What I found out from Jodi Hildebrandt's unhinge book
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I feel so bad for her daughter, a child does not go no contact with a parent over something frivolous.
Thank you for saying this. It means more than you will ever know. As someone who went no contact with their mother at a young age, I sincerely wish more people were like you.
Adult children do it all the time.
@@PossiblyABug agree 100%. I usually tell folks who don’t understand, just be glad it’s not their life. People have no idea.
@@NancyCooper-mw2hpSure. Because not all parents are good. Some are especially toxic or harmful.
@@NancyCooper-mw2hp because the adult children are over being treated like sub humans by their parents.
In her own, twisted view of reality, Jody Hildebrand hasn’t done anything wrong and therefore will always be a danger to the community
Well said!
Ruby was just as bad if not worse.
Ruby scares me too. Who knows what she'd do to vulnerable people.
My guess is that she couldn’t go on a mission because they recognized that she was a psychopath early on, even though she thought she was perfect. Also, the hidden friend thing is the strangest thing I’ve ever heard. Jodi should have never been in a career where she was able to manipulate and hurt people.
Totally agree. Who gets turned down to serve a mission? Extreme cases like morbid obesity, physical health problems, and MENTAL health issues. The church has known all along what a psychopath she is.
She literally made a career of destroying families.
She loved seeing the pain in every man, woman, and child as their families were ripped apart. 😢
And LDS church actually referred people to her, it’s literally a cult….
@@mbcda no, it literally is not. There are 27+million people world wide that you are denigrating. Church headquarters did nothing of the sort. An individual Bishop was fooled. The church itself did not recommend her. If you don't know the difference you really should not be posting. You clearly don't know what you are talking about.
@@mbcda nope, you are wrong. An individual recommended her. It had nothing to do with church headquarters. Do you really think the church does that with 17+ million people world wide? You should be ashamed. And better informed.
The daughter who left and went no contact was in the home during the time Jodi was (let's call it what it is) torturing her niece Jessi. That might help explain things.
Yes! Jessi explained in a recent interview that they sometimes chat with Jodi's daughter, but they declined to give any details, other than to say that it was very difficult being Jodi's daughter.
@@TrueCrimeDoulaOne can only imagine what an awful mother she was…
16:27 Adam met Jodi thru a referal with the church, but at this point Adam has subpoenaed his x'wifes emails, he knows for a fact Jodi was pulling the strings. He has evidence that she infact was helping the wife to set him up. They did horrible things to him, set him up to look like a horrible person, got him thrown in jail for a short time, took his kids from him. They were gaslighting a child abuse victim into believing he was a child abuser himself, one of his personal (according to him) worst fears. Just horrific.
So evil
I still wonder why Kevin left BYU; because it wouldn’t be a stretch to think, Jodi had something to do with that…
Sadly, the wife has threatened podcasts with lawsuits for talking about ADAMS experience! She still hasn’t woken up obviously! She instead could have said I was also a victim of Jodi but nope she is still going after people! Sounds like Adam dodged a bullet!
@@candaceewell9582agreed that Adam dodged a bullet. However, I’m not so sure she’s Under a spell or unaware of her own sin.
I think she fully knows that he colluded with Jodi rather than being manipulated by Jodi.
when Adam revealed that his wife said something to the effect of “those suckers fell for it” when following jodis instruction to manipulate the people at the visitation centre- I thought to myself this woman must have always had a nasty and vindictive streak/nature.
No one as an adult suddenly becomes like that because another person fosters it, it only seems sudden and against their nature because they’ve been allowed to express that part of them without shame.
While what Jodi and his wife put him through was hell on earth designed to disintegrate his soul - it’s kind of good that it happened this way. If it was just his wife being vindictive later on (which would have happened eventually) he would have no evidence of it and would not have had access to the vindication he has now.
The church for sure is partly responsible, if Adam didn't trust Jodi he must have trusted them, hope he has left.
Anything coming from Jodi Hildebrandt's perspective is probably gonna only be about 25% factual.
You’re being generous
@@TheRealLittleBiddle just a little
@@TheRealLittleBiddleI came to comment that! I had an experience with Jodi outside of counseling and BAT 💩 crazy pants
Absolutely😉😁@@TheRealLittleBiddle
@@candaceewell9582what was your experience like?
Interesting she didn’t mention at all that during the section about her daughter as a teen, Jody was also the legal guardian of her niece. It’s almost as if your mom torturing and emotionally abusing your cousin makes a difficult home situation and she wants to hide that.
Also Jesse (her nibbling) has stated that Jodi’s daughter told them quote « I can’t be around my mother because if she told me the sky was yellow I would believe it »
Thanks for reading this so you could give us a summary. Jodi has such a distorted reality, she should not have been counseling others.
You're absolutely right, there's no way that back then, a dr would recommend therapy for a migraine. Either her parents told the dr about something else that was going on or she's deliberately leaving things out.
I’m not so sure about that. Women’s health issues were very often written off as mental health issues (the label given has changed over the years, but it’s all essentially ‘hysteria’, i.e. ‘you’re nuts because you have a uterus’). One migraine-having family member of was given psychiatric treatments and recommended to therapy starting as a teenager in the late 60s/early 70s. Unfortunately, the therapy wasn’t good and the medication created mental health issues that didn’t exist before (but only confirmed to doctors that she was indeed crazy and her health issues were not to be taken seriously). A decade later, the same thing happened with another health issue that, because it was ignored, nearly killed her. It’s definitely not a new phenomenon, and unfortunately it still happens.
