a productive NYC weekend in my life (ft. a brutally honest chat) | 12 DAYS OF VLOGMAS 06
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- čas přidán 18. 12. 2022
- in this vlog ~ a bunch of BTS of being a content creator (setting up, filming, editing, unseen bits), a workout class, a delicious af dinner with some great friends, cutting my hair ??? ....and a lot of me talking. and more. you'll just have to find out.
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Hannah: pouring her heart out
Charlie: 👅💧👅💧👅
I love how Charley is always in the background and knows when Hannah is feeling emotional. Cats have radar for that. 💖😊
i noticed HAH
Thought that was so funny omg
the fact that you feel comfortable enough to share your insecurities with us just shows how incredible and strong you are. it felt like i was talking to a friend on facetime and i just want to reach through the camera and give you a hug because YOU ARE NOT ALONE!! while insecurities are a battle, your feelings are valid. i think loving your body is a battle that a lot of people face and understand. true self confidence is so important and it’s 100% a journey and you are not alone in that journey. you are a beautiful person and you bring a light to this world that few people are able to accomplish❤
Couldn’t agree more. It takes a lot of courage to be that vulnerable and I’m so proud of her for opening up ❤
I never usually comment but i felt really compelled in this one. After you had gotten ready for dinner and you revealed the outfit and hair I just had to pause because you literally glowed, from the inside out and I just felt so much happiness from your happiness. The thing is even at your "worst" I and so many others feel this way because you in your authenticity is beautiful. It inspires me so much following your journey, you're funny as hell, and just a rare gem of a human. Thank you for honesty hour, I literally sat up on my bed like we were facetiming and I was just nodding along. The way I wanted to scream I feel this too! All the emotions are valid but one thing i've been learning is the grace that you naturally bestow to others they also bestow to you! I can at least say that whenever you post all that lights up in my head is HANNAH, theres my emotional support youtuber. I don't think confidence is just i know I look good 100% of the time, but despite how i'm showing up today, i'm showing up as me, and the real you is dope and sexy af. Anyways I hope this brought a smile to your face or comfort in knowing you are not alone and have so many supporters here to lift you back up. xoxo
Yesss I felt the exact same way. She’s so kind honest and transparent and the fact that she felt safe enough to tell us stuff like that really made me feel like a close friend. Always rooting for her ❤
hi, i am also 23 and i’m here to say not only that you’re not alone, but that this is the age where we all feel that way. I feel insecure everyday. my rolls, my random stretch marks on my arms, my pore size, my fingernails, i mean literally every single little thing. i wish i could chat with you over dinner about these things because I just feel like we could really connect at this age and where I am in life, it aligns closely. We are both beautiful. Our bodies fight for us EVERY SINGLE day. You are bigger than your thoughts.
Couldn’t agree more. I’m 25 and still feel this way
As a 42yo, I have to agree with you that some of this is the growing pains of your 20s. Keep trying your best to be in the moment - I hear you saying all the things that you know you should do, so just keep trying your best to focus on those. Work on the relationships that fulfill you, surround yourself with people who love you and value you exactly how you are and they will get you through. One of the most freeing things about your 30s is that you start to be able to actually mentally make those moves toward feeling secure and caring less and less about what others think and feeling more comfortable in your own skin.
You are growing and getting there, Hannah, but I do agree, the 20s are so hard. Hang in there, girl, you got this! I think you sharing this is so important because as you can read here, you are getting a lot of camaraderie.
Im 32. feeling the same. It never ends. But you get more comfortable with yourself ❤
Isn’t it sad how we pick apart all the bits and pieces of ourselves that we feel are “gross” or “ugly”; but then how Hannah was explaining girls she saw, we see everyone else as “perfect” and “little miss put together,” when in reality, they are most likely just as insecure as us. How about we all start hyping ourselves up as much as we do for others? Thank you Hannah for your realness, your Vlogmas is a slay 💓
Yess love this ❤
I’m 33. I can guarantee you that the majority of girls around you feel the EXACT same way. Even the ones you find most beautiful have insecurities that way. Like I said, I’m 33 and I watch you because you are so cute and personable and relatable. I envy you being in your early 20s living in NYC and being so successful. Just know..KNOW, you are not alone. Getting older can be a bummer in some ways, but I CAN say that one of the good things about aging is the confidence it brings you. It gets better and better over the years.
