The Manga That Breaks People
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- Here’s a video on the heart warming story of a mother and son and their inspirational journey to over come adversity.
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wish you made that aku no hana video you sort of hinted sometime ago instead but this should be great aswell
Super stoked that you covered this manga, it doesn't get as much recognition as it deserves, great vid!
hey can you please put a content warning for child abuse on stuff like this, like at least in the description? normally your channel is fine with stuff like this but, as a survivor of child abuse, this sent me into a mild panic within the first few minutes. i would have been more prepared had there been a warning, and i feel like this would effect other survivors too.
put the manga title in the description if you're not gonna put it in the title of the video dude
so this is bastard (webtoon) but it's the mother, not the father that's a psycho.
Child: Auntie...?
Aunt: *peace was never an option.*
these comments are making me feel less scared lol
Child: Auntie...?
Aunt: Hail Hydra...
Long live the king.
r/accidentalcomedy
This template is overused 😑
"Auntie..?"
"Long... live... the king."
Saw the same exact comment 3 comments under yours
Underrated comment
*AHHHHHHHHH*
@@ShadowTae Ok
LMFAO
Warning to anyone that decides to read this manga, this is not a horror manga. Make sure you're in the right mindset to read this manga. It's the most depressing thing I've read in a while. Main character eats shit from start to current. And if you're an immersive reader like I am, ready your day for sadness....
I salute your advice , this manga is not for everyone, it is quite dark.1st time in my life that I almost cry reading a manga and I am 34.
@@rvermillion8188 1. don't spoil for other people, it is not cool 2. That's your interpretation. Reading it , I know why you say that but I did not see it that way. Anyway would be better to discuss that on a forum or something to avoid spoil.
Luckily, I read it after a break-down(and i read this story after reading boys abyss), so I was desensitized for awhile. So I didn't really feel heartbroken, a little annoyed that the main character didn't meet the girl again.
@@Thefuckclassic did you read the whole thing? I don't know how far you are I don't wanna spoil
@@MyLux777 what is the name of this manga?
This reminds me of my mom, how she appears so loving and kind at one moment and terrifying, cruel and cold the next. As a child I couldn't stand up to her. But as an adult I got so sick of her gaslighting I stopped all interaction with her even though I still live in the same house. The few friends I told never understood, and thought I was simply an unforgiving daughter. It's crazy how easy it is for parents to abuse their power over their children.
I'm struggling with this as well. I am trying to do right by my religion to honour the parents, especially the mother, but her past actions make it incredibly difficult for me.
@@AlIskanderZhao I don't know if it's possible, but have you talk with a religious guide or a psychologist with the same religious beliefs about this? It seems religion it's important for you, but you are in the middle of something bad.
You did right
Sorry that happened to you, try to stay strong
@@AlIskanderZhao I’m sorry that’s happening to you, try to stay strong
"She looks at him...like this"
Ad: "GIVE VOICE TO YOUR BALLS. TESTICULAR CANCER IS-"
Yo I'm crying 😭😭
I'm dyin
💀
Ads are targeted, you got something going on there Amanda? 🤣
I was once watching a video of Slayer performing Raining Blood live. The sponsor on the banner? Tampax. I shit you not.
“Auntie?”
Me: expecting her to warmly smile
Manga:
whats the name of this manga
@@hamptoncalledmehisfriend6y383 trail of blood I think
thank you :)
Well she did smile
Well she was smiling and she said that she saw her son in the nephew and that's why she pushed him... she thought it was her son. So in her mind she pushed her son while smiling🥲
That Mom's face when she turns when the kid calls her made me tear up. Fucking terrifying.
Edit: I just watched this video a second time. I cried more this time than the first, holy shit. I have never seen a more threatening face, it looks like she's gonna kill me through the screen. Jesus.
I had the exact same. instant tears
Same
time stamp?
@@alekd4415 9:51
ikr, I just clenched my lips tightly with an apologetic look and thought the word 'sorry' when I saw that lol. I felt like I'd done something super wrong, it cut deep.
As someone who love drawing, i can see thoses feelings on thoses face, it's so beautiful, and i couldn't stop myself whispering "holy dingus this is marvelous and so well done."
has someone what?
"holy dingus" 🤓
@@coopialflowbow mfw thoses feelings on thoses face its so beautiful
@@NoNever434 the Jersey devil is outside your home
@@coopialflowbow i live in the sewers
Shigeru:“Ur moms a little pushy”
Sei:When it comes to pushy....... she’s over the edge
oh.
@@bumblebee9267 my
@@PostTraumaticSwagDisorder ?
@@bumblebee9267 You're supposed to say "God" after the "my"
@@PostTraumaticSwagDisorder ohh
“auntie?”
*”and i took that personally”*
🤣🤣🤣🤣
"So anyways, i started pushin"
@@goblinthetargetpractice6049 😂😂😂
“dO i LoOk LiKe?”
"YEET!"
"Seiko.. you've drained all of everyone's happiness and took it all by yourself."
