MY STORY - PARTIAL MOLAR PREGNANCY LOSS/MISCARRIAGE
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- čas přidán 11. 09. 2023
- Trigger warning In this video I discuss emotions of miscarriage, partial molar pregnancy complications, surgery & blood test phobias. So please avoid if you find any of the above subjects too painful or triggering.
In July we lost little one at 12 weeks due to having a partial molar pregnancy loss.
Probably the hardest video I’ve had to film, its very real and raw but it’s an important one. I wanted to speak out & tell my story so that hopefully it can give comfort to others to know they are not alone. Sending love & strength to anyone else going through this x
Charities for PHM/Miscarriage & mental health below:
www.sayinggoodbye.org/
www.tommys.org/
www.miscarriageassociation.or...
www.mind.org.uk/
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First of all Nina - I’m sending all my love and hugs to you and Lee. I too, tragically lost my first baby due to a partial molar pregnancy. We had a heartbeat up until our 15 week scan. That was 28 years ago. I had to have six months tests at Charring Cross hospital in London and fortunately I didn’t need chemotherapy. As soon as we were given the all clear, I fell pregnant again immediately and went on to have a healthy baby boy followed three years later by a healthy baby girl. The pain of that loss, however, will never, ever leave me. You will get through this and I genuinely believe you will go on to get the precious little baby you dream of. Sending much love and all the luck and best wishes in the world. Sue xxx
It continues to amaze me that there is no separate waiting room/ area for people that are going through issues with their pregnancy or pregnancy loss. The pain of sitting amongst people who are experiencing healthy pregnancies and the joys that brings is unbearable. I found it extremely upsetting.
I really feel for you Nina, thank you so much for sharing. Lots of love. Xx
Never apologise for crying and showing how you feel. I'm so sorry this happened to you both. Lots of love and strength. X
I'm so sorry to hear about this Nina, my sincere condolences. And please don't ever apologise for crying. ❤
So sorry for your loss Nina. I am a medical student currently studying reproductive health. Today we leant about molar pregnancy, and after the lecture I have been consolidating my learning by watching informative videos. I came across this video - thank you for sharing your story. Just wanted to let you know that not only are you raising awareness, but you are helping future healthcare workers see the real stories behind the conditions, and helping us recognise the needs of our future patients. Wishing you all the best
Thank you for that story, you need to know that miscarriages happen in every 4th pregnancy and it is what it is. That horrible story you told, I am so sorry for you to go through this. Sending love, hugs, and remember after every storm the sun will shine
I'm so sorry for your loss. Sharing your story is never easy, but your reasons for doing so is amazing. Thank you for teaching me and being there for others.
I am truly so sorry this happened to you. Stay strong! Sending you strength, peace, and love❤️🙏🏼
I'm so sorry Nina. Thank you so much for your bravery in sharing your story, must've not been easy. Praying for you and your hubby.
Thank you Nina! We spoke about it on instagram and this supported me a lot in my grief, and I hope it was the same for you! I am glad to see you back on CZcams and thank you for doing this on behalf of us all❤
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Thank you for sharing. This video is going to shed some much needed light for women who have already and will go through what you have. I'll keep you and your husband in my prayers as you grieve and heal. ❤
Dear Nina and Lee, so sorry for your loss. So brave of you to share your story. Please look after yourself xx
I'm so sorry this happened... It can't be easy sharing this but I'm sure your story will reach others going through the same thing and bring them comfort and understanding! Thank you for all you do with your channel. Your styling videos are such a comfort to me and give me so much inspiration! Sending love and healing x
Ah so sorry to hear this Nina it is so heartbreaking but more common than most people know. I had 3 miscarriages and 3 DNCs and I so feel your pain. I thought I would never have any children but I had a girl and boy eventually and I am so grateful for them both. Don’t ever give up, fate has a way of working things out in the end. I remember after the first miscarriage all I saw was pregnant women it used to break my heart. Keep positive and I wish you all the very best. ❤
Dear Nina, I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story with us, you and your husband will be on my prayers.
