i loved this song as a 13 year old, i didn’t think i’d live past my 14th birthday. i’ll be 23 in 2 months, i live in my own house with my boyfriend. i made it, don’t give up y’all. this song still slaps tho ❤
Honestly this song sound more like it's about depression than being insane. As a depressed person myself, I can kinda relate with a couple line here and there. Particularly "The weight of the air is torture". That's... how it feels when it's at its worst.
I agree. The Psychopathy part though, it's true for people with antisocial personality disorder, they can't empathize or fully comprehend anyone's feelings. This fact may cause people with that disorder to believe people are being ignorant towards them. It can make them angry. If you think about it, it makes a lot of sense. They're also trapped due to a literal hardware issue within their mind. When you put all of the science of psychopathy and sociopathy, it all very much makes sense. (Hence "the illusion of ignorance" and "Captivity, there's things controlling me"). It all has a meaning. This song can just be used for an edgy phase, but it also has a lot of meaning to it too. Psychopaths will have no trouble at all relating to this song, I'd imagine. Anyway, I hope you're still alive and are trying to beat depression like me. Keep trying. Stay safe. Take care of yourself. Treat yourself a little nicer, everyone makes mistakes (some worse and more often than others) but we all deserve to treat ourselves with kindness. I wish you a good life. Goodbye.
I recently was diagnosed with schizophrenia, and this song definitely describes my suffering. And I do relate to it. It does not inherently mean that mental illnesses are quirky if you relate to a song, it could also mean that you're going through hell. It is not intended to be romanticizing any mental illnesses, as it is singing about captivity (hopelessness), torture (symptoms), ignorance (stigma) as well as just insanity (mental illness) itself. Insanity feels like choking, and no one except you knows why. It feels like drowning while anyone else apparently is able to swim.
@@Mavri_Lyveis I wasn't calling myself insane, but go off. Also I'm schizophrenic, not depressed, so quit being a smartass. There isn't only depression.
Take me as an example, the amount of times somebody has told me "stay strong" has killed me. Not all of us are strong, sometimes we can't take it, so this is not something 'good' to say
To the depressed teenagers that are inevitably listening to this, stay strong. Things may suck right now and you may not see a light at the end of the tunnel, but they do get better. Just hang in there, push through it, and if possible find someone to talk to about it. But the most important thing is you keep pushing forward. You can do it, I believe in you
Song has a very interesting meaning, even more than one, but what I really liked here was the "sanity" part, like basically seeing a light in dark, getting hope to overcome depression and defeat it, seeing a way out of it, I'm neither edgy nor a kid/teen, but understanding these lyrics makes it so much better.
Lyrics are poetry; if you want to really understand a song and not just jam out, you could always try to dissect the lyrics. Never a requirement, of course.
1% of comments: I'm insane! This suits me so well omg!!!! 4%of comments: people complaining about the 1% who think they're insane 95% of comments:people complaining about the 4% who are complaining about the 1%who think they're insane
As a kid, I just thought this was an edgy song, something that was part of the "emo" trend. I didn't understand the meaning, I didn't get what was so special. Now, as an adult, each and every one of these lyrics hits me right at home. They make so much sense, and personal experience and my life growing up has allowed me to understand why they are special. And it honestly hurts everytime I listen to it, with how each lyric is so personal to me. I was so innocent back then. So naive. My major concerns back then was Legos, Halo, and Cartoons. Didn't really start to become clear to everything until I went to middle school. Of course, there was obvious signs as a child, but my mind almost didn't want me to remember and/or think of them, so I just focused on what was familiar. Now nothing is familiar. Everything's so wrong. I honestly wish I could say "I wish I was back during the good days, where everything was fine, perfect, happy and bright" but looking back on those days makes me realize nothing about them was any of those. The only form of comfort I could find, ironically, was in those songs I considered "edgy" or "emo" back then. Guess it's hard to understand unless you've experienced it. How sad is it that I can only really speak in some form of how I really feel and how down I feel in a comment section on CZcams, instead of to the the people I should be able to talk to about this. I guess at this point I'm just gonna be another comment floating down the internet void amongst so many others, but I had to atleast get this off my chest. Strange that this makes me feel better, if only a little. Family isn't exactly the best thing, literally grew up with zero friends, not really having anyone to turn to, moderate bullying, things like that. I have a minor case of Asperger's, nothing that really affects me like the major or even autism, but it does affect my social skills. No doctor visits, only 2 times I can remember going to the doctor for anything, and the 2nd time was recently. Had a short stint when I was in elementary school, where I found my dad's knife collection under his bed. At the start, I reached down and accidentally cut my palm on one because I didn't know what it was, and had gripped a bit too hard. Next thing I know I'm coming back for a few days, just grabbing them, purposefully gripping them too hard. I also, even right now, experience something while I'm with other people, be it my family, family friends, or even just with other people around me. When I sit there, or stand, staring at them, my mind would start turning towards very violent thoughts, images in my head of those situations where everything is violent, hostile, fights, anger, first fighting, stuff like that. I have to be focusing on something else, like a story, a show, movie, or game in order for my head to not be filled with these thoughts and images. When I enter groups, I become withdrawn, quiet, to the back, trying to make myself as unnoticeable as possible. I also can't really eat anything. Whatever appetite I had before, is gone. The only thing that stays is that I still feel thirsty. The occasions with my family can be borderline, to only be close to abuse. More like I'm mostly being used. My family is filled with people who are constantly against, or using each other. Pulling people to become their 'servant' if you will. They want everyone else to have them be the most important, the one who gets given to. I can't really describe how it feels to have a whole family take one look at you, deem you as either annoying or not worth their time, and for them to ignore your very existence. Like unless you have some worth to them, you are less than a dog. I've had to play part time therapist, confident, spy, and even a vent. Being pulled back and forth, made to see the other as horrible, in the wrong, as a bad person, that one of them is the one that is the 'victim'. And then theirs the younger year things I've seen. Things I've heard from them. Learned. It's hard to deal the possible knowledge that your own parents are most likely just using you to one up the other, and could even blame you for their recent marriage problems. The that brings up the slew of horrible questions I'm not typing because I don't want to think about them. There was also this one point, where I was actually having breathing problems. And not the normal types just doing certain tasks do, this was when I was young, and my sister was still living with us, but she had gotten herself a boyfriend. She was tasked with babysitting me, watching the house, while our parents were at work. All I remember is, one moment I'm sitting on the couch watching TV, then my chest starts getting a bit tight. I didn't think it was anything till my breathing was getting worse and worse as time went on. I had gotten my sister's attention by actually shouting to her from downstairs, because her and her boyfriend liked to spend all their time in her room. I was starting to panic because, it honestly was getting to the point I was starting to savior some air. My sister walked downstairs stairs, asked me(annoyed) what? I told her, quite literally panicking, crying, and struggling, that i can't breathe. I told her, over and over "i can't breathe!! I can't breathe", with her only response to tell me I'm fine. Everytime I said it, regardless of how it was looking, the only thing that changed was her getting more and more angry at me at time went on, until I think she got tired of it. She went to grab her bag, and told me she's going out to get some groceries and to see if they have anything for my breathing, and that I need to quit complaining and that I'm overreacting. I asked to please pick something up to help, just as they were walking to the front door, with the only confirmation being an "ok". I then sat their for a solid hour while she went to the grocery store, the one about 2 minutes from where we live. Im sitting there, thinking these are my final moments, this is it. I'm crying, trying my best to keep breathing, my chest getting more and more crushed feeling as time went on. It was a full hour later that she came back, a bag of chips, some drinks, and a bottle of pills. She put her back with the 'groceries', she pulled out, looked at something on it, then tossed it on my lap telling me to take one and to stop crying. I took it, wondering today if maybe it was a form of congestion pills. But if so, they were terrible at their job, because it took a full day and a half before I felt any better. The feeling that appears in my heart, my chest as those things happen makes me want to rip it out and toss it in the trash. The violent thoughts come forward full force, and I have to physically anchor myself somehow inorder to calm myself down. Grabbing on to the couch, standing and leaning over our dining room table, or the back of the couch. Turning off all my media, just so I could try and gather my thoughts without distraction. I've even resorted once to just sitting there and letting my mind blank No thoughts, no focus, everything becomes a blur, and I find myself curling up, usually followed by me trying to reassure myself that everything is fine, everyone is calm, there's no problem. Only when there's no more speaking, or any new sounds. A fan, my parent's TV, even my animals walking around and making noise. I freeze when I hear them speak again, and can only move again after I'm able to discern that their only speaking about something normal. Like what they plan on doing for dinner, what they need to get done around the house, or if they need to get ready to sleep. I'm afraid to even have normal conversations with people, regardless if their on here or not. If I join a stream I have to try my best to not speak up, but if I do, I know I won't be able to leave the stream without some repercussion to myself. Like just now, I was in a stream, and because I was feeling like I should atleast try and be supportive to her and what's going on, I ended up saying something. She responded to it, and by the time I realized how far in I had gotten, I had essentially chatted with the others in chat as well. But because these streams can go on for extensive periods of time, I needed to get off, I knew it would affect me. When I actually talk with people or chat with people who I actually enjoy doing so with them, having fun, telling stories, stuff like that, regardless of how long I've known them, and regardless of the fact that I probably won't be seeing them again, my brain forms this attachment to them. And because it's formed that attachment, when I have to leave, that attachment forces my brain into a sort of withdrawal type mode. I get emotional, I start doubting myself, my mind makes me think about how these are the only people I've grown fond of and now their leaving me, disappearing like all the others. After my brain frenzies me, it enters like this crisis mode and I start crying. I become depressed, feeling negativity. I can't enjoy watching CZcams, reading, or even playing a game because my mind has made me depressed. I guess you can call that speration anxiety, or something like it. I'm not knowledgeable enough to really even attempt to get an idea if I have anything wrong in my mind, nor are there any good psychiatrists or therapists I can see where I live. I apologize if there are those who think I'm just cowardly, a liar, or even attention seeking. I just needed to find somewhere to try and atleast get this off my chest before it crushes me. I doubt most people even really care at the end of the day. What matters is that I atleast got a small amount of that weight off my chest. I hope you all have a wonderful day and to have an excellent year.