As for makeup - just make sure everything you are wearing is waterproof. I can’t wear a single thing that’s not or mine ends up the same way!
I’m not your target demographic, I’m a 43 year old Mum of two! I watch because I never went to Uni/College and your videos allowed me to live vicariously through your experience. I just want you to know you are pretty, you are funny, you are clever, you are smart, and you are enough. You got this Hannah, never in doubt. Happy Christmas 🎄
I know right! I'm not in her demographic either but she's so fun to watch. Besides, I pick up terminology and use it on my nieces. I told my niece her outfit totally slayed and now I'm like "the cool aunt" :o
I almost started crying when listening to your talk about self consciousness. It’s so sad to see you struggle like that because from the outside i can assure you that you are not only really really beautiful but more importantly so super funny, cool, inspiring and creative (and probably so much more that I can’t even tell because I don’t know you personally). I am convinced most of the people watching your videos would love to be friends with you because of that.
I am 24 now and for most of my life I felt just like you did. Just recently after I went through some big life changes that made me question myself as a person entirely I realized that I mostly felt like that because I never really put in an effort in the way I was talking to myself. It was just like a record when I looked in the mirror or a picture of myself that said „you look like shit“ or after a night out I got so scared that I behaved weirdly and people thought I was an idiot. I had gotten sooooo sick of feeling like this about myself. For me this got better when I made a conscious choice to talk and think positively about myself and really call myself out whenever I catch a negative intrusive thought. Also just remember that literally everyone just thinks about themselves (just go through your own thoughts- how many of them are actually about other people and how many are about yourself), so just to realize that nobody actually cares about the way your standing or looking for more than a second (if even) is incredibly freeing. I know that this is a process. I am still not very confident but by actively working on this issue I am already a thousand times better than before. I would recommend to you to read books about this topic too (philosophical and psychological ones) to maybe get another perspective on that. I am so convinced that you will get to a point of feeling confident if only you decide to work on that for a happier and less insecure version of yourself ❤
Can confirm on the topic of insecurities - if I'm being completely honest, whenever I watch Hannah's vlogs, I feel inspired to act confident and finally get my shit together. The vibe you give off is magnetic and a huge reason for that is your authenticity. Sending you much love and Christmas blessings.
I'm so glad that you shared your insecurities with us, because as a woman in our early 20s it literally feels like everything is under a microscope. I feel like I gain a pound and the whole earth is shattering below me. I feel like I always need at least a little bit of concealer to go out. Everything just feels off and I compare myself to literally everyone else. I have watched your videos for years and I've always thought you were one of the most beautiful people I've ever seen, I know it may not mean much but I wanted to let you know. Also for your makeup, use an eyelash primer before mascara, there are cheap ones, and I'm not sure if you used eyeshadow for your liner but if you did then go over that with a liquid eyeliner next time, it stays so much better and won't smudge I use essences eyeliner. Also, I have a separate beauty blender for powder and I use it to pack some powder and bake just under my eyes while I do my eyebrows. That will solve your smudging problem. Just applying your powder with a beauty blender will help your makeup stay in general. Love you!
Hey Hannah! The end made me tear up a bit. You said you'd kill to know what it feels like to be confident. In my circumstance, as a girl in her 20s who has been recovering from anorexia for about a year now, I would kill to know what it feels like to be confident around food. I know they're different contexts, but I think the longing we're both feeling to be comfortable, free of stress and anxieties, and overall being ourselves, is the same. I look up to you, lots of love!
miss hannah girl providing us with a 30 min video during vlogmas 😮 what did we do to deserve this 😭💗💗
Here’s the secret: Nobody is 100% confident. That girl whose hair and makeup is perfect is embarrassed about her laugh. The one with the perfect body is worried about sounding dumb. I appreciate you opening up but there are 100 things that other people look at you and think, “wow, I wish I could just be like Hannah. She’s always well spoken. She has amazing skin. She is so funny and is so successful….” Try to focus on the things you are proud of. Also yeah the makeup thing… I always look like that after like 3 hours and all I did was go have dinner …
Set your makeup with powder, not just setting spray. Translucent powder will keep it from moving, pack it on in places where it usually comes off and it will help (hopefully). It will also mattify it but it's worth it if you're worried about your makeup moving. My makeup came off my face every day for years until I started using powder, it happens to everyone!