This quote is one of the meanest thing i've read and probably one of the meanest thing you could ever say to someone, especially your child
Fr that one got me
That broke me. I felt bad for seiko
idk why but that type of creeping horror reminds me of something I'd heard a good several times growing up; "go cry in the other room." I cried when I felt overwhelmed w homework, life, trivial shit, etc. and my parents would tell me to go cry somewhere else. something about that feeling of being robbed of comfort when I needed it the most, even if it was over something stupid. it sorta conditioned me into being embarrassed about crying, especially in front of people. just. being scared of being abandoned, invisible, nonexistent. that no one would care if I cried, and if I got attention from it, it was wrong.
Sorry, I know it's been two months but I've been in the same situation with my parents, and your comment is what made me realize how much it's affected my ability to express emotions when I'm not alone. Whenever I started to get emotional about something, my mom would say 'don't tell me you're going to cry now!'. It's been years since I last cried in front of anyone. I'm just now looking back through that time and realizing how much that cycle fucked me up... I hope you're doing ok and that you have a strong support system when life gets too hard..
@@cami12172 its okay! I'm sorry you went thru the same thing. I do have good supports but admittedly, I don't reach out as often as I should, lmao,, I hope you got some support as well, no one should ever feel ashamed to cry, or to feel at all.
Is it weird to know that I'm not alone in this now? My dad used to just straight up tell me to stop and go as far as accuse me of attempting to manipulate him by crying
@@worm_slop not weird at all! there's a certain comfort in solidarity w one another. I'm sorry he did that to you, that's cruel. you deserve better than that & I hope you have ppl who support you now
My mother always told me that crying is useless.
I agree with her honestly.
What's the point.
"Aunty?"
"Long live the king..."
Lmao
dammit... 😆
What is the name of the manga
Nvm its in the video
"Aunty?"
"For the honour of the Emperor..."
Goes for a banzai charge.*
" Jump scare is same as a comedian tickling to make you laugh " - some random tweet
Fr I hate jump scare horror, its sooooo cheap. I want something that is in depth and has deep underlying meaning. Movies like "get out" are pretty good.
damn
Don't mind if I uh steal that
Wrath Incarnate some people would just be like:
* insert saitama saying ok*
I mean... one or two jumpscares are fun, but it gets really boring really fast. Mad respect to horror games that are scary without it
Ito Junji's "The Bully" also does a similar thing, where for me, the horror is the fact that it's realistic. This isn't some cosmic horror or monster out to get you. This is a real person. This could be someone's reality. What makes these types of stories scary... Is that they're realistic.
That one always sits with me. It was even more scary to see it animated.
@@Sunshine_SesIt's one of junji ito's most underrated manga and is also different from his other works, at end I felt so bad for the little boy.
It's one of his few horror stories without any supernatural elements and it's so disturbing because of the fact that this kind of abuse can happen and has happened to people
@@greenghoul157 In South Korea, It's literally the Basis of there Power Fantasy stories. Fighting the Bully.
18:45 God that image has stayed with me after I finished reading that manga. The way Shuzo Oshimi captured that facial expression of someone losing their sanity is terrifying and impressive. Those eyes have a soul in them, but its slowly fading
How did he even capture that?
The way the light in the eyes is slightly muted, the smile is faltering, and the facial expression is kind of blank. It makes the expression seem almost lifeless. Like she's just a blank shell of a person, the eyes are presented as looking at something far off as well.
what’s the name of the manga pls
@@elisa7175 blood on the tracks in english.. but seriously.. brace yourself. its not a traditional horror. its so much worse
"Phew, you almost fell."
"Auntie?"
"Damn, i kinda don't want to save you."
"Yeet."
Lmao 😭🖐
💀💀
Wtf thats funny
I laugh at the yeet part
This is cursed 😃
If the mangaka was gen z
Me: This hella creepy
Comment section: "Auntie? Yeet"
Hahaha
litterly the comment under this one
come on, don't act like you don't seek comfort from the video down here.
@@dodoubleg182 I am it's just really fun to see soooooo much comments like that
@@gagab1701 yea, it can get saturated at times.
this manga was nuts. the way he portrayed all the various anxiety-peaking trauma-induced psychosis scenes was shocking accurate. how the abuse of the mother turns on the self and becomes internalized (it’s my fault), how he lashes out without understanding why, how all he can think about is her, conditional lovebombing and subsequent rejection, the unspoken desperation for love…
beautifully drawn, even more impressively told
I ADORE PSYCHOLOGICAL HORRORS.
There’s nothing more terrifying than an evil human, forget about demons, ghosts, vampires, etc. The real stuff is the most terrifying
More importantly is realizing that a human, any human you know, can simply choose at will to be evil and do evil, whenever they feel like it, and unless it's something absolutely wild like a murder in public most people will simply not care and the world will continue as it always has
like now? @@Vanity0666
"Auntie?"
"I like your cut g"
*bonk*
@MysteryMadds Using twitch emotes on youtube WeirdChamp
LAMOJDJDJISKD
*ding*
*Taco bell sfx*
"she turns around, and has this face"
I shit you not my screen was buffering for like 20 seconds.
Most disturbing staring contest ever.
Who won?
@@clumsybanana6524 Reckless Animation won...
Did you win?
Is that scene from Trail of Blood??
The only staring contest you want to lose
This manga hit too close to home. I see so much of my mother in her and I see so much of my younger self in Seiichi it was almost too hard to read, but I'm still waiting for new chapters. It's terrifying how realistic it is it made me wonder where the mangaka got his inspiration, did it come from his own experiences?