As I sence similar dread of yours that plagues me each Earth day, I find strength in only one last thought of helping others who may be feeling the same. In this way, I find meaning in my struggles. The only advise I'm knowledgeable enough about: You shall endure, hit the gym, and be stronger each day, each second of this difficult existence. I will pray for you.
I understand I really do the universe is falling apart doom day is near the demonic chants Satan himself is involved in my insanity it's more then it seems
I’ll be honest bro I have some of those same feelings, I also feel like the only people I can talk to / express my feelings with is just these random people in comment sections whether or not they read it, just typing my feelings as a comment and then posting it honestly makes me feel better somehow and idk how it does but does… Try to stay positive my guy this world we both live in has gotten more an more worse and people just don’t care about other peoples feelings and it shouldn’t be like that weather ur a man or a woman, there’s way to much negativity around in the air we breathe and I’m only 20 right now I shouldn’t have these feelings I have I don’t even feel like typing them either but I do also just sometimes I just turn my mind off turn my brain off and just tone out sounds, voices, thoughts, feelings and just sit their blank for a minute. Everything feels & looks so happy when ur young but when ur teenager or older everything feels & looking more dark and I’m not sure I’ll ever get the happiness I used to have but I hope one day it’ll come & I hope the same you dude I know we don’t know each other obviously but we got to try to keep our heads above water no matter how hard it is. I hope everything gets better for you soon, also I know some people complain about like oh I’m not reading this long ass comment but if it makes you feel even a little better I did read your entire comment not because of anything but cuz I wanted to. Have a good day man, I hope you’re doing well on any day from now till forever ♾️ I can’t necessary relate to everything in your comment but some things I can and me reading it also made me feel better… Thank You.
@@connersmith1172 I've read your comment and yes i agree telling people about how you feel in the comments feels better then trying to tell it to people ikr i hope everyone get through these though days and just remember you do matter and if anyone says otherwise thay are a bitch
I know that some people argue that somebody can’t be mentally ill without an official diagnosis, but you do realize that some people don’t have access to somebody who can professionally diagnose them, right? Sometimes we give ourselves a label to better understand it. And while that is one side of the arguement, those who are giving themselves labels need to do proper research and make an effort towards getting professional diagnoses if they really think that they have that mental issue.
•TheThornedRose• it’s not just an edgy teen thing. It could be a grown adult who has no idea how to go about getting mental help, or anybody who lived through something that made them feel invalidated to the point of not having the confidence to get help, or not being in a societal class where they can get help because they can’t afford it, or, yes, a teenager who has no idea how to handle their emotions because they’re surrounded by people who invalidate them. I’m not saying that giving yourself a label is correct, because doing so with no evidence or possibly exaggerating it is bad for with professional diagnoses, however, you have to understand that it isn’t just an “edgy” thing to do. Most people with mental illnesses don’t want to be ill. In no way shape or form do they want to be the way that they are, but you can’t just get rid of it. Having the suspicion and general idea of your own problems is the first step to getting help.
@@finnsonder3315 id like to add on that people feeling happy in their mental illness tends to be a symptom of being invalidated in many different ways in the past. When people feel validated by mental illness it’s often because in the past people not taking their problems (no matter how seemingly small or big they were) seriously in the past.
@@Nebularicnoodles or rather identifying themselves as this mental illness, as though it's a personality trait. Some mental illnesses can leave you feeling as though you've lost your identity because it takes a big toll their behavior. For example, with bipolar disorder, especially when you don't know you have it, mania might feel like your "true self" when it's not
“Can’t feel anymore of the stress” Me: goes to school. Has 5 quizzes then finals. Plus multiple essays to be written by next week. WeLp ThAt DidN’t LaSt
My old self listened to stuff like this because I was EdGy, but to be honest, I feel like if you're happy about being "insane", there is a little something weird about you, you're definitely not insane, just a lil weird, but we all are, aren't we? Love all of y'all.
Like I just said to someone else. Being happy about being crazy either tends to be because someone hasn’t felt accepted or like they belonged in a lot of places. So feeling like a part of a community can be validating. Also it can be a symptom of having their mental health not being taken seriously in the past. Although there are some weird tumblr people who think that if you aren’t mentally disabled in some way then their better than you. As an autistic person that is...a definite no. Stop it. Get some help
I’ve always liked the little bit of calmness in this song when it talks about being sane instead of being insane. It’s like those rare days where we don’t overthink or do anything to hurt or put ourselves down, of course it only lasts for a short while before things get back to how they were
Okay, imma share my opinion. This isn't about insanity. Legit insanity. Honestly, that's obvious. But, i think this is about other mental disorders. Just for the sake of example, and relatablity, i'm gonna say depression. Of course, i'm only using that because that's what i have. But, i think the song is about how insane you feel while you're experiencing something like depression. The feeling of losing yourself and not having rational thought is so overwhelming. Trying to stop the complete loss of yourself adds more pressure, stress. One main reason i don't think this is about insanity (and why edgy teenagers should shut up about being "insane") is that this person is so obviously trying to escape their own mind. This person doesn't want to be like this. They want to have a sound mind. Where i get this is from the part where this person feels sane. When their sanity is taken away from them, they call it cruel. I've experienced this, mainly because of relapse, but i'm not "insane." I just have a mental disorder. How close this song hits home is also why i think it's not about insanity. So, please, edgy teenagers. Please shut the hell up. You're not cool. Mental disorders aren't cool. Take it from someone who has one. So, sit the fuck down, and enjoy having a sound mind. Not everyone has that. Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
My friend says that I might have a mental disorder, but I don't think I have one. I am just a regular sadist that likes to torture people (believe me it's fun) I am not insane so don't call me that. Thank you for your cooperation
I listened to this song a lot a few years ago when I was going through a serious rough patch in my life, I related only in the way that it felt like everything was falling apart and I didnt know what to do and it helped me calm down when I couldnt do it alone, now its just a catchy song to listen to. And to anyone who sees this, if things are bad for you now, they'll get better, and I'm sure you've heard it a thousand times before, but stay strong, and see it through to the end.
For some reason whenever I listen to this I feel very strange. Kinda like I’m suffocating but I’m not. Normally I’m used to songs with build up but this one stays the same through the whole time. Unsettling but I can’t stop listening to it because this is honestly so accurate to how I feel when my depression takes over. Very relatable and awesome song :]
Check out Nostromo - Binary Overdrive I used to watch that video any time I was stuck in a mental rut. I had a few other songs that I'd listen to on loop to break other bad moods, but that video was the only thing which helped me through my harshest depression.
I used to listen to this song when I felt like I was losing it. Remember that even when you're barely holding onto the strings that bind your sanity together, as long as you keep holding onto the very core of who you are, insanity will not befall upon yourself and you wont have to live out a life of darkness that last an eternity. Light comes from within you, and when you're finally pushed to the edge, let yourself burst to create an opening in the dark, and run like hell to salvation. Cruel as it all may seem, and even though that's much easier said than done, the purest thing we can do for ourselves is to not let the corruption win and hold on to what we care about most.
@@ashtonghost5046 oof I'm one of those friends cause my friend would always cut herself and would do it at school too and she would take apart pencil sharpeners and cut herself with them so we would take them away from her and we told the counselor and the counselor called her parents (absolute dick of parents might I quote) and they put her in a mental hospital for a few weeks. She got all mad at me for a while cause she thought I told all of our friends even though they already knew about her depression and how he cuts herself since she would pretty constantly talk about it. But after I explained things she wasn't mad at me anymore and now she's doing a lot better and she doesn't cut herself anymore. And if she ever feels like she needs to she'll just draw on herself or grab a rubber band and kinda pinch herself by pulling the rubber band back and snapping it on her skin. But she hasn't really done any of that recently so I think she's getting a lot better.
This will always be a favorite song of mine. And i think the reason is because it feels like an accurate portrayal of ptsd. You try to live in a fairytale with the hope its enough to escape the surrounding darkness that your mind turns into absolute nightmares. The day to night thing representing how things can be going so fine and then suddenly everything goes bad and you feel like youre unable to prevent it. Even the part of it being seen from the very beginning feels like an alluding to the stigma behind it, the way people assume the most terrible things about you because of it. I think thats why i love this song it honestly makes me feel less alone in the world. It tells me "hey, you arent the only one going through this hell" and it brings a slight comfort to me. Maybe im just reading too into it but either way its a good song and a nice video.
I dont know why but, I feel like this song is relaxing, it gives me the feeling of escaping stress and anxiety, I love to listen to it alot, I feel like edgy songs help me with stress. No im not an edgy teenager wannabe, im a weird weeb teenager lmao
Dyllin Wolff If they used they instead of him/her it would still be grammatically incorrect. If you wanted to be so picky about it, the correct word is their.
@@insanityofficial395 Voices can vary I know a girl with a deep voice and when she sings people assume she's a boy. Doesn't help how she's a tomboy either.
Wolf scouts remember, it was never the music's fault...only these people's parents for not introducing them properly, to how dangerous, and bad insanity really is....
this song is a bop even after learning i’m actually going insane- like i’m starting to feel like i’m going to die, i’ve started hallucinating things, i’m more stressed than ever (not just cause of covid), and i’ve had strong urges to commit die word. i feel like a hostage in my own home, a victim of life’s ever growing sickness. pain is irrelevant. all that matters now to me is.. nothing really. nothing matters. it’s only a matter of time before it all ends anyway
EDIT: I made this comment three years ago. And honestly? I had the same toxic mindset as the people I was calling out in this comment. I was not on medication, I was not in therapy, and I did not have a strong support system. I coped the only way I knew how to, which was through anger. The things I said and the replies I made were toxic as hell and some even scientifically wrong. Insanity is an outdated term and not one even used as a diagnosis anymore. I didn't know that when I made this comment because I was an edgy teen trying to look smart without anything to back it up. The replies of this are a disaster of people lying for attention, trying to be woke, trying to be badass, and trying to be the guy who has it the worst. But honestly? I don't blame any of these kids claiming to be insane. I don't blame them for relating to a song like this that makes them feel a little less alone for being an outcast with weird interests and no support. To those kids, I'm sorry you're hurting and I promise it'll get better and someday you'll look back on this as your edgy phase and laugh. That's a good thing, trust me. You can read my idiot comment if you want and all the awful replies. But remember, we're all just people who are trying to cope with who we are and it's all relative. Sincerely, Your misguided schizophrenic friend THE ORIGINAL COMMENT: Dear teens and tweens of the comments, No, you're not insane. No, you're not special. Yes, everyone thinks about murder at some point, it is human survival instinct. Yes, being actually insane will land you in a mental hospital. No, having *insert mental illness here* does not make you insane. No, you cannot diagnose yourself with insanity/psychopathy. No, being insane is not fun. No, if you were actually insane you would not know it. Yes, you're being very edgy. Did that clear things up? Good. Sincerely, Someone DIAGNOSED with depression, anxiety, and schizophrenia and yet is still shockingly not INSANE!
