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  • Nothing really else to say but I really don't feel good..
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Komentáře • 393

  • @blackberry.5852
    @blackberry.5852 Před 5 lety +227

    Keeping a job for 3 years...at your age... and not being FIRED OR QUITTING is something you should be proud of. Sometimes things happen that we THINK are gonma cause a problem in our future...but ends up being a blessing in disguise. Pressing the restart button on life is very necessary because if not, we dont know what other opportunities we may have waiting for us.

    • @MK-rd9dd
      @MK-rd9dd Před 5 lety +6

      Ladi Laki is right! Also, the loss of a job ranks up there with deaths and divorce as the most stressful things us modern humans can go through. So accept that it is ok to be really upset about this, but you can actually find a better job, so when you are ready, put your energy there and keep your chin up! ❤❤❤

  • @dawntorres9462
    @dawntorres9462 Před 5 lety +52

    I'm a 42 year old cis woman. I suffer from severe depression...anxiety and ptsd. So much fun...lol. I watch you because you make me smile. You make me laugh. You have an amazing personality. It pulls you in. This life has so much in store for you. I know what your going through. It's really hard. Work is your safe place...your comfort zone. You are a star doll, keep shining😘

    • @laprincesa3608
      @laprincesa3608 Před 5 lety +3

      Dawn Torres I love this, I hope only positivity for you 💗

    • @dawntorres9462
      @dawntorres9462 Před 5 lety +2

      @@laprincesa3608 Thank you so much. That's very sweet of you❤

    • @sarahlouisestafford2448
      @sarahlouisestafford2448 Před 5 lety

      Dawn Torres I'm sorry you suffer from severe depression, anxiety x ptst. I too am dealing with depression this last 10yrs plus x know what it's like x dealing with other health issues over 20yrs and will be for the rest of my life (health issues 4 the rest of my life) x I will be 50 next year, if i'm still alive. Life sucks

    • @dawntorres9462
      @dawntorres9462 Před 5 lety

      @@sarahlouisestafford2448 I'm so sorry. I know how it is to live it. I've been dealing with it for 19 years. Sounds horrible, but there's been many days, I wish I wasn't here. The only thing that keeps me on this earth is my 20 year old son. The only thing I have is faith and hope. That some day it will get better. I wish the same for you. Hugs and kisses😘

  • @smexisezy1
    @smexisezy1 Před 5 lety +70

    You're a real one for telling your coworkers! Everything's gonna turn out fine Victoria you're a very resilient person! 💖

  • @danielleslave9675
    @danielleslave9675 Před 5 lety +57

    You have help this 50 year old transgender female feel more ok with me being me without being a sad sack. You seem to have all my issue and you help when I’m blue.

  • @KatiePurry83
    @KatiePurry83 Před 5 lety +69

    I relate so hard. I got my job right out of college, got used to the income and benefits, started my 401k right off the bat, thought I was gonna be there forever. 5 years later, they lay off my entire department of like 85 or so people with not very much notice. My mom had died a year or two before and I acquired our house and had to pay taxes and utilities and maintenance fees and stuff and then my comfort again was ripped right out from under me. I have anxiety and depression as well and the thought of finding a new job was just too much. I finally found one right before my unemployment ran out but it’s not good pay with ZERO benefits and I have to pay out of pocket for my meds and stuff and it’s crap so I know the feels. I hope you have more cushion with parents and stuff than I did since my mama was gone. I hope you find an amazing job soon and that I can find a better one! WE CAN DO IT, SIS! If you ever need an ear, I’m only a comment away 💛

    • @ree3197
      @ree3197 Před 5 lety +2

      Will you sell the house?

    • @KatiePurry83
      @KatiePurry83 Před 5 lety +6

      Reece My boyfriend moved in to help with the expenses... so it’s tight, but we’re able to keep it and stay afloat!

    • @ree3197
      @ree3197 Před 5 lety +1

      @@KatiePurry83 ok that's good!

    • @deirdresouza2769
      @deirdresouza2769 Před 5 lety +2

      Katie Bryson I have been in a similar situation, due to illness, my husband and myself! We thought we were going to loose our house, but thank god the bank worked with us and things are back on track.(we have a lot less money than before) but your right you can do it! Good luck! Things always turn around sooner or later! And I hope you find your dream job, it's out there it's just a Matter of time till you find it!😊

    • @KatiePurry83
      @KatiePurry83 Před 5 lety +3

      Deirdre Souza thank you!! Glad you made it through too! They prep you your whole life to go to college and get a job... only to get laid off 😂 life is funny sometimes. Just gotta laugh and do your best, right?

  • @deborahbailey7880
    @deborahbailey7880 Před 5 lety +47

    Your videos have touch me in many ways. They usually make me laugh uncontrollably but there are those few videos as a mother that just pull my heart out. That is your gift!! I can see how you truly help young people hell even old people like me. When you can make yourself relevant To multi generations You really have something special so don't forget that So please keep that up We all love you and wish the best for you!!

