sorry for your loss, this girl will have the same fate because she only replies to comments that motivate her to keep going and advocating to an audience that this is okay.
We don’t hate you babe we just don’t want to watch you die. It’s been made clear you have an ED love and we just want you to be healthy and be here for a long time. Some people definitely take it too far and say things that shouldn’t be said. Also dementia/Alzheimer’s is a very hard disease to watch someone go through I love seeing videos with grandma no doubt that you guys love her.
Very well spoken. However, she has unfortunately attracted the type of people who DO hate just to hate because people view her as an easy target. She speaks up for herself, but she is far too kind to people who want to watch the world burn. It's a really horrific thing to watch not because she has an ED but because of the things people do and say to her because she isn't choosing recovery. Which...idk why people think that harassment is going to help in any way because it's the absolute opposite??? Ugh
Don't worry. She's been "dying" for over ten years (according to the comments section lol) yet she's still here. My point is I don't think she's going anywhere.
If you don't want to watch her "die," then why watch her if you feel that's going to happen? I don't get it. If she wanted to talk about her personal issues, then she would, but she's choosing to keep it to herself, so why continually bring it up potentially speeding her "death" by stressing her more about something she already knows. Yall act like she dumb, like she doesn't know, and she already admitted to it. Smh
We'll still be here when you become healthy, Eugenia. I come here every once in a while to check on you and your well-being. I'll subscribe when you choose healing. Good luck.
Yeah for all the Minors She Exposes to Ftshrz.and P33dz on Alllll Of Her Platforms and laughs-about it ..claims "She Doesnt Care"..(right outta-the🐴😃 mouth) And SNARKY REFUSES TO AGE RESTRICT)To bad her adoring gullable 🍭🍭🍭 cant stop living vicariously tbrough her because she glamorizes the Dark Illness that will eventually put an end to this ...The visual evidance EVERYDAY...is testament to this 🤡show.
She doesn’t. She’s using the term “hate” in an attempt to get people to feel bad & to stop saying the truth…simply because she doesn’t want to hear it. Sad.
There's intervening and then there's just bullying. Your genuine concern doesn't speak for everyone on the internet. Also who are you to tell her what she sees on the internet? Assessing her life through the prism of your own experience
I promise your followers will still be with you if you choose healing. I feel like you may need to hear that. And you will probably gain even more if you opened up a little bit more about your journey. There are a ton of people here who do want to support you in that way. I know this message will be ignored, but I promise there are good people out there who will root for you. Even if relapses occur. It’s TOUGH. I’ve been there.The negative ones always stick out, I know.
The sad truth is at this point, more people are rooting for her to fail because she undeservingly is an outlet for the shittiest humans on the internet. The true followers will def still be there, but an ungodly amount of them are people looking to project their own pain onto her because they see her as an easy target. People justify this by giving the narrative that Euegnia is intentionally brainwashing kids and is an evil person etc etc. It breaks my heart for her because she's going through so much abuse from people, and that shit FUCKS your head.
Hi...I'm glad that you doing what you must as far as healthwise...you are so sweet to share ur personal struggle it can be done. Thoo I see a young beautiful, smart & with alot of potential ,not addressing her illness, is sad...dumb she ain't! Again KEEP ur FAITH keep STRONG; 1DAY AT A TIME... & BLESSINGS ⚘💛💚 MUCH RESPECT.
She will NEVER choose healing until everybody STOPS CLICKING ON HER VIDEOS! And that is never going to happen. She will never even CONSIDER saving her life until she is left alone to think about it. At this point, she accepts her fate. Sadly, people will continue to click- even if the majority STOPS (which is unlikely to ever happen, no matter how much ppl try to unite) because there are still people that LIKE her doing this. They are sick.
Avoiding the obvious..were waiting for the revelation. You can't edit the video,what about the.. unedited you.. that we're seeing on this screen. You can't tweek that and make it look "wrong" it's obvious that health isn't an issue for you. Think about our little girls that are into your style. The example, as an influencer, that your setting. Remember the video that you did with Shane a long time ago. That's the last one I saw of you, then I see this. You have resources at your fingertips, show everyone what you can do with those resources to better yourself. That's what the girlies need to see in today's world.
God if she chooses the process of healing she will be the biggest role model in the entirety of the internet for eating disorders and addiction in general.
I want to see you heal. At this point, I don’t know what to do other than give you love while you’re still here. I don’t think you’re a bad person, Eugenia. I think if you were vulnerable about your situation, there wouldn’t be as much controversy, but I understand why you aren’t. We care about you because we see the situation for what it is, we don’t hate you. Please take care of yourself, drink water.
So many people are so incredibly hateful towards Eugenia. There are people who have started hate channels and claim it's to spread awareness .... so young people don't see her, but they upload clips of videos everyday OF HER and make fun. So young people are seeing her EVERYWHERE. I am so sick of it all. 😒
A lot of people are concerned for her well being but sometimes people have a really harsh way of showing it, if that makes sense. And some people say some really fucked up things to her and then disguise it at concern. I'm not saying that everyone is being mean to her but I do wish some people would be more kind to her while still showing concern for her health
Like many others have said here. I think there’s probably very few people who actually hate you. I think most of us are just really frustrated, sad and concerned. We see that you are such a beautiful person and we just wish you’d choose recovery. You have so much more to offer the world than being skinny. There’s so much more to you. I hope one day you live the life you deserve to live. Full of adventures, experiences with friends, love, travel etc. but know we don’t hate you. We’re rooting for you to get better
@@phuck8627 that’s why I clearly said “most of us” not “all of us”…..if you’ve read through the comments of any of her videos (which based on your comment, I’m sure you have) you would see that the majority of the comments are always people saying that we hope she seeks treatment and gets help. I believe the vast majority of us wish she would choose to get better but yes there’s obviously always going to be dark trolls on the internet that say horrible things. But they are hardly the majority.
@@anneasmr1 it's really not the majority that care about her tho, you all just decided to pretend to be nicer in more recent times, her comment section in the past was nothing but hateful and now it's about half of people pretending they care so much when they're probably the same ones threatening her and saying they can't wait for her to die before
Her channel is a whole lot more decent regarding the comments than some other channels having her clips with or without video comments. Eugenialovesomething channel had pretty much all the commenters like aggressive swarm of bots if I am being honest and some did not even stop for Eugenia's grieving video, which made me think only a bit or a psychopath keeps kicking down a person already down on the ground.
girl even if you just ONCE, HONESTLY talked about what you’re truly going through, it’s not that we don’t want u to be an influencer, it’s HOW YOU LOOK. it’s not about us WANTING you to die, we worry that YOU ARE GOING TO DIE FROM MALNUTRITION. and if it’s not an eating disorder, then tell us straight up. don’t beat around it. that’s why we “hate”.
@@caturday7564 but not here, where most people see and not understand. Why not talk about it? It’s always talking about everything but what’s really going on.
Je ne suis pas très douée en anglais donc je vais m'exprimer ainsi. Eugenia est une adulte alors, de mon point de vue elle est tout à fait en droit de décider si oui ou non elle a envie de travailler ou de faire des vidéos sur les réseaux sociaux et ce n'est pas à des inconnus de décider si oui ou non encore une fois elle devait arrêter. Si elle juge quelle peut continuer à faire des vidéos, qu'elle se sent bien et que ça lui procure du bonheur alors je ne vois pas pourquoi nous aurions notre mot à dire sur ce qu'elle fait. De plus, soyons honnête, n'est-il pas mieux qu'elle prenne du plaisir qu'elle s'amuse et qu'elle fasse c'est qui lui plaît plutôt que de passer des jours, des heures, je ne sais pas je ne sais pas ce qu'elle fait dans la vie de tous les jours, Ah peut-être penser à des choses qui pourraient aggraver sa situation ou juste l'isolé plus qu'elle ne l'est actuellement ? Elle a l'air d'aimer ce qu'elle fait alors laissé la prendre du plaisir 😊
I literally only come on this channel every once in a while to check that you're still alive. I'm a British woman in her 60s and I'm concerned about you, Hoping and praying that you get the help you need. God loves you.
