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  • čas přidán 11. 10. 2015
  • “the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams” by teen suicide from the CD/LP/Tape/Digital “i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body" available on Run For Cover Records now.
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    Lyrics:
    i have dreamt about what it's like to die
    and i saw myself becoming shadows again
    just like i did when i was a kid
    i saw my bones crack open and all the things i've been hiding from you spill out
    all the secrets that i never thought i'd tell anyone about
    i am warm and i am bored and i am drifting through this place
    it's no better or worse than anything else that's ever happened to me
    but i wish that i'd never met a lot of the people that i've met
    not because i don't like them but because i only let them down
    and when you disappoint everyone all the time it's hard not to want to die
    constantly i feel this weird and shameful feeling
    like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes
    behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
    and everywhere i go i know i'm not welcome
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Komentáře • 197

  • @runforcovertube
    @runforcovertube  Před 6 lety +58

    American Pleasure Club’s (formerly known as Teen Suicide) new album ‘A Whole Fucking Lifetime of This’ is out 2/16, listen to “this is heaven & id die for it” right here: czcams.com/video/MtHifoG2kgM/video.html

  • @simplytiana4758
    @simplytiana4758 Před 6 lety +411

    The title is too real . I try to take as many naps as possible to stop overthinking so much but now even in my sleeps those thoughts still occur

    • @somebruhro259
      @somebruhro259 Před 4 lety +1

      U good?

    • @TasimanaOG
      @TasimanaOG Před 4 lety +13

      same man, everything nowdays is so pointless for me, i cant get out of this mental fucking prison and shit feels like its on repeat.. im not depressed nor suicidal but life feels so boring and pointless though it shouldnt. i have a loving family and everything i could want but i feel like im missing something and im just fucked atm...

    • @retrofuturepi
      @retrofuturepi Před 3 lety +1

      Same. The same nightmares, just different characters and settings

    • @paraxid5323
      @paraxid5323 Před 3 lety +1

      how do you feel 3 years later

    • @SatishKumar-ve3oi
      @SatishKumar-ve3oi Před 8 měsíci

      I just put my IEM on and hugged a pillow. Just like you do. Napping to stop thinking about life.

  • @drella1775
    @drella1775 Před rokem +47

    haven’t been able to listen to this song since i was a teenager. the feeling this song brought still lies in my bones. things are better but i am still me.

    • @drella1775
      @drella1775 Před 2 měsíci +6

      9 months later and my dad passed. i am full of love with nowhere to put it. i am still me.

  • @komayru65
    @komayru65 Před 3 lety +134

    my brother gave me his playlist and this song was on it. he came back from the hospital a couple days ago and i cried so hard it hurt to walk. we all love you

  • @idleheartpoems3434
    @idleheartpoems3434 Před 7 lety +294

    lyrics :
    i have dreamt about what it's like to die
    and i saw myself becoming shadows again
    just like i did when i was a kid
    i saw my bones crack open and all the things i've been hiding from you spill out
    all the secrets that i never thought i'd tell anyone about
    i am warm and i am bored and i am drifting through this place
    it's no better or worse than anything else that's ever happened to me,
    but i wish that i'd never met a lot of the people that i've met
    not because i don't like them but because i only let them down
    and when you disappoint everyone all the time it's hard not to want to die
    constantly i feel this weird and shameful feeling like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes, behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
    and everywhere i go i know i'm not welcome

  • @briannacunningham4265
    @briannacunningham4265 Před 3 lety +128

    I used to listen to this song a lot when I was 14 (17 now) and I miss the emotions I left back then, I drink too much now and I feel like a shell but I hope everyone finds themselves and heals

    • @nombre9251
      @nombre9251 Před 3 lety +22

      Stop drinking. I assure you don't need that.