From what I remember about Adam’s story he said that he started getting therapy because he was suing the boy’s scouts for what happened to him when he was a child. The trial was getting ready to start and someone recommended he should get therapy to help. It’s already really messed up what Jodi did to him and what Jodi accused him of doing but it’s even more messed up when you find out what happened to him as a child. I think Jodi purposely accused him of those things because she knew what he had gone through and just wanted to be cruel.
Oh man! I didn’t know that about the scouts! It’s a lot to keep up with! I live in Utah, I have had an experience with Jodi outside of counseling (she’s insane) but I am trying to catch up with everything! How scary! I feel even LESS safe in Utah being a non Mormon in Utah ( already did but not as bad) this detail is HORRIBLE
Oh wow! I can only imagine the experience you had with Jodi because you’re right, she is insane. The Mormon church is horrible so I don’t blame you for not feeling safe. Back in like the 80’s there was a murder of a young woman and her baby girl. Her husband’s family was a big Mormon family. She didn’t come from a Mormon family though and she didn’t allow her husband’s family to push her into all of that. Two of his brothers ended up taking on the polygamy part of the religion and just the entire original beliefs of Mormonism. They started pushing it on the rest of their brothers but she ended up getting through to her husband to not follow his brothers anymore. She also helped the one brother’s wife and kids to get away from him because he had been abusing them. They ended up killing his wife and daughter because she helped her get away and had helped their brother see what they were doing was wrong. They even planned on killing more people but thankfully were caught before they could. There was even a movie made about it all. It’s a really sad and tragic story. She had gone to Mormon church leaders at some point before she got her husband to realize his brothers were wrong because he had hit her and she was afraid of his brothers due to them threatening her. The Mormon church leaders refused to give her a divorce and made her stay. The church needs to start being held accountable for their actions. So many people have had their lives changed in horrible ways or even taken because of what they do.
Jodi blocked me on FB when I called her toxic on a community page. Lol She told me she's a therapist so she can't be toxic. @candaceewell9582
That was very interesting. Jodi learned as a child that a loving and welcoming family made her feel good, then went on to teach parents to take away anything that makes their kid feel good.
Did she want every child to have to suffer like she did?
IKR?
@@lollymac2259this is it exactly! She thinks she turned out perfectly and is so self-centred/close-minded that it didn't occur to her that people learn things in different ways and at different rates. She was trying to teach parents to raise kids to turn out perfect - just like her, so the kids needed to go through all her same experiences to learn her same lessons.
FYI about 2 year old children being allowed to roam around alone outside….I am a boomer (born in 1957) so I am 12 years older than Jodi. I can assure you two year olds were NEVER allowed to roam around by themselves in the 1960s or 70s no matter where you lived, I was raised in a fairly affluent suburb in the 1960s and no young child was allowed outside alone. My guess is Jodi is either lying or stretching the truth. She probably slipped outside by herself without anyone realizing it.
Or her parents were negligent
110% true.
I played outside alone from 2-3 years old but my mother sat by the window and watched me from inside. I think that was more about watching my behavior in case I deserved a spanking than keeping me safe.
@@brendamoon2660
Yup, some mothers hey.
2-year olds also have rather unique perspectives. I was babysitting and took two littles to a near-by park one day. The 2-year old picked dandelions and other "flowers" in the grass while I played with the baby on the swings. Afterwards, the 2-year old walked home a few feet in front of me pushing the baby in the stroller...there was a very uncomfortable conversation with the mom after the 2-year old told her that I had let her play at the park alone and walk home by herself.
The room with the locked door is NOT A SAFE ROOM. A real safe room you can get out from the inside.
Anyone who buys her house will need Shamans from many nations to smudge and cleanse the energies that house holds
Agreed!! I used to watch a lot of crime drama but haven’t in ten years or so watched much (except Walking Dead). Don’t know why my interest is piqued over this Ruby Franke case.
Except that it does seem to ooze and reek evilness 😮
Jodi destroyed marriages!
And families!
She also destroyed her own family which is what she I believe she subconsciencly sought
Keeping in mind her daughter lived with Jodie at a time where she was abusing Jessie, witnessing everything that was done to them and well aware that she (the daughter) would be next when Jodie decided she needed to correct the behaviour is it any reason she got out?
Wow. I just assumed it was only Jodi & Jessi living together at that time. I just finally did the deep dive on the extend of the abuse a few days ago, & I’m, I feel there’s no appropriate word to express my horrors. If I believed in reincarnation, I’d believe Jodi was a Nazi concentration camp guard who was reincarnated to continue her evil work for Satan. I can’t stop worrying about how many days R. had left to live before his body failed from starvation & infection in those wounds. Obviously, I know he’s alive & safe now, but I know they’re going to give those kids back to Kevin very soon & then the kids will be made to testify at the parole hearing for Ruby & put up with Kevin’s abuse until they turn 18.
As someone who has been in lesbian relationships since i was 17 (im 32 now) Jodi makes my GAYDAR GO OFF like CRAZY and that mixed with the religious beliefs would make it near impossible for her come out or be honest and the reading of this book just further puts the pieces perfectly
same. it was the knee grab that confirmed it for me
Totally! Mine went off too.
