@night Subliminals I was the girl who wore oversized t shirts and pushed everyone away from me. Baggy pants that barely fit. Old sneakers. I let my hair just hang around my head and didn't care. I put books I enjoyed in my backpack, filled it to the brim with em, instead of school things. I used sarcasm and rare violence to be left alone, to defend myself. I looked at the other kids around me, remembering what had always happened when I'd offered honesty and kindness, and decided that they just weren't worth it. I was better off alone. It was better than false smiles and mockery they thought I was too stupid to notice. I always noticed..... Too cheerful offers to play, I'd only agree nicely to give them the benefit of the doubt... then they'd laugh like I hoped they wouldn't. I was the girl with the shit grades that drew and read and eventually hated you all. I offered kindness, unfiltered, and was spurned and mocked like I was naive and easy to toy with for it. I became disgusted with you all. I saw the popular, they saw me. Disdain was mutual, and I didn't give them the benefit of jack shit anymore. They tried to shove me off the sidewalk? Again? Pretty girl's face meets a pretty silver pole. Not that I'm not pretty. I'm alright. I just never put too much into my appearance back then. Often including a hair brush. I refused to follow the make up is beauty crap. It unnerved me. Still does. I'm better than fucking powder and liquid. I'm flesh and fluff and me. I'm real and perfectly imperfect and that's the best fucking thing ever. Fuck anyone who tries to tell me otherwise with Dracula's favorite spear. Most (95 fucking % of the world) people are worthless excuses for human beings, and I treat them how they apparently wish to be treated. I'd later maybe make one, or two, friends. Eventually I'd be forgotten and left behind, but that was fine. The distance was as much my fault as theirs. I was used to being a prickly sort by then, not that I'd forgotten how to be kind I just... I wasn't sure how to keep them. I am the silent friend who always cares but never speaks unless spoken to, not cuz I'm scared, but because I'm not too conversational. And loyalty is rarely enough to keep a friend. Silence like mine makes them leave. I'm silently loyal with a bit of random snark and humor. You need better friends. To try and not care so much what popular pieces of shit think. Look around, I promise there's better people to be friends with, even if I can't promise they'll stay forever. Just... be kind, and... don't be cruel when you do. Don't mock their clothes, their hair, their shoes, or lack of make up. And just be you. The real one that you are when you feel safe and happy. Just try and talk to them, say no it's not a joke, or a prank, cuz they might think it is, might be used to it. Keep trying.
@night Subliminals For me, it's more water. Black, grasping, and I stepped into it. I kept walking in, unprepared for a drop off. And when I dropped? I drowned. Cold, so dark, grasping, and worst of all; silent.
@night Subliminals Good. I hope you... not sure what to say after that. Don't get uneccesarily hurt? Are happier? Make a damned good friend? Those, probably all of em.
2:40 am: your still in my mind 3:50 am: did you ever loved me? 4:39 am: wasn’t I enough for you? 5:50 am: you were everything to me 6:30 am: why did you leave? 7:40 am: I miss you.. so much
You I up for trying to find you .I try and try and isn't enough.I what Do without After loving so much.your heart isn't only broken how about me.I feel the same can't we heal together little my little.I really do lose this special feeling that God to us. it is a wonderful feeling.
right now i can barely feel any emotion. whether its depression or I've gone numb again, i don't care. i have never been in a relationship and i don't think i will within the next few years. ill be back in 2021 with an update
Some people may leave you without any valid reason, maybe because they aren't sure about what they really felt towards you. But don't worry because they are the one's who are likely to regret later on.
That is me Me and my best friend starting dating and I left him for not really a reason at all I just didnt know how to love him and he deserves someone better but I am regretting it know because I still love him but he doesnt love me😥
why'd he have to cheat why'd i have to find out why'd i have to meet him i wish i didn't meet him he came into my life made it perfect and broke me he cheated he cheated on multiple girls he did just so he wouldn't remain "thirsty" he cheated on me the girl before me and the girl before her why why why why why god why'd you make him come into my life "We were never anything serious, I know seemingly nothing about you.." "You guys were never really a thing, you were just obsessive" i hate you
'To just keep talking to you'.. the simplicity and juxtaposition of this sentence, has a very complex set of raw emotions that is overbearing, overpowering and so god damn hurtful when you're developing a sentiment for someone who will never feel the same for you.
Me: listening to all these audios so I can find a very specific one that fits my story Also me: can’t keep any of my thoughts straight cause I’m crying
I always thought I wanted to be the one being hurt rather than myself hurting the other cause I just wanted everyone to be happy but now for some reasons I wish I was the one hurting the other, just so I can apologise and do everything I could to make the other person happy again.
"This thing of ours, I know what I've done, I broke your heart one thousand different ways and god I am sorry for that. "But something changed, me." I know how to love you now.
He said he LOVED me He said he would never leave me! He said he no longer LOVED me! He said he heard a rumor! He said he could no longer be with me! He said... no more... But then i said... I said no more! I said what rumor? He said the one that says your....everything wrong... I said im not gonna make it out alive I said i wount make it I said! ITS YOUR FAULT He said.. its your fault He said! Your the one no one likes! Or could ever love! I said but you LOVED me once He no longer talkes to me
I have a similar story with my ex but it was true then I got ganged up on and jumped and I took all the blame.. twice I’m still recovering and my life sucks and I don’t have anything to loose so it’s not like I’m scared to end it
When the one person you loved the most, trusted the most, cared for the most.. when the person you were finally truly able to be yourself with.. the one person you let fully in.. when that one person.. just lies to you and betrays you and misuses your trust so easily.. it makes you feel so alone and that you now have nothing left.
This triggered me hard. I stopped talking to my dad from how rude he is and when I heard the little girls voice ask “why did you leave?” I started crying my eyes out. I miss my sister so much
I’m 14 years old and felt alone for a year now. I’ve had deep feelings for a boy in my year for a year and 4 months now. One day I tried to hide my feelings for him and my friend knew I how much I love him because she denied the fact that I was over him. He doesn’t like me (thankfully I’m a mess) and I’m trying to act like I don’t like him. I don’t know how it’s working
I’m 14 I haven’t gotten over my last live from a year and a half ago I still remember everything and she’s moved on and forgotten me and forgotten everything we did
@@douxbi8848 it hurts, it really does. I got broken up with 7 months ago and I can’t help but think was I not good enough? Why’d you leave me in my time of need and then it hits me that I’ve never meant anything to anyone.