Will this work if it is the mascara coming off? I had to stop using it because it would happen to me everyday😢
Girl, the make up thing happens to me too!!! I have always felt like I’m just bad at wearing make up and even spent money on expensive stuff just to have the same thing happen and feel super uncomfortable in it. And you aren’t alone about feeling self conscious. And I love how real you are. Makes me feel less alone in a very harsh world. ❤
It always happens to me, especially with mascara which doesn't make sense because I don't even have long lashes 🙄but what I found helped was curling it with my fingers as it dries. Not sure if that makes sense but I've also just not put any mascara on my lower lash line
I really appreciate that you opened up like this because you have no idea how much we relate to this but I think it’s important that you know you’re not the only girl that feels this way and though it sounds cliche you truly are beautiful inside and out whether you know it or not. But it’s important that you do that internal work to know how incredible you are. We love you ❤ also I don’t know if you already do this but my mascara used to run like that too but then I started using waterproof mascara and eyeliner. Also I do my makeup an hour or two before I leave so it can settle in my face and then I can clean up what starts to look bad. Hope that helps ❤
As someone who is only 15 and also constantly struggles with these exact feelings, it helps me feel so much better and understood after hearing you talk about this. I think it is something that will always be difficult, but knowing I’m not alone helps so so much, so thank you ❤️
OMG HANNAH 32 MINUTES I LOVE YOU how you manage to do this during vlogmas is crazy to me
Girl, I’m 35, married, a mom and I still struggle with all of the above sometimes (not to say the above should automatically make me more confident but i feel some people may think this). We never feel 100% all the time, it takes a lot of work to not care what others think. I will say, what has helped me is knowing I’m not special, no one actually cares what I look like, no one will really remember every detail of my outfit, makeup or what I said because we’re all too worried about ourselves and our lives. I hope this helps you ❤ & thank you for being so vulnerable. For the record, I think you are beautiful and look amazing but I know my words can’t change how someone feels inside. It’s all inner work. You got this 😊
totally feel you on the insecurities :/ i've gained a lot of confidence in the past few years, but it's still not enough. i can't imagine what it's like to not be self-conscious about myself. sending you all my love
I didn’t think you could get more real but your vulnerability to share this really proves the beautiful human you are
I never in a million years would imagine you felt or thought this way about yourself, I applaud your courage to share this to thousands of people, Ily & your videos Hannah 🫶🏽
you’re so real for that and you’re definitely not alone i feel you sm!!
your vlogmas is giving me something to look forward every day thank you
Extremely relatable and comforting to hear someone else put feelings so many people have to words. Thank you❤❤
The way you feel is so relatable. Yes, yes, my makeup literally melts off my face. Maybe try waterproof? Regardless, other people are not focusing on you and are probably obsessing about themselves the way you are. We all do this and think others notice all the things we do and they so don’t. Give yourself grace and maybe talk to yourself the way you would talk to a friend. You would never point out their flaws and would focus on their attributes, so not why do that for yourself? You are so thoughtful and kind so please give that to yourself, too! It takes time and practice. You can change that inner dialogue to be more loving. It takes time, daily and lifelong work. Just my two cents as an older person. Thanks for sharing these vulnerabilities because they do help others to feel less alone and I love you for it!!!! ❤ I also wanted to add that you are absolutely stunning with and without makeup. Your skin glows and your eyes are just gorgeous. I thought you looked breathtakingly beautiful for your night out! I just wanted to say that too.
girlie, first of all thx for being brave enough to share the things that go through your mind daily and all the insecurities you have. the thing is nobody knows what it truly feels like to go out and not feel insecure about an aspect of yourself, but what I can only tell you is it starts by stopping and realizing that the way you look shouldn't be for someone else or that your self-esteem shouldn't come from the way other people see you but that it should come from you accepting the things you like and don't like and learning to appreciate the process of bettering yourself. love you queen
queen of vlogmas 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽
Hannah, it's insane how you managed to put into words the exact same thoughts and feelings that I have had for so many years! As I was listening to you mentioning all of your insecurities I could not help but literally laugh out loud because it was as if I was listening to my very self talking. Thank you for sharing all of this, it certainly did make me feel better for knowing that I am not the only one who suffers from this constant self awareness and self doubt. I have now been watching your videos for a few years and they bring me such comfort and peace, even my boyfriend knows who you are, because I talk about you as if you were one of my close friends. Know that you are not alone and that your content makes a lot of difference in so many lives! Love from Brazil!
i love you hannah, thank your for your honesty!!
sis that end conversation is LITERALLY ME!!! stay strong queen! 💜
I had the same insecurities at your age. You are not alone. Please give yourself grace and try as much as you can to enjoy your life and all that comes with it. I think you are great.