  • @Theeameeras
    @Theeameeras Před 5 lety +135

    Girl I’m trans as well and I relate COMPLETELY! I recently moved to a new city which means having to find a new job & that thought alone was soooo terrifying because I just had got comfortable with my previous job & co-workers & the thought of going on interviews & meeting new people & being judged & looked at weirdly was a feeling all too familiar & I did not want to go through that ... I got here & was going on interviews & NO LUCK so my confidence was just shot .. I instantly was thinking the worst ( cause I’m trans ) so I’m thinking discrimination & maybe I’ll never get a job cause of the person I am when I KNOW I qualify for the positions I’ve applied to ! I cried & I cried & wanted to give up But I didn’t & I finally got hired at this one restaurant a week ago & I’m ever so grateful .. YOU GOT THIS VICTORIA I PROMISE 💖💖💖

    • @misslexi6496
      @misslexi6496 Před 5 lety

      Girl follow me on IG

    • @sakeembaldwin24
      @sakeembaldwin24 Před 5 lety +1

      I’m trans also and this is definitely something I can relate to its been hard for me trying to dodge back into work after my transition sometimes I wanna give up but that’s really not me so I say keep your head up my trans sisters

    • @Theeameeras
      @Theeameeras Před 5 lety +1

      Skyy Is the limit of course ! We got this 💖

    • @Mandutumuch619
      @Mandutumuch619 Před 5 lety +1

      Ur beautiful

    • @Theeameeras
      @Theeameeras Před 5 lety

      Armando Delgado lol thank you .

  • @veduh
    @veduh Před 5 lety +30

    I totally get the social anxiety thing, I was bullied a lot through school so whenever I get a new job, or start something new it feels like my stomach, heart, and lungs are trying to fly out through my chest. But I know that I can make it through, and so can you babe💛💛

  • @padraigjames2095
    @padraigjames2095 Před 5 lety +43

    honestly when you said please leave a comment "on how I you helped you?" I teared up, and it wasnt expecting too, I dont comment much but I wanted to for you, it just made me realise and think back on how night and days when I was anxious and depressed and just felt nothing that I knew I could watch and rewatch your content and still laugh and enjoy it like the first time, you are just great! and so transparent and a true representation of not just a real woman but a real human

    • @AnakaStar
      @AnakaStar Před 5 lety

      Thank you! Your advice helped me too. 💜

    • @ellaova
      @ellaova Před 5 lety

      Such a lovely comment! I agree and think Victoria is under appreciated o this platform. Dont understand how she hasnt blown up on YT because shes genuinely funny, entertaining, likable, beautiful, relatable while maintaining that vulnerability that makes her so endearing

  • @PalisBee
    @PalisBee Před 5 lety +52

    You're gunna find a new job so fast. Wasn't your fault they had to close and future employers will want to scoop you up. In the mean time we can watch you play games on twitch. :P

  • @camrnjurena
    @camrnjurena Před 5 lety +14

    You've just been a shining example of how to be unapologetically you, it's good for someone like me who tends to keep a lot in.

  • @Bridiebxx
    @Bridiebxx Před 5 lety +22

    Thank you for this video Victoria! ♥️💎 I’ve watched you from the very beginning 😊 you’re strong, gorgeous and my inspiration for my attitude towards life 💋 I’ve lost a couple jobs too but fall down 7 times, stand up 8!!!! You got this beautiful 👑

  • @CandyJT70
    @CandyJT70 Před 5 lety +17

    Victoria... you have helped me in so many ways. I have recently gone through a similar situation as you are now. It has taken me a while to get through it. It absolutely devastated me & put me into a deep depression... Just knowing I am not alone & not the only one with these problems makes things better. Watching you chat with us helps. You are such a beautiful soul & FTW if they don’t agree! Love u! xoxo 🙂 💜 💫

    • @CandyJT70
      @CandyJT70 Před 5 lety

      I wanted to add that I really let my job loss/store closing turn me into a hermit of sorts... I just don’t want this situation to dull your shine like it did mine. Finding your CZcams channel has been a Godsend for me. Keep posting videos here because you are loved. Oh... & who is to say what is “normal”? Stop using that phrase. Nobody is normal. We are all individuals. I was bullied too... & still am because I have fat on my body. Stay strong. I don’t listen to any gossip about me. If people are talking about you then it means they have nothing going on in their own lives or they feel insecure about themselves. Ok... I am babbling. I just want you to feel better, love! Things will get better. 🌹