    • @LTCLIPSSS
      @LTCLIPSSS Před 2 lety +10

      i agree with nombre u should stop drinking, atleast try to

    • @dustysemancik2463
      @dustysemancik2463 Před 2 lety +7

      Fr substances aren’t the way it’s a temporary escape to a long term problem

    • @mjslickredz5230
      @mjslickredz5230 Před 2 lety +5

      Cheers to feeling like an empty shell. That’s usually what I say to describe myself. The former me is gone and I miss me

    • @x0tic
      @x0tic Před 2 lety +7

      im kinda with you, i dont drink n im not gonna tell u what to do or what not to do cuz its not my business, pot is my vice but i still have the same emotions (at least similar) connections to this song as you do. its a comforting feeling knowing im not the only one going through the same stuff.

  • @emmaemmalyne
    @emmaemmalyne Před 7 lety +190

    This song and a lot of songs by this artist relates very closely to my life and although it's nice to know i'm not alone it still kinda hurts my heart

    • @Mold713
      @Mold713 Před 7 lety +4

      Dog O. Johnson that's what makes this band so great, not only do they not limit themselves to one type of sound but all of their songs are able to convey all the emotions that they were feeling when they were writing/recording their music wether we can relate to it or not, it's sad but yet addictive to listen to for being so beautiful

    • @jessicawatson891
      @jessicawatson891 Před 4 lety

      very very true

  • @beandip4910
    @beandip4910 Před 8 lety +133

    This is the best song to kiss someone for the first time. I just see a couple talking about all their experiences and then eventually going in for that first kiss. I love this song. Thank you.

    • @abraham3673
      @abraham3673 Před 8 lety +2

      holy fuck, this song keeps on reminding me of the first kiss i've ever had (earlier this year, i'm only 17). now it just makes me miss them even more.

    • @ianangello9577
      @ianangello9577 Před 7 lety

      same^

    • @fleshyspeakers
      @fleshyspeakers Před 7 lety +10

      this song reminds me of a first kiss i never had, with a girl i waited too long to tell i loved her.

    • @zoowemama888
      @zoowemama888 Před rokem

      @@fleshyspeakersso real

    • @fleshyspeakers
      @fleshyspeakers Před rokem

      @@zoowemama888 real, still

  • @residentevil4freek
    @residentevil4freek Před 7 lety +194

    we were back together, everything was fixed, there was only beauty & perfection
    then i woke up

    • @cadybtterfly521
      @cadybtterfly521 Před 6 lety +2

      Sir Raw
      well that was strangely unnecessary:)

    • @CarlosGonzalez-hq1er
      @CarlosGonzalez-hq1er Před 4 lety

      This happens to me all the time. )):

    • @tionary7175
      @tionary7175 Před 3 lety

      Yes

    • @kawaiilotus
      @kawaiilotus Před 2 lety

      It used to be my favourite part of my dreams but now it's my worst nightmare, it's been 5 years and my subconscious cannot move on, I don't even want to:'see' him anymore and his torturous presence.

  • @butterflyjar829
    @butterflyjar829 Před 7 lety +166

    not because i don't like them, but because i only let them down

  • @synthvvavve191
    @synthvvavve191 Před 5 lety +47

    I'm so tired and sleep can't fix it

  • @thaiscircelliok9065
    @thaiscircelliok9065 Před 7 lety +135

    this song makes me feel stuff

  • @dryreyes
    @dryreyes Před 4 lety +38

    I wish I had never met many of the people I have met, not because I don't like them but because I just let them down and when you let everyone down all the time it's hard not wanting to die.
    Omfg, this is my favorite song.☺️💕

    • @roroo
      @roroo Před 4 lety +1

      💕💕

    • @tionary7175
      @tionary7175 Před 3 lety

      ❤️

    • @Human1136
      @Human1136 Před 2 lety +3

      That's your mind... Don't let IT consume you, You didn't fail.