Let me tell you about myself (Im 17 years old, a little but idiot and pretty ugly in my eyes) I used to live in the US (Im Arabic but really white and blonde) and people used to be very racist to me at school because I was born in Jordan/Amman. I think this caused my current social anxiety. I never told my mom because I was afraid shed go to school and make a fuss about it. I only told her I didn't have friends and her only option was for me to change schools, which was something I wasn't gonna do so she didn't really do much. She was also very bad tempered when I was young. I moved back to Jordan at age 10. I have had social anxiety since I was a little kid, this led to me isolating myself from my whole family and most of my schools. I don't even go out with friends anymore. I don't drink or smoke or anything which is also a huge part of this. I don't have any close friends who I trust and I've never had a girlfriend because, who would want to go out with the ugly lonely nobody in the school? My parents don;t like me. They're proud of my brother who has won various international tennis championships and my sister who gets awesome grades and does pretty much everything perfectly. Im useless. I dont do anything right nor do I know how to do much. I've tried lots of activities in the past but as I said before, I cant get along with people and I cant really enjoy doing stuff alone like drawing or writing. My parents complain about everything I do. Im depressed and I find it impossible to get good grades and concentrate at school (I think I may have a medical condition) so they yell and start taking away all my stuff (phone, pc, consoles) for a while and complain because I still don;t get good grades after they do this. I've tried to tell them Im depressed and life is getting really hard and heavy on me. Ive even told them that I don;t care about school anymore because all I want is to pass. Not to get good grades. I tell them to please stop making me feel like shit because they complain about every step I take. They say they'll try, but this is always a lie. They just keep on acting like nothing happened and everything is fine. I don;t go to family reunions or parties or anything and I've started to lock myself up in my room everyday, only going out a few times to get food or to walk my dog. I can't believe they think that everything is fine in my life or that they just don;t care. I've thought about suicide constantly for the last few years but cant get to actually killing myself because Im kinda scared of death. Since I hate seeing blood I don;t cut myself but I do stuff like hit my leg until its very hard to walk or just punching the wall until I cant do it anymore. One time I fractured my hand but just hid it from everyone because I knew they wouldn't care. I lost all motivation in my life and now Im about to finish high school without ever having a girlfriend or a kiss. My youth sucked. My life is going nowhere and I don;t know what to do. I don;t trust anyone. I don;t like people. I have nowhere to go and I hate myself. What should I do? Kill myself? Wait to see what happens? People say life will get better but this isn't true. Not for the last almost 18 years. Each year has been worse than the last. I hope someday Ill read this and say, wow, Im glad my life is good now. If you read it all, thank you ❤ and don't subscribe to my channel :D
THE Sniper Theresa was a Time when my whole class bullied me. Worst year of my life. Everyday going to school to hear "there's the fatty again" "u are so ugly" "please don't touch me" "I am disgusted". Well it was 5th grade. And here in Germany u enter a new school after 4th grade so it was a new class. I can remember trying to reach out to them.... I saw them playing something like Hide and seek I wanted to play along but then I reliazed "wow they are hiding from me" I didn't know what to do. I was just a lost 12 year old. Today it's better. But not perfect. I know what it's like to have Arabic parents. I am Egyptian. And to be honest they can be often so cold, harsh and merciless. Don't let them bring u down ok? I believe in you.
Wow I just read this a year after you wrote it and I hope that everything is okay now and if it isn’t I hope that you can see a way for it to get better
It’s 3am where I live right now and I have school at 7 and I can’t sleep because I fell like I’m drowning in my own thoughts. It doesn’t make sense and I don’t know what’s wrong with me. My friends ask me if I’m ok and I am good at hiding it so I say I’m fine but someone help it’s like something is taking me over and I can’t do anything about it
Addy Neilson I understand can’t sleep for days don’t feel anything you even wish to feel pain even if was just for a few seconds to full the emptiness there is and to be honest it’s so easy to find the everything you are going through and as stupid as being right talk to someone don’t keep everything in I did that and I had a major break down to point where I don’t have the energy for anything all keep thinking are depressing thoughts and feel lonely even if I’m a big group nobody notice someone who is broken so from another broken person to another one talk to someone or at least write something just let go of your emotions once in a while if you want you can talk to me or get a therapist or write or listen to music or something to help you I’m going through this multiple times and I already know how to kind control it but I believe in you and I know you are going to get better
I’ve been depressed for a few years... I’m good at hiding it though. I’m in my first year of college and I lost the man I firmly believe is my soulmate... I really hope it’s a right love wrong time.... I miss him so much.. he means everything to me... and despite having friends at my college... I don’t feel at home.. I feel anxious... and I’ve never felt more depressed... I feel so alone... and I’m debating transferring bc of it.. but idk.. I’m too scared to leave my friends..
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In 2020 I was going thru depression. This helped me get Thru it. I’m scrolling down old vids I use to watch, and I found the ones from your channel. These videos, along with music helped me get thru my dark times. 💯 Thank You 💙
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😏Imagine loving a boy who likes you back(in friendship terms) and you know he'll never accept you and you can never be together and NO one knows you love him....so no one can help!!!😑🙃
@@madhumitha26ss If you love someone, just tell him/her what you feel... In the end of the day, be regretful of what you have done, and not what you haven't...
I left you because you kept denying this love. This precious love. You kept denying me. What set me apart from them is that I LOVED YOU just as you came to me. You have some many traits that caught my eye. The one trait that made me fall in love with you was your KIND heart and manner. Over the years you have replaced the kindness with arrogance and apathy. I cry because I do not recognize you anymore. You have become cruel and mean.
