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an unorthodoxly pretentious dark academia playlist
zhlédnutí 343KPřed 3 lety
tragedy is clean, it is restful, it is flawless... in a tragedy, nothing is in doubt and everyone's destiny is known.
a gay religious angst playlist
zhlédnutí 126KPřed 3 lety
when i'm down on my knees, you're how i pray.

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  • @LiterateGoblin
    @LiterateGoblin Před měsícem

    I feel like I've found this playlist after everyone else. It's a lonely, if not thoughtful experience.

    • @AK-vi2po
      @AK-vi2po Před měsícem

      Don't worry, we are still here listening to this playlist, just not commenting <3

  • @lastsaint4162
    @lastsaint4162 Před 3 měsíci

    Religion = religious trauma, a manipulative tool that warps your world perception and self esteem. For anyone who reads this, you matter, you deserve to be here and live as you are as long as you harm none. ask yourself how religion harms so many and find peace knowing that you shall not do the things they do.

  • @taco5512
    @taco5512 Před 5 měsíci

    Theres this song called star tripping by kevin atwater that would probably fit in here!

  • @novvog.w
    @novvog.w Před 5 měsíci

    I'm actually a Catholic with a Bisexual attraction...99% Guys, 1% Girls... I don't know anymore. I doubt. I love, but my love is forbidden...I feel...

  • @BurchiepiBi9369
    @BurchiepiBi9369 Před 5 měsíci

    Yesterday I came out to my aunt. She’s the only person I know irl that isn’t homophobic and she was really supportive. It made me feel a lot better. I don’t have any problem with my parents being religious, and I love them, but it’s just hard when I have an emotional breakdown and they start preaching about how I need to believe in Jesus if I want to be happy, when I just want them to tell me they love me. I understand they’re trying their best, and saying the right thing is hard, but most of the time, a simple “It’ll be okay” is more comforting than reciting the whole bible lol😬😅🥲

    • @HeliatroCipher
      @HeliatroCipher Před 13 dny

      My parents are the same. My ma's worse since she says I need to "believe/pray more" in a condescending sounding tone, which just makes me mad. Also congrats on coming out to your aunt, glad you got someone supportive.

  • @a-listercrowley2737

    Dude... this isn't gay enough... its kinda mid gay But still good

  • @robindabank215
    @robindabank215 Před rokem

    as someone who is non-binary and bisexual, i was scared of being what makes me happy because “it might go against the ten commandments!” and shut myself out from coming out, because it’s terrifying for them to say something to me.

  • @toby_014
    @toby_014 Před rokem

    i dont even know if my family is or isnt religious. We pray for grace at special dinners like thanksgiving and Christmas dinner. Sometimes my parents birthday dinners. Mostly my dads birthday dinner. My dad has lots of crosses and stuff. But im trans and gay,closeted so im not sure of what they'd say.

  • @pollux_the_insufferable.

    So i just put this playlist on, put in my ear buds and tried to fall asleep after a long journey, i was reading circe by madeline miller before sleeping....when i tell you i just had the weirdest fucking dream, some verses woke me up with crystal fucking clear character parallels. I would wake up, abd immediately fall asleep bc im really tired, so it just kept happening, also my nose is blocked so it felt like i was drowing, coming back to surface with divine knowledge and being dragged back under the water.... Good playlist

  • @ratpickler69
    @ratpickler69 Před rokem

    diversity win! jonathan from the bible was really down bad for king david diversity loss! he died

  • @mars_king
    @mars_king Před rokem

    This was in my recommended should I be concerned ?

  • @obiwan-in-a-pudding2909

    Have you ever met someone who has aweful taste in such a way that you must assume they know something you don't and it is actually yourself who has bad taste? Like, the music is just betwixt cacaphony and complexity, so it leaves an impression makes you puzzle it over.

  • @zeejacks8220
    @zeejacks8220 Před 2 lety

    i see depeche mode in the thumbnail, i click

  • @password_denied
    @password_denied Před 2 lety

    to skip all ads, skip to 38:04 and press replay

  • @_LinusVanPelt
    @_LinusVanPelt Před 2 lety

    thanks 😺🤍

  • @arichouu
    @arichouu Před 2 lety

    I want more the veils in my dark academia playlists!!! Thank you!