  • @cayleegates888
    @cayleegates888 Před 5 lety +10

    I’m in a shitty situation with my job right now (also in a restaurant) and the only thing stopping me from getting a new job is anxiety. Everyone’s reaction is always “just get a new job” but I couldn’t really explain why I don’t and you just summed it up so thank you for that!! I hope the next job you get is even better than the last. You have the support of so many people! ❤️

  • @gabegardner94
    @gabegardner94 Před 5 lety +11

    Ugh I forgot I was waiting for this. You're my favorite. Everything will work out boo

  • @emZeeee
    @emZeeee Před 5 lety +6

    I am SO sorry this happened. A few weeks ago, I was laid off with no warning. They offered no severance and said, "Oh, by the way, your insurance runs out at midnight." The insurance bit was particularly terrifying because I see a psychiatrist and therapist, and I take prescription medication. But I started applying for jobs the same day, and I had one within a couple of weeks. Good position, great benefits, and opportunities for advancement that, in hindsight, I honestly wasn't seeing at my previous job. Sometimes situations like this can work out for the better, and it WILL make you stronger. Hang in there, girl! I can't imagine that you'll be out of work for long. You're too awesome!

  • @caleb9886
    @caleb9886 Před 5 lety +11

    ur the only youtuber i can 100% relate too

  • @thea13
    @thea13 Před 5 lety +3

    I’ve been there and I totally feel this video. Sending so much love your way today and always my favorite Christian mom vlogger. Thank you for being so real, brave and making so many other people feel less alone. 💕💕

  • @ninpadin8008
    @ninpadin8008 Před 5 lety +6

    Anxiety is one of the worse things to have. I can relate that feeling of starting over. I sorry your going through this and that you'll be able to find something. I'm sending my love and positivity.

  • @FlowerMorgan
    @FlowerMorgan Před 5 lety +4

    Sending you love :) I'm a college student in LA right now and have been watching you for a while. I wish I could tell you something to make you feel better, but I know from the video there isn't much to say that you haven't heard/need to hear. Sending good vibes too for your future, I'm going to try and donate some time this month for your surgery since your goal is so close

  • @unlocc
    @unlocc Před 5 lety

    You have helped me in so many ways. Mainly just a smile when I’m feeling down or sad. And even your more serious videos when talking about mental health and things you’ve went through. And you’ve commented on a couple of my Instagram post that just made me feel like recognized and loved so thank you for everything❤️

  • @KateCarew
    @KateCarew Před 5 lety +7

    You’re 100% genuine and sincerity and earnestness are truly the most humble qualities a person can have and I for one ADORE you darlin!
    You make so many people feel so comfortable with themselves and the fact you’re willing to show your vulnerability and weakness lets me know just how strong you are! You have a wonderful life ahead of you and I cannot wait to see it if I’m lucky enough to be one of the ones you share it with :-)

  • @Earthboundmisfit1
    @Earthboundmisfit1 Před 5 lety +8

    As someone who’s been dealt a few bumps in the road through life... sometimes bad things like this happen because we’re too complacent to change on our own. Perhaps this is part of the universe’s plan to get you out of that comfort zone & become a greater version of you! You bring so much joy to all of us here, you are destined for something great. Focus more on CZcams while you continue your job search. Trust the process, Victoria. ❤️

    • @Earthboundmisfit1
      @Earthboundmisfit1 Před 5 lety

      And as far as helping me.. YOUR HUMOR. You and Rich Lux are the two CZcamsrs who whenever I’m having a shitty day, if y’all upload... (and Antonio Garza since your duet 😂) you just turn my mood around. Your sense of humor is one of a kind and you bring so much joy and happiness to all of us here! Never lose your sense of humor and personality. You’re one of a kind! Little ray of sunshine, Queen!

  • @Jessie07890
    @Jessie07890 Před 5 lety +2

    You've helped me when I've had some shitty days. I can relate to needing consistency cause the depression and anxiety mess me up severely at times. With some of your older videos with you being goofy and making me laugh with you. It made the night easier to get through. You'll get through this. From one broken person to another.

  • @JamiePietrowski
    @JamiePietrowski Před 5 lety +6

    Thanks for being sincere. This is what it's like to be a young adult, looking at our childhoods in a differnt way and coping with these bumps in the road. I had a situation happen when I was 21 at a job that I had been at for 3 years and it broke me. But I gained my confidence back and grew so much from it, I am so much of a bigger person now, and have a fucking great job that I love. Better things always come when you try and meet them half way.

  • @ash-yt7yy
    @ash-yt7yy Před 5 lety

    Your videos have helped me in so many ways. I deal with anxiety and depression as well, and being able to relate to you has been amazing. You make me laugh but you also give such great advice at the same time. I'm so sorry that this happened to you, and I completely understand how scary it is. But based on the fact that you held that job for so long, I know you will find another great one out there. I love you so much and I can't express how thankful I am for you!!

