I HAVE ANXIETY/STAGE FRIGHT.......

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  • čas přidán 13. 09. 2023
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  • @tonytaylor2418
    @tonytaylor2418 Před 9 měsíci +12

    This woman has such a beautiful spirit. Sending prayers and positive vibes to you.

  • @unclelenny7401
    @unclelenny7401 Před 8 měsíci +4

    Teach, n Preach my Queen! The spirit abides in you truly you are a great.n blessed soul, I pray travelers Mercy on your behalf, goodnight, I am also doing a 180, lifestyle change preparing to be an empty nester, able to travel more, finish screenplay and memoirs, simultaneously.....and fish!😅

  • @etrhythm
    @etrhythm Před 9 měsíci +14

    You got this Lady Queen

  • @cassiesizzle1600
    @cassiesizzle1600 Před 6 měsíci +3

    Drinking water very important for skin and clearing out your body!

  • @RealityHasAWokeBias
    @RealityHasAWokeBias Před 9 měsíci +8

    Thanks so much for sharing your experience with us :)

  • @PowerTom286
    @PowerTom286 Před 9 měsíci +12

    No need to be nervous, YOU ARE GREAT, Taylor Gordon!

  • @stevenignelzi9257
    @stevenignelzi9257 Před měsícem

    Excellent!!! You are so correct to create a way to stay in your healthy- creative space on the road! All the best!!!!

  • @Smokosfunktime
    @Smokosfunktime Před 4 měsíci +2

    You got this Taylor. Cast your cares unto Him. Much love, sis! God bless you. Praying for you. Be safe.

  • @Draxtor
    @Draxtor Před 5 měsíci +2

    old guy here, former touring musician for a short time and I hear you in re routine and anxiety! I think in (artistic) life it is super important to be honest and in tune to what fits your personality. I have plenty of friends who LOOOOOVE to be on the road constantly. People who would say "all i need is a good hotel room and a nice breakfast buffet" and I have other friends in the biz who are somewhat afraid to voice their issues with the touring life.

  • @unclelenny7401
    @unclelenny7401 Před 8 měsíci +2

    An old Professor, told us to " Do the right thing, when no one is watching", and you be as fine as you truly are, inside and out. Spiritually and physically. Enjoy London, was there during Navy years.

  • @Erinelijah
    @Erinelijah Před 9 měsíci +7

    As someone who deals with anxiety on a daily basis, I empathize so greatly with needing those things of comfort when in those moments. I have to remind myself that I can only influence, not control. Exercising, increasing fiber, talking to God and , what I've been practicing recently, watching what I say naturally. I tend to complain during those times and I try to counter it with optimism. You seem to have that down with this vlog! Keep taking things one day at a time+

  • @Kertranka
    @Kertranka Před 8 měsíci +2

    Life is a big stage. If you want it, you go get it. Keep going. I remember when you told me that " I inspired you" I did it Sweetie Pie, and enjoyed every moment there of...and I'm coming back!!!! ( Singing in Churches and Coffee Shops...I've done plenty of that before).
    You are beautiful and amazing!
    ----your Auntie Kaye 🍓

  • @copperblackent
    @copperblackent Před 9 měsíci +5

    Your vlog is helping so many people with your blessing to allow people to witness you grow on this journey. "I have nothing to prove to anyone." So wonderful! so calming keep it up so awesome!

  • @rikeverglade6429
    @rikeverglade6429 Před 8 měsíci

    You are awesome, and other people think so too. Grab those accolades and know that you are one of the masters of a craft. We need you to show us, at least I think that you should.

  • @NEUROTICENIGMA
    @NEUROTICENIGMA Před 9 měsíci

    hey tay ! love your work n art, I would say 2025will be a new moon phase so you will be planting seeds n 2033 you will be seeing what has sprouted n what need to be supported/staked up n what needs to be weeded, then 2040 you will be reaping / harvesting in full moon phase etc. so right now is time to decide what to plant n what you want to cultivate . Love you keep in the present n keep those breaths deep down n full of joy I appreciate you n all you do.

  • @stevenpope1462
    @stevenpope1462 Před 9 měsíci +4

    I only toured for about 5 weeks at most, but It can be super enjoyable if you manage your time right. Make time for relaxing and being alone and control your diet and such. I actually got sinusitis pretty bad and we didn't have a proper lodging situation, so I had to buy a few days in a hotel by myself and just load myself up with meds to get through the last leg of the tour. I learned my lesson real quick on self-care when away from the comforts of home. Healthy diet, water, and rest between shows with a little time to see the sights. :)
    You got this Queen!

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 Před 8 měsíci

    You Are Beautiful!
    Thank You!
    🌈🌈
    🦋

  • @SnowdriftBoy
    @SnowdriftBoy Před 9 měsíci

    Loving the 🥁
    Loving the ✝️
    God Bless!

