I have Cancer Part. 1... I Was Diagnosed With Stage 4 Metastatic Lung Cancer Due To A Cell Mutation
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- čas přidán 16. 11. 2021
- I was recently diagnosed with Stage 4 Non Small Cell Metastasizing Lung Cancer. I wasn't sure if I was going to post anything about it at all or keep it private between me and family, but I decided that maybe posting what I go thru and doing updates in real time could have some kind of positive come from it. It has been a lot to take in and everything has been happening so fast, its been a lot to try to process, but, I will trying to post more informative updates as well as updates after treatments. For now tho, this is where it starts...
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Listen to me. When the treatment successes start rolling in you will experience a joy like you've never felt before. And they will. And you'll understand the deepest meaning of gratitude. Barrel forward. Realize the immense strength that you have, and feel a huge amount of pride for the person you discover yourself to be.
Thank you, I really needed to hear that
An Amazing positive comment . .
So true Mark. This young man is scared & that advice was spot on for him and everyone that may be facing a life changing moment. GOD bless you for that.
I feel a strength from you. You are so strong and caring, the fact your sharing your journey to educate others is amazing. God has got you. You are not alone. God only gives you what you can handle and your angels are working with you. Thank you for sharing your journey and we will be here to support and listen. May god bless and walk with you.
Amen🙏🏽
I can’t even begin to imagine how you’re feel. A friend of mine was diagnosed with cancer and was given 5% survival rate, 10 years on she’s cancer free!! You can do this!
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there??
Love this ❤️
Rare sarcoma (chondrosarcoma) patient here… THINGS. WILL. GET. BETTER. The beginning of a cancer journey is the worst part, IMHO. Once the initial shock starts to wear off and once you’re rolling right along with treatment you’re going to realize just how treatable this beast is and how you can actually carve out a wonderful life while fighting cancer on the side. You’ll be surprised how fast chemo demolishes those tumors. Just watch… watching those disappear will only fortify your strength and make you excited for life again. Chin up. Shoulders back. You really CAN DO THIS. And don’t forget… there are a ton of people fighting the beast right along side you… like myself. We are literally in the fight with you and we need to stick together. I promise you can do this. And I promise things will get better. ❤️
I dont know how I happened upon your channel, but I did. I am an oncology social worker and I am sitting here marveling at your bravery and saying this all out loud. . Thank you for your sharing and honesty. I agree wholeheartedly with the others who have commented it's hard to do this alone. Reach out for the support you need, talk even if its hard to know what to say or how to say it. Be gentle on yourself, ask for what you need, hard to do, but the rewards are great. You will be in my thoughts and prayers, sending you strength and love.
Thoughts and Prayers from Indiana
I rarely ever comment but from the bottom of my heart I am praying for you and so is everyone who is with you on this journey. Sending love from London
Sending out much love to the universe to you. My sister went through stage 4 lung cancer which matastized to her brain 5 years ago and has not had the cancer return, this is very survivable . Blessed be
I feel you. I had Stage III Adenocarcinoma (a non-small cell carcinoma) of the lung. Scared me to death. Chemo was not bad at all. Radiation made my esophagus sore like a killer sore throat. I wish you the best. It's so scary. Mine felt like an alien in my chest. So much pressure. I was the most chicken-sh$t person on the planet and still pushed forward. You can do this!!!! I cried all the time. It's ok to cry. Honest!
I’m a breast cancer survivor. I’m 3 years out. I’m praying for you. You are going to be a survivor too. You have youth on your side and there are so much more advancements in cancer treatments than even 5 years ago. You will beat this. ❤️
My husband has just been diagnosed with stage 4 kidney cancer. Take it one day at a time you got this.
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there👋👋👋
I am a two time cancer survivor and took care of my husband during his small cell cancer battle. Be strong, stay positive and fight like hell! Hugs.
Hi! We are in the same camp here. Diagnosed in dec 2019 with stage 4 nsclc metastasis to lymph nodes and chest. Kicking butt!! We got this! Thanks for sharing your story Grateful you have an incredible medical team. It is truly overwhelming and unreal. I hope you talk more, it will help you process and help your viewers too. Thank you! Sending peace.