Thanks for sharing your honest thoughts about self confidence & your struggles surrounding it. Every single thing you were saying just felt like you’d pulled your words out of my brain. I think we all struggle with this SO much more than we talk about it. Love your vibe, your videos and please remember we’re always hardest on ourselves. ❤ lots of love
I have very intense social anxiety and I can’t tell you how much I relate to what you’re saying. I look around at everyone else and wonder what it would be like to feel so self-assured and comfortable in my skin. For me, confidence ebbs and flows. I have some really good seasons and some really down ones so I try to take it all in stride but it’s so tough. Thanks for sharing your thoughts, I hope you can do something nice for yourself in these next couple of days ❤
literally kept refreshing my yt for this vid! love these smmm💗💗
Thanks for making this 12 days of vlogmas series cause its getting me through finals 🥲
Hannah you are hands down my favorite content creator bc you are the real(est) one. So many people feel the same way you do every day and I hope one day you’ll see yourself as one of those perfect people , which is how your subscribers see you ❤
love this vlog so much hannah!! dont ever feel alone in these insecurities, god its so refreshing to know theres other people who feel this way Love you hannah hope we can all find to love every little thing about ourselves, cause i know its hard, thank you for sharing this with us !!
Reading through these comments made me so grateful, the support Hannah has is incredible and well deserved. Merry Christmas ❤️
Love that you watched the World Cup!! It was an amazing game and this was an amazing video as always Hannah!! Thank you so much for including your thoughts at the end of the video. I’ve watched you for a while and we are very similar in the way we think. I’ve dealt with so many of the thoughts you shared and I’ve always felt like my insecurities are extreme because of how much of a perfectionist I am. But knowing that you not only deal with insecurities but that your brave enough to share it with all of us is such a comforting thing. You are absolutely beautiful and I’m glad you shared this with us. Thank you for your amazing content and I hope you continue to make it for as long as you love making it. ❤️❤️❤️
OMG YES!! i’ve been waiting desperately all dayyy because this is what’s motivating me this week 😭😫 ily hannah!!🫶🏻🫶🏻
I wanted to say that you word this so perfect, but in reality you didn’t word it any certain way you just had the courage to say it! And I am so thankful for creators like you because it is such a relatable feeling and honestly relieving to see people like you who I aspire to create alongside accept vulnerability! You are seriously the best!
i’m so glad you felt comfortable to share those thoughts hannah. i can definitely relate.
i’m so quiet and sensitive and insecure, any little reaction to anything that might not even be about me worries me. & try as i might, i definitely worry about what people will think of every detail of myself. it’s honestly sad how society kind of formed this thinking for us, but we all need to remember that we’re all beautiful no matter what and the most important opinion is your own and do everything for yourself❤
Oh Hannah....you are so genuine and honest. I admire how you can share the most personal things about yourself and trust us enough to know we won't judge. You're a gem and I hope you realize it one day. Have a blessed holiday season with your family and friends. You slay!
