if you heard this without context, it would sound straight from hell, but when you sat thru more than 3 hours of deteriorating music, this feels sorta like a gift
This one never fails to make me cry. This, to me, is the saddest track of the entire album. The last conceivable moment you'll ever be able to feel anything resembling peace or happiness. The instruments sound like a baby's mobile, like something so young and innocent is being ripped away from it's life far too soon. This entire track feels like it's crying. I hate it. It's beautiful.
@@potato1907 That exists, but to me it doesn't sound happy in the slightest. It sounds pained. Like its straining just to he comprehensible. I'd consider that to be the last moment of mental clarity, sure (maybe also the "2nd bliss state" as well), but clarity doesn't mean happiness.
@@Skel_cat63 To me i think the stage 5 bliss state is almost like newfound maturity, like it's been so long since anything made any sense that once a feeling of calm actually comes by, you are so used to having the illness that you are numb to the reality around you and have completely accepted it.
The music box melody gets softer and quieter the farther this track goes, and the "empty void" gets louder. One of the patient's memories has temporarily returned in a more untangled state, and they're clinging onto it, but the longer they try to cling to that memory, the more it fades away. There are no happy endings.
slightly unrelated, but life is absolutely about the journey, rather than the destination, and the portrayal of dementia in the caretaker makes it so clear that it's been made impossible to enjoy the journey of life so all you have left is to hope for a little peace and calm
Something I think is interesting is how the “music box” is never really gone. The void shares the same sample as the music box it’s actually just the same track but reversed and with extra effects as well as being slowed down. So I guess it’s more of a abstraction of the music box and not it really fading away.
the fact this sounds like memories are trying to come back to the person in the form of the music becoming more clearer at points makes it all the more sad. edit: grammar
I think I enjoy this stuff in a way that goes beyond what normal music can achieve, though. That might sound strange and I don't expect you to be able to relate. But it's like for once, I am hearing what the 'bedrock' of my mind sounds like. No one has a perfect memory and I'm sure if you dig deep enough into your subconscious you'll find a grey area that sounds a lot like this.
@@kiufkhgdiyrsiytgf2785 I second that, although it might be because of a bit of weed and beer beforehand; half a minute later, I've imagined a situation where I'm in a hardware store, and I've got no idea what am I doing there. So I ask an employee if I am holding any items from the store. I'm told about the basket I haven't noticed until this point - it contained a tool, later confirmed as a wrench, and some nuts. I followed what I thought the closest to the term 'home', and expected there to be a task that required whatever I'd be paying for. I do wonder if this is what everyday dementia would feel like.
@@AJ_Deadshow honestly though, i can relate to this. sort of like when i try to reach back to when i was a young child, some things are clear, while others are fuzzy and sometimes near non-existent.
to me it doesnt sound happy, just calm. like they have pieced together enough of themselves to feel comfortable but they have no context for where they are, no tangible memories, just thoughts echoing around their head. it makes me think of laying in bed at a nursing home staring at the celing for hours on end
This is what New Years 2021 is gonna sound like. We’re all happy that 2020 is over, but the truth is we don’t know if 2021 is gonna be better, just as bad or even worse
What I hear: An old person is distracted from the confusion and chaos of their daily life--perhaps because they hear vaguely familiar sounding music. Their caregiver decides to engage them by playing oldies music. Something they hope will drown out the other noises and ambience that cause them so much irritation and distress. It almost appears to work. Almost as if a memory's jagged edges have become smoothened out enough to snap back into place. It doesn't quite work that way. These songs simply aren't enough to bring back a whole memory. But they do comfort the old patient--albeit they can't explain why. They barely engage with their caregiver, being entirely sidetracked by the music. Except for a few brief moments when they blurt out some fragment of a memory that came to mind. Eventually, they begin to doze off. The caregiver allows them to fall asleep to the sound of sweet melodies with no meaning.
fifth time i see you in a eatot video, ur comments are honestly really well written and a pleasure to see each time i search for a eatot song, how many more are there
@@nineohtwo2 All the way up to J1. Sadly, they stopped there and have never been seen again. Their H1 comment is also lost. The video was deleted I think.
I overslept in the bus while listening to the full album and missed my stop, I was going back home and it was raining. After so much static, I got to this point again, and I made the rest of my trip half-conscious, drenched. That day felt so nice even though I was so exhausted and miserable. I want more days like that one.
This album kinda does that to you, you start appreciating all that life offers you. Good and bad, because at least you can experience it, process it and remember it, at least you can feel alive.
this is definitely my favorite song off the album. I suffer from anxiety, and it reminds me of that feeling. That desperate reach for calm, but it's always at least a little corrupted. that isn't to take away from the seriousness of dementia though. I am sorry for anyone suffering from it. It is a truly horrifying disease.