Wish you good luck
I am an introvert and I find it so hard to share almost anything that is personal, especially around my health or that of my closest family members. You are so gracious to share something that is as difficult to process as a Stage 4 cancer diagnosis. With much gratitude -- Christopher, from Ottawa, Canada.
Cancer sucks. It can be silent for a long time. This happened to me until I started experiencing pain and found out that I have stage 4 neuroendocrine cancer. I’m young too. So sorry you are dealing with this. I hope there are treatments that can work. Many people can “live” with cancer although it is no easy task . I hope the best outcome for you. Just subscribed.
My younger brother was diagnosed with liver cancer and had a tumor he was also stage 4 then we got told he had non Hodgkin thankfully he is now been cancer free the last 2 years ,the meds they have now is amazing for cancer treatment another friend just went through treatment didn't lose her hair or nothing,her,s in her bowel the meds are amazing now ,keep faith you have younger age on your side which helps sending you peace and healing and positive vibes 🙌
Best of health to you as well mate
Prayers for you too on your treatment and hoping for healing. My children’s father was diagnosed with neuroendocrine pancreatic cancer in 2016, also stage 4. They say it’s the zebra 🦓 of the cancer world but seems it’s becoming more common. There is a great guy to check out - his name is Ronny Allen. He’s really got some good info regarding that type of cancer - he’s had it for several years now.
@@crittermetimbers yes the mascot for net cancer is the zebra since it is considered a rare cancer. Thanks for sharing. I have heard of Ronny Allen. I will check him out . Thank you and I hope that your children’s father is doing okay as can be. I also have pancreatic neuroendocrine cancer. It has been really painful but pain meds help and I’m starting a new treatment soon . I hope that it works for me. Be well.
@@orlalolo4585 thank god that your younger brother is doing well. Thank you for healing vibes and I also send them to all people dealing with cancer. It is a horrible disease.
now is the time that you feel like you have been hit by a train, literally. I have been where you are 2x. i was stage 3b malignant melanoma, then breast cancer, both had lymph node involvement. I tell you once you get in the solution, there will e some mental relief. You will help others by telling your story. God is with us in our darkest times. Talking about it does help....may God bless you and guide your decisions. i kept a journal and it helped me get my thoughts and mind wrapped around this life changing event. My boys were young and i just wanted to be a mother. Hang in there the best you can. 20 yrs later i am still here....still taking a chemo pill. I was blessed with a wnderful surgeon as well. I will be keeping up with your journey.
I know you are scared. But you are doing so great! You are doing everything you should and moving in the right direction! Love you and my prayer group are praying you through this! We will follow you every step! Big hug 🤗
Thank you so much, and thank the prayer group for me, I really appreciate it
I HAVE SO MUCH ADMIRATION FOR YOU FOR HAVING THE COURAGE TO MAKE THIS VIDEO. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
You beautiful human being. My mum went through this, no symptoms then bang, advanced lung cancer. A non smoker. She had the fractured spine too. The treatment has come so far since she had her illness so keep fighting, God is capable of anything.
Keep sharing as it helps to talk about this. I was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer in 2019. It's so hard to do this alone. Hopefully, your family is supporting you. Stay strong and never give up. I know easier said than done but it is a must. Prayers your way.
I hope you aren't alone Patsy! If you are, you can always reach out to me or others online. 🌹 I've been alone since my accident dealing with many broken bones, skull fractures and traumatic brain injury. Socially I died 11 years ago and if not for my children, would be utterly alone. So....I've got time, lol👍
Thank you for reaching out, I def do feel like making the videos and sharing some pictures and other stuff on my insta is doing good for me just to have an outlet to talk it out and share it, and I hope seeing it is helping someone else in some way. if you don't mind me asking, have you been continuing the same treatment since you were diagnosed? I totally understand if you don't want to talk about it, its a personal topic
Well you just landed on my prayer list. I just happened on your post. Must be a divine appt. Happy to meet you and honored to pray for such a strong and brave young man. One day or one moment at a time.
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there??
