I did the best I could ~ Free Audio

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  • čas přidán 16. 06. 2017
  • So A free audio made by me if you want to use it you can just tell me that you are going to use it and give me credits and if you can subscribe to me too :)

Komentáře • 118

  • @Lucy-fs8oq
    @Lucy-fs8oq Před 3 lety +79

    ' I'm sorry I did the best I could ' ye I'm starting to get that.. I'd rather give up..

    • @kareemrayford5298
      @kareemrayford5298 Před 2 lety

      Huh kim . I done everything but you take care and I hope you have a wonderful life cowords u. Could talked to .e instead about me . Nothing left to sayi said he was worth it 😸

    • @KG-kx3pp
      @KG-kx3pp Před 2 lety +1

      @Lucy I hope you haven't given up 💕💜🫂

    • @Sebasss29
      @Sebasss29 Před 2 lety +4

      I truely hope your still among us. Not doing that good myself, but Oh i hope your still out there somewhere and won this fight. Although im so deeply in this myself and the "I'd rather give up" counts for me as well.

    • @05_si1verado
      @05_si1verado Před rokem

      @@Sebasss29 how are you doing im here if you ever want someone to talk to

    • @bhavyakjain
      @bhavyakjain Před rokem +1

      Me too
      Everyday it gets a little easier to give up, on everything, on life.

  • @korihawco4571
    @korihawco4571 Před rokem +12

    Everytime I hear Cedric’s dad crying for him, reminds me of my friends dad crying over his grave as we lay his ashes to rest, he crying screaming “my boy” I relive that moment in my head almost everyday 😭

  • @erickmedrano3713
    @erickmedrano3713 Před rokem +13

    I recently got out of a long relationship. Things came to an end and she let me know what to do to make things work out and better myself. I’ve done every single thing she asked me to to the point that I lost myself and I just fucking hate life. I did everything for nothing in the end. I was told I made her sick to her stomach talking about getting back together. I’ve tried my best and I feel like a complete and utter failure. I couldn’t even do one simple thing like keep the person I loved. How am I suppose to keep going through with life when I can’t even do one simple thing I put my mind to. I feel like we try and for nothing. I’ve tried hard to keep living but idk… if anything was to ever happen I’ve tried hard tho I promise… 23 years of trying and I’m just tired of it. I wish it’d all just be ok.

    • @lilliandunigan6421
      @lilliandunigan6421 Před 3 měsíci

      it's gonna be okey dear
      am right here after him breaking up with me, 😞 so hopeless,I just need someone to hug and tell me it's gonna be okey we all need to hear this

  • @zoe7159
    @zoe7159 Před 2 lety +17

    I used to cry to this audio. Now it doesn't even let me feel it's still nice tho thanks

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před rokem +1

      I'm sorry

    • @zoe7159
      @zoe7159 Před rokem +2

      @@Ruby-fe5qf I'm actually doing heaps better now, switched schools and just finnished my exams this year. Definitely failed but at least it's over. I still listen to these things on occasion, hope everyone else here is doing better now

  • @sarahgould9433
    @sarahgould9433 Před 2 lety +10

    Sometimes we lose the people we love the most and it is to hard to just let that go. Sometimes you think you care to much is what some people will say I will say that I need you we all need you. this place that we live in there is good and there is bad. Some people get the good they don't go through the thoughts about ending everything. Some people get the bad for more reason then I will say Dad, Mom, are just two. These people we need to say I want you to tell everyone you know even if you hate them say " I love You". That may be the last thing you will say to them. I think everyday If I loss My sisters, Brother, Mom, Dad, and some friends that I would not be ok. At any point for a very very long time. But knowing me I will hide by faking a smile saying I am okey when I am not because that is what I do.

  • @ajwinter7818
    @ajwinter7818 Před 6 lety +16

    😭I love the part when the dad is screaming that's my son, that's my boy

  • @sergioguinac6701
    @sergioguinac6701 Před 2 lety +11

    Sometimes giving the best of ourselves to someone still isn't enough for them.

  • @WinterSeelie
    @WinterSeelie Před 3 lety +9

    Cedrics father crying out breaks my heart every time. Well done, so emotional 😭 💖✨

  • @dibn1308
    @dibn1308 Před 5 lety +6

    Its life ...love is just a swing with differing facets in between the extremes of birth & death....

