Hazel English - I'm Fine [Official Lyrics Video]
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- čas přidán 23. 08. 2016
- I'm Fine is taken from 2x EP Just Give In / Never Going Home which is out now ✨ lnk.to/HazelEnglish-BuyID
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Lyrics
i cant deny
im paralysed from the inside
every day i wake to feel the same
and every time
you ask me how im feeling
i just smile and tell you that im fine
i dont know why
im terrified of everything
just to call the doctor seems daunting
for most of my life
ive felt a sharp uncertainty
now its just become a part of me
i cant deny
im paralysed from the inside
every day i wake to feel the same
and every time
you ask me how im feeling
i just smile and tell you that im fine
its hard to stay true
to myself and to you
i cant measure up to
this girl you thought you knew
this aching in my heart
is tearing me apart
but darling all your love
is somehow not enough - Hudba
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It took 7 years for CZcams to recommend this masterpiece to me.
same
I was here back in 2018
Sorry y’all are depressed.
Practically unlawful of them!
Right? Same thing happened to me a few months ago. But we're so happy to see it now!
i love the retro pictures
I feel like it really supports the song considering what the lyrics point to. Gives it that nostalgic emotional feel that typically goes along with depression and anxiety: "Older times were always better times". Just constantly focused on what was, instead of the present.
-Ooooor I'm just reading way to much into it and they just wanted to accompany that sweet synth wave sound.
yess! I agree!
Mung Chung 2 These were the best and simple times growing up in the 50's, 60's and 70's
Bashful Tendency Sorry kid but that world of your will never exist. We Arabs honor our Blacks brothers and sisters. I pray that you wake up.
نحن نحب إخواننا وأخواتنا
Bashful Tendency So if this were to ever happen then who does this benefit in the long run ?
This song saved my life
Have you ever had a moment of personal "lost media"? That song you heard once somewhere before it slipped through your grasp. So glad the algorithm brought me back here 😊
I think it's the same for me. This song sounds oddly familiar. It definitely lines up with the kind of stuff I was listening to back then. It's insane to think that 2017 was fully 7 years ago. That only just now registered with me
Yup I had this years and years ago and just kind of thought, "Hazel English why is that so familiar?" Hit play and 10 seconds in I knew it was one of my many lost gems
@sneakyviewing4391 the name sticks in your mind too, for sure. Happy to see others with a similar experience 😀
Well that took about 6 seconds before i loved it
ikr, what a voice
Same
U
@Brian Kimboll Edgy
Right?
This song is too real. I want to cry. I just don't want to feel so alone.
yOu ArE nEvEr AlOnE. tHe SaMe DaRk StArS sHiNe On Me AnD yOu.
gamzee makara I suppose that I have depression to keep me company.
Yes. That feeling. When nothing really matters. Life is dull. And in worst case scenario, you feel empty. The only way I found out to sort of ignore (not fix) this feeling/state is to divert your mind away from those thoughts. Dive into life. Do whatever passes time. Keep yourself busy with things that probably don't matter (because nothing does). Embrace your existential worldview. We create our own purpose and meaning. This sort of process helped me to a bit. I get less depressed. Still think about life a lot though.
xMacdxl Same here. Really getting into Depth Psychology. Getting high and wasting time. Feels sort of like a band aid though. Another year from now, when I poke my heads out of the clouds long enough to see the sad state I’ve lead myself into, I might once again become inclined to end everything. I hope not. We’ll see.
Ignas I hope not too. Create that purpose for yourself though. You are the one in control. As sad as the world can be sometimes there are good moments. Leave a positive trace in this world (as little as that trace may be). I am going to paraphrase Aristotle: "Regardless of the individual, the ultimate purpose is to achieve ultimate happiness. To achieve it, one needs to lead a happy life. And to lead a happy life one has to actually live. Live in the present moment. Only when that moment is not means to another moment/goal/event can all of this happen. Once that happens for you, life will present itself as ultimate happiness."
These images are so thoughtfully put together. On subsequent watches I keep noticing things, like how every time the synthesizer music kicks in, we are presented with a space/high tech type image. I'm pretty sure this was not accidental.
