Potter Payper - Midnight On Ilford Lane (Official Instrumental) (Prod. Bigzy X Ebon)
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#PotterPayper
#MidnightOnIlfordLane
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The best beat made period
2 phones ringinâ, thats 3 a day
44. in my right pocket, no DNA
5 day shootin,â word,â I shoulda gotâ a VMA
PP I been getting paidâ since EMA
I had my back against the wall, I couldnâtâbeatâmyâcase
Nâ I ainâtârap rich, Iâmâgettin legal aid
Blind eyes could look at me and see my pain
Talkin to Kevin up in heaven, look what we became
I just know along the way I lost my way
I just know that tables turn and people change
I just had to sit back for a second, just pree the game
I seen pussyâs selling like its midnight on Ilford Lane
Meanwhile, real gâs up the road, life goinâ down the drain
Shit its such a fuckin shame
Now Iâm lookinâ at my daughter through this picture frame
God let me go I swear Iâll never sell that shit again
Whoâs eatin? Where? Quick, let me fix a plate
Cos rap ainât paying me back like when you tick your mate
And now Iâm getting sentenced when they fix a date
Prayin for a 6-8, praying itâs a little late
But its fucked how I just outgrew this place
And I know I got that âI would never do thisâ face
All my goonish ways, troubled from my youthful days
Make me have to roll with a shh incase
Cah, I always gotta worry bout the payback
Some punk that i roughed up way back
You catch a stray shot, never lick a stay cat
Cause thats a dumb case, I can't rate that
The sky still grey black
Cause my schoolfriends a cat
And my dargs in a A-Cat
And real love you can't replace that
So pass the liquor, I dont chase that
Shit
In 016 i was Gucci with the face tat
In my hood, my hood, like Ray Blk
Iâm something like Elvis in Graceland
A man talk more than bitches but never page man
Still growing, I ainât the same man i used to be
Iâm tryna stick around and let my family get used to me
Iâm on the phone like âtell the mandem build a Boothe for meâ
It dont excite me g, the road ainât new to me
Jail ainât new to me
Poverty and struggle ainât new to me
Get rich or get recalled what itâs due to be, truthfully
And i got this something on me like its glued to me
Certified
I dont need no young buck to shoot for me
She wana tat my name and have a yout for me
She can suck a dick and roll a zoot for me
And put this duffle bag in the boot for me
No disrespect but i can't miss these cheques
And i can't miss my daughter I fucking hate these feds
So quick left, right, left
And we dont we do red lights
AB behind the wheel you know them feds got left
Like somewhere on Barking Road
We on the A13 just laughing loads
And with these thoughts in my head
I was in my cell sleeping in my clothes cos my windows donât close
And the drafts so cold
But at least i got cold milk
Wins and losses i embrace both
Shit I wish I had a pound for everyday i spent
Every tear i shed
Every time i bled
Banged up whatâs good? Itâs dead
Should be on stage instead
Iâm in a cage instead
Should be love but its hate instead
And i done done the realest of things with the fakest friends
I been trapping so long it ainât making sense
So you better bring the butter if youâre baking bread
And you better have fire if you burn this bridge
Cause even mummy knows he made his bed
When i was young i was easily led
And i never had no peace in my head
This a piece of my mind now
Tell me what you see
I see a G on the edge
All alone in the seg
I get on my prayer mat and i beg
God forgive my sins
God protect my kin
Who can i trust?
