Emotional Music - Your dying Heart
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This is another self composed Gothic Song. Arranged on the Keyboard and produced with Magix Music Maker 16.
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I do not own the main Picture of this Video, except the Title. - Hudba
Wow.... good thing you can't see me just now, my face is getting red like a tomato after this compliment of yours... ;)
Don't worry, I will never change. I do the music that comes from my soul, regardless if it's successful or not.
My daughter Taylor and I really love your emotional piano pieces so much.
Hi Adrian! I sent you an email inquiring about using your music. Can you let me know if you received it.
The darkness surrounds me
It's getting so cold
I'm all alone
With no one to hold
My world is so empty
All what's left is pain
No sunshine to light my way
Just never ending rain
I drown in tears
My heart is crying
No one seems to notice
My soul is dying
this is amazing
love you amazing poem
this is me every day all the way. :(
i dont know. :) i cannot be fixed the damage is done... :'(
thats beautiful
You need dark in order to show light, just like you need sorrow so you know when happiness comes so the good lord gives us all a bit of sorrow to help us find happiness. -Bob Ross
HoneyPlays I agree I too am a Christian and not the typical Gothic but find beauty in depressing music and always thank God on happy days. We can't take anything for granted!
Now my dying heart is dehydrated from all the sadness.
The bells in the end just hit something, I'm not sure what but it just made me crumble...
oh Adrian... Your music kills me and keeps me alive in the same time...
I was a victim and I could not even feel tears until this melody unlocked that ability..
You are now Victorious!!!
I can't help but listen to this song without reflecting on the people I've known that have come and gone... And however one might feel at this thought, it actually brings a smile to my face. Even though they're gone, I know that they are in a better place. All of their pains and sufferings are no longer there. They're now in a place of peace, where there is no darkness, but only light... Do not mourn the dead, but rather envy them, as they are in a better place.
:') thats nice... and I'm sorry for your losses
+Iczidonolcie There's really no reason to be sorry. If anything more, you should feel sorry towards those that never had the opportunity of meeting them. Some of the people that we meet in life are the most amazing people which we'll ever meet, and its a shame that we all can't meet those amazing people before our time on this earth has come to an end.
***** That's unfortunate to hear. I'm sorry that you had to go through that loss, but at least he's in a better place. Just remember that no one is ever truly gone. Instead, they continue on in another plane of existence. They might be gone physically, but will always exist in your heart, in your memories, and in spirit :).
Nic Baize thank you
I just miss them very much. :*(
This music composed by Adrian, goes deep. It reveals the pain and suffering we, as humans, can suffer through. But, we always try to look up to the bright side. This music, right here, shows pain and loss. But, 'tis very beautiful.
Thanks!
I do know... the pain... of losing your brother... The suffering...of being alone... The sorrow... of problems in your family... and the negativiti... of allways getting bullyed at school... Even... When I'm only 13 years old...
I love music like this, my parents always think something is wrong when they see me listening to this, but nothing is. My heart is at peace.. the world fades away, the words spoken in this song are true, strong, and deep. It tells a story, different for everyone.. It can bring out memories, passions, desires. I wish in my dreams the stories came back... so I can live them again...
I typed in music is dying on the search bar looking for something else. Instead I ran into this and it instilled a little more hope into my faith in music.
