Cemetery Blues - LuLuYam Official Song and Visualizer (EXPLICIT LYRICS)
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- čas přidán 4. 10. 2023
- The song is already out but I'm trying to slowly go back and make visualizers for some of my old songs so I hope this one makes the viewing experience for the song a lot more enjoyable.
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This song is about fighting depression, and thoughts of s*****e because you don't want to leave the ones you love most with pain.
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Everybody says I'll be fine, in no time.
Everybody says I'm only lookin' down.
Why does everybody seem to know me better than I do?
Say how I feel.
Say how I am.
Tell me I'm wrong.
None of it's real.
Well...
If that's my reality, then baby, how bout you?
I keep askin' myself what I'm missin'.
Don't want no damn special attention.
But
Everybody calls a cry for help a f****n' stunt.
They don't seem to understand,
I hit a brick wall.
They don't ever make it better
When they DO call.
The way I see it,
Why do I try at all?
Maybe I don't need to?
Maybe I don't want to...
Maybe I'm dramatic,
And I can't make up my mind?
And what if I decide to?
I don't wanna leave you.
But I don't wanna hurt no more,
I'm hurting all the time.
Please just make it stop.
My cemetery blues.
Never asked to live,
No one ever gets to choose.
I don't wanna die.
But everything's a lie.
The ghosts are sayin'
"It's okay, wipe the tears from your eyes".
Please just make it stop.
My cemetery blues.
Try to be an optimist,
And I don't wanna lose.
I don't wanna die.
But everything's a lie.
Just stay one more day,
Wipe the tears out your eyes.
Just another specter in the graveyard.
Everybody here is playin with the same cards.
Yeah you might as well bury me
While I'm awake.
Cuz the mask that I'm wearin' is a safe guard.
And the face underneath is holdin' back, hard.
No, I'll never understand why I'm so easy to break.
I keep askin' myself what I'm missin'.
Don't want no damn special attention.
But
Everybody calls a cry for help a f****n' stunt.
They don't seem to understand,
I hit a brick wall.
They don't ever make it better
When they DO call.
The way I see it,
Why do I try at all?
Maybe what I should do...
Is take a little time to...
Try and understand why I feel like this all the time?
I don't wanna hurt you.
I don't wanna leave you.
I don't wanna end this all,
And leave my pain behind.
Please just make it stop.
My cemetery blues.
Never asked to live,
No one ever gets to choose.
I don't wanna die.
But everything's a lie.
The ghosts are sayin'
"It's okay, wipe the tears from your eyes".
Please just make it stop.
My cemetery blues.
Try to be an optimist,
And I don't wanna lose.
I don't wanna die.
But everything's a lie.
Just stay one more day,
Wipe the tears out your eyes. - Hudba
I know this is an older song but some of my older songs need visualizers so they'll be coming whenever I get to them.
Hope you enjoy this visualizer. Don't forget to follow me on all social media platforms and ty so much for your support. 💙💙💙
Dude if there's a way we can talk I'd love to make a song with you a girl I know went through what you went through with some differences but then put me through the worst I'm not out for revenge but I do want to spread the word of reality is stranger than fiction with an anarchist vibe. Last thing she said before she ghosted me after a 4 year relationship was "we're still gonna be friends we've been through to much" right after asking " why are guys so weird about being friends when breaking up?" Its kind of funny to be honest also from not the least suprising still just as heartbreaking though. Not even for me not exactly for her just in general. Hense spread the word.
Listening to this on repeat today, all of my friends forgot my birthday. Turned 20 years old, never thought I would live this long, and I thought I was a good enough friend to mine that they would at least remember my bday...
I’m so sorry about that. It probably doesn’t mean much from a random person on the internet, but happy birthday. I’m proud of you for making it through 20 years. ❤
@@the_demon149 Thank you so much it actually really means a lot 😌❤
When are we throwing ur makeup party?@@bakugami4057
Ive been trying to avoid this one to not accidentally trigger myself, I knew from the title alone it'd be a much heavier one for me.
I think this is one of the few songs about this topic that not only handles it truthfully enough to go "hey this absolutely fucking sucks to feel like this" and it feels reassuring to see somebody taking it and turning it into art,
but it *also* puts a ton of focus on the "i DO NOT want the easy path out" aspect that gets overlooked so often its why so many people get thrown in grippy sock jail despite not being an active danger to themself.
