ok but what if- IF we trow a rave in an abandoned cathedral and maybe- just maybe- we kiss while the chaotic dancing and drinking is happening and what if- what IF- we make out on the confessional- jajaja lol jkjkjk unles??? 😏😏🙄😶😶😶
Is anyone else an atheist obsessed with religions despite the fact that I am everything religious people seem to hate? I just find it wild how people lean into religion and their gods so heavily.
Absolutely! I became atheist *because* I was so heavily religious. I think understanding reality is something we should all take seriously when we're faced with various possible eternal afterlives and different explanations for the meaning of life itself. I considered joining the clergy, and only once I started studying for it did I realize I believed just because my parents raised me to. I owed it to myself and to the universe to study and learn what I truly believed in. So I relate to the fanatic or militant religious people far more than I relate to casually religious people. It's fascinating to me.
yeah, there are bigoted fanatics that use religion as an excuse to spread hate but that's not what religion is supposed to represent. i just want to say that you're absolutely not everything religious people hate :(( god loves everyone. sincerely, someone who went through a lot of gay religious angst but still finds comfort in my faith :')
I grew up Christian and stopped believing it about a year and a half ago... my experience with this tells me that zealotry is a feature not a bug. At least in Christianity, the concept of God is constructed in such a way that it seems to take active maintenance to avoid developing toxic shame and/or descending into zealotry and it's hard enough to notice from the inside that even the most progressive of churches can easily be pipelines to the truly extreme. The Bible is *dripping* with calls for people to yeet themselves directly down that pipeline too. It's something I don't see anyone handling particularly well, even if they're the type who would want to.
Theological history is a very interesting subject to me. When you break it down, it’s essentially modern-day mythology. Religious lore and artwork can be a great source of inspiration. There’s a certain aesthetic that I can’t help but appreciate. They can keep the rest of it to themselves though, lmfao.
today my theology teacher talked about how and why the catholic church doesn’t recognize gay marriages. he talked about how sex for pleasure without procreation or intent to procreate is sinful. he talked about how contraceptives are horrible and cause women to be barren (not true but most of what he says isn’t). me and my bi friend had to sit in there while classmates who knew kept staring at us. we asked questions and they always led back to “well the church says” or “well we do believe that as christians to be a sin.” my friend went home and got called a slur by his religious conservative dad for wearing nail polish. my other friend was told by her sisters not to tell her parents she was bi because they wouldn’t take it well. i was outed by my cousin to my family a year or so ago and when i said that there are still some (small) hard feelings between us my parents and grandma told me to get over it. nobody understands. nobody really gets how it feels to walk into school every day and wonder what’s it gonna be that day. nobody understands how it feels to have this sense that i won’t be able to enjoy the little things. i can’t afford to trust if a teacher is gonna be good because homophobia is still so rampant in the christian church. my theology teacher said adopted children of same sex couples have come forward and said they would have preferred to be with their biological parents or a heterosexual couple. i asked him if that was because of having same sex parents or because of the social stigma surrounding homosexuality. he didn’t answer. i’m just so done.
I'm so sorry y'all have to deal with that. I hope things get better for you and your friends, and that your teacher stops being such an ass. Screw him and everyone like him for using his religion as an excuse for his hate and ignorance.
was kind of worried I wouldn't like most of the songs however I honestly did. and I'm loving this vibe. giving me Indy LGBTQ+ film with the love scene in an abandoned church vibes.