You sound just like my wife saying that to me..well ex wife now, I pushed her away and I cannot describe to you my guilt or remorse I have for what I did to her, I had it made I had hands down the best wife ever and I pushed her to the side like she did t matter, it hurts me so bad
the first one hit me. the little kid that asks "why would you leave me?" Relate to this too much. Asking this question my whole life but nobody has an answer. 😥😶
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My dad left me when I was 6. I remember that day like it was yesterday even though I’m a teenager now, we went to get McDonald’s and he promised we could do the same the next weekend, he said goodbye and I didn’t think that was the last time I’d see him but it was. He just left me like that, like I was an old toy that nobody uses anymore, it hurt... and it still does
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I've been depressed I miss my ex boyfriend I told him that I am pregnant with his kid he accused me of cheating and we broke up now I'm a 16 year old single mother😭😭😭😭😭 I feel so alone and I'll I can do is cry I miss him so much I can't do this with out him
Girl, you don't him. You can raise a beautiful child alone. You came to this world without him, and you can die without him. Your child will become so proud of you when he/she understands you have done this without him. And I know you can do it. I promise you that you will raise your child even how hard it is, you are able to do it alone. It seems hard but I promise you, it will be worth it. ❤❤❤stay strong
Samantha Monhollen I understand but from the kids point of view my father did the same thing to my mom he let people tell him I wasn't his so he left it kills me every time I think or talk about because I'm angry and hurt stay strong❤️
Thank you guys 😍 you have helped me at I go find out my gender in a couple weeks and #girlsquad I want a lil Mia 😍😍 hopefully my princess or Prince will understand but I love him/her regardless and I'll kill for my baby 😍😍
We dated for 4 months. In those 4 months he said he would rather die than loose me, yet he broke up with me. He told me he woke up one morning and just didn’t love me anymore, I’ve never felt so hurt, so sad, so depressed and so broken in my life. He lied to me, he promised he would love me always and forever but he didn’t. He left me, he abandoned me, he broke me. The saddest part is I’ll never feel the same with another person ever again. I miss him and I can’t do this without him💔😭
Aimee Johnson-Clarke same 💔 It’s like when ever I think of him I feel like my hearts burning inside of me and I feel pain... I didn’t understand why he left me...
You're not alone.. My girlfriend left me 2 weeks ago and I still feel the pain inside of me, every time I remember when she was telling me I was the man of her life and that no mater what she would do anything for me.. "I promise I won't let you down and make you feel bad like the others did before" I still remember when she told me this.., every time I feel like my toughs are filling up my brain until it just want to explode, my heart is bleeding and it hurts... I feel like I will never find anyone like her again, I feel like she was the only one, I felt like she was the ONE and it hurt so bad to not have it anymore, its scary and I don't feel like waking up every morning why does this had to happen? I don't know maybe it was for the best but right now I just feel like sleeping until all this stupid mess is over, it hurt too much.
PORTER I know it hurts. It hurts me everyday I’m not with him, the best way to get over him/her for me was just to turn it all off. All of my emotions are off, no more crying, hurting, smiling, laughing or anything. My heart died with my emotions, soul and feelings. I knew I wasn’t going to be happy again and I knew my heart was bleeding, the one person in my life faked the whole thing. Lied about everything and I don’t want to be lied to or hurt like that ever again, so I turned it off for good.💔😔
So much realness and feelings in 3 minutes that is all too familiar to us. We need more spoken word artists to express the reality of life that we are all experiencing but avoid discussing. I attempted to this with the spoken word on my channel. Thank you for this.
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This just, well just speaks to me and breaks my heart at the same time,, I have love but am afraid of what it might be, our pasts, our childhood, will we remain the same now as when we first fell in love.. My heart aches and hopes so, nothing can take my heart away from his, but life happens so we just have to go day by day and not try to see the dark and the rain.. See the sun and the light and everything you Know you have inside, trust yourself xx stay safe
It hurts when things suck. When life sucks. But it hurts even more when I stop and think, and you realize your life has never been good. Since the day I was born. Every time something good happens something bad happens
I am 13 and I have 6 more siblings and we all lost our MOM we missed her why did god do this to us? I love you my mom RIP. Love your children! And my mom passed away on my birthday.😔🌹🌹💔💔💔
I don't know what happened. I was happy a year ago. Then we started to drift apart. I pushed you away. I thought u still loved me. But u don't. I have tried and tried to be friends again. We were so close, but when we get close I think of all my depressing times without you and hate you. When we aren't close I'm a mess. I hate life and want u back. But ur never coming back. I can't help but feel this is all my fault. I try to talk to you. You hate me to much to care for me. I'm sorry. I miss u. Ur never coming back. I get more depressed everyday I live without you. You will never read this and if you do I just want you to know that I'm sorry.
This sounds a lot like me and my ex’s relationship (except I’m a guy) she paused me away because I have a mental disorder and she wanted someone more like herself and her family hated me and half of them haven’t met me, I would say bad things about myself and I would think that I was a bad person because of it, I know what your going through, they just weren’t the right person, stay strong, things will get better.
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Eyes tell pain Everybody has a chapter they don't read out loud God made us sad like this like me i have high high depression and im only 11 at school i pretend not to show it but my eyes sence pain in the future if their is a future for me
I feel so alone even when there are people all around me who love me, but not the way I want to be loved. I try my hardest to be happy for my family and friends but sometimes it gets to much and I just want to end my pain, but I don’t want to die I just want to end the pain I feel, I don’t want to hurt others so I endure the pain and hurt I feel no mater what to make people happy and to not put my hurt on others .
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Everybody whos reading this while listening to the video. Admit it, you or someone fucked up and it affects you like they held your soul. Now you're cold to everyone. Doesnt give a fk about anything anymore. Doesnt smile genuinely anymore. Imagining things rn if things didnt go side ways. Probably crying right now. Well, cheer up. Thats all i could say.
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"You had me and you said you would never leave me, but then. You found her and left me like I was a memory (a trash memory), do you actually think that is what I am to you? Did I even count to youu? Was I the nightmare to you? But. When you hurt me I got up and didn't cry because I thought you were fighting for, I was the one who had faith in us all day, I tried to give you what you wanted , was I not enough? To all your friends and you was I a joke? Its been a month and a couple days. I found out that the someone new loves you. Do you love her? Do you play her like you did me? He played me like a music box but when it stops that's the end its over! In the end i wonder, if I hate you or still care. In mind this doesn't really make sense . Do you think of Me anymore? I think bout you but still its dark. Its been awhile now your gone,,,,goodbye forever,,,,," 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
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This reminds me of an online friend I had, we had so many fights.. He was tired of it. So he blocked me every way possible.. It made me sad, but since then I've met amazing people, virtually and in reality. And you know what? I'm glad that he stopped talking to me.. Otherwise, I would've been depressed rn..
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Great 👍 Video! And i dedicate this Video to my Unknown friend or group of friends on CZcams. I'm still here waiting for Them but They left me without a clue!