Edit: This series came to an end in September. This manga will forever remain more than just a manga to me, and I thank Oshimi for creating something that made me and several others feel many emotions while reading. I've begun other works of his and they're amazing as well, but nothing will come to be as good as Chi No Wadachi in my eyes.
God bless you and I hope your better now He sent His son to die four our sins so we may live if we believe.He loves you and I hope you allow Him to help you on your belaing process I'm here if you wanna talk
@@angelbb8195 I’m doing a lot better now that I’m living with my older brother, he’s been getting me lots of help since I was 12. Two years later and I rarely think of what’s happened but I have to admit, it’s hard to not recall the memories with her and it’s hard to completely forget about her. I appreciate your kindness truely!
The manga has such intimate imagery
It has to come from a real place
This instantly remind me of my mother.
It is very hard for me to progress and I stopped at chapter 24.
I don’t want to see and remember more, especially the ones that has been successfully buried in my unconscious.
Author was born in 1981 as Seiichi too… That makes my mind that may be he took it from his own life. If not he is pure genius.
Unfortunately this somewhat reminds me of my own mother. Chronically depressed and sociopathic, she in her suicidal states would yell for someone to kill her and then it would be turned on me, saying I’m the source of it and ruined her life for 30 years, while being only actually being 12 at the time.
People like this really do exist outside of stories within entertainment media, and it’s a truly awful and sobering thing to come to terms with.
bro your mom is Livia Soprano
I’m so, so sorry. Nobody deserves to be the target of abuse like that from somebody they love, much less a child. This world can be an unimaginably cruel one.
"Auntie?"
Nephew was ejected. 1 imposter remains.
Osobae is 2nd impostor-ing for his mom.
Osobae got “marinated” :,)
@@freddietick7816
Nah he’s just the pet she bought
666 like
yes
1000th like :)
damn bro you got the whole squad laughing
I have to be honest. This story is terrifying. But the Wendy’s ad that came up completely at random was even more terrifying.
Why doesn’t anyone sub-comment on these comments with a lot of likes?
Yūgen Sciamachy sub-comment?
Finesse I’m describing comments on a comment
Finesse Well I’m trying to anyway.
I'm sorry, is this some ad joke that I'm too adblock to understand?
While the aspect of being the child in this manga is truly horrifying, what's even more horrifying is the possibility of being the adult in this. Be it the mother who's been living a life she doesn't want, the father who's doing the very best he can but still isn't enough or the adult Seiichi who can't stitch back his life no matter what.
Oh the memories, back when SEW reviewed this manga and seemed simply about a scary lady.
Seiko turned out to be such a scumbag mother, and now the manga is about her family dealing with the consequences of her actions.
Is it still running?
@@marianoandreshorianski162 Yes, the series is now on chapter 136
**reads title** "Oh it's just a sad story probably."
**watches mom throw kid off a cliff** "Oh it's one of those stories."
Comma toast
This is just one of those "we live in a society" stories but with the this-is-so-fucked-up-o-meter slightly tuned up.
John Doe not for him, hard choice he had to make
I thought it was actually kinda funny how he got yeeted of a cliff
It's Tekken all over again
“Auntie...?” YEEET
Sad gamer noises
So the mother is a gamer
Epic Gamer Moment
What a way to be away from the scares
@@jijijojo6505 Memes are the best nightmare repellant. Well at least until the memes also become nightmarish...
9:50 i actually got petrified and scared when you transitioned to this panel of the mother's face. the horror is delivered so well because mothers are usually overprotective, loving and gentle. but seeing the mother distorted and grimacing like that has a demonic feeling to it and shocks me to my core. it's night time for me rn lol
I don't feel any terror from it. I don't really understand why this comes off as terrifying to anyone.
Stories like these are real, I've experienced it first hand. There were at least a dozen of times where our mother tried killing our father, her own mom and us children (with her in the car, we were in the backseat) and I don't know how but she was always sent to an asylum and got out 1-4 months later...then the horror would begin anew. She had perfected the art of playing samaritan and victim (at the same time) to everyone outside the family, she still does it 20 years later and I feel nothing but disgust for her.Even those who know are too afraid to stand up to her, because they know what she's capable of, yet they still make excuses for her trying to stab our father or strangle her mother (in front of her childrens eyes no less)..."oh, she was abused as a child" blahblah. The whole fmaily is a bunch of disgusting and pathetic enablers.
I know exactly how it feels in real life to have such a mother and you really live in constant fear, because with a parent that unstable and unpredictable, anything (or nothign at all) could mean injury or even death.
One example: I once had a bad ear ache when Iwas about 7 years old and my mom told me she had a family remedy for that. To "make the pain go away", she put a cotton pad drenched in boiling oil in my ear. Even 20 years later, I still remember the unbearble pain of the burn and the scream of terror and pain I let out. I'll never forget that sound, it was a sif from someone else, not me...and there were no witnesses, I was alone with her at that moment. I don't remember if we went to a doctor or what other people said to that, just that no one ever got to know what she had done. Everyone really thought she was the poor young mother who was simply a little overwhelmed with raising two kids, because her husband was always on business trips.