  • @Ava-mq6on
    @Ava-mq6on Před 2 lety +5

    I was not prepared for the fucking merlin quote

  • @deringtonbrittany7
    @deringtonbrittany7 Před rokem +4

    To all my kids I love you guys very much and even though your mom won't be with you physically just know I'll be with you guys as long as that Moon shines

  • @bradydunn6820
    @bradydunn6820 Před 2 lety +3

    Good job seriously I love it

  • @josephreypanti5070
    @josephreypanti5070 Před rokem +3

    the bbc merlin reference is nostalgic
    "I can't loose him! He's my friend"

  • @MysticxSwan
    @MysticxSwan Před 7 lety +21

    This is so beautiful! You did a great job on this! I might want to use this in the future! :)

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před 7 lety +1

      CaptainSwan Forever thank you ☺ you are free to whenever you want☺

  • @Mira-fx7ys
    @Mira-fx7ys Před 6 lety +9

    It was fun, this remembered me about my suicide attempt and my suicide letter. I cried when I wrote it

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před 6 lety +1

      Mira Lemio i am so sorry about what you get through :-(

  • @ElectraFH
    @ElectraFH Před rokem +1

    I want my best friend back 😭 but i don't get her back because she is in heaven now, and I am down here griving her and slowly being destroyed. It is in those moments I need her at most. Miss you, sweet baby .

  • @GoodSoldier0889
    @GoodSoldier0889 Před 4 měsíci +1

    dont give up

  • @jordeannmunroe1633
    @jordeannmunroe1633 Před 2 lety +4

    "I'm sorry" i said those words more times than i can count

  • @alienatedbanana9990
    @alienatedbanana9990 Před 5 lety +16

    This is amazing!!! Honestly I have chills, it's so so beautiful! Unfortunately I don't recognise any of the lines apart from those from Harry Potter (please no one attack me 🙈) otherwise I would definitely make an edit! This is an actual piece of art, well done!! ❤️

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před 5 lety +5

      Thank you so much :) There are quotes from Harry Potter, Sherlock, Lord of the rings, Hobbit, Beauty and the beast{Animation}, Megamind, Once Upon A time and Merlin :) But you can use whatever fandom you want actually :) You can use only Harry Potter :) It can work with whatever you like :)

    • @alienatedbanana9990
      @alienatedbanana9990 Před 5 lety +2

      @@Ruby-fe5qf I might give that a go actually! Once I've got some free time after exams I'll give it a shot with just Harry Potter and see where I get to! Thank-you so much!! :)

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před 5 lety +1

      @@alienatedbanana9990 I cannot wait to see it actually :) And good luck with your exams :)

    • @alienatedbanana9990
      @alienatedbanana9990 Před 5 lety +1

      @@Ruby-fe5qf Thank-you so much!! I have one in about an hour :)

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před 5 lety +1

      @@alienatedbanana9990 Good luck :) Wish you the beast ^_^

  • @annetan1231
    @annetan1231 Před 3 lety +5

    Be strong.

  • @salinasanchez1656
    @salinasanchez1656 Před 5 lety +6

    The best you could? I'll never fuckin understand cuz nobody will just be up front and honest with me

  • @natalieswan2125
    @natalieswan2125 Před rokem +3

    I need a friend who isn't known to me or my know people I've met who isn't one of the people hired to live a lie.

  • @praiselim4977
    @praiselim4977 Před 7 lety +3

    Made me cry

  • @DSKim-ej5uf
    @DSKim-ej5uf Před 4 lety +5

    I thank you so very much for your wonderful videos.
    I have really enjoyed watching it.
    하루하루 점점 발전되어 초대형유투버가 되시기를 진심으로 힘껏 응원 하겠습니다.

  • @sulistiyorini4295
    @sulistiyorini4295 Před 5 lety +1

    MoCe...I 💖 you so much...

  • @Tankz00
    @Tankz00 Před 2 lety +3

    The ending of Merlin made me cry 😭

  • @TheAssez
    @TheAssez Před 3 lety +4

    Thank you. 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍💓💞👍🏼

  • @smuggdruggles
    @smuggdruggles Před 10 měsíci +1

    Sometimes I wish I could tell myself that I have done the best that I can.

  • @Tracks777
    @Tracks777 Před 7 lety +4

    Great content

  • @sammy-dawnellenleigh-johns6272

    God knows how much I love him. This hurts to my soul. 💔😢🙏💞

  • @moonstarwolf548
    @moonstarwolf548 Před 6 lety +15

    This really made me think of all the times I tried to kill myself and then think of my best friends reaction

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před 6 lety +2

      I am so sorry. I really hope that you feel better now :/

    • @rachelpluimers1247
      @rachelpluimers1247 Před 6 lety

      Moonstar Wolf how did your friend react?

    • @natalieb5966
      @natalieb5966 Před 6 lety

      I attempted to kill myself multiple times. And the thing that helped me along was what every person at my school would say or how they'd react. How they'd all of a sudden give a crap.