Man, when you listen to this when it plays during the full album it sounds really calm. But here, it’s still really messed up. It’s like reversed and jumbled but still in tune which is weird
oh i thought i was the only one! when i listened to the full thing i found it so nice and calming but now that im listening to it on its own it doesn't feel the same
You've forgotten yourself. You've forgotten the world. You've forgotten to hear. You've forgotten to speak. You've forgotten to eat. You've forgotten to feel. You've forgotten to see. You've forgotten to live. Your life now endlessly restarts every second.
the moments building up to this stage, like having to hear the confused screams for an hour or more and finally hearing something that isn't that, is very blissful. and that's why it is enjoyable
@@thedreamleader after 5 mins though, this track in particular, gets boring, for me at least, since it’s the same sample just playing over and over, no other samples, just this.
if you take all the heartbreaking stuff surrounding this away, this truly sounds like bliss, this sounds like being drunk on a bright day with the person you love. like driving home after your final exam. like wandering through the vacation destination of your dreams. like a warm memory from your childhood. extraordinary, mr. kirby.
I don't think this is at all blissful. It's like the audio version of the ritualistic actions an agitated dementia patient engages in to comfort themselves. They might start walking around aimlessly, seeming to be "arranging" something or "straightening" something, but are actually doing nothing but moving objects around purposelessly, thinking they are doing some chore or important ritual, but having only the memory of its motions, not its execution or purpose. This song reminds me of that.
This probably what a mind sounds like when someone who has depression so bad that it feels their brain is covered in a fog of darkness and this the moments of light and clarity for that mind
You're not wrong. It feels like when you're either coming down from mania and don't know you're feeling depressed, or more optimistically, when you're coming back up from a low.
@@jackpijjin4088 I'm glad i don't have it that bad and I'm relatively young (early 20s) if it this bad plus if i was at my mother's age (almost 50) my future would be fucked
The condition of temporary bliss state proves that bliss doesn’t mean fully coherent but usually with bliss states they become slightly more clear, just not enough to call a clarity
ik im 8 months late, but the way i see it the temporary bliss state is when the person is not worried about their illness, it doesn't mean things are clear it just means they are at home relaxing and not worried about having memory problems or confusions
This is one of the most depressing things I've ever listened to. A bittersweet, confused bliss passing by, lost and sudden. No time to process it before it's gone and might not be back ever again
This is my favorite track yet the most depressing one. Like clinging to what's left of your childhood memories yet it still slips away and you can't do anything about it.
At this point in the journey, I realized that I never wanted this portion of the experience to end. As I was counting down the seconds towards the abyss coming back, I really felt and wanted to hang on longer to this segment. This was the last pit stop that you never wanted to leave from.
This makes me scared and sad that for the people that have died in a way that they decay in confusion and end up as a shell of what they once were. It’s really emotional thinking about how many people have gone through this and passed away and the chances of it coming to you 😭😓😥
You either die with your both body and mind in the other disease or see all embers of memories die before you does and leave you to confusion, ending up not thinking of life and death anymore.
There are actually a few moments where it goes beyond a mere semblance of music and a real series of notes peaks out through the misty clouds. Tremendously beautiful. As a musician, this will likely be what Stage 5 + 6 sound like for me 😄
Considering it lasts for 21 minutes, this is the longest moment of post-awareness clarity in the series. The music box is covered by static indicating it's a memory and not the patient simply feeling happy for a moment. As for why it lasts so long, Stage 4's titles are all cold and medical, so this could represent the patient receiving care that briefly halts or slows their deterioration. We don't know when or if the subject ever sought medical care for their condition during stages 1-3, the titles changing to clinical terms in stage 4 suggest this has happened. Obviously it's far too late to reverse the damage now, as any sense of normalcy was lost by the end of Stage 2, and the mind's last defenses all collapsed in Stage 3, but it sounds like the doctors were able to grant a reprieve of somewhat clear (yet dis-jointed) thought from the chaos of Stage 4.
2006, no wait, 2091, no wait. You don’t know the time. But your carefree, having a great day despite not knowing your gradual decline. As you do your check up you still can’t remember. But you don’t care, the bliss moment has came, and you must enjoy it while it lasts. As you sit down you pay close attention to the TV. You then drift off into your bliss. You feel peaceful. And finally you are happy again.
If there was ever such a thing as "sickeningly serene", this track would be it, and I mean it in a good way. It perfectly sums up how confused, broken and totally oblivious the patient is...and yet they still feel so happy
Like Mr. Rogers went to sleep, and while he was dreaming someone injected him with a small amount of either meth or PCP and it became part of his dream. That's what this sounds like to me
This is definitely my favorite track. A moment of incoherent joy in a state of confusion and loss is so sad yet so beautiful, and I think Leyland Kirby perfectly encapsulated that feeling. And how it starts to fade as the track ends, you end up wanting to cling on it. At least, I do.
Los ultimos momentos de lucidez, por un momento algo en la persona regresa, algo alegre que se había perdido a lo largo del camino solitario, una ultima caricia al alma de la vida despidiendose y dandote las gracias por todos aquellos momentos, que... a pesar de que no sabes con exactitud cuales son, sabes que fueron algo genuinamente bello, dejalo pasar, dejalo fluir, la suave melodía que la aberración no ha podido destruir, aferrate a ello y no lo dejes ir, al cabo del tiempo, el solitario y confuso sendero adelante caminará por si solo hacia ti... - Temporary bliss state.
