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My Goodbye to My Best Friend [ Rest in Peace Starlight ]
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- čas přidán 17. 11. 2013
- There is a difference between losing a horse, and losing your first horse. Losing your first horse is losing a connection that you will never have again. October 24.2013 is when my world began to crash down. I got a call that Starlight might be choking. Once the vet got there we discovered that she already had aspiration pneumonia. We tried sulfa tablets but soon discovered that they were not working so we tried 3 of the strongest antibiotics she could have been on. I soon began to pretty much live at the barn since one of them had to be given 3x a day. The first few days were a complete turn around, but then once I thought we were in the clear she took a turn for the worst. She started going downhill and fast so I made the decision to bring her to U of I. Once there the prognosis was not good, her lungs were pretty much filled with fluid and the doctor said that she was unsure if the treatment she needed would work for her. It was at that point I made the heartbreaking decision to put down my best friend, it was at that moment that I realized I would never see my best friend healthy, ever again.I cried and cried, and cried some more just hugging, kissing and holding her head. I looked into her eyes and she knew, she knew what was about to happen, but also, I could see that she was saying thank you and that she was ready. After her necropsy, it was discovered that she had a ruptured abscess in her chest and there was nothing else I could have done for her. Some people will say oh she was old, you gave her a good life blah blah blah but Starlight wasn't just some old horse to me. I was a very chubby, troubled little kid, I always felt alone, attempted suicide 3x, barely spoke a word to anyone, I just hated the world. All that changed when I met Starlight. I finally had someone to trust, someone to talk to and someone that wouldn't judge me. She was my savior, if it wasn't for her I most likely would not be here today. She gave me my confidence through the roof, I would have never had the guts to continue working with Comet if it wasn't for her. I still remember a little promise I made to her 5 years ago "if it ever comes down to it, no matter how good Comet gets, I will never ever sell you, I will give him up first." While I am glad I never got to that point, I still would have held up to that promise. Star wasn't just something to ride for me, she was just my best friend plain and simple. She somehow just always knew when I needed to cry, when I needed a hug, a good ride, she just knew. I will NEVER have a connection with any other horse like the one I had with her, never. She was my heart horse, my best friend, she was the most important thing in my life for 8 years. Everything I do from now on, I'm doing for her, I owe her that much. Rest in peace baby girl, I will always love you, May 22, 1987 - November, 12. 2013.
I do not own the background audio, only my voice obviously.
I never thought I could cry so much at a video :'( R.I.P Starlight, I know this comment is late but im so so sorry for your loss
Thank you very much.
harper I lost my best dog this week & my heart is broken into small pieces,I loved him so much
Soo hard not too cry. Lost my boy 2 weeks ago 😭
+Amber Smits I'm very sorry for your loss.
Sept 17 2015 I lost mine
Lori Gaynor i lost my best friend in horse and in dog form both almost at yhe same day
Amber Smits im so sorry 4 ur lost, all of u people who lost a pet or someone/somebody
Amber Smits sorry you must be sad
For anyone that comments, I'm so thankful for you all. This will be the 7th year that shes been gone and it still hurts. I dont get on here much and it's hard for me to see the comments because I still cry watching this video. Please know the pain of losing a beloved horse is one that is felt by everyone in the horse community. I'm grateful for each and every one of you that come on here to bring comfort to I or share your story ❤
Thank you so much to anyone who watches and/or comments on this video, It's been 4 months since I lost her and not a day goes by that I don't think of her without breaking into tears. I miss her more than words can describe and she will always be the best friend I've ever had.
Watching videos like this make me realise that one day, I will have to say goodbye to my baby girl and I cry even more :'( I'm so very sorry for your loss. I rode a horse last year and he was very close to my heart. My world shattered when he had to be put down because of colic complications. I'm so very sorry, she was so beautiful
Thank you so much.
You're very welcome, very sorry, only just seen your reply. I hope you're okay
I completely understand. I lost my pony 2 years ago now and I can't think let alone see a picture of her without welling up, I had her for 11 years
I'm so sorry, that must have been so incredibly hard
I'M crying so hard... I'm so very sorry
Thank you very much.
Of course :)
I'm so sorry. that you lost your best friend. that happened to me too.
I'm sorry
I started to cry! 😢😢
can't stop watching this because this is exactly how I feel!!
this actually made me cry ;0;
im so sorry, i have no words..
this is beautiful and you are so lucky to have shared such an amazing friendship.
R.I.P Starlight, have fun chancing stars❤️
+Liv Lioncake Thank you so much.