Sadly it's basically only a matter of when she will pass at the rate. And just like you many other people only watch her videos to make sure she is still alive or to see how sick she is looking 😢 I don't even know how her channel is still active. Because you know if it was a emaciated animal people would report it and the video would absolutely be ripped down in 5 minutes, but we don't report an emaciated child 🤷🏻♀️🥺🖤
You do literally know that 100s of people say what you say. Is it really necessary to write a comment like this? That you come to see if she is alive every six months. Just come and go. No one wants to read that.
Her prognosis is very grim. The damage has already irreversibly ruined her health. Plus, her personality disorder is difficult enough but the audience magnifies the trance she’s under and it fuels her illness. This isn’t a “hate” comment just simple observation which gets rebuked hate.
EUGENIA. PEOPLE ACTUALLY LOVE YOU. I know, inside, when you're alone with just your thoughts, you KNOW. YOU know. And YOU CAN GET OUT OF THIS. You REALLY can. Noone is going to be mad, or disappointed in you. YOU aren't going to be forgotten or anything else. Girl, the millions of people (MILLIONS!!) are behind you and are going to be right here to support you, because they actually care about you. Don't confuse their concern as hate. The trolls are trolls and don't even matter. They post hate to get you to react. This isnt a hate comment. This is a care comment. And you HAVE to get help. You know this, inside, and you know you hate it. Little girls look up to you, you know how bad it sucks, being trapped in this, why let others go through this because they think you are "just skinny"...because you KNOW how they will get there. Just like you. Please. PLEASE. Think about it at least. You WILL be OK! You have an entire life to live, a great one, because you are loved, and these people won't let you fall. Eugenia. In your all by yourself time, just tou and your thoughts, alone. You know. Please reach out. 🙏
Things have got much worse, it won't be too much longer. I'm afraid she's doomed, the combination of an ED and attention seeking behaviour is a perfect and lethal storm.
@adrianh332 oh God, I know, I saw her recently in the Barbie outfit video and it's just unreal, it hurts to look at her, a literal skelton with skin stretched over it. Her mom must just be completely soulless to let her daughter die in the longest running online unaliving of one's self 😒
You're not pale nor are we hating, you're malnourished and we're concerned. It was so painful watching your thought process throughout this entire video; you know what the main issue is deep down, but your brain immediately redirects and masks the issue at hand. This entire video was you calling out for help about your condition - we hear you, it's okay and perfectly normal to relapse. Picking yourself back up is the strongest and bravest thing you could do right now.
She doesn’t even admit she has a condition so I seriously doubt this was her asking for help! I don’t know how u managed to get that from this perhaps you are just as delusional as she can be.
@@Junksaint she's not your family lmao maybe go help your siblings or parents or friends, why do you care about a woman from the internet who doesn't even know you exist, it's cringe. she can live how she wants to live and you have nothing to say here ''ohh so frustrating'' like what??? a person minding their business? you should do the same cause i don't think she ever asked for your help. even her own family doesn't seem like they're able to help her but randoms online are trying to.
every online personality gets exactly the same negativity rumors, and accounts criticizing everything they do. the difference is, they do what theyre supposed to do, and IGNORE IT All. she cant because she hates herself and knows its all true and is highly unnerved about the truth being spoken by everyone BUT herself.
Well it's toxic concern really. Like, it's like the ppl yelling at depressed ppl to "just get better!" and blaming them if the treatments didn't help. Eugenia probably never adresses her personal health issue because she is terrified of the idea of her being framed as guilty online because she knows and choses to not recover while every ed sufferer, me included knows that ppl don't chose to not recover but rather it just doesn't work. I bet she tried. I mean she's been to place and apparently had a horrid experience there wich is also common cause too little ppl know how to treat ppl with eds appropriately. What do you want her to do? It is her life. it is her decition to recover or not. if she wants to live with this ed until she'll die then that's her choice. No begging will ever change that. and I can understand her. She has no more friends because they betrayed her at least from her perspective. She only has her mom and her online career. and all you ppl do is reduce her to her health issue while she just wants to be seen as herself instead of her looks or issues. You don't constantly reduce a depressed person to their depression. so why do that with eugenia and her issue? Do you seriously not know that none of it helps? Please educate yourself about Eds before doing things that only worsen them. A good youtuber to start with here is "Of herbs and Altars"
for most of us Eugenia it isn’t hate and never has been. it is pure frustration from watching someone we care about deteriorate through a screen and there’s nothing we can do to stop it
precisely, there is nothing you can do to stop it. i understand the frustration, but try and direct it elsewhere instead of laying it on eugenia because that's really unhelpful.
I understand the care for her, and I know there's a bit of misunderstanding in communication for her and others, but I think if she's happy and comfortable being who she is and not hurting anyone else she should be left alone to do what makes her feel like herself, being a fashionista, being her cheerful bubbly self, enjoying life and the little things and moments, she's not perfect but she is the best at knowing herself and what brings her comfort. I know its hard to see a person in dangerous situations but sometimes you have to accept them as they are or not, but continue to love strong for them. I just see that she feels attacked andits hard to shake that feeling for some people, I just wish her the best and try let her have enjoyment in her hobbits without the added anxiety. Shes being honest on how she feels about the comments thats directed to things outside of her content and as watchers or fans we should respect her choices in her life as long as she is happy and healthy. If it bothers her to keep repeating the same concerns over, we said it, she see them and took it as an attack, we can't do more to change anything, but I do enjoy seeing that she is comfortable with who she is and we should atleast respect her wishes and support her or leave her alone. I wish the best for her i truly do, she seems like a wonderful person and i would hate for anything bad to happen for her but she is here in the now and very lovely and Im joyful we have her and that so many people cares about her, says alot about her character as a person.
That's her gimmick. If she gains weight she'd fade into obscurity. She's crafted an entire business on getting paid to pretend she doesn't starve herself. The only way to fix it would be for everyone to stop watching her. She's proven that.
I just looked at your videos from three years ago and I genuinely almost shed tears. Seeing what you said about your recovery and why you want for your future is such a drastic difference between what you’ve said recently.
Yo I just found this channel and looked back to the start of her channel and was so damn shocked to see how healthy she looked back then, even though she was underweight then, too! Do you recall which vid of hers talks about what you mention? I know you said this a month ago so fairs if not.
When you’re not getting enough views, so you have to make this kind of video every 4 months or so knowing that people are holding onto hope thinking you’ll bring up the ED. Lol.
@@lemonzandberriez that's not what I meant,it's usually better to try help Ed ppl by showing you're there for them and care and encouraging fun things they're missing out on,in my experience Bc telling them the look unhealthy is encouraging them, bc w most ed ppl and w myself anyway,the looking sick part of eds is a cry for help and is almost 'the point' of hurting yourself like this.