Bless you both. What a journey. Well done for choosing to speak about your experiences, so brave of you.
You will get through this. Be gentle with yourselves. Much love to you both. xx
Sending love and prayers. I'm so sorry for you all and your loss. Don't ever feel you need to apologize for crying. You have been through a lot. ❤🙏🏾❤
I’m so sorry about your miscarriage. You’re so very brave to share your story!! I’m sure it will help and bring some sort of comfort to someone. Loads of love to you both ❤
I'm so sorry that this has happened to you and your partner. You're so brave to talk about it so openly and I'm sure it will help others who have been through a similar experience. Take care of yourselves xx
THANK YOU for sharing your story. you are strong you are amazing, I’m so sorry for your loss.
This will help and support so many more people going through similar no one should have to go through this.
Please don’t let this stop you from going on to try again.
I had a suspected molar pregnancy last year, had all the same thoughts and worries as you. The lab confirmed it wasn’t but I went on to fall pregnant and had a beautiful baby. So don’t let this stop you my love. Stay strong -xx
I'm so sorry for your loss and thank you so much for sharing your story!
So proud of you angel! And I know how difficult this must have been to make but the fact you've done it regardless in the hope of helping others is testament to what a good heart you have ❤
I am sorry for your loss Nina and grateful that you shared your story.
So sorry for what you and Lee have gone through. Thank you for your honesty. ❤
Oh, dear, Nina, my sincerest condolences for what you have been through. You are so brave to detail your journey on CZcams to help others who are experiencing the same kind of loss. My daughter just had an ectopic pregnancy so we do understand the disappointment and grief that comes along with this experience. I do hope you will be ok and I’m sending positive energy your way to help you heal. Hang in there and best wishes for your recovery.
So sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing such a personal and intimate experience. So sorry again for all you guys are going through. Take care of yourselves.
So sorry Nina, your loss is still very painful and raw for you both. I had two miscarriages but now have two beautiful boys, I will never forget the pain and tears I cried. Do not give up hope, I’m sure you will fulfil your dream in the near future. Be strong girl, but let yourself recover emotionally xxx
Thank you so much for sharing your story. I'm sorry you had to go thorugh this. I experienced a complete molar pregnancy and needed months of extensive chemotherapy at charing x in London and have finally finished and I'm ok and have the all clear from cancer. It is an awful thing for anyone to experience and I'm starting to process it all and acknowledge my grief after being on autopilot for so long and fighting cancer. I'm exhausted and wouldn't wish this on anyone. Hope you're doing ok and I'm grateful that you're sharing your experience on your platforms as it means awareness is being raised and I know it can't be easy. ❤
So sorry you went through this. So glad you gave Lee to support you. ❤
You’re so strong and brave. Always here for you ❤
Sending buckets of love to you both. You are exceedingly brave. Thank you for being beautifully honest, we care and wish you every happiness ahead!❤❤❤
I am so so sorry for your loss, Nina. You will feel better slowly, but surely Take good care of yourself. You are so fortunate to have Lee and loving family and friends to support you emotionally.
I was diagnosed with colon cancer five years ago. I found the very best doctor here in the US and I was surgically cured with removal of 18 inches of my large intestine. The word cancer is the scariest thing in the world, and my recovery was very rocky., However, I, too, did not require chemo which was a blessing. Obviously, I can not compare my situation with yours as the emotional loss for you is totally different and more intense. However, I learned through this whole ordeal that you are as strong and brave as you have to be. You will get through this as I have done and happiness will flow back to you in time. Be patient and kind to you yourself.
Much love coming to you and Lee❤️.
Sending love and thank you for your honesty. It will help many women and give them needed strength. We are happy that you are back ❤❤❤❤❤
bless you, I was tearing when I watched your video, I couldn't imagine that.