i completely understand having issues with your body and comparing yourself to others. just know that everyone has those issues regardless of how "pretty" or "perfect" you think they look. you're beautiful hannah, don't let anyone (including yourself) tell you otherwise :)
the fact that you were comfortable enough to go on that rant, hopefully one day you feel the peace you want
Hey Hannah, I usually don’t comment on your posts (usually just loving your content and getting excited about your videos) BUT just please know there are SO many people out there who share the same insecurities you do. I feel like we have a similar body-type/face shape etc. and while I’m great at faking confidence, its always SOMETHING that’s pushing in the back of my head and I will be the first to say your personality is so refreshing and genuine, I’m sure you spoke to people at that party who were too busy focusing on their own insecurities to even notice the eyeliner situation. The world is constantly adding more and more impossible standards to the list for us girls, but you are absolutely killing it and I continuously watch your videos for inspiration and just all around good (and real) vibes. You ARE a real one ❤
hannah, thank you for being so incredibly strong and comfortable to share how you are truly feeling. your authenticity is one of my favorite qualities about you, and please know that you are not alone and all of your feelings are completely valid!!! something that has helped me with insecurities is understanding that our bodies are still growing, and evolving every day. spending time at your favorite restaurant (literally have never been and am still thinking about that pasta), you're nourishing your body with good food and love with your friends. every day is a new day, and your beauty shines each day!! love you so much, hope you are filled with so much love at home❤love you lots, xoxo
I’m just now watching this video but your speech at the end is so 🥹🥹 thank you for sharing with us! I feel like we are all self conscious but hearing you sharing the specifics makes me hope and wish we can all give ourselves the love we deserve exactly where we are!
seriously almost started crying at the end there hannah, i love and support u sm, u are truly so beautiful inside and out and it kills me to know that u feel that way about yourself, even when no one else is thinking it! everyone who u perceive as being so self assured and confident 100% has their own struggles too and are viewing themselves the same way u are seeing yourself. it’s such a vicious cycle of comparison and self loathing that u and so so so many other people are in, i’m not sure that there’s anyone who isn’t totally free from it, at least not without having worked hard to get there. again, i love u and am wishing u all the best in everything xx
I'm 73 and I've lived in this body for quite a while. I've gone through many of the same insecurities as you. However, I have finally realized that I am my worst critic. I have found out that other people see me for my value, my content, my person, not my body, my hair, my clothes. The problem is that I spent much of my life torturing myself that I didn't measure up, couldn't measure up and would never measure up. I promise you that who you really are as a valuable friend and person who treats others with love and kindness is so much more important and is what others see and remember. Treat yourself as good as you treat them or even Charlie because that's what you deserve. Believe me when I say these things because I've been where you are and I wasted too much time that you don't have to. By the way, I love your vlogs!
I am loving the daily Hannah videos!!❤️ vlogmas queennnn
Hannah, I am so sorry to hear about those negative thoughts that seem to be consuming you. You are so much more than these thoughts and I wish I could take them away. You’re worth more than them and don’t deserve it. We love you and see you for who you are; beautiful, kind, funny, and for the record you DO slay ❤️
speaking out about your insecurities is so brave. i feel you all the way. what’s funny is that you’re what i aspire to look like! you talking out makes me feel seen and heard. i love you hannah and i love the fact that you’re so open. thank you for making me feel seen every video ❤️
also, when it comes to makeup…. FELT. i feel like an ooompa loompa by the end of the day, and it’s such a struggle. i feel like i’m servin when i leave the house but as soon as i get home or look in the mirror i feel defeated. you’re not alone hannah ❤️ it’ll be okay
I’m literally a huge fan of your channel. I’m laying in bed while watching this, perfect night for me! I completely understand about being insecure about you’re body. I am very insecure. I only wear high waisted pants because I don’t like my stomach, it’s hard because other people say I’m beautiful but I don’t feel beautiful. It is so understandable! i love you!! Very cool videos!! ❤❤️❤️
Trust me girl I totally get everything you’re experiencing! I was so used to what my body looked like when I was 19 and doing gymnastics everyday by pushing my body to its limits. And now I’m 26 and struggling to accept my body for what it is and learning how to love it. I constantly think of what others think of my body because i was always known as the guy with tremendous abs, and now that I don’t have those unrealistic stainable abs i feel like crap. I appreciate your honestly and transparency because it makes me feel like I’m not the only one. Love you bestie
Hi Hannah! I'm from Argentina and that game brought me to tears. I'm so glad you got to watch it!