The hardest thing in the world about suicidal depression is being told "it gets better" when youre that deep in the water, it ABSOLUTELY feels like someone who can swim not taking your hand to help you when clearly you are close to *drowning*
But theres that stubborn almost angry hope that you'll *find* something before that happens.
As someone who's fought personal demons, "stay one more day" is what you have to do until you find a better reason.
Sometimes youre given one, sometimes youve gotta make one.
There's not a stupid reason to bite your demons in the throat if it means *you win*, lmfao
This song captures it all beautifully. Im happy ive finally given this one my attention.
this song has been my favorite of yours since I've found your music, and recently this song has been helping me cope with being diagnosed with depression. Tysm for this song. The art is absolutely gorgeous, i especially love the color palette
"Poison" and "Sympathy" are my favorites by far.
I'm just commenting for the sake of the Algorithm. LuLuYam really should be more popular!
Ma'am, amazing song, and sadly incredibly relatable.
I've recently been dealing with depression and seemingly everyone leaving my life and I've been figuring I'd be better off leaving it myself; so when I heard this, I paused on the situation. I missed my chance today to peacefully die without my parents obviously knowing immediately, I'm living a few more days at least, thank you.
Damn very relatable,but damn you where right this song needs more prase lot work went inti it and its a very good song🎉
We found you through our vocalist, Moose, trying to get some inspiration using the song "Backstabber"
This is some of most beautiful and relatable song writing. Truly touches my soul.
Having dealt with abusive relationships majority of my life and struggling with mental health issues this song oddly feels nice to hear. I have gotten better but some days are hard, but having songs that hit a certain spot help a lot. Thank you for for making a banger my disassociating brain can vibe to
The art style gives off pokemon vibes to me. Its that really cool and nostalgic vibe that makes it sso dang goood! I love this song!
Okay.. the beat with what it’s talking about just makes it a bop.
This song means a lot to me. I’ve had issues with depression and other mental health issues. The lyrics are something that I highly relate to and find a lot of comfort in and I’m really happy I found this song and you
damn but these visuals gave me CHILLS?? especially the coffin imagery it's just **chef's kiss** !!!
insane how youre talented in both art and music
You are the most relatable artist I've ever come across in regards to your songs, thank you for writing them.
BEAUTIFULL I LOVE THE COLORS
Yes he is beautiful. My best friend she is
I'm feeling this song so much right now, chronic illness and disabilities have made me hit a low point in my mental health. I just don't want to live in this body anymore.
(Music is one of my escapes and this song is helping so much
Punching me in the gut with one of the most relatable songs I’ve found 💖
Hi! Question!! I can't stop thinking about it once I thought of it!!!! The character that's dressed like a clown... What does it mean? Does it maybe represent how ridiculous it feels to experience depression sometimes?? That u feel so hopeless that ur aware it makes u look like ur faking??? Maybe ive listened to this song too many times lol
They are actually a character from a lore series I'm creating. Both of these characters are! Without giving too much of a spoiler, the clown is named Lucifer and Lucifer basically represents the rationality and reality of living with one's own emotions and consequences of their actions. Basically the "logical side of the brain".
For this visualizer specifically, they were meant to represent the feeling of knowing how difficult those strong feelings of depression are and desiring to die, but also knowing that if they were to leave it would hurt everyone they care about most as a result. And they don't want that.
@@luluyam_musicWHY CZcams never told me u replied is beyond me 💀 anyway tysm for clarifying! Either way this song reminds me to "stay one more day, wipe the tears out ur eyes" 💖
The art is so damn pretty, and the editing is smooth! This was sooo worth the wait! ❤
Huh. Yeah this depicts my depression pretty accurately. Ty for making this song
I know a few people said it already but this means a lot to me and others with depression. I'm glad you can get your own feelings out via song and I hope your doing okay or at least decent rn. I've just binge listened to all of your songs and you're legit so talented. I have depression and anxiety that makes me worry so much sometimes I wish I could die to just stop feeling anxious but I don't want to hurt those around me with my death and so it feels like I'm on walking on a tight rope between wanting to die and not.