I’m shocked that the algorithm knows me this damn well but I hope it continues to deliver like THIS, this is incredible. Adding all these songs to my already created religious trauma playlist (btw, might I recommend Wandering Souls by Mindy Gledhill? That whole album, really, though many don’t fit the vibe of the album, just the religious angst part)
If it's not too personal, I'd love to know what other songs you have on your religious trauma playlist, especially if they're like this video's!! I've been hunting for something exactly like this to help me cope with my deconversion. 🤠
@@saturn1331 oh absolutely! I love meeting people who know what it's like to relearn essentially everything. Just for context, I grew up Southern Baptist (christianity ofc), I've left that behind now for Quakerism (believes there is divine light in everyone and that divinity manifests in dif ways for dif people) , and realizing I was an ace lesbian was a big part of that journey. Now, for song recs! As I mentioned, the whole album "Rabbit Hole" by Mindy Gledhill (she left Mormonism). The Village (Wrabel), Heaven in the Worst Way (Alex G), and Pray it Away (Alex G) all concern the gay experience specifically. Constellations (The Oh Hellos), Naive (Sleeping At Last), and Gospel Truth ( David Greco) all concern the reconstruction of the experience of the divinity from black-and-white rules and shame to something more human and honest. Lastly, I like a few songs just because they resonate with me even if they don't perfectly fit the theme. Saint Honesty (Sara Bareilles) is all about building your truth and standing on it, no matter what others say, plus with the religious imagery, it's just *chef's kiss*. Also, my fave song maybe ever, Untitled God Song (Haley Hendrickx)!! I think it sounds sapphic and it's just lovely. Haley Hendrickx also writes a song called Mother which talks about being stuck between two worlds, if that's something you're feeling through this. And lastly, when you're feeling overwhelmed, Pocket Full of Gold (American Authors) is a bit campy, but it's comforting for me to essentially say fuck it to the whole situation, you know? Anyhow, I hope some of these help you, and I hope you know that you're brave for stepping out and trusting yourself. Good luck on your journey where ever it takes you!
@@feathersoffancy8988 Wow, thank you so much for your response, your kindness and understanding of the situation means so much!! Loving the song recs too, very solid reasoning behind them, I will definitely give these a listen after I finish typing up this comment. :")
@@saturn1331 no problem! And wow, those are some really great reasons to leave, honestly. It's funny, I had a convo with my lesbian enby friend recently about their experiences with Catholicism and they said nearly the same as you! It really sucks that people aren't taking your experiences as seriously as other's. You're definitely justified to not only search for healing but also to feel hurt and maybe even a bit angry at Catholicism. Just let yourself feel
@@margaritabulos It's a lil complicated, and we all start the practice for different reasons, but as simply as I can put it: witches use energies around us to our advantage. It's a religionless practice, but many witches incorporate their beliefs into it, such as Wicca, forms of Paganism, or even Christianity. There's also tons of ways to practice. Shadow work, for example, can help those who want to better themselves as people, especially if paired with therapy. Hope this makes sense :))
@@1000eau Actually I do have a lil altar for Bast!! hehe cat go brr Will admit tho my favorite boye has to be Set bc ~chaotic good~ but he's way outta my league rn lmao so I admire from a distance
oh my GOSH i’ve never even seen spn but this slammed me back to the day tumblr went feral about the confession. guys i am so sorry you got blueballed for 15 seasons only to get your boy sent to super hell
@@neptune2266 i believe in you, if they dont feel the same then theres more people out there who will feel the same, and if she does then boom. you never know the outcome until you do it. best wishes to you and her
@@isteppedonalego6885 wow thank you so much. when i wrote this i was honestly just shitposting. me and the girl are good friends so for the sake of our existing friendship i’m not going to tell her. but i really appreciate your encouragement 🤍
As a non-binary lesbian with religious trauma who is obsessed with angelology and demonology and dispite all the the bad memories my safe place when I need to get out of this house always seems to be that damn cemetery. I liked the playlist. Also brand new being the first song actually made me cry like dont support him at all but that man just has a certain way with his voice 😩
@@Ardorstorm he took advantage of underage fans as well as a few other se**al assault cases. It's not a cancel culture thing he's genuinely and awful, awful person but I was rased on his music and he does have a way with his voice not that that changes anything in the slightest 😕
No clue where I am or why I’m in a gay religious angst comment section but hope you’re all doing well, and if you aren’t, just remember that you’re incredible.
everyone saying this is giving them abandoned church vibes made me think of the korean comic dark heaven. very, very relevant to this. highly recommended, though a rough read at times. (tw for racism and homophobia, minor tw for rape-- but look forward to a very wholesome gay couple and a happy ending!)
This and your pretentious dark academia playlist is fantastic. Been finding so many new songs to listen to. I especially really appreciate songs that aren't as well known. I've listened to Brand New before but never heard Desert before. What a fantastic song. Thanks again. Will be looking forward to more playlists.