RIP starlight i am crying while watching this
This is what I'm always saying to him I miss my jumping pony
Sorry I have not been on in a while but as always thank you everyone for your kind words. I have read every comment on here and each one means so much to me. Thank you so much.
Lori im so sorry about your horse but she will rest in peace and once life ends you will see starlight again
+Tanya churchfield Thank you very much, I'm very sorry for all of your losses as well.
+eglish equine Thank you so much.
I lost my horse but he came to me in my dreems he spoke to me he sed " the wons you loos thay wach over us wach you grow liv your life never giv up"
Lori Gaynor I know what it's like I started to cry at school when I lost my horse my best friend was the only one to understand how I much my horse meant to me my horse was named Madi but we all called her peppy now all my password have her name in them she was to have a foal but the foal died the next day i was out of school for 2 weeks and then I started to cry in class everybody asked what was wrong with me and I said I lost my horse they all said so what get over it I told the teacher she said that the others probably don't know what it's like to lose your best friend she always listened to me she only came to me she was a once in a life time horse she took care of me if another hose tried to hurt me she kicked them now I have a white spakeled with roan in him too horse he just doesn't compare to peppy
Rest in pease starlight💕💕🐴🐎
Sorry for your lost at least she's in a better place she will always be in your heart
I can't stop crying, this video is making me think of what I'm gonna do when my horse is gone. Rest in peace starlight!
That was a beautiful tribute to your gorgeous girl.
Thank you very much.
At least you had your best friend for 8y ears. I only had mine for 8 months.
she is wating for you and waching over you all the time
wauw your story and voice make me cry❤
I know this is years later, but just wanted to let you know that your homage to Starlight is so beautiful, and heart felt.
Starlight's spirit will always be with you...RIP Starlight.
I'm crying so hard I never knew how much I love horses
Rest in peace Starlight❤️ I know you had a good owner⭐️
I'm so sorry for your loss. I never thought I would have to go through this pain but right now I am. A few days ago the horse I had been riding and training since March had had a seizure. I know that my few months with chance is nothing compared to your 8 years but it still hurts so darn much. I've been crying myself to sleep at night because soon I'm gonna have to say goodbye to the dork I've poured my heart and soul into.
Thank you, I'm very sorry for what you are going through as well. It's a terrible feeling, but there will be light at the end of the tunnel, you just have to keep yourself busy and with time, it will get better, not easier, but better because they will help guide you through the dark tunnel.
I never know why god gives us a gift and a amazing friend and then when you let your guard down he just yanks it away R.I.P irenedynamoqueen reenie
I cried during this its beautiful... im sorry for your loss
Thank you very much.
You are the first person that has made me cry from a R.I.P video. I don't know what I am going to do why it's my turn with my baby. I hope that in heaven he will meet you at the gate. God be with you~Sophie
Thank you so much. It is definitely the hardest thing we have to go through. But when your time comes, find comfort in knowing you gave them the best you could in their final years.
I lost my horse for 8 months ago and I still cry myself to sleep. But now when I look back on all of our memories I smile instead of cry. Stay Strong!
Thank you very much.
This was an awsome memorial to a dear horse. It's been a while now, but, I lost my horse Buster to a 3 year battle with severe founder a month after your loss. I had him for 19 years and felt that the world had come to an end. Fortunately, I found another companion to help fill the void. He is not my old friend, but is a comfort to my soul to care for and love. God bless these creatures for being.
My First Pony was called Starlight.
I Love the night time because then i can look up to the sky and see the stars.
Stars will forever be our connection, so at night i know my starlight is looking down.
This made me cry. I will feel this way when my dog passes away..
This breaks me.. I cried so hard watching this, its beautiful ❤
I just can't stop cry. ;___: It's so hard to lost bestfriend and know that you never see him / her never again. I feel so sorry for you.
Thank you, it has has definitely been the hardest experience of my life so far. I think of her every day and it still hurts, but my other horse keeps me going.
For some reason it wouldn't let me reply directly, but thank you so much Corrin and Rebii.
You made me get teary. My horse passed about a year ago but I still would bring him back if I had one wish. You are an amazing person, and I'm so happy you made this video and got through this horrible time.
I cried already from your voice. I love the horse and knows how it must have hurt :(
This video is so woderful. I'm in pain to hear your voice shattering, started crying. But I really thank you for sharing.
I am so sorry for your loss. I just lost my best friend, my pet parrot Pilaf, who was my best friend for 18 years. I know exactly how you feel. All those questions. My Pilaf was for many years my only friend. He was there when I had nobody else and when I was bullied by so many people. I'm autistic and Pilaf helped me so much with all the challenges I face. I can't wrap my head around that he's not there anymore. Your video was so recognizable to me.