  • @katt26041
    @katt26041 Před 5 lety +4

    I feel like we are so similar physically, mentally, and just everything. I just got new this last Wednesday that my job will be shutting down and it was my first job and i struggle with the same exact feelings you have. Im so scared of having to get a new job and I don’t even know how to do it what a coincidence that we are going through the same thing. I’ve always looked up to you for the years I’ve been watching and it helps me remember that being tall is beautiful and that we may not be women that are “typical” but we are powerful❤️ much love as we go through our paths together

  • @shastadaisey1891
    @shastadaisey1891 Před 5 lety +5

    Victoria I'm sorry you're having to go through this. We rely so much on our jobs to support us and when that fails it feels like the world is against us and everything seems unsure. Three years ago I was basically forced out of my manager job because a new company bought the facilty. I didn't see how any other job could be as secure, but thankfully found another job that was half the work and paid even more. Hang in there girl! And, how you have helped me... it's hard to measure in words. For one I have greatly improved with my cussing, so thanks b#itch! Jk, sorta. You have given me courage as someone new to hormones and transitioning, and I often think about how courageous you are when I am feeling anxious and depressed. You're a lovely person. Thank you for opening your life to us.

  • @kaylasmith4929
    @kaylasmith4929 Před 5 lety +7

    I worked at a restaurant for about a month and on the last day I worked I left at around midnight and I was scheduled to work the next day and my boss was like "see ya tmro" and 15 minutes after I left he sent a mass email to all the employees saying "don't come back to work. We are shut down. Today was our last day. Have a good life everybody".
    Even tho the whole situation sucks, I'm glad you at least got that courtesy. I wish you the best!
    (ps. not trying to compare or challenge your hardship, I just find that story funny and it was relevant here :D)

  • @SoulRamen
    @SoulRamen Před 5 lety

    You're an absolute sweetheart and I love watching your videos. I support you! Things tend to get dark sometimes, but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm going through some tough stuff lately, too, but you reminded me that I will make it through everything just fine, and I appreciate that! Thank you for being you!!

  • @lunaizaliar7876
    @lunaizaliar7876 Před 5 lety +3

    You are a real inspiration. I look up to you so much. I hope everything gets better for you. Love you❤️❤️

  • @genesisrubi7
    @genesisrubi7 Před 5 lety +2

    Sorry to hear what you are going through. I really hope something better will come alomg to fulfill your wants and needs.

  • @MonicaRodriguez-pj1qy
    @MonicaRodriguez-pj1qy Před 5 lety +2

    I'm watching this right now, I love you so much, we all do 💖
    you've helped me with my sadness too. over the last couple years I've been continuously fucked over financially and emotionally (family issues) and watching your videos always made me laugh and shit lol so yeah you're very entertaining and very human and just relatable. you got this!

  • @midnightcat6116
    @midnightcat6116 Před 5 lety

    Hi Victoria! Well said. When you talked about thriving on consistency, feelings of abandonment, & anxiety in new situations, i can really relate. I went through a similar situation 2 years ago & am happy to say, came out a lot stronger. I’m rooting for you. Know that you are a survivor and a warrior & will get through this with resilience. Much respect ✊

  • @keelanf8298
    @keelanf8298 Před 5 lety

    you’re one of the most genuine, relatable and hilarious people on CZcams. i love your videos and i’m sending so much love. i hope this situation gets better soon.

  • @tamtakvaratskheliya4990

    You’re so strong Victoria! I love you and you inspire me!

  • @RonnyMorales
    @RonnyMorales Před 5 lety

    I think you’re such a beautiful person you have helped me by just being yourself on camera, I can totally relate on being reluctant to share something that’s affecting me that may be perceived differently to others. Your feelings are valid, love you ❤️

  • @madisonwilliams7365
    @madisonwilliams7365 Před 5 lety

    I totally understand where you're at and it is tough for us different folks, I have the exact same thing when faced with starting a new. Someone once told me it is how you handle these times that you'll be remember for. It made me think!!! the shit still sucks tho!!! I look forward to watching your videos because you come across so strong and you make me smile. Thank you for that, you are awesome!!! :)

  • @oooohokay
    @oooohokay Před 5 lety +1

    It so interesting what you said about moving around so much as a kid and now needing consistency. I’m exactly the opposite. I grew up in the same town my whole life and have such a strong need to move around. I worked in 6 different restaurants in 4 years and didn’t get fired from any of them. I just need a change of scenery after a while. I also move to different countries and love to travel. It’s interesting how we gravitate to what we couldnt/ didn’t have when we were younger. I wish you the best in whatever path you take now and like you said it will only make you stronger.