Sometimes I wonder how I managed to live through all that abuse. My sister forgot most of it, her brain shut it all away. Mine can't because I'm HSP, I remember so much, far too much for my own liking. I know what our mother has done and she knows I know, which is why she views me as danger and to this day isolates me from most of the famiyl by spreading lies and gossiping. And if she does something nice, it's only so you owe her. And she'll remind you of that when she needs a favor done. But it won't be a favor, it'll be a demand and you will do that, otherwise she'll tell others how she was being so nice and now you refuse to give that kindness back, she'll play the victim.
Honestly, I could write whole books about it all. Maybe one day I will, my therapist adviced me to do so, but I'm afraid of what that book would look like...
Some people are just rotten to the core and if you are unlucky, those people are your relatives and even your own mother.
Please tell me you've cut all ties and changed your contact info so she can't find you. Better yet go to another city/state/country.
i’d love to hear your story if you did decide to write it sometime. i’m a part time author myself if you ever need assistance. hopefully things have gotten better after you escaped her, but i understand first-hand how damning abuse can be, particularly in childhood.
You had an earache and she put boiling oil in your ear? You sure they weren’t just ear drops? My mom would warm the ear drops up in the microwave and one time it was too hot and burned… It was an accident- it happens.
Just face the fact that your mother is a separate entity from who you are as a person with a different soul… no ties linking you both other than a title. Serial killers often have children too, but those children can grow up being loving and caring adults. It’s a sad and difficult situation, but you are stronger and a fighter. Find a good partner who will be a better parent to your children and to yourself. Life goes on and you are the master of your own future. ❤
@@MailaDR Dunno about the "finding a partner" part, I'm not there yet.
But you're right about me being a fighter. We all are or can be, if we decide to. Also, God is helping a lot, especially in recent months...I've also become more kind(yet hardened) and started doing community work for the homeless. Giving to others feels good, maybe I've finally found my purpose...
What doesn't kill us really makes us stronger. If you push through the despair and hurt and don't let it beat you down that is. 💪
Thank you for your kind words. ❤
I wish good luck, health, hope and faith to everyone who is struggling. 🙏
"Auntie?"
"Your free trial of living has ended"
This made me think of the webtoon The Omniscient Reader lmao
Ea has entered the chat.
@Shin Shaman
I'm not reading all that
So I'm happy for you
Or sorry if that happened to you
@@platinum_noelle same
*YEET*
Title: "Manga that breaks people"
People who read it: *snaps in half*
That would be somewhere in between a satisfying crunch and a disturbing one
Homeless_people.exe has started up
that's why I love nestle crunch
@@oilycarl184 MAHIRU
@@oilycarl184 çRüÑçH
Inside Mari has to have one of my favorite tropes towards its end, AND HUGE SPOILER; it's the reveal that the whole premise isn't magic or something otherworldly its simple mental illness.
the twist blew my mind. like i spent most of the manga hating the guy for stalking mari, and then turns out it was her the whole time??? its insane
Yeah where it turns out Mari lost herself in The guy
I love the aspect of horror from madness. The thought of insanity scares us because we can't comprehend it, we can't control it we can't escape it because it's within all of us when there's no explanation to one's actions when there's no logic to one's thoughts. Madness is unbound to logic, unlimited by morality it's un phased by fear it's scary to think of what a normal person can become when a little madness slips inside them.
I think the soul eater *MANGA* deserves a shout out for exploring this.
"little" 💀
“Then she turns around, and has THIS face”
-ad plays
Bro.
I got the classic Sprite Cranberry ✌️
I got Biden will win the election ad....
I got an ad of a woman sniffing a shoe and enjoying it a little too much.
I got a taco bell grilled cheese burrito ad✌
HAHAHAHHA AS READ YOUR COMMENT AND IT HAPPENED 😂
10% of the comments: people sharing experiences of abuse and appreciating the horror of the manga
The other 90%: aUnTIe?
Fr tho😂
@Dman Sneed [Formerly Chuck’s] The north remembers
Yeet
@SNEEDman [Formerly Chuck’s] anyways i start pushing
I like how you literally are one of the 90% ppl.
9:58 I remember how my mom looked at me with the same face when I was little, we were at church and I asked when was it going to end. To this day I remember how shocked and terrified I was at the time. Hell, even know remembering about it makes me feel uncomfortable.
🙁
The absolute full body terror I felt at the image of the mother turning to the child stunned me. I’m not even sure why I got so utterly terrified.
Soon to be adapted as the comedy anime, "Uh Oh! My Pretty Mom is a Murderer?"
Oh, there's that light hearted humor I needed. *phew!* I was starting to fill with some serious existential dread here..
Oopsie! I just pushed this boy off a cliff. I'm sooo clumsy. Teehee☆
*laughtrack*
Beach episode!
@@jaakko569 school trip episode!
My mom and her two-stab attack
Something I noticed about the horror manga genre.. the art style almost feels.. porcelain, nearly uncanny valley but not quite there so their faces are unsettling but also comforting because they just look too perfect and artificial
Also weird ass faces
Almost like porcelain dolls.
jojo halfway through part 7 and onwards
Not always, look at Dead Tube, where the horror is because of all the unknown and murder. Oh, also the terrifying and devilish acts, including lots of murder...
