Dating with CPTSD - Patterns of Behavior

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In this video I share about some of the patterns of behavior that I have which stem from my CPTSD, how I bring awareness to them, and how I would like to work on them and improve.
It can be embarrassing to admit when we are acting harshly, immaturely, or out of fear. It is not easy to admit to these things, however I believe it is important that we recognize these patterns, give ourselves love, grace, and compassion, communicate as best as we can to the people in our lives, and do our best to make changes overtime.
Healing and changing behavior takes time and consistent effort. We cannot expect ourselves to change overnight, but we can hold ourselves accountable and do our best every day to re-write these patterns.
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Great video. I make videos for a mainstream audience and haven't had so many views on my cPTSD focused videos, but I really resonate with much of what you're saying. I didn't understand why I got dumped so much until I was much further in my healing journey. I didn't realise how much more intense my behaviour patterns were than non traumatised people. I was also highly avoidant, able to find reasons to break up with women who liked me but lots of reasons to miss women who didn't. Thankfully after a lot of work I'm now in a loving relationship.

[@iamcameronjewell]

Thank you so much for watching and taking the time to share. I am so happy to hear that you’re in a loving relationship now!

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Helpful video. Thanks for shear your video.

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Thank you for watching 😍

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