I'm super self-conscious about myself and sometimes i feel like it looks like i'm not having a good time and later i regret certain comments that i do or the clothes that i put on because i always dress different and comfy. So you're not alone in this! Thank you for sharing your thoghts ♥
i genuinely loved how you opened up at the end because i feel the exact same way as you do all the time. but i want you to always remember that you are beautiful no matter what!! i mean seriously 🤗 and i will be send you love and confidence your way!!
that makeup thing: happens to me all the time 😵💫
always love watching, hope you’re resting and taking care of your mental state ❤️
thanks for being so real Hannah
Loved this video and appreciate you sharing something so personal. When I was watching the dinner part I was thinking to myself ‘wow, they all look amazing and so comfortable and confident in themselves, I wish that could be me”, I struggle so much with my self esteem and appearance that I often just decide to not go to public functions and outings due to my insecurities. It was crazy to hear that you feel similarly and I just wanted to thank you and tell you that sometimes our insecurities can be debilitating and we need to see that it is not a realistic portrait of our true selves. Here’s to overcoming these obstacles in 2023 and living to the fullest❤❤
Hannah you definitely have so much to offer to this world! You are smart, super productive and on top of your work. In my eyes I see you as successful and a role model. What’s helped me with my insecurities is just knowing your physical appearance plays a very small role in what you have to offer in this world. You are beautiful inside and out and I’m glad miss Nikki nasty led me to your videos✨
I would just like to say that it was so heartwarming to see you open up about feeling self conscious. I can 100% relate to every single thing you said. It can be extremely exhausting and overwhelming because we tend to criticize ourselves so much, and when someone notices that I'm acting kinda off it intensifies those thoughts and feelings. You are such a kind and beautiful person both inside and out Hannah, and I appreciate the platform that you have built, and the community that you have created. ❤
I can definitely relate to everything you said... I'm only 16 but for the longest time I was always so concerned about what other people thought about me. I not 100% confident by any means now, but I'm definitely much better than I was before. What has helped me get to this point is for the month leading up to my first day of school, I said the same reassuring affirmations to myself every night. It really helped me!
You literally made me feel like I'm not alone, thank you so much for being my digital big sister 💕💕
youre so brave for opening up,, i bet more of us go through this than you may think
I loved the last part of the video, it was also so relatable
first off, thank you for being so vulnerable with us and sharing how you feel. the insecurities and anxiousness towards being perceived are very much relatable and are both emotionally and physically draining. you are not alone in this, and i know it is a such a difficult struggle that countless people face. there was so much truth in you saying that we all are going through something whether we know it or not because i see you as an inspiration, as i'm sure many of us do, but you might not get to see that, and we don't always know how you or anyone else is feeling. i'm not sure if any of this helps, but i truly view you as such a kind and wonderful person and the energy that you exude is strength, but also warmth and friendliness. you are also genuinely one of the most beautiful people i've seen, and not only in the way you look, but also how you carry yourself and just the way that you are so authentically you. but again, thank you for the realness of honesty hour :,)
Comparison is a big bitch. Thank you for sharing this. We all have felt this in a chapter of our lives. It’s easier to say than to put into action, but enjoy this journey you’re on because by you opening up about this, accepting this, owning it; you’re already on your way to loving yourself.
Love your vlogs, girly. Thanks for being a real one ☺️
I would love to have confidence for once in my life. I have never loved myself or my body. I know exactly how you feel 😢 it’s a terrible feeling. But it’s good to talk about things and be around others who are positive and genuine. Plus Hannah I honestly believe you are drop dead gorgeous and amazing! You are such an inspiration for so many ❤
oh god, the end made me cry bc i just felt so seen and it truly breaks my heart that so many people in the comments also feel this way. but please just know you’re so loved and appreciated ❤️❤️❤️ sending so many virtual hugs 🫂❤️🩹
Hey queen, I usually very rarely comment even though I religiously watch every single video you put out. However, this time I feel the need to say something. First and foremost, like many other people have already said, the fact that you decided to sit in front of the camera and share those thoughts with us shows how strong you are. I have been struggling with my body my whole life, so I can fully relate to what you said. What I am slowly learning throughout my dieting and therapy journey is that falling in love and accepting you body takes time and a lot of energy, but the moment you reach the point you understand you're beautiful no matter what other people might think you feel incredibly well. Thank you again for sharing this with us! You are not alone and, although one may argue this is a very biased opinion, you are such a beautiful and incredible woman XX keep shining
That deep talk at the end was one of those moments where I truly related to you. I’m sorry you feel this way, I know how it is to try to be confident and have it fail every time. It’s exhausting to think about how people perceive me when I go out or talk to other. Every word, every action and like you said even the way I stand I criticize myself for.