0:00 music and no void 1:55 first sign of void. 6:00 void easy appearance . 10:00 music box starts to fade. 19:00 1 out of 10000 chance of hearing music box 20:00 no music but void. 21:04 end
There's always a sense of fantastical beauty and genuine horror about THIS track in particular. the calming instruments and the weird uncomfortable mixing blends together into a uniquely horrific song.
If a person that hears this that hasn’t listened to eateot, they must think “bro this music sounds so horrifying.” But when you listened to the distortions of stage 3 and the first parts of stage 4, you basically think it’s a gift.
I am going though some tough times sleeping. And I've been sad a lot often than usual. And Crying more than usual. And this gives me a space to fight my demons. In my mind and explore the darkness. Even though it is scary. Update: I'm doing better now guys.
This song makes my skin crawl. It’s like a nursery room in hell’s hospital. I already find baby nursery music a little bit creepy but this just makes me want to die, it’s so horrifying
Holy shit I never noticed that. I'm going to go check to see if it's actually like that, or just this video. Nope, it's not like that in the original song, sorry to break it to ya
as someone with four different mental illnesses/disorders, i feel like this is sort of what my mind sounds like sometimes. To me this isn't scary, just chaotic and a bit confused. But i actually find this very comforting. It feels benevolent. This is truly a masterpiece of a project.
I always listen to this song. When i coock the dinner, when i'm making my bed... There were especifically ocassion where i listened to this. Now that i've lost my best friend by my own fault, I'm listening to this everytime. This song make the day pass faster. This song means the start of a new day, and now that sentence seems so fucking horrible. This song means to me how everything can be so beautifully sad, how tragy-comedy can be my life. And now i don't know what to do but laugh... Oh god i feel shame just to get out of my house... I just want to sleep and die by starving... I could sleep months to skip the worst part of being alive. If you sometime just read this... you must to be hating me right now. I really hope you can pass your exams and be a longer better than me. Love u friend.
This track makes me feel unusually sad. This gives me a feeling of watching someone die in your arms and you're still trying to smile and trying to recall all the good times you spent with someone that is no longer here. Its painful to listen to the end, just pure agony and bliss combined.
I1 and j1 are the most magical of eateot Its like no scenario can describe this track, maybe its like triping in audio form or trancending,i also think of a dream landscape (like omori with that purple sky and blue plants) but very blurred
This is my least favorite track on the entire album. It's not blissful at all, but excruciatingly painful, like the dementia patient is temporarily lucid (ish) and desperately trying to have a good time in the present with their loved ones , forcing themselves to be happy....and simply cannot because it's too much effort and too exhausting trying to hide from the horror and despair they really feel inside from themselves and their loved ones and pretend they are okay. In simpler terms, it's like pretending to be happy when you're on the brink of suicide. Finally the "bliss state" fades away, allowing the person to sink back into the void and confusion, only this time, the void almost comes as a relief, a way to escape a reality that is too exhausting and painful for them now.
It's a post-conciousness state, so I don't think person feels any sadness or pain. It's just a mixture of feelings without awareness. Depression is more about the stage 2, the period, when person "still feel as though I am me", I suppose.
Personally, i don’t think this is a clarity state at all really. The patient isn’t aware and is still confused about everything around them, but they feel, well, bliss. They feel calm. For this moment, the patient doesn’t feel pure agony and complete confusion, they just, feel calm. But this is the eye of the storm, and they’ll fall back harder then before after this.
I feel this song would play in one of 3 things 1; An Old VHS Disney tape that cuts and glitches a bit 2; Unused Music Box for Ballora 3;Weridcore/Dreamcore video
Here we see the caretaker trying their best to preserve memories and evade the evergrowing fog in their mind by playing all the bits of a memory they have left together, this method works for a while, hence the word temporary in the title of this track, eventually however this method does not work anymore as the fog becomes more prominent throughout the track
Useless fact: The reason each side is approximately 20 minutes long is so that they can fit onto the sides of a real vinyl record. Stages 1-3 have two sides, so in the physical release, they come in one disc each. Stages 4-6 have four sides, so they come in two discs each, one disc containing the first half, and the other containing the second half.
I do love this one. Its me on a cold sunny day, sitting in a park in a wheelchair with a blanket on my knee. Not raging at the world. Quietly pissing myself and going nuts. x
This... When I first heard this it was on a warm summer night in August of 2022 and I was thinking so much about my Grandpa who died of dementia in 2016. During the last five minutes of this entire 6 hour long plus opus, I ripped up all the letters I saved that I wrote to my dead mother who passed from ALS in 2017, screaming while destroying my bedroom. I felt like all the things I said were so trivial. I only kept the ones she wrote to me. My life has never been the same since I listened to this album.
I consider this as the best song of the whole album. It is so peaceful and beautiful yet creepy and confusing at the same time. It feels like walking through a Japanese Zen garden but realizing that something is terribly wrong there but not being sure what exactly is.