  • @Marzzizle101
    @Marzzizle101 Před 4 lety +17

    this has been one of my favorite songs of all time, didn't listen to it for a few months and now here I am crying my eyes out
    music IS feelings

  • @x0tic
    @x0tic Před 2 lety +5

    hello person who sorted by new :) hope u enjoy this magical song cheers!😄

  • @curryMan221
    @curryMan221 Před 2 lety +12

    My life feels like everything is on fire but I won't melt I just feel the burn

  • @Pinkiepyro1
    @Pinkiepyro1 Před 7 lety +58

    reminds me of that time when

  • @twiz476
    @twiz476 Před rokem +4

    I used to play this song on repeat when I was living at my grandparents house and developed addictions to harder drugs, I did heroin for the first time with my drug dealer in a public metro park bathroom by my house.
    At the time I felt deeply ashamed and was lying and hiding a lot of things from a lot of different people in my life, most of those people don’t speak to me, and I wouldn’t speak to them even if they wanted to speak to me. I hurt a lot of people and I’ve come to realize the only way to fix it is to leave them alone.
    I’m in a comfortable insulated position in my life with everything around me that makes me happy, but I question if it makes me feel actually alive, a comfortable routine that’s repeated over and over again.

  • @Wurmstinkt
    @Wurmstinkt Před 5 lety +53

    i am not meant for the life i have

  • @kozel3513
    @kozel3513 Před 6 lety +24

    i wish he could understand what he'll always mean to me so i can play this and sit with him under the stars he can't see

  • @lavendorix2363
    @lavendorix2363 Před 4 lety +25

    It's the 7th of June, I'm still scared of going outside and seeing others. I shouldn't be like this.. I just wanna feel happy again, I'm so tired and sick of myself. I constantly feel guilty and regret. But I can get through it right?.. Right..

    • @Pfatschke
      @Pfatschke Před 3 lety +1

      Yes! You're brave. You can be proud of every single day, every hour, minute (...) you manage. And of every little thing you do. Even if you don't feel like it! Maybe at some point you can forgive yourself for the things that make you feel sick about yourself. We can always bear so so so much more than we'd ever expect.

    • @retrofuturepi
      @retrofuturepi Před 3 lety +1

      Hope you're doing better

    • @wickednights3793
      @wickednights3793 Před 3 lety

      Hey, I hope youre doing better nowadays!!

  • @saleigha.5163
    @saleigha.5163 Před 3 lety +5

    thank you for this masterpiece of an album. never heard something so relatable and close to heart.

  • @freshfajitas
    @freshfajitas Před 8 lety +19

    always loved this song

  • @turtledove7775
    @turtledove7775 Před 2 lety +15

    "when you disappoint everyone all the time it's hard not to want to die" damn I related to this so much

  • @grimdral
    @grimdral Před 5 lety +65

    the part in the beggining is "spill the blood of the innocent" in reverse

    • @takeitsleezy4520
      @takeitsleezy4520 Před 4 lety +1

      anthony it sounds a lot like willie hutch brother's gonna work it out the beginning part

    • @roroo
      @roroo Před 4 lety +3

      @@hounskull. my mom will never find out

    • @dylanroemmele906
      @dylanroemmele906 Před 3 lety +3

      You fell for the lie. It's Sam saying somebody lower my voice.

  • @alex_dot_org5512
    @alex_dot_org5512 Před 4 lety +3

    i’ll be vibing most days, then there’s days where i just feel like this

  • @lardjass4146
    @lardjass4146 Před 3 lety +8

    The ending blows me away every time SHEESH

  • @m1stsick0
    @m1stsick0 Před rokem +1

    you have no idea how much your band has helped me thank you so much your music is like a friend whos always there

  • @sirus2888
    @sirus2888 Před 4 lety +5

    love laying in bed completely exhausted to this song

  • @nxthxn8881
    @nxthxn8881 Před 4 lety +7

    everything hurts.

  • @wheatbread8014
    @wheatbread8014 Před 2 lety +4

    “why are you so sad all the time”

  • @tabbycat2513
    @tabbycat2513 Před 6 lety +16

    What would you call the way he played the guitar in the very beginning of the song? I really liked it and want to find more songs with that.