@@deathpoison1018 Seems kinda edgy
"Art is meant to disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed."
Mild Spoiler
Honestly, I binge read all of the chapters until 134... Knowing full well how much it was triggering me, because I wanted answers. CPTSD is so nasty because it has so much reach in every direction... Even I struggle to this day with it. I really thought I'd turn out like Seiko, and there were times when I took her side, and what she said rang true in my mind... But I will never just let it all break like she wanted. I will never take others down with me because of my own mental affliction. Very hard read for me, but reaffirms the progress Ive made in myself against such mental states.
This and his other work 'Hapiness' are very depressing, just a warning.
i just binged read the manga too. Glad we're all against the same waves
Just binged read the manga and caught up today. I usually could stand disturbing stories, but this was had me on edge every chapter. Can’t wait for the next one!
What's the Manga title?
@@FaY-zf1rf Blood on the Tracks by Shuzo Oshimi
@@faludacosmos820 tell me the end I don’t want to read it
“Auntie?”
Awww. It’s a sweet manga, the title was just a bait and switch
*Pushes him off cliff*
OH
COUGH COUGH gonna do your job?
as they say "POKEYOURMOM"
The best part is, this is just barely the tip of the iceberg of whats to come in later chapters
"OH. OH SHIT. NO SHE DIDN'T!"
LMAO same, but I was like hmmm is she going to push him & then she did 😀
"Auntie?"
*"Long live the king..."*
"TO THE SHADOW REALM, J I M B O O
I get it
-Auntie??
-YEET!
Shigaroo! No!
Osabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeee!
@@emmanuel6005 darn it man i was really getting into it and then i saw your comment lmao
I'm here after the final chapter, i thought I'd have a clear moment, a breath of fresh air after all this, there's none of that it doesn't get any happier, but at least it's over and it's perfect.
i remember buying blood on the tracks and after reading it i felt so uncomfortable. it’s more creepy than horror movies
and far more tragic. and far more real.
"As he stares into her eyes, he sees THIS:"
rAiD sHaDoW LeGeNdS, pLaY nOw FoR fReE
Perfectly placed ad right there 😂
Lmao
Auntie?
Yeah same 🤣
I saw a FIFA ad XD
Me sees one of those cringe chinese ads
It’s weird how fear has evolved into us being more afraid of other humans, rather than natural phenomenons
Dyamy woah that just- wow
The fear of the supernatural is bad fear. Humans can Snap their personality in a second. And you never know what they can do
Actually it's the other way around. We're made to think monsters will kill you, but in reality monsters have never killed anyone. Humans have.
I mean we _are_ the top predators for a reason....
We have no natural predators to fight against, but since we still have the instincts, we choose to go against each other
The manga panels are so hauntingly beautifully done
What is the manga
@@ylobenz blood on the tracks/ chi no wadachi
I was wondering why Trail of Blood looked and felt so familiar, and it all clicked into place when you mentioned Flowers of Evil. I have a memory of me in middle school, going to the bookstore after school and exploring the new manga section that just got added, and stumbling upon Flowers of Evil. I didn’t buy it, bc no way my mom would let me, but I sat there are skimmed through it. I don’t remember any of the plot besides it being a love triangle as you said, but I do remember the feeling of deep uneasiness, I remember looking at the characters and thinking “they look so innocent….something terrible is going to happen to them”
Its not his faces that are terrifying due to their realism.
Its the eyes.
Truer words have never been said.
Yeh they're expressive
Ya know, up until recently, I just thought of my eyes as part of my head, i.e I didn't really think about them at all, until one day when i did the thing where I pulled my eyes open (not my actual eyes, you know what I mean) and thought "Damn. They're HUGE, and watching them move kinda freaks me out." So, ever since then, looking at people's [realistic] eyes (in fiction) has unsettled me. They aren't real, but I feel them looking at me.
yeah.
For me the mom in this manga has the same effect as a "certain character" from ddlc.(MAYOR SPOILERS FOR DOKI DOKI LITERATURE CLUB, IT'S LITERALLY FREE ON STEAM JUST PLAY THE WHOLE THING, THIS IS THE ONE GAME WHERE SPOLIERS RUIN THE ENTIRE EXPERIENCE)
They just look like normal average humans, there's nothing scary or weird about them superficially (although monika has some superficial differences that make her stand out, but these aren't inherently creepy),but you know that deep down inside of them lie twisted evil psycopathic monsters with no self control that'll do ANYTHING to get their way. What's horrifying about them is not their superficial appearance, but the context of what they are and how it doesn't match what they look like. Although monika does end up redeeming herself at the end and becomes one of the few villains that I actually felt real sympathy for, throughout Act 2 monika is this evil looming presence, and everytime she's on frame or she's mentioned, you can feel pure dread and fear. And she looks so normal and cute, but behind that fake facade lies a writhing mass of pure evil and apathy. Especially during Monika's talk where you're just forced to stare deeply into her eyes, and it's legitimately scary. In any other visual novel it wouldn't be weird, but knowing the context of the things monika did, her staring at you is just uncomfortable. It's such effective horror and I love it
Living with an abuser is a lot like living in a horror movie. A prolonged sense of dread until the next explosion happens. Except, there is no relief. It keeps on repeating, unless you can somehow completely break free.