@Layne Krusz ah, so great. One of my mums friends had a phonograph and he demonstrated it to e once. As a boy I was fascinated by 78 RPM records and was given a gramophone for my 9th xmas. Layton & Johnstone-Chiquita I remember was a favorite. I love this part of the project. An oasis of calm within the madness. disitegration and isolation.
I never knew I’d like a song from the post awareness stages but this one is actually a nice listen compared to the mismatched hell of the first two songs
To me this feels like my spring break this year (2023). It’s sad because my 10th grade school year was the worst year of my life so far, it started off not too bad, and then it got worse. My spring break felt exactly like this, times where I could rest from the madness and focus on finding my bliss. It was until it coming to end and my bliss was fading away too much before I feel into the abyss that is my school’s issues. Eventually everything cleared up on what felt like Stage 5, and like the ending, I can rest one more time before All Insanity Breaks loose next year
This quarter was definitely my most cherishable section of stage 4, and perhaps of the entire second half. I was trembling, heart pounding, scared out of my mind listening to the first half of stage 4, the chaos and destruction of sounds instilling terrors which lasted well after I completed this stage. I was very grateful for this torn yet rested attempt at immediate aftercare. I didn’t want this section to end, but it did give me temporary peace.
if you heard this without context, it would sound straight from hell, but when you sat thru more than 3 hours of deteriorating music, this feels sorta like a gift
ikr. i kept replaying it and every time it ended i wanted to come back to it
I heard it without context while skipping through the stages and it sounded kinda beautiful
This was hella relaxing,hell sirens fucking made go dead
@@malfunctionnnn ѹ be like: the scariest track
J1 is calming also it’s kinda like a gift too but when stage 5 comes in..
This one never fails to make me cry. This, to me, is the saddest track of the entire album. The last conceivable moment you'll ever be able to feel anything resembling peace or happiness. The instruments sound like a baby's mobile, like something so young and innocent is being ripped away from it's life far too soon. This entire track feels like it's crying. I hate it. It's beautiful.
the bliss states in Stage 5 too.
@@potato1907 That exists, but to me it doesn't sound happy in the slightest. It sounds pained. Like its straining just to he comprehensible. I'd consider that to be the last moment of mental clarity, sure (maybe also the "2nd bliss state" as well), but clarity doesn't mean happiness.
@@Skel_cat63 To me i think the stage 5 bliss state is almost like newfound maturity, like it's been so long since anything made any sense that once a feeling of calm actually comes by, you are so used to having the illness that you are numb to the reality around you and have completely accepted it.
this one is my favorite because it feels like finding peace in chaos ngl
“The entire track feels like it’s crying.” That’s perfectly said.
The music box melody gets softer and quieter the farther this track goes, and the "empty void" gets louder.
One of the patient's memories has temporarily returned in a more untangled state, and they're clinging onto it, but the longer they try to cling to that memory, the more it fades away.
There are no happy endings.
slightly unrelated, but life is absolutely about the journey, rather than the destination, and the portrayal of dementia in the caretaker makes it so clear that it's been made impossible to enjoy the journey of life so all you have left is to hope for a little peace and calm
Something I think is interesting is how the “music box” is never really gone. The void shares the same sample as the music box it’s actually just the same track but reversed and with extra effects as well as being slowed down. So I guess it’s more of a abstraction of the music box and not it really fading away.
the fact this sounds like memories are trying to come back to the person in the form of the music becoming more clearer at points makes it all the more sad.
edit: grammar
I think I enjoy this stuff in a way that goes beyond what normal music can achieve, though. That might sound strange and I don't expect you to be able to relate. But it's like for once, I am hearing what the 'bedrock' of my mind sounds like. No one has a perfect memory and I'm sure if you dig deep enough into your subconscious you'll find a grey area that sounds a lot like this.
@@AJ_Deadshow I thought I was the only person who felt this way...
@@kiufkhgdiyrsiytgf2785 I second that, although it might be because of a bit of weed and beer beforehand; half a minute later, I've imagined a situation where I'm in a hardware store, and I've got no idea what am I doing there. So I ask an employee if I am holding any items from the store. I'm told about the basket I haven't noticed until this point - it contained a tool, later confirmed as a wrench, and some nuts. I followed what I thought the closest to the term 'home', and expected there to be a task that required whatever I'd be paying for.
I do wonder if this is what everyday dementia would feel like.
@@AJ_Deadshow Well it would suck if there was is bedrock
@@AJ_Deadshow honestly though, i can relate to this. sort of like when i try to reach back to when i was a young child, some things are clear, while others are fuzzy and sometimes near non-existent.
this is what the nervous system hears when you hit your toe on something and it doesn't hurt for like 5 seconds
Surprisingly accurate.
what happens after 5 seconds :
stage 6 - place in the world fades away plays
@@_trashythetrash1087 *hell sirens*
Stupid shit, we are our nervous systems it can't hear anything we can't hear. i know u were jokig obviously just needed 2 B said.