You listen to the music and it rips your heart out and then you feel like you are falling through warm air it makes you so relax and it takes you back to a time when you could see there face and hold there hand and spend one more day with them tell them how much you love and miss them. music like this makes you think about your life what you have and lost,so be grateful for what you have now and all ways remember the ones not in your life now they me be gone but never forgotten
In this world, no matter what happiness we make, no matter how we look at things, no matter how positive you are, you see darkness before you. There is no such thing as eternal light. We are cursed in a world of pain and disgust. In the end, we find more darkness. No matter where you are, darkness follows. In the end, your put into another fight serving power hungry fools. At birth, that was the first and the last time you see true light. Now, you see, and we have nothing to protect us from the shockwaves of gods clashing for their selfish reasons. Now, we give in. We cause our battle clashes for our own selfish reasons now. We've become influenced by what stands before us. We turned our home into our battlefield, our grave. All we can do is grieve. Set that aside and live on. But then your cornered by it and you realize, you lost. Thats all we can do. Lose. We never win. Our victory is merely a moment in time. Darkness overshadows light by a long shot. But those who see light try and find a way to kill the darkness inside them. But they die in the process. This world, this civilization, has failed to understand; we are all under the same sky, on the same land who experienced the exact same pain as all of us had. We fail to understand that we are all the same species. We call ourselves humans! You don't see animals of the same species going out killing each other because they are different or from greed. NO! They live in harmony together. Us on the other hand we are fighting, TAKING PEOPLES LIVES, for what?! We never learned to share! This world is hypothetically broken. And it kills me inside when I see that someone stole something dearly to them. We are in a bigger war that the gods are themselves. We never stop to bother why we're fighting and of HOW CHILDISH IT IS! Only we ourselves, can make our own light. We can heal ourselves. Our broken hearts can either be filled with light or with dark. But we can't do it alone. We need to stand together in harmony caring for one another. Turely find their inner light and soon, this world will be brimming with life once more. Only then can we have true happiness in this destroyed world.
❤
jesus dawg
The pain and joy that love brings are some of those few feelings that make people feel alive, but even when you dont feel love, there are always other feelings that will make you feel alive.
In a deep wave, I re-felt my old pains of the past, and yet at the same time they were all swept away in just a few minutes of amazing, pure, steadying music. As if all my sorrows were renewed, and yet again, I felt as if set to a new peace in which I have never felt. The things I see, and the fears I fear, all came together as one, and for once set me at a peace. I then started to draw, sketching things out in my sketchbook, when I've been lost from inspiration for weeks. This, is beauty.
I want to give a speech to someone the world wishes that exists forever-
Purest strength is seen by a smile while staying in a corner of pitch
loneliness is her bestfriend
And Human teared her heart apart
blood flood to her knees
no one can look into her eyes
without being ashamed how weak they are
how empty words can be
I wish you all would know her
the woman who saved my heart
while dieing in the same time
She should never fade away
Even it is my aesthetic of art
She is the remedy on earth
never seen twice
A survivor looking after peace
She is a butterfly
The moon and my mind
But as the heart slowly dies something makes it beat again.
Something... Someone.
But the dying heart is a fool to beat for hopeless love
it will only make the pain worse when the dying heart understands.
Dying heart gave up on love that was hopeless.
Nothing left in this world except watching as life and death dance their waltz
soon they are finished and the dying heart is at peace.
Wow! That's pretty good
xxXMaria Xxx thx
nothing, nothing and nothing u're welcome
that's deep
Yesika Narvaez Deep like the sorrow of the dying heart.
If U Ever Lost Anyone That U Love. This is the Song for U to Listen to..... Adrian u should get AWARDS For these Songs..... They are BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! Adrian u give alot of people HOPE TO Live On!!!!!!!
This was one of the last pieces of music i got to listen with someone i cared about deeply, I regret we never got to express our feelings properly, she passed away almost eight and a half years ago, i did not know for sure how she felt, but she had written me a latter where she told me about her feelings, , which she meant to give me after i had finished writing a story for her, her brother who passed away about a month ago had held on to the letter and my unfinished story, and in his will left them for me.
I will never be able to see her again, or to tell her how i felt, but i can still listen to this and a couple of other pieces we both loved.
Thank You for creating this piece
The loss of a loved one... An unspeakably terrible form of emotional pain that no one should ever have to suffer through. For those of you listening to this who have lost a loved one, my heart goes out to you.