I was in 6th grade at the end of elementary school and my closest friend told me never to talk to her and not to call her she told me no one liked me and that she was waiting a long time to tell me this, after that I realized no one really was my friend. The endless bullying that I had lived with forever finally got to me and i began to spiral down. I hate myself and have started wishing harm upon myself. I've tried to get help but... I know no one cares, not really. Looking back I realised how manipulate she was but it still hurts to be rejected by someone you trusted. It's a pain that I don't think will ever go away.
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The words of truth about any broken heart that made us feel that we could have a chance to make it work just one more time ...a heart break that you realize is a blessing in disguise in many of our lives and I for one an claiming this to be my miracle in my....I am not broken any more.
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When you let someone in to know you all and how fragile you are and them to promise you to not hurt you but only to take what they want then leave you less than a stranger less than dirt when at the same time you are so much more and that you never hurt any body and you care for someone to break your heart and to think they have the right to and not say sorry makes me wonder if i will ever be loved or taken care of
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We are all fighters. We get our heart broken still yet, we stand tall the next day and the day after that and the day after that, we keep surviving each day. To all you out there going through whatever it is, you are not alone. We are all in this together.
I can't take how empty and hopeless it feels when another person just says 'it'll be fine' or 'things do get better' or 'you need to let this go' when it feels like someone has crushed my heart, how could I possibly be consoled by a healed body that right now is broken? And filled with pain? I'm being forced to feel every second of this pain, this drowning, desperately wanting to be allowed to love her again without it seeming weird, and to have her love me again. But she can't face that pain so she gets to run away and hide until she doesn't love me anymore. Because she didn't think I loved her like she needed to be, all because I suffer my past demons through depression. We're both apart and in pain, why would this ever be the best thing? I wish she would let me talk to her, tell her how well my counselling has gone over these past 4 months, why won't she talk to me..
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Why are we always in pain..? When we're alone,all the bad memory or the pain just came up so suddenly.. I hate the pain. I just wish it will go away some day.
I think what’s crazy is just that I’m sadly falling apart bc I have crazy trust issues and I am inexplicably in love with this guy. But just something just something is just not right. My gut is telling me no he’s not right for you but my heart is telling me yes. I have no support system. Nobody knows about him yet. He’s my bundle of happiness but I think my good days are soon to be over. And I don’t think I’ll be able to survive. Like to wake up and go to work and try to look okay when you’re tearing up inside. Show my face to my family everyday trying to look happy. I don’t think I can do this. I think I’m falling into serious depression
I'm terrified of my own father, and I know people say to appreciate your parents, but is it really fair if they don't appreciate you? Just minutes ago he slammed a chair down and broke glass because I didn't clean well enough. What's even worse is that I called one of my close friends and even though I was on the verge of breaking down, I sounded happy and faked laughed...Yup that's what depression does to you. Just wait, one day I'll be gone and everyone will forget about me.
... We're all just... drowning, aren't we...?
@night Subliminals I was the girl who wore oversized t shirts and pushed everyone away from me. Baggy pants that barely fit. Old sneakers. I let my hair just hang around my head and didn't care. I put books I enjoyed in my backpack, filled it to the brim with em, instead of school things. I used sarcasm and rare violence to be left alone, to defend myself. I looked at the other kids around me, remembering what had always happened when I'd offered honesty and kindness, and decided that they just weren't worth it. I was better off alone. It was better than false smiles and mockery they thought I was too stupid to notice. I always noticed..... Too cheerful offers to play, I'd only agree nicely to give them the benefit of the doubt... then they'd laugh like I hoped they wouldn't. I was the girl with the shit grades that drew and read and eventually hated you all. I offered kindness, unfiltered, and was spurned and mocked like I was naive and easy to toy with for it. I became disgusted with you all. I saw the popular, they saw me. Disdain was mutual, and I didn't give them the benefit of jack shit anymore. They tried to shove me off the sidewalk? Again? Pretty girl's face meets a pretty silver pole. Not that I'm not pretty. I'm alright. I just never put too much into my appearance back then. Often including a hair brush. I refused to follow the make up is beauty crap. It unnerved me. Still does. I'm better than fucking powder and liquid. I'm flesh and fluff and me. I'm real and perfectly imperfect and that's the best fucking thing ever. Fuck anyone who tries to tell me otherwise with Dracula's favorite spear. Most (95 fucking % of the world) people are worthless excuses for human beings, and I treat them how they apparently wish to be treated. I'd later maybe make one, or two, friends. Eventually I'd be forgotten and left behind, but that was fine. The distance was as much my fault as theirs. I was used to being a prickly sort by then, not that I'd forgotten how to be kind I just... I wasn't sure how to keep them. I am the silent friend who always cares but never speaks unless spoken to, not cuz I'm scared, but because I'm not too conversational. And loyalty is rarely enough to keep a friend. Silence like mine makes them leave. I'm silently loyal with a bit of random snark and humor. You need better friends. To try and not care so much what popular pieces of shit think. Look around, I promise there's better people to be friends with, even if I can't promise they'll stay forever. Just... be kind, and... don't be cruel when you do. Don't mock their clothes, their hair, their shoes, or lack of make up. And just be you. The real one that you are when you feel safe and happy. Just try and talk to them, say no it's not a joke, or a prank, cuz they might think it is, might be used to it. Keep trying.
@night Subliminals For me, it's more water. Black, grasping, and I stepped into it. I kept walking in, unprepared for a drop off. And when I dropped? I drowned. Cold, so dark, grasping, and worst of all; silent.
@night Subliminals Good. I hope you... not sure what to say after that. Don't get uneccesarily hurt? Are happier? Make a damned good friend? Those, probably all of em.
@night Subliminals Yeah, also like that.
Drowning too much pain
2:40 am: your still in my mind
3:50 am: did you ever loved me?
4:39 am: wasn’t I enough for you?
5:50 am: you were everything to me
6:30 am: why did you leave?
7:40 am: I miss you.. so much
I'm up so late not able to sleep
Yep
You I up for trying to find you .I try and try and isn't enough.I what Do without After loving so much.your heart isn't only broken how about me.I feel the same can't we heal together little my little.I really do lose this special feeling that God to us. it is a wonderful feeling.
repeat.
I wish she hadn't left you because then I wouldn't have this pain
“ when you grow up. Your heart dies” I’ve never felt a line as much as I felt that
Yes
Me to
right now i can barely feel any emotion. whether its depression or I've gone numb again, i don't care. i have never been in a relationship and i don't think i will within the next few years. ill be back in 2021 with an update
I am lost. If my heart is dead then why does it hurt so much? I wish this was true. Then losing her wouldn't feel like this
Yeah it hit hard for me too..but it is true for some of us..
