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- čas přidán 17. 05. 2023
- (i'm fine i'm fine I'M NOT FINE)
Hi pengyous!
5 years ago, I got into this dream school of mine, and in that moment I romanticized the CRAP out of it. The most exciting part of this whole experience would be my junior year graduate performance, the way it's executed in this school was something that felt almost too good to be true. Now after 3 years of covid, 2 gaps, watching my class graduate without me, and finally choosing to come back to continue where I left off, I was...not allowed to perform. In these moments where you feel crushed, how you go about taking care of your heart? How do you not let your environment eat away at your motivation and hopes? Y'all, it's HARD OUT HERE :((
刚考进北电时，最期待的就是大三的毕业大戏。没想到是过了5年才能上台，结果。。。上不了。当你愿望被打破了然后崩溃了，你们会如何安慰自己？改如何不让它影响你的动力和希望？
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Good to see the stark contrast between the first half and the second half of your video in your mental well being! You're gonna do great things Gege and I can't wait to watch them!
Thank you for being honest and vulnerable with us 🥺🫶
Been following your journey and I hope for the best for you! You’re not giving up yet and that’s what matters 💜
This video very much has face time call with a friend you haven't talked much with in a while vibes
Woaahh your videos give me life!! ^^ I feel like I'm watching myself sometimes hahaha thank you for everything you share!! You're such a brave one
Your fashion sense is amazing btw also your random cuts in the video🤣 at this point idk whether you are laughing crying or singing. It's always so fun to hear you chat in front of the camera showing your raw self. Fighting!! you can do it🍀🍀🍀🍀.
You are sooo damn cute
Im sorry u feel depressed
Whatever happens just remember to practice gratitude everyday
Bless u
It sucks that you're not able to perform in play that you've been dreaming about. I wanna affirm that your time here is still meaningful, and performing in the other play as ~the~ more serious and dramatic character is big! Especially considering you mentioned sometimes feeling like language can be a barrier in daily life, it sounds like such an awesome opportunity to use the language while losing yourself in the character and the plot. Sending good vibes. 加油 Gege, you got this!
Just something soft to look at when you’re feeling rough
Your: "At that time it fit me pretty well, since I did not understand love. I was just 19 Years old. No I`m 22..... And I still don`t understand." cracked me up. XD
I hope everything soon gets better and u find your way out of your depression. ♥
Those walls need art 🖼️
加油大姐！❤
宝贝是忧郁 不是犹豫哦❤ 加油 im sure you'll slay in this
Subtitles...SO SMALL. 🔍💢🧐💢🔎🥴😵
In fullscreen it's a-ok but what kind of psychopath watches in fullscreen on their fones?????!
In portrait screen it's like itsy bitsy so got no choice but to go FULL...screen.
😬 Evil sounding washing machine.
😶School...dynamics.
😲 Cece flip flopping between the ebb and flow of mental health and emotions
*initiate Be Here, Be Now, In The Moment self slap* 👌🏾
💎 Cece-isms; being honest, being true to yourself is the best route.
🦾 Nobody said it eas ever going to be easy.
Until the next upload! 🖖🏾🍵👌🏾
Is everything going alright jeijei ? because no update hope you are fine enjoying your year
Her casually telling us to sleep more while she is filming that clip at 2:40 am lmao
下次见😙
吃饭！！！！！！
my love
几年前关注的你，然而你频道还没做起来。。。。
What's situationship mean?
hhhi
very fucking first one on this video