  • @cristinatacaciu4869
    @cristinatacaciu4869 Před 5 lety

    Sending so much love your way, been following you for a few years, you've grown so much! Love you, girl

  • @user-kj6zn4bk9k
    @user-kj6zn4bk9k Před 5 lety

    wishing you sooooo much luck and positivity, just as you've gotten through every single situation in your life, you'll get through this one too. stay strong

  • @AJ1986daisymae
    @AJ1986daisymae Před 5 lety

    I am the exact same way! I don't do well with change and when I'm completely used to a certain way and all of a sudden gets taken from me I break down I can't handle it.... I know how you feel and you are so strong I have faith that you will be OK things will work out for you! ❤️

  • @MiaRosenbloom
    @MiaRosenbloom Před 5 lety

    Your sense of humor and idgaf attitude in some of your videos always cheer me up when I'm feeling down. I like your serious videos as well. I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time right now, but I'm glad you're sharing with us.
    I have social anxiety too, and I live in a small town in rural PA so it's hard to find employment. I'm scared I won't find a job, and even more scared that it'll be too much for me to handle (anxiety wise) once I land a job. But after a little bit of job experience, I've learned that the first couple of weeks are usually hardest, and then it gets better from there as familiarity sets in.

  • @askalexa4964
    @askalexa4964 Před 5 lety

    You have shown me how to get back up on my feet and keeping going no matter how hard a situation is. You're strong and I totally understand the feeling of wanting consistency. I will say that in order to grow and get stronger, we have to have change. Keep your head up girly because amazing things are to come!!

  • @amyyy___
    @amyyy___ Před 5 lety

    You are an amazing human being. Everything you are feeling is totally valid. I am sending you so much love!

  • @ranXd0m
    @ranXd0m Před 5 lety +2

    I’m so sorry you’re going through a hard time. I love you and hope you feel better soon ❤️

  • @liamodonovan3437
    @liamodonovan3437 Před 5 lety +7

    Iam so sorry you lost your job sweetheart I hope your doing ok sending positivity love you

  • @Dloudon77
    @Dloudon77 Před 5 lety

    I completely understand where you're coming from. I was also bullied my entire childhood and it leaves a mark that just doesn't go away because we're adults now. It plants that self doubt. I also have social anxiety issues and completely understand how routine and consistently are so important. I would be freaking out too! I'm also with you on the jaw clenching. I'm sorry this is happening and I'm thinking about you and sending good vibes but, it's nice to know that I'm not the only one who suffers with these issues. Nice to know someone else can relate. You're awesome!!!

  • @demondownpour4908
    @demondownpour4908 Před 5 lety

    You have made me laugh with your videos on days where I really needed to laugh. I love the videos where you pretend to be the mom of a teenager. Comedy gold tbh. Also, idk if anyone has ever said anything like this to you before, but your story telling voice, there's just something so calming about it. Like even though you're telling a story with a not so happy ending like in this video, I feel really calm. (I have anxiety disorder).

  • @amandacupcake1240
    @amandacupcake1240 Před 5 lety

    I hope things look up for u! I know it can be very stressful starting a new job. Good luck love

  • @mediumfries5803
    @mediumfries5803 Před 5 lety +3

    We’re all here to support you Victoria ❤️ we love youuuuu

  • @2000bassfish
    @2000bassfish Před 5 lety

    Your videos have been so helpful to me too! I love your videos and am so sad that you have had this bad luck. It sounds like you worked with some really great people and that your employers were really good too. I know that you feel really down now but I know that you will be able to find another good place to work soon. The job market is pretty good right now so you can afford to take the time to do a little research and talk to friends about potential jobs before you start applying. Not every job is a good place to work so you should carefully research potential employers and the type of people that work there. Your new employer will be so lucky to get you girl!

  • @ThePatkubat
    @ThePatkubat Před 5 lety

    Victoria, I found your chanel last year when I was going through my cancer treatment and had a lot of time to get depressed. But your videos and personality always cheered me up and helped me stay positive. You taught me that in order to stay sane, you need to let your crazy out :) I totally get you feeling this way when something you thought was solid turns out to be fragile. However I have no doubt you'll find a job because you are a strong and intelligent young lady! Good luck 😊

  • @calleigh4287
    @calleigh4287 Před 5 lety +1

    I was in your exact situation months ago and have still not bounced back. So I def know what you’re going through and hope you make out better than I have. Hope it all works out 💕

  • @kharnum1286
    @kharnum1286 Před 5 lety

    💜 I’m so sorry it’ll be okay and you’ll figure it out. We believe in you

  • @jenniferlynn7575
    @jenniferlynn7575 Před 5 lety

    I’m sad to hear you’re going through this. You have helped me by being so open and honest about your current situation. I have also suffered through a lot of social anxiety and bullying. Most people sneer at us who have trouble with the “normal” things like changing a job board changing school. They say it’s not such a big deal especially when you’re supposed to be an “adult.” I don’t usually open up a lot about my anxiety to people because I’m so harshly judged and completely invalidated. Just hearing that you understand makes me feel stronger and not so alone.