Adding in the playlist of "Songs that slap but can't let your homies find out".
When comment hits you hard
💯💯💯
Why not?
@@webobin5988 because then you look weak to them
i wish i could give more than just one like...
When a song gives your soul a good cleanse!
Moses Lawson well said man
Try Cleanser by Brand New than
Yeah! Really good one!
Moses Lawson
Yeah
I can't recall the last time a song has so succinctly and sadly captured what it's like to have anxiety & depression.
Darude Sandstorm tho.
❤️
I don't think I have those, maybe a little of the latter? But up until the relationship lyrics this was eerily accurate for me
Mine was pink guyS help song.
Salvia Palth - i was all over here
The choice of images is so beautiful and melancholic. It makes me think about all those individuals in the 50/60/70/80's who lives with anxiety or depression, and how unexplained and mysterious it must have been for them.
ah, depression was described as "melancholy" before the 20th century, so while the term "depression" only became widespread in the latest part of the 20th century, people in the 50s-80s still had a word for what they were feeling and could probably find peers and books on the subject
They had no idea what it was. Signed " a child of 80s mental health".
The people from the near and distant past had other words for it, but they knew it and most importantly they felt it.
People knew what anxiety and depression were, they just used the correct terms like stress, or like you said melancholy, instead of terms doctors and drug companies can use to keep you hooked on them.
Stop crying like litle btches take a pill or suck it up and move on dont sit here and cry about it
This song makes me feel fine with the fact that I'm not going to be always happy and that life is an uncertain ride with many highs and lows.
This is peaceful asf
It's funny you should say that; the protagonist of the song isn't at peace.
Every once in a while YT will recommend gold ... Love this. ❤❤❤❤❤
The video itself is certainly a testament to late 20th Century publishing, particularly American periodicals, the power of media in print from the 60's to the 80's is soaked in artistry & technical craft. It presents an idealized yet relatable past or future that is held in a "yet to be/once was" status. This music makes the sense of longing weirdly intense.
National Geographic
we'll put man couldn't have said it any better
Fascinating. Periodicals were like the modern Internet back then from the 50s to the 80s. So exciting to see how we used to feel from this technology back then, which was highly modern at that time and for so many years 😊
Love this song and the images. This is so far from my normal favorite types of music (metalcore, punk, alternative etc) but this is just flat out beautiful. Thanks to Hazel and the youtube algorithms for bringing me this experience.
"Anemoia" - _n._ Nostalgia for a time period that you were not alive during
Obscure sorrow?
hey thanks. I always enjoy learning new words.
“Nostalgia is denial. Denial of the painful present. The name for this denial is Golden Age thinking - the erroneous notion that a different time period is better than the one ones living in - its a flaw in the romantic imagination of those people who find it difficult to cope with the present.”
- The Pedantic One
I was born in ‘87, so I was there, but not really.
Sometimes a good memory is just a good memory.
The world needs this on the radio.
I don't think they would get it. There's no millennial whoop OR autotune and it has these, like, instruments in it. And it has meaningful lyrics.
ah shout out to system olympia that played this on NTS :)
@Bohemian mom I don't think they will ever find it
@@thomasrockbottom2907 I found it looking for music to reference for a JoJo fanfic. And made a mention of it on Facebook. It's something. 🤷♂️ lol
Olympia washington? God that place is awesome 😎
Everything about this song is perfect!
We feeling anxious tonight boys.
I'm in 😪✌
lol whats new
@@liquidleitch thats what I thought
Tonite, 2maro, next month... so it goes.
- tonight
+ this whole year
all these images are from before i was born and from places far from my part of the world. still the nostalgia is hitting me so hard.
So do i
On 643 9u753323336 790
Your experiencing what is called "Anemoia"
sreesanth Sasidharan right on, man!
Even though the visual art looks like it comes from a time before the music ever did. All these photos look like they’re from the late 1960s, early 70s, and synthesizers didn’t make their way into music until the late late 70s early 80s.
That’s you longing for white society pre destruction and importation of 3rd worlders.
This is a kind of music I absolutely love.