“I could disappear for ever and it wouldn’t make anything difference”
...
...
I felt that
The girl that I loved all my life ran away. And she may be dead.
Me too😔
h20d boi im sorry hun xx
Austin Harvey thank u my love
Same if Im gone no one would care
“I.. Let this person in, I don’t let ppl in you knew this... I needed her and you’ve broken me”
I felt that part more than any other part
Same here
Patnership and "need". I need to be needed as much as the partner needs me. Otherwise selfishness gets out of control.
I need u
@@juliepeterson4905 Amen he's gotten very selfish forgotten about his family
Pls when I first watched that episode I was bawling my eyes out
"It's hard to get used to"
-"what?"
"Being cared so much."
...
..
.
That hit me.
No..its not real..someone can't care so much for you..other than your parents
@@babyguy6246 your husband or wife can
Babyguy you couldnt be anymore wrong
I DID!!!!!
I felt that
Some people may leave you without any valid reason, maybe because they aren't sure about what they really felt towards you. But don't worry because they are the one's who are likely to regret later on.
That is me
Me and my best friend starting dating and I left him for not really a reason at all I just didnt know how to love him and he deserves someone better but I am regretting it know because I still love him but he doesnt love me😥
Thank you ❤️
@@sockahcock how do you know that he doesn't love you? You asked him?
That’s literally what I did to him and I can’t forgive myself
@@samaraainey2060 gotta forgive yourself but its doesn't and won't help with the moving on
He left....again, not even one single "goodbye" or even text and it hurts so bad 🤤
Charlotte Lindenmayer it will be ok I promise you
I feel you. Find someone worth your feelings and love ❤️🙂. We all have been there n I know it will be alright
Charlotte Lindenmayer same you need to hmu 😟
Charlotte Lindenmayer 💔💔. i felt that.
•S w e e t• •H o n e y• 😂💀
"All I want...like in the world.. is to keep talking to you."
This made me cry...
Who am I kidding this whole video made me cry
Same
why'd he have to cheat
why'd i have to find out
why'd i have to meet him
i wish i didn't meet him
he came into my life
made it perfect
and broke me
he cheated
he cheated on multiple girls
he did just so he wouldn't remain "thirsty"
he cheated on me
the girl before me
and the girl before her
why
why why why why
god
why'd you make him come into my life
"We were never anything serious, I know seemingly nothing about you.."
"You guys were never really a thing, you were just obsessive"
i hate you
I can feel your pain... you don’t deserve feeling that way... I hope you’re at a better place now...
If it possible WOULD u start over with him
Odain Lugg same situation, and if he’s really sorry and has changed then maybe, but if he’s the same, it’s best for us to stay away
Only God knows why he put us in does situation like that 😊😇
felr that sis
'To just keep talking to you'.. the simplicity and juxtaposition of this sentence, has a very complex set of raw emotions that is overbearing, overpowering and so god damn hurtful when you're developing a sentiment for someone who will never feel the same for you.
Man when the girl was saying “why would you run away?” “Why would you leave me” that shit hit me because I use to say that when I was younger
Me: listening to all these audios so I can find a very specific one that fits my story
Also me: can’t keep any of my thoughts straight cause I’m crying
You good man ? If you needed someone to talk 2, I am here, we all have problems
I will never be good cause I fear I all bad don't know wat to do to change have no one to care so why should I
I always thought I wanted to be the one being hurt rather than myself hurting the other cause I just wanted everyone to be happy but now for some reasons I wish I was the one hurting the other, just so I can apologise and do everything I could to make the other person happy again.
"This thing of ours, I know what I've done, I broke your heart one thousand different ways and god I am sorry for that. "But something changed, me." I know how to love you now.
What changed you?
He said he LOVED me
He said he would never leave me!
He said he no longer LOVED me!
He said he heard a rumor!
He said he could no longer be with me!
He said... no more...
But then i said...
I said no more!
I said what rumor?
He said the one that says your....everything wrong...
I said im not gonna make it out alive
I said i wount make it
I said! ITS YOUR FAULT
He said.. its your fault
He said! Your the one no one likes! Or could ever love!
I said but you LOVED me once
He no longer talkes to me
Hey. We care. We the community care
I'm so sorry 🥺❤ I hope you find someone who truly loves you.
I’m sorry
I have a similar story with my ex but it was true then I got ganged up on and jumped and I took all the blame.. twice I’m still recovering and my life sucks and I don’t have anything to loose so it’s not like I’m scared to end it
I wish I could just forget myself.
When the one person you loved the most, trusted the most, cared for the most.. when the person you were finally truly able to be yourself with.. the one person you let fully in.. when that one person.. just lies to you and betrays you and misuses your trust so easily.. it makes you feel so alone and that you now have nothing left.
Sm4rt I’m so sorry about that.. it’s so hard to even believe or take it in they’re capable of it..
*He even don't know how much does i love him*
This triggered me hard. I stopped talking to my dad from how rude he is and when I heard the little girls voice ask “why did you leave?” I started crying my eyes out. I miss my sister so much
I’m 14 years old and felt alone for a year now. I’ve had deep feelings for a boy in my year for a year and 4 months now. One day I tried to hide my feelings for him and my friend knew I how much I love him because she denied the fact that I was over him. He doesn’t like me (thankfully I’m a mess) and I’m trying to act like I don’t like him. I don’t know how it’s working
I’m 14 I haven’t gotten over my last live from a year and a half ago I still remember everything and she’s moved on and forgotten me and forgotten everything we did
@@douxbi8848 it hurts, it really does. I got broken up with 7 months ago and I can’t help but think was I not good enough? Why’d you leave me in my time of need and then it hits me that I’ve never meant anything to anyone.
3 minutes that changed my life.
Let me tell you about myself
(Im 17 years old, a little but idiot and pretty ugly in my eyes)
I used to live in the US (Im Arabic but really white and blonde) and people used to be very racist to me at school because I was born in Jordan/Amman. I think this caused my current social anxiety. I never told my mom because I was afraid shed go to school and make a fuss about it. I only told her I didn't have friends and her only option was for me to change schools, which was something I wasn't gonna do so she didn't really do much. She was also very bad tempered when I was young. I moved back to Jordan at age 10.