Cemetery Blues when Graveyard Reds walks in:
No but this song makes me wanna cry because it's just so real. It snatches my wig and makes my bones invert into my brain.
im so glad i found your music, they have helped me get through some tough times 💙
I just discovered your work and I LOVE IT
The best part would be that the meanings are woven into the lyrics and visuals in a way that feels so grounded, especially since they sound like something you could hear on the radio in the early 2010s as a kid, which makes them feel so oddly nostalgic.
god dam, never stop putting out bangers
super well done!! just discovered you though spotify, im glad i could tune in for the premire!!
Love your range of music. Your songs are always great to listen to, do what you love and get that good ol' rest. Keep up the great work you beautiful person!
I love this song, so seeing it get a visualizer is 💙It's so good.
She really needs be more popular agree Bec her songs help a lot people
This is honestly my favorite song of yours i really relate to it and i listen to it all the time honestly i would love more music kinda like this
Been waiting for this to drop!!! Love it
I LOVED IT SM 😭
Great progress you have made loving the new song keep it up LuLu 😄
Such an amazing song!!!❤❤
I’m obsessed!!!
You're such an inspiration, every form of art you produce is spectacular
*casually saves for when I'm feeling down*
You just gunna sneak the cuteness on us? A welcomed surprise
This song is amazing, glad i stumbled on it
this is awsome
yesss!
I love the designs of your characters so much! If I may ask, how did you come up with them?
i missed the premiere by 18 minutes but I love this song
Well that one hit the feels....and a little to close to home...But still yet another great song.
Everybody says I'll be fine, in no time.
Everybody says I'm only lookin' down.
Why does everybody seem to know me better than I do?
Say how I feel.
Say how I am.
Tell me I'm wrong.
None of it's real.
Well...
If that's my reality, then baby, how bout you?
I keep askin' myself what I'm missin'.
Don't want no damn special attention.
But
Everybody calls a cry for help a "f****n' stunt."
They don't seem to understand,
I hit a brick wall.
They don't ever make it better
When they DO call.
The way I see it,
Why do I try at all?
Maybe I don't need to?
Maybe I don't want to...
Maybe I'm dramatic,
And I can't make up my mind?
And what if I decide to?
I don't wanna leave you.
But I don't wanna hurt no more,
I'm hurting all the time.
Please just make it stop.
My cemetery blues.
Never asked to live,
No one ever gets to choose.
I don't wanna die.
But everything's a lie.
The ghosts are sayin'
"It's okay, wipe the tears from your eyes".
Please just make it stop.
My cemetery blues.
Try to be an optimist,
And I don't wanna lose.
I don't wanna die.
But everything's a lie.
Just stay one more day,
Wipe the tears out your eyes.
Just another specter in the graveyard.
Everybody here is playin with the same cards.
Yeah you might as well bury me
While I'm awake.
Cuz the mask that I'm wearin' is a safe guard.
And the face underneath is holdin' back, hard.
No, I'll never understand why I'm so easy to break.
I keep askin' myself what I'm missin'.
Don't want no damn special attention.
But
Everybody calls a cry for help a f****n' stunt.
They don't seem to understand,
I hit a brick wall.
They don't ever make it better
When they DO call.
The way I see it,
Why do I try at all?
Maybe what I should do...
Is take a little time to...
Try and understand why I feel like this all the time?
I don't wanna hurt you.
I don't wanna leave you.
I don't wanna end this all,
And leave my pain behind.
Please just make it stop.
My cemetery blues.
Never asked to live,
No one ever gets to choose.
I don't wanna die.
But everything's a lie.
The ghosts are sayin'
"It's okay, wipe the tears from your eyes".
Please just make it stop.
My cemetery blues.
Try to be an optimist,
And I don't wanna lose.
I don't wanna die.
But everything's a lie.
Just stay one more day,
Wipe the tears out your eyes.
I can relate to this song. 😅
I love this song sm!!, am I allowed to draw the character in this video??/gen!!
Yes everyone is allowed to draw my sona and fan art, etc! ❤
Noice
Do you do all your own visual work as well as audio?
Yes. All of my own music, art and visuals are done by me.
eu queria q garotas palhaças fantasmas fossem uma raça real de pessoas.
this would be a great warrior cats map
I'm obsessed already