't listen to the negativity, it's your lives, you do whatever makes you happy! if you're meant to be it'll work and if not, enjoy the time together! just because your lives are so public doesn't mean you should ever feel ashamed to wear your heart on your sleeve and dive into the deep end for what you want! I wish you both the best of luck! you're a gorgeous couple and I hope you can build something even stronger :)
PS. please please film Knox and Nalas reactions if you are reunited with them Nikki!! we have two husky type breeds, and I adored watching Knox and Nala (and of course Maximus Prime!) miss the giant puppers in your videos :) ❤
PS. hope you enjoyed the Harry Potter book :D
So happy for you honestly.. You took time apart to grow separately but you both realized what you were missing. Best of luck 💕
12:13 the way he looks at her ahhh so happy about this!
thats how i want someone to look at me :(
Nothing special he looks at chipotle burritos the same way.
+Mark bigguts hahaha dude
My boyfriend and I were together for 2 years , broke up for 3 months and got back together and now it's going to be almost 5 years years together. Do whatever makes you feel happy :)
Nikki I haven't even watched all this video yet, but I wanted to comment. I'm really not the type of person who says this... so you know I really genuinely mean it... but watching you recuperate and put your life back together after your breakup with Christian really did inspire me. My boyfriend is going away to study abroad in the US for 8 months next week, and I am absolutely dreading it. Watching your videos, where you talked about reconnecting with yourself, and finding those things which make you happy alone really resonated with me. Watching your journey has given me so much hope that although times can be really hard, and sometimes you become dependent on someone else, life can still go on alone. So no matter what happens from now, thank you for being so real, so honest, and so brave. I really appreciate it.
Javon will go down in history as the greatest wingman of all time. CZcamsrs' retreat was an elaborate set up.
good for you nikki, my bf and I have been together 10 years. we broke up after our ninth year . fast forward we got back together and I love him more than ever. do what makes you happy
Nice to hear
The glow that your giving off its incredible, so glad you are so happy. I went through this recently, my boy friend broke up after 6 years of being together (were also in our 20's). We also realized how much we cared for each other in about 3 months. It wasn't all rainbows and sunshine everyday but if your both willing to work on things I think you two are so sweet together! rooting for you girl!
I feel like you were so dependant on each other. Now, after spending time away Guzman and you found your independence, you found yourself and now you're stronger than ever! Best wishes
Gotta admit I was beyond excited when I saw your Instagram post. I have been following both of you separately since the breakup and I love you both as individuals. However, there's something special about you together. Christian seems to be able to lighten up around you.
How can you not be happy seeing these two together
I'm honestly very happy for you two! Never stopped following either of you and now I can't stop smiling!!! ❤️
me too god bless
So happy for you guys! It's important not to lose who you are in a relationship and you are right about how it's better to not be together 24-7! Plus you guys have had some time to figure your selves out a bit. I truly wish you both the best and will continue to follow your channel!😘❤️