I lost my boyfriend and best friend in 2013. He was barely 15, and I was a month shy from 15. He had a rare heart condition, and it claimed his life one night. We'd been dating for a year, but we'd trusted each other, loved each other, and had been best friends for 10 times as long. He was a huge part of my life
+Emily Lancman
I'm very sorry for your loss, Emily. *hugs*
My cat just died. She's probably now with my dad who passed in 2016. :*(
My dad died, day before my 16th bday, being born on valentines, it feels like that day is stained, feb 13, 2011, a day that will always live inside my mind, the vivid details, cold room, fan blowing stale air, my uncle awakens me, The short walk to the living room where my mom sits on the couch crying, "your dad died this morning." the words echo through my soul, I've yet to fully comprehend the saying. At least he's in a better place, was all I can manage to say. Then it hits me. To this day I'll always remember that day. Then to make matters worse my bday was filled with condolences and sadness the following day, not joy for making the big 16. Today I've learned that grandma may have dementia, I'm hoping not, perhaps its the fogginess of being on pain pills for years, yet each day is different for her and us some days are filled with joy, others grumpiness and anger, and my mother who has ulcers, may have a tumour/cancer in her stomach, the bloodwork came back all weird, or so the doc says and now were waiting to figure out whats even going on with her, I've lost one parent, and the idea alone, of losing my mom before I'm even 30, its hard to say the least.. And right now, world's a little darker
Joe Ironshield chucks is hollow
so depressing song. but it's very lovely. I love it, because I know true pain..
I am borderline. I know pain also. I know depression. For you is like that. For me. This is no depression at all. Its beautiful. Its just so emotional and I always felt alot. Not to put the long story... Knowing that, recodnise the beaty... Lets just say that I made a big thing figuring that. My doctor is really happy for me. And I just try to explain something that cant be explaned so easly. I just try to make you think about it. Im very sensitive when it comes to people that know that true pain and Im doing so much in my country to help. So i feel the need to coment something. Sory for my speling. Im from Croatia.
Oh and everyone that listen to this cinde of thing are very emotional people. Love your emotions.
@@arianadeetz2639 well obviously it's like u have read my mind and u translate my emotions...
Adrian, this is your very best song!! I love it!
I'm mainly a metal head, but I sometimes have one of those dark depressive days where music like this just infiltrates my soul and gives me a bitter sweet sensation.
Being content with being in a dark place.
I never knew what real art was, as far as music, until I heard your songs. Adrian Von Ziegler, you might go down as one of the best composers of ALL time! And you truely know what Gothic music is. It is this. Not the screechy heavy metal stuff.
My dearest Accila, not a day goes by that I don't think of you. And although my immortal heart may beat no more-the memories of our parting still plague my mind chaining me to your dying words for eternity....but instead of trying to help you and accept that humans require care I pushed you away to the point where I watched you fall plummeting towards your death bed underneath the cliffs where we once shared our sweet embrace within the shadows. I awake every morn to your souless eyes and lifeless smile, tears roll down my face with no remorse as my screams of pain shatter the painful silence that was once filled with our joyful laughter as we'd run around the manor like madman until you finally gave in and allowed me to court you...again my love on the anniversary of your death I feel obliged to apologize for my arrogance and my vulgar,disgusting and deceitful actions. My heart will always find a way to beat for you my fair lady. I am your gentleman forever and always, my dearest Accila.
i love this song/music. it helps me dive deeper into my hurt an pain ty
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i love how there is never ugly comments or people being mean to each other on any of his songs comment sections but any other "artist" in todays society there are always death threats or people hating each other... the world we live in is cold and painful and it warms my heart to see that there are some who are still good to one another..
@AssassinKage
And I respect you deeply in Return for that. Thank you and everybody else so much who appreciate my Music.
I stand before you and remember what could have been.
I lay silent and watch as you foolishly erase yourself.
I thank greatness for giving me a second chance.
I think pain is harder to accept when it's the truth.
Of all the things I remember, loving you was the one pain that was not real.
My mistake was discovered by the truth. Loving you was a lie! I convinced
myself to feel something when nothing was there. I provoked affections that was a figment of my imagination. How can I mask feelings that truly was for someone or something else. I never saw it coming, the truth in all it's glory. The truth spared no one. It desecrated everything and everyone in it's path.
It forced meaning to the madness that was my life. You, as clever as you thought you were, the truth shattered your lies and brought temporary destruction to my soul. I was weak from my own pain and anger. Jealousy tore a vein in my heart and weakened my spirit, but where there is love there is hope.