  • @hamsandwich5900
    @hamsandwich5900 Před 5 lety

    Wishing you all the best Victoria! I love your videos. Love how you are true to yourself. Keep your head up. You got this. 💓

  • @tranquilityandrelaxation5859

    I just found you and your videos and just followed. You have a great personality and a sweet soul. Hope everything gets better. 💕

  • @neuroqueerjester
    @neuroqueerjester Před 5 lety +4

    Victoria baby 😢💕 I can't believe we're in such similar situations at the same time...not just because I'm also gonna be unemployed in 4 days, but I relate a lot to your emotional response. I need to adjust to any type of change before being able to make my next move, and that's not always feasable fml... Striving for consistency is a constant in my life too and yeah, I'm really sorry you're going through that and the toll it's taking on you, I feel you girl 😔🎻
    Of course I wouldn't wish this instability on anyone and I wish you weren't facing all this but I gotta say you made me feel understood and less alone at a time I felt like nobody gets how emotionally taxing this is for me (plus i'm all sorts of fucked up in other ways so it's a lot to handle yeehaw).
    Aside from this topic, you always give me a lot of hope and obviously you're funny as hell but even without your jokes I'mmmm hhhh I feel I'm being cheesy and generic but I'm genuinely so happy your channel exists, I wonder how you're doing when you're not uploading and 😭 I'm not saying I feel like I really know you at all but what you show and tell us matters to me and I'm sure you help a lot of other people as well!!! Hang in there, I hope things get easier soon 💖

  • @Adrian-tx7qv
    @Adrian-tx7qv Před 5 lety

    Youve helped me a lot because I can relate to you the most out of all the CZcamsrs I've watched. And you remind me almost Everytime I watch a video of yours that no matter what I gotta be emotionally strong because I struggle with that a lot. So thank you!!

  • @xenduvall
    @xenduvall Před 5 lety

    You have helped me see that there are others who go through similar things as me and your stories make me laugh and I feel that we can all get through this together.

  • @lenoxblue
    @lenoxblue Před 5 lety

    I just ended up without a job as well, and I really needed this. I literally could not have planned a better sign from the universe that I’m going to be okay, and more importantly I’m not crazy. My anxiety disorder also makes it harder from me to bounce back from sudden shifts like this as well and I felt really weak for it. This video changed my perception of that and has already helped so much more than anything else. Thank you ❤️

  • @skylerjames3276
    @skylerjames3276 Před 5 lety

    its super awesome to hear you be so genuine and open. (as always) I think everyone is sick of you tubers only portraying the peachy perfect side of life. sending you all the love, and I know it seems horrible right now, but I bet you something better is around the corner (: life is crazy. just keep holding on and you'll be ok. ❤️

  • @jillannette7100
    @jillannette7100 Před 5 lety

    I'm so sorry your going through all this shit😕 you're honestly one of my favorite CZcamsrs!!!! I wish I could explain to you how much you've inspired me and made me laugh. Sending some positive energy your way beautiful😘

  • @oj9650
    @oj9650 Před 5 lety

    Girl your videos help me unwind and forget about stresses in my own life 🤗

  • @blazeblitzzz
    @blazeblitzzz Před 5 lety

    Ily girll stay strong you can do it!!❤❤ SENDING lots of love

  • @FatalentyWorld
    @FatalentyWorld Před 5 lety

    Good on you for telling those that you needed to❤️

  • @thedaviecrockett500
    @thedaviecrockett500 Před 5 lety

    I just wanted to thank you so much. You constantly inspire me and motivate me to just constantly work on myself. You remind me that being not okay is okay sometimes and you can always overcome it. You have allowed me to feel more comfortable throughout my transition and if Im ever feeling like shit I know I can watch your videos and cheer myself up. Just thank you for everything my queen.

  • @BlondieBre
    @BlondieBre Před 5 lety

    I can hear it in your voice just how hard this was to even talk about. I’m going through some crazy shit myself but I enjoy your videos and I’m so glad you’re posting again 💜

  • @alanstein8050
    @alanstein8050 Před 5 lety

    I’ve watched you for the past year or so. SIS, You have helped me with a lot. I get into numb mental states quite often and your videos offer so much positivity in my life. You are real and have raw emotions that are not shown on mainstream platforms. In fact, you are probably the only person with a significant following that I’m able to entirely connect with on social media. I love you and I will always be a fan. ❤️

  • @toshianicholson5278
    @toshianicholson5278 Před 5 lety

    You’re an inspiration to others! Everything you’ve done to get where you are took a lot of courage & resilience. You can get through this! Love your videos!