so many people feel this way, you are 100% not alone in how you feel- i think managing those feelings by seeing a professional would be a good step. it’s not a failing on your part to seek help, i did it and it was the best thing that ever happened to me (and i started seeing a therapist for a lot of the same struggles you are facing). it’s so helpful to have someone with an outside perspective who is totally objective. i love your channel and i usually never comment but i really felt compelled to because of the end of your video! love you girl :)
So much love to you Hannah! I see your videos and you show yourself out with friends and you seem like someone who is super put together and confident. I've never looked at you and thought you were standing funny or that your make up looked anything other than perfect. Your outfits look great and you just seem...to fit...if that makes sense.
I love that you opened up about this, I know you've talked about anxiety before but it's good to get a reminder that I'm not alone with it. Which means neither are you. Even the most perfect people have anxieties and bad days.
Remember how much you've been doing lately and how tiredness can be cruel. I hope you're having a lovely restful Christmas xx
You’re beautiful, smart, creative, goal oriented and know what you want💜 you beam when you smile and have such good energy, never forget this ☺️
I appreciate and love the fact that you shared your thoughts at the very end of the video. You do not need to be sorry at all for making people aware of the fact that everyone is going through something. Everyone, take care of yourselves. ♥ ♥
Thank you for being so honest and authentic! It's refreshing to see a real person on here. I love your content and am a few years older, but remember being self conscious in my early 20s too. I know being a CZcams creator puts you on display for everyone, but I know I started feeling more comfortable when I realized that I wasn't alone and everyone is self conscious, even when you think they aren't. Always remember to do things for you and what makes you happy and who gives a f what others think, bad ass bitches don't need others' approval. Merry Christmas!
thanks for making me feel less alone. I struggle with literally everything you said and after reading some comments I realize that a lot of other people do too, which is super comforting. I find myself looking at others and thinking “hm I wonder how everything is so perfect for them” “I wonder how they look so good all the time” . I think it’s important to realize that EVERYONE has insecurities and just as you said, everyone is going through something. It would be great if we could all stop comparing ourselves to others and realize that we are just fine as we are!! However this is much easier said than done. I pray that all of us gain the confidence we lack eventually!! Remember.. you do not need to change or be “perfect” , you are loved and you are enough
Hey hannah , thanks for sharing your insecurities with us ,we all are insecure at some point or our whole life but to share that with the whole world takes so much strength and courage and that what is important and the most beautiful thing . just wanted u to know that how much your honesty, your passion inspires us and how much ur vlogs means and makes us happy . You go Queen xoxo ❤️
I appreciate you including this chat at the end because I have honestly never related to something more. You are incredible and so beautiful inside and out, we are 100% our worst critics. Thank you for always being so brutally honest and transparent, one of the main reasons I started watching your videos
I sincerely relate to every single thing you said at the end. My makeup ALWAYS rubs onto my eyelids and NEVER stays and just everything you said. I am also constantly criticizing myself and the way i look. I cannot put into words how many times I literally just said "YES" to every single thing you said. If you ever need anyone to vent to or listen or just someone who understands, I am always here 🤍
YES! I've been waiting for this all day long.
I have the exact same insecurities when I’m out. Super self conscious in the moment even when I leave the house feeling confident. Glad to know that I’m not alone, because literally everything you said was identically relevant to me! ❤
I’m in my late 20’s and I sometimes still feel the way you’re describing, but not as harsh as it was in my early 20’s. It does get better as you age: you become more confident and comfortable with yourself, but you are valid in those feelings. A lot of people in their early 20’s are fixating on themselves too and being overly critical. You’re not alone.