Y'know, this is the only song I keep coming back to after 6 years. I don't think it's edgy I think it's really just up to interpretation. And for someone struggling with severe mental health issues it's a lovely outlet.
98% of the comments: Complaining about the 1% that say they're insane 1% of the comments: Say they're insane 1% of the comments: complaining about the 98% who complain about the 1% who say they're insane. :) This is the comment guide beware.
correction 97% of the comments: Complaining about the 1% that say they're insane 1% of the comments: Say they're insane 1% of the comments: complaining about the 97% who complain about the 1% who say they're insane. 1% of the comments: people like you rounding up all the people in a group
Is it just me or is it weird that almost everyone in the comments are saying "kids stop saying you are insane cuz you aren't" but I literally don't see anyone saying they're insane /SEXY TURTLES/
and talk about serious, like, bitch please! no need to bring up serious mental conditions into this like, we get it, you have a disorder and you're complaining about others having a "disorder"
We tend to forget that every monster was once human. We were all born as babies, we all depended on our mothers and fathers, we all cried and felt and bled. Even the darkest of hearts was once untainted. We tend to forget that every monster was human. It’s easier than accepting that their monstrosity is often our own fault.
I recently got this song stuck in my head, and I haven’t heard it in years. I want to thank you for making this video, it has a lot of good nostalgia attached to it for me. I don’t know if you even care about this video anymore, but clearly a lot of people have enjoyed it so I hope you enjoyed creating it.
95% of the Comments: Complaining about the people in the comment section self-diagnosing themselves as insane. 2% of the comments: Asking questions about this song, and the Japanese version of the song, while also stating reasons why they like the song. Other 2% of the comments: People joking around. 1%: _People looking for the comments that 95% of the people in the comment section are complaining about._ -What the hell are y’all talkin’ about. I’m so confused.-
I'm both 95%and 1% because I saw other 95%'s comments, looked for them, found them and commented about them. I know my sentence is hella confusing so good luck trying to understand it because I can't.
I know I'm late, but years ago, (so like around 2013 or so, I could be wrong but it was around that range), this song blew up and in the comments section, many were declaring themselves "insane", and that they had mental illnesses, and how "edgy" they were. (I saw only some comments but they were made by like preteens since creepypastas were really popular at that time range too.) I remember it was so bad in the comment section of a lyric video of this song, that the comments had to be turned off because there were alot of people going back and forth, and many treating mental illness like a fad. From what I recalled at the time; it was a Uta version of this song I think.
"The weight of the air is torture" -- Trying to get a breath to scream for help but the pressure is too heavy "Don't know who I am anymore" -- The past has changed your personality making your life a living mental hell "The illusion of ignorance" -- You get ignored by everyone and is left out from the fun I feel those words, cause I go through that almost every day. You're not alone. Im fighting it too.... But I have a loving family at home, away from school and the bad people. You have a family waiting at home too. Don't harm yourself because of others. Self harm or su1c1d3 won't stop the pain.... It'll make it worse and the pain will spread to others. You are worth everything in the world. Everyone loves you 💜
I do love this song. Not because i consider myself "insane" but because i do suffer from anxiety, depression, and a whole mix of shit to the point my doctor doesnt want to diagnose me with anything cuz i have a tendency of a lot of things combined. I love this song because yes i found it in my creepypasta phase but i now come back to it to tell myself that i'm still whole, and i haven't broken into pieces. This song tells me that yes, its hard, but I'm still here aren't I? Take a hold of life and live it. I used to think of "oh i am insane" and all that dumb shit...before i had a reality check that i'm actually not okay mentally. My doctors started havin this survey where you take it and answer truthfully, and i hesitate to do it truthfully because i dont want to concern anyone because of my thoughts. I realize now that it was some stupid phase I now have this to come back to, to snap back to reality and realize i'm still here. And I'm glad for that.
Normal emos: *dye their hair black and wear the most absurd amount of makeup and hate on life (Also no one talks to them)* Me: *dies tips a bright vibrant blue, wears little to no makeup, wears REALLY emo things* People: WOAH LOOK AT THEM- THEY LOOK SO FUXING COOL oml- Me: this is nice :>
This was the song that got me to make my very first digital drawing, now im making Jekyll and Hyde animatics What I'm getting at is Hey, if youre revisiting this video or if _youre_ an edgy 10 year old seeing this for the first time Keep it up. Keep being edgy. And dont give up on what you wanna do It might take you somewhere really cool
lots of people are saying in the comments stuff like "kids stop saying that you are insane cuz you aren't" but I literally didn't see any of these kids
i miss being an edgy 7 year old fnaf fan who watched the plushie videos, stumbling upon those pony torture videos and constantly trying to make an animation meme with no knowledge on how to input audio or get a screen recorder because i was on a goddamn samsung tablet. those creepypasta comic dubs too...and the makeup tutorials, the cosplay videos...
Me: *Plays HetaOni at Midnight* Me: "Well...with Music in the background it won't be so bad..." Me: *Opens CZcams and start this Video* Me: *keeps on playing HetaOni* Me: .... Me: .... Me: .... Me: FUCK.
This song has helped me cope with depression more than my parents, therapist, friends have tried. It makes you feel like other people are going through the same thing and that, you're not alone in this world and that comforts me alot, so thank you person who made this.
I never really had "edgy days" they were replaced with immense depression, however, I remember this song from my sister's edgy phase, as well as Get Scared and other stuff like that, I just think the song is neat.
I have listened to the non- English version of this and immediately fell in love with this song. I couldn’t understand the lyrics before but these English lyrics are… darker then I thought. Still a great song! (I just realized how long this song is- 😳)
I genuinely cane back to this song expecting lyrics similar to “Everyone will die because I’m INSANE!!!!!” but I never realized it denotes actual struggle. Man.
Honestly. "Edgy" teenagers saying you relate, It be that way sometimes. I'm glad you have a song that you can relate to while you're going through a harsh time. I hope it'll get better for you
I remember listening to this everyday as a kid. Tough times. Things are better now, still struggle every once in awhile but this song gave me something to relate to before I could finally convince my parents to get me help.
This song brings me bittersweet memories. I used to listen to it frequently when I was starting my degree. I love the melody and still, but identified myself with the lyrics back then. Glad I still can listen to it
The slowness, quiet voice echo and low key piano.. all adds to the creepiness! Really well made! Though, I think the Japanese lyrics are... A "bit" different, because I remember something between the purity part, I dunno, maybe just me.
I love this song because I like writing and this helps me get into the mindset of someone truly insane. - The person is loosing it. They can't think straight and view themselves as insane, they believe themselves as lost. They really don't know who they are anymore and it scares them, they're scared of themself and it makes everything feel unreal, like they're being held captive in a body that isn't their own. They try to save themselves, but deep down, they know it won't be long until its time to say goodbye, it won't be long until the rot that is corrupting them completely takes over and they'll be gone. They keep forgetting things, repeating the same words over and over in a cycle making them feel even more insane. They don't think they can be saved, in fact, their panic is just further pushing them into the depths of their despair, and they think of it as torture. They try to stop it themselves, but they cannot. They're scared to tell people but want people to notice, they find it tormenting that no one saves them. They don't think they'll survive this madness, they don't think their sanity will stay in tact, they fear their insanity and psychopathy will take over, killing what's left of who they think they are/were. But they still get moments of sanity, clarity that shows them they aren't fully lost yet. Unfortunately, it leaves as fast as it appears, so fast they find it cruel, as if someone is toying with them for enjoyment- As if someone else was controlling them as if they were a puppet, simply playing with them. They feel captive. Out of control. They feel crazy. And finally, the corruption takes over, leaving nothing left of their sanity. - Of course, I could just be overthinking things, but I like thinking of it this way because it tells a sad tale of someone mentally ill trying their best, only to fail just as they feared they would. It fits a character of mine perfectly, and honestly helps me write more tragic characters. On one hand, someone fearing themselves, wanting help but unable to ask, and despairing into madness is truly heartbreaking. While on the other hand, if writing a villain-type character or something truly evil, the insane part that's taking over is truly the best part, seeing as it's taking over and cannot be stopped, especially considering the person still has moments of clarity. It's the perfect type of villain, in my opinion: Someone who wanted help, but was failed by everyone. The type of person who was sane and good, but was corrupted by their own mind, turning into someone they could not even begin to recognize. Someone who's evil for no reason at all, unable to control themselves but still somehow manages to get moments of clarity where they regret everything and fear what they've become, only for their uncontrollable darkness to take back control and consume the light they've conjured, returning them to the monster that's taken over. And of course, you could write the 'hero' or whomever, trying to save this person- Before suddenly, it's too late, the hero was too late and they've failed and the madness completely takes over, devouring the last of their hope, the last shimmers of light, leaving nothing but darkness behind. And of course, due to the heroes personal failure, this could make the hero reluctant to kill or hurt the villain, feeling as if this was their fault. Or, if you want a happy ending for the tragic character, you could have the hero save the villain before its too late,(Or after the villain fully corrupts), and return the light, somehow. It could be with the power of love, friendship, or something meaningful that takes a while for the hero to achieve. Of course, during all of this, we need a villain who wants to destroy the hero, and a hero that cares of the villain due to the heroes personal feelings or due to their mistake- Either way, we need a true villain, some vicious and cruel, and a true hero, who actually aims to save the villain rather than just stop them. ..Or, simply say it's too late for the villain, and end in an epic show down where the villain, completely taken over by darkness and insanity, goes to kill the hero, and the hero having no other choice, killing the villain with a finishing blow after an epic battle to the death. (Preferably with the weight of the world on their hands, this entire fight being a showdown that will decide the fate of humanity or something similar.) Anyway you put it, it honestly sounds pretty sick, doesn't it? I think so anyway. Oh, this is getting long- Hope you liked my 'silly' analysis! And to any other writers, I hope this may have inspired you! Edit: Grammar.