Thank you for sharing, sending love & strength to you and your husband ❤
I was thinking about you because I haven’t seen uploads lately. Big hug for you and Lee going thru this. I am sure life will get better and kids will come❤️
Thank you for sharing your story! I suffered from a partial molar in March last year and my doctors didn't check it until I was SEVERELY sick and was untreated in the emergency room! 6mo after I suffered another miscarriage. Hugs to you! We will get through this ❤
I am so very sorry for what you & your husband have been through!! Please know that this video was very helpful to me as a mom to my 26 yr old daughter who is going thru the loss of a partial molar pregnancy. Unfortunately her #’s did not trend downward & she had a repeat d & c & started chemo last week. We are taking one day at a time. Her husband has been by her side. But I can see that it has been hard on both of them. I have been cooking for them and leaving little treats to try to cheer her on every day after chemo (a little candle, a new soft blanket, etc.) My daughter has been brave but I know it has been hard. This was her 2nd miscarriage in 3 months.😢 But miraculously she was able to go to work today. She still has a very long road, but we are hopeful that when she completes treatment (around 4 more rounds of chemo) and waits the time set by the doctors, that she will be cleared to try again. I am sending you and Lee a big hug, from Ohio USA. Again, thank you for sharing your feelings & making the video. 💛
I'm glad i have come across your video as molar pregnancy is so rare it does help hearing other peoples stories. We can get through this 😊 xx
Thank you for sharing, so sorry for what you have been through ❤
Oh Nina, soooo sorry to hear this horrible news. I am speechless. Hope the Universe wraps a Light of Comfort and Healing around you and your partner and so you can heal speedily. Hold on My Dear ❤, you will overcome this and be blessed with the double of the Happiness. 😘 🤗 🙏
Hi Nina, I'm so sorry to hear this. My cousin had a molar pregnancy, once she got given the all clear from the potential cancer she got pregnant again and had a successful pregnancy. I have had 2 miscarriages and 2 successful pregnancies. The mental pain and trauma of the miscarriages will stay with me forever but I hope this gives you some hope. But I also heard that every baby can leave DNA in the mum's body, especially boys, their DNA can be left in the mum's brain for the rest of their life. I like to think about that, in terms of my two little boys and the two babies I lost ❤
So sorry about your loss it’s a upset that time for you ., but don’t give up together you will get through it together and come out stronger love and hugs to you both xx
Im soo sorry Nina for the loss, l just had a partial molar pregnancy last week. Its actually my 3rd miscarriage. Thank you for your video it just made my day. I dont feel lonely eey.
So sorry for your loss Nina
Thanks for sharing! All the best Nina❤
Oh Nina 💔. Sending so much love and support.
I'm so sorry for you, i also had an early miscarriage between my son and my daughter and even though i had already had a child i felt so sad .... but i hope for both of you that it will work out the next time. Don't give up hope !!!!
You are BRAVE! Thank you so much for sharing ❤️
So sorry for your loss❤
Lots of love for you from the other side of the world, Nina 🤍
I'm currently going though this and booked in for surgery in the morning and this has made me feel so much more at ease 💕
Sending much love and best wishes from a fellow Manc. Would have been interested in hearing the names of the hospitals. Hope you’re on the road to recovery now. Very much looking forward to your videos again. Xxx
Hi Nina so sorry for the loss of your baby and thanks for letting people know what was the cause
You have every right to get emotional it’s a very difficult and sad time for you and Lee to go through
Things will get better just give it time
Funny I was thinking I hadn’t seen you post any fashion videos for a while
I think you got married end of last year if that is correct?
Love your dog they do bring such joy and comfort and a dog always knows when your sad❤🐶
You grieve the dreams you had. And mostly you didn't even know that you had those hopes and dreams. I know how it feels. Sending lots of love.
Ohh girl I’m here with you!! I have also experienced all of this too!! Be encouraged!!