Time Is Up I cant understand all you wrote, but I love it "Where there is love, there is hope" Thank you
i love sad and emotional music its good for my sad roleplays that i love! thanks for uploading this! :)
my dad died when i was, born i still cry now 😢😢😰😰😳😳 prest and piece my lover 💏💏💏💏💑
ItsReallyMe neh all the boys like me.😋
ItsReallyMe mmhm it's true true.
wolfilover80 all the boys likes you mmmm i think you r hot
What?.... Really? ........
This was the first song from this musical wonder I heard, it was the first of many I listened to, it helped me when I was in a dark place before and now when I hear I may suffer the same slow fate as my father who died of lupus this song brings me peace, thank you most sincerely.
No matter what the Church feels about silence I need music. It's healing.
i was also a victim...of sexual abuse...this song makes feel a lot listening to it. I find it relaxing that i foreget about most of it. Thanks for that.
You are so strong and brave 🖤🖤
Be always brave 🙏
I know true pain and no matter what I can't escape it no matter hard I try it well all ways find me I hope for it to stop but it is like a curse or a poison that well never leave my heart night after night day after day I fight to stay alive through it all...
Sarah Fuger :-( :-(
The pain comes with understanding, and it seems neverending since there's no worst, but worse with every moment passing by :(
I understand everything in those comments :'(
William...what it is ripping is not your heart but rather the hardened stone veil that you have set over your fragile remains to protect it...It is tearing that away so that it can get to your deep felt emotions and allow you to release what you have held in for so long...
oh yes, crying like a baby.... very very emotional and touching.... I am an empath and to feel the emotion with each note is overwhelming!!! Blessings Sometimes we all need to be reminded of our pain....
I have been listening to this for six years.. six
I think I am
going to kill myself.
maybe not today
or next week,
but some day,
when I am no longer weak.
To the fears of the physical
When I just sit down
And the voices get too critical
I'll forfeit my life
Because that's the only thing I have to give
My beloved had pain for so many years before passing and I felt it again with this music but can't stop listening. Thank you
There really is no such thing as "worthless." When I left home at 18, I thought I was worthless too. It took me 20 years to deprogram myself from this but what I found out was that everything has value. You have value. Don't wait like I did for someone to rescue you. Instead of focusing on what you don't have, focus on what you do have and keep moving forward. Struggle = strength.
I'm sorry my love, if I had known for only a second about the agony you was in I...I would of helped you through it all, yet I stood there helpless , isolated and stubborn and because of my ignorance I watched you fall slower and slower until you hit the boulders underneath the once beautiful cliff where we shared our sweet precious time that I took so often for granted but now I realize that our love could not last for I was immortal and incapable of remorse and as a result of my arrogance I lost the one woman who made me feel alive, human and even loved. My dearest Accila I am so sorry that I was unable to give you the love and attention that you deserve , if you hate me still to this day as you lay still, and emotionless 6 foot under where I stand now, I.I..I just want you to know that I am truly sorry for what I did to you and I hope in another life you find someone just as perfect as you. I love you my sweet princess Acila
why does everyone who writes about what happened to them make me cry. Waaaah I am not a person who cries. Amazing
I did not want to have to listen to this today,grrr. Very beautiful music, though.
Beji Struckova you okay now?
Regen Ducere Is that her name?
***** ;))))))
@xSakuraKurox
I composed this music to help people who know true pain. I hope it didn't make you feel worse.
I listened to this song for the first time in my room while browsing videos. I was going through a rough patch and somehow this song spoke to me and has stuck with me since, like a puppy that has followed me and now it’s a full gown dog.
Jesus the comment section here is literally everyone commenting all of life's hard troubles,
Lol
Please Read AdrianvonZiegler:
I have written lyrics for this and was wondering if I have your permission to post on youtube once I record. I'l give you a sneak peak
Chorus:
Broken hearts need mending
Souls need saving
Bodies need comfort to live in this world without your dying heart
Is to love one another
Thanks for your time!
Jacqueline
This one song, it inspires me to go on. Ive someone i love, someone that loves me back, someone that loves me but cannot seem to let go of her existing life to become part of my own, something about this song, it tears my soul to shreds and then rebuilds it piece by piece, Ive no understanding for the repetition of the song, the healing and destroying effect that it has. I cannot thank you enough for your genius to create such a masterpiece. Thank you.