This song still makes me tear up whenever I listen to it.
In March 2017 my best friend died at the age of 31. I somehow found Hazel English a a day or two before or after he passed. I listened to this song and “love is dead” over and over and over while at work. This song in particular will always remind me of those times.. but not in a bad way. This song was very soothing during this period. Thank you.
I’m sorry for your loss, this is a beautiful song and I’m glad it helped you through a bad time
@@jeetywheety7008 thank you
Hey listen to the song again!
My grandma passed away 4 days ago and I just found this too
@@colbyzur4642 I’m sorry to hear that. I hope this song brings you some sort of comfort, as it did for me.
One of the most refreshing songs and bands I've heard in a long time. And I'm old.
MrMonikerjay I'm happy to know that this generation of musicians can amaze "old" listeners; too many times I've heard you "older" ones criticize new generation music (you did it rightfully in my opinion) and knowing that there is something for you to listen too makes me smile :)
This is fucking wholesome
same here. after this I stumbled over “Men I trust”. Random name for a band but do check out their song Lauren. I find it similarly refreshing
I just can't describe how much I appreciate this song.
Hanging oneself on the hope and love of someone else is never, ever enough. Thank God for growth and the power of self acceptance. 🙂
Crushing and beautiful song!
Watching this in 2020 should be our anthem
Just found Hazel, reminds me of Alvvays and Varsity. Love it.
Do you listen to any Aurora at all? Or umm....well, Angel Olson isn't quite the same sound, but you might dig that too. Happy listening. You might also like a group called The Origin. Small early 90s band.
Aurora, went to her show in Toronto about a month ago, as she was leaving the stage i yelled Aurora and passed her a gift, she smiled. I love Aurora. Just bought tickets for Alvvays in Toronto in December, going both nights and maybe the third night. Haven't seen Hazel but i'm hoping she comes to Toronto soon.
Listened to about one minute of Angel Olsen and yep she's a keeper.
Shouldn't it be the other way around? Hazel has been around awhile.
Alvvays is great, I'll check out Varsity, thanks
This plays at my work 5 times a day
we feel the pain together
why? ... oh, they play it until it runs into the ground and no one likes it anymore but its because its pretty good but they've played it a whole lotta times to make it annoying
ok
unknown Starbucks ?
yeah at starbucks. hard to hear the lyrics there. for me, the music does promote reflection and thinking- excellent for coffee shop musings
I like the use of old stock photos in the video.
They are highly edited and curated photos that show picturesque and idealized moments. It compliments the cheery melody of the song. When paired with the lyrics and the cut out fragments of the words, you get a sense that, who ever is sining, is still editing and altering themselves to be as presentable as possible even though they are talking about their anxiety and fears.
I imagine many people go through this. Having to censor and edit there appearance and speech patterns to be likable and approachable, even though they are dying on the inside to tell ANYONE what they truly feel.
The photos are halftone images from old magazine ads.
One of the best music videos I've ever seen. It works so well because it's a perfect fit for the mood of the song- the singer shows the world she's 'fine' but inside, she's not, just like the fantasy 'happy' world of advertising in the 60's and 70's. I see a lot of National Geographic magazine, Sears catalog, clothing pattern books and cigarette ad photos in the video. I was born in 1967, so I remember that imagery very well.
Not sure how a song this good - has stayed hidden , influences of the Cure, Gorillaz and Pumpkins abound, feels like a blanket of wonderfulness wrapping you up. Rarely, does a song and artist create a "moment" that the listener can get lost in. This song hits all of those marks. I am glad I stumbled upon this and will be thirsting for more!!
This is why I like getting drunk and stoned and falling down the CZcams rabbit hole.. you find some absolute gems like this ✌️
I feel you mate, the same
Only to find a song that perfectly encapsulates the pain you didn’t know you were feeling..
Absolutely!
@@thatellipsisguy8984 No. You knew what you were feeling but you just couldn't put it into words. I guess :|
This songs fills me with a beautiful but unbearable longing for someone who is gone x thanks Hazel for creating something so wonderful
Sending this straight to the homes so they can listen to it alone when they feel most comfortable with their feelings.