Alot of people are talking about kids calling Theirselves insane Me: scrolls through 10 minutes of those comments to find a single one that says they are insane... Then ill spam them
Even though my account name is ironic I'm gonna post this comment anyway. People, Insanity is a real issue that we don't have much control over. Insanity isn't just another person that murders other people. Insanity has ruined people's lives. Probably the only reasons why some people think that insanity is only about murder is probably because of court cases that involved a murderer with insanity. People gets thrown into jail because of this mental illness instead of getting the help they need...So before you go off and saying that youre insan and that you like to kill people, remember what insanity actually is...side note: Like I said my username and profile pic is ironic, but I chose that along time ago and im not really willing to change it to anything else.
Oh my goood! stop, we get it I have seen over a million comments talking about how "insanity is soo serious" I get the message from seeing 4 or 5 I think that the previously "edgy" people have since deleted their comments and carried on
I just got nostalgia from my creepy pasta phase
Same but I'm cool with that
I’m still in it
Heartless Alice pfft I’ve been in it for at least a few years
Still in the phase...😂🤦🏾♀️
@@Ace_Of_Spades501 its not a phase
-"I'm Insane."
-"No you're not."
*Sad violins.*
KaptainLA sounds about right.
KaptainLA 👌
This comment killed me :')
KaptainLA your not
Edgy teen emos are sad now..
i loved this song as a 13 year old, i didn’t think i’d live past my 14th birthday. i’ll be 23 in 2 months, i live in my own house with my boyfriend. i made it, don’t give up y’all. this song still slaps tho ❤
Aww! Congratulations. This song will always be here for you. And you're right, it still bops, frfr. I hope you have an amazing life!
I feel you 100% I’m about to turn 14 and I never thought I would make it this far
@@Tornado-drills-are-ass hope ur doing well! 13 was a hard year for me, i turn 15 soon
Honestly this song sound more like it's about depression than being insane. As a depressed person myself, I can kinda relate with a couple line here and there. Particularly "The weight of the air is torture". That's... how it feels when it's at its worst.
I agree. The Psychopathy part though, it's true for people with antisocial personality disorder, they can't empathize or fully comprehend anyone's feelings. This fact may cause people with that disorder to believe people are being ignorant towards them. It can make them angry. If you think about it, it makes a lot of sense. They're also trapped due to a literal hardware issue within their mind. When you put all of the science of psychopathy and sociopathy, it all very much makes sense. (Hence "the illusion of ignorance" and "Captivity, there's things controlling me"). It all has a meaning. This song can just be used for an edgy phase, but it also has a lot of meaning to it too. Psychopaths will have no trouble at all relating to this song, I'd imagine. Anyway, I hope you're still alive and are trying to beat depression like me. Keep trying. Stay safe. Take care of yourself. Treat yourself a little nicer, everyone makes mistakes (some worse and more often than others) but we all deserve to treat ourselves with kindness. I wish you a good life. Goodbye.
My experience so far is exhuastion never ending, I am so tired. So so tired.
Exactly, reading this has comforted something deep in my soul...
I hope you all feel better
Everytime I listen to this song I get reminded of the vocaloid and creepypasta fandom.
Pardon me for this, but... CREEPYPASTA IS FRACKING EPIC to me anyway.
@@arachnidz7750 it reminds me of Mario the music box.
ÜNKNØWN · MEEE TOOOO LOL OwO
These were good times
ÜNKNØWN · SAMEEE
I recently was diagnosed with schizophrenia, and this song definitely describes my suffering. And I do relate to it. It does not inherently mean that mental illnesses are quirky if you relate to a song, it could also mean that you're going through hell.
It is not intended to be romanticizing any mental illnesses, as it is singing about captivity (hopelessness), torture (symptoms), ignorance (stigma) as well as just insanity (mental illness) itself.
Insanity feels like choking, and no one except you knows why. It feels like drowning while anyone else apparently is able to swim.
Candy'n Brownie can you shut the f up
@@Demonicidiot no
@@Mavri_Lyveis I wasn't calling myself insane, but go off. Also I'm schizophrenic, not depressed, so quit being a smartass. There isn't only depression.
Candy'n Brownie Shut the fuck up kid
Candy'n Brownie yes you should the world would be a better place of you would
*This is what I feel while answering a math problem.*
Lmao same
Lmao this needs more likes
Bruh injust wanna smash my head and rip the math problem problem I'm stuck
Same lol
@@koreancowboy42 and burn down the classroom just because you happen to have a lighter with you
Saying your insane doesnt make you insane, real insanity is when the person doesnt consider their actions insane
True
Insanity is usually diagnosed when someone is mentally ill to the point of extreme irrationality or are unable to function as a person at all.
Your absolutely right.
@@rubb3rlizard607 so true
"Do you know the definition of insanity? It's doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result"
-Vas, Far cry 3
*Sees loads of comments about edgy teens claiming to be insane*
*Scrolls down*
*doesn't see one*
-_-
Silver Feather these people complaining about edgy teens are probably insane.
The person who made this prob deleted them.
Silver Feather ikr xD
Stop joking about insanity you fucktard.
@@yourhallucination8969 aaand you ruining your whole argument
To all of your who who suffer from anxiety, depression, etc.
Stay strong.
You will get through it.
I'll Play My Sad Violin DW
This is probably the most positive comment here. Good on you mate.
Oh gosh jolly gee! *N E V E R H E A R D T H A T O N E B E F O R E*
Sorry, This will not help anyone, I think it'll HURT them 'cause depressives feels pain with love and help
Take me as an example, the amount of times somebody has told me "stay strong" has killed me.
Not all of us are strong, sometimes we can't take it, so this is not something 'good' to say
To the depressed teenagers that are inevitably listening to this, stay strong. Things may suck right now and you may not see a light at the end of the tunnel, but they do get better. Just hang in there, push through it, and if possible find someone to talk to about it. But the most important thing is you keep pushing forward. You can do it, I believe in you
Thank you.
God do I need this.
I'm going to need to get rid of anything sharp in my room soon at this rate
......
@10969fan Definitely do that. That pain you're feeling is only temporary. Those sharp things don't need to be in your room. Keep living, aight? 💚
@@soundwaves7080 thankyoy
Song has a very interesting meaning, even more than one, but what I really liked here was the "sanity" part, like basically seeing a light in dark, getting hope to overcome depression and defeat it, seeing a way out of it, I'm neither edgy nor a kid/teen, but understanding these lyrics makes it so much better.
Lyrics are poetry; if you want to really understand a song and not just jam out, you could always try to dissect the lyrics. Never a requirement, of course.
1% of comments: I'm insane! This suits me so well omg!!!!
4%of comments: people complaining about the 1% who think they're insane
95% of comments:people complaining about the 4% who are complaining about the 1%who think they're insane
There's always a bigger fish
Ur pfp scared me holy yeyey and yep
Why the hell you have an spider in your profile picture ._.?
@Purple weirdo man I was thinking that spider bit your profile picture and now your profile picture has eyes and mouth
Oh my lord your pfp scared the POOP out of me XD
When you realise all the edgy comments you are looking for have been swallowed up by the people shitting on them.
The MajesticMoose For real! I'm trying to see what everyone's talking about.
As a kid, I just thought this was an edgy song, something that was part of the "emo" trend. I didn't understand the meaning, I didn't get what was so special.
Now, as an adult, each and every one of these lyrics hits me right at home. They make so much sense, and personal experience and my life growing up has allowed me to understand why they are special.
And it honestly hurts everytime I listen to it, with how each lyric is so personal to me.
I was so innocent back then. So naive. My major concerns back then was Legos, Halo, and Cartoons. Didn't really start to become clear to everything until I went to middle school. Of course, there was obvious signs as a child, but my mind almost didn't want me to remember and/or think of them, so I just focused on what was familiar. Now nothing is familiar. Everything's so wrong.
I honestly wish I could say "I wish I was back during the good days, where everything was fine, perfect, happy and bright" but looking back on those days makes me realize nothing about them was any of those. The only form of comfort I could find, ironically, was in those songs I considered "edgy" or "emo" back then. Guess it's hard to understand unless you've experienced it.
How sad is it that I can only really speak in some form of how I really feel and how down I feel in a comment section on CZcams, instead of to the the people I should be able to talk to about this.
I guess at this point I'm just gonna be another comment floating down the internet void amongst so many others, but I had to atleast get this off my chest. Strange that this makes me feel better, if only a little.
Family isn't exactly the best thing, literally grew up with zero friends, not really having anyone to turn to, moderate bullying, things like that.
I have a minor case of Asperger's, nothing that really affects me like the major or even autism, but it does affect my social skills.
No doctor visits, only 2 times I can remember going to the doctor for anything, and the 2nd time was recently.
Had a short stint when I was in elementary school, where I found my dad's knife collection under his bed. At the start, I reached down and accidentally cut my palm on one because I didn't know what it was, and had gripped a bit too hard. Next thing I know I'm coming back for a few days, just grabbing them, purposefully gripping them too hard.
I also, even right now, experience something while I'm with other people, be it my family, family friends, or even just with other people around me. When I sit there, or stand, staring at them, my mind would start turning towards very violent thoughts, images in my head of those situations where everything is violent, hostile, fights, anger, first fighting, stuff like that.
I have to be focusing on something else, like a story, a show, movie, or game in order for my head to not be filled with these thoughts and images.
When I enter groups, I become withdrawn, quiet, to the back, trying to make myself as unnoticeable as possible. I also can't really eat anything. Whatever appetite I had before, is gone. The only thing that stays is that I still feel thirsty.