I have had social anxiety since I was a little kid, this led to me isolating myself from my whole family and most of my schools. I don't even go out with friends anymore. I don't drink or smoke or anything which is also a huge part of this. I don't have any close friends who I trust and I've never had a girlfriend because, who would want to go out with the ugly lonely nobody in the school?
My parents don;t like me. They're proud of my brother who has won various international tennis championships and my sister who gets awesome grades and does pretty much everything perfectly. Im useless. I dont do anything right nor do I know how to do much. I've tried lots of activities in the past but as I said before, I cant get along with people and I cant really enjoy doing stuff alone like drawing or writing.
My parents complain about everything I do. Im depressed and I find it impossible to get good grades and concentrate at school (I think I may have a medical condition) so they yell and start taking away all my stuff (phone, pc, consoles) for a while and complain because I still don;t get good grades after they do this. I've tried to tell them Im depressed and life is getting really hard and heavy on me. Ive even told them that I don;t care about school anymore because all I want is to pass. Not to get good grades. I tell them to please stop making me feel like shit because they complain about every step I take. They say they'll try, but this is always a lie. They just keep on acting like nothing happened and everything is fine. I don;t go to family reunions or parties or anything and I've started to lock myself up in my room everyday, only going out a few times to get food or to walk my dog. I can't believe they think that everything is fine in my life or that they just don;t care. I've thought about suicide constantly for the last few years but cant get to actually killing myself because Im kinda scared of death. Since I hate seeing blood I don;t cut myself but I do stuff like hit my leg until its very hard to walk or just punching the wall until I cant do it anymore. One time I fractured my hand but just hid it from everyone because I knew they wouldn't care.
I lost all motivation in my life and now Im about to finish high school without ever having a girlfriend or a kiss. My youth sucked. My life is going nowhere and I don;t know what to do. I don;t trust anyone. I don;t like people. I have nowhere to go and I hate myself. What should I do? Kill myself? Wait to see what happens? People say life will get better but this isn't true. Not for the last almost 18 years. Each year has been worse than the last. I hope someday Ill read this and say, wow, Im glad my life is good now.
If you read it all, thank you ❤ and don't subscribe to my channel :D
THE Sniper Theresa was a Time when my whole class bullied me. Worst year of my life. Everyday going to school to hear "there's the fatty again" "u are so ugly" "please don't touch me" "I am disgusted". Well it was 5th grade. And here in Germany u enter a new school after 4th grade so it was a new class. I can remember trying to reach out to them.... I saw them playing something like Hide and seek I wanted to play along but then I reliazed "wow they are hiding from me" I didn't know what to do. I was just a lost 12 year old. Today it's better. But not perfect. I know what it's like to have Arabic parents. I am Egyptian. And to be honest they can be often so cold, harsh and merciless. Don't let them bring u down ok? I believe in you.
THE Sniper hi
It doesn’t always become perfect. Sometimes it doesn’t even get better. But you have to find something to hold on to. I’m such a hypocrite.
star going to the gym and stop being a lil u know what,get strong learn a craft get sophisticated and the law of attraction will do the rest
Wow I just read this a year after you wrote it and I hope that everything is okay now and if it isn’t I hope that you can see a way for it to get better
This reminds me of all the people I had walk away from me and how many times I thought of being amongst the angles but to be honest I'm scared
It’s 3am where I live right now and I have school at 7 and I can’t sleep because I fell like I’m drowning in my own thoughts. It doesn’t make sense and I don’t know what’s wrong with me. My friends ask me if I’m ok and I am good at hiding it so I say I’m fine but someone help it’s like something is taking me over and I can’t do anything about it
I've been there I didn't sleep for a week after I broke up . I'm there for you just dm. You're not alone
Addy Neilson I understand can’t sleep for days don’t feel anything you even wish to feel pain even if was just for a few seconds to full the emptiness there is and to be honest it’s so easy to find the everything you are going through and as stupid as being right talk to someone don’t keep everything in I did that and I had a major break down to point where I don’t have the energy for anything all keep thinking are depressing thoughts and feel lonely even if I’m a big group nobody notice someone who is broken so from another broken person to another one talk to someone or at least write something just let go of your emotions once in a while if you want you can talk to me or get a therapist or write or listen to music or something to help you I’m going through this multiple times and I already know how to kind control it but I believe in you and I know you are going to get better
My bf broke up with me, and now he's with my bff....
Addy Neilson i’m here, i know how you feel, like honestly though I feel like this two often but you are NOT alone. Don’t give in don’t give up
Thx... I feel like I'm better off without him.... Ya know?
I’ve been depressed for a few years... I’m good at hiding it though. I’m in my first year of college and I lost the man I firmly believe is my soulmate... I really hope it’s a right love wrong time.... I miss him so much.. he means everything to me... and despite having friends at my college... I don’t feel at home.. I feel anxious... and I’ve never felt more depressed... I feel so alone... and I’m debating transferring bc of it.. but idk.. I’m too scared to leave my friends..
" when you grow up your heart dies " can't get no deeper
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In 2020 I was going thru depression. This helped me get Thru it. I’m scrolling down old vids I use to watch, and I found the ones from your channel. These videos, along with music helped me get thru my dark times. 💯 Thank You 💙
"It's hard to get used to. Being cared about so much."
I felt that
I know that it’s over, I know it is. But, I can’t forget. I’ve still got the memories and I don’t want them.
God I felt that. I wish I could forget. 😔
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Imagine liking a girl who doesn’t like you back
will have some one for you in future
It's hurts so fucking bad 😭
😏Imagine loving a boy who likes you back(in friendship terms) and you know he'll never accept you and you can never be together and NO one knows you love him....so no one can help!!!😑🙃
@@madhumitha26ss If you love someone, just tell him/her what you feel... In the end of the day, be regretful of what you have done, and not what you haven't...
That’s gonna feel horrible
I left you because you kept denying this love. This precious love. You kept denying me. What set me apart from them is that I LOVED YOU just as you came to me. You have some many traits that caught my eye. The one trait that made me fall in love with you was your KIND heart and manner. Over the years you have replaced the kindness with arrogance and apathy. I cry because I do not recognize you anymore. You have become cruel and mean.
You sound just like my wife saying that to me..well ex wife now, I pushed her away and I cannot describe to you my guilt or remorse I have for what I did to her, I had it made I had hands down the best wife ever and I pushed her to the side like she did t matter, it hurts me so bad
@@djf5065 "you don't know what you've got till it's..."