  • @Mywonderland1982
    @Mywonderland1982 Před 5 lety

    I'm so sorry about what you're going through. I do understand the need for consistency in life because I feel the same way. I've also moved so much through out my life due to circumstances, not by choice ( haven't lived in any one place for more than 4 years, 5 now) so I wish and hope to have stability and consistency in my life BUT unfortunately... I think that won't be the case for I'm not sure how long. 😞 I want you to know you're not the only one who feels the way you do and there are many other people who feel your pain. It may be hard now but trust me.. Everything does turn out ok. Life is meant to be full of ups and downs.. Part of life and learning.

  • @emilykirk2360
    @emilykirk2360 Před 5 lety

    Oh sweetie I'm so sorry. I've never been let go so i dont know what you are going through BUT... you are a queen and so strong! You WILL get through this! You've helped me by just being yourself. I've always had confidence issues and watching your videos make me realize that sometimes you have to roll with the punches and just make the best of it. You'll pull through and kick ass at whatever job you get next! 😘

  • @MichelleAdickes
    @MichelleAdickes Před 5 lety

    oh babe, I am here to tell you about all the times iv'e been so depressed about my family situation and all the bull shit life likes to hand us and then go to my subscriptions and smile the second I see a new upload from you. I'm not exaggerating or being dramatic, I come to youtube to escape reality a lot. You are one of the few channels that literally make me laugh out loud and forget about it all for the duration of the video. Iv'e 100% rewatched videos of yours when there weren't new ones and would laugh just as hard as the first time I watched. So thank you babe, for being you and helping me cope with the depression and anxiety for those few minutes. We love you babe and all know you're more than strong enough to get through this 🖤

  • @unlocc
    @unlocc Před 5 lety

    Love you so much Victoria, you’re such a beautiful soul. Sending you love, know you’ll get through this tough time ❤️

  • @kittykat7220
    @kittykat7220 Před 5 lety

    Ur so amazing Nd have helped me in so many amazing ways!!! You have helped me figure out who I am when I was completely confused !, helped me keep my head up during extremely hard times. I can’t relate to a lot of the things ur going through and knowing ur going to kick this situation in the ass helps me know I’ll be ok in the end so ty so very much for that!!! I have so much love and respect for u!!! Love u always !!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @Livfree33
    @Livfree33 Před 5 lety +3

    Girl, this just means you’re about to hit the next stage of your life and it’ll be even better. Get some rest, feel your feelings, process that shit, and you know you’re going to get through this❤️you’ve helped me by making me laugh when I wasn’t in the mood to laugh, and just being an authentic human being on the internetz

  • @courtneybraxton1792
    @courtneybraxton1792 Před 5 lety

    youve helped me feel better when i watch a video of yours when ive had a bad day
    you also prove that we dont need makeup to be beautiful
    goodluck victoria x

  • @mcshelldangelo8008
    @mcshelldangelo8008 Před 5 lety

    Girl, you are so strong and brave to be able to put yourself out here and speak your truth about your life and what you are dealing with!! When you were saying that people were like oh just go get another job and the way you explained why that is hard for you to do I completely understand what you were saying! I don’t understand because I went through it I mean I understand because you explained it very well. You are valid with your feelings and you are entitled to deal with it how you need to! Stay strong and dig deep to pick yourself back up again because it sounds like you have been through a lot more worse situations than this and you are damn right by saying you are strong and you sharing this will help other people. Plus you will get the support from all of your subscribers 🙂 thank you for making this video 💗

  • @thegardner1387
    @thegardner1387 Před 5 lety

    You made me feel so much better, I can relate to all your feelings.. you’re not alone. You are right it will get better. I needed this today.

  • @angy950211
    @angy950211 Před 5 lety

    You help me keep going when I was processing my dad's dead and my best friend lost too, with a simple joke or with everything you had to say, and really everything passes and you only get stronger with this situations and I know is horrible not being able to control it. Love you and stay strong

  • @Shmooysmell
    @Shmooysmell Před 5 lety

    I hope you’re doing ok today! ❤️ You help me every time you release a video! You brighten my day and make me laugh. This is where I come when I need cheering up! You’re amazing, thank you.

  • @emmacharles2993
    @emmacharles2993 Před 5 lety

    You always make me laugh. You are so amazing, I love you so much!

  • @KataMoon
    @KataMoon Před 5 lety

    Love ya, girl! You can do this!!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

  • @Beatal
    @Beatal Před 5 lety

    You just make me smile. I come home from school and hope to see a video from you and you just make me genuinely happy. You’re so authentic and real and it’s so refreshing to see that. I love you so much and things will get better. Remember! When one door closes another one WILL open 💗💗💗

  • @berkingtime
    @berkingtime Před 5 lety +1

    I don’t comment much. But you have helped me. Your videos are very entertaining but your videos have also made me feel like I’m not alone. Especially this one. I’ve been out a job for months because my anxiety and depression have been eating at me so much and I’ve reached a point where I mentally and more importantly physically I couldn’t go to work. I’ve finally decided to get help and I got my job back which is good.
    ...you have drive and strength. You will get over this. Take all the time you mentally need. That’s what I did and now I feel a tiny bit more capable to be a functioning human haha. Thank you for being you 😊💕

  • @sabinamam524
    @sabinamam524 Před 5 lety

    Your helping me right now by you sharing your story. I recently divided to leave my job because I couldn't handle the pressures of the job and I've felt so guilty and like a pos for failing but I think it's really important what your doing and I admire and respect that. Victoria you are awesome and inspiring I hope my words help a little bit.