Please, we are all genuinely concerned, we don’t hate you, we are all here to support you, and help you through this, though you might not see it yet, we are all here and ready to help ❤
she makes money by continuing to be like this. all of us just need to stop paying attention to her. she wants us to watch and “be concerned”. if we all leave she’ll have to heal because what’s the point of being nearly unalive while making 0 money
As someone still recovering from ED: we all want you to heal so badly. Literally, millions here see your inner light Eugenia, and want you to be healthy so you can spread it. You clearly have so much to do here. Choose life.🙏🏻❤️ We will all be here for you if you do. We see more than your outside - we come for your beauty within.
I hope you don’t see this as rude or mean, but if you are recovering from an ED, I’d HIGHLY SUGGEST you don’t watch more of eugenias videos. I fear she could be a massive trigger. It’s great to hear you are recovering, I only wish you the best. And Eugenia. These videos aren’t healthy for anyone.
@@jemmmmyeah You’re very kind, looking out for a stranger. I don’t have a traditional ED with a proper name - I have an ED completely related to emotions. My family used to fight over the table and use me as scapegoat, which wired eating to trauma for me. I’m also bodydismorphic, but only when looking at myself. I don’t get triggered by anything other than mirrors or the act of eating, though Joe Dispenza’s work is proving helpful. I sometimes check in with Eugenia to see how she’s doing but I never watch her videos. Wishing you the best🙏
Um. No. Catering to men who have a fetish(that totally are attracted to other types just happen to have a dark side) is playing a part in darkness. Multiplied by the number of ppl watching her platform nefariously. Her light has been gone it’s a spec at this point and let’s see what she does with it. She needs to acknowledge the pro Ana forums. And the men on them.
I am glad you made your will to live the priority, you deserve to live not just exist. I wish you the best with your recovery, and hope that you filled with happiness. Your right to love yourself is stronger than the ED even in the hard times remember you are beautiful and will not allow your brain to convince you otherwise, it's lying.
I'd have no problem with Eugenia if she'd age restrict her channel. Kids should not be seeing any images of her. It took me forever to get my daughter to start eating right because of this girl. I don't think she'd be capable of giving birth to a child of her own, so she'll never understand why she needs to be age restricted. Especially since her own mother has not one bit of concern for her...
GET HELP GIRL! If it’s not a ED then explain that to your young viewers! You put yourself online so don’t be upset when people get invested in it! And care about you! ❤
It’s not people “CaRiNg AbOuT hEr” literally all y’all do is call her ugly and say she is a POS for having this mental illness and saying she “PrOmOtEs” ED’s when all she does is want to just live her life.
To be fair, we choose to watch this and no one's obligation to disclose their medical info. If it wasn't an ED, she'd have brought awareness to it by now.
she doesn't care she only replies to comments that encourage her to be unhealthy for views or some shit. her mother will inherit the money she has made bang ez buck
She already admitted that she has an ED. She didn't hint at it, she clearly said she had one around the time she was in recovery. She has since back peddled and said she felt forced to say it but it wasn't true. If she were to blatantly say now that she doesn't have an ED it would be a lie and we all know it
The dress, mannerisms, vocabulary and self-awareness of an eleven year-old. Frozen in time, likely due to trauma. Never dares to address the elephant in the room. Never once expresses sadness, anger, hurt, beyond people pleasing, "I didn't mean to hurt anyone". Dismisses serious bullying and harassment as "weird" and "funny." Nothing can be done, but it sure is sad.
She expressed a lot of emotion. Who are you to say how she feels when she just made an entire video about how you don’t actually know behind the scenes.
You( and your mom) say you're just skinny. All I see is skin. Healthy? You can't see your damaged organs, so you ignore it. You don't want to change or acknowledge any ED, so you're just going to continue to have fun with your clothes and videos while you're able. I love to see you smile and laugh. You seem so sweet with so much potential. I hope you change your mind, because nothing anyone has said seems to have made a difference in your recovery, so no judgment. Just keep having fun, and enjoy each day you have left. Not being negative, just straightforward. BIG HUG! Wish you well, and will think of you often. 🇺🇲
@@dagrun3821 she is 100% correct...however your ed helps vindicate and excuse EC and the mess she has made of herself...looks as well as tarnished...seedy reputation. Amazing how her dark illness leaves herself feelingless and Beyond Narcassistic so she can doop individuals(much like yourdelf) into glamorizing a 💀condition.Sorry for YOUR little (Big) Problem .... dear
as someone that’s has had anorexia on and off since they were 11 and now 23 this is spot on. i have nerve spasms and nerve damage issues with my kidneys, nerve damage to my bladder, issues with my brain and not having the same iq as i did when i was younger due to my brain from being deprived of the essentials i needed.
@Cookies Being overweight isnt NEARLY as unhealthy as this. You'd have to be like 600 pounds to be as unhealthy as Eugenia. And when thats the case, there are definitely people begging the individual to get help. Most people, if they saw someone slowly killing themselves like Eugenia is, would beg the person to get help even if starvation isnt in the picture.
@Cookies While being overweight is unhealthy, being severely underweight like Eugenia is a much more pressing concern that needs intervention ASAP. We aren't "frustrated at someone living". We WANT Eugenia to live which is WHY we are frustrated because her life is in serious danger.
Its definitely aware theres some sort of ED and all of your fans care and just want you to be healthy. They want to see you thrive and be happy, theres always trolls being someone in the eye of the public but you have to try your best to remember all of the people who care and support you.
Right, but that's for her doctors and family to encourage, not we the audience. The best thing anyone on the internet can do to support her is to not mention her appearance at all and just enjoy her content. She's fully aware of her condition and she doesn't need random people pointing it out.
Be honest with yourself. You received a tremendous amount of love and support during your recovery. The most love you've ever received during your entire youtube career. But you threw it away. So a lot of that concern and love turned into anger. Just think about all that for a minute.
Eugenia, it aggravates people when you pretend to address issues all while you blatantly avoid over 90% of what all of the comments on your CZcams account is actually about. You know it, I know it, everyone leaving a comment on your CZcams Channel knows it I can understand being defensive, in denial. If you felt that we, collectively "NEED[ED]" to address, or TALK, let's ACTUALLY talk. You took the time to make this ~20min video right? So let's ACTUALLY TALK about what the majority of comment left on your platform is really about. Let's have a REAL conversation for once. The comments are mostly regarding your health, eating disorder and mental health. If you are TRULY wanting to spread good, let's talk about eating disorders. Because that's what MOST of the comment on your channel is really about. What's your opinion on it? Do you think eating disorders exists? Have you heard about it? What do you know about it? What do you think are some of the so called characteristics, traits or symptoms? Regardless of whether you think you have it or not, if most of your comment on your platform is related to eating disorders, why not talk about it? That's not spreading hate. You seem to avoid it like the plague. Is eating disorder a bad thing? Let's have a REAL conversation for once.
The best thing you can do for yourself, and impressionable people following you, is have a conversation about the real issue. I think a lot of us clicked on, hoping you were going to address it. You cannot continue on this path. Some people who showing hate, don’t actually hate you… they hate the constant denial you’re in and they hate watching you get worse. Find the bravery to say “I’m not fine and I am worth more than this way of living “. Stop misleading your followers by saying “I’m fine”. We all want to see you much healthier, that’s not hate.
She's Trolling you and you fell for it That's all she does when not flashing for pedo cash There's a lot of wasted energy on this woman who is exploiting your concern
It would have to be ONE HELLA Speach because NOBODY with an ounce of commonn sense BELIEVES HER🐃💩..She has lied and lied and lied to the point that the second most sane individuals see her they either sit in disbelief at the🤡..or Turn It Off Immediately.Her "Speach" would have to have her attached to a Lie Detector.All that Gasping Nd High Pitch Exhale..would have the whole shibang messed up!