2 years ago I celebrated Thanksgiving and Christmas without my grandmother, Jo Ann Pearman. She died in front of my sister and her 2 youngest kids. The holidays that year were great, but she was the only thing missing.
I went to visit my flowers after a heavy storm they were bent and had the faces of those who had given up on the world but after what seemed like forever the sun came out and brightened up the sky and the flower raised up from the ground and stood taller then they had ever been. Yes sadness will come but one day good will come for you and you shall be stronger then you would have ever imagined. ~ Elvira .F follow me on wattpad :ElviraFang
beautiful. the pain of a broken heart the pain of sadness can not be described. everyone evencually feels the pain but you don't know how it feels until your heart is broken.
I just love how he blends the piano reverb into the background stings. This isn't easy stuff he's doing here. Melodically simple, but it's the harmonies of the background that actually make this quality. That and it's pretty. Oh, so beautiful.
i will always thank you tube for allowing me to hear music like this that i would other wise never have known about
Ohhh mein Gott, dieses Lied ist soo wünderschön. Ich hab es gehört & es lief eine Träne & danach noch eine. Damit möchte ich sagen, dass dieses Lied mir aus meiner tiefsten Seele spricht. Wer auch immer das gemacht hat. Es ist soo schön.
Ich liebe dieses Lied.
I... Can't explain how I feel about this song. It's gives me teary eyes... I feel the darkness of the song... Makes want to cry
Geez, reading through the comments with the music on left me in tears...
I like this kind of music that doesn't hamper my thought with lyrics. Music like this allows us to take the journey of remembrance without without fear or regret. It can be a catalyst of dealing with our pain even as we contemplate our fate without the one we loved within our touch. Sadness in the heart is pain that reminds us we truly live and draws us closer to the sacredness, that keeps the candle burning in our heart;.. for the one we love.
Ihre Musik begeistert mich ... dieses Lied ist für diese Zeit mit meinem Leben vollkommen, und es scheint mir zu helfen zu denken, wie Dinge besser oder noch schlechter sein können, liebe ich es!!!
I feel like this when My Husband and I are Apart from One Another. Love to close my eyes and think he is next to me and holding me. Keep these songs coming.
How could three people not like this? It's so touching and beautiful. This makes tears well in my eyes, weather of joy or sorrow I'm not sure... Thank you for composing and posting this, I love it.
I've always been down my whole life, always locked in, always brought down. I once thought that I finally given life and a little light but it was taken away by something I couldn't stop. Since then I've always dug around for anything that was left of it.
This piece really seems to touch everybody's heart here.
a message to anyone which is hurt or hasn't forgotten the pain.. Only a few are lucky enough to walk through life without having to encounter a horrible pain, it's unfair and I know just know that you are never alone. If you have to cry let it out, talk to someone you can trust even if they might leave you in the end. There will always be someone out there which will spread their arms for you to embrace you, just don't give up upon yourself, fight your way through and become someone elses hero
This sounds so nostalgic and beautiful! I feel like a ton of black feathers are being laid on my chest,because it hurts,but in a beautiful way
Can't describe it so well... But this song speaks volumes to me. Physically it got me crying; scorching tears started streaming down my cheeks as the (thought to be dull) icy ache in my heart got warmer... Yet never fully warm again. 😿
Beautiful.... really beautiful... I found this song, searching for something new... and... omg! I found something really beautiful!!!
Your music, let speak what our hearts can speak... because... there are no words... just music.
Pain is good, it makes us remember and forget. It is the beauty inside the rage... Adrian, you have once again masterfully created something that tugs at the heartstrings... This song I will never forget, thank you!
amazingly sad.i felt tears in my eyes. the bells truly closed the song.
I see all of these beautiful poems, but I am an artist not a poet. So I'll let my drawing take on the influence and grace of the poems. Amazing music, rain outside glistening from the streetlights, am I in heaven?