The occasions with my family can be borderline, to only be close to abuse. More like I'm mostly being used. My family is filled with people who are constantly against, or using each other. Pulling people to become their 'servant' if you will. They want everyone else to have them be the most important, the one who gets given to. I can't really describe how it feels to have a whole family take one look at you, deem you as either annoying or not worth their time, and for them to ignore your very existence. Like unless you have some worth to them, you are less than a dog.
I've had to play part time therapist, confident, spy, and even a vent. Being pulled back and forth, made to see the other as horrible, in the wrong, as a bad person, that one of them is the one that is the 'victim'. And then theirs the younger year things I've seen. Things I've heard from them. Learned. It's hard to deal the possible knowledge that your own parents are most likely just using you to one up the other, and could even blame you for their recent marriage problems. The that brings up the slew of horrible questions I'm not typing because I don't want to think about them. There was also this one point, where I was actually having breathing problems. And not the normal types just doing certain tasks do, this was when I was young, and my sister was still living with us, but she had gotten herself a boyfriend. She was tasked with babysitting me, watching the house, while our parents were at work. All I remember is, one moment I'm sitting on the couch watching TV, then my chest starts getting a bit tight. I didn't think it was anything till my breathing was getting worse and worse as time went on. I had gotten my sister's attention by actually shouting to her from downstairs, because her and her boyfriend liked to spend all their time in her room. I was starting to panic because, it honestly was getting to the point I was starting to savior some air. My sister walked downstairs stairs, asked me(annoyed) what? I told her, quite literally panicking, crying, and struggling, that i can't breathe. I told her, over and over "i can't breathe!! I can't breathe", with her only response to tell me I'm fine. Everytime I said it, regardless of how it was looking, the only thing that changed was her getting more and more angry at me at time went on, until I think she got tired of it. She went to grab her bag, and told me she's going out to get some groceries and to see if they have anything for my breathing, and that I need to quit complaining and that I'm overreacting. I asked to please pick something up to help, just as they were walking to the front door, with the only confirmation being an "ok". I then sat their for a solid hour while she went to the grocery store, the one about 2 minutes from where we live. Im sitting there, thinking these are my final moments, this is it. I'm crying, trying my best to keep breathing, my chest getting more and more crushed feeling as time went on. It was a full hour later that she came back, a bag of chips, some drinks, and a bottle of pills. She put her back with the 'groceries', she pulled out, looked at something on it, then tossed it on my lap telling me to take one and to stop crying. I took it, wondering today if maybe it was a form of congestion pills. But if so, they were terrible at their job, because it took a full day and a half before I felt any better.
The feeling that appears in my heart, my chest as those things happen makes me want to rip it out and toss it in the trash. The violent thoughts come forward full force, and I have to physically anchor myself somehow inorder to calm myself down. Grabbing on to the couch, standing and leaning over our dining room table, or the back of the couch. Turning off all my media, just so I could try and gather my thoughts without distraction. I've even resorted once to just sitting there and letting my mind blank
No thoughts, no focus, everything becomes a blur, and I find myself curling up, usually followed by me trying to reassure myself that everything is fine, everyone is calm, there's no problem. Only when there's no more speaking, or any new sounds. A fan, my parent's TV, even my animals walking around and making noise. I freeze when I hear them speak again, and can only move again after I'm able to discern that their only speaking about something normal. Like what they plan on doing for dinner, what they need to get done around the house, or if they need to get ready to sleep.
I'm afraid to even have normal conversations with people, regardless if their on here or not. If I join a stream I have to try my best to not speak up, but if I do, I know I won't be able to leave the stream without some repercussion to myself. Like just now, I was in a stream, and because I was feeling like I should atleast try and be supportive to her and what's going on, I ended up saying something. She responded to it, and by the time I realized how far in I had gotten, I had essentially chatted with the others in chat as well. But because these streams can go on for extensive periods of time, I needed to get off, I knew it would affect me. When I actually talk with people or chat with people who I actually enjoy doing so with them, having fun, telling stories, stuff like that, regardless of how long I've known them, and regardless of the fact that I probably won't be seeing them again, my brain forms this attachment to them. And because it's formed that attachment, when I have to leave, that attachment forces my brain into a sort of withdrawal type mode. I get emotional, I start doubting myself, my mind makes me think about how these are the only people I've grown fond of and now their leaving me, disappearing like all the others. After my brain frenzies me, it enters like this crisis mode and I start crying. I become depressed, feeling negativity. I can't enjoy watching CZcams, reading, or even playing a game because my mind has made me depressed. I guess you can call that speration anxiety, or something like it.
I'm not knowledgeable enough to really even attempt to get an idea if I have anything wrong in my mind, nor are there any good psychiatrists or therapists I can see where I live.
I apologize if there are those who think I'm just cowardly, a liar, or even attention seeking.
I just needed to find somewhere to try and atleast get this off my chest before it crushes me. I doubt most people even really care at the end of the day. What matters is that I atleast got a small amount of that weight off my chest.
I hope you all have a wonderful day and to have an excellent year.
As I sence similar dread of yours that plagues me each Earth day, I find strength in only one last thought of helping others who may be feeling the same.
In this way, I find meaning in my struggles.
The only advise I'm knowledgeable enough about: You shall endure, hit the gym, and be stronger each day, each second of this difficult existence. I will pray for you.
I understand I really do the universe is falling apart doom day is near the demonic chants Satan himself is involved in my insanity it's more then it seems
im really sorry to hear that tbh i don't have much to say that can help you just know that i will always remaber your comment
I’ll be honest bro I have some of those same feelings, I also feel like the only people I can talk to / express my feelings with is just these random people in comment sections whether or not they read it, just typing my feelings as a comment and then posting it honestly makes me feel better somehow and idk how it does but does… Try to stay positive my guy this world we both live in has gotten more an more worse and people just don’t care about other peoples feelings and it shouldn’t be like that weather ur a man or a woman, there’s way to much negativity around in the air we breathe and I’m only 20 right now I shouldn’t have these feelings I have I don’t even feel like typing them either but I do also just sometimes I just turn my mind off turn my brain off and just tone out sounds, voices, thoughts, feelings and just sit their blank for a minute. Everything feels & looks so happy when ur young but when ur teenager or older everything feels & looking more dark and I’m not sure I’ll ever get the happiness I used to have but I hope one day it’ll come & I hope the same you dude I know we don’t know each other obviously but we got to try to keep our heads above water no matter how hard it is. I hope everything gets better for you soon, also I know some people complain about like oh I’m not reading this long ass comment but if it makes you feel even a little better I did read your entire comment not because of anything but cuz I wanted to. Have a good day man, I hope you’re doing well on any day from now till forever ♾️ I can’t necessary relate to everything in your comment but some things I can and me reading it also made me feel better… Thank You.
@@connersmith1172 I've read your comment and yes i agree telling people about how you feel in the comments feels better then trying to tell it to people ikr i hope everyone get through these though days and just remember you do matter and if anyone says otherwise thay are a bitch
I know that some people argue that somebody can’t be mentally ill without an official diagnosis, but you do realize that some people don’t have access to somebody who can professionally diagnose them, right? Sometimes we give ourselves a label to better understand it. And while that is one side of the arguement, those who are giving themselves labels need to do proper research and make an effort towards getting professional diagnoses if they really think that they have that mental issue.
Still better to get professional help instead of labelling yourself like an edgy teen
•TheThornedRose• it’s not just an edgy teen thing. It could be a grown adult who has no idea how to go about getting mental help, or anybody who lived through something that made them feel invalidated to the point of not having the confidence to get help, or not being in a societal class where they can get help because they can’t afford it, or, yes, a teenager who has no idea how to handle their emotions because they’re surrounded by people who invalidate them. I’m not saying that giving yourself a label is correct, because doing so with no evidence or possibly exaggerating it is bad for with professional diagnoses, however, you have to understand that it isn’t just an “edgy” thing to do. Most people with mental illnesses don’t want to be ill. In no way shape or form do they want to be the way that they are, but you can’t just get rid of it. Having the suspicion and general idea of your own problems is the first step to getting help.
@@finnsonder3315 Well said.
@@finnsonder3315 id like to add on that people feeling happy in their mental illness tends to be a symptom of being invalidated in many different ways in the past. When people feel validated by mental illness it’s often because in the past people not taking their problems (no matter how seemingly small or big they were) seriously in the past.
@@Nebularicnoodles
or rather identifying themselves as this mental illness, as though it's a personality trait. Some mental illnesses can leave you feeling as though you've lost your identity because it takes a big toll their behavior. For example, with bipolar disorder, especially when you don't know you have it, mania might feel like your "true self" when it's not
“Can’t feel anymore of the stress”
Me: goes to school. Has 5 quizzes then finals. Plus multiple essays to be written by next week.
WeLp ThAt DidN’t LaSt
i dont think im insane.
-i just like the song-
gagashark exactly
awyyyy
Same
Same
Same
Who else is here because they're taking a dive through the nostalgia pool?
Me :)
My old self listened to stuff like this because I was EdGy, but to be honest, I feel like if you're happy about being "insane", there is a little something weird about you, you're definitely not insane, just a lil weird, but we all are, aren't we? Love all of y'all.
Like I just said to someone else. Being happy about being crazy either tends to be because someone hasn’t felt accepted or like they belonged in a lot of places. So feeling like a part of a community can be validating. Also it can be a symptom of having their mental health not being taken seriously in the past. Although there are some weird tumblr people who think that if you aren’t mentally disabled in some way then their better than you. As an autistic person that is...a definite no. Stop it. Get some help
wait jesus get rid of the je in ur name
I'm not insane, I just feel like it at times and I for sure don't like it
is your pfp the backrooms
That's called wanting to stand out
Meanwhile
I just want to be NORMAL!
*breathes in, breathes out*
I'm...
Gay
Nice
Bruj
Nice
Same
Lol ok
I like it cause it sounds like he is trying to stay in control!
ticci Child dude I loose all control when insanity happens
Dipper Pines your not insane
ticci Child did you just *assume* the singer's gender?
ticci Child yea Same
Fookin Wasted you can tell its a guy
I’ve always liked the little bit of calmness in this song when it talks about being sane instead of being insane. It’s like those rare days where we don’t overthink or do anything to hurt or put ourselves down, of course it only lasts for a short while before things get back to how they were
Who still listening to dis in 2024
MEEEE
☝️
Me! One of my favs
I will always come back to this and the story of evil
Me.