@@nukacolacompany2534 r/woooosh
i love how it seems to slowly fade away as it goes on
ANIME STAGE 4 GIRL
@@Leo-rl7qi yes hello that is me
average burning memory fan vs chad caretaker enjoyer
Nice pfp bro
That moment when bliss doesnt feel like bliss anymore
The occasional stutters and waviness to throw you off are pleasant in the oddest of ways.
to me it doesnt sound happy, just calm. like they have pieced together enough of themselves to feel comfortable but they have no context for where they are, no tangible memories, just thoughts echoing around their head. it makes me think of laying in bed at a nursing home staring at the celing for hours on end
Explained perfectly.
Though it literally says "Bliss" that means happiness.
Bliss that means not suffering from extreme confusion
This is what New Years 2021 is gonna sound like. We’re all happy that 2020 is over, but the truth is we don’t know if 2021 is gonna be better, just as bad or even worse
Feels so true, the song gets worse the year goes (If its bad)
i wish
So far its pretty good
It’s actually pretty... ok
its better
What I hear: An old person is distracted from the confusion and chaos of their daily life--perhaps because they hear vaguely familiar sounding music.
Their caregiver decides to engage them by playing oldies music. Something they hope will drown out the other noises and ambience that cause them so much irritation and distress. It almost appears to work. Almost as if a memory's jagged edges have become smoothened out enough to snap back into place.
It doesn't quite work that way. These songs simply aren't enough to bring back a whole memory. But they do comfort the old patient--albeit they can't explain why. They barely engage with their caregiver, being entirely sidetracked by the music. Except for a few brief moments when they blurt out some fragment of a memory that came to mind.
Eventually, they begin to doze off. The caregiver allows them to fall asleep to the sound of sweet melodies with no meaning.
fifth time i see you in a eatot video, ur comments are honestly really well written and a pleasure to see each time i search for a eatot song, how many more are there
@@nineohtwo2 All the way up to J1. Sadly, they stopped there and have never been seen again. Their H1 comment is also lost. The video was deleted I think.
@@Kadin789 huh well thats a shame tbh, thx for the answer tho lol
I overslept in the bus while listening to the full album and missed my stop, I was going back home and it was raining. After so much static, I got to this point again, and I made the rest of my trip half-conscious, drenched. That day felt so nice even though I was so exhausted and miserable. I want more days like that one.
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beautiful
nice
This album kinda does that to you, you start appreciating all that life offers you. Good and bad, because at least you can experience it, process it and remember it, at least you can feel alive.
One of the last few times to cope and resist the inevitable destruction of the human mind from dementia. Truly heartbreaking.
this is definitely my favorite song off the album. I suffer from anxiety, and it reminds me of that feeling. That desperate reach for calm, but it's always at least a little corrupted.
that isn't to take away from the seriousness of dementia though. I am sorry for anyone suffering from it. It is a truly horrifying disease.
Don't need to apologize to them,, they can't fucking read english verh well imao
@@nukacolacompany2534 Oh yeah? What is your native language then?
@@beepbeepimasheep237beepbee3 English
@@nukacolacompany2534 My native language is German, but I'm very good at English. Du kannst nicht mir verstehen, kannst du?
Same here
I find this scary because it’s begging to be blissful, but the bliss is just...not authentic. The disease has just progressed too far at this point
Denial
Man, when you listen to this when it plays during the full album it sounds really calm. But here, it’s still really messed up. It’s like reversed and jumbled but still in tune which is weird
oh i thought i was the only one! when i listened to the full thing i found it so nice and calming but now that im listening to it on its own it doesn't feel the same
@@eikanova same its prob cuz u listened to 1 hour of static so its nice to get a break and ur brain thinks its nicer than it is
its probably because right before and after this song youre listening to the musical version of screaming
It does have a tune, that's what makes it nice, even if it does void out it's still nice.
What’s funny is this actually has pitchmap on it so it actually isn’t in tune at all most of the time
You've forgotten yourself.
You've forgotten the world.
You've forgotten to hear.
You've forgotten to speak.
You've forgotten to eat.
You've forgotten to feel.
You've forgotten to see.
You've forgotten to live.
Your life now endlessly restarts every second.
Not all of these happen this early in the project
Those symptoms more resemble late dementia, or stage 6 of the album.
surprisingly enjoyable, considering how far into the project it is
J1 is even more far and more enjoyable and calm surprisingly. (It's the track that follows after this one)
@@svr1245 for me J1 is one of the more sadder parts in the album(especially the ending)
the moments building up to this stage, like having to hear the confused screams for an hour or more and finally hearing something that isn't that, is very blissful. and that's why it is enjoyable
@@thedreamleader after 5 mins though, this track in particular, gets boring, for me at least, since it’s the same sample just playing over and over, no other samples, just this.
it feels like piano keys slowly falling upwards
This is the audio representation of when you drink cold water and your body gets that cold chill
if you take all the heartbreaking stuff surrounding this away, this truly sounds like bliss, this sounds like being drunk on a bright day with the person you love. like driving home after your final exam. like wandering through the vacation destination of your dreams. like a warm memory from your childhood. extraordinary, mr. kirby.
I don't think this is at all blissful. It's like the audio version of the ritualistic actions an agitated dementia patient engages in to comfort themselves. They might start walking around aimlessly, seeming to be "arranging" something or "straightening" something, but are actually doing nothing but moving objects around purposelessly, thinking they are doing some chore or important ritual, but having only the memory of its motions, not its execution or purpose. This song reminds me of that.