Ditto. I called it right off the bat!
Her and Ruby were sleeping in the same bed too.. through some strange manipulation on Ruby and her husband.. so you may be on to something 🤔
Jodi seems to have gotten over needing to be “nice “
Thankfully for her, Elizabeth Smart has an incredibly supportive family that a ton of us don't have. I think they had a HUGE part in her recovery!
She was held captive longer than 9mths or am I mistaking?
It was 9 months. I'm sure it felt like 9 years. There was another girl, Jaycee Dugard, who was held captive from the age of 11 until she was 18. She gave birth twice during her captivity. She is doing amazing now.
I have so much admiration for Elizabeth Smart’s mom after Elizabeth spoke about what her mom told her the 1st or 2nd day after she went home. She told her that those evil people had stolen 9 months from her life, & there would be some challenges, but she needed to decide that they wouldn’t take anymore of her life away from her; the family would support her & go to therapy, but that Elizabeth got to be the one to decide what she would do with the rest of her life. That’s such a wise, freeing, yet supportive way to approach it. I would want to nothing but build a bunker in the basement & sleep in the same room with all my kids for life if I’d been that mother.
@@southbug27 💯%
While my experiences as a child were nowhere near as traumatic as Elizabeth's, I was "assaulted" several times a week from the ages of 8 to 11.
I wish like crazy that my parents would even acknowledged that it happand when I did finally tell them, as opposed to making ME feel shameful for what that man did.
To this day, my dad STILL won't acknowledge it happened(yet my mom wondered why i didn't tell them when i was r*ped while on vacationw them in my 20's).
Shame and silence are two things no victim should ever feel forced into!
@@AliceNsWonderland I’m so sorry you went through that. I don’t know why it’s the one type of crime where people act like it couldn’t have possibly happened. 🙏🏼💒
Thank you for taking one for the team!
So... She learnt about empathy from her attorney and about not reacting emotionally and analysing a situation rationally from her realtor?? Those people ain't qualified to actually work through those issues with you Jodi, that is the kinda stuff you need to work on with an actual therapist!! Too bad she wouldn't, or couldn't, listen to what her therapists were saying to her when she actually was in therapy in her early 20s. Damnnnnn.
Also not having empathy shows she's a narcissist...you don't learn about empathy and all of a sudden have it for others...you either have it, or you don't 😂 That's what's shitty for the nice/good people in this world is having to encounter/deal with/be around humans that don't have empathy and aren't capable of empathy and love. It's also scary how many narcissistic/psychopathic/sociopathic people there are in this world anymore 😔😭
A person who relies on service providers for life's lessons has no friends.
A person who relies on service providers for life's lessons has no friends.
Oh, for f&ck sake. Jodi never truly received the help she needed - therefore she became a therapist of DISTORTION (lies) and riddle with her trauma - Projecting it on to others - causing my damage than Truth.
The first chapter reads like a quick synopsis of her crappy childhood. She would have been better off by writing a biography, yet that would be filled with DISTORTION.
Bottom line - mix untreated trauma with extremist religious beliefs - you get Jodi. That is a cocktail of abuse and trauma for others. BTW - who designed her book cover - needs to learn about DPI, and readable fonts. I've published books on Amazon (children books) and if you have no experience in graphic design - or are too damn lazy to google the information you need to produce a quality book - don't bother.
i'll post a close up pic of the book cover and pages..also hi sherry
I think there's a special place in hell for ppl like her! 🔥 🔥 🔥
Spot on
I really hope and pray that this woman never gets out nor ruby Frankie
sentencing next month, i hope it wont be similar to the tim ferriter case.
@@corgisaan Well I’ll definitely be watching!!!! I don’t think it’ll go over really well if they end up letting them off pretty easy
@@smhatheworldwelivein…..I can’t believe it’s basically 4-30. They should keep Ruby in until her until at least her kids are grown (8 years) and Jodi for at least 30. Really, both for 30 years. That would make Jodi 84 when released and Ruby would be 72. Not much they can do at that age. Instead, I bet Ruby gets 4 years and the youngest kids will still be minors when she gets out. I bet Jodi gets 10 years. She will right back at it when released. Both will learn what the parole board is looking for.
Also, as of right now, Jodi’s license was “voluntarily surrendered” and she may try to get it back and it’s Utah, she might get it. Hope not. By the time they get out, all the media attention will die down.
This whole thing is just beyond awful. The kids will need a lifetime of therapy and these monsters will get out in a few short years.
@@corgisaan girl that was weak what he got. I'm waiting for Tracy's trial. It should be soon. I used to hang out with her when our boys were in BJJ before she had moved to AZ and then when they moved back he went to the same middle school as my kids. I was in shock what they did to him.
I had an experience with Jodi and wooowwwww what a crazy b! She flipped out on me because I said addicted people or people who commit suicide aren’t thinking about their aftermath and she started SCREAMING at me! It’s true though, what kind of therapist does not agree with that? A PSYCHOTIC one!
Damn she is psycho. If I had a therapist screaming at me. I would lose my crap considering yelling for me is an anxiety trigger. I would probably rip them a new one and report them for malpractice lol
What did she scream at you?pS I agree with your observation.