Hazel English, i'm terrified of everything, and i know the reason... I just can't help, but keep living.
Also, for most of my life i felt a sharp uncertainty... Sometimes i simply don't know who i am anymore.
It feels kinda nice to hear that someone else besides me knows those feelings too well.
Thank you.
"everyday I wake to feel the same"
My life in a nutshell.
Don't you think that you have to make a change then.
sometimes you can't make a change
Daymon Rondino Then try something different :)
Do something about it instead of posting self-inflicting comments on CZcams...
:)
McSpitfire it's not easy so shut the fuck up :)
Can't stop playing this track so beautiful
I come a very different generation. And was raised by an even older generation. This song though hits home though and is immaculate to my mind. Great voice and phenomenal lyrics.
I don't even have words for how the music, lyrics, and video all just tear me to shreds inside. Beautiful art.
the vibe got me cryin in the club
That's a nostalgic music video .
The lyrics are like looking from the inside out. The images are like looking in from the outside.
Love you.
Very insightful comment.
_For most of my life I've felt a sharp uncertainty_
_Now it's just become a part of me_
I relate to this a lot. In fact, the only thing I am certain about is uncertainty.
But from my experience, the only way to combat this is to get good at a skill and slowly build confidence in it. Then move on to the next skill and do the samd, and then the next skill, and the next skill. And just keep going. Don't think. Work.
Occasionally exposing yourself to what you have a crippling fear of is the best thing you can do. Sometimes it backfires. But the key thing here is to never stop, to never let it take over you.
The fear always comes back, but it's never the same and never as overwhelming because now, you _know_ things about yourself.
I have saved your comment to be taken under advisement. Thank you @johnsmith
Can i talk to u
Only thing that filled the gaps and uncertainty for me was accepting Jesus.
I usually imagine the worst likely outcome for a situation and I feel better.
Example: Moving to a new city. I could end up hating my new job and being alone unable to make friends. Well I guess I can always just move back.
Life isn't really that big of a deal, you're going to make mistakes and time will feel wasted. But the alternative of doing nothing is worse.
I tell myself there is good stress and there is bad stress, good stress is asking that girl out or standing up for yourself against a toxic coworker, whatever the outcome, it is resolved. Bad stress is ruminating on things that will either never happen or are completely out of your control, so why bother?
You don't have much time, I'm not saying you have to be this beacon of confidence but you have to keep moving and pushing the boundaries of good stress.
@john smith @Jacob Johnson needed the reminder these days, thank you 💚
This song tells the story of countless souls, beautiful !
Love her songs. ALL her words are wonderful. Listening to her has really helped my depression and anxiety 💜
Well, I see someone has been reading my diary
lush, spellbinding. wow. I love it.
I just want to cry this is what how i feel this song is sad but aesthetic. Life is just like that at least i’ve found this song, someone please bless me 💛
The melody and the retrospective imageries somehow makes me reminisce of some random blurry moments of my childhood. The days I never thought I’d learn to cherish more and more as the years go by.
Everything about this is amazing.
This is amazing. I realized something so important that I have been missing in a part of my life. A mystery solved. Thank you and cheers to your future.
You are enough, you are never truly alone, and everything will be OK.
With that username, lol. Thumb up.
Lol 00010010111001001
this song straight up tears me apart and builds me back up again. its everything I’ve ever gone through and am going through right now. thank you so much. i legit have so many memories with this song but actually looking back and searching this song up I feel so happy because it’s always the warmest hug. 🌸
aww.
A masterpiece ❤ One of my favourite songs.
Just discovered your music this morning. Instant fan. Thanks for the great beats and look forward to discovering more of your work!
Wow i love these old classy vibes
thats because it's a biological nostalgia that diversity has stripped from us
why do you think the jews say that indie music is overbearingly white?
It's white culture.
First time I heard this it brought me to tears, just how I could relate to the lyrics.
6 years and i only found this masterpiece this year
Omg the lyrics, the lyrics hits hard
It hit's hard, isn't it!
I wouldn't even think about it like this.
Helped me to realize my faults.