Every time I watch this I cry
Beautiful Video. I lost my pony of a lifetime, my best friend (at times only friend) In 2010 after an 8 month battle with a very rare illness. I still cry for her now 4 years later. Not a day goes by when I don't think about her. I say goodnight to her every night before I fall asleep.
You will never forget Starlight. I wish I could say the pain will stop but it doesn't it just gets easyer to bare with time.
Easyer said than done I know but try to remember all the good times, all the happy times that is how she would want to be remembered.
Big ((((((((hugs)))))))))) to you.
RIP Starlight, beautiful girl, run free and out of pain. xxx
Thank you so much. I say goodnight every night to her too (also have a stuffed horse that looks like her that I sleep with) so you are not alone on that. So sorry for your loss as well, it's the worst feeling any equestrian can imagine.
So beautyfull how you can say this i cry😭❤️
wow, this made me cry... its so sad to lose your best friend...
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After two years, i still can cry when i see this video
+Ella Wolfcake Me too, I still think of her every minute of every day. :'(
I'm so sorry for your loss. I just lost my mare yesterday, and she was my everything. I hope you find peace in your memories.
I know that feeling. I lost my best friend because of cancer and i cry over her every night. 💔😭
this video... made me cry.. you really loved that horse.. ❤
it's a beautiful video but now i'm crying..
lost mi best friend in 2006 and will never forget this horror evening, when i came to my horse.. she was lying.. an cold..
i loved her so much, and couldn't say goodbye.. that was the moment when my heart was broken.
it takes a lifetime to ease the pain..
and i wish you to best do stay strong..
I cried ! I’m so sorry that you lost your gorgeous horse! But you made the right choice. R.I.P ❤️❤️❤️😣
i am crying of sadness
this made me cry, she's beautiful ❤️
I'm so sorry for what happened and I no its hard to say goodbye to a friend you've known for years but at leat you done what was best for your horse and I bet your horse would be thanking you for what you done for her
+Ellie M Thank you very much.
I just can't stop cry, this is the worst thing that could happen ..
Same I have never cryed for a video but that all changed after I wacth it. Im so sorry for your loss
I know exactly how you fill my horse my best friend died October 16,2014 and I had had for ten long years she died a week before my birthday when I watched your video I stared to cry cause that is exactly how I fill to lose the the best thing that has ever happens to you
I cried😭 im soo sorry for your loss😭
This is the most beautiful video I ever seen! I cant stop the tears, Im feel so sorry for you. I lost my first pony after 3years, so I cant even imagine how hard it is after 7years! Take good care of the good memories and let the memories live on
Thank you so much, losing a horse is the worst part of being an equestrian. I'm sorry for your loss as well. :(
I watched this. And I can't stop my tears from running down my cheek. I'm so sorry for your loss and I am feeling with you as I recently lost my best friend, too. so this really touched my heart. But now there are more angels looking out for us from up above.
rest in peace
RIP Starlight 💔
i'm cried
this movie is so beautiful
i hope that 1 day you will see her again
she's thinking about you and miss you to !
she wil always loved you !
Thank you very much.
I feel so bad r i p well done it was so hard not to cry I cryed about 1000000 times 💜❤️💛💔😘😍
beautiful story it made me cry
Owe my gosh, this video is so beautiful. I am SO sorry for your loss, she looks like an incredible horse that saved you from so much. R.I.P forever and always x
Thank you so much, she was definitely the best first horse I could have ever asked for and will always hold a special place in my heart.
OMG, im in floods of tears right now, I'm so sorry for your loss, MAY STARLIGHT REST IN PEACE
Thank you very much.
I can't watch this Video without crying 😭😭 you are such a strong Person for me and I wish you the best 💕
I just... I have no words ! Im crying so hard right now.. I just want to hug tou, and that horse, that horse looked amaizing
Thank you so much
I cant stop crying, this is so... -sigh- Stay strong, your horse loves you2
Thanks so much.
WOW i just crying all over the video :Dso wonderfull:D good luck for your way
Omg this made me cry and I will always cry when i watch this video 😭😭 rip such a wonderful horse
Oh my goodness...I am in tears...I feel your pain x
my eyes where watering 45second into the video. R.I.P, Starlight.
RIP beautyful pony. You will be mist...
evry time when i look at this video, i want to cry i'm so sorry you lost starlight
Thank you very much.
ive lost a horse i loved..he died and i cryed when i heard this it was in the morning so i didnt get to say goodbye i really miss him and im starting to cry now while writing this.. im sorry for your lose
omg this video is make my cry! i think it´s a wonderful memory! Losing the first horse is not easy... I´m sorry for you... RIP Starlight!