  • @presleyhanzlik2588
    @presleyhanzlik2588 Před 7 lety +11

    #ONCEUPONATIME.!

  • @leahwimmer9676
    @leahwimmer9676 Před 5 lety +3

    Once upon a time

  • @snehithasne7243
    @snehithasne7243 Před 9 měsíci

    Unable to let go, unable to hold on, I'm unable to help myself 💔

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před 9 měsíci +1

      I am so sorry! Please hold on!

  • @abbyspeidel9320
    @abbyspeidel9320 Před 6 lety +17

    chills
    I got chills
    because I was thinking of him
    the one I am in love with
    I can't tell him
    should I?
    no he'll say no
    I should
    what if
    what if he does say no?
    I'll be so embarrassed
    Like if I should
    Dislike if I shouldn't

    • @miastone5414
      @miastone5414 Před 5 lety +2

      Just do it, send it, if he say no then it won’t be the end of the world. There is other people who might be better than him in the world

  • @lilacky7572
    @lilacky7572 Před 2 lety +2

    💯

  • @Huskypup_
    @Huskypup_ Před 6 lety +3

    ARTHUR AND MERLIN KILLED ME!!!!! WHY!?!?

  • @yourworstnightmare2738
    @yourworstnightmare2738 Před 6 lety +10

    Does anyone know what the part that goes:
    "That's my son
    That's my boy
    My boy..."
    Is from?

  • @thepoeticdistress_8713
    @thepoeticdistress_8713 Před 11 měsíci +1

    I know I’m getting bad again, when I’m back to these videos again. God damn.

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před 11 měsíci

      Hope you will feel better soon ❤️

  • @darkrose254
    @darkrose254 Před 7 lety +15

    oh that so beautiful and so sad why you that to me

  • @elenaenache6232
    @elenaenache6232 Před 7 měsíci +1

    I did the best I could...

  • @sammy-dawnellenleigh-johns6272

    It was real.🙏💖💜

  • @pradiptosensarma1672
    @pradiptosensarma1672 Před rokem +1

    🤘🙂

  • @mmurrell26
    @mmurrell26 Před 6 lety +1

    Destruction failed...I'm still here

  • @sudhasudha652
    @sudhasudha652 Před 2 lety +1

    Valila poiru,

  • @lalotapia86
    @lalotapia86 Před 2 lety +1

    It’s hard. I can’t keep going.

  • @albonqueely1327
    @albonqueely1327 Před 5 lety +2

    Amen

  • @billynapier5171
    @billynapier5171 Před 2 lety +1

    What do I have to do too see you one last time no fussing just hug an mabe get u some food or something whats it goin take to see u one more time??? Can we do that babe I swear I want make u stay if u want to go I want stop u I just want see u again can u find it in your heart to give me that befor go forever will u come tell me by one last time don't listen to anyone don't think I just want to get u here no give me a chance I want hert u ever again I miss u so much an only ask for chance to tell u good by the right way bring who u want I just have to see u Gus's I'm just wasting ng my breath cause it's something I want so I know u want let me have that one last good memory with u

  • @chevy427ify
    @chevy427ify Před 5 lety +1

    i don't no who i am talking too on here,,there are only talk too,and she no who she is,,

  • @elenaenache6232
    @elenaenache6232 Před 7 měsíci +1

    And..😥😥

  • @clutch552
    @clutch552 Před 6 lety +1

    Song?

  • @deringtonbrittany7
    @deringtonbrittany7 Před rokem +1

    But I need my father

  • @giuliaconti9957
    @giuliaconti9957 Před 6 lety

    Song?🙏🏻

  • @davidrichards6835
    @davidrichards6835 Před 2 lety

    Where is this from?

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před 2 lety

      Many fandoms

    • @davidrichards6835
      @davidrichards6835 Před 2 lety +1

      @@Ruby-fe5qf sorry I don’t understand what you mean. It’s obviously taken from a soundtrack of some film but as I’m not an existing viewer/ fan I’d just like to know the source.

    • @Ruby-fe5qf
      @Ruby-fe5qf  Před 2 lety

      @@davidrichards6835 Oh you mean the song? It is called Saturn by sleeping at last!

  • @chrissygouldsbrough4776
    @chrissygouldsbrough4776 Před 2 lety +2

    Can someone make an edit with two personal stories that I wrote? I can not please I need a little help. You can even say it is your own writing I don't mind. I just want it out there in the world. Please. I will be checking for comments for a while please. First come first serve. Please

  • @joelbowman9417
    @joelbowman9417 Před 2 lety +1

    F me wow