The worst type of pain is the one that they cause after they leave, but eventually...
They will need you when you have moved on. It hurts, doesn't it?
I wish things turned out differently 😞💔
Same
me too
"You're too young to understand" oh man.. that hits hard..
Alex Artz what movie or show is this line from?
Me, a music artist using these for a trauma influenced album: YES!! Thank you for this.
the first one hit me. the little kid that asks "why would you leave me?" Relate to this too much. Asking this question my whole life but nobody has an answer. 😥😶
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The Breakfast Club 💯
My dad left me when I was 6. I remember that day like it was yesterday even though I’m a teenager now, we went to get McDonald’s and he promised we could do the same the next weekend, he said goodbye and I didn’t think that was the last time I’d see him but it was. He just left me like that, like I was an old toy that nobody uses anymore, it hurt... and it still does
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We well always drown, of tears of our arms. Of our sadness, of everything. Everything.
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"I've still got the memories and I dont want them"
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Why do i relate to that more than anything....?
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so sad and so beautiful
I've been depressed I miss my ex boyfriend I told him that I am pregnant with his kid he accused me of cheating and we broke up now I'm a 16 year old single mother😭😭😭😭😭 I feel so alone and I'll I can do is cry I miss him so much I can't do this with out him
Samantha Monhollen I'm so sorry.. I'm here if you ever need someone to talk too
Please talk to me if you need anything, I hate seeing anyone going through this.
Girl, you don't him. You can raise a beautiful child alone. You came to this world without him, and you can die without him. Your child will become so proud of you when he/she understands you have done this without him. And I know you can do it. I promise you that you will raise your child even how hard it is, you are able to do it alone. It seems hard but I promise you, it will be worth it. ❤❤❤stay strong
Samantha Monhollen I understand but from the kids point of view my father did the same thing to my mom he let people tell him I wasn't his so he left it kills me every time I think or talk about because I'm angry and hurt stay strong❤️
Thank you guys 😍 you have helped me at I go find out my gender in a couple weeks and #girlsquad I want a lil Mia 😍😍 hopefully my princess or Prince will understand but I love him/her regardless and I'll kill for my baby 😍😍
Yeaahhh!!!!! Appreciate your way of writing ❤️
Sometimes you have to leave to save you both
We dated for 4 months. In those 4 months he said he would rather die than loose me, yet he broke up with me. He told me he woke up one morning and just didn’t love me anymore, I’ve never felt so hurt, so sad, so depressed and so broken in my life. He lied to me, he promised he would love me always and forever but he didn’t. He left me, he abandoned me, he broke me. The saddest part is I’ll never feel the same with another person ever again. I miss him and I can’t do this without him💔😭
Aimee Johnson-Clarke same 💔 It’s like when ever I think of him I feel like my hearts burning inside of me and I feel pain... I didn’t understand why he left me...
Hoatran Nguyen omg same, it’s just too hard for me.
same ..
You're not alone.. My girlfriend left me 2 weeks ago and I still feel the pain inside of me, every time I remember when she was telling me I was the man of her life and that no mater what she would do anything for me.. "I promise I won't let you down and make you feel bad like the others did before" I still remember when she told me this.., every time I feel like my toughs are filling up my brain until it just want to explode, my heart is bleeding and it hurts... I feel like I will never find anyone like her again, I feel like she was the only one, I felt like she was the ONE and it hurt so bad to not have it anymore, its scary and I don't feel like waking up every morning why does this had to happen? I don't know maybe it was for the best but right now I just feel like sleeping until all this stupid mess is over, it hurt too much.
PORTER
I know it hurts. It hurts me everyday I’m not with him, the best way to get over him/her for me was just to turn it all off. All of my emotions are off, no more crying, hurting, smiling, laughing or anything. My heart died with my emotions, soul and feelings. I knew I wasn’t going to be happy again and I knew my heart was bleeding, the one person in my life faked the whole thing. Lied about everything and I don’t want to be lied to or hurt like that ever again, so I turned it off for good.💔😔
True😭
So much realness and feelings in 3 minutes that is all too familiar to us. We need more spoken word artists to express the reality of life that we are all experiencing but avoid discussing. I attempted to this with the spoken word on my channel. Thank you for this.
You know it’s getting bad again when u start listening to these again....
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I relate waaaayyyyy too much to this,this hit me hard
*We are all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer.*
This just, well just speaks to me and breaks my heart at the same time,, I have love but am afraid of what it might be, our pasts, our childhood, will we remain the same now as when we first fell in love.. My heart aches and hopes so, nothing can take my heart away from his, but life happens so we just have to go day by day and not try to see the dark and the rain.. See the sun and the light and everything you Know you have inside, trust yourself xx stay safe
He said "I'm sorry" but didnt know why he was sorry.
1:38 till 1:53 is my favorite
It hurts when things suck. When life sucks. But it hurts even more when I stop and think, and you realize your life has never been good. Since the day I was born. Every time something good happens something bad happens
I am 13 and I have 6 more siblings and we all lost our MOM we missed her why did god do this to us? I love you my mom RIP. Love your children! And my mom passed away on my birthday.😔🌹🌹💔💔💔
I don't know what happened. I was happy a year ago. Then we started to drift apart. I pushed you away. I thought u still loved me. But u don't. I have tried and tried to be friends again. We were so close, but when we get close I think of all my depressing times without you and hate you. When we aren't close I'm a mess. I hate life and want u back. But ur never coming back. I can't help but feel this is all my fault. I try to talk to you. You hate me to much to care for me. I'm sorry. I miss u. Ur never coming back. I get more depressed everyday I live without you. You will never read this and if you do I just want you to know that I'm sorry.
Ummmid 10x aww thank you
This sounds a lot like me and my ex’s relationship (except I’m a guy) she paused me away because I have a mental disorder and she wanted someone more like herself and her family hated me and half of them haven’t met me, I would say bad things about myself and I would think that I was a bad person because of it, I know what your going through, they just weren’t the right person, stay strong, things will get better.
Exactly my case(almost) an now she has a boyfriend i said i didnt care but im moving away from my friends just to get away from her
i can totally relate to that....goin through same..
in a lot of pain.