This probably what a mind sounds like when someone who has depression so bad that it feels their brain is covered in a fog of darkness and this the moments of light and clarity for that mind
You're not wrong.
It feels like when you're either coming down from mania and don't know you're feeling depressed, or more optimistically, when you're coming back up from a low.
@@jackpijjin4088 I was also referencing the phenomenon that depression has caused cognitive decline albeit reversible and not as intense as Dementia
@@simonpetrikov3992 either way, the feeling SUCKS.
@@jackpijjin4088 I'm glad i don't have it that bad and I'm relatively young (early 20s) if it this bad plus if i was at my mother's age (almost 50) my future would be fucked
@@jackpijjin4088 and gacha youtubers use it for popularity. just sad.
The condition of temporary bliss state proves that bliss doesn’t mean fully coherent but usually with bliss states they become slightly more clear, just not enough to call a clarity
ik im 8 months late, but the way i see it the temporary bliss state is when the person is not worried about their illness, it doesn't mean things are clear it just means they are at home relaxing and not worried about having memory problems or confusions
This track is like a morphine drip in between searing pains.
oh, absolutely !
This is one of the most depressing things I've ever listened to. A bittersweet, confused bliss passing by, lost and sudden. No time to process it before it's gone and might not be back ever again
I love this one, it's probably one of my favorites from the album
The start of this song scared me THE MOST, more than the hell sirnes
This is my favorite track yet the most depressing one. Like clinging to what's left of your childhood memories yet it still slips away and you can't do anything about it.
At this point in the journey, I realized that I never wanted this portion of the experience to end. As I was counting down the seconds towards the abyss coming back, I really felt and wanted to hang on longer to this segment. This was the last pit stop that you never wanted to leave from.
And that last memory that’s really clear on stage 5
I cried the whole way through this.
This makes me scared and sad that for the people that have died in a way that they decay in confusion and end up as a shell of what they once were. It’s really emotional thinking about how many people have gone through this and passed away and the chances of it coming to you 😭😓😥
You either die with your both body and mind in the other disease or see all embers of memories die before you does and leave you to confusion, ending up not thinking of life and death anymore.
Man after listening to the fist half of stage 4 this felt amazing but before I thought this was horrifying
There are actually a few moments where it goes beyond a mere semblance of music and a real series of notes peaks out through the misty clouds. Tremendously beautiful.
As a musician, this will likely be what Stage 5 + 6 sound like for me 😄
Stage 5: taaAAAA, taaAAAA, tAAAAAA
nah much more chaotıc stuff you dont want to see
There are some musically genius parts of Stage 5 (was it a dream and the mandolin solo for instance)
Considering it lasts for 21 minutes, this is the longest moment of post-awareness clarity in the series. The music box is covered by static indicating it's a memory and not the patient simply feeling happy for a moment. As for why it lasts so long, Stage 4's titles are all cold and medical, so this could represent the patient receiving care that briefly halts or slows their deterioration. We don't know when or if the subject ever sought medical care for their condition during stages 1-3, the titles changing to clinical terms in stage 4 suggest this has happened.
Obviously it's far too late to reverse the damage now, as any sense of normalcy was lost by the end of Stage 2, and the mind's last defenses all collapsed in Stage 3, but it sounds like the doctors were able to grant a reprieve of somewhat clear (yet dis-jointed) thought from the chaos of Stage 4.
2006, no wait, 2091, no wait. You don’t know the time. But your carefree, having a great day despite not knowing your gradual decline. As you do your check up you still can’t remember. But you don’t care, the bliss moment has came, and you must enjoy it while it lasts. As you sit down you pay close attention to the TV. You then drift off into your bliss. You feel peaceful. And finally you are happy again.
the fact you can hear E7 in the mess makes me scared because its just an ice cream truck nightmare to listen to
a soothing gentle breeze
This is the most clearest part of stage 4 but it's still broken
no its g1 heartaches or j1 ending
No its the hell sirens
@@inactiveguy03 no, it's fard
@@Lucian7066 no, it's monke
@@jalapenoandbanana ha ha funny
Everyone says this feels like a gift or calming, but this is absolutely from hell for me..
lol
I think it's both.
@@chonenjuanpi It's just the paitent is struggling to remember as their mind slowly decays into nothing but breathing and staring at a wall.
The Album Gets Calmer As You Go.
"Wait, it's all The Prettiest Little Song of All?"
"Always has been"
"(And then, J1)"
If there was ever such a thing as "sickeningly serene", this track would be it, and I mean it in a good way. It perfectly sums up how confused, broken and totally oblivious the patient is...and yet they still feel so happy
how terrifying.
Like Mr. Rogers went to sleep, and while he was dreaming someone injected him with a small amount of either meth or PCP and it became part of his dream. That's what this sounds like to me
I have grown to really love the end of this, when the drones slowly overtake the bell like chimes. Heard out of context, it's quite calming.
It gets sadder the more you listen... I think I'm crying...