Big hugs to you. Stage 4 Breast Cancer myself and I want you to know, there have been amazing advances in treating stage 4 mets. People are now living relatively normal lives with cancers for longer now. You got this x
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there??
i am so glad you have ur parents, kids, wife, sister around to support you. 🙏🏼
I’m so sorry you are going through this . I just want you to know , a stranger out in this big world is thinking about you , is praying for you , and hoping for the best . And not just me a lot of others too . We are rooting for you ❤️you seem like a very soft hearted man . I hope you have a loved one with you to help you through , physical touch from someone is so important I think through time like this . Sending love to you !
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there?
Hi honey. I'm Roberta, not Robert. I'm old enough to be your mom, and I have a lot of medical experience. I live in Durham and I am available to you at anytime. You are in the best geographical area for treatment. But you know that, right? You took a giant step forward in sharing your DX. Talk about it all- its great therapy. Do not bottle up your feelings, honey. I'm gonna keep tabs on you, OK? Alright, love you, talk to you soon!
My brother is in North Carolina going through this all alone. Don't give up hope, I'm sorry your going through this.
I'm Praying hard for you, so happy you have wonderful fam. And a dog to get you thru, i love my dog to like an child ,i get that.
God Bless you and yours Sir.
Sending love and healing prayers. My sister died of metastatic colon cancer that spread to her liver. I hate cancer. I hope you can find some comfort during this trying time and cast your burdens to our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Thank you for sharing. God Bless you and your family.
Eastern NC here & your video popped up. Have already said a prayer for you. Along with loved ones, God is also in your corner if you ask Him.
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there?
Sweetheart...This is not our home. We r all just passing through. God has a time and a purpose for all of the difficult things we need to endure. Trust in HIM, and never b afraid!
Sending you a giant hug. You got this. Prayers. Take it one day at a time, nourish your body, journal and take 5 minutes everyday to meditate on 3 things you are grateful for.
I heard someone with cancer got healed by Torben Sondergaard prayed for her stage 4 brain cancer. I am glad you have such a good wife and people around you. Eat healthy and keep up that fighting spirit. Peace and love and may God be with you❤
I just stumbled across your video. I am so glad that I did. Please know you are not alone. I don’t know what you are going through and I can’t imagine how scary and painful this journey must be. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Sending you a big hug and lots of good vibes.
Thank you for sharing. The first positive thing that will come from you sharing your journey will be that anyone who has pain in their body go to the doctor. We all know our own bodies and we know if something isn’t right. I do have experience with cancer and it sounds like you are getting the very best care and you have wonderful Docters. Treatments are amazing these days and your positivity will help you. I have some other peoples journals that I also follow and if you would like some links to some really positive amazing people please let me know. Sending prayers.xxx
I very rarely comment but you got this! Your young, your strong and you WILL get through this. Thankyou for opening up and sharing your story. I send my prayers your way, take care!
Awe and don’t you dare feel guilty about your friends and family helping you they want to that’s what friends and family are for
That’s what we do when we love our friends and family
And thankfully you have your dog they are the best therapy 😘❤️🐕
Keep on sharing your journey, the more you let out the better, take this one day at at time. My sister was in your shoes 10 years ago and she got though it by handing it all over to the people who are going to treat this and get you better. Your gratitude and grace, along with all the support is the best place to begin this process. Stay
positive and share as much as feel you want to.
I'm in for all you want to share. Holding you in my prayers.
I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. You fight hard. I believe you have got this. 🙏🏻❤️
All the best to you, bud! You’re young and strong!
I wish you nothing but the best. i’m so sorry this happened to you! thankfully they’ve found it, and you’re now getting treatment! I have a good feeling about your prognosis! Hang in there, we’re here for ya!💖💖💖
So grateful you have support for you and your dog💗💗💗 prayers of love and strength 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽
I'm in Raleigh and I agree with you. I'm praying for you! God Bless! ❤🙏🏾
All the best, it's so good you have amazing people around you, that in itself is a huge blessing at a time like this when you need support.
Oh man so scary what you're dealing with. So glad you're going to get treatment. Glad the back surgery is behind you. Stay strong
So Sad it happens to you... U will get through this ! Your journey has just begun ! Cheers !
You have so much courage mate. Stay strong and look after yourself. You life has been turned on it’s head instantly. Focus on what’s important now. Love from Australia.