  • @ily8760
    @ily8760 Před 2 lety

    A yes a playlist to listen too as Mother mary looks down on me and my desisions like😑🙏

  • @sonikaagarwal931
    @sonikaagarwal931 Před 2 lety

    How is Interpol - Evil a gay religious angst song? I mean it's a good song, but what's the relation?

  • @sonikaagarwal931
    @sonikaagarwal931 Před 2 lety

    Man is this is a good playlist!!

  • @emilii
    @emilii Před 2 lety

    it will almost be a year now that i have discovered this playlist for the time and it has remained since as my comfort playlist <3

  • @briciolaa
    @briciolaa Před 2 lety

    hi midnight mass fans :) i guess we're all here :)

  • @blood-guts-and-gore5966

    When you grew up in a religion that could quite reasonably could be considered a cult and certainly gave me the trauma of one

  • @--Bo--
    @--Bo-- Před 2 lety

    As a non-binary lesbian with religious trauma who is obsessed with angelology and demonology and dispite all the the bad memories my safe place when I need to get out of this house always seems to be that damn cemetery. I liked the playlist. Also brand new being the first song actually made me cry like dont support him at all but that man just has a certain way with his voice 😩

    • @Ardorstorm
      @Ardorstorm Před 2 lety

      don't support him? why? what'd he do?

    • @--Bo--
      @--Bo-- Před 2 lety

      @@Ardorstorm he took advantage of underage fans as well as a few other se**al assault cases. It's not a cancel culture thing he's genuinely and awful, awful person but I was rased on his music and he does have a way with his voice not that that changes anything in the slightest 😕

    • @Ardorstorm
      @Ardorstorm Před 2 lety

      @@--Bo-- yikes

  • @meow5274
    @meow5274 Před 2 lety

    im reading tsh now thanks this is pefect

  • @jaycastillo585
    @jaycastillo585 Před 2 lety

    I’m sorry, but it’s a literally crime that Saint Bernard by Lincoln isn’t included in this playlist (jk, love the playlist!!)

  • @lutinlaut
    @lutinlaut Před 2 lety

    The vibe this Playlist has is just stunning. I truly love it so much

  • @binklebonkle1005
    @binklebonkle1005 Před 2 lety

    I love your content- is there any way you can re-post the soviet bloc mix, or at least the song list? It was blocked in the US

  • @thefreakasaurus
    @thefreakasaurus Před 2 lety

    i don't remember saving this to my playlist but i must've at some point since i'm listening to it right now

  • @angrypomeraniantrainer618

    YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH GAY CHURCH BOY

  • @angrypomeraniantrainer618

    “My lord...they are here.” “Good, see them in.” He smiled, fantasizing of the looks of shock on the ambassadors’ faces when they saw the body of his uncle, lying next to the throne, thrown aside, and him on the throne. “THE AMBASSADORS OF MELVIN, QUARNY, AND ALETIA.” They ambassadors bustled in, preparing to present their messages, already opening their mouths to greet the king. They looked up and froze, staring at the boy on the throne, then staring down at the body next to the throne. He signaled the guards to leave the room, wanting to relish the looks on the faces of the shocked ambassadors. “Well then, should we get on with it?” “Y-yes, your highness...” he smiled, seeing them gulp nervously, their faces beaded with sweat, the entire time that they were reading their messages, he watched them, smiling, silently laughing at the ridiculous looks on their faces. He could see the relief flash across their faces when they had finished, he dismissed them, leaving them to their uncertainty. “Now then uncle, should we begin the fun?” “Yes, your majesty, right away.” His most loyal servant, the boy he had saved years ago, stripped of the disguise he had been wearing, and drew his sword, silently following the ambassadors to their respective rooms. The maids would walk in on a blood bath the following day, but that was ok, they were used to dragging the bodies to the pile of pig feed in the back of the castle. All evidence would be gone by tomorrow, and he would continue deceiving until he could get revenge on those bastards that had stolen and toyed with his sister and mother, and more importantly, with the one he loved, his lover was alive and well, but they had touched his love, and they would pay for their sins. “Be calm, wait for your chance and seize it.” He told himself, calming the bloodlust welling up inside him.