  • @craigpurdie3528
    @craigpurdie3528 Před 9 měsíci +3

    Been watchin you for years, and now have a new understanding of your spirit. Knowing that you trust God to steer the ship, and realizing that it's not about you, are concepts I wish way more of us would adopt. To reveal as much about yourself is so brave and hopefully encouraging to many. Very few folks would do what you did here. I will continue to follow your musicianship with new eyes and ears knowing the peace you carry inside. Can't wait to hear this gig! God bless and keep you. 🥰🙏

  • @laurentngassam314
    @laurentngassam314 Před 9 měsíci +1

    14:19 That was an excellent attempt Pocket Queen … 🤣🤣🤣
    I am staying tuned indeed …

  • @theartoflivingoutloud888
    @theartoflivingoutloud888 Před 4 měsíci +1

    You got this young lady.

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 Před 8 měsíci

    17:12 I have to learn this! So steady! Solid! Solid Rock! 🌎🌎

  • @cashisclay8474
    @cashisclay8474 Před 9 měsíci +2

    Beautiful.💯👀😍 #Masterpiece

  • @Stephon723
    @Stephon723 Před 9 měsíci

    Lol😂😂😂 loved the awakening to first class flight.

  • @minaondrums
    @minaondrums Před 9 měsíci +7

    Aaah, this is so good! Thank you for being open and vulnerable like this, it’s so appreciated 🙏🏻

  • @pebblesstone1316
    @pebblesstone1316 Před 8 měsíci

    Have a Great time Queen ! You get to see the World again . Enjoy Life❤❤❤❤❤

  • @victoragun8751
    @victoragun8751 Před 9 měsíci

    Great one! So good to find out you're a believer in Jesus. Keep the good work going.

  • @blackmilitant8707
    @blackmilitant8707 Před 9 měsíci +1

    My CZcams crush!!! Do what you do Pocket Queen!

  • @muhammad91000
    @muhammad91000 Před 9 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing.

  • @yarpyarp85
    @yarpyarp85 Před 9 měsíci +2

    Thank u so much for sharing this… I’ve always loved your playing but never realized how open and insightful u can be… I’m not sure if u realize how important what u r saying is but for me it’s life changing. ♥️♥️♥️♥️

  • @ChuloDavidcito
    @ChuloDavidcito Před 9 měsíci +3

    We love you and hope you get through this!!! ❤❤❤

  • @bobbyagee3796
    @bobbyagee3796 Před 2 měsíci

    Too many minds. One thing one moment one event at a time. Pull your foot from the accelerator just a little. Peace comes with balance. You are on the right track.

  • @abdulharris9793
    @abdulharris9793 Před 8 měsíci

    Greetings from Jakarta, Indonesia 🇮🇩 wow you are amazing girl 😊keep it up and God bless you 🙏😊😎✌️

  • @musictillous
    @musictillous Před 6 měsíci +1

    marvelous ! so good to listen to you. you speak with your heart (as you play of course) and it feeds.. thank you so much xxx

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 Před 7 měsíci +1

    Hello Pocket Queen!
    Can you post NEWS from your journey, please?
    I would like to listen to your news about the tour.
    It makes me feel good. please...
    🎼🎹🎤🎵🗽🌈

  • @antoniojulia6014
    @antoniojulia6014 Před 9 měsíci +1

    hi, ni ce to meet you here. Always something to inspire. Your words touch people same way as your grooves. thanks much love

  • @suellenseariac4975
    @suellenseariac4975 Před 8 měsíci

    We love you you got this 😊❤

  • @LeoAllenJr
    @LeoAllenJr Před 9 měsíci

    This is extraordinary. Thank you so much for sharing!

  • @Kertranka
    @Kertranka Před 8 měsíci +1

    Hi again Sweetie Pie, I spoke with your Auntie Judy. She tells me that you're doing too much! Pull back just a little. Schedule time for yourself. Your audience would understand and love you for it. It's'the whole "you" that they want.
    Love ya 🍓

  • @AmrddH
    @AmrddH Před 7 měsíci

    Loving this and hope to see more

  • @antjuanstephenson5473
    @antjuanstephenson5473 Před 9 měsíci +1

    Respect queen blessings to everything u do and touch I already know u gonna kill it and I'm a routine person also I understand but u r destined for great things and nothing can stop u especially how self aware you're being stay true to u and God bless

  • @HeyMrDJPaign
    @HeyMrDJPaign Před 9 měsíci +2

    The season I'm currently in consists of me getting education and meditation to prepare me for the next season. Good luck to you on your season and I pray you have an awesome time.