Appreciate you sharing your story, sending you positive thoughts ❤️
I agree that talking about this is good for your mind , body , and soul . You can not hold things in when it weighs you down like this . I hope for the best outcome and hope you keep talking about this , it really will help you get stronger . I can sense moments of strength as you were telling this , so it is helping you , keep up the good work .
This is so moving and immensely sad and I am so sorry you are going through this. You come across as such a lovely man and it is so brilliant and brave to share your story, which will help so many other people. It is so important to know that others are going through the same thing. I am desperately hoping this has a happy outcome. You seem so strong and I wish you lots of love from London xx
I can only imagine the fear that you’re experiencing. I’m so very sorry this is happening to you. I just want you to know that you are loved and thought of.. I’m so thankful that you have support around you.. that is so important. You are so much stronger than you will ever think you are. Try to take this one day at a time.. try not to let it overwhelm you. Lean when you need to lean.. cry when you need to cry. But please hang in there, and keep fighting. ♥️ Sending love, support, and endless prayers. Xxoo
Bless you, sending lots of positive vibes. Best of luck with your treatment plan.
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I want you to know I am so incredibly sorry that you have found out you have cancer. I’m praying for you to have the best doctors that can treat you and help you get through this.🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️
Thank you is an understatement for sharing your journey with us 🙏🏾 . You are inspiring others , that’s very brave You letting them know they’re not alone. You will be in my prayers. This journey will be behind you , and this will be your testimony for sure . ❤️ 🙏🏾
I am so sorry. You brought tears to my eyes. Sending out positive thoughts to the universe for you. Thank you for willingly sharing your vulnerability with us. I am a nurse and I watch these videos to keep life in perspective. I will be following your journey with you. You can do this. We've got your back!
Sweetheart I wish I could give you the biggest hug. It's great you have such a supportive loving family. My beautiful son Joshua was diagnosed with cancer a week before his 20 birthday. After 5 years he was in remission. He suffered from sever depression and anxiety PTSD afterwards the cancer diagnosis. I lost my beautiful son Joshua 2 years and 2 months. I truly tired everything to save him,to get him to choose life. I became mentally unwell myself the last year of his life trying to save him. You have truly inspired me to get out of bed because of the horrific grief I feel to get myself healthy again and try to help other young people going thou mental illness. I couldn't save my beautiful son Joshua but hopefully in the future I can get stronger to help just one young person. Try to positive you can beat this insidious illness sweetheart but always let your feelings out. The strongest thing you can do is ask for help and cry. I truly appreciate your honesty about what's going on in your life. Always ask for a second OPINION with another doctor. Their not gods!!! they get it wrong at times. You know your body.
Joshua's doctor said it was a cyst. I ask 3 times for him to get Joshua a ultrasound that day. He didn't want to do this for fuck sake. Ask, question if you feel you don't agree with your doctor. That day I got Joshua in to get the ultrasound he needed.I took the ultrasound of them and went to the local hospital. He had a cancer of his testical.
Know you're helping other people going thou this insidious illness. Much love and light sweetheart and thankyou for getting me out of bed grieving my son and just wishing to go to him. One step at a time. Wishing you nothing but good health and try to de-stress anyway you can. Look into Tapping and meditation please to release the stress a bit.
May you find the strength to carry on. I wish you well in life. May your pain and suffering ease. 🙏🙏🙏
I am sorry you are going through this. I can tell you are a fighter. God bless you and heal you. Sending prayers.
Just found your channel so I wanted to watch your story from the beginning. Thank you so much for sharing and being so vulnerable and open with us. You’ve got one more internet stranger holding your hand through this! Hang tough ❤️
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there??
Thanks for sharing such a hard topic. You are young, you will beat this! So many new advances in Medicine. YOU are your best advocate when you know something doesn't seem right with your own body. Go with your gut feelings and stay strong. Giving you prayers and only the best for you.
This just randomly came thru my feed. I’m sorry for what you are going thru, and will be thinking of you as you go thru this difficult journey. I am a long term chronic pain patient, from 4 failed spinal surgeries. I hope they are treating your pain adequately. I’ve heard, and talked to many people….some that have had cancer/brain surgery, and have not been given any pain relief after. There are Don’t Punish Pain groups in every state, and a National group also. Reach out to them if you need someone to advocate for you.