I really like the text "if you know the true pain, this song is for you". I think that your job is wonderful... I really like it!
its so amazing how it connect to me or anyone in there own special way it make me think about my problems,heart aces and so on it strangly made me feel better
gothic is one of my favourite music..i always listen to these songs when im sad.. im free to cry when i listen to this music
This music is haunting yet beautiful. sometimes when you go through sadness or tragedy you do survive somehow, but it also makes you unique and who you are brave strong and definitely a survivor in this world,,
This is one of my favorite songs
When i have " thoughts" i listen to this to stop my tears. It helps to listen to this music
I cannot listen to this song without shedding tears. I can feel everything in each note, so crystal clear.
Thank you, Adrian.
I struggle with mental illness. Sometimes I get tired of hearing people say things like "just stop that stinkin' thinkin'." Wow, really, it's that easy? Why didn't I think of that before! (eye roll)
I love to listen to this music while I'm writing. It brings me peace.
This song has no words and yet it hits so deeply in my soul
thanks it has made me feel like there is someone out there that understands
It's been 12 years I listened to this. It calms me down from all the traumatic things that happend to me. All the sadness and wound that everybodt tore to me
I'm going to second this.
In my case, my parents were in a relationship they never should have been in. Eventually my father's stupidity caught up to him in the end, but only after he hurt a lot of people. Watching my mom cry when I was little... honestly one of the most hopeless feelings I have ever known.
you have the most beautiful gift in the world, to be able to put emotion into music its absolutely magical
Why do I keep coming back here... It feels like home...
I just want to say Thank You Adrian, for making and shearing so wonderful music, your melodies have the power to make my pain and sadness go away, when i can cry your music does for me, when i can jell they can...they can fix and comfort my soul as anything and no one else can, I can´t be able to thank you enough for doing it and shear it with us, so Thank you.!
The pain I feel when I listen to this is for the world and knowing where it is headed. Where we all are headed My Heart Is Broken!
Adrian Von Ziegler, the very first time I heard your music I was sold! I've been searching for gothic music for years, but never seemed to find what I was looking for. Then I stumbled across your music, I absolutely love it!! I became a fan after the very first song. Love your music!!
How could anyone dislike this? I mean, you don't have to be a fan, but, wow... This reminded me of when my Aunty Sharon died and when my dog Biscuit died, but it was a nice reminder, like a tribute. I need to do my own tribute videos to them some day.
This song reminds me of loved ones that have been lost, parents, siblings, lovers, friends. There are so many people dead who didn't need to die, but this song helps me realize that even if they are dead I can still remember them as they were. Thank you so much for making this song.
my heart has already died its frozen .. music like this provokes feeling thank you
Possibly the most powerful song I ever heard.
I can relate to this music. I love the Melody in these songs. It makes you remember those you loved and lost.
Words can not express how this makes me feel. It is truly the sound of heaven speaking to us. Thank you for everything you do. Your music is insipirational!!! This song reminds me of my grandfather who passed away 2 years ago.
I was sketching pictures one day as I was listening to music until I came across yours. I've been hooked to it ever since.. Thank you for your creativity.
wow this song really made me feel the pain of my past , it makes me stronger than before , but it stops me from the person who i loved ..
Thank You Very Much for the compose. It makes those in pain to have tears flowing unknowingly.
This is one of the most beautiful songs i have ever heard.Bravo!!! Countless thumbs up.
This song is incredibly beautiful and I could cry.
It explains so much and yet it is mysterious, I love it ..
Sometimes, the soul hurts. It longs to scream out, though it knows not why. Your music, enchanting and mysterious, is a gift to a soul like mine. Every note is played as if it were written for me, and hearing it allows me to cry...for whatever reason the soul hurts, it is allowed to experience healing. Thank you for your talents. May your spirit be blessed my friend.
I feel the emotion in every song, I can almost make out what the writer was thinking or feeling when writing, composing, or playing the music, if the music was entirly improv. But no matter what song I find, I can never cry. Music is a part of my life, one that influences everything I do. I can't even think strait without music in the background. I think it is at that point, when everything I do is influenced, that it is easiest to brush away from fealings of life. I'm begining to cry...
The heartstrings being played produces beautliful music, well done von Ziegler!
Such a beautiful melody describing what pain is. Love it