@@sebastiancoe4708 u need to know that it is a pretty big symptom in this disease. U deny everything about what people say related with ur disease so stop saying she’s denying it not helping her in any way just see her like a person not a sick person. She’s on CZcams to make her feel better talking chatting with people not talking constantly about her disease
Because she’s so obsessed with her looks I don’t think anything is going to change until her hair has fully fallen out. ( like bald). I can’t see her hair lasting another 5 years. It’s VERY thin. I think once the parts of her body she’s emotionally attached to, her hair, her gums/teeth start to decay fully, is when she’ll go back in rehab. Her body from the neck down, she’s not concerned with our opinion on that. From the neck up, she’s very concerned with it.
When my brain goes into overdrive sometimes, I have a hard time condensing my speech and so on. I am going through a lot of thoughts fast, whereas a listener's brain most of the time works in a much more tranquil and proper speed. I have gone through a lot of hard times as well, so there is much to work on in my physical behavior as well, like tensing up from my eyeballs to my toes. These things are so innate in me that it's difficult to stop one thing when another thing will take it's place when I focus on one. However, now that I feel alright, I can sleep, I know that I am alright at the moment, and I can write a relatively lengthy message to you that actually makes sense to more people than just myself. I noticed, that if I have a standard, like for example a limit of words and characters I can use in my commenting and messages, it will instantly show me that I am going too fast. Since I am unable to accurately do this internally, this external limitation serves as a notice, that no matter how I feel at that time, I am being too hasty. There is no universal measure for people and what size they should be. This is why I think a lot of people struggle with getting their message through to you and others as well, regardless of issue. They are saying things that you'd be correct to disregard logically. Since there is no measurement, what use is it listening to someone vaguely tell you measurements. There are however still some variables, that are not related to size or appearance. If you really want to measure things, there should be a base line for any measurements. Here's what I would try to do, and I really urge you to do this as a personal experience, since it doesn't waste time and it costs exactly nothing. I would create a system where if you cannot do something, then you know that something is wrong. For me for example it could be something like if I cannot run or jog for 30 minutes, then I know that I either have the flu, or something is generally not normal. If I cannot focus on things like chess, I know that I am not feeling that great emotionally. I do yoga, jogging, and light weight weight lifting. I have a system for each of these. Yoga is my most laxed system. My idea would be, that if I were to take my physical measurements now, I would know that now I am relatively healthy. These measurements would indicate that I am able enough, and my size does not hamper my base line. If I start exceeding these measurements, and at the same time my abilities are diminished, I know that there is probably a correlation, and I can start looking into what is wrong. If however my abilities remain or increase, and my size increases, that means that I am probably doing well, or better than before, or at least everything is as it should be. If my measurements go down, but my ability mentally and physically remains the same or improves, then I am also probably getting better. With a system like this, you are not stuck looking at yourself through vision, or through numbers. You are looking at yourself in ability. It doesn't really matter what people look like in the end, but it matters what their abilities are. If their search for looks hamper their abilities, then abilities should come first. If their abilities are improved by losing focus on looks, then they are on a nice path. Within this wide range of being human, you can find your own niche and work on it or loosen things up as much as possible. If you are unable to do things that an average healthy person should be able to do most of the time, then you need a cause for that. Whatever the cause is, this is something a person needs to know. If after all of this, one still wants to keep smoking, drinking, doing drugs, losing weight, achieving goals, and so on, then at least they can admit to others and themselves, that they know what they are doing, and that if anyone asks, they can articulate what it is they are up to and achieving. Please try something like this. Make it your own. But be honest to yourself and others when you try it out. Use accurate words and descriptions that others can understand. Pull up a dictionary to see an exact meaning of a word, and use that to describe things that come up. This way you will stay true to yourself, and others will not be able to try to convince you of things you should not hear, but you will be forced to hear what you need to hear and say as well. Good luck.
Eugenia you and i are in a very similar health situation right now and I just hope you remember that our disorders skew our perception of our realities. You and I are sick. Everyone telling us things can see the things our disorders blind us to. Good luck to you.
I hope you’re recovering or slowly. I’m so proud of you, i hope she gets better too, it is blinding but yes there’s good and bad that people see, but it’ll make you feel weak. I hope you get and feel better soon, mentally and physically. 💗
@@NativeVirgo And? That doesn't mean y'all should give this half-assed sympathy to her in the comments. No one here is ever genuine about caring about her, all people do in the comments is hate or assume they understand what's going on. You people sound condescending, which is another bulk of comments she gets.
Dementia is also known as 'The long goodbye '. Loved ones who care for and/or care about the person with dementia often live their lives in a chronic state of grief, long before the person with dementia passes away. Those who have never experienced this really have no idea how tormenting and horrific this state of being can be. It changes you forever.
My mom was recently diagnosed with Dementia. I tell people the same things....It's like I'm already starting the grieving process even tho she's still here psychically, just not mentally. You grieve over the person they used to be. It's like the fire she once had has burned out.
Very well said! My grandma had dementia, and suffered with it for over 4 years before she passed. My family had a long time to grieve her loss, because it was like she was already gone. Two years before her passing, she stopped saying more than one word responses. When she was a social butterfly, that often would monopolize every conversation. It was really heartbreaking to see her that way. Even before she got really bad, you could tell that she knew that something wasn’t right with her, because she would either repeat herself, or forget what she was saying or what the conversation was about, and it got progressively worse. So I think out of embarrassment she just stopped wanting to talk to us… it was really sad. It was a lot harder when my grandpa died, because despite having illness, he was still very healthy, and suddenly got progressively worse, until his body just gave out on him. So it was very sudden by comparison.
She's a Troll She is just trolling away exploiting dead people again and campaigning for empathy off her grandma's illness... she doesn't do anything to help anyone She can't even wash by herself
Relapse is a normal part of recovery. You can get better, you can live a long life worth living without starvation and obsessing about your weight. I promise. Please go to treatment. No hate, just love and concern!
"Hateful comments": comments from fans who deeply care about Eugenia and are terrified about her health situation. "Nice and supportive comments": comments from fans who tell her nothing is wrong and that everything is fine.
Sooo the example of haters like ppl like the guy telling her everyday that's she's gonna go on her knees for him everyday and apologise to him... Are just "fans who deeply care about Eugenia and are terrified of her health situation" Girl you wasn't even listening to her
the fact that you notice & address the comments about your grandma but disregard the majority of ones being genuinely worried about how unwell you come off as is just mind-blowing 😔
She's never ignored them. Are u new or just dumb as dirt? For yrs.,& still to this day when she speaks on streams, she's said she's not going to discuss that in any more detail than she's already. I'm not sure why u would think someone would talk about something they have zero desire to just because you say u want them to. That's weird af.😂
Siren Song explained it perfectly. I went through anorexia and a chronic crack addiction on top of it. I sounded EXACTLY like Eugenia and it was awful. If your body starts to shut down, this includes your brain. And it can be extremely tough to receive comments in that state because your brain can't process the comments normally. Pray for her!
We need to understand though that realistically, one will not find healing from a very serious mental health issue due to a comment, no matter how nice, and well intentioned the comment is. We as an audience aren't a part of her life, and do not truly know the true extent of what her situation is. There is not anything we can do as onlookers in terms of trying to get her help. Someone who is close in her life would need to do that.