I want more specific gay playists like this! so many new songs I've never heard before. like I love girl in red and stuff but everyone puts the same gay songs in playlists lol
im kinda late, but this playlist really knows how to punch you in the face bc its too real?? nice work! (also whoever is reading this i highly recommend 'saint bernard' from lincoln)
i just want to say as a christian i know how some people can be toxic but dont listen to them God loves you no matte your sexuality God literally made you, remember that God loves you :)
I always wondered why anyone would love the gods like fathers when people think they created the messed up world we live in and do nothing to alleviate our conditions.
@@marycae Agreed, it's such a cool aesthetic; the thinking that it's all true is the hard part. Seriously, 2000 years ago, someone died, so now we eat the magic bread. 1500 years ago, a guy came down from a mountain, so now we run around a giant cube.
@@ZephLodwick My imagery for "gods" are the Greek gods! Using them as reference makes romanticizing worship love easier haha :D Because typical Christian love is, as you said, "fatherly", but mythology-gods love can be sexual and chaotic.
00:00 - brand new- desert 03:37 - zolita- holy 06:40 - kongos- repeat after me 10:29 - years&years- sanctify 13:41 - depeche mode- wrong 16:55 - lana del rey- religion 22:18 - local h- hands on the bible 26:12 - pvris- heaven 30:27 - interpol- evil 34:02 - hozier- take me to church
when you're the only person here who is religious and gay without trauma :0 yikeronies (actually tho it upsets me that so many are rejected by their churches and while I remain faithful to my religion and I love my God, the church itself as an organization is way to fundamentalist for it to properly convey Gods message, and I can honestly go on a rant about how so many things are misinterpreted and twisted by those who just want to use their religion as an excuse to hate people, and how conservative christians only hear what they want to when it comes to practicing their religion.)
Yesterday I came out to my aunt. She’s the only person I know irl that isn’t homophobic and she was really supportive. It made me feel a lot better. I don’t have any problem with my parents being religious, and I love them, but it’s just hard when I have an emotional breakdown and they start preaching about how I need to believe in Jesus if I want to be happy, when I just want them to tell me they love me. I understand they’re trying their best, and saying the right thing is hard, but most of the time, a simple “It’ll be okay” is more comforting than reciting the whole bible lol😬😅🥲
My parents are the same. My ma's worse since she says I need to "believe/pray more" in a condescending sounding tone, which just makes me mad. Also congrats on coming out to your aunt, glad you got someone supportive.
as someone who is non-binary and bisexual, i was scared of being what makes me happy because “it might go against the ten commandments!” and shut myself out from coming out, because it’s terrifying for them to say something to me.
I'm so glad I clicked on this. Your channel has great playlists (I haven't listened to them, yet, but I love the titles and I'm sure I'll love their vibes.)
you know, maybe my recommended is getting a little TOO specific
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Cookies are bad, but I do enjoy watching Google ads bend over backwards for me.
No no, let it keep going.
this gives me repressed gay church boy in denial about his sexuality but he’s falling for his male best friend vibes 😳
Oh my god, gave me inspiration.
You really calling me out here smh
I'm in your comment, and I don't like it.
don't EVER call middle school me out like this again.
Lmao i saw myself in this, it's pretty much a phase that many gay kids with religious upbringings go through.
Ofc take me to church, the definition of gay religious angst 😌
I’ve legit crying at the music video
@@JamesConley999 SAME
Also ty guys for the likes I’ve never gotten this many on a comment 🥺
This playlist has such an specific vibe and I'm honestly living for it.
ok but what if- IF we trow a rave in an abandoned cathedral and maybe- just maybe- we kiss while the chaotic dancing and drinking is happening and what if- what IF- we make out on the confessional- jajaja lol jkjkjk unles??? 😏😏🙄😶😶😶
yes
;)
Um excuse me? Where is the sign up sheet for this chaotic kiss? I'm 100% in 😌
This is everything I want in life.
yes pls gimme now
Is anyone else an atheist obsessed with religions despite the fact that I am everything religious people seem to hate? I just find it wild how people lean into religion and their gods so heavily.