Feels awful. It reprograms your body into going into combat mode for every human interaction. I.e. you pass the sweet old lady down the lane but your body tenses im fear
Complex ptsd is a real thing, and extremely common in abuse survivors.
@@KazKindred613 it's fucked that im not even sure if i remember everything and mostly what were the newest incident.
Or you end it all or end said abuser. And maybe even end up in a cell or ward after the fact. Either that or you both end up snuffed out. Not too many options to consider really when trying to escape such a situation.
yeah
I could sympathise with the mother as she reminds me a lot of my mother and a bit of myself as a mother and I know it’s because of past trauma and mental illness which the mother did not choose to be born into. It makes me sad and want to be a better mother, and also makes me sympathise with my parents and their crap parenting as their own parents were equally awful to them :/ ending the cycle of abuse is so so difficult as a parent but so worth the effort. This manga made me reflect a lot on things and made me cry for my younger self as a young mother and the crap my child had to see due to my own incompetence. Just awful realisations.
Your channel is such a treasure. I often get hooked into one video and watch it several times, i really like how i get many different things out of those separate viewings.
Can't imagine the amount of work you put into every single one of your videos. Thank you!
"Auntie?"
"Your free trial of life has expired *YEET*"
You have lost life privileges
@@Skottustelpa don't t forget the YEET at the end c:
"Life has left the chat."
Oh my god. I just noticed that, if I read yeet in my mind, I do it with Coco's voice. I hate (love) it.
nO I dOnT wAnNa go tO brAzIL-
"Auntie?"
*"King dragon sends his regards."*
YEET
Archibald! NO!!!
ARCHIBALD NO
Nope fuck this I'm out.
Archibald...
There's No Monsters, Ghost, Evil Spirits, Beast, or Demons
It's Us, We Are All Those Things
As a new mom, that little page on the toddler trying to catch up a mom who visibly hates them, was truly horrifying.
Also, love the way you story tell !
I really like psycho horror. Jumpscare or gore horror is boring to me, but I love having an existential crisis after a game/movie
Go watch Possession by Anzdrej Zulawski, best psycho horror ever
Darkwood is an amazingly scary horror game with mere jumpscares but honestly the scariest game I’ve played so far
Well that's because you're a decent human.
Jump scares & gore only last a couple of seconds or more. After that it's meh...
Dead Tube
True horror isnt about Jumpscares, True horror is that thing than makes your skin feels uncomfortable and your body shivers from a subtle details that you cant really put your finger on but you know something was off.
That's my current opinion on horror genre. Jumpscare isnt the one that brings nightmares, Terrible being hidden under subtle details is.
Darkwood is a game without jumpscares.
Haven't played it but the review I watched scared me.
it's about alarming your natural instinct, gut feeling when human used to be hunted by predator. That same sense
hot take
Jumpscares are basically just your body being surprised. Like when someone tries to hit you, it’s the same thing.
Thats not horror, that's terror.
This kinda reminds me of the webtoon/Manhwa “bastard” except in that story the main character’s father is a serial killer and he is an unwilling and troubled accomplice. The mental turmoil the main character (forgot his name) experiences along with the dreary artstyle and grotesque violent shots make the manhwa really horrific in that psychological horror way. Just reading what his life was like growing up while knowing what his father does and the injustice of it all is so heart clenching. It really feels like once something goes right, everything is hopeless all over again and even the small bit of hope I have gets shredded (though I won’t spoil the ending). Truly the best webtoon and manhwa I’ve ever read due to how troubled and depressed yet emotional it made me
Yes it does have that parent-child dynamic. I was also comparing the two while reading the manga.
Damn, the fact that your attention to such intricate details and amazing voice narration sends chills down my spine, I LOVE your videos and respect your perspective
To me, the most terrifying thing in this manga wasn't the mother herself, but the influence she has on the main character. The way he switches between being scared of her and wanting to run away and wanting nothing else but her approval. It's such a great representation on how abusive relationships work. This manga really captures the feeling of being trapped.
THANK YOU! I was scared of his mom but i was more scared of what the mom did to him mentally.
It's basically the most severe case of gaslighting
Is this story about stockholm syndrom?
Hey can u tell me the name of the manga? I read it on an app but it shut down and now I cant remember it. This is actually one my fav so plz help! Also! Its my fav cuz of the psychological part not cuz I relate to the mom or anything
@@nkchim sort of. It's about the relationship between a boy and his psychotic abusive mom
The way the art looks realistic than the normal anime/manga style makes it scarier
Fr
What’s it called?
@@primroseinmypocket trail of blood
@dreamer b tons of manga have that art style, just most super popular ones dont
Forgot a word?
This was truly moving, informative and packed with beauty! absolutely brilliant
The most frightening kind of horror is the one that's as close to reality.
As soon as (based on a true story) or Demons/possessions come on the table than i'm out. Just a massive NOPE!
The same goes to sci-fi, though it's more about giving people something to be grounded in and attached to rather than just "realism" in general.
That is why horror movies about people just lost at sea or something are actually scary to me because I can actually believe that it could happen
Sup SIMPS
As someone with psychosis, I feel like the best way to make horror is by showing the threat. Not making it 20 jumpscares in a movie, that's shit's weak. Letting you know you're in danger, but with uncertainty of what to do.