Guess it's hard to realise the difference between love and "hate", given your household and condition. You talk about hate, when you couldn't care less about 1) yourself 2) your viewers 3) young people 4) your family systematic 5) your friends So.... guess you hate them all too
I really enjoyed the cooking video. Be kind to yourself. Sending you love. Remember, people who hate on others usually don’t feel good about themselves. I wouldn’t focus too much about what other people think. Just do what makes you feel good. Lots of people are cheering for you to get healthy. I love to see you be more open and try new things like cooking different recipes. Take care ❤
Her high pitch voice goes down to her natural voice when she is frustrated and her natural voice sounds better then that high pitched sound that hurts my ears.
Imagine how many lives she could change or help If she filmed her recovery and the journey. I would watch EVERY DAY...instead of just popping in from time to time to check on her.
@@Mag-ev8ho Yes it is... I don't think I've ever seen a worse case. I can't believe she still has her hair... what's left of it anyway. I wish someone would get thru to her.
@@ioszeged7274 I could understand that point... But I have to say that what she's already going through is worse and she's willing to flaunt that. For the love of life... if secretly is the only way she recovers then please disappear. She seems to love the feed back of her followers, maybe recovering in front of them would be a huge success... For EVERYONE.
I think at this point people who keep saying, "we are concerned", " We want to help you", "you are sick", etc need to STOP. What do you think she's blind? She can't read? She's 30. She knows what's going on. There are people around her to tell her. She sees the comments. She knows. She has countless of times said that she doesn't want people to talk about it. The best you can do actually to help her is by not talking about it. Just don't talk about her body or her weight or her appearance coz that's what goes on in her head all the time. She's an*re*ic and everyone knows it. You yelling in her comments or livestreams about it would only harm her. If you don't understand this disease then better shut up. Talk about the makeup, clothes, or just unsubscribe. It's not that hard.
Just checking on you Eugenia. I come by every once in awhile not sure if you will still be here. I’m always relieved to find you still here. Take care of yourself. God bless.
Jesus saves. Say no to pride, become humble and walk with God. When it comes down to the foundation, what more does God ask than to walk humbly with him. Go to him humbly, seek no one else. And we cannot save ourselves but we can choose to go to the Saviour! ❤️
Eugenia, you have to understand that once you put yourself out here to the public, your life becomes public, or as much of it as we have seen. You become a celebrity in your own right. That being said, if you are tired of all the hate, angry comments, and people saying absolutely horrid things about you then it can all be changed again with something very simple. Honesty! When you admitted you had an ED WE ALLLLLL were so happy for you because you are stunning, fun, great at makeup, amazing, fun style, and quirky! It was all so amazing. I, for one, have continually stayed with you because I know you're struggling. I'm not going to pretend I know at all what you are going through, but I see it..everyone does and we can want what we want for you but in the end it's all on you. If you put half as much time into doing cosmetic reviews as you do on Twitch, you'd have way more followers then you do. Understand why you are getting from people what you are. If anyone said horrid things about my mom, and I were you, I'd be all over CZcams making videos really explaining so that the wrong impression wouldn't constantly be brought up. I know it's so hard,but you did it once... Everything would change for the better, and you'd log on and see amazing comments. People care for you, and now it's coming forward as anger because you're a human being with amazing skill sets that could allow you to be a self-sufficient woman, with your own life outside of your room, in your parents house. I'll always watch and pray for you, but my heart hurts for you.
@kitty Tonic There are plenty of women influencers everywhere, her age that do exactly what she does cosmetically. Your opinion is yours, and I thank you for your comment, but I don't kick people when they're down. Everyone dances, cooks, does makeup tutorials, has pets they love, and plays video games. She is no different except She's terribly, terribly struggling with a mental disease that has a super tight grip. Tons of grown women, men, kids making millions doing what she does, including Eugenia, so your point is mute. Like your page is overwhelmingly mature..get over yourself lol
Gaslighting her audience. I am proud of people whom come on here. Most really care about her well being. When she passes on , she will be at peace. She will see and feel the pain she has caused . Also the people whom caused her pain.
Which religion follows the path that you see and feel the pain you've inflicted during your life in your afterlife? I'm generally curious or is that just a twisted wish that she does?
Eugenia PLEASE seek help, i have a bad feeling about you and your health. Please listen to your followers that cares about you and go see a specialist ASAP! 😫
I know a lot of these things are not true about you but I think they stem from the fact that you simply won't acknowledge that you have an eating disorder and are TOO thin. I definitely don't think you're abusing your grandma or trying to encourage people to look like you, but I do think people's minds go wild when someone looks like you do for so many years and never once mentions "hey yes I have a problem".
She has no obligation to you and anyone else with mental disorders. You say years right..Yes you guys harass her year after year after year while she is fine and tells you so. Its not good enoug. its like you want her to die so you can say I told you so. How do you sleep at night?
@@sallybally344 "A body can't ever be wrong" *cancer and autoimmune diseases exists* Look, I get what you mean by saying that, but saying it like it's a statement is just asking for people to pick your comment apart
You are bodychecking yourself even in most irrelevant videos. You flashed yourself for so long. You made it clear you have no desire to protect the kids from bad exposion you could be doing. I mean you've been playinb dumb for so long and everything you do is intentional you are a grown woman. You deserve those comments. The harm you do does not end by you it extends. You are harming so many more. Remember yourself in that video from 2019 where you say it is okay to reach out for help. Please do.
I think she is obsessed with how her face looks… She has a very round face and i feel like it stems from needing to have the skinniest face or being insecure of what her face should and would actually look like at a healthy weight… I have seen videos years ago where she’s like 10lbs heavier MAYBE..and her face is completely different.. I can understand….I can emphasize but I’m sorry this is really gross to watch..it turns my stomach and triggers me so much… I used to have anorexia for almost 2 years and it absolutely destroyed my body.. I still struggle with food sometimes.. I understand how hard it is to eat when you’re this small..it’s really hard..I remember sitting crying, gagging, trying to get the food down and you mentally and physically reject the food. It took MONTHS before I could get meals in without gagging of having to force it in… I can only imagine how intense that would be at this small of a size. I also think there’s a lot of victim shaming on her part here..no form of accountability..severe mental illness that’s being ignored and downplayed.. This is really toxic and this platform of hers should be banned on CZcams… I find it hard to comprehend that this is allowed to continue without intervention or forced recovery…
I have an overwhelming amount of thoughts about things sometimes and it doesn't always translate well and I get a little worried and insecure people are gonna misunderstand me. Text can always seem to come off wrong and you can't please everyone. It just seems like the world doesn't really understand you and that can be really lonely. I hope I am wrong and that you're living your most authentic and happy life. If not the only constant thing in life is change. I'm rooting for you and your happiness. My grandma has Alzheimer's and it can just be so hard sometimes.
As someone with an eating disorder, you NEED to get counseling and to talk to a doctor. You are very beautiful, but as a community we are very worried about you and sometimes perspective doesn’t hurt to consider. You’ve gotta read the room babe, we care about you more than just attacking you.
We have plenty of enough example that comments like this do nothing but itch your own need for being done vigilantly of Justice for this girl who obviously does not want help. Stop commenting stop viewing, stop engaging . It’s obvious and you’re looking just as stuck in the cycle as Eugenia is .
She makes money doing what she does. She lies every time she opens her mouth and she is a bully and there are plenty of videos on CZcams showing her being mean. She flaunts her body, who goes out in the snow with a crop top on and opens her coat up for a video? Who lays down in the snow dressed that way for videos?
You are the most caring, positive person! I see you girl, you deserve all the love and kindness you've always sent out to all of us. Your sweet spirit is a joy and a comfort to know 🥰
At this point you are in no position to mentally address any issue. Nobody hates you. They don't want to see you promoting your sickness instead of seeking for help. Which obviously is not the case. The companies supporting your sickness are despicable and should be boycotted by everyone.