Please, take care. 💕
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe?
Positive vibes and prayers sent your way 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
You got this. I know it is a lot to process. You are in a good place with great Drs and great facilities. 🙏🙏
I am sending positive energy your way! I am so sorry that you are going through this, but super-glad that your parents and dog are able to be by your side.
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe??
Have faith don’t let it break you❣️God is working for you right now!Their is a lot of technology today trust me🙏🏻🦋🙌🏻Stay strong and give all to god🙏🏻🦋🙌🏻I’m praying for you 🙏🏻🙌🏻
I am so sorry to hear this 😭 So scary,you are very brave! You are doing great!Thank you for thinking of our (your viewers)health too ❤ So take care,I thank God that you have a such a good support system! Love and prayers are sent ❤ We're with you in spirit ❤ Bye for now ❤
Stay strong and find a purpose to keep going. You can get through this. Don't let fear rule your world. You are a blessed human with love coming to you from the world over.
watching this I wish I could have reached out to give you a big hug. What a brave man you are, I pray you have the best medical help and support around you. God bless
Sorry to hear that you are going through this. You can do this. God is walking with you and will never leave nor forsake you. Sending prayers
It sounds as if you have a great support network around you, that will make a huge difference. It’s a shock when a diagnosis like this comes out of the blue, talking about it and sharing your feelings are good ways to help you come to terms with it and deal with it. Dig deep, fight hard. Good luck.
Sending positive healing energy. Would love to hear about you, where you live, how old you are, what you love to do. Keep moving forward!
This is raw, you're courageous, inspiring and will give so many people going through any type of life threatening, a place to come and realize that "here's someone who knows exactly what I'm going through". Family and friends were/are a comfort but have no idea about how we feel. Thank you for this and oh yeah, dying isn't an option.
Bless your heart. So sorry you are having to go through this. Sending prayers your way my friend. Stay strong!
Im so sorry brother I am praying for you, please stay strong and have faith. I understand it’s not easy. God bless 🙏🏼
I'm so very sorry you are going through this. You're in my thoughts.. 💓🙏
wow thank you for sharing your story ❤️❤️ truly wishing you the best!
Your a very strong person, keep fighting, I understand what your going thru, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there?
Came across your video and I wanna tell you that your story really moved me. You are strong and brave, I'll be praying for you.. Sending you positive vibes and lots of love 🙏
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there??
You have incredible strength! God bless your family! Stay strong! I’m so sorry for what you are going through. I’m proud of you for sharing your story. So proud of you for fighting!!
Thank you for reaching out, I really appreciate it
Thank you for sharing your story. You are helping so many people. You are courageous and I am sending you strength through your journey.
Thank you
Thank you for sharing your story. I know it had to be difficult to share this information. Please know that I'm praying for you!
I don't know how I know but you're going to be fine. Don't ever despair. You're a miracle and life is miraculous
You got this! 💫🌟
Thank You
You got this, man. You will get through it
Thank you, I appreciate it.
Thank you for sharing this journey... know that we will be here with you.
Just found your channel. God Bless you on this journey. Sounds like you are in excellent hands.🙌🏻Stay strong💪🏻🙏🏼
I don't know you personally I'm so emotional and sad. I will keep you in my prayers
I'm so sorry you have to go through this and experience how devastating cancer can be. Life is hard and death is hard too. Everybody has to die one day and no one really talks about it. I was diagnosed with cancer 3 years ago. It ruined me totally. I'm not the person I used to be. I'm someone else, and I don't know who that is. I look into the mirror and what I can see is not me any more. It's a different, distorted body that is strange and at times even repulsive to me. That was the revelation to me that I'm not equal with my body. I'm not just a body, I'm something else too. If you've got the strength, please keep educating others. It's immensly helpful, as cancer is a tabu or at least in the media it is. Though it's one of the top leading causes of death.
My heart goes out to you!! My brother experienced the same thing. Stay strong!!!! It's not over till it's over. I'll be thinking about you.:-)
Hello how are you doing?