Thats why the mango was so good. It shows the mother is dangerous, but always there.
The irony is that despite parental abuse being a rare, taboo theme in horror, it's not difficult to find firsthand stories of it in real life.
These stories are hiding in our everyday life, from the neighbors kid who barely goes outside to the kid in the back of the class who never talks. Imo it's more common thanwe could ever imagine
That's probably the reason, it might be too personal for some readers (and probably extremely personal for the writer), that might make it hard to create a market for that theme in horror.
That would be interesting to read in my opinion, even though I have experienced domestic abuse. You could finally be an outsider and not a victim... maybe it helps to understand some things better.
Damn u didn’t have to go dat deep but I’m glad u did.
All of my friends including me were abused in some way, whether sexually or physically or verbally. You probably know someone who was abused
Blood on The Tracks by Shuzo Oshimi. You're welcome, because it took way too long for me to find it through reading the comment section.
I want to read it first before delving into this video!
@ilamos___6853 He does mention the name of the manga a lot but by a wrong translation (A Trail of Blood), the title is a reference to a Bob Dylan album title.
When I read this all I wanted to do is reach out to Seichi and save him, hold him, and give him a better life. My mother growing up could be so nice and lovely and then be so cold and mean. And it would be like one day she's nice and the next day she's mean, it would be in the same moment. Growing up having to explain things to her carefully, tip toe around her to keep her calm was horrifying growing up. Nothing was perfect or good enough, and everything was our (the kids) fault. Whenever Seichi would blame himself for things that are clearly not his fault I would get so angry with his mother, I just hoped he would find a way out. Then they times where he would find an out or some sort of happiness only for him to go back to his mother would make me so upset with him until I realized that I would do the same. He was a child who only had his mother growing up. He was a victim of his mother. It's such a heartbreaking read but I loved it so much.
People watching this: *horrified
Manga'ers w/o sounds and creept noises:
"the art is pretty dope"
True
True true
True true true
True true true true
True true true true true
Nobody:
Me in quarantine: _yes I’m bored break me_
LMAO
Self care is underrated
@@pizzadeliveryguy772 😳
break me like how the ghost hands broke kira
Bro that's kinda kinky
The final chapter is coming next week, and I’ve been following the manga since this video was posted three years ago. I want to thank y’all for introducing me to it and taking me on this journey
An excellent analysis. Although I found it more sad than frightening, you did a good job telling the story. This actually popped up in my recommendation feed and I'm glad it did. Thank you.
Its not even the faces that scare me bro, Its your goddam sound effect timing with them.
Exactly.
The sounds makes the image "not scary" because he's the one scaring me (the sound)
ikr back when i was reading the whole chapter im not even scared but with his terrifying sounds...
that shit scares me
It sets the tone, and I don't appreciate the 'we' being used a lot, as if people are interpreting these visuals with similar thought; I frankly dislike when people give credit to mediums with their own versions as if fact just because of its ability to evoke something in them - who knows what the author truly intended...
I think you need to be an extreme empath to be as scared of this manga as this guy is describing
Does anyone know what’s the title of the « music » in the beginning ?
"Auntie?"
"Thank goodness, the cliff almost stole my kill"
Pro XD
The cliff only had Enemy kill assist 😭
Gotta get that xp.
The manga as of this week is completed. Now is the best time to read it if anyone didn't yet!
what is the title of this?
@@mrnasx-fj1tc Chino Wadachi (Blood on the Tracks)
The manga is finished. We need a update!
I was gonna comment the same thing. Personally i'm disappointed.
"The Manga That Breaks People"
*it's not Metamorphosis*
me: breathes out
edit: can't believe 3.6k+ people outed themselves by upvoting this... you degenerates! (just kidding. at the end of the day it's still an imaginary story about imaginary characters. i'm pretty sure the only person who was harmed by this manga is the reader)
Oh god
What's metamorphosis
@@TroubleMuppet a manga you should not read if you want to keep your faith in humanity
@@lethaldream50 isn't it the one where everything turns to spirals?
@@TroubleMuppet nah... in Uzumaki people just become swirly, not broken!
All horror expressions : 🧿👄🧿
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The last part when you mention how we change our perspective of our parents really hits me hard, its true thtat in some situations we change our perspective towards our parents but being afraid, mad and feeling resentments towards them must be the worst feelings, i will read this manga cause Shuzo Oshimi is one of my favs autors and specially Aku No Hana its one if not my fav manga i had read, it hit me in so many ways, i felt every single emotion reading every page, and i have rad it multiple times too, Happiness is really amazing too, this videos really make me feel a lot again hahaha your videos are amazing man
I read the entire manga today thanks to the video you made and I've got to say, what a ride it was. The horror genre in any medium has become quite dull to me I have to admit having played the biggest horror games, seen a lot of the scariest movies that were shared to me, and read also a lot of horror manga. This manga to me was a whole other experience then horror, not in the sense that is commonly depicted in media. Without getting into spoilers for later chapters, the themes of the manga, manipulation, trust, family, love and how they were depicted in this manga felt personal. I never had a manga that I could say really changed me, until now. This was the one time I cried ever after having read manga. I want to recommand this manga, really, I do, but as much as it has helped me sort my thoughts out, It is a pain to go through once you get invested in the characters, the emotion that is unpacked chapter by chapter, truelly as SEW put it in the video, broke me. If you want to read it, go ahead, but I warn you, this is not going to be a fun ride, not because it might get scary at times, but because of the sheer emotion contained into this story.