Absolutely! I became atheist *because* I was so heavily religious. I think understanding reality is something we should all take seriously when we're faced with various possible eternal afterlives and different explanations for the meaning of life itself. I considered joining the clergy, and only once I started studying for it did I realize I believed just because my parents raised me to. I owed it to myself and to the universe to study and learn what I truly believed in. So I relate to the fanatic or militant religious people far more than I relate to casually religious people. It's fascinating to me.
yeah, there are bigoted fanatics that use religion as an excuse to spread hate but that's not what religion is supposed to represent. i just want to say that you're absolutely not everything religious people hate :(( god loves everyone. sincerely, someone who went through a lot of gay religious angst but still finds comfort in my faith :')
I grew up Christian and stopped believing it about a year and a half ago... my experience with this tells me that zealotry is a feature not a bug. At least in Christianity, the concept of God is constructed in such a way that it seems to take active maintenance to avoid developing toxic shame and/or descending into zealotry and it's hard enough to notice from the inside that even the most progressive of churches can easily be pipelines to the truly extreme. The Bible is *dripping* with calls for people to yeet themselves directly down that pipeline too. It's something I don't see anyone handling particularly well, even if they're the type who would want to.
@@wesleypickles945 ^ this
Theological history is a very interesting subject to me. When you break it down, it’s essentially modern-day mythology. Religious lore and artwork can be a great source of inspiration. There’s a certain aesthetic that I can’t help but appreciate. They can keep the rest of it to themselves though, lmfao.
When your gay and repressed about it but the new choir boy is lookin cute 😳😳
today my theology teacher talked about how and why the catholic church doesn’t recognize gay marriages. he talked about how sex for pleasure without procreation or intent to procreate is sinful. he talked about how contraceptives are horrible and cause women to be barren (not true but most of what he says isn’t). me and my bi friend had to sit in there while classmates who knew kept staring at us. we asked questions and they always led back to “well the church says” or “well we do believe that as christians to be a sin.” my friend went home and got called a slur by his religious conservative dad for wearing nail polish. my other friend was told by her sisters not to tell her parents she was bi because they wouldn’t take it well. i was outed by my cousin to my family a year or so ago and when i said that there are still some (small) hard feelings between us my parents and grandma told me to get over it. nobody understands. nobody really gets how it feels to walk into school every day and wonder what’s it gonna be that day. nobody understands how it feels to have this sense that i won’t be able to enjoy the little things. i can’t afford to trust if a teacher is gonna be good because homophobia is still so rampant in the christian church. my theology teacher said adopted children of same sex couples have come forward and said they would have preferred to be with their biological parents or a heterosexual couple. i asked him if that was because of having same sex parents or because of the social stigma surrounding homosexuality. he didn’t answer. i’m just so done.
I'm so sorry y'all have to deal with that. I hope things get better for you and your friends, and that your teacher stops being such an ass. Screw him and everyone like him for using his religion as an excuse for his hate and ignorance.
Unfortunately, ignorance replenishes itself
Ah, being gay but growing up catholic. This playlist is great, encapsulates that middle ground
It really does
I'm queer but also catholic its all very confusing
ah yes, back to my religious guilt and trauma
as a nb gay who had to deal with homophobia and inner transphobia because of religion this... this hits different
Misread "dinner transphobia", thought it was just a new term for the phobias Catholics blab aloud at the dinner table.
The singers' sultry voices are the cherry on top for this playlist, it's the perfect fit for catholic angst, confrontational yet tempting.
'It's a Sin' by Pet Shop Boys deserves a spot in here, and no-one can change my mind
FuCk I love Pet Shop Boys. Erasure, too; they're so gay;)
no one knows me as well as my youtube recommendations
was kind of worried I wouldn't like most of the songs however I honestly did. and I'm loving this vibe. giving me Indy LGBTQ+ film with the love scene in an abandoned church vibes.
This playlist did NOT have to call me out like this wtff
A gay religious angst playlist:
1. Bran new - Desert > 00:00 - 2:33
2. Zolita - Holy > 2:34 - 6:37
3. Kongos - Repeat After Me > 6:38 -10:27
4. Years&years - Sanctify > 10:28 - 13:39
5. Depeche mode - wrong > 13:40 - 16:53
6. Lana del rey - Religion > 16:54 - 22:17
7. Local h - Hands on the Bible > 22:17 - 26:11
8. Pvris - Heaven > 26:12 - 30:26
9. Interpol - Evil > 30:27 - 34:02
10. Hozier - Take me to the chruch > 34:03 - 38:04
The second one isn't quite right. I think it's supposed to be around 3:30?