Not her, not him
God bless him if i ever got the work off him 38 spinner, 2 9âs on spin
I fire colour from these phones like Iâm paintballinâ
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This beats fulla soul needa slap a remix to it
I need the slumdog millionaire đđđ
Nightmares to chase while I got dreams to shake
I'm being truthful ,all I feel is pain
I really miss my youts I cant see there face
Problems that I see you wont beleive me mate
Carryin these shackles but cant break the chain
We dont bleed the same but we breathe the same
Same time bleed the same just know we dont breathe the same
Everybody leave the same but we wont leave the same
Legacy appreciated peace of cake
I'm so stoned blowing stress through some cheesy haze
Deadly lessons I could never take the easy way
So I just buy all your lies and tell you keep the change
We all bleed the same but we dont breathe the same
Yo
Used to roam the streets like a stray dog
On the corner tryna get paid like a broke broad
Now im the plug for the loud like a AUX cord
U'sta hit westend to try on garms i cant afford
Me and all my g's grew up poor
Till we got a lil older and a few olders
put their arms around our shoulders
gave us some arms couple revolvers
and told us
Pointed out grow yards and said thats your hold up
We were just lil kids so we did what they showed us
A few years down the line
Most man either 6feet or doing serious time
Cracks started to show
Ended up going to war with my own
Over a fxckin line
Same man who say hello to your mum in the street
Same man tryna put you to rest in peace
So even when it seems quiet and peace
I Still gotta roll with my piece
Coz i cant roll in peace
Most days waking up to a nightmare from my dreams
So i beg god please
Protect my family
If you cant project me
I accept my fate
If todays my day
If i get caught slipping around my way
If my ting jams when i pull it off my waist
Its okay
Just dont let no snakes drop tears on my grave
FUCKING HELL THIS IS TOOOO FUCKING MAD!đŻđ„
Can I record a song on youtube to this on my channel as non prof with creds to you?
Can you do a remix on it just on yt no profit with credit to you
Can I use this beat and put my name on credits ?
I guess I'm just a target now
One man army now
A bastard to a bastard how
Laughing last or laughing now
Either way I'm, laughing proud
Same time I'm crying down
Police turned me Arnold now
I ain't tryna pass your round
I know your gonna pass me out
So Im just tryna pass it down
Shit I use to have a heart
Till my family carved it out
Now I know just how you feel
Nothing like a heartless cow
Head up in the clouds you think a stormy sea will calm me down
Tsunamid under water now Im just tryna raft around
They watch me like im action man im watching Ken an barbie drown
Family really set me up
Treat me like a dummie how
Stupid I will dumb it down
Go and take your money proud
You should know I turned it down
Tables turn, shit changes, but ainât nothing the same.
You wonât believe it but I been through shit thatâs fucked with my brain.
I never like to discuss it, and I get anxious in public. But I was 15 really feeling like Iâm going insane.
My bro died when we was 7. How the fuck is that fair.
So many times that I been praying it was me that was there.
I donât visit enough, donât even speak to his family.
What sort of friend am I, They probably donât think that I care.
I was young and I stupid. Never knew that Iâd go through this.
I been thinking bout the times we had, itâs really fucking moving.
When you showed me your eyes that you were covering up.
You didnât let nobody else see what the tumour had done.
And I didnât understand until I never heard from you again.
Mum tells me that you died in the night, now youâre my heaven friend.
Know that you were heaven sent youâre always around me.
I speak to you for reassurance when my vision gets cloudy.
DPD and anxiety, never got the help.
Smoking weed like every day, to try and medicate myself.
Swimming through the pain like every day like I was Michael phelps.
And now they wonder why I was taking pills and ignoring health.
diagnosed myself as insane, just tryna numb the pain.
Tryna keep it cool, but deranged, stuck in a fucjin maze .
My brain needs to be rearranged. It makes me feel astranged.
My own mind really got me thinking that Iâm too old for my age.
Went from smoke to drink to pills I need a fuckin break.
I need to try listen to love, when all I hear is hate.
Feel like Iâm not worthy to rap, cuz Iâm not from estates.
Tryna get my life back on track, Iâm learning from mistakes.
I wanna give the haters a slap, And then watch on amazed.
I wanna have the maggy on tap, a zeg of lemon haze.
Iâm writing now you know Iâm a champ, and now my fingers ache.
Gotta watch who lurks in your circle. Itâs full of fuckin snakes.