I am a member of LDS church and served a mission. It is true that if there is a mental issue or any other health issues, depending on severity and stability, they may not let you go on a mission. It isn’t about not wanting you on a mission, it’s all about the health of the individual. I knew a few missionaries that even went home early because of health issues that came about during the mission. Nothing sinister. Just caring about one’s health.
I don’t know if Jodi is telling the truth in her book* but suppressed memories are real. Mine were not as bad as hers but it happened naturally for me. The memory came back once I was old enough to understand what happened (12-13).
* I think she was doing a lot more than “having migraines” to be sent to a therapist back then
I don't believe a word of Jodi's repressed memories since looking at photos of Victoria's Secret models once is considered a porn addiction by Jodi.
@@anniesenol9858 I believe she was severely molested as a child. I do. Because her behavior matches with somebody who didn’t heal from that. She’s abusing other children because she was not taken care of our protected as a child. It’s so sad. It’s so sad that somebody like her could’ve turned out so much differently if she had been protected. But now she is the abuser.
@@anniesenol9858 fair enough
@@anniesenol9858 Glad I’m not the only one that thinks she is full of it. I normally wouldn’t question someone’s SA account, but Jodi Hildebrandt is full of distortion.
@@Atillatcele She says she was sexually abused when she was 2yrs old. How many people can remember being 2yrs old? She's a trained therapist and she didn't even manage to describe these experiences in a believable way.
My guess on the condition of the book is that it’s self published through Amazon. That explains the bad photo in the front and the font she chose
Yeah, her description of the print screams self-published or a religious pamphlet printer's attempt at book binding to me.
My uncle is a minister/writer and some of his passion projects have turned into the jankiest looking and feeling books. (Don't tell him I said that, please. He's so proud of his books and worked hard on them. I'm glad that he followed his dream and didn't let something like rejection by publishers prevent him from writing.)
Jodi's MO: keep people in counseling for years and charge 💰💲💰💲💰. I had a amazing counselor once who helped me develop the tools to handle my situation. The counselor said, "If you're coming in here weekly in a few weeks with no improvement, I WOULD FIRE ME!". Unfortunately some of Jodi's patients said they couldn't switch counselors because of her smear campaigns and manipulation 😢.
That was one of the things Adam said he was up against - she refused to release his records to any other therapist and positioned herself to be the only person capable of giving him the help he needed. She effectively held his mental healthcare hostage because he had the misfortune of being recommended to her.
Nah! Boomer here. Outside without supervision at age 2??? Not normal.
Hi boomer
GenX here and while I don’t want to own Jodi as part of my little generation, Jodi’s GenX. Ugh. All it means is all generations have their monsters.
@@JoJoGranum
Well said!!
Yep born 1960. Never alone at 2.
I'm a parent, I was born in the mid 80s, I have never left a 2 yo outside alone and I've never been alone outside at 2. So thats a No. So I called my Mother born in the 60s, she said, what... no, so I called my great grandmother, born in the 50s and asked her, she also said, what... who let's a 2 yo alone outside, of course I never let my 2 yo alone outside and that it was not something people did in the early 50s so I asked her if her parents, born in the late 20s ever let her alone outside at 2 she again said no... so that's 5 generations covered. I'm going to say it's a hard no. So that's over a century covered going to say no. Narcissists aren't born they're made by years of trauma the worst kinds of parents make narcissists, narcissism is not a genetic disorder like some mental illness. So I'm sure her parents were not even mediocre parents
I wanna buy this book just to use it as a drinking game for every mention of “connection” and “distortion”
i wonder what's mentioned more..distortion or connection haha
@@corgisaan either way, there is a chance that my stomach will be pumped after the drinking game haha.
I hope you can find it at Goodwill or somewhere used so Jody doesn't profit off your purchase
You will be in the hospital 😅
So she actually resisted therapy. Like she legit resisted any sort of diagnosis so she wasn’t really healing.
Wish Jodi’s children would come out with their story. Sad we become a bit nosey. This horrible incident makes the event part of our lives also.
37:08 NO CORGI, I THINK THAT E WAS IN THAT SAFE ROOM. BECAUSE JODI KNEW THAT R WAS MISSING AND LE TOLD HER THEY WERE COMING TO MEET HER AT HER HOUSE. SHE WAS MOVING EVE TO THAT CLOSET FROM THAT SAFE ROOM THATS WHY SHE TOOK SO LONG TO ANSWER.
They were in separate rooms R was handcuffed to the bed next to Ruby so he couldn't escape .
They found rope and handcuffs in that safe room...Jodi knew they'd find those items there because let's be honest it was a torture chamber not a panic room....if it were a panic room you'd have been able to open the door from the Inside hers only opened from the outside...not a panic room but a room to lock someone into where you won't hear their screams...
Yup. A safe room is a room to feel safe in. If you can’t leave and it’s a bank safe style room, no one would be able to hear you if you cried out.
@@therealz360z7
Yes, the two children had not seen each other in a month so they were kept very separately in that giant house.
I wondered if Jodi was mostly incharge of E while Ruby concentrated on R, mainly because of what Ruby wrote in the torture diary.