Hannah Elise. thank u. thank u for being so transparent & honest. i feel you on so many levels. your videos are such a light in my life, I truly feel like I’m watching a best friend. I’ve never felt like I related to someone more & you help me feel seen when it feels like I’m not. I love ur honest chats. when u were talking about ur makeup, GIRL u are not the only one!! mine literally does that every time I leave the house & it is a struggle.
so thank u. for being u. for being a friend to so many. for ur honesty. for trusting all of us.
you truly are a light. 🫶🏼
i know i am so late on this but you have no idea how much i relate to your feelings towards yourself. and i think it is a feeling too many of us understand. im happy you felt comfortable sharing your feelings even though it can seem really scary but i can see how you talking about it took a weight off your shoulders. you looked amazing in this video. i wanted to give you a big hug and tell you you looked beautiful. i think in our 20s we experience a different kind of puberty centered around insecurities with ourselves and everything you were describing. but i want to tell you how much i look up to you and that you are so beautiful inside and out. you glow and your light is so bright
self-love is definitely a long journey and you WILL get there it just takes time. YOU ARE YOU that is your super power. comparison isn't worth it and the people who are comparing yourself to might be going through the same thing you never know. no one feels 100% every single day we all have our moments! love you queen and be kind to yourself💞
You are NOT alone with how you feel and self talk about yourself. Thank you for being open and honest!!
hi Hannah! I wanted to hop on and say that the aura of your personality, and the way you carry yourself is 100% admirable. i know that it doesn’t feel that way, but you are amazing! keep being yourself, and know that you are already loved by many who have never even met you in person! lots of love 🤍
thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing with us!! your feelings are valid, youre beautiful no matter what and never forget that you have so much more to offer and are loved at such a deeper level than just your appearance!!
Love you Hannah. I totally understand and relate to how you were feeling at the end of this video. Just remember that the way others see you is never as harsh as the way you see yourself - you are so gorgeous, and smart and resilient, and the perceptions of others about you don't really matter in the end. Sending you a big squeeze, chicky! 🧡
i related to your conversation at the end so much because i've always been the person that replays every interaction i've ever had in my head & nitpicks things about my appearance down to every crease & line, & lately it's felt like all i can say whenever i'm hard on myself physically & mentally is that, "i'm tired". & it's okay to be tired because how we talk to ourselves sometimes is exhausting. something that has helped me along the way (as i am also 23 & a class of 2021 post grad) is that in our intrusive moments we need to stop for a moment & think, "i would never say this to my friend/family/loved ones." be as kind to yourself as you are to others, & know that you are beautiful inside & out & are only one human, taking everything in one day at a time
also i am no make-up guru by any means, but I've heard taking your face powder or a skin-tone eyeshadow & lightly dusting it along your bottom waterline with a q-tip should help with eyeliner & mascara transferring down there. hope that helps!
got your notification during my online class now, guess the class’ gonna be the background music for your video 😌❤
hey girl, so sad to hear that and also feel exactly the way you felt in that moment, it trigger me all the way here and i do relate with your insecurities, let's be kind with our bodies and remember how blessed we are to be alive right now, lots of love
this video really hit home Hannah, it literally feels like listening to a section of my own journal. i’m also 23 and also having my makeup and body issues hitting me full force- i feel like i’m 13 trying to work through puberty again 🙃 the smudging under my eyes i’ve discovered is my mascara- not my eyeliner (still trying to figure out why). also the makeup cakes up around my nose and forehead, and comes off all around my chin and jaw- exposing my hormonal acne 🙃🙃 our bodies and like, appearance are changing so rapidly from even just a few years ago and it’s so hard. the biggest comfort tho has been hearing from other women that 23 is literally one of the hardest years for us, and we aren’t alone in this experience. Throughout the whole video, you were my “oh my gosh she looks so perfect” person, and you are such a beautiful and kind person! we all struggle behind the scenes, and our insecurities are really only visible to ourselves! We are harder on ourselves than we would ever be to anyone else. You’re beautiful and awesome Hannah, and thank you so much for opening up and sharing with us, please know you are not alone and that this video means so much to all of us ❤
hair with the styled bangs and the outfit give Monica vibes and I love it so much
The end of this video made me sad because I feel like we all feel this way, and never want to express it. Just know, nobody’s being as hard on you as you are on yourself. You are beautiful on the inside and out but I know some days it’s hard to remember that! Thank you for this video ❤️
thank you for this vulnerability
Thank you so so much for speaking what many of us are feeling ❤
My makeup always does that too! I have never been able to find a solution for it, so I've stopped wearing eyeliner altogether. I also tend to sweat no matter what I'm doing so maybe it's correlated with that somehow. Also, I completely understand where you're coming from with feeling insecure in social settings and all of the time about yourself. Thank you for being so honest. The thing that has helped the most for me (although the insecurities never fully disappear) is going to therapy for over a year now :)