  • @porCristo777
    @porCristo777 Před 9 měsíci +1

    God bless you sister! Keep giving God the Glory through your amazing talent

  • @cymbalmonke
    @cymbalmonke Před 9 měsíci

    110% you got this 🙏🤩

  • @shoogafoot1204
    @shoogafoot1204 Před 9 měsíci

    Looking forward to seeing you get back on the trail and blaze!!!!

  • @geebee44
    @geebee44 Před 9 měsíci +1

    a lot of people think that people they see on the stage that it's nothing to being on it. Stage fright hits most... i stopped performing after years of dealing with it. been singing well above average all my life and got to point where I just couldn't deal with sounding good and looking a fool anymore...

  • @michaelworsham934
    @michaelworsham934 Před 9 měsíci

    Whatever you want to do that's what's best. God bless.

  • @CharLeeClerge
    @CharLeeClerge Před 9 měsíci

    Cool, be in the moment and enjoy the experience… your spiritual growth will manifest in your season, a day at a time sis! Bless up

  • @doitee52
    @doitee52 Před 9 měsíci

    Taylor...on so many different levels you have it so together.Touring is very rough though. Change of food, water, lack of sleep. When you do it regularly for some reason you relax into it more. Totally understand the anxiety and two steps ahead. Hope you are o.k. now. Love your videos!!!

  • @Dthunderman
    @Dthunderman Před 9 měsíci

    Your the best!! I know you’ll be great❤️❤️❤️😁

  • @vickiefranklin3658
    @vickiefranklin3658 Před 9 měsíci

    Ty so much 4 sharing this!

  • @bradmicheallyerla3134
    @bradmicheallyerla3134 Před měsícem

    Appreciate you my sister in Christ

  • @rustamh7675
    @rustamh7675 Před 9 měsíci

    Good luck girl!

  • @abe3303
    @abe3303 Před 6 měsíci

    have fun...enjoy your life❤❤❤😊😊

  • @ReeseDee
    @ReeseDee Před 7 měsíci

    First off - thank you for your sincerity, Im now asking myself what season Im in. Can I recommend : Gaia adrenal daily jumpstart + nightly restore. When i was working 17 hour days on film sets, and uppers/downers were just making things worse - and some guy at a health food store recommended it. Been taking them both for 7 years - still notice a difference when i miss a day. But also, god sometimes sounds an alarm through anxiety in order to bring us closer. ❤ you PQ

  • @RobWill5864
    @RobWill5864 Před 9 měsíci

    This is confirmation that I am on the right path and should stop questioning it all together.

  • @cor6broo
    @cor6broo Před 9 měsíci

    Congratulations, you got this.

  • @2dbuy
    @2dbuy Před 9 měsíci

    Ministering to yourself ministered to me thank you.

  • @2006HARLEYDELUXE
    @2006HARLEYDELUXE Před 9 měsíci

    God is with you!!!🙏🏽

  • @VocalEyesVoiceovers
    @VocalEyesVoiceovers Před 9 měsíci

    Thank you for sharing! I will be praying for you while your on tour! 🙏🏾I, too, have felt overwhelmed lately (Solution: Psalms; many psalms). And I'm about to enter a new creative process, so I need wisdom and daily reminders of my purpose as an ambassador for Christ (Proverbs, 2 Cor. 5:14-21).

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 Před 9 měsíci

    My dear Pocket Queen. I am waiting for your NEWS! 🦋♾

  • @jjc4111
    @jjc4111 Před 9 měsíci +1

    Keep God first! Everything will be fine.✌

  • @RetroJov
    @RetroJov Před 9 měsíci

    18:18 effortless and smooth grace notes 👌🏾👌🏾👌🏾

  • @jonniequezt9105
    @jonniequezt9105 Před 8 měsíci

    congradulations queen

  • @unclelenny7401
    @unclelenny7401 Před 8 měsíci

    Trust n God , that you are a great steward of the talents he entrusted in you.

  • @etrhythm
    @etrhythm Před 9 měsíci

    Wow...with the fitness

  • @HailsLuxury
    @HailsLuxury Před 9 měsíci

    I admire people doing this without excuses. Live your life as you see fit. I enjoy all your work. Continue to believe you got this. Anything else wouldn't make sense. 👍🏾

  • @colinpinardkb
    @colinpinardkb Před 9 měsíci

    So cool!

  • @dominikn19
    @dominikn19 Před 9 měsíci

    GOOO Taylor! 🙌

  • @ayojones8669
    @ayojones8669 Před 9 měsíci

    Amazing 🎉

  • @ashleylawson5543
    @ashleylawson5543 Před 9 měsíci

    You was in the UK 😢😢 I really do hope it was good. Pocket Queen you are amazing iv lost count of how long I have been following you. You got this but God's got you. Bless up

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 Před 8 měsíci

    You Are Our Queen 🗽

  • @SoundScientist1
    @SoundScientist1 Před 9 měsíci

    Nice episode Queenie... 🙋🏾‍♂️✌🏾

  • @DjMoDaDon
    @DjMoDaDon Před 9 měsíci

    You are the bomb , you got this beautiful lady.