  • @Alistando3712
    @Alistando3712 Před 3 lety

    The Best is @6:39

  • @gwish222
    @gwish222 Před 3 lety

    I'm an ex-catholic/anti-religious but I'd say most of these songs are not as I expected them to be. I thought it would be COMPLETELY Christian cringy music lmao. but these songs are oddly relatable lol

  • @CherryCharm2009
    @CherryCharm2009 Před 3 lety

    Oh I thought this playlist was for gays who are religious i guess I read it wrong 😅

  • @extraacc2332
    @extraacc2332 Před 3 lety

    You really didn't have to come after my religious trauma like that, CZcams, but thankyou

  • @homoemo7325
    @homoemo7325 Před 3 lety

    I'M JUST SO DAMN ANGRY AT THE CHURCH AND NOW MY DAD CALLS ME A LIAR CAUSE I DIDN'T TELL HIM THAT I'M AGNOSTIC i didn't want to lie to him and actively say that i was a Christian but I was also scared¿¿¿¿???? BUT NOOOOO IT DOESN'T MATTER AND I'M JUST A LIAR AND EVERYTHING'S ABOUT HIM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

  • @lordwaluigi8535
    @lordwaluigi8535 Před 3 lety

    Just discovered DA today, didn't know it had such a following but I've found my people

  • @so.ethereal.
    @so.ethereal. Před 3 lety

    Welp no need for a playlist they have it here

  • @MiMi-xh6rz
    @MiMi-xh6rz Před 3 lety

    This is playing on a prestigious gathering - the esteemed nobles and eminent personalities all present. The gala is the comment section, and you have been invited.

  • @mtdfreak5600
    @mtdfreak5600 Před 3 lety

    today my theology teacher talked about how and why the catholic church doesn’t recognize gay marriages. he talked about how sex for pleasure without procreation or intent to procreate is sinful. he talked about how contraceptives are horrible and cause women to be barren (not true but most of what he says isn’t). me and my bi friend had to sit in there while classmates who knew kept staring at us. we asked questions and they always led back to “well the church says” or “well we do believe that as christians to be a sin.” my friend went home and got called a slur by his religious conservative dad for wearing nail polish. my other friend was told by her sisters not to tell her parents she was bi because they wouldn’t take it well. i was outed by my cousin to my family a year or so ago and when i said that there are still some (small) hard feelings between us my parents and grandma told me to get over it. nobody understands. nobody really gets how it feels to walk into school every day and wonder what’s it gonna be that day. nobody understands how it feels to have this sense that i won’t be able to enjoy the little things. i can’t afford to trust if a teacher is gonna be good because homophobia is still so rampant in the christian church. my theology teacher said adopted children of same sex couples have come forward and said they would have preferred to be with their biological parents or a heterosexual couple. i asked him if that was because of having same sex parents or because of the social stigma surrounding homosexuality. he didn’t answer. i’m just so done.

    • @bethanywiderka931
      @bethanywiderka931 Před rokem

      I'm so sorry y'all have to deal with that. I hope things get better for you and your friends, and that your teacher stops being such an ass. Screw him and everyone like him for using his religion as an excuse for his hate and ignorance.

    • @quantumblur_3145
      @quantumblur_3145 Před měsícem

      Unfortunately, ignorance replenishes itself

  • @DarcyTheLunatic
    @DarcyTheLunatic Před 3 lety

    this playlist is my religion

  • @password_denied
    @password_denied Před 3 lety

    Suddenly I'm in an old library lounging on the arm of a loveseat with a cigar in one hand and 'Dante's Inferno' in the other.

  • @starinights6396
    @starinights6396 Před 3 lety

    we got that religious trauma tonight babes

  • @seraphimyy
    @seraphimyy Před 3 lety

    I want more specific gay playists like this! so many new songs I've never heard before. like I love girl in red and stuff but everyone puts the same gay songs in playlists lol

  • @destinyreynoso6520
    @destinyreynoso6520 Před 3 lety

    holy and sanctify has a similar beat to this song i had to dance to back in my christian school idk how to feel about it

  • @gigsisdabbling1865
    @gigsisdabbling1865 Před 3 lety

    my go to. every single time these past two semesters

  • @HANCHANs
    @HANCHANs Před 3 lety

    Pls another playlist like this!

  • @juliacinelli4581
    @juliacinelli4581 Před 3 lety

    Playing chess to this is amazing

  • @elise9770
    @elise9770 Před 3 lety

    you make the most mood playlists. definitely a vibe

  • @SS-tq2dp
    @SS-tq2dp Před 3 lety

    i loved this <3<3

  • @twinproduction8680
    @twinproduction8680 Před 3 lety

    you're back!!! i love your content so much, i hope you'll continue to upload playlists !💗💗