Everyone is so sensitive wth?
This is my favourite part of the entire album
This is like when you hear people talking a few tables over, but you can’t make out exactly what they’re saying or talking about.
This is definitely my favorite track. A moment of incoherent joy in a state of confusion and loss is so sad yet so beautiful, and I think Leyland Kirby perfectly encapsulated that feeling. And how it starts to fade as the track ends, you end up wanting to cling on it. At least, I do.
Los ultimos momentos de lucidez, por un momento algo en la persona regresa, algo alegre que se había perdido a lo largo del camino solitario, una ultima caricia al alma de la vida despidiendose y dandote las gracias por todos aquellos momentos, que... a pesar de que no sabes con exactitud cuales son, sabes que fueron algo genuinamente bello, dejalo pasar, dejalo fluir, la suave melodía que la aberración no ha podido destruir, aferrate a ello y no lo dejes ir, al cabo del tiempo, el solitario y confuso sendero adelante caminará por si solo hacia ti...
- Temporary bliss state.
Eso fue bonito
Se puede reconocer casi a un ritmo....
Pero no.
K onda bro
Hermoso comentario
0:00 music and no void 1:55 first sign of void. 6:00 void easy appearance . 10:00 music box starts to fade. 19:00 1 out of 10000 chance of hearing music box 20:00 no music but void. 21:04 end
Level 1 0:00 Level 2 5:00 Level 3 12:30 Level 4 16:00 Level 5 21:00
It's terrifying yet so peaceful
There's always a sense of fantastical beauty and genuine horror about THIS track in particular. the calming instruments and the weird uncomfortable mixing blends together into a uniquely horrific song.
This is what you hear when ur really stressed and for some reason your brain just clears up for a second
When you stomach hurts but it stops for a second
This is how you feel when you have a party with friends after your girlfriend break up with you and they tried to make you feel good, but you don't...
i'm gonna blast this on the freeway during traffic ty
gr8 vapor wavey ambient
Soothing. Love getting lost in dis piece
My personal favorite.
as the bliss state passes on, the bliss gets colder, more bitter, less sweet, until it dies out.
r/im14andthisisdeep
BUT THERE IS FUN IN FUNERAL
If a person that hears this that hasn’t listened to eateot, they must think “bro this music sounds so horrifying.” But when you listened to the distortions of stage 3 and the first parts of stage 4, you basically think it’s a gift.
I am going though some tough times sleeping. And I've been sad a lot often than usual. And Crying more than usual. And this gives me a space to fight my demons. In my mind and explore the darkness. Even though it is scary.
Update: I'm doing better now guys.
This song makes my skin crawl. It’s like a nursery room in hell’s hospital. I already find baby nursery music a little bit creepy but this just makes me want to die, it’s so horrifying
21:00 The stuttering at the end tho...
Holy shit I never noticed that. I'm going to go check to see if it's actually like that, or just this video.
Nope, it's not like that in the original song, sorry to break it to ya
That stuttering only happens in the official weirdcore music video
that should have been originally in temporary bliss state, prove me wrong
@@reddodeado301 thank goodness, that shit gave me chills when I heard it. terrifying like the devil himself...
as someone with four different mental illnesses/disorders, i feel like this is sort of what my mind sounds like sometimes. To me this isn't scary, just chaotic and a bit confused. But i actually find this very comforting. It feels benevolent. This is truly a masterpiece of a project.
lemme guess, all self diagnosed 😐
@@morgue502 Bruh 😌
@@morgue502 How irrespetous and inconsiderate.
@@San-ln7sp u don't know
@@Jay-uu5lu e
This just gives me the chills
I always listen to this song. When i coock the dinner, when i'm making my bed... There were especifically ocassion where i listened to this. Now that i've lost my best friend by my own fault, I'm listening to this everytime. This song make the day pass faster. This song means the start of a new day, and now that sentence seems so fucking horrible. This song means to me how everything can be so beautifully sad, how tragy-comedy can be my life. And now i don't know what to do but laugh... Oh god i feel shame just to get out of my house... I just want to sleep and die by starving... I could sleep months to skip the worst part of being alive. If you sometime just read this... you must to be hating me right now. I really hope you can pass your exams and be a longer better than me. Love u friend.
coock the dinner
This track makes me feel unusually sad.
This gives me a feeling of watching someone die in your arms and you're still trying to smile and trying to recall all the good times you spent with someone that is no longer here.
Its painful to listen to the end, just pure agony and bliss combined.
Right way to listen to this: very low volume in loop when you're sleeping
ooo yes i weirdly enjoy listening to this
The music sounds like the sea.
I1 and j1 are the most magical of eateot
Its like no scenario can describe this track, maybe its like triping in audio form or trancending,i also think of a dream landscape (like omori with that purple sky and blue plants) but very blurred
listening to this slowed down is heaven
This is my least favorite track on the entire album. It's not blissful at all, but excruciatingly painful, like the dementia patient is temporarily lucid (ish) and desperately trying to have a good time in the present with their loved ones , forcing themselves to be happy....and simply cannot because it's too much effort and too exhausting trying to hide from the horror and despair they really feel inside from themselves and their loved ones and pretend they are okay. In simpler terms, it's like pretending to be happy when you're on the brink of suicide.