Thank you means alot. And dont hate you. Just had to get use to is right
I was looking for the filthy frank version not this emotional rollercoaster
there are some beautiful thoughts in here
" I KNOW WHAT I HAVR DONE... AND SOMETHING HAS CHANGED ... ME
I don't even know what love is no more I don't even have feelings or a heart anymore its all gone like my life
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Eyes tell pain
Everybody has a chapter they don't read out loud
God made us sad like this like me i have high high depression and im only 11 at school i pretend not to show it but my eyes sence pain in the future if their is a future for me
This video always hits its so real onto my everyday life.
When you do mistakes... It's only you who is responsible... Plz don't make mistakes cuz not every time you get that love...
I still have dreams about my ex...we both ghosted each other...because of him I can't sleep at night.
This got me crying over my ex for leaving me😟😟😭😭😭
I feel so alone even when there are people all around me who love me, but not the way I want to be loved. I try my hardest to be happy for my family and friends but sometimes it gets to much and I just want to end my pain, but I don’t want to die I just want to end the pain I feel, I don’t want to hurt others so I endure the pain and hurt I feel no mater what to make people happy and to not put my hurt on others .
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Everybody whos reading this while listening to the video. Admit it, you or someone fucked up and it affects you like they held your soul. Now you're cold to everyone. Doesnt give a fk about anything anymore. Doesnt smile genuinely anymore. Imagining things rn if things didnt go side ways. Probably crying right now. Well, cheer up. Thats all i could say.
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Death is better than my life... It sucks
Why would you give up on me, tete? Why did you leave me? I need you
And I’m already missing you, missing us... the three of us
hope you're doing well
"You had me and you said you would never leave me, but then. You found her and left me like I was a memory (a trash memory), do you actually think that is what I am to you? Did I even count to youu? Was I the nightmare to you? But. When you hurt me I got up and didn't cry because I thought you were fighting for, I was the one who had faith in us all day, I tried to give you what you wanted , was I not enough? To all your friends and you was I a joke?
Its been a month and a couple days. I found out that the someone new loves you. Do you love her? Do you play her like you did me? He played me like a music box but when it stops that's the end its over! In the end i wonder, if I hate you or still care. In mind this doesn't really make sense .
Do you think of Me anymore? I think bout you but still its dark.
Its been awhile now your gone,,,,goodbye forever,,,,,"
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@@peter8283 no, thank you though. I found someone else and I'm happy. My ex was kinda toxic and wanted different things but thank you.
“I still got the memories, But I dont want them”
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I feel so useless.... I hate him
I feel
Worthless
Depressed
Suidical
Ugly
Fat
Not Important
This reminds me of an online friend I had, we had so many fights..
He was tired of it.
So he blocked me every way possible..
It made me sad, but since then I've met amazing people, virtually and in reality.
And you know what? I'm glad that he stopped talking to me.. Otherwise, I would've been depressed rn..
Beautiful❤❤
♥️ life is short.. love like you never have.
I just realized how *shattered* I feel .
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Great 👍 Video! And i dedicate this Video to my Unknown friend or group of friends on CZcams. I'm still here waiting for Them but They left me without a clue!
I was in 6th grade at the end of elementary school and my closest friend told me never to talk to her and not to call her she told me no one liked me and that she was waiting a long time to tell me this, after that I realized no one really was my friend. The endless bullying that I had lived with forever finally got to me and i began to spiral down. I hate myself and have started wishing harm upon myself. I've tried to get help but... I know no one cares, not really. Looking back I realised how manipulate she was but it still hurts to be rejected by someone you trusted. It's a pain that I don't think will ever go away.
That scene with Elijah broke my heart
This song was is like are having the memories so depressed when was are thinking of the times
Yes you did break my heart
Who’s watching in quarantine an cryin
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The words of truth about any broken heart that made us feel that we could have a chance to make it work just one more time ...a heart break that you realize is a blessing in disguise in many of our lives and I for one an claiming this to be my miracle in my....I am not broken any more.
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depression is like a cold. you don’t see it coming until it’s too late.
Am I the only one whos made a habit of listening to these free sad audios?
When you let someone in to know you all and how fragile you are and them to promise you to not hurt you but only to take what they want then leave you less than a stranger less than dirt when at the same time you are so much more and that you never hurt any body and you care for someone to break your heart and to think they have the right to and not say sorry makes me wonder if i will ever be loved or taken care of
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i miss my queen so much im heart broken and this just melts me
We are all fighters. We get our heart broken still yet, we stand tall the next day and the day after that and the day after that, we keep surviving each day. To all you out there going through whatever it is, you are not alone. We are all in this together.
Because it’s what we both needed
So sad, but still so beautiful
I can't take how empty and hopeless it feels when another person just says 'it'll be fine' or 'things do get better' or 'you need to let this go' when it feels like someone has crushed my heart, how could I possibly be consoled by a healed body that right now is broken? And filled with pain? I'm being forced to feel every second of this pain, this drowning, desperately wanting to be allowed to love her again without it seeming weird, and to have her love me again. But she can't face that pain so she gets to run away and hide until she doesn't love me anymore. Because she didn't think I loved her like she needed to be, all because I suffer my past demons through depression. We're both apart and in pain, why would this ever be the best thing? I wish she would let me talk to her, tell her how well my counselling has gone over these past 4 months, why won't she talk to me..
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omg the stiles part killed me 😭😭😭 i could see the scene in my head
OH MY GAWD THE FOSTERS
Why are we always in pain..? When we're alone,all the bad memory or the pain just came up so suddenly..
I hate the pain. I just wish it will go away some day.
I think what’s crazy is just that I’m sadly falling apart bc I have crazy trust issues and I am inexplicably in love with this guy. But just something just something is just not right. My gut is telling me no he’s not right for you but my heart is telling me yes. I have no support system. Nobody knows about him yet. He’s my bundle of happiness but I think my good days are soon to be over. And I don’t think I’ll be able to survive. Like to wake up and go to work and try to look okay when you’re tearing up inside. Show my face to my family everyday trying to look happy. I don’t think I can do this. I think I’m falling into serious depression
I'm terrified of my own father, and I know people say to appreciate your parents, but is it really fair if they don't appreciate you? Just minutes ago he slammed a chair down and broke glass because I didn't clean well enough. What's even worse is that I called one of my close friends and even though I was on the verge of breaking down, I sounded happy and faked laughed...Yup that's what depression does to you.
Just wait, one day I'll be gone and everyone will forget about me.
Stop caring about him and learn to care for yourself. He seems unworth it.
Im not crying you are 😢
the power of words
I know how to love you now
There is a situation which your love means leaving the one you cherish the most.. It is still "LOVE".