Hi. I'm a 20-year cancer survivor. This is so hard and such a heavy burden to carry yourself. It's wonderful that your parents are able to stay and help and that you can lean on them for support at this time. Making this video was so incredibly brave of you and will help a lot. My best wishes and hope for your recovery and strength. Try to take it day by day and in the meantime, eat and treat yourself well.
You will get there. Keep fighting for you and for us. We love you. I am sending you a lot of positive energy. Hugs and kisses from London. 😘❤️
Thank you so much!
I’m so sorry to hear of your diagnosis. Hearing the word cancer is so terrifying. I’m a three time cancer survivor. I know your afraid and you’re in information overload. That’s normal. Be positive . Talk to people. You’re a brave soul to open up and make you’re video. God bless you.
How are you doing hope you're safe over there?
Thank you for sharing. Wishing you the very best with your treatment 🙏
I’ll be praying for you. Your very brave. And you are helping others going through this. ❤️👍
praying for you man, stay strong
Wow! I am so sorry for your diagnosis. You are going through so much. The overwhelming love of your family will make you realize just how much they love you. Face each day, minute by minute if you have to. Rely on others and be grateful for all you do have right now. Keeping you in my prayers and following your journey. I am a cancer survivor and it is NOT fun. Dig in!!! You are not alone! 🙏🤗
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there👋👋👋👋👋
Video was very helpful and gave me a positive message. I can't completely articulate how but it definitely did. I can already see you coming out of this as a strong person. It was a similar type of video along with few more that inspired me to start meditating and reading about life development etc.
Thinking of you, sending hugs and good luck from Ireland ☘
Its very obvious you are a strong, intelligent, level-headed human being who can and will stay strong throughout this.
Be extremely kind to yourself, treat yourself well. Eat right,exercise when you can/when recommend and smile and laugh as much as possible.
Even on your most difficult days - find the funnies 😉 Thinking of you and supporting you from the background. Xx
Seeing you so emotional Is absolutely heartbreaking.You look so frightened and rightfully so. However, what I also see is a warrior! A man up for the fight ahead of him. Please don’t be afraid. You’re NOT alone, you are NEVER EVER ALONE. Sending you love and light, positivity and prayers. You’re an amazing human being who is stronger than you can even fathom! This is your fight to win and I believe in you! ❤️🙏
I'm proud of you for letting it all out .
iv had cancer twice.
the biggest prospective things is
the greatest news is they are confidant to treat you !
which is the best news ever ,!
because if they didnt think they could cure you .
they wouldnt be treating you .
please remember that ! you will make it . and all you have to do is believe that through all the treatment all the pain all the bad days .never stop believing . you will get through this !
i send you all my love . and lots. of strenght .
let's get through this you Just said you have a lot to live for .
you can do this !!
xxx
I can only send love and support from across the pond hopefully things will start to improve for you soon
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there??
We got this !!!!! You are healed already . Please stay strong ,I am praying for you until you recover totally my prayers will follow you .just have strong faith that you are cured . ❤️From India
THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR STORY. I KNOW THIS IS SUCH SAD NEWS. IM SO SO SORRY. I CANT IMAGINE WHAT YOUR FEELING THROUGH ALL THIS. WHY YOU!? WHY!? YESTERDAY I HAD A REALLY BAD SEIZURE, I HAVE TYPE 1 DIABETES AND I HAD A LOW BLOOD SUGAR I GUESS AND FORTUNATELY MY BOYFRIEND IS HERE TO CALL NINE-ONE-ONE IF HE WAS AT WORK I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE DIED. THEY COULDN'T FIND A VEIN SO THEY HAD TO PUT SOME TYPE OF SCREW LINE INTO MY KNEE WHICH REALLY HURT WHEN THEY PUT THAT IN MY KNEE IS STILL HURTING REALLY BAD TODAY AND WHEN THEY TOOK IT OUT IT REALLY HURT. I KNOW THAT MY STORY IS DIFFERENT THAN YOURS AND A LOT MORE PAINFUL. I'm sorry I guess I'm just letting you know that I'm with you and I wish I could give you a hug and I'm sorry and yeah you're not alone. We are all here for you and we'll listen.
I'm a new subscriber and I just wanted to say you're such a strong person for talking about this. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. 👍
Hello how are you doing hope you're safe over there👋👋👋