God has prepared you ❤He chose you to be a mother to your baby for the time in utero!! He created the life!! Your loss is His gain!! You were an amazing mother for the time the Lord chose it!! Now this baby is alive and growing in Heaven!! The Lord now has your child walking in His presence!! You will one day meet again!! Psalm 139 verse 13 -14 “ For you created my inmost being, you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made!! “ I clung to God’s word most when I went through this too!! He has you and loves you!! Seek Him girl for all comfort and peace ❤ your body can and will carry another baby!! Be encouraged ok!! You are an amazing mother now and to another baby soon!!! Thank you for being so real and transparent with us all!! We are all here with you!!
Hi Nina.. I am so sorry for you.3months before I had miscarriage for same reason partial molar pregnancy...thanks for sharing this Video ..praying for you ❤
Happy you are feeling better!!!
I'm so sorry, Nina. I recently went through a nasty divorce. I found meditation very helpful. I hope meditation could give you a lift too. Keep going on, love from China.
Im so sorry for what you have been through, no one should ever have to go through this. I went through a complete molar pregnancy in july of this year which resulted in two surgeries and unfortunatley it became cancerous. I am on my last week of chemo this week which is amazing but still find it hard to cope with the loss 😢
I had a complete molar pregnancy earlier in the year. Which means there is no baby and a higher risk of cancer. I started to miscarry on mothers day weekend, and my doctor left me like that for 2 weeks. You deal with all the emotions of thinking you're losing your baby, and then being told it was never there and you have a 1 in 20 chance of cancer. Ives been in blood test (first weekly then monthly) for the last 4 months, have 3 more blood tests before I get the all clear. Itself going through the loss, but with so much shame attached.
Hi,
Can you please let me know what was your bhcg level in the first draw post miscarriage?
@SomyaPrabhatmakeupstudio I think I was around 300. Mine drop really dramatically. I think having a d&c leant it's self to the dramatic drop but it doesn't really mean too much. There is some research that if your bloods drop to zero within the first 8 weeks you have an even lower risk of caner
@@cbpaddingtonbear2606 when was that first beta hcg done?
I’m so sorry for your loss. We lost our baby Autumn at 18 weeks to a cord death. She was doing great and we went for a scan and then we went for a scan three days later to find out the sex and she wasn’t moving. Then just like you we were told there was no heart beat. I was able to deliver her and see her. To this day we miss her. Again, I’m so sorry for your loss.
May God comfort you and Lee. I am so sorry.
I'm sorry. I hope you feel better soon.
Wish I had this a few years ago. Thank you for sharing ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you both so much love and strength!!
🤍You are not alone, Nina! Life can beat hard sometimes but you need the time to accept and heal ...Sure it's not gonna be easy but, I am sure you will find the strenght to move on your path. I wish you all the best and I thank you for being able to share this painful story! Full love to you
May God brings comfort to your heart 🙏
So sorry for your loss…
I’m so sorry ❤
Sorry for your loss
Love to you both❤
Thank you for the video. I had a miscarriage more than 3months ago and only recently got the letter saying they tested the tissue and turns out i had partial molar pregnancy. So scared to hear if there’s any bad cells left but fingers crossed. I wish I found out sooner :(
You have every right to cry. 😢😢. I know how it is. After a CMP. 💔💔💔
Thank you for sharing this
Im so so sorry!
Thank you! We are mirroring this story & we are unconfirmed molar at this point but have lost the baby.
Yes the quiet from the scanner
I am so sorry for you 😢
im also going through this it's so scary the possibility of cancer is nerve racking
I’m so sorry Nina
Hugs to you.
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Just found that i have a partial molar pregnancy, what all test i have to undergo. Will be very helpfull also after the D&C i have a very painfully stomach pain.
Hi.
Just wanted to know how’s it going?
There is a group called ' my molar pregnancy support group. Really helped me and you get to talk to other woman thst have gone through thr same, if you would like too
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You are the most amazing, kindest human Nina 🤍 I’m so proud of you for sharing your experience, as hard as it probably was for you, it’ll help so many people. Biggest hugs to you.
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