  • @jessicaponce6754
    @jessicaponce6754 Před 7 lety +6

    So glad i search up local bands and the showed up and this is so amazing im I love

  • @marley6969
    @marley6969 Před 2 lety +1

    ive listened to TS for like 2 years but this will always be my fav song by them

  • @caelpocock5411
    @caelpocock5411 Před 8 lety +7

    So glad I found them on Bandcamp yesterday

  • @simplystormy1321
    @simplystormy1321 Před 4 lety +7

    This such a great some how does this only have 72 comments and 12k likes what the hell

  • @user-jy4lb1tk7e
    @user-jy4lb1tk7e Před 4 lety +1

    That's right mother you show you cry I keep listening to this song and I keep crying

  • @unknownmisfit7096
    @unknownmisfit7096 Před 2 lety +1

    When Sam Ray said "go easy on me seth"(I think is his bandmate guitarist or drummer)
    The fact he said like that makes me think that he 1 take this recording but still feels authentic in a way and yeah this song feels chilling and nostalgic vibes. Still a great song to hear on a chillin night

  • @d8752rq
    @d8752rq Před 10 měsíci +1

    i cry so hard to this song

  • @jgtree8332
    @jgtree8332 Před 6 lety +15

    Depression put into a song

  • @GNARLYY
    @GNARLYY Před 7 lety +87

    i love this song because it makes me think of my girlfriend

  • @_m3di_
    @_m3di_ Před rokem +1

    I’ve been sick for so long and every day I drift further from who I was, and I miss her so much, I can’t live like this for much longer, I’m so tired and I can only rest when I’m dead

  • @konjurist
    @konjurist Před rokem +1

    it hurts to listen to but it’s so beautiful

  • @serenasmith7899
    @serenasmith7899 Před rokem +2

    All these comments break me, I hope you guys are okay

  • @brianahmed
    @brianahmed Před 7 lety +2

    They have captured the moment...
    🍷🍷🍷🍷🍷🍷

  • @OmeGaVoDkA
    @OmeGaVoDkA Před 7 měsíci +1

    It's been almost 8 years and I still think bout our breakup.

  • @Guitarristautenticado
    @Guitarristautenticado Před rokem +1

    i love this!!! >

  • @pradabears
    @pradabears Před 3 lety +4

    i wanna do more than just exist

  • @michaeladoodlez9709
    @michaeladoodlez9709 Před 3 lety

    whewww..i love this. the title is also very relatable.

  • @user-ko8gu3fd3d
    @user-ko8gu3fd3d Před 4 lety +5

    привет, я пишу это потому что мне некому выговориться. мой лучший друг умирает, он планирует суецид и я об этом знаю и не могу ничем помочь. я не знаю что мне делать. я потерялась в своих мыслях и потеряла себя, все кажется настолько обычным, даже те вещи которые раньше меня вдохновляли теперь не приносят удовольствия. я переживаю из за друга потому что роднее него у меня никого нет, мне страшно.

  • @UDRTYYY
    @UDRTYYY Před 4 měsíci

    I used to listen to this when I was 17 thinking I was depressed but I just turned 20 and now everything feels so numb I sometimes crave to feel those emotions I used to feel in the past just so I can know everything will be okay

  • @roroo
    @roroo Před 2 lety +2

    its been a year. crazy how much has happened since i first commented here. i love you all.

  • @jenniferlynn9579
    @jenniferlynn9579 Před 7 lety +2

    This is amazing

  • @roroo
    @roroo Před 4 lety +2

    it feels like my body doesn't belong to me

  • @attmarma
    @attmarma Před 3 lety +2

    love these but they gon fucking blow my speakers
    i love that also

  • @goregr1ndd
    @goregr1ndd Před rokem +1

    god why does this happen to me everytime

  • @barryswisha999
    @barryswisha999 Před 8 měsíci

    This song brought nostalgia of my childhood I never felt wanted black sheep of my family…. They never knew how bad they made feel of myself how they treated me after I loss my mom when I was 11 it just felt so cold the world what was home I never it wasn’t in my heart till well now I’m 23 still trying to figure things out but I know my I’m healing ❤️‍🩹 and I’m thankful for …… life

  • @nombre9251
    @nombre9251 Před 3 lety +1

    When you're soo drunk that you can even pronounce words anymore, but you ask your friends for another beer:
    0:00 "Foozibulekbjalf boys".