Sorry that was quite long but I had a lot to say and I didn't want to forget any of the points I wanted to make
"And as he stares into her eyes, he sees this-"
*a makeup commercial*
Great timing
Carvana ad chads rise up
*another mobile legends ad*
Lol I got an ad too
Sauce?
Lucky...
Just binged the entire manga in a few days and caught up with the latest chapter and I gotta say, definitely one of the greatest psychological horror pieces I have read. Its the ones that are too close to reality is that are memorable.
This guy is a legend , love his work.
My friend put me onto blood on the track n been collecting his work for a whole now
When you cant handle horror but cant help being interested in the story-
Yeah boi
So relatable
I can’t handle any scary imagery
me rn lmao im currently hiding in the comments
Im watching this at 1am. No sleep for me! Lol
Meme culture has ruined me lol when you showed the first panel of the mom smiling after pushing the Cousin, all I could think of is the Kim Kardashian meme: “It’s what she deserves” lmao
I feel much better now, thank you
Yup same
@B U T T E R stares into the child's soul: "motherrrrrrr knows"
Pushes child: " *best* "
And when it showed the cousin on the ground i was like "hee needs sum milk!"
@@TheMichaelsuazo13 I high key felt this in my soul
I've just finished reading it! and I must say I LOVED IT! It felt so real yet distorted! I really felt the worry, discomfort, fear, anxiety, anger, sadness, etc from the manga! I loved how I felt dizzy from looking at his distorted perception, I felt that I've connected with the main character so well! everything he was experiencing I was walking in his shoes! LITERALLY! Trail of Blood really hit home for me as well, so I felt the anxiety he was feeling, the feeling of being trapped and such.
Mom : *smiles to me*
Me who read the trail of blood manga : *Demonic schreeching fear*
Lol
Jotaro Kujo didn’t expect to see you here
Mr. Fulvian im not gonna watch it then
Is it worth the read? I'm thinking about reading it but idk
Where can i read it at? Is there a website to read it?
It's not scary.
It's suffocating.
Whenever I saw her face, her smile or her gaze, I felt anxious. I never felt this way reading a manga, not even watching a film.
Same I felt like I screaming but could like I did in side Idk how to explain
Thats exactly how I felt when I first read uzumaki (the beginning. Near the end it just got kinda weird and cheesy)
@Matahina Alofa Faatuai Me too!😱🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️
can u time stamp the smile?
I felt like that reading oyasumj pun pun. Gave me so much anxiety geez
“Lust has kept us existing, but it’s fear that’s kept us alive.”
she let her intrusive thoughts win...
your not wrong
Why did I wheeze
God forbid a woman get a little silly
Finally someone who used the term right
I hate/love how even when the characters aren't doing anything weird, the creator STILL draws them in a creepy way...
StrudelDaddi The unsettling nature of the drawings just keeps you at the edge of your seat. I nearly had a panic attack reading this manga.
@@aby1061 had to quit reading the manga because the images of Seiko just....suffocated me. Made me feel like I was gonna vomit.
rebekah ilo Same here but I was actually able to finish it, it was hard, but I did it. The amount of times my anxiety and asthma kicked in just shows how terrifying the manga is
I had to pause reading this manga for a few months. It is so unsettling and psychological.
its all part of how you draw them that sets people off in an unnerving feeling! :D
see guys? you dont have to do weird things to be creepy, you just gotta look the part
I'm going to be completely honest; my family is 100% ok. I read this manga about 28 chapters in before I stopped reading, with the attitude that I could handle it. Unfortutantely, I was wrong. It literally made me want to throw up, it made me so uncomfortable. This manga is incredibly well written and terrifying.
Yukkwo where u read it
Hadi Naji google blood on the tracks free read full
@@hadinaji14 I just searched it up on google. Should be one of the first few results.
@@governmentmandatedduncecap it's trail of blood
now i WANT to read it
I'm glad you shared this mangaka and this manga with us. I've read up through the current chapter and I've really enjoyed it.
What's breaking me is the lack of mangas title.
A Trail of Blood, is the name.
Seriously, why do content creators never put the names? I shat myself trying to find the name.
He literally has been sayin the title
@@user-dm8fe3uf7h where? Give a timestamp
I clicked on this by mistake. Decided to read chapter 1. Couldn’t stop. Read all 89 chapters in one sitting. Fantastic Manga
What's it called? I tried looking through the video but I don't want to spoil it for myself
Just tell me what the manga is pogmgmgnfihd d8sbs
@@yameli.itzeli The manga series is called Blood on the Tracks
@@Julia-lg8dt isn't it Trail of Blood?
Saaame
"...auntie...?" THIS. IS. SPARTA.
Lmfaoo
Should’ve just said thanks.
Whats the name of this Manga
And the saliva spread over Aunties face
All that was missing was a kick to the chest