I felt in love right from the beginning, such a beautiful song
real emotion, real music.
What music isn't real music?
^^^
hmmmm, let me put an example: *GUCCI GANG*
@@ProjectASkate don't gatekeep. Just bcus it's not smth u like doesn't mean it's not music.
So much love for this little shining gem.
The end breaks my heart every time, such a beautiful song.
This song hits home so hard.
I hope everyone here is doing okay these days. Be safe and know that people care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. If you are feeling troubled, maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. Wish you all the best.
thx for the nice comment much love stay well
Thanks, poopmancer.
or just jump
@@yourmum69_420 I don't know if you are being serious, or what are going through, but please don't hurt yourself. I wish I could be more help.
@@GroggyFive59180 jumping from high enough wouldn’t hurt at all. Only problem is that it’s scary
I love this album so much ❤️
thanks for perfectly describing my anxiety disorder
Great song. Lyrics are very accurate. I struggled with depression in 7th grade and this reminds me of what it felt like. It helps me to realize how far I've come. :)
throwback to this playing on the starbucks playlist everyday! :)
This song hits home so much. My soul aches listening to it.
sometimes come across the vids like art film than just mvs, and this is it.
hazels are genuine artists.
This is the first time I've heard this song but for some reason it gives me nostalgia I never thought I had...
I really don't understand nostalgia. This song is all about misery yet being forced to put on a show of happiness which is what the 50s and 60s were like for a lot of people especially women.
The audio/visual collaboration is absolutely profound...very impressive.
I felt this way for many long years. A few months ago I had a breakdown. I'm now heavily medicated & didn't even know life could feel as it does now. Never disregard professional help & medicines. There's no shame in having help when fighting your demons.
this song just somehow makes me fell sad and happy at the same time, and I love it
This song gets me everytime...
Man i am depressed today.
Tomorrow will be better.
Hope you're okay
This hits me at my anxiety of everyday life, feeling like I'm not getting anywhere, just stuck, as well as the feeling of how my last relationship broke apart bc for all the love she gave, I couldn't get over my insecurities.
Love her voice , adore the music 🎶
This song is like a dream. Like a memory from long ago but yesterday at the same time. Somehow both nostalgic and fresh.
What a nice song! I love your work Hazel
It's so beautiful. It should have so many more views.
Love this!!! So inspiring!!! Thank you ❤
Man... thus unfolds the most nostalgic video I have ever seen, awesome spirit in this, awesome work and a fantastic song, wow.
This song reminds me of why it's worth it to just live life.
everyone who jumps to say "stranger things" has clearly never heard of synthwave/80s retro music before seeing the show lol
Dij Ri'chard ikr lol
I can relate
Real talk. I remember getting made fun of for listening to this sort of music a decade ago. Oh well. Glad it’s coming back around.
Dij Ri'chard seriously
It bugs me when folks say X is like Y or based on Y or is a parody of Y when both X and Y are just referential of Z.
Like when kids go "Oooh, lots of European people have built their houses to look like Hogwarts!"
"No, we don't. They are called castles, and they are very old. Now eat your cereal and don't say anything else until you are 18 and living elsewhere!"
I really love this, makes me feel nostalgic for some reason.
I can’t believe what a great song this is!
This song tell a big story, anxiety and low self esteem etc are not always obvious to others. Great tune that I can relate to!
really like this alot...amazing feel in this music
Wow, this is nostalgia to the max!
This needs to be about 4-5 minutes longer so I can stay in the lovely space created by this song.
When I hear this song, it calms me down. Everything's fine now.
All I can say is BUY THE ALBUM! Its soooooooo good. This and Sunbeam Sound Machine have saved my life ❤
This is an anthem... thank you... I'm fine...
Deep song and love your voice. Great jam. Thanks
It's a song that brings back nostalgic memories, but when I think about the current state of the world, I feel a sense of emptiness.
It's cos we where robbed.
@@Shito88-de2gxnazbol
Angelic voice ♡
Agreed, czcams.com/video/XM4n9r4shSc/video.html
Thank you Hazel English.
Sad and beautiful at the same time. Great song.