  • @plazmikpond
    @plazmikpond Před 2 lety +2

    2022 april 2nd

  • @jupiterx527
    @jupiterx527 Před 6 lety +2

    Its Okay

  • @Crunchy-red-leaf
    @Crunchy-red-leaf Před 4 lety +1

    I have yet to listen to this while high.

  • @Wildthingsrising
    @Wildthingsrising Před rokem +2

    i don't hurt the way i did when I first heard this song

  • @yamasakiiicapri9679
    @yamasakiiicapri9679 Před 6 lety +4

    I'm sorry

  • @jorhellboysubs.3815
    @jorhellboysubs.3815 Před 5 lety +3

    Cuando me suicide pondré este tema de fondo...

  • @malcriadotv8402
    @malcriadotv8402 Před 5 lety +1

    Sososososo good

  • @db4695
    @db4695 Před 5 lety +6

    I have dreamt about...what it’s like..to die

  • @maxmcmahan717
    @maxmcmahan717 Před rokem

    Oh :(

  • @cesnoise
    @cesnoise Před 11 měsíci

    miss u 2015

  • @evoe
    @evoe Před 8 lety +1

    Huge

  • @ashliana1357
    @ashliana1357 Před 2 lety

    I want the pure instrumental of this, I mean I love it but I badly need it- If you guys find the instrumental of this somewhere please reply to my comment, thanks!! Any year would do!!

  • @user-ud8jk3hv1c
    @user-ud8jk3hv1c Před 4 měsíci

    The same things happening to me all the Time, even un muy dreams

  • @plzineedtogowayrn6353
    @plzineedtogowayrn6353 Před 4 lety +9

    I keep failing

  • @kevinramirez6053
    @kevinramirez6053 Před 4 lety

    temazo de temazos

  • @sebababas777
    @sebababas777 Před 3 lety

    🖤🖤

  • @ryan6766
    @ryan6766 Před rokem

    i listened to this wheni was 17 and depressed af

  • @RackBreon99RR
    @RackBreon99RR Před 6 lety +3

    Does anyone know the chords?

  • @DeadMiya
    @DeadMiya Před 7 lety

  • @psych0ruins
    @psych0ruins Před 6 měsíci

    This shit carried me

  • @papastummyfuzz9281
    @papastummyfuzz9281 Před 4 lety +48

    you guys got me through being 16

  • @venezio3206
    @venezio3206 Před 3 lety

    2:30

  • @yelnickmcwawa5858
    @yelnickmcwawa5858 Před 4 lety

    Anyone know what tuning this is?

  • @error-xt9lq
    @error-xt9lq Před 7 lety +11

    diganme que hay fans de teen suicide argentinos

  • @yamasakiiicapri9679
    @yamasakiiicapri9679 Před 6 lety +9

    LONG LIVE JAHSEH

    • @dx_arrow9550
      @dx_arrow9550 Před rokem

      tf does x gotta do wit this

    • @3Nautti
      @3Nautti Před rokem

      @@dx_arrow9550 reason we even here

    • @Human1136
      @Human1136 Před rokem

      @@dx_arrow9550 X sampled one of their songs called "no the moon"... which he called "Teeth"

    • @dx_arrow9550
      @dx_arrow9550 Před rokem

      @@Human1136 i know i’m a fan of both im just saying what does this song have to do with it

    • @dx_arrow9550
      @dx_arrow9550 Před rokem

      @@3Nautti whos we

  • @jonhelgi6197
    @jonhelgi6197 Před 4 lety

    my

  • @bugsted
    @bugsted Před rokem +1

    had a cream dream last night

  • @AtibaVV
    @AtibaVV Před 2 lety

    SvckWrld

  • @MotionlessXAce
    @MotionlessXAce Před 7 lety

    "There's a Devilll in my boot!" rlly brain?

  • @ddandan03
    @ddandan03 Před rokem

    ha

  • @my_-bk6bo
    @my_-bk6bo Před 5 lety

    helii gesenc helj cadahgvi vg baij yoom
    vnn heregteee shaldaa buij bna