3 minutes in and I had to switch off already. So her grandma has members issues but she contradicted herself because in the video she clearly acknowledged her grandma like she just didn’t hear her the first few times, so she didn’t have water. Not to mention I highly doubt she’s addressed the bigger issue at hand. The entire time I was watching this video it’s just body checking and excuses
Yearly checkin to see if Eugenia is still with us. Sad to see recovery still doesn't seem to be on the horizon, but as always I am in awe at what the human body can endure. We will all follow you if you recover! Pls get help.
I dont have an ED, but i am in recovery for carafentanyl addiction and i understand on alot of levels how much youre struggling. I cant imagine what it would be like if people harassed me the way they do you. Do the best you can, stay as safe as you're able. Do what you can to reduce the harm to your body if you arent able to get better right now. It doesn't make any difference to you i know, but the hardest part for me about staying sober is that ive gained 40lbs. I keep thinking about picking the needle back up just to be pretty again. I broke all my mirrors instead. I really hope you find peace and joy and love.
i have been recovering from a similar addictions as well i hope you are doing well and getting the best care it is hard when you pick up that weight i got up at least 50 or 60 within a month of recovery and it was a lot to handle but i was impressed with the other benefits from getting clean that is what kept me going and your right we have dealt with some of what she is dealing with i am sure she can appreciate our out look on it and just keep focus on that you are still pretty no matter what just fight them temptations the best way you can and remember the motto one day at a time I wish you the best of luck in your recovery and hope you find that inner and outer beauty there are plenty ways to shift in to a good healthy shape if that is what you are concerned with ❤bless you
I keep thinking how she's wasting the opportunity to become an absolute hero and icon by getting better. Can you imagine? She'd have book deals, TED talks, documentaries, etc. IMAGINE. People LOVE inspirational comeback stories. Stories of strength and overcoming adversity. They'd flock to her. What she has now rn pales in comparison to the possibilities of the future. Her content right now is cheap and frivolous. It's not meaningful. I see this path clearly before her and I sincerely hope one day, she chooses it.
Sadly, I know she’s being sincere but she’s also attempting to gaslight all her audience and herself. We all know what we see: someone slowly starving herself to death. She seems very sweet and so in need of an intervention. I hope she gets help.
Her friends did an intervention years ago. It didn’t help. Her mother was against it and in denial that she needs help. She ditched her friends who did the intervention and said they were “bullying her” she was in a treatment facility after a 5150 then relapsed because she never wanted help to begin with
She has such a pure heart I can't believe anybody would be down on her in her time of needing support most. She never asks for money she just asks for support. And she's nice about everything, that's not easy to do in today's world.
Dude, you're awesome and it shocks and disgusts me to see the chaos others have created around your life. Parts of our society and population are so stupid, and ignorant. People are obsessed with looking at others' lives and creating narratives to entertain themselves. People write all these wildly rude, out of pocket, personal beliefs out here acting so self righteous and high and mighty as if their lives arent disasters. it makes me sick that people can't think about their actions for a moment. Crazy how some cannot see a bigger picture and cannot think beyond themselves. You seem like a really cool genuine person and It makes me fkn sad that people are picking at shit constantly. I'm sorry u got the shit end of the stick and have witnessed people's feral ass personalities. Always wishing u all the best - supportive besties that have ur back and that you live life happy and thriving. I'm sorry people won't stfu literally man block all the negative bozos in ur life fuck em
No what's sad is u keep avoiding the actual subject and then get upset about people making assumptions. People will do that if u don't speak up and correct, like actually correct the situation. Don't get mad at people for being people
Truth. Accountability feels just as uncomfortable as bei g faced eith her reality when she was put on psych hold against her will. It's tough when you're the dumbest and most selfish in the room. Must be so hard to lock yourself up in an anorexia castle suxk sympathy and cash out of worse pff lonely idiots and pervs... such a hard life, living in a repulsive deadly elfish delusion and selling it to innocent susceptible people with unstable mental health status. .I feel SO bad for her as a clinician ehosees onky the ugly side and the suffering she hides under fake teeth makeup and wigs 🙄 Can you tell?
You're the reason I push to be a better person everyday. We love you Eugenia! We just want you to be your best self physically, mentally and spirituality!
Honestly the cake video was my favorite video on this channel in years. I love seeing people do normal things with their family. It makes me feel like I’m a part of it, which is nice because I live very far away from my family. Eugenia, when you made that video, it made me smile and I hope you’ll make more videos like it!
@@jjeennnnnn I don’t care to comment on people’s family dynamics based on a small snippet of their life that I saw in a CZcams video. If Eugenia wants to address that, she will.
Please be careful with these obsessed (fetishist) men who play nice at first glance. They can get really super mean ( you already know that) or even dangerous if you start to set boundaries/ take their pleasure away. You are such a lovely person and deserve better! ❤
She literally talked about everything except the main topic. We want you to talk about why you don't wanna be healthy. Sorry you went through those, tho.
She is clearly mentally and physically ill. She doesn’t admit that she does suffer from an ED…. It’s sad but only she can get the help if she wants it. Sad to see, especially since she was able to overcome it once before b
I'm so glad your grandma has doctors who are involved with her care! Who is your doctor, Eugenia? Preventative medical care is so important! I know you're a role model for so many girls, it would be GREAT to see a video of you endorsing going to get an annual exam to inspire other girls to really take an active personal interest in their health! You could do a video regarding women's health care and go get a regular check up to show others how easy it is to do. It would even be a fun excuse to wear a Gothic nurse's outfit! I'd love to watch you get your blood pressure checked and have your oxygen level monitored. Do you have a primary care physician you'd recommend where you are? I'm sure you would get a TON OF VIEWS just going to your doctor's office on camera! I'm wishing you well and hoping for nothing but health and happiness for you! Best Wishes!!!🖤💀🖤
This video is clickbait. You're welcome
You couldn't have even watched it all
Thanks, almost gave her that view
Clearly you didn’t watch the video lol
thanks i’ll head out
@@newnightwatch4502 I did obviously. I watch my videos at 2x speed
My cousin swore she didn't have eating disorders, until the day she passed from them.
I'm so sorry
Im so sorry for your loss 😢❤
sorry for your loss, this girl will have the same fate because she only replies to comments that motivate her to keep going and advocating to an audience that this is okay.
Im also sorry to hear that.
This is why eugenia needs to stop promoting her ED.
It’s a mental disorder that distorts their thinking. That’s part of the reason they don’t see what we do/they are in denial.
We don’t hate you babe we just don’t want to watch you die. It’s been made clear you have an ED love and we just want you to be healthy and be here for a long time. Some people definitely take it too far and say things that shouldn’t be said. Also dementia/Alzheimer’s is a very hard disease to watch someone go through I love seeing videos with grandma no doubt that you guys love her.
Very well spoken. However, she has unfortunately attracted the type of people who DO hate just to hate because people view her as an easy target. She speaks up for herself, but she is far too kind to people who want to watch the world burn. It's a really horrific thing to watch not because she has an ED but because of the things people do and say to her because she isn't choosing recovery. Which...idk why people think that harassment is going to help in any way because it's the absolute opposite??? Ugh
Don't worry. She's been "dying" for over ten years (according to the comments section lol) yet she's still here. My point is I don't think she's going anywhere.
Babe?!