Y'all didn't expect me to see this but here I am :b
i feel like this song is more about depression if you listen to the lyrics closely.
Yare Yare Dawa
@@BokuNoDensetsuNoHoshi r/ihadastroke?
Vvddbvdbfbfvdvdbd it speaks more of anxiety to me, but this makes sense too.
clayton0127 I agree
@@justanother_gremlin it was a jojoke
Okay, imma share my opinion.
This isn't about insanity. Legit insanity. Honestly, that's obvious. But, i think this is about other mental disorders. Just for the sake of example, and relatablity, i'm gonna say depression. Of course, i'm only using that because that's what i have. But, i think the song is about how insane you feel while you're experiencing something like depression. The feeling of losing yourself and not having rational thought is so overwhelming. Trying to stop the complete loss of yourself adds more pressure, stress.
One main reason i don't think this is about insanity (and why edgy teenagers should shut up about being "insane") is that this person is so obviously trying to escape their own mind. This person doesn't want to be like this. They want to have a sound mind. Where i get this is from the part where this person feels sane. When their sanity is taken away from them, they call it cruel. I've experienced this, mainly because of relapse, but i'm not "insane." I just have a mental disorder. How close this song hits home is also why i think it's not about insanity.
So, please, edgy teenagers. Please shut the hell up. You're not cool. Mental disorders aren't cool. Take it from someone who has one. So, sit the fuck down, and enjoy having a sound mind. Not everyone has that.
Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
Finally normal comment
what the fae, it’s can also be ADHD..
Right?
My friend says that I might have a mental disorder, but I don't think I have one. I am just a regular sadist that likes to torture people (believe me it's fun) I am not insane so don't call me that. Thank you for your cooperation
@@shironeko5183 says the person with anime profile picture
I listened to this song a lot a few years ago when I was going through a serious rough patch in my life, I related only in the way that it felt like everything was falling apart and I didnt know what to do and it helped me calm down when I couldnt do it alone, now its just a catchy song to listen to. And to anyone who sees this, if things are bad for you now, they'll get better, and I'm sure you've heard it a thousand times before, but stay strong, and see it through to the end.
For some reason whenever I listen to this I feel very strange. Kinda like I’m suffocating but I’m not. Normally I’m used to songs with build up but this one stays the same through the whole time. Unsettling but I can’t stop listening to it because this is honestly so accurate to how I feel when my depression takes over. Very relatable and awesome song :]
Check out Nostromo - Binary Overdrive
I used to watch that video any time I was stuck in a mental rut. I had a few other songs that I'd listen to on loop to break other bad moods, but that video was the only thing which helped me through my harshest depression.
60% Complaining about the Edgy Fakers
1% Edgy Fakers
20% Complaining on how they see no edgy fakers
18% Guides
..1% Complementing the song
0.5% complimenting the song
0.5% making comments like this*
I swear there aren't any fakers here
I like how we've gone far enough to hide all of the edgy "I'm insane!" comments with logical ones that explain what insanity actually is.
"logical"
yes... mhm
carry on
Queen Psychopath
...
I used to listen to this song when I felt like I was losing it. Remember that even when you're barely holding onto the strings that bind your sanity together, as long as you keep holding onto the very core of who you are, insanity will not befall upon yourself and you wont have to live out a life of darkness that last an eternity. Light comes from within you, and when you're finally pushed to the edge, let yourself burst to create an opening in the dark, and run like hell to salvation. Cruel as it all may seem, and even though that's much easier said than done, the purest thing we can do for ourselves is to not let the corruption win and hold on to what we care about most.
amen to that God bless u
Everyone here probably remembering our edgy creepypasta phase : )
Oh, I definitely am, Jesus Christ-
I am. I sadly can't escape the fandom, so I'm probably gonna have multiple cringe attacks when I get older.
Yep, welcome to the club
me whos still in that phase: 👁👄👁
I won’t deny that this is a good song though
The entire meaning to this song was changed, this version: Insanity is torture. Japanese: I am loving this!
Scarlae in both songs, the main character doesn't like their state of mind. The main character just deals with it better than this one.
Ashmations I like this one better though
Well, it's the Japanese. Y'all can't say you're the same XD
2016:
Me: I wanna die
Friend: Don't say that-
2019:
Me: I wanna die
Friend: *lol same*
same here
@@emiliohamwi2635 *screeching intensifies*
2020:
Me : let end this
The world : aye sir
for me my friends don't even let me go near sharp objects at school (when it goes back) and their houses (when im able to go over for a visit)
@@ashtonghost5046 oof I'm one of those friends cause my friend would always cut herself and would do it at school too and she would take apart pencil sharpeners and cut herself with them so we would take them away from her and we told the counselor and the counselor called her parents (absolute dick of parents might I quote) and they put her in a mental hospital for a few weeks. She got all mad at me for a while cause she thought I told all of our friends even though they already knew about her depression and how he cuts herself since she would pretty constantly talk about it. But after I explained things she wasn't mad at me anymore and now she's doing a lot better and she doesn't cut herself anymore. And if she ever feels like she needs to she'll just draw on herself or grab a rubber band and kinda pinch herself by pulling the rubber band back and snapping it on her skin. But she hasn't really done any of that recently so I think she's getting a lot better.
This song really hits different... it's like.. you feel like you envision a tragedy, yet you're calm, and just.... existing... Well Done!
everyone: nostalgia
me, who’s never heard this song before, looking for songs to add to my clinically insane OC’s spotify playlist: 👁👄👁
Weird.
Dude, this is so nostalgic. Like when creepypasta was popular type of nostalgia.
@@Ms.Devil333 Even better.
@@mamo5047 Ikr
👁👃🏻👁
👄
I listen to this song not because I relate to it
But because I like it
Same
Yeah me too
Same
Same
*_S a M e_*
This is still a bop even after my edgy phase
I'm *∅नन ᝨतཟ ཟꚺGཛ*
Exactly
Certified Hood Classic
Exactly my dudes. And this song gives me so many nostalgia i did many crap at edgy phase😂
Honestly, the song sounds better than I remembered XD
everybody gangsta until the egdy teens actually get diagnosed with depression haha ha
*cries*
Depression isn’t an excuse for big edginess. Most people who are depressed aren’t edgy
@@riooo8072 I am, cause making edgy jokes is how I cope with this shit
I'm sorry..
*But yes*
Lord help me, everywhere I go, my autism is seen as insanity.
@@kreois555 lmao same!
@@juliefarrell6688say thanks you ONLY have autism
I have adhd and PTSD BESIDES autism
Tho, you can still get PTSD in the future
But, anyway
This will always be a favorite song of mine. And i think the reason is because it feels like an accurate portrayal of ptsd. You try to live in a fairytale with the hope its enough to escape the surrounding darkness that your mind turns into absolute nightmares. The day to night thing representing how things can be going so fine and then suddenly everything goes bad and you feel like youre unable to prevent it. Even the part of it being seen from the very beginning feels like an alluding to the stigma behind it, the way people assume the most terrible things about you because of it. I think thats why i love this song it honestly makes me feel less alone in the world. It tells me "hey, you arent the only one going through this hell" and it brings a slight comfort to me. Maybe im just reading too into it but either way its a good song and a nice video.
*W H O A H T E C N O L O G Y*
What?
Lori Rideout I know what you mean
Se-chan Yandere Dev said that
I know, I just found it a random comment.
WHOA!
MEMES!
I dont know why but, I feel like this song is relaxing, it gives me the feeling of escaping stress and anxiety, I love to listen to it alot, I feel like edgy songs help me with stress. No im not an edgy teenager wannabe, im a weird weeb teenager lmao
some edgy songs i don't like because of the intensity. but this song is soothing, that even if it sounds cringe it still makes me relaxed.
Lol, I find the sound in the background and the way the lyrics are sung calming.
@j ✨ b i g m o o d✨
@@user-zg5ur9ru7x same
Lol same here
One of the lyrics: Sayonara
Me: *Intense DDLC flashbacks.*
I gently open the door...
@@lavenderdreamss NO
@@paranoidandnotproud OI, WHAT THE-?!
@@paranoidandnotproud Hey Sayo-
@@_cocoon_8694 get out of my room, i'm sleeping
Oh the drama in these comments ☕️
I love the deep drum beats(??) in the background cuz it sounds like its his/her heart beating
Sithy Haleema Zawahir Nagur i do too! though a small thing- you may want to use they instead of he/her. Just saying ^^
Dyllin Wolff
If they used they instead of him/her it would still be grammatically incorrect. If you wanted to be so picky about it, the correct word is their.
@@liliangameriscool3849 dyllin wolf did.
Rly his/her?!u can hear so easy that its a boy voice
@@insanityofficial395
Voices can vary I know a girl with a deep voice and when she sings people assume she's a boy. Doesn't help how she's a tomboy either.
Most of these comments are complaining about people saying "I'm insane" and shit like that but I see none of them.
Cutsiwootsi I'm glad you agree with me. They comments are annoying me so much that I'm actually starting to hate this song.
I'm just scrolling down to find them X3
Wolf scouts remember, it was never the music's fault...only these people's parents for not introducing them properly, to how dangerous, and bad insanity really is....
Wolf_ _lover IKR
I don't see any, but I see a shit ton of ppl complaining about them. If you were insane you wouldn't know it though,
this song is a bop even after learning i’m actually going insane- like i’m starting to feel like i’m going to die, i’ve started hallucinating things, i’m more stressed than ever (not just cause of covid), and i’ve had strong urges to commit die word. i feel like a hostage in my own home, a victim of life’s ever growing sickness. pain is irrelevant. all that matters now to me is.. nothing really. nothing matters. it’s only a matter of time before it all ends anyway
YOU OK BRO????!!!!!!
ARE YOU OKAY
The good thing about having nothing is that you have nothing to lose there for you don't need to care you can be free from societys stupid rules.