A 2yr old has a grasp on 'obedience'? They're LEARNING right from wrong but they wouldn't think 'I can't tell anyone bc I need to be obedient' 🙄
Wow, that title has got me triggered. I have to tell myself all the time that I am enough as I am. Each one of us is enough the moment we exist. Much love to everyone 💗
I'm thinking her with separating these couples is a power trip, prob a control freak!!
Exactly. Loving the power to destroy relationships while she hits on the wife of one couple and they both end up enjoying abusing kids together. Shes one seriously total sicko.
Still watching, I'm about half way through. I know you said you skimmed but I wouldn't have been able to get through even the first chapter. Thank you for doing this for us corgi. From what we know about her, alot of what she's wrote in there is lacking alot of Truth with a capital T 😂😂
you're welcome paul!
Beautifully presented video! I like how you read excerpts of the carefully chosen book and provide commentary and analysis. I like your good humour and no-nonsense approach.
Here are a couple of notes about migraines that people might not know.
Traditionally doctors have said that migraines are an affliction of adults, not children. They are coming to realise that teenagers and even pre-pubescent children can suffer from them.
There is a statistical correlation between migraines and bipolar disorder. That doesn't men that everyone who has migraines is bipolar or vice versa, just that the two do have a tendency to go together. Nor does it mean that the one causes the other.
Yes, as a child I got headaches that made me feel nauseated every now and then. By 18 I experienced my first full-blown complex migraine (blind spots, trouble with words, nausea and vomiting along with excruciating headache and body aches). By 20 I saw a neurologist who diagnosed me. In the years of researching migraines, I have read that children don’t generally have headaches unless they are going to grow up to become migraine sufferers. That was news to me. I had no idea all other kids didn’t get headaches. I have children and nieces and nephews who get them too AND bipolar seems to go along with it as well in our family.
Great info!!😊
I had horrific migraines as a child and eventually developed a brain tumor as an adult.
I don't have bipolar though.
Looks like she created the book herself - and self published on Amazon KDP. It's not good quality.
Her main focus was not feeling like she was enough for her parents. Thus she invented s/a to justify or rectify why.
I have never heard of a two-year-old being left alone outside or inside. In 1963, the guideline was to start leaving your nine-year-old home alone for short periods of time, like 15 minutes only.
Oy! Jodi is the same age as me. 1969-Gen X 54 years old. They probably would not have been concerned with therapy or health back then. It might have been the LDS convincing her to confess everything to a Bishop before she went on a mission. Those missions are hard core.
I was thinking that genx is fifties not boomers.
@@therealz360z7 Correct
"Boomer" is a reference to people born during the "baby boom" that followed WWII (as soldiers came home) - 1946 to 1964. The youngest Boomers are 60 years old; oldest are 78. I was born right in the middle of the Boomer years & my children (44 - 51 years old) are Gen X. Some Boomers have children in the Millennial generation, especially younger Boomers.
I’m GenX born ‘65. My exp is that therapy not much known as a big thing until 1980 - then into early 80’s /early 90’s many concerns arose about repressed sa memories and recovered memories vs therapists implanting “false” memories. Damaging families. Triggered changes in protocols around work with clients, esp teaching therapists to no longer ask “leading questions”.
There is actually a small generation in between Boomers and GenXers. It is called Generation Jones, and it applies to those born between 1957-1965 (approximately). Too young to have reaped the benefits of being a Boomer and too old to be quite GenX. I was born in 1964. I'm not a Boomer!
I'm not sure there's a lot of Truth in this book.
Children were not running around the neighborhood on their own at two years . Two is a toddler, perhaps four or five yes.
Yep…born in the mid 60s. I was allowed as far as the corner at age 5-6 as long as an adult knew that’s what I was doing.
Roam the neighborhood freely? Nah. Not until about age 8.
@@dtschuor459 exactly. I was in error to say four or five, that’s still a baby. Eight years old maybe if I was bike riding with older kids watching over me. Two years old is absurd even for my 80 year old parent’s time. And I grew up in a safe suburban area.
supressed memory recovery was big in the 90's-therapist probably created these memories
Sounds like a book about anyone that crossed Jodi and what she did to get back at them, because she is the only Right person in every instance. She's in the right place and hopefully for a very long time.
Oh yeah, please ready the Adelson book and thank you for reading Jodi's, it couldn't have been easy. 😮
It should have been called disconnexions
Question for fellow child abuse victims: Did any of you ever not know you had been abused until you just remembered it like Jodi described? I just can’t believe that could happen. I do know that all the violence can just run together & you may not remember a certain type of thing happening & then something will remind you, but you always remember the abuse; it’s just a detail you forget until it comes up in another story & you think I wonder how I would have reacted if that had happened to me & then you remember it or a sibling says that happened that one time, remember?
I didn’t contextualize what I went through as abuse until I was older because it was normalized for me, but I always remembered. The details of day to day life are fuzzier now, but it’s not something you can forget easily.
I had a remember/didn't remember thing going on at once. It was a paradoxical state. But one day I seemed to wake up and I gave meaning to the surfacing memories I'd forgotten I'd had. That was when I was in my twenties and separated from my parents, when it was safe to remember. So I never forgot the abuse, I just forgot that I remembered the abuse. Kinda hard to explain. But no, I never had a whole body of memory come crashing down from out of thin air.
It does happen, especially in religious communities which suppress anything that has to do with sexuality. Mormonism and its purity culture are a breeding ground for abuse.