Sanctify slaps so hard tbh
ok but we're in the ruins of a medieval abbey at night and we're *vibing*
I’m shocked that the algorithm knows me this damn well but I hope it continues to deliver like THIS, this is incredible. Adding all these songs to my already created religious trauma playlist (btw, might I recommend Wandering Souls by Mindy Gledhill? That whole album, really, though many don’t fit the vibe of the album, just the religious angst part)
Sunday Light by Choir Boy
If it's not too personal, I'd love to know what other songs you have on your religious trauma playlist, especially if they're like this video's!! I've been hunting for something exactly like this to help me cope with my deconversion. 🤠
@@saturn1331 oh absolutely! I love meeting people who know what it's like to relearn essentially everything. Just for context, I grew up Southern Baptist (christianity ofc), I've left that behind now for Quakerism (believes there is divine light in everyone and that divinity manifests in dif ways for dif people) , and realizing I was an ace lesbian was a big part of that journey. Now, for song recs! As I mentioned, the whole album "Rabbit Hole" by Mindy Gledhill (she left Mormonism). The Village (Wrabel), Heaven in the Worst Way (Alex G), and Pray it Away (Alex G) all concern the gay experience specifically. Constellations (The Oh Hellos), Naive (Sleeping At Last), and Gospel Truth ( David Greco) all concern the reconstruction of the experience of the divinity from black-and-white rules and shame to something more human and honest. Lastly, I like a few songs just because they resonate with me even if they don't perfectly fit the theme. Saint Honesty (Sara Bareilles) is all about building your truth and standing on it, no matter what others say, plus with the religious imagery, it's just *chef's kiss*. Also, my fave song maybe ever, Untitled God Song (Haley Hendrickx)!! I think it sounds sapphic and it's just lovely. Haley Hendrickx also writes a song called Mother which talks about being stuck between two worlds, if that's something you're feeling through this. And lastly, when you're feeling overwhelmed, Pocket Full of Gold (American Authors) is a bit campy, but it's comforting for me to essentially say fuck it to the whole situation, you know? Anyhow, I hope some of these help you, and I hope you know that you're brave for stepping out and trusting yourself. Good luck on your journey where ever it takes you!
@@feathersoffancy8988 Wow, thank you so much for your response, your kindness and understanding of the situation means so much!! Loving the song recs too, very solid reasoning behind them, I will definitely give these a listen after I finish typing up this comment. :")
@@saturn1331 no problem! And wow, those are some really great reasons to leave, honestly. It's funny, I had a convo with my lesbian enby friend recently about their experiences with Catholicism and they said nearly the same as you! It really sucks that people aren't taking your experiences as seriously as other's. You're definitely justified to not only search for healing but also to feel hurt and maybe even a bit angry at Catholicism. Just let yourself feel
Son of a Preacher Man would’ve been great here ✨
as a pansexual kemetic witch with religious trauma, i drew inspo from this in writing my own songs for the deities I consider my allies. ty :)
Ayee Im pansexual baby witch practicing on shadow work, nice to see other witches out here!
@@Volonsky_ I'm sorry, but can you please explain me what witches today are?
So, dear fellow pan, do you worship cats too ? >
@@margaritabulos It's a lil complicated, and we all start the practice for different reasons, but as simply as I can put it: witches use energies around us to our advantage. It's a religionless practice, but many witches incorporate their beliefs into it, such as Wicca, forms of Paganism, or even Christianity. There's also tons of ways to practice. Shadow work, for example, can help those who want to better themselves as people, especially if paired with therapy. Hope this makes sense :))
@@1000eau Actually I do have a lil altar for Bast!! hehe cat go brr
Will admit tho my favorite boye has to be Set bc ~chaotic good~ but he's way outta my league rn lmao so I admire from a distance
Never before have I seen a playlist with Brand New on it. That band has got so many songs with so many angsty vibes
I looked at the title and was like "Castiel? Cas is that you?" And it's honestly the reason I clicked.
not what i was thinkin of originally, but now its definitely what im thinking about,,, hnng i love cas
@@bugg_bones he is a good character, sad that he couldn't be gay in the end.
I see I have found fellow members of the spn fandom, and Destiel shippers.
@@ouf5794 yes yes you have.
oh my GOSH i’ve never even seen spn but this slammed me back to the day tumblr went feral about the confession. guys i am so sorry you got blueballed for 15 seasons only to get your boy sent to super hell
Just opened about my religious trauma with my therapist, this playlist hits just the right spot
sending this to her, so when we run away together we can play this.
i’d have to tell her how i feel about her first tho 😕
@@neptune2266 i believe in you, if they dont feel the same then theres more people out there who will feel the same, and if she does then boom. you never know the outcome until you do it. best wishes to you and her
@@isteppedonalego6885 wow thank you so much. when i wrote this i was honestly just shitposting. me and the girl are good friends so for the sake of our existing friendship i’m not going to tell her. but i really appreciate your encouragement 🤍
this is so specific i hate it
This SLAPS 😔🤘 deep woods abandoned church vibes
As a non-binary lesbian with religious trauma who is obsessed with angelology and demonology and dispite all the the bad memories my safe place when I need to get out of this house always seems to be that damn cemetery. I liked the playlist.
Also brand new being the first song actually made me cry like dont support him at all but that man just has a certain way with his voice 😩
don't support him? why? what'd he do?
@@Ardorstorm he took advantage of underage fans as well as a few other se**al assault cases. It's not a cancel culture thing he's genuinely and awful, awful person but I was rased on his music and he does have a way with his voice not that that changes anything in the slightest 😕
@@--Bo-- yikes
No clue where I am or why I’m in a gay religious angst comment section but hope you’re all doing well, and if you aren’t, just remember that you’re incredible.
why do i have a playlist on spotify with this exACT THEME--
Pls don't be shy, drop the playlist :3
this targeted algorithm is getting waaaay too personal, tho glad it lead me to this
I would also add Heaven by Troye Sivan it slapps 😇
listening on christmas hits different
everyone saying this is giving them abandoned church vibes made me think of the korean comic dark heaven. very, very relevant to this. highly recommended, though a rough read at times. (tw for racism and homophobia, minor tw for rape-- but look forward to a very wholesome gay couple and a happy ending!)
I got an ad for therapy...
That Zolita song brings me back to middle school man, havent listened to it in years
is this playlist going to trigger my religious trauma? yes
but i'm gonna listen to it anyway 🧍♂️
This and your pretentious dark academia playlist is fantastic. Been finding so many new songs to listen to. I especially really appreciate songs that aren't as well known. I've listened to Brand New before but never heard Desert before. What a fantastic song. Thanks again. Will be looking forward to more playlists.
You know a playlist is amazing when you search for it again.
my religious trauma likes this playlist very much
I want more specific gay playists like this! so many new songs I've never heard before. like I love girl in red and stuff but everyone puts the same gay songs in playlists lol
omg I got this recommended on my catholic school account, youtube's trying to out me I- (I switched to this personal one to comment this lol)
OH GOD NOT HOLY EUSEXNOIRXOOWEJ, THIS BRINGS BACK MEMORIES
This playlist is immaculately perfect
this feels like a story with how the songs are ordered and I live for it
i honestly needed this vibe lol
okay youtube algorithm , this one was a bit fucking personal :)
every song is perfect omg, but the 4th one hit close
The fact that I know at least more than half of these songs scares me... But you didn't lie tho
oo heaven by troye sivan would fit perfectly in this
Me while listening to this: Finally, inner peace
i knew this was going to be a good angsty sad boi hours playlist when i saw depeche mode and hozier
im kinda late, but this playlist really knows how to punch you in the face bc its too real?? nice work!
(also whoever is reading this i highly recommend 'saint bernard' from lincoln)
i just want to say as a christian i know how some people can be toxic but dont listen to them God loves you no matte your sexuality God literally made you, remember that God loves you :)
Did you know that in the bible alone God killed over 2,000 people and Satan killed about 3?
this is catholic school summarized in a playlist ✌️😗
the very specific vibe is exactly what i needed without even knowing
there's just something about songs that equate love for a person as something sacred and holy to the point of worship like they are gods--chillz bruh
I always wondered why anyone would love the gods like fathers when people think they created the messed up world we live in and do nothing to alleviate our conditions.
same, I'm not religious but BOY do I love religious imagery
@@marycae Agreed, it's such a cool aesthetic; the thinking that it's all true is the hard part. Seriously, 2000 years ago, someone died, so now we eat the magic bread. 1500 years ago, a guy came down from a mountain, so now we run around a giant cube.