“Die word” 😂
Call 991 bro
Or the therapy place
my god. i used to watch the “Elements if Insanity” my little pony videos with this song. bringing back memories bruuhh 💀
EDIT: I made this comment three years ago. And honestly? I had the same toxic mindset as the people I was calling out in this comment. I was not on medication, I was not in therapy, and I did not have a strong support system. I coped the only way I knew how to, which was through anger. The things I said and the replies I made were toxic as hell and some even scientifically wrong. Insanity is an outdated term and not one even used as a diagnosis anymore. I didn't know that when I made this comment because I was an edgy teen trying to look smart without anything to back it up. The replies of this are a disaster of people lying for attention, trying to be woke, trying to be badass, and trying to be the guy who has it the worst. But honestly? I don't blame any of these kids claiming to be insane. I don't blame them for relating to a song like this that makes them feel a little less alone for being an outcast with weird interests and no support. To those kids, I'm sorry you're hurting and I promise it'll get better and someday you'll look back on this as your edgy phase and laugh. That's a good thing, trust me.
You can read my idiot comment if you want and all the awful replies. But remember, we're all just people who are trying to cope with who we are and it's all relative.
Sincerely,
Your misguided schizophrenic friend
THE ORIGINAL COMMENT:
Dear teens and tweens of the comments,
No, you're not insane. No, you're not special. Yes, everyone thinks about murder at some point, it is human survival instinct. Yes, being actually insane will land you in a mental hospital. No, having *insert mental illness here* does not make you insane. No, you cannot diagnose yourself with insanity/psychopathy. No, being insane is not fun. No, if you were actually insane you would not know it. Yes, you're being very edgy.
Did that clear things up? Good.
Sincerely, Someone DIAGNOSED with depression, anxiety, and schizophrenia and yet is still shockingly not INSANE!
Don't worry Tyler, I'm using my glutes thank you!!!
preach to that, brother
Don't worry Tyler, I'm using my glutes preach
True that!
Don't worry Tyler, I'm using my glutes
I know a girl who's actually diagnosed. She refuses to talk to anyone about it except me.
Those times when I listened to this song unironically... I miss those times...
Same
This takes me back to a 2018 sonic exe animation i watched
Y'know, this is the only song I keep coming back to after 6 years. I don't think it's edgy I think it's really just up to interpretation. And for someone struggling with severe mental health issues it's a lovely outlet.
98% of the comments: Complaining about the 1% that say they're insane
1% of the comments: Say they're insane
1% of the comments: complaining about the 98% who complain about the 1% who say they're insane.
:) This is the comment guide beware.
Wacky Cats so true tho
comment-ception
0.1% Acting insane to keep people away. 97.9% complaining about the 1% of people saying they are insane. 1% of people are mad at the 97.9%.
correction
97% of the comments: Complaining about the 1% that say they're insane
1% of the comments: Say they're insane
1% of the comments: complaining about the 97% who complain about the 1% who say they're insane.
1% of the comments: people like you rounding up all the people in a group
AND %0,1 is the ones who likes to read all of the comments and laugh at it (I AM IN THIS)
Is it just me or is it weird that almost everyone in the comments are saying "kids stop saying you are insane cuz you aren't" but I literally don't see anyone saying they're insane
/SEXY TURTLES/
and talk about serious, like, bitch please!
no need to bring up serious mental conditions into this
like, we get it, you have a disorder and you're complaining about others having a "disorder"
SEXY TURTLES
Yeah the complaints cover these comments up
\SEXY TURTLES/
TURTLESSS SOO SEXY
Guys thx 4 the compliments
Lol
We tend to forget that every monster was once human. We were all born as babies, we all depended on our mothers and fathers, we all cried and felt and bled. Even the darkest of hearts was once untainted. We tend to forget that every monster was human. It’s easier than accepting that their monstrosity is often our own fault.
I recently got this song stuck in my head, and I haven’t heard it in years. I want to thank you for making this video, it has a lot of good nostalgia attached to it for me. I don’t know if you even care about this video anymore, but clearly a lot of people have enjoyed it so I hope you enjoyed creating it.
SAME LAST TIME I HEARD IT WAS LIKE 4TH GRADE
@@ghosttwigs sameee
95% of the Comments: Complaining about the people in the comment section self-diagnosing themselves as insane.
2% of the comments: Asking questions about this song, and the Japanese version of the song, while also stating reasons why they like the song.
Other 2% of the comments: People joking around.
1%: _People looking for the comments that 95% of the people in the comment section are complaining about._
-What the hell are y’all talkin’ about. I’m so confused.-
I'm both 95%and 1% because I saw other 95%'s comments, looked for them, found them and commented about them. I know my sentence is hella confusing so good luck trying to understand it because I can't.
im 1% lol
it's actually reverse
I know I'm late, but years ago, (so like around 2013 or so, I could be wrong but it was around that range), this song blew up and in the comments section, many were declaring themselves "insane", and that they had mental illnesses, and how "edgy" they were. (I saw only some comments but they were made by like preteens since creepypastas were really popular at that time range too.) I remember it was so bad in the comment section of a lyric video of this song, that the comments had to be turned off because there were alot of people going back and forth, and many treating mental illness like a fad.
From what I recalled at the time; it was a Uta version of this song I think.
Somebody Unknown Lmao-
The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting it to come out different - Albert Einstein
by talking about insanity in a comment section full of it ur being insanity stop doing an insanity ;D
That's one of the only stupid things Einstein said. Insanity is being completely out of touch with reality.
Jerry-Glen Lovell it’s a quote, it’s not supposed to just be the actual meaning of insanity.
Ahem
*vas*
Offline _TXJ it’s was Not *vas*
"The weight of the air is torture" -- Trying to get a breath to scream for help but the pressure is too heavy
"Don't know who I am anymore" -- The past has changed your personality making your life a living mental hell
"The illusion of ignorance" -- You get ignored by everyone and is left out from the fun
I feel those words, cause I go through that almost every day. You're not alone. Im fighting it too....
But I have a loving family at home, away from school and the bad people. You have a family waiting at home too.
Don't harm yourself because of others. Self harm or su1c1d3 won't stop the pain.... It'll make it worse and the pain will spread to others.
You are worth everything in the world. Everyone loves you 💜
@BA qwq you feel me so well
I think the first one “the weight of the air is torture” means they can’t rlly take it anymore
Kinda like the straw that broke the camels back
ik, but i also don't think i can take the pressure any longer...... i can't take it anymore.....
Ignorance is a different word than ignore FYI. It has a completely different definition. Look it up.
I do love this song. Not because i consider myself "insane" but because i do suffer from anxiety, depression, and a whole mix of shit to the point my doctor doesnt want to diagnose me with anything cuz i have a tendency of a lot of things combined. I love this song because yes i found it in my creepypasta phase but i now come back to it to tell myself that i'm still whole, and i haven't broken into pieces. This song tells me that yes, its hard, but I'm still here aren't I? Take a hold of life and live it.
I used to think of "oh i am insane" and all that dumb shit...before i had a reality check that i'm actually not okay mentally. My doctors started havin this survey where you take it and answer truthfully, and i hesitate to do it truthfully because i dont want to concern anyone because of my thoughts. I realize now that it was some stupid phase
I now have this to come back to, to snap back to reality and realize i'm still here. And I'm glad for that.
50% "this song fits me well! im insane. not even joking"
49%"shut the hell up! you're not insane"
1%(me) *laughing at everyone's comments*
Arimbi Anastasia and me xD
49.9 im iNSaNe
49% stfu you not insane you edgy
1% (you) *laughing at all the comments*
0.1% {me} -acting InSAnE to keep people away-
They just have no idea what being insane is.
Other (edgy) girls my age: I Am InSanE1!!1
Me (edgy): I just have really bad anxiety-
ADD ME IN
*dyes hair black with red tips* IT'S not a phase MOM
the gaming otaku 78 heheheh
lapis 18 i actually dyed my hair that just cause i liked the look but uh...
Sure im edgy XD
LEAVE ME ALONE ITS NOT A PHASE *turns up My Chemical Romance*
LoL
Normal emos: *dye their hair black and wear the most absurd amount of makeup and hate on life (Also no one talks to them)*
Me: *dies tips a bright vibrant blue, wears little to no makeup, wears REALLY emo things*
People: WOAH LOOK AT THEM- THEY LOOK SO FUXING COOL oml-
Me: this is nice :>
Ha
anyone else on a drunken crawl through old songs they remember stumbling over when they where young?
This was the song that got me to make my very first digital drawing, now im making Jekyll and Hyde animatics
What I'm getting at is
Hey, if youre revisiting this video or if _youre_ an edgy 10 year old seeing this for the first time
Keep it up. Keep being edgy. And dont give up on what you wanna do
It might take you somewhere really cool
me when a creeper explodes inside of my home
Lol
The creeper is actually a screwed up distortion of one of the earlier pig textures and they desided to make it an actual mob.
@@justanother_gremlin o-O
@@metra8604 :D
@@justanother_gremlin cool fact
lots of people are saying in the comments stuff like "kids stop saying that you are insane cuz you aren't" but I literally didn't see any of these kids
Kinro Arahabaki Same
I know XD I'm legit looking for the comments
I AM SRSLY LOOKING FOR THOSE COMMENTS XD
BOI ME TOO LMAO
Kinro Arahabaki
Same
i miss being an edgy 7 year old fnaf fan who watched the plushie videos, stumbling upon those pony torture videos and constantly trying to make an animation meme with no knowledge on how to input audio or get a screen recorder because i was on a goddamn samsung tablet. those creepypasta comic dubs too...and the makeup tutorials, the cosplay videos...
It feels strange to come back after years and finally being able to understand the lyrics
Me: *Plays HetaOni at Midnight*
Me: "Well...with Music in the background it won't be so bad..."
Me: *Opens CZcams and start this Video*
Me: *keeps on playing HetaOni*
Me: ....
Me: ....
Me: ....
Me: FUCK.
Otaku Power! *cries.*
*grabs pillow and sobs quietly*
Otaku Power! HOW COULD THEE BRING THAT GAME UP?!?
Whats that game about?
BEN Drowned. Nice one.
Final exams... Enough said
*claps* yep agreed
Too soon and too close
@@the22attacker i know..
This song has helped me cope with depression more than my parents, therapist, friends have tried.