Finally the "bliss state" fades away, allowing the person to sink back into the void and confusion, only this time, the void almost comes as a relief, a way to escape a reality that is too exhausting and painful for them now.
It's a post-conciousness state, so I don't think person feels any sadness or pain. It's just a mixture of feelings without awareness. Depression is more about the stage 2, the period, when person "still feel as though I am me", I suppose.
Personally, i don’t think this is a clarity state at all really. The patient isn’t aware and is still confused about everything around them, but they feel, well, bliss. They feel calm. For this moment, the patient doesn’t feel pure agony and complete confusion, they just, feel calm. But this is the eye of the storm, and they’ll fall back harder then before after this.
This feels like going to north korea after living in hell for many years.
I feel this song would play in one of 3 things
1; An Old VHS Disney tape that cuts and glitches a bit
2; Unused Music Box for Ballora
3;Weridcore/Dreamcore video
Its in the weirdcore video
Unpopular Opinion, but i find this track to be very calming.
SAME!!
Same here!!
I would consider that a popular opinion
Same
Here we see the caretaker trying their best to preserve memories and evade the evergrowing fog in their mind by playing all the bits of a memory they have left together, this method works for a while, hence the word temporary in the title of this track, eventually however this method does not work anymore as the fog becomes more prominent throughout the track
Me: stubbed my toes
Also me: feels no pain like i was sent into the void
*stage 4 temporary bliss state plays*
Useless fact: The reason each side is approximately 20 minutes long is so that they can fit onto the sides of a real vinyl record. Stages 1-3 have two sides, so in the physical release, they come in one disc each. Stages 4-6 have four sides, so they come in two discs each, one disc containing the first half, and the other containing the second half.
I do love this one. Its me on a cold sunny day, sitting in a park in a wheelchair with a blanket on my knee. Not raging at the world. Quietly pissing myself and going nuts. x
It’s like a child being tasered
*not the guro machine*
This is heartbreaking to listen to, I just imagine it's memories of windchimes from your parents house, whilst you play outside with friends
This song is equivalent to having a really bad itch and using a knife to get rid of it
This... When I first heard this it was on a warm summer night in August of 2022 and I was thinking so much about my Grandpa who died of dementia in 2016. During the last five minutes of this entire 6 hour long plus opus, I ripped up all the letters I saved that I wrote to my dead mother who passed from ALS in 2017, screaming while destroying my bedroom. I felt like all the things I said were so trivial. I only kept the ones she wrote to me. My life has never been the same since I listened to this album.
"hell siren" の後にこれ流れた時めちゃくちゃ安心した。
I consider this as the best song of the whole album. It is so peaceful and beautiful yet creepy and confusing at the same time. It feels like walking through a Japanese Zen garden but realizing that something is terribly wrong there but not being sure what exactly is.
I would say that this is one of the saddest songs in the album
Same sample as "Bewildered in other eyes"?
sounds like it
Yes
@Layne Krusz ah, so great. One of my mums friends had a phonograph and he demonstrated it to e once. As a boy I was fascinated by 78 RPM records and was given a gramophone for my 9th xmas. Layton & Johnstone-Chiquita I remember was a favorite. I love this part of the project. An oasis of calm within the madness. disitegration and isolation.
@Layne Krusz awww...it sounds so cute when it’s normal. Lol
@Layne Krusz thanks for that
mom come pick me up im scared
I don't care if you're a fan or not
This legit sounds like Nawa from Omori
What is a omori
This part of the album is from Stage 3 belwiered in other eyes
I never knew I’d like a song from the post awareness stages but this one is actually a nice listen compared to the mismatched hell of the first two songs
This is what you hear when you see a biblically accurate angel
Head empty
Brain is sleeping
Brain is sleeping
exact feeling
This is also what its like when you have OCD, and everything in your head is definite and right. It is tainted, but its so welcome
Listening to this while half asleep is trippy as hell
You fool you'll get sleep paralysis
Most underrated EATEOT track
To me this feels like my spring break this year (2023). It’s sad because my 10th grade school year was the worst year of my life so far, it started off not too bad, and then it got worse. My spring break felt exactly like this, times where I could rest from the madness and focus on finding my bliss. It was until it coming to end and my bliss was fading away too much before I feel into the abyss that is my school’s issues. Eventually everything cleared up on what felt like Stage 5, and like the ending, I can rest one more time before All Insanity Breaks loose next year
This quarter was definitely my most cherishable section of stage 4, and perhaps of the entire second half. I was trembling, heart pounding, scared out of my mind listening to the first half of stage 4, the chaos and destruction of sounds instilling terrors which lasted well after I completed this stage. I was very grateful for this torn yet rested attempt at immediate aftercare. I didn’t want this section to end, but it did give me temporary peace.
This gives me a feeling of N's room from Pokemon Black and White as it sounds and feels the same as this song
I was texting my dad listening to this album to share my experience and feelings, and when this track came on, I basically wrote an entire poem.