However, we know that Jodi likes to omit information so nobody can be sure, if her stories are true.
In the 90s, people were being given hypnotic suggestion that was then deemed to be completely fake. It was called recovered memory and found to be things that never happened.
Depending on how normalized the abuse is, it's more of a realization or awakening than a remembering. However, I know there are aspects that my memory is protecting me from. (This case has actually reawoken some of them.) I don't remember every single thing that I went through, but it wasn't like I thought everything was fine, even before the initial realization that what happened actually was well over the line of being acceptable or loving.
I’ll give it to Jodi for branding “connections/connexions” like I’ve never seen someone do before. If somebody turned Jodi’s book into a drinking game, we all die of alcohol poisoning through “connexions”. 😳
Yes Jessie was friends with Jodi’s daughter.
Another CZcamsr found her daughter and son , the daughter kept her dads last name
Addison Hildebrandt is Jodi’s son
Alexandria Pugh is Jodi’s daughter she lives in Utah
Book text should almost always be a serif font (the ones with the extra doo-hickeys on the letters (think Times New Roman) while internet stuff is more legible in a sans serif font (think Arial).
Thx! Why the difference? Do you know?
@gridspir serifs are harder to read in small fonts. Internet text tends to be less rigid in orientation, and serif fonts have the benefit of guiding the eye down the line. It's not a mandatory rule, but in general, serif is preferred for long reading like books and serif or sans serif can be used on the internet, though the latter is preferred.
What about children's books? Do they have font rules/etiquette?
@kismetcaffet9862 No, they have nuanced flexibility. Fun fact: comic sans font is friendly to folks with autism and dyslexia because the font is weighted to make it easier to read (dyslexie font is best so far). Hence why I used it for the last 5 of my last 8 moves in the last 15 years as an election official and married to a government non-elected official.
I mean the whole sa thing makes total sense and it explains while she has almost a personal vendetta against men
It’s strange. Jodi/they were trying to reverse the children’s behavior to Jodi distorted ideology of perfection and obedience. The oppressed become the oppressors.
I think you’re mistaking Elizabeth smart with Jaycee Duggar’s experience. She was kidnapped and held in a shed for 18 years and had 2 children by her kidnapper.
No, she isn't..
The handcuffs and chains used to hogtie E were found in the 'safe' room.
I think you mean R, the boy.
The answer is not connection, but wisdom.
With the number of times Jodi repeats the word "connection" in that book, it reads like an advertorial for her ?services.
That said, if she'd paid some attention to what she wrote, she mightn't be in her present predicament.
I don't think it was ever common for a 2 year old to be roaming the neighborhood alone.
I'm 70, and there's always been plenty of therapists & psychiatrists. Without the internet, we just didn't talk about it with absolutely anyone who would listen or if we needed an excuse for being a completely cruel psychopath.
Love the piano music in the background👍🏼😅🎶 Very soothing 🎹
Jodi is a bit older than me but not that much. Outside on her own at 2 even though she had all those older siblings? Doubt it.
I also had migraines from childhood onwards. Doctors ask you to describe the pain, check your eyes in case you have anything putting pressure on the back of them (like a tumour) and give you pain meds. They'll probably tell you to get your eyes tested by an optician in case it's eye strain and if they're really concerned they might send you for a scan but they don't go "oh no it must be buried emotional problems that you aren't showing and keep denying, let me send you to a therapist"😂.
On that note, a therapist that sees you for a first session, books it for 3 hours and in that time unlocks all your hidden memories? Even though you were convinced you were fine, so probably fought him every step of the way? Right.
She probably got sent to therapy for other reasons, got diagnosed with something she didn't like the sound of, then invented a better story. I have a parent with NPD, her reaction to something in reality that she doesn't like is to invent a better story and within 24 hours she believes it so much herself that she'd probably pass a lie detector test. From what I've heard this is a pretty common thing with NPD.
No idea if her recovered memories are real but I'm not convinced. Her friend's perfect family sounds like a TV show, so I'm not convinced about that either.
Childhood SA especially within the LDS? Now that I can believe but based only on hidden memories...not sure. There was a point where a lot of therapists uncovering hidden memories were actually planting false memories of SA and/or satanic cults and she's maybe the right age but if I had to place a bet, I'd be more confident that she was told she had NPD or something similar, noped out and made up a better story for herself.
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That's a lot of supposition about the LDS Church. Just because you think something doesn't make it true.
@@janicesellers3618 so many people have come forwards about abuse cases from LDS and things being covered up by them. So either it's a major problem (as it is in the majority of religions) or there are a lot of liars with plausible stories and in some cases proof. Religions attract predators.
My dad was diagnosed with NPD and denies it too. I wouldn’t be surprised at all if Jodi was diagnosed with the same, and like most with NPD, didn’t want to accept and admit there was something “wrong” with her. She reminds me a lot of my dad. I cut him off. I’m glad to hear her children did the same if she is actually anything like my dad.
So nothing about the many scars Kevin spoke about in his second police interview.
He said Ruby told him Jodi's arms were covered in them so she kept her arms covered up.
I’m glad people are doing their research on Jodi’s past but I HATE that she is making money from book sales.
The money from Her book sales should be added to the sale of Her house and be used to start a help group for abused children! Rubie and Jodie should be made to do free work for the charity (physical manual work) on day release from prison(all in the hot sun without water of course)
@@stephendriscoll7549 I agree. They don’t deserve shoes either.
legit had no idea that your vid/camera was mirrored until today...