If you don't want to watch her "die," then why watch her if you feel that's going to happen? I don't get it. If she wanted to talk about her personal issues, then she would, but she's choosing to keep it to herself, so why continually bring it up potentially speeding her "death" by stressing her more about something she already knows. Yall act like she dumb, like she doesn't know, and she already admitted to it. Smh
We'll still be here when you become healthy, Eugenia. I come here every once in a while to check on you and your well-being. I'll subscribe when you choose healing. Good luck.
It’s not hate, sis. It’s never hate. It’s genuine concern.
Yeah for all the Minors She Exposes to Ftshrz.and P33dz on Alllll Of Her Platforms and laughs-about it ..claims "She Doesnt Care"..(right outta-the🐴😃 mouth) And SNARKY REFUSES TO AGE RESTRICT)To bad her adoring gullable 🍭🍭🍭 cant stop living vicariously tbrough her because she glamorizes the Dark Illness that will eventually put an end to this ...The visual evidance EVERYDAY...is testament to this 🤡show.
She does get a ton of hate though, too...
@@traebee333 agreed. I see a lot of hate in some of these comments.
Your wrong, she does get a hell of a lot of actual hate.
Thats just her narcissistic way of denying it.
Please don't confuse hate with people being genuinely concerned for you.
She doesn’t. She’s using the term “hate” in an attempt to get people to feel bad & to stop saying the truth…simply because she doesn’t want to hear it. Sad.
@ELLIOT OFFEN GANGSTERTALKbiz what's so funny?
My God, her mom!
Didn't you watch the part where she said there were dedicadet accounts actively making fun of her? That IS messed up😢
There's intervening and then there's just bullying. Your genuine concern doesn't speak for everyone on the internet. Also who are you to tell her what she sees on the internet? Assessing her life through the prism of your own experience
I promise your followers will still be with you if you choose healing. I feel like you may need to hear that. And you will probably gain even more if you opened up a little bit more about your journey. There are a ton of people here who do want to support you in that way. I know this message will be ignored, but I promise there are good people out there who will root for you. Even if relapses occur. It’s TOUGH. I’ve been there.The negative ones always stick out, I know.
The sad truth is at this point, more people are rooting for her to fail because she undeservingly is an outlet for the shittiest humans on the internet. The true followers will def still be there, but an ungodly amount of them are people looking to project their own pain onto her because they see her as an easy target. People justify this by giving the narrative that Euegnia is intentionally brainwashing kids and is an evil person etc etc. It breaks my heart for her because she's going through so much abuse from people, and that shit FUCKS your head.
Hi...I'm glad that you doing what you must as far as healthwise...you are so sweet to share ur personal struggle it can be done. Thoo I see a young beautiful, smart & with alot of potential ,not addressing her illness, is sad...dumb she ain't! Again KEEP ur FAITH keep STRONG; 1DAY AT A TIME... & BLESSINGS
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MUCH RESPECT.
She will NEVER choose healing until everybody STOPS CLICKING ON HER VIDEOS! And that is never going to happen. She will never even CONSIDER saving her life until she is left alone to think about it. At this point, she accepts her fate. Sadly, people will continue to click- even if the majority STOPS (which is unlikely to ever happen, no matter how much ppl try to unite) because there are still people that LIKE her doing this. They are sick.
Avoiding the obvious..were waiting for the revelation. You can't edit the video,what about the.. unedited you.. that we're seeing on this screen. You can't tweek that and make it look "wrong" it's obvious that health isn't an issue for you. Think about our little girls that are into your style. The example, as an influencer, that your setting. Remember the video that you did with Shane a long time ago. That's the last one I saw of you, then I see this. You have resources at your fingertips, show everyone what you can do with those resources to better yourself. That's what the girlies need to see in today's world.
God if she chooses the process of healing she will be the biggest role model in the entirety of the internet for eating disorders and addiction in general.
I want to see you heal. At this point, I don’t know what to do other than give you love while you’re still here. I don’t think you’re a bad person, Eugenia. I think if you were vulnerable about your situation, there wouldn’t be as much controversy, but I understand why you aren’t. We care about you because we see the situation for what it is, we don’t hate you. Please take care of yourself, drink water.
We don't hate you. Most of us don't. We feel helpless on the other side of the screen. We just want you to be ok. Take care of yourself.
@@macbookfreak81 “no hate at all” Lmfaoo do you live under a rock or something?
She deserves hate. Google the discord situation. The channel mods report people who talk about it here
@@lillegoman She addressed the mod situation.
Memory patients ask for things over and over and over. Dementia is horrible.
So many people are so incredibly hateful towards Eugenia. There are people who have started hate channels and claim it's to spread awareness .... so young people don't see her, but they upload clips of videos everyday OF HER and make fun. So young people are seeing her EVERYWHERE. I am so sick of it all. 😒
Most of us don’t hate you. We are concerned for your well-being.
A lot of people are concerned for her well being but sometimes people have a really harsh way of showing it, if that makes sense. And some people say some really fucked up things to her and then disguise it at concern. I'm not saying that everyone is being mean to her but I do wish some people would be more kind to her while still showing concern for her health
She knows this, it's what she thrives on
I hate her
@@asatanicmechanic comments like this is exactly what we're talking about, stop making fucking assumptions
She definitely knows it. She's gaslighting.
Like many others have said here. I think there’s probably very few people who actually hate you. I think most of us are just really frustrated, sad and concerned. We see that you are such a beautiful person and we just wish you’d choose recovery. You have so much more to offer the world than being skinny. There’s so much more to you. I hope one day you live the life you deserve to live. Full of adventures, experiences with friends, love, travel etc. but know we don’t hate you. We’re rooting for you to get better
Haha. People literally tell her to kill herself everyday. Totally not hateful at all.
@@phuck8627 that’s why I clearly said “most of us” not “all of us”…..if you’ve read through the comments of any of her videos (which based on your comment, I’m sure you have) you would see that the majority of the comments are always people saying that we hope she seeks treatment and gets help. I believe the vast majority of us wish she would choose to get better but yes there’s obviously always going to be dark trolls on the internet that say horrible things. But they are hardly the majority.
@@anneasmr1 it's really not the majority that care about her tho, you all just decided to pretend to be nicer in more recent times, her comment section in the past was nothing but hateful and now it's about half of people pretending they care so much when they're probably the same ones threatening her and saying they can't wait for her to die before
@@phuck8627 I’m not here to convince you of anything. I’m just stating my opinion. Feel free to disagree. ✌🏻
Her channel is a whole lot more decent regarding the comments than some other channels having her clips with or without video comments. Eugenialovesomething channel had pretty much all the commenters like aggressive swarm of bots if I am being honest and some did not even stop for Eugenia's grieving video, which made me think only a bit or a psychopath keeps kicking down a person already down on the ground.
Anorexia has the highest mortality rate of any psychiatric disease, and this is why. It’s incomprehensible to me she’s not on a psych hold.
Says ALOT about the health care system in the USA😳😳😳
I do agree all anorexics die young untreated, but I am pretty certain depression has it beat.
@@EEsCZcamsChanel this isn’t an opinion. It’s the well documented, highest mortality of all psychiatric disease.
@@greenorangeviolet Sure, but do you think she doesn't know that?
girl even if you just ONCE, HONESTLY talked about what you’re truly going through, it’s not that we don’t want u to be an influencer, it’s HOW YOU LOOK. it’s not about us WANTING you to die, we worry that YOU ARE GOING TO DIE FROM MALNUTRITION. and if it’s not an eating disorder, then tell us straight up. don’t beat around it. that’s why we “hate”.
She did talk about it in shane dawsons documentary
@Caturday and now she is dying in front of us relapsed and swearing shes fine
@@caturday7564 but not here, where most people see and not understand. Why not talk about it? It’s always talking about everything but what’s really going on.