  • @wyntonmcnary2233
    @wyntonmcnary2233 Před 7 měsíci

    I'm in a season where I'm in the waiting process of musically touring. I don't understand it. But that's how I feel.

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 Před 8 měsíci

    I love PAISTE too!

  • @globalismoblackman
    @globalismoblackman Před měsícem

    Wow i missed this one last year PQ😮

  • @BlackRootsUNLIMITED
    @BlackRootsUNLIMITED Před 9 měsíci +1

    I guess that's why we didn't get an answer to our invitation for you to perform over here. I now understand.
    All the best for your next endeavours
    Greetings from Uganda 🇺🇬👊🏿🖤

  • @21Exo
    @21Exo Před 7 měsíci

    You should do more vlogs and include drumming in it. Really love your content.

  • @garrybellamy814
    @garrybellamy814 Před 7 měsíci

    "PHANTASTIC"🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

  • @peace4102
    @peace4102 Před 4 měsíci

    I know it was amazing!

  • @MultiAsteroides
    @MultiAsteroides Před 8 měsíci

    Love you❤

  • @siukuechtv
    @siukuechtv Před 9 měsíci

    Chào bạn thân mến một ngày tấm sự rất vui vẻ

  • @j.g.p.jr.6497
    @j.g.p.jr.6497 Před 9 měsíci

    Nice vlog, Taylor (TPQ)!

  • @juliusgreen7495
    @juliusgreen7495 Před 9 měsíci

    What s happening queen godbless keep your eyes open be careful over sea s

  • @guitaristbiker
    @guitaristbiker Před 9 měsíci

    Im mid 30's, grew up in a musical family and been playing all my life, atleast with music i always recognized sensory overload issues, well about a month ago i learned that im a level 1 autistic (formerly known as aspergers)

  • @majesticgent
    @majesticgent Před 9 měsíci +2

    Does your stage fright go away after the performance starts, or does it stay with you the entire time? Also, the season that I'm in is preparation for what's to come. Not sure what that is, but I feel the need to be ready for whatever "it" is.

  • @stanislavvrednic677
    @stanislavvrednic677 Před 9 měsíci

    Dear PQ, i need to share with u some things that i am using, that are making me feeling better with my self, and when i need to perform on the scene. So maybe they can be useful for u too. 1st detail, the problems that your digestive system it's showing to you, clearly are related to stress. Do u meditate? Meditations can change your relation with your possibles performances. 2 COLD SHOWERS are a good remedy against stress. 3 There are some specific, important sleeping hours when our stomach it's regenerating, hours when we should not be awake if we want to help our body, at 23 00 we should be sleeping already.
    WISH YOU GOOD LUCK AND GOOD HEALTH !

  • @RetroJov
    @RetroJov Před 9 měsíci

    32:37 this is my season since August... "my one step at a time" / "dont rush" season...

  • @christopherb.6323
    @christopherb.6323 Před 9 měsíci

    Keep your head up dear ⚠️ Don't give up. The good Lord has your back.

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 Před 8 měsíci

    18:37 Is it Snare this? How can you have two completely different sounds? Do you play one drum only with your left hand? Do you play one drum or two, with your left hand?
    The fast notes and alternation between Kick and (Snare?) is great! Reminds me of John Bonham!

  • @shaktidevii
    @shaktidevii Před 9 měsíci +1

    💓💓💓

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 Před 8 měsíci

    18:06 I love your hi hat here! How exactly are you playing it at this moment 18:06 to 18:19? (Your hi hat)

  • @papesy5446
    @papesy5446 Před 8 měsíci

    They should be intimidated by you..the best is yet to come sis. Your Senegalese brother ❤

  • @ogueriviews
    @ogueriviews Před 9 měsíci

    👍 ❤

  • @muzique2277
    @muzique2277 Před 9 měsíci

    My “Season” is Self Balance Love. #Eternally

  • @markoszouganelis5755
    @markoszouganelis5755 Před 9 měsíci

    💚

  • @shaun216
    @shaun216 Před 9 měsíci

    I won’t reveal the artist, congratulations for that gig!

  • @KennethNabors-ie1bx
    @KennethNabors-ie1bx Před 3 měsíci

    I'm thinking season of of Gods ❤favor,,, kendo world 🌍 you*🎉

  • @djnaph_
    @djnaph_ Před 9 měsíci

    😎🥂