@@ZephLodwick My imagery for "gods" are the Greek gods! Using them as reference makes romanticizing worship love easier haha :D Because typical Christian love is, as you said, "fatherly", but mythology-gods love can be sexual and chaotic.
@@aleksamikaela5839 *glances at Dionysus*
yeah sexual and chaotic sounds about right
This is it. This is my aesthetic defined in a playlist.
we love the preciseness
ow ough oof right in the religious trauma! (this is a glowing review. 10/10.)
i don't remember saving this to my playlist but i must've at some point since i'm listening to it right now
dude...... I am feeling so many emotions right now
The vibe this Playlist has is just stunning. I truly love it so much
the perfect playlist
I love how specific categorie but so many people can relate
I'll stay with my religious trauma. 👏👏
00:00 - brand new- desert
03:37 - zolita- holy
06:40 - kongos- repeat after me
10:29 - years&years- sanctify
13:41 - depeche mode- wrong
16:55 - lana del rey- religion
22:18 - local h- hands on the bible
26:12 - pvris- heaven
30:27 - interpol- evil
34:02 - hozier- take me to church
How did someone know I was a gay kid in denial falling for my guy friend
when you're the only person here who is religious and gay without trauma :0 yikeronies (actually tho it upsets me that so many are rejected by their churches and while I remain faithful to my religion and I love my God, the church itself as an organization is way to fundamentalist for it to properly convey Gods message, and I can honestly go on a rant about how so many things are misinterpreted and twisted by those who just want to use their religion as an excuse to hate people, and how conservative christians only hear what they want to when it comes to practicing their religion.)
My religious trauma said Amen
A yes a playlist to listen too as Mother mary looks down on me and my desisions like😑🙏
Yesterday I came out to my aunt. She’s the only person I know irl that isn’t homophobic and she was really supportive. It made me feel a lot better.
I don’t have any problem with my parents being religious, and I love them, but it’s just hard when I have an emotional breakdown and they start preaching about how I need to believe in Jesus if I want to be happy, when I just want them to tell me they love me.
I understand they’re trying their best, and saying the right thing is hard, but most of the time, a simple “It’ll be okay” is more comforting than reciting the whole bible lol😬😅🥲
My parents are the same. My ma's worse since she says I need to "believe/pray more" in a condescending sounding tone, which just makes me mad.
Also congrats on coming out to your aunt, glad you got someone supportive.
The first song gives off very strong "When the gays got married" by Trevor Moore vibe
Pls another playlist like this!
Holy is a damn masterpiece
the way I thumbs upped this video before listening cus I knew it was gonna be good
as someone who is non-binary and bisexual, i was scared of being what makes me happy because “it might go against the ten commandments!” and shut myself out from coming out, because it’s terrifying for them to say something to me.
:clicks to find out if there's any Tyler Glenn:
:No Tyler Glenn:
Hey you should look up Tyler Glenn :eyes:
the playlist I didn’t want, but now need
Let me recommend you Tyler Glenn's album "Excommunication"
nice, but i would’ve also put ethel cain on here too :)
Great mashup, really liked it!
this is just what i needed. thank you.
this is so specific i just
I need more of this, so glad someone recognizes this mood and aura of some songs lmao
I love it.
great taste king♥️👑
I haven't seen such a perfect song playlist!
THIS IS THE PLAYLIST I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR
btw to everyone I'd also recommend Big God by Florence + the Machine
I'm so glad I clicked on this. Your channel has great playlists (I haven't listened to them, yet, but I love the titles and I'm sure I'll love their vibes.)
Good evening, mblue. it's a surprisingly exhilarating video. thanks. :)
thank you
I am so grateful for this thank you sir
The second song is a bop!!
Sirius Black vibes anyone?
I can see it. ^-^
I love how yt algorithm just went "yeah I know exactly what your gay done with religion ass needs today"
I have no idea how I ended up here. I'm religious, but haven't been gay in years.
hol up-
haven't been gay-
That's hella sus still
my go to. every single time these past two semesters
Man is this is a good playlist!!
Sacrilege by the yeah yeah yeahs belongs in this too, amazing playlist