It makes you feel like other people are going through the same thing and that, you're not alone in this world and that comforts me alot, so thank you person who made this.
I never really had "edgy days" they were replaced with immense depression, however, I remember this song from my sister's edgy phase, as well as Get Scared and other stuff like that, I just think the song is neat.
I like these type of songs though I'm not an emo or something.. heh. I honestly like all types of songs. ^^
I am not insane
I do not think I'm insane
People do not think I'm insane
You satisfied?
Meep Beep 👌
Meep Beep R YOU SATIFIED WITH AND AVERG LIFE SRRY IT'S A QOUT FROM A SONG
Maybe
Meep Beep
Yeah, people think im insane because im unique xD
But what if I think you're insane?
What happens now lol
Whoever wrote these English lyrics is very skilled. I’m impressed
2:46 “The weight of the air is torture”
The weight of my stomach after I eat 125 chicken sandwiches from Popeyes is torture
I SHOULDNT BE LAUGHING
Nice to see a fellow Popeyes fan have a good day
Me when wearing a facemask
No cap
Not trying to be edgy
But "the weight of the air is torture" is something I've felt in my teenager years, just saying
I'm insane....
About replaying this song over and over again😋😅
Dianexx 45 XD same
same XD
The very definition of insanity is doing something over and over
@@fishernatethespaceman5015 no thats crazy insane is mental illnesses
@@fishernatethespaceman5015 and expecting the something to change
“There’s things controlling me”
Me:same for me the ads are controlling me.:)
I can relate
F.B.I FEDERAL BRAVERY INVESTIGATION crap ads
I can relate but its not the adds
Demons or insanity. I say things that I think about saying but don't want to there's something wrong with me
Lol
This version of “Insanity” is much more relaxing than the original, so easy to fall asleep to, especially after a rough day 😌
I have listened to the non- English version of this and immediately fell in love with this song. I couldn’t understand the lyrics before but these English lyrics are… darker then I thought. Still a great song! (I just realized how long this song is- 😳)
I could listen to this forever!!!!
Heather Montgomery me to
same
I could too listen this forever too
Heather Montgomery I almost did!.........
I broke the replay button
Heather Montgomery same
Anyone 2017?
Yas!
kh2866 happy new years
kh2866 yay
Happy new years everybody! :D
kh2866 me
Listening to this song again, I never realized this cover was so soft and somber.
I genuinely cane back to this song expecting lyrics similar to “Everyone will die because I’m INSANE!!!!!” but I never realized it denotes actual struggle. Man.
Omg omg ong * flashback to the nightcore French cover version of this with mirey nicki as a thumbnail *
People my age: I'm so insane, I could murder anyone!
Me: Me too. Although I'm not insane. And it would be accidental.
Probably.
*trips*
**Accidentally murders someone**
Daaaamn Dude, It ALWAYS Happens To Me ! I Can Relate So Much To You!
andrey vinicius vieira Don't you just hate when you trip and kill someone
Yes, man , i feel ya´ :( It´s just sooooo Frustating >:(, Right ? >:)
i dunno if im exctly insane, but i have had dreams about killing people...
awesome work on the lyrics m8🔥
HaleyIsAwkward I'm also Insane 😒😀
HaleyIsAwkward
Frost Mix is actually the one who made the Lyrics/Song
I'm also awkward
Natalie Miner you'd be surprised
HaleyIsAwkward .
YES I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR THE LONGEST TIME THANK YOU SO MUCHHH!
Omg I remember when I saw this song said "8 months" now it's been 5 years. I loved my creepypasta phase.
Honestly. "Edgy" teenagers saying you relate,
It be that way sometimes. I'm glad you have a song that you can relate to while you're going through a harsh time. I hope it'll get better for you
Oh hey, two surprisingly wholesome comments
Me: VEGETA WHAT DOES THE SCOUTER SAY ABOUT THE COMMENTS SECTIONS EDGY LEVEL
vegeta: ITS OVER 9000
alex bruss your pfp is Touka and Kaneki :D
alex bruss sweet pic of Kaneki
alex bruss what?!9,000?!?!THERE'S NO WAY THAT COULD BE RIGHT!!!
alex bruss lmao
I remember listening to this everyday as a kid. Tough times. Things are better now, still struggle every once in awhile but this song gave me something to relate to before I could finally convince my parents to get me help.
This song brings me bittersweet memories. I used to listen to it frequently when I was starting my degree. I love the melody and still, but identified myself with the lyrics back then.
Glad I still can listen to it
3:50 best part of the entire song
I agree
Same
In your opinion maybe.
@@jerry-glenlovell8570 there are some people who agrees do I'm guessing you don't agree
@@loveliidxxth8103 your guess is correctimundo
The slowness, quiet voice echo and low key piano.. all adds to the creepiness! Really well made!
Though, I think the Japanese lyrics are... A "bit" different, because I remember something between the purity part, I dunno, maybe just me.
I just realized that these might be alternate lyrics for the remix
sorry bout that ._.
Epic Eevee instead or "cruelty, there's thing controlling me" it's " sanity, what is that?" u like that instead
i*
idk I'm just here to exist
Why did I randomly think of this song at the stroke of midnight? Damn it's been a long time.
Yea, u commented this 2 years ago,
I love this song because I like writing and this helps me get into the mindset of someone truly insane.
-
The person is loosing it. They can't think straight and view themselves as insane, they believe themselves as lost. They really don't know who they are anymore and it scares them, they're scared of themself and it makes everything feel unreal, like they're being held captive in a body that isn't their own.
They try to save themselves, but deep down, they know it won't be long until its time to say goodbye, it won't be long until the rot that is corrupting them completely takes over and they'll be gone.
They keep forgetting things, repeating the same words over and over in a cycle making them feel even more insane.
They don't think they can be saved, in fact, their panic is just further pushing them into the depths of their despair, and they think of it as torture. They try to stop it themselves, but they cannot. They're scared to tell people but want people to notice, they find it tormenting that no one saves them.
They don't think they'll survive this madness, they don't think their sanity will stay in tact, they fear their insanity and psychopathy will take over, killing what's left of who they think they are/were.
But they still get moments of sanity, clarity that shows them they aren't fully lost yet. Unfortunately, it leaves as fast as it appears, so fast they find it cruel, as if someone is toying with them for enjoyment- As if someone else was controlling them as if they were a puppet, simply playing with them.
They feel captive. Out of control. They feel crazy.
And finally, the corruption takes over, leaving nothing left of their sanity.
-
Of course, I could just be overthinking things, but I like thinking of it this way because it tells a sad tale of someone mentally ill trying their best, only to fail just as they feared they would.
It fits a character of mine perfectly, and honestly helps me write more tragic characters.
On one hand, someone fearing themselves, wanting help but unable to ask, and despairing into madness is truly heartbreaking.
While on the other hand, if writing a villain-type character or something truly evil, the insane part that's taking over is truly the best part, seeing as it's taking over and cannot be stopped, especially considering the person still has moments of clarity.
It's the perfect type of villain, in my opinion: Someone who wanted help, but was failed by everyone. The type of person who was sane and good, but was corrupted by their own mind, turning into someone they could not even begin to recognize. Someone who's evil for no reason at all, unable to control themselves but still somehow manages to get moments of clarity where they regret everything and fear what they've become, only for their uncontrollable darkness to take back control and consume the light they've conjured, returning them to the monster that's taken over.
And of course, you could write the 'hero' or whomever, trying to save this person- Before suddenly, it's too late, the hero was too late and they've failed and the madness completely takes over, devouring the last of their hope, the last shimmers of light, leaving nothing but darkness behind.
And of course, due to the heroes personal failure, this could make the hero reluctant to kill or hurt the villain, feeling as if this was their fault.
Or, if you want a happy ending for the tragic character, you could have the hero save the villain before its too late,(Or after the villain fully corrupts), and return the light, somehow. It could be with the power of love, friendship, or something meaningful that takes a while for the hero to achieve.
Of course, during all of this, we need a villain who wants to destroy the hero, and a hero that cares of the villain due to the heroes personal feelings or due to their mistake- Either way, we need a true villain, some vicious and cruel, and a true hero, who actually aims to save the villain rather than just stop them.
..Or, simply say it's too late for the villain, and end in an epic show down where the villain, completely taken over by darkness and insanity, goes to kill the hero, and the hero having no other choice, killing the villain with a finishing blow after an epic battle to the death. (Preferably with the weight of the world on their hands, this entire fight being a showdown that will decide the fate of humanity or something similar.)
Anyway you put it, it honestly sounds pretty sick, doesn't it? I think so anyway.
Oh, this is getting long- Hope you liked my 'silly' analysis! And to any other writers, I hope this may have inspired you!
Edit: Grammar.
Alot of people are talking about kids calling Theirselves insane
Me: scrolls through 10 minutes of those comments to find a single one that says they are insane...
Then ill spam them
Really then ima get spammed cause i am a psychopath and have no idea what emotions are. explain them please
@@johndharm5603 uhhhh I can't really explain.......but basically they are things you feel
@Danielle Sinnett people are scared of what they don't understand
@@johndharm5603 *reeee*
@Danielle Sinnett *REEEEEEEE*
Even though my account name is ironic I'm gonna post this comment anyway. People, Insanity is a real issue that we don't have much control over. Insanity isn't just another person that murders other people. Insanity has ruined people's lives. Probably the only reasons why some people think that insanity is only about murder is probably because of court cases that involved a murderer with insanity. People gets thrown into jail because of this mental illness instead of getting the help they need...So before you go off and saying that youre insan and that you like to kill people, remember what insanity actually is...side note: Like I said my username and profile pic is ironic, but I chose that along time ago and im not really willing to change it to anything else.
When I saw your name I buckled up for the edge, but nevermind, carry on mate.
I think it would be ironic if we were all made of iron
Like if you get the reference
Oh my goood!
stop, we get it
I have seen over a million comments talking about how "insanity is soo serious"
I get the message from seeing 4 or 5
I think that the previously "edgy" people have since deleted their comments and carried on
The name explains it all
I have no reason except for my burning rage and monotone voice
@@sloane3785 Dude they're just saying insanity isn't a joke, chill out..
I remember encoutering an LPS MV in like, 2013-2014 and being obsessed with it