I was reading that figures shirt as "udy" and figured it was something over my head, but "you" makes way more sense
unmirrored corgi is a whole different person, we can't bring her back.
I was three and four roaming the neighborhood but always with my sibling or neighborhood kids. Life was good then, early 60’s. We didn’t have worries. I wonder why Jodi didn’t lock herself in the safe room when cops showed up.
Because it wasn't actually a panic room or safe room....the door didn't open from the inside if locked it was a torture chamber. Think about it you have an intruder and panic and lock yourself in without a way out? Doesn't make sense!
So she tried to be the perfect child and it didn’t work to alert adults that she was in need. So she keeps trying to bully children into using her coping mechanism “trying to be a perfect unproblematic child” and when they reject that impossible position she gets even angrier and decides they’re full of evil. She’s trying to force other kids to relive her trauma and get it RIGHT this time - she’s thinking she’s the CORRECT kind of adult because she WILL tend to the “perfect” child - because she resented not being noticed for that. And her anger that they refuse that twisted thinking could stem from not wanting to face that even children know that’s not how this is supposed to work.
I listened to every word you said. Thank you for doing this.
She inflicted more trauma on the families and kids she treated. She is a monster, how she knows what to do, but did the opposite? Monster, she is a monster.
Jodi will only be 55 in June. "Back in the day" (mid 70's) I had severe headaches and was able to go to a psychologist, after having my head scanned, and found out it was from stress. I was hooked up to a biofeedback machine and learned how to make them go away at will, so yes, help was available back then. Heck, even years before that people were going to therapists for help.
I think you would enjoy reading Under the Banner of Heaven: A Story of Violent Faith.
That book is full of inaccuracies.
@@imawordgirland truths.
I think that she felt that she needed to address her estranged relationship with her daughter because many people already knew about their split.
The victims of Jodi were made to feel like they were not enough. Jodi is such a POS
Jaycee Dugard was a similar story to Elizabeth smart. I get them both mixed up. Both were kidnapped as children and the perpetrators had partners that helped them. There was religious leanings towards these crimes. Elizabeth was 14 years old and was kidnapped for 9 months but Jaycee 11 years old kidnapped for 18 years with 2 children.
There was a lot of since discredited "recovered memory" therapy going on in the 1980's that led to spurious sexual abuse allegations of parents and childcare providers. The McMartin preschool debacle was around that time.
Regarding the photo/book cover, I’ve noticed all of her images are too light. Blown out. They seem to be done by the same photographer. When you print an image that is too bright you lose a lot of detail. That might have been the goal 😉📸
Love your podcast! So real..❤😆And funny!
I've ripped up and recycled books I thought were harmful (book of poetry by Duncan Campbell Scott, for example). A lot of my very old textbooks got recycled because they were out of date. Recycling is still an option. ❤
Yeah, it's just the spine/binding (and sometimes cover) that causes a problem when trying to recycle books.
Also, I'm sure there's more than one viewer here in the comment section that would be interested in reading this book without the risk of supporting Jodi. Corgi could offer it up to one of them.
Cutting it up to make ransom-note style art is another option. Corgi could use Jodi's actual words to spread real wisdom and authentic support.
Even problematic books can be used for good.
If Jody’s therapist had put ideas into her mind about being sexually abused, she would not have all the intense emotions that went with the memory recall. I don’t think people opening up about childhood sexual abuse should be disbelieved.
You make a great point, and as a victim of sexual abuse from ages 4-12, I appreciate you saying that. And, I am also one of Jodi Hildebrandt’s victims. She was my Life Coach for nearly 2 years and was very abusive and manipulative. Ironically enough, I didn’t recognize it in the moment per se. Every time I thought there was something “off” about the judgment she doled out to me or the deceptions I was seeing, and questioned her, I was hit with her anger and disapproval. (Which wasn’t unlike some of the sexual abusers.) Friends and other people associated with ConneXions, had to help wake me up to the realization of what she had done throughout our whole coaching relationship. I resisted their “take” for a while because I always thought that Jodi was right because she was the “expert”, and I was wrong, because I had grown up with so much dysfunction, that I wasn’t worthy enough to be “right”. (And Jodi was happy to have me think that way.)
She published her book in the Fall of 2019 and I read it right away. I had been coaching with her for a year and saw her for the “God” that she thought she was. And even I had my doubts about many of her claims in the book - including the sexual abuse. And the eating disorder. It felt like they were being “made up”, to garner sympathy. Of course, I have no way of knowing that for sure. But since she has been therapist or coach to many people who have been abused, she has all of the data she needs to tell us all of the “intense emotions” that she supposedly had.
She would never talk about deep stuff like this to any of her clients - even to say, “I get it”, or on her podcasts, but she’ll suddenly write a “tell all” book for the public to read? It made me suspicious then, and still does now.
The only thing in the book that I know for certain is true, is that her daughter has been estranged from her since she was 16.
Great video 🎉🎉🎉🎉
Probably self-published through Amazon. I have gotten books that look that way before and they were new authors trying to get started.
Seek wisdom, practice self reflection, and strive to be the person you want to be. Your personal peace and acceptance will come from these things, not wallowing in perpetual self absorption and continuously feeding emotional turmoil.
I read the title the same way every time i see that book! It totally looks like it says You are NOT enough! 😆 im glad im not alone!
Can't you switch the camera round to the right way for the viewer?
Oh yes, it was going up for sale when they were arrested so they could purchase the land in the Arizona desert so she could build another mansion out there where she would have ruby and her kids out there so she could "save" them all! I believe that the next thing was supposed to be to have ruby sell her house too so she would have total control of both her kids and Ruby out there under her totally. That was jodis' dream!!
She destroyed Adam..she used the Boy Scott issue against him. He broke but i believe the trial and the support of his father are healing him.
She sounds like a sociopath. It was more than migraines. They knew there was something wrong with her.
Some churches blame illness on being demon possessed or bad or sinful. The "therapist" can be just a pastor, not a real, licensed therapist.
She could have been hypnotized into those memories. The "hidden memory" therapy thing has been found to be fake.
Her experiences were highly suspicious. Jody projects predatory behavior onto every man who came to Jer for therapy.
You have amazing instincts!
Ive heard that jodis' mom wasn't emotionally available for her growing up. I
The only Adam i remember being mentioned was another couple who were friends with ruby and Kevin. I don't remember the wife's name unless it was Pam. Anyway she moved in with them too like she did Kevin and ruby but they had her move out because she was too interested in the husband who i believe was named Adam. With Ruby and Kevin. She got ruby to make her husband move out for a year. Then took Rudy and her 2 youngest children home with her...
It’s strange that she sets herself up as having all the answers, the proof is in the pudding, she hasn’t been able to maintain any of her closest relationships, how does that reflect on her ability to know what’s right or wrong for other people? The hypocrisy is off the charts with this one !
Hey Corgi! I could listen to yu read to us all day long lol ! Seriously I don't fall asleep and your reading pace is really good! Should do more of these! I was listening to it as yu interpreted it. Her hatred of men and the way she used that to push couples apart. She is toxic toxic for sure!
hey erica thanks for the feedback! im trying hard to improve my reading haha, ty! i feel like i need to slow down sometimes
What’s with dreadful music background???
She wasn’t going in a church retreat. A mission is a year and a half where you have no contact with anyone you know and are either in a different city or a foreign country where you have barely known the language. You also aren’t really allowed to Medical during your mission.
It is a way to proselytize and to further colonization for the Mormon church.
So anyone with a chronic illness that the church knows about cannot go because it’s a liability to have someone basically go a year and a half if you’re a woman or two years if you’re a man medical care if they have a chronic condition.
Also, most migraines are for an unknown reason that’s pretty common. Migraines actually often have a genetic component, but not one you can detect easily and that wasn’t even known until more recently. So when Jody was 21, which is how old I believe she had to be at that time to go on a mission, most things would have been we don’t know why you’re having migraines. That would be a very normal answer and the reason she would be going to these other doctors is because she doesn’t like that answer and wants to go on the mission because that’s what makes her more holy and what she’s supposed to do in the eyes of the church. She likely also went to a therapist or counselor that was recommended by the church and we know that those counselors are pretty piss poor since Jodi herself was actively abusing children while she was recommended by the church and that was in much later years, so the checks and balances before then likely we’re even less.
Imagine taking advice from a lady who has a failed marriage with a daughter who wants absolutely nothing to do with her !
Jessie said Alex can’t talk to her mom because if she tells her the sky is orange even if she knows it’s blue she will believe her !
I think Jodi’s resentment and hatred towards children and marriage comes from her failure of both !
I also believe Jessie said it took years for her divorce to be finalized because she wanted to put her x husband through hell !
I was under the impression that Jodi and Brent had two sons and that one of them is anonymous. Her son Addison uses Jodi's last name, Hildebrandt, instead of his father's last name, Pugh. I thought he was her nephew at first. I had read somewhere that Jodi's husband got custody of their kids when they were very young. There is so much misinformation, it's hard to sort through. Wikipedia says Jodi and Brent were married 1999-2012, but other sources say 1993-1999. I didn't realize Jodi published a book with biographical information. Was her daughter born in 1994? Addison was born in either 1996 or 1997.
Jodi is a mommie dearest
who published that book thats what i want to know
Adam Paul Steed's story on Hidden True Crime podcast (still)
I think she didn’t have custody of her own children
Interesting hope she didn’t!
I think it was more about her making herself the victim. Poor pitiful me I am having such bad migraines that I can't go on my mission. I bet she didn't want to go on any mission but she wanted to be perceived as a martyr who had to give up her life long dream to go on her mission. Victimhood mentality is what I read into that. In my opinion she seems like someone who learned from a young age to be manipulative in order to get her way and to get the attention she wanted.
Only mentions smart incident is to gain more reads
A mission is very different than a camp. They go on a 2 year 'mission' assigned w 1 other child on mission(different than a mission trip that's usually 10-14 days and a whole group) to introduce the Mormon religion to ppl all around the world (depending on where their mission is...)
thanks for the clarification!
@@corgisaan I watch real housewives of salt lake 😜 (aaaaand I was born in Utah but I'm. Ot mormon)
Men go for two years; women go for a year and a half. Men are eligible at age 18; women are eligible at age 19 (although when Jodi would have gone, women went at age 21).