I feel your pain and u can't forgive yourself I had to this to my dog😭😭😭
+dog freak I'm sorry for your loss.
This made me cry :( It made me think of my horse :( She didn't die but someone else bought her and I miss her a lot :(
I just cant stop my tears. I lost my best friend, my first horse a month ago and we spent 15 years together and this video just exactly shows how I feel! I want to thank you for this beautiful post and i feel so sorry for you! Stay strong for her! ♥
Thank you very much. Very sorry for your loss as well.
This was so beautiful video ever I can't image how you felt I'm so sorry for your loss those words ment alother to starlight I'm sorry that you can't hug staillight and can't give her kisses she lovespecially you so much
Omg you must have been such a great horse owner.youre horse loves you.becuase you are upset that's proof that you're horse meant so much to you.i am so sorry about you're loss.keep the memories about you're horse and hold onto them forever.he knows that you loved him
Oh my god.. i am so so so sorry this is awful.
oh my god. I love this Video. i started to cry after the first second and can't stop. I'm so sorry about that what was happend.
I couldn't stop crying. I'm so sorry
+Robyn Hofmann Thank you very much.
I am so so sorry😭this made tears pour from my eyes😓you can hear the sadness and the love in your voice, I can't even describe how I would feel if this happened to Ricky, I've been with him 10 years now and I love him more than life itself and he's not even my horse😭
She is now in a good place not suffering and she will be waiting for you to join her she also thanks you for being a good friend to her and doing everything you could to save her
OMG I'm crying my eyes out such a touching story! I feel so sorry for you, but at least you know he is in a safe and painless place. Once again I'm sorry..xxx
+Moe Watling Thank you so much.
Omg this video has made me cry so much! Your are so brave, you are an inspiration to me after what you have been through...you are an amazing person I wouldn't have been able to cope😭 run.in.peace to your beautiful horse🙌 you have my respect, you done the right thing ❤️
Tears in my eyes while watching😳 I'm so sorry😪
+_equestrian_moments Thank you very much.
I lost my girl a few weeks ago.. thi smade me cry so much, to know how someone feels exactly how i feel. im so sorry for your loss it is so hard to loose them :'(
i just bawled my eyes out im so sorry
I started crying half way through it, I know it's really hard to lose your first horse, the horse you trust your life too. I had that horse my soul mate but the most worst thing about it is that I didn't get to say goodbye because she had a heart attack when I was riding her at pony club and she basically died instantly. I love your story it's really nice and sad, just remember that your horse will always be in your heart. R.I.P Starlight, R.I.P Abbey.
Oh my god the tears keep coming. This is so sad and I'm so sorry
Thank you very much.
I'm so sorry you lost starlight. I lost 3 horses too. I'll never forget my 3 babies. Your horse was pretty. Rest in pieces starlight rest in piece. :'(
Thank you very much, so sorry for your loss as well :(
so sad.... be strong... that love wiil help you get better, remember all the good things
I am balling my eyes out😥 Im so sorry for your loss
Thank you very much.
im so sorry, starlight will always be in our hearts and souls...
:( choked me up HUGE. I'm sorry for your loss. I know I'll be going through what you have one day in the future.. my horse Peppy is to me what your Starlight was to you. I'll give him a hug and an extra treat tomorrow in her honor for you Lori. Again. my condolences. Thank-you for reminding me that every moment is precious.
Thank you very much.
if im crying at this, I can't imagine when my horse finishes her time. i always water up when i think about it. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Thank you so much. It is the hardest thing I've ever had to go through, but it's something we all experience at some point, it's definitely the worst feeling in the world to put it lightly.
I'm so sorry r.i.p ur lovely horse😭
I love you lori! Im here if you need anything, always will be.
thanks girlie
This video is sensual that made me cry. My horse died too :(
Wow, ta video m'a beaucoup touchée.
En l'espace de quelques minutes j'ai eu l'impression de vous connaître depuis toujours. Tes paroles m'ont percutées, elles ne disent que la vérité sur la relation que tu as pu avoir avec ton cheval, c'est juste magnifique. Tu es très ému, ça m'a fait pleurer. Savoir que tu tenais tant à ce cheval qui t'as, je pense, énormément apporter, savoir que tu l'aimais du plus profond de toi, et que tu le disais comme ton meilleur ami. Je ne trouve pas les mots, je te souhaite un énorme courage, même après plusieurs annees, la cicatrice reste ouverte, les larmes coulent encore et la douleur est toujours présente.
Rest in peace Starlight.
R.I.P. Starlight, I know she will have a great time up in heaven