  • @HeyItsLights
    @HeyItsLights Před 5 lety

    I love that you upload funny content but you're also real and talk about things you struggle with. I dealt with similar issues as a kid and it can really mess with your mind growing up. What I do is look back at my past experiences and think of what I can do differently when a similar situation appears. Maybe we go through those things in order to prepare ourselves if it happens again but also to help others since we have the experience? I'm not sure.. Anyway just know that you aren't alone. A 55k army has your back ❤️

  • @cheshiregrin7892
    @cheshiregrin7892 Před 5 lety

    You have helped me in that I can relate to your pain and unease, yet when you smile your eyes light up and reveal you do have lots of hope. Stay beautiful and kind as you have always been. You are a champion for a lot of people out here in this world💙🙏🏼💙

  • @sierrarodriguez4751
    @sierrarodriguez4751 Před 5 lety

    Victoria! , you reallly have helped me throughout the past few years really making me feel like I’m not alone in my mind. I feel like a prisoner in my own head sometimes, and hearing you explain your thoughts and emotions really makes me feel like I’m not alone or crazy. You really do help me a lot. I love you so much and know that you are not alone in the way you’ve been feeling. I’m on a year of not having a job because of my anxiety. It sucks. It’s so hard. Everything happens for a reason, maybe it’s a blessing in disguise. I love you. Thank you for everything

  • @ashtraub332
    @ashtraub332 Před 5 lety

    You help me mentally, Im so mentally unstable lmao but your videos put a smile on my face and make me laugh. I totally relate and understand everything you said about having those feelings of inconsistency. I just hit 2 years at my current job and I know that feeling of being super comfortable and then the thought of it changing is scary and I dont blame you. You will get through this, we are here for you and we love you!

  • @chiarap7826
    @chiarap7826 Před 5 lety

    Girl i completely understand! I'm going through something sort of similar: i'm about to graduate college and this year i won't be in education for the first time in my life and i'll need to get a job. I know it's something everyone does, but i also have terrible anxiety and rely on things always beeing the same, so i'm having a really hard time with it. I'm trying to take it one day at a time and do little things every day to help me plan for the future, other than that i can't really do much but try not to lose my hope and stay positive. I wish you all the best, i know you'll get through this!!!!

  • @420artpop
    @420artpop Před 5 lety

    you helped me in so many ways. you make me laugh so much, you inspire me so much. you are such an inspiration and light in mylife. i don’t have a lot but your videos and attitude and personality and heart and drive really have helped me so much over the years. an the fact that you’ve taken time to talk to me, and shouted me on livestream or something, shows me you’re as genuine and real as i thought when just watching you. you are an inspiration. victoria, i love you. i’m here for you always and you know that. i love you so much.

  • @wishbone529
    @wishbone529 Před 5 lety

    Girl same, I get new inviornment depression and I moved a month ago. found your channel around the same time and your videos have been intertaining me through it all. I could relate to you because we are both scorpios ( your litterly a day yonger than me) and waitresses.Take this time to reflext and do somthings you injoy.

  • @laurah2113
    @laurah2113 Před 5 lety

    you bring so much happiness to my life and that's all I need!

  • @TristenWomack
    @TristenWomack Před 5 lety +1

    You give me confidence when everyone else tells me that I am not good enough

  • @angelthedolll8787
    @angelthedolll8787 Před 5 lety

    so fucking serious victoria, your videos and personality have gotten me up when I was down, your amazing sense of humor helped me when I was going through a divorce last year with my parents, I can relate with your anxiety and I want you to know that I love you and you've helped me so much :(

  • @katieboo666
    @katieboo666 Před 5 lety

    Everything will turn out ok in the end , you have loads of support and you will come out on top. I know it's hard , I've been there and you think that nothing will come your way again . But it will and soon you will be telling us that you got a new job. Wishing you all the luck in the world, love you honey 😘😘💜💜

  • @cougarrain
    @cougarrain Před 5 lety

    I love you be strong ❤💖💛💚💙💜 You will get through this... BIG HUGS 😁 You can do anything you want to do. 🙂

  • @sarrahhjustine
    @sarrahhjustine Před 5 lety

    You have always made me laugh and I love your videos ! Stay positive (: