This Is Getting Hard Now Having Cancer Really Sucks

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  • This Is Getting Hard Now Having Cancer Really Sucks
    So, as you may know I am battling numerous cancers in my body and potentially have a 4th kind in me.
    I am sorry I can't reply to every comment now, I am beyond sick. Some comments I am replying to as they come up on my phone but I will read and acknowledge every comment I can.
    Just to be clear I have:
    Pleomorphic Sarcomatoid Carcinomas (Chest Wall - Lympnodes and Left Axilla)
    Primary Cutaneous Sarcomatoid Carcinomas (Left Flank and Back)
    An Unknown Sarcoma (Between Left Flank And Axilla)
    And now potentially an osteosarcoma in my left leg (This has been scanned and is showing visible signs of it and pain)
    I need to now try find treatment myself wherever it maybe, the two places I am looking at going are America and Germany. I have spoken to numerous specialists and they believe this could prove positive but agree I need to see the professor at The Royal Marsden first so they can all sing from the same hymn sheet so to speak.
    My only option for therapeutic treatment such as Chemo and Radio would to be to pay for it abroad at this point and I simply cannot afford it.
    I have a Go Fund Me setup if you would like to support me to one live my life and two find treatment and research.
    www.gofundme.com/peeweetoms
    Find out more about the building of the community support hub and web portal for support so we can all support each other.
    community.peeweetoms.com
    #dontgiveindontgiveup
    Don't Give In! Don't Give Up!
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    My Deets
    You can find out loads about cancer, my journey and the things that have caused me issues on the link below to my blog.
    Blog: peeweetoms.com
    Twitter: / peeweetoms
    Facebook: / officialpeeweetoms
    Instagram: / peeweetoms
    Email: info@peeweetoms.co.uk
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    Helping Me, Others & Building The Community
    If you would like to help support building the community hub and support me to help others please see the link below to make a donation :)
    peeweetoms.com/help-me/
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    Who Am I!
    Name: PeeWeeToms (Dan Thomas)
    Job: Software Developer
    Age: 32 Home: England!
    Diagnosis: Sarcomatoid Carcinoma (peeweetoms.com/glossary/sarco...)
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Komentáře • 637

  • @gavinpaterson7642
    @gavinpaterson7642 Před 6 lety +192

    "I want to make a difference in other people's lives". You already have mate.

    • @galinarussu8288
      @galinarussu8288 Před 6 lety +8

      exactly it's happened to me already, I watch his videos everyday, as a reminder of how my life is precious ): each of his videos gives me an instant kick ,to remember to be thankful,and not to give up.

    • @Angel48278
      @Angel48278 Před 4 lety +2

      Gavin Paterson Yes he did ❤️

  • @peeweetoms
    @peeweetoms  Před 6 lety +58

    If you want to support me my go fund me is gofundme.com/PeeWeeToms and paypal is info@peeweetoms.co.uk and if you want to get support for anything or help check community.peeweetoms.com
    Thank you for watching and supporting me :)

    • @barbaramoore8344
      @barbaramoore8344 Před 6 lety +6

      My heart is in so much pain as you talk. Please never give up as we need you. There are such things as miracles. Please do not feel like you need to respond to me everyone. Only you know how you feel and what you are up to. I love you.💕❤️
      I pray for your strength each day.

    • @romanadorohiw9345
      @romanadorohiw9345 Před 6 lety +5

      Dear Dan,
      I am so sorry... I wrote you about my son, he has got an high grade osteosarcoma since 2016, I am with him every single day, whenever he is in hospital I stay there with him. I think I can say that after more than two years treatment I know a lot about osteosarcomas. I know from our oncologist that the treatment in the U.S. is exactly the same as in Germany so maybe it would be easier for you and not so expensive to come to Germany? Maybe you don't have to pay for the treatment here because you also live in the EU? I really want to help you as much as I can, if it helps you I can tell you everything I know about treatment of osteosarcoma in Munich on telephone, it would be the fastest possibility. Please tell me if you are interested. I send you a big hug!

    • @tomandme3698
      @tomandme3698 Před 6 lety +3

      Ohh Yes, come to Germany really soon please... All the best from Germany Tina

    • @lynseyb1
      @lynseyb1 Před 6 lety +7

      PeeWeeToms Dan, I'm so sorry you feel so hurt by people's thoughtless remarks and the severity of the situation. We are routing for you, you are entitled to say how you feel and it's incredibly brave to show that. Is your oncology team aware of any funding that you can apply yo for treatment option help or any places you could apply to for grants re treatment. You are in my thoughts and prayers xx

    • @marilynwatson4802
      @marilynwatson4802 Před 6 lety +2

      PeeWeeTom. Scandinavia.has found a one shot cure for multiple kinds of cancer. i saw this on the news. God bless you!!

  • @christyb7455
    @christyb7455 Před 3 lety +70

    He wanted to live so badly. The fear and pain in his eyes breaks my heart.
    Rest Peacefully Dan🤍🕊 you are so missed😢

    • @xana5649
      @xana5649 Před 3 lety +4

      Really sad

    • @olyacarell6434
      @olyacarell6434 Před 2 lety +1

      Don't attach to life. That's the only solution.

    • @bobs1356
      @bobs1356 Před rokem +1

      I know this is old I came across his channel. He sure was a brave person.

  • @Tnc874
    @Tnc874 Před 4 lety +35

    Even after death, you still inspire me. You knew you were dying and you fought for more time. And here I am wasting mine. You have no idea how much watching your story had changed me. Even after a year!. Love you Dan!

  • @mariannehettinger
    @mariannehettinger Před 2 lety +40

    Dan is making a difference in my life, I just discovered his Vlogs 3 years after his passing. Bless him for sharing his journey with such strength, openness and courage. An amazing man. And bless his beautiful family.

  • @mrsprincenelson5756
    @mrsprincenelson5756 Před 4 lety +45

    He answered my e-mails before his channel got big and he got more poorly!
    He sent me a copy of a letter that the doctors had told him that he was highly over anxious, I could not believe what I was reading!
    Am watching this a year after he and Emily Hayward passed with cancer!
    RIP Dan and Emily, I hope both your families are managing!
    My partner was diagnosed with liver cancer and it is a awful dark place to be, you try and be brave, you fight but also you get scared x
    Love to all the people watching this looking for hope!
    We have to cure this awful illness, one in two now get cancer of some degree or another, when you go to a oncologist their is no age, class, anyone can have this in their body!
    Love you dan and thank you for taking the time to answer me, I treasure the fact that I got to sort of know you xx

    • @jacobsjungle5676
      @jacobsjungle5676 Před 3 lety +2

      This was 6 months before he earned his new nickname that being Dirt Nap Dan

    • @darlenew1981
      @darlenew1981 Před 2 lety +7

      They said he was highly over anxious? My God! Who wouldn't be with what he was going through?!

    • @markstevenson1646
      @markstevenson1646 Před rokem

      ​@@jacobsjungle5676 if cunts could fly planes you'd be squadron leader

    • @BradleyCoopertest
      @BradleyCoopertest Před rokem +1

      @@jacobsjungle5676 Your morbid sense of humor will offend certain people, but I think it's funny. Life shouldn't be taken to seriously.

    • @TheLoKoProductions
      @TheLoKoProductions Před rokem

      @@BradleyCoopertestyou all sound like dumb children who probably has no one that loves you

  • @seamuslewis2242
    @seamuslewis2242 Před 3 lety +9

    Years later and I still go back to watch his videos. He was, and is such an inspiration.

  • @1minigrem
    @1minigrem Před 6 lety +18

    Your honesty and vulnerability in this vlog made me think of a phrase, ‘Strong in the broken places’. So brave to open your heart to everyone. It is truly humbling. I think a person would have to be made of stone to be unmoved by your honesty. 💕

  • @iramaria_
    @iramaria_ Před 6 lety +34

    You already have made a huge difference on a lot of people. Hope there will be a treatment for you soon.

  • @slags83
    @slags83 Před 5 lety +35

    Sleep well, Daniel. You're no longer suffering and for that I'm thankful.

  • @del.6206
    @del.6206 Před 6 lety +67

    I got stage 4 prostate cancer that has metastatic in lymph nodes and in my spine it's way over the top, sometimes I want to give up but there's no easy way out. Hang in there if you can.

    • @peeweetoms
      @peeweetoms  Před 6 lety +16

      I will for sure hang in there :)

    • @user-gx4pq6jc7f
      @user-gx4pq6jc7f Před 6 lety +4

      Don't give up!You need to fight and show yourself how strong you are!Everything happens for a reason and here this happens to make you stronger!Think positive!I hope people pray for you and encourage you that everything will be ok!Have a nice day ❤

    • @dettadev
      @dettadev Před 5 lety +2

      How are you now.Im praying for you xxx

    • @dettadev
      @dettadev Před 5 lety +2

      My message is for Del.

    • @kimkartrashianstopmakingst9060
      @kimkartrashianstopmakingst9060 Před 5 lety +2

      dettadev that is thoughtful of you to ask. The world needs more people like you out there 💜

  • @judyrutherford5721
    @judyrutherford5721 Před 6 lety +11

    You are already making a difference in many peoples lives. I adore you and will continue to support you. Kisses from Canada 🇨🇦

  • @lbarbados38
    @lbarbados38 Před 5 lety +73

    This is a tough one too watch...RIP, Dan.

    • @veevictoria698
      @veevictoria698 Před 5 lety +3

      Agreed... 💔

    • @pattykochenower4222
      @pattykochenower4222 Před 5 lety +3

      Very hard, so sad, I miss him so much !!!! I hate how he suffered. He never ever deserved this! Why do good people die so young? Not fair

    • @candisselliott-matthews2167
      @candisselliott-matthews2167 Před 5 lety +3

      He is dearly missed! I so appreciate his videos because for a moment he is still with us. Rest in peace. 😪

    • @TammyLP
      @TammyLP Před 4 lety

      😭😘😘

  • @missdaisy5736
    @missdaisy5736 Před 6 lety +56

    Daniel, I love your name! And the person you are inside. Remember life is Eternal. This lifetime is but a moment in time. Believe Friend. Believe🤙

  • @claireamphlett-thomas7057
    @claireamphlett-thomas7057 Před 6 lety +28

    Dan that was a hard one to watch when you look in the camera you look so lost. I totally agree though its been wave after wave recently. You bob back up and shit here comes another wave bigger than the one before I can see how exhausting this is. I have zero expectation about you liking or replying to any comment I make thats not what I look for. I am here just to show I care and everytime I get paid I will send a small but sincere donation. 🦋💕

    • @kimkartrashianstopmakingst9060
      @kimkartrashianstopmakingst9060 Před 5 lety +4

      Claire Amphlett-Thomas here we are six months later and he is gone. But man did he fight. Hospice didn’t even think he would be alive two days after getting there and lived a full week. His family is having a service which everyone is invited to next week 💜

    • @JMC01644
      @JMC01644 Před 5 lety +2

      He certainly put up the best fight he could. He helped so many people with all of his research. He was struggling yet he kept on so others could benefit from all he was able to learn about this horrible disease. His family must be so proud of him and what he was able to accomplish!

  • @livingwell11
    @livingwell11 Před 6 lety +16

    Donation made. Keep up the fight. 👊🏽 😘

  • @bobbieabbott
    @bobbieabbott Před 6 lety +23

    You have such an aura the sound of your voice and your eyes. I wish I could absorb your pain.

  • @Greenthumb-420
    @Greenthumb-420 Před 6 lety +11

    "this little light of mine im gonna let it shine, let it shine let it shine let it shine" tom i just want to hold u, i truely believe in miracles, and i hope you get a miracle.

  • @jonellis3710
    @jonellis3710 Před rokem +3

    “I can’t keep my cool. I’m angry all the time”
    A beautiful truth. Very soul nourishing to hear another human being have the courage to admit something like that. R.I.P. to this beautiful strong soul.

  • @MICHELLESHORTLAND
    @MICHELLESHORTLAND Před 6 lety +20

    I feel so invested in you and your story. I don’t know why but there’s something about you that myself and all your other subscribers seem to love and you draw us in. Without sounding creepy you’re in my thoughts throughout the day and every time you post I hope and pray that it’s good news. I’m so sorry you’re having to go through this. Anytime you feel down or hurt think of how many subscribers you’ve gained and all the lovely comments you’ve got over such a short period. I know it doesn’t take it all away for you but it may help. Worth a try. Keep your head up and remember what and why you’re fighting for ❤️❤️❤️

  • @dbrit2431
    @dbrit2431 Před 6 lety +7

    as I had said, my wife's niece FOUGHT stage4 lung cancer for almost 7 years. never give up Dan

  • @Logico75345
    @Logico75345 Před 3 lety +3

    Very sad, main lesson in my opinion, if you notice something wrong don’t wait 2 years to get it checked out.

    • @travels129
      @travels129 Před 26 dny

      Yea any thing even a tiny lump on skin get a full body skin cancer check

  • @BettyJBarr
    @BettyJBarr Před 6 lety +5

    It is my honor to donate to your go fund me account.. my heart is breaking. You are sharing this with us with great strength. I truly want you to win .

  • @lylasurvivor9719
    @lylasurvivor9719 Před 6 lety +10

    Dan, you have inspired and continue to inspire us already! You have helped us. Never forget that. We are here for you as you are here for us! You don’t have to reply to every comment. Just read them when you want. Be comforted by us and your family and most by God. During my hardest chemo, I wrote, “God is your strength” and put it on my wall where it is still to this day what I see morning and night. When I feel down, sometimes I make myself smile and it might sound silly, but it helps. I’m praying for you, most of all for your peace of mind and heart.
    Rest well tonight. Tomorrow is another day. 🇨🇦

  • @aarongeraghty1205
    @aarongeraghty1205 Před 6 lety +13

    I’m very sorry mate. I really hope you get a miracle❤️

  • @therealgist
    @therealgist Před 6 lety +2

    You have made a big difference in my life Dan. I've been following you for the past few months. I'm a 43 year old bloke and I'll tell you somthing..... you're one of the soundest, coolest, most intelligent blokes I've ever come across and I'd love it if I had a mate like you.
    Don't give in, don't give up!!! Be strong mate...

  • @tybrockofficial
    @tybrockofficial Před 11 měsíci +1

    I have health issues and whenever I’m feeling sick and I can’t go on, I listen to you and absorb the strength you displayed to continue on against mammoth of obstacles. You are a hero to me specifically and I think about you all the time. Thanks ❤

  • @moonbeammuse2767
    @moonbeammuse2767 Před 6 lety +7

    ... We'll never abandon you. We are in this for the long haul.
    Your anger and frustration are understandable, but also a couple of the driving forces that are helping to maintain your indomitable, fighting spirit.
    If love could be bottled as a cure, you'd be healthy again in no time; you have touched so many people's hearts, the world over.
    Sending massive hugs and much love.
    Speak soon. 💙💙💙

  • @mirlahernandez2193
    @mirlahernandez2193 Před 6 lety +12

    Dear friend no matter how many negative news you get, fight, fight hard with all your strength. Do not let that disease take away your strength, you have to keep fighting. Even if your mood is not the best at times, do not let yourself fall, get up and fight. Nothing is going to stop you, you do not have brakes, you go forward, always forward. God bless you 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

    • @peeweetoms
      @peeweetoms  Před 6 lety +6

      I'm gonna fight it full force. :)

    • @mirlahernandez2193
      @mirlahernandez2193 Před 6 lety +1

      PeeWeeToms It is difficult but my love continues positive, draw strength from where you do not have and keep fighting. I do not know where you live, I just started to follow you , but if you were in the USA you would have my support. I would be with you helping you. I beg God to hold your hand and not let you go. You have us to support you and help you in whatever you need .I will continue to pray for you 👐 . Could you tell me if you have an address or a P.O. Box where we can sends you things or money , I do not know how to use the go fund 😔 . God bless you son 👐👐.

  • @DS-ly9il
    @DS-ly9il Před 4 měsíci +1

    Truer words never spoken, “time waits for no .” I have no doubt you are at peace in paradise.

  • @miaombak655
    @miaombak655 Před 6 lety +7

    You are such a beautiful soul. My thoughts are with you. I'm not religous but believe in the power of prayer and know that many of us are sending positivity and strength your way. Noone could possibly know how you are truly feeling right now, your eyes tell a lot though, sending you a big gentle hug. I see you connected to Emily, I think you two will be able to really open up with a special understanding of the situation you are both in. And I'm sure that will be mutually strengthening too. 💜
    I have my big day on Wednesday, can't say I'm not feeling worried a tad. But will stay positive no matter the results. Life and its basketballs hey! 😊

  • @thedude5600
    @thedude5600 Před 5 lety +16

    You’ve made a difference to my life Dan, you’ve made me understand how precious my health is, and happiness is! Thank you.

  • @dlcoba2979
    @dlcoba2979 Před 5 lety +9

    A year ago, miss you big boy! LOVE, SPIRIT, PASSION

  • @holliefarokhi6218
    @holliefarokhi6218 Před 6 lety +2

    So glad you are speaking out in your videos. My prayers are that specialists will see your vlogs and reach out to you for solutions wherever they are! Always praying for you and healing 👃🏽

  • @jrw5831
    @jrw5831 Před 6 lety +2

    You are so brave and I admire you for taking this public. I had stage 4 cancer four year ago. I had a tumor in my neck and
    addressed it right away. I was working with three excellent cancer doctors. I had 35 radiation treatments and two months
    of strong chemo. It was a very rocky road and I lost 50 pounds during my treatments. As of this writing I am still in remission and my chemo and radiation doctors keep a close eye on me with visits every 3-4 months. I feel good and only wish you could get to the USA for treatments as we have so many wonderful hospitals treating cancer. Please know my thoughts are with you and never give up the fight.

  • @kendrabrainard6238
    @kendrabrainard6238 Před 6 lety +5

    You have the most kind eyes. I can see right into you when you look at the camera. I know you won’t give up. You have so much support. Keep pushing and keep fighting. I know it’s so hard to not be able to think about anything else but this damned disease. But at night when you close your eyes and lay down to sleep, think of all the love and support you have. Keep on fighting ❤️

  • @lauraodle5816
    @lauraodle5816 Před 6 lety +1

    I am here to listen, my friend. It is during the most difficult of times, that you need all of us the most. Share with us the reality of what your going through. In doing this, you're helping everyone who is affected by this horrible disease. Those especially with Cancer, and the loved ones who care for them. You will never know how many people you have touched since you started this journey with us. I'm so grateful you did. You have touched the lives of many. Love you Dan. ❤❤❤
    P.S. Don't worry about respondinging to me. Save your energy to concentrate on finding a cure. 💕

  • @marianabalikova2902
    @marianabalikova2902 Před 6 lety +5

    You are doing a tremendous amount of work documenting your journey and being there for everyone, you are truly an amazing fighter! There are now literally thousands of people whose hearts go with you at this moment and by all means you are not alone, even though this is your own battle! You're a true warrior and a very courageous person and I am so happy you do not give up! Don't lose hope, good news will come!

    • @peeweetoms
      @peeweetoms  Před 6 lety +1

      I know it's crazy! A couple of weeks ago I decided that I should try do something to expose it all and get help an try survive and now so many people support me and wanna know what's going one :)

  • @teremertz
    @teremertz Před 6 lety +2

    I am so sorry. So sorry. I pray you are not crushed under the weight of this horribleness. Thank you for speaking up. Thank you for what you do, and who you are choosing to be during this time of your life.

  • @sherryschaeffer9482
    @sherryschaeffer9482 Před 6 lety

    Hi Dan, I have been watching you for awhile and I love that I've found you, I truly watch the sites to see if you have posted a new video or posted a update. I am so amazed and inspired by you. Your such an inspiration I want to spread your story about your fight and it's truly wonderful how your helping people and sharing this journey with us. Thank you Dan. I stand beside you I am praying for you, with you, please "Don't give in don't give up". You have became such a joy to my life, my day. I thank you. Standing with you. From Florida 🌞

  • @mjh1900
    @mjh1900 Před 6 lety +1

    Dude. You broke my heart! It is totally NORMAL and okay to be overwhelmed and angry and freaking tired. Grab any hope and peace you can at any moment. This is hard shiz!! I’m glad you have this outlet. You don’t need to explain why. Use it as you need. Sending prayers for comfort and peace. God bless you for being so transparent. It really can be healing for you, and others! ❤️

  • @gabriela29051981
    @gabriela29051981 Před 6 lety +3

    You did enough. You inspired a lot of people.I see that you feel you didn't do enough for other, you didn't make a difference and time is ticking. You wanna leave your contribution to the world. But you are enough. You did what you could. So if you just want to concentrate on yourself now, it's ok. If you want to seek answers its ok. If you want to fight you are not alone. And if you don't want to fight it's also ok.but just know that what ever you want, or can do, you are enough. A great, strong and inspiring man

  • @iprefersteve
    @iprefersteve Před 6 lety +2

    I love ya, man. Keep strong and keep fighting. We are carrying you. ♥️
    I am praying nonstop for you and I won’t stop. You can count on that.

  • @kittyknowles3276
    @kittyknowles3276 Před 6 lety +3

    I really feel your pain and heartache .. i myself got diagnosed in 2016 with cancer of the bladder at age 35 .. and at the time i was 20 weeks pregnant when i found out . Surgery was scary as hell as i was awake through it (had a spinal) and treatment after was hard .. i just want u to know i care and im following ur journey and here to support u anyway i can x x

  • @debisusan1037
    @debisusan1037 Před 6 lety +5

    I am so sad, but please keep going! I am thinking good thoughts for you!

  • @mgal6234
    @mgal6234 Před 6 lety +6

    I wish you weren’t going through this shit. Don’t worry about responding...we get it. Sending love from Florida. 💕

  • @CandyGirl44
    @CandyGirl44 Před 2 lety +2

    The sheer raw honesty and emotion in this video is heartbreaking💔💔💔Why this came up on my recommended now, I have no idea. But you whip a person out of any self pity, depression or worry, in relation to what you went through, it's nothing. Why beautiful souls like you are taken so early, and real lowlifes live long healthy lives, is an unfathomable mystery, and I just hope for your sake, there is an afterlife where you are happy, pain free and fulfilled 🙏🙏

  • @stacycook5463
    @stacycook5463 Před 5 lety +2

    Even tho you've passed on to your next journey, I've found you here in 2019,and your videos,tho heartbreaking, are so real, you feel like a friend or loved in by being such a beautiful open soul . I'm I'll too, and when I can't get out of bed,I watch you and I don't feel as lost and alone. I'm so sorry for what you went thru..but I adore you for being so true. How blessed the Ppl in your REAL life are to have had you. I'm thankful your not in pain and are free now. Godspeed to you beloved,wherever you are*

  • @Cathlynn23
    @Cathlynn23 Před 6 lety +4

    Wishing you the best for your next treatments. ❤ from Germany. Stay strong

  • @Winter_Dream
    @Winter_Dream Před 6 lety +1

    You're a wonderful person. Never stop fighting, the world needs people like you.

  • @willirish2798
    @willirish2798 Před 6 lety +3

    I just wanted to say, although I can't imagine what you're going through, I've been close to people with cancer and I think you are immensely brave sharing your story and getting the message out there. Keep fighting the good fight Mr :-)

  • @user-tq5pq7sg1g
    @user-tq5pq7sg1g Před 6 lety

    You are amazing and I've been praying for you and your recovery. You focus on YOU, you've done so much just by talking about your experience...Keep fighting, you are a warrior!

  • @breezybriiiii
    @breezybriiiii Před 6 lety

    We are all here for you Dan!! Your channel has greatly impacted me and many others. Sending you love and some sunshine ☀️ from California. ❤️

  • @evesmith6094
    @evesmith6094 Před 6 lety +4

    I don't know what you have done to touch so many hearts but you have come into our lives and now you are a part of them . My children even ask about you now ..Every morning ! If you knew them you'd understand how shocking that is :-) x

  • @bridgetr6334
    @bridgetr6334 Před 6 lety +1

    Your story isn't over yet. You still have more to give and to teach the world and we are all here listening and supporting you. We aren't going to give up either, even if there's only so much we can do we are going to be here for you. There is strength in this community you've built.

  • @sheldonhatch8255
    @sheldonhatch8255 Před 6 lety

    Dan- thank you, I do enjoy you, as you asked at the end. I love you brother. You have given me so much hope & fortitude with my own battles that I hope someday I can give you some of that back. This one was beautiful Daniel. Very painfully beautiful. You are pushing on through mate & that is what I love. What I admire so much in this vlog showing a male cancer victim ask for the answers, ask for the help, with mum right there. I want to hold your hand. Don't Give Up-Don't Give In.

  • @lenijo1964
    @lenijo1964 Před 6 lety +1

    I am so sorry that you are going through this. I am sending much love,, not in a stalker/weirdo way, but as another human being and as a fellow child of God. I am praying for you night and day. Stay strong and remember that there are many of us praying for you, and sending our love to you, and your family.

  • @joanneshaw3071
    @joanneshaw3071 Před 6 lety +2

    Such a horrible cruel disease. I found out recently 2 friends of friends have both found out they have cancer. Both young mums (mid 30’s). You are a brave man to tell your story. Such inspiration ❤️

  • @susandhifaoui
    @susandhifaoui Před 6 lety +4

    here with you, along with everyone else. you focus on you, and we will be here. we all look for any updates, or sharing your thoughts.

  • @massageman318
    @massageman318 Před 6 lety

    I’m so sorry you’re going through this mate. Please don’t give up hope, keep the faith that you’ll get better...miracles do happen my friend. 🙏🏻

  • @jasmina7512
    @jasmina7512 Před 6 lety

    Hang in there, i think it is great, that you are not thinking about yourself but want to also help other people, that shows what a good person you are. With those kind of illnesses the mindset is very important and the love from loved ones and from everyone that is thinking of you, watching your videos, and rooting for you. Dont ever give up!

  • @KentuckyRanger
    @KentuckyRanger Před 6 lety +2

    2 days of binge watching, and here we are.
    What a journey it's been. Now that I'm all caught up, I'll be patiently waiting for your next update.
    Still praying hard for you. God speed my friend.

  • @virginiabeauchamp1082
    @virginiabeauchamp1082 Před 6 lety +1

    Do not waste your time on what people think or the negatives....
    What’s important right now is to stay positive, surround yourself with positive people and be you, do you!!!
    Please don’t apologize, you’re doing the best you can and the people that love you and care about you understand that!!! Praying for you🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
    God Bless you friend🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @SilentHonor2012
    @SilentHonor2012 Před 6 lety +1

    Hi - I’ve been following your channel and watching your videos, but haven’t been sure what to say. But as I sit here in the middle of the night, unable to sleep, I just wanted to tell you that you are an amazing gentleman who is fighting heroically on many different fronts. I get worried for you sometimes - that you may be spreading yourself so thin that you are not resting. So, my new friend, please allow yourself to be at peace. Run the race - fight the good fight - but also, be at peace. All of us, as living beings, put out energy into the world simply by existing. But you are sending out such goodness and positivity that I am humbled every time I listen to your words. I am a liturgical musician in the US and there are many songs that I use in my ministry to hopefully give people something to hold on to when it seems like the boat is rocking too much. So, tonight, I leave you with these words and I pray that you feel all of us out here supporting you with arms wide open. “I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains, hope that doesn’t ever end, even when the sky is falling. I’ve seen miracles just happen. Silent prayers get answered. Broken hearts become brand new. That’s what faith can do. “. (What Faith Can Do, by Kutless). Until next time.....

  • @wisewillow5731
    @wisewillow5731 Před 6 lety

    Dear Dan
    Your mind might be all over the place and understandably so, but amazingly you still make so much heartfelt sense.
    Your expression and explanation of your feelings is so so important for both yourself, a living diary, but also for others trying to make sense of their feelings.
    Your gift is your voice, and especially for boys and men, as you say, there are few men expressing themselves publically.
    Don’t ever question whether it’s too much or too little, what ever your truth is, that’s what you should express.
    Please don’t ever apologise for not responding.
    We love you, and support you ♥️♥️♥️

  • @lisaflesher
    @lisaflesher Před 6 lety

    I find you to be a beautiful spirit! I’ve only just started watching your vlogs but with all my might I hope you get answers. That has got to be very frustrating. It’s deploying that because you don’t have the money, you can’t get the help you need. Quite frankly, cancer pisses me off.
    Please keep vlogging as I find your voice very soothing. Weird, I know but true. All my love ❤️

  • @OhSnapItsAbi
    @OhSnapItsAbi Před 6 lety +1

    You honestly don't need to reply to every comment, you are going through so much and the best thing for you to do is rest when you can.
    I really wish i could wave a magic wand and banish this horrible disease, you will win this fight Dan your determination is so powerful! :)

  • @tonijutson9417
    @tonijutson9417 Před 6 lety

    Listening to you bear your soul is heartbreaking to hear. Please find some comfort in the fact that we are listening and supporting you. I can’t begin to imagine how you feel. I’ve just been supporting a very close friend through leukaemia and it’s been tough at times. You are an incredibly beautiful person and I will try to help when I can ❤️ xxx

  • @jackiedyball4377
    @jackiedyball4377 Před 6 lety +2

    Big love fella. Do what you can when you can but concentrate on you. Much love to you and those around you xxxx

  • @stephenstephenedwards5352

    It is heartbreaking to watch this young man wanted to live.. dan where ever you are thankyou for sharing your story your brave battle. You was an amazing young man x

  • @brendapeterson4637
    @brendapeterson4637 Před 6 lety +9

    I am sooo sorry for all this pain causes you, mentally and physically. Maybe since you have such a difficult case to treat, a leading cancer center would be willing to take you on for free ? Like in the US ? You would be quite a challenge for them.

    • @peeweetoms
      @peeweetoms  Před 6 lety +1

      I think the case being so challenging and now so complex it's kinda down to three places in the world really. But all will need sets of info and costs money for me to get all that info together. Then get to consultations and everything. Sucks

    • @brendapeterson4637
      @brendapeterson4637 Před 6 lety +1

      PeeWeeToms May I ask you what are the 3 places, just in case I need to know this if my husband and I would need to seek more than what we have.

  • @shishi7123
    @shishi7123 Před 6 lety

    I cannot express in words how much I want you to get better. This awful disease won't leave you alone and its heart breaking to watch you upset and in pain. I don't have a lot of money but I will check out your fund me page and do what I can. I don't even have a credit card so hopefully there is some other way to send you whatever I can.

  • @mzquoted603
    @mzquoted603 Před 6 lety +5

    Sending love, healing and prayers to you, your family & friends. 🙏🏻 No need to respond to everyone, you need to channel your strength towards yourself.

    • @HWolfe
      @HWolfe Před 6 lety

      Mz Quoted Yep, perfectly said!!! Bless you!

  • @hmmm0o0
    @hmmm0o0 Před 6 lety

    Praying for you always! You are an inspiration! A true warrior! You can beat this and we’re all rooting for your every health and success 👊💖

  • @verac6731
    @verac6731 Před 6 lety

    You brave man!. Thanks for sharing this. I discovered you about 10 days ago and can't stop watching this anymore....

  • @Staceym123
    @Staceym123 Před 6 lety +1

    I pray you can get somewhere that knows about you cancer and treat it soon, thank you for giving us your story

  • @norma2445
    @norma2445 Před 6 lety

    You already have made a difference in everybody's life....we all feel such compassion and grieve for your situation...I know you feel angry and scared and alone......not to mention unbearable pain...but just concentrate on yourself and your family....keep fighting as long as you can and If the time comes that you cant.....we all know you tried as bravely as anyone ever could...and will always be remembered for your love of life and your compassion and LOVE and willingness to help other people when you yourself were so ill.....

  • @fuzzywuzzy588
    @fuzzywuzzy588 Před 6 lety +1

    Dan ,,you just being very honest and open and that can be very very helpful to others, cause it is hard for some to share those raw feelings .

  • @carolenglish8805
    @carolenglish8805 Před 5 lety +4

    Dan..i wish i had a million dollars..i would give it all to you...you are so special..so courageous..i dont think i could be...i love you..holding u gentley in my heart...dont give up..we are there with you..and miracles do happen!! I am a walking miracle myself..talk to us...let us talk to you..we do want to know everything that is going on with you...dont underestimate the power of Love...thats all there is...

  • @laurasalo6160
    @laurasalo6160 Před 5 lety

    You have touched my heart, Dan.
    Even tho you're gone, and even tho I missed you when you were alive. You live on and you've touched my life meaningfully. Thank you. 💛

  • @elizaswedenn6136
    @elizaswedenn6136 Před 6 lety +1

    Keep pulling it out, keep positive. We are with you in spirit and prayers❤️

  • @CloverFurlong
    @CloverFurlong Před 6 lety +4

    Remember you're amazing, you're a warrior. You are loved. God loves you...no one knows why great ppl get sick. You're vlog is about making a difference, you're experience, how Warrior fights!

  • @lucylu9792
    @lucylu9792 Před 6 lety +16

    Everyone please share his go fund me account on your face book it's gonna make a big difference share share share let's help him nowwwwww!!!! Thank you

  • @cheriecarpenter3529
    @cheriecarpenter3529 Před 6 lety

    I’m so sorry that you’re having to deal with all of this😢 I wish there were something that I could say or do to make this better. I’m sharing your story with as many people I can. I have people praying for you, I’m praying for you and my church is praying for you.
    It’s such a brave thing that you are doing to go through this and sharing it with the public.
    God bless you and your family❤️

  • @donnabisson2919
    @donnabisson2919 Před 6 lety +1

    I am so very sorry you are going through this nightmare. Ill never understand why some people have to go through such hell. Please be strong! My prayers are with you. #prayingforamirical

  • @stephaniejohns5435
    @stephaniejohns5435 Před 6 lety

    Don’t worry about responding, save your strength for fighting. Just know you and a few others continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I wish I could donate all you need. Sending love and light!

  • @sissicattaneo
    @sissicattaneo Před 6 lety +1

    Thinking of you Dan! I'm sending lots of love, please stay strong, will come better days

  • @tristate1504
    @tristate1504 Před 6 lety

    Don’t ever give up. We’re here supporting you as much as we can. 🙏❤️

  • @sherrys.96
    @sherrys.96 Před 6 lety +5

    Bless you my new friend. I pray they find a cure for you.

  • @strabefie1977
    @strabefie1977 Před 6 lety +7

    Normaly i'm a silent watcher, because i don't find the right words that can help. I know your channel and your Story a couple of Days and this Video broke my heart. I don't know if this helps but please don't give up. Like I said, i don't find the right Words for you, but i'm thinking of you and I hope you win this Fight.

  • @patriciahill8091
    @patriciahill8091 Před 6 lety

    It breaks my heart for you. It's hard to watch. Sending love, healing & prayers. No response needed. Concentrate on doing what you need to do, for you. One day at a time & I can see the worry in your eyes. Much love too you sweetie 💚🌞😙

  • @Maria89_
    @Maria89_ Před 6 lety +6

    It's crazy how expensive it is to live. My mom was told she has lymphoma and with chemo, juicing and other things while she's not working is taking a toll. I'm praying you feel better and live without pain

    • @peeweetoms
      @peeweetoms  Před 6 lety +3

      Thank you and it is expensive very expensive!

    • @Maria89_
      @Maria89_ Před 6 lety

      PeeWeeToms it's truly insane, especially still it's something people can't control. I'm really hoping you feel better soon and take it one day at a time and I truly believe you'll beat the odds ( you have already-your a warrior!!)

  • @momoftwo571
    @momoftwo571 Před 6 lety +1

    Much Much Love!!!!! I have an incurable brain injury and well... It’s not looking good. Stay Strong! You are a beautiful Man!

  • @user-gx4pq6jc7f
    @user-gx4pq6jc7f Před 6 lety +1

    What happens is so unfair!I wish you the best and I pray for you!I can't understand why people get into these hard situations,there's nothing harder and I admire how strong you are under all this pressure.Please believe to your self and have faith!I hope you'll get over all that!Pray for you!❤

  • @rosemarys2465
    @rosemarys2465 Před 6 lety

    You are making a BIG difference in many peoples lives. You are spreading truth about this awful thing called cancer. I hate cancer..all types. Somehow, things will be better..sending hugs and prayers.

  • @tabinamoneta5432
    @tabinamoneta5432 Před 6 lety +3

    You're beautiful. My heart is with you❤

  • @josieashford735
    @josieashford735 Před 6 lety +2

    I am so sorry this is happening to you, keep positive, you are so brave I really admire your outlook on life x

  • @virginiamicek15
    @virginiamicek15 Před 6 lety

    I waited today for your video. I watched it a while ago and have been thinking about how to respond. Just know that there are many people who are praying and hoping that you will be getting treatment ASAP. It’s scary to think about you going without it much longer. Sending Love and prayers to you today and everyday ! Your team needs to do something!

  • @Shelilah41
    @Shelilah41 Před 6 lety

    we are hoping and praying you will win! I know its so hard to be sick with this cancer and not be qngry. You are couragous and full of life .

  • @theparrotrescuer3042
    @theparrotrescuer3042 Před 6 lety

    Love, positive thoughts & blessings to you Dan. You're awesome. Keep up the fight.