Je ne suis pas très douée en anglais donc je vais m'exprimer ainsi. Eugenia est une adulte alors, de mon point de vue elle est tout à fait en droit de décider si oui ou non elle a envie de travailler ou de faire des vidéos sur les réseaux sociaux et ce n'est pas à des inconnus de décider si oui ou non encore une fois elle devait arrêter. Si elle juge quelle peut continuer à faire des vidéos, qu'elle se sent bien et que ça lui procure du bonheur alors je ne vois pas pourquoi nous aurions notre mot à dire sur ce qu'elle fait. De plus, soyons honnête, n'est-il pas mieux qu'elle prenne du plaisir qu'elle s'amuse et qu'elle fasse c'est qui lui plaît plutôt que de passer des jours, des heures, je ne sais pas je ne sais pas ce qu'elle fait dans la vie de tous les jours, Ah peut-être penser à des choses qui pourraient aggraver sa situation ou juste l'isolé plus qu'elle ne l'est actuellement ? Elle a l'air d'aimer ce qu'elle fait alors laissé la prendre du plaisir 😊
She doesn’t owe us a video about her condition. Some people prefer to keep that stuff private and that should be respected.
I literally only come on this channel every once in a while to check that you're still alive. I'm a British woman in her 60s and I'm concerned about you, Hoping and praying that you get the help you need. God loves you.
God bless you Bethel
Sadly it's basically only a matter of when she will pass at the rate. And just like you many other people only watch her videos to make sure she is still alive or to see how sick she is looking 😢 I don't even know how her channel is still active. Because you know if it was a emaciated animal people would report it and the video would absolutely be ripped down in 5 minutes, but we don't report an emaciated child 🤷🏻♀️🥺🖤
You do literally know that 100s of people say what you say. Is it really necessary to write a comment like this? That you come to see if she is alive every six months. Just come and go. No one wants to read that.
Same!
Her prognosis is very grim. The damage has already irreversibly ruined her health. Plus, her personality disorder is difficult enough but the audience magnifies the trance she’s under and it fuels her illness. This isn’t a “hate” comment just simple observation which gets rebuked hate.
EUGENIA. PEOPLE ACTUALLY LOVE YOU. I know, inside, when you're alone with just your thoughts, you KNOW.
YOU know. And YOU CAN GET OUT OF THIS. You REALLY can. Noone is going to be mad, or disappointed in you. YOU aren't going to be forgotten or anything else. Girl, the millions of people (MILLIONS!!) are behind you and are going to be right here to support you, because they actually care about you. Don't confuse their concern as hate.
The trolls are trolls and don't even matter. They post hate to get you to react. This isnt a hate comment. This is a care comment. And you HAVE to get help. You know this, inside, and you know you hate it. Little girls look up to you, you know how bad it sucks, being trapped in this, why let others go through this because they think you are "just skinny"...because you KNOW how they will get there. Just like you. Please. PLEASE. Think about it at least. You WILL be OK! You have an entire life to live, a great one, because you are loved, and these people won't let you fall. Eugenia. In your all by yourself time, just tou and your thoughts, alone. You know. Please reach out. 🙏
Things have got much worse, it won't be too much longer. I'm afraid she's doomed, the combination of an ED and attention seeking behaviour is a perfect and lethal storm.
@adrianh332 oh God, I know, I saw her recently in the Barbie outfit video and it's just unreal, it hurts to look at her, a literal skelton with skin stretched over it. Her mom must just be completely soulless to let her daughter die in the longest running online unaliving of one's self 😒
I've never seen someone say so many words but say absolutely nothing . It's a skill or talent at this point for her
Then you haven't been listening.
It's not a rumor if you are watching someone abuse themselves in front of your eyes. You deserve better, I hope you can come to know that.
You're not pale nor are we hating, you're malnourished and we're concerned. It was so painful watching your thought process throughout this entire video; you know what the main issue is deep down, but your brain immediately redirects and masks the issue at hand. This entire video was you calling out for help about your condition - we hear you, it's okay and perfectly normal to relapse. Picking yourself back up is the strongest and bravest thing you could do right now.
She doesn’t even admit she has a condition so I seriously doubt this was her asking for help! I don’t know how u managed to get that from this perhaps you are just as delusional as she can be.
O.o
It's beyond frustrating 😔 we all just want to help her, millions over the decade, and she refuses to acknowledge the situation
@@Junksaint she's not your family lmao maybe go help your siblings or parents or friends, why do you care about a woman from the internet who doesn't even know you exist, it's cringe. she can live how she wants to live and you have nothing to say here ''ohh so frustrating'' like what??? a person minding their business? you should do the same cause i don't think she ever asked for your help. even her own family doesn't seem like they're able to help her but randoms online are trying to.
@canyouseethis whoa dude you're really negative for absolute no reason. Encouragement is better than ignorance which you obviously spew everywhere.
The assumptions people make or the haters is the last thing that needs to be addressed. We are CONCERNED for YOUR HEALTH and life.
every online personality gets exactly the same negativity rumors, and accounts criticizing everything they do. the difference is, they do what theyre supposed to do, and IGNORE IT All. she cant because she hates herself and knows its all true and is highly unnerved about the truth being spoken by everyone BUT herself.
Well it's toxic concern really. Like, it's like the ppl yelling at depressed ppl to "just get better!" and blaming them if the treatments didn't help. Eugenia probably never adresses her personal health issue because she is terrified of the idea of her being framed as guilty online because she knows and choses to not recover while every ed sufferer, me included knows that ppl don't chose to not recover but rather it just doesn't work. I bet she tried. I mean she's been to place and apparently had a horrid experience there wich is also common cause too little ppl know how to treat ppl with eds appropriately. What do you want her to do? It is her life. it is her decition to recover or not. if she wants to live with this ed until she'll die then that's her choice. No begging will ever change that. and I can understand her. She has no more friends because they betrayed her at least from her perspective. She only has her mom and her online career. and all you ppl do is reduce her to her health issue while she just wants to be seen as herself instead of her looks or issues. You don't constantly reduce a depressed person to their depression. so why do that with eugenia and her issue? Do you seriously not know that none of it helps? Please educate yourself about Eds before doing things that only worsen them. A good youtuber to start with here is "Of herbs and Altars"
My grandad has stage 4 liver cancer and has no choice to live. You do have a choice and your throwing it away.
We don't hate you, quite the opposite. We don't want to lose you.
for most of us Eugenia it isn’t hate and never has been. it is pure frustration from watching someone we care about deteriorate through a screen and there’s nothing we can do to stop it
precisely, there is nothing you can do to stop it. i understand the frustration, but try and direct it elsewhere instead of laying it on eugenia because that's really unhelpful.
I understand the care for her, and I know there's a bit of misunderstanding in communication for her and others, but I think if she's happy and comfortable being who she is and not hurting anyone else she should be left alone to do what makes her feel like herself, being a fashionista, being her cheerful bubbly self, enjoying life and the little things and moments, she's not perfect but she is the best at knowing herself and what brings her comfort. I know its hard to see a person in dangerous situations but sometimes you have to accept them as they are or not, but continue to love strong for them. I just see that she feels attacked andits hard to shake that feeling for some people, I just wish her the best and try let her have enjoyment in her hobbits without the added anxiety. Shes being honest on how she feels about the comments thats directed to things outside of her content and as watchers or fans we should respect her choices in her life as long as she is happy and healthy. If it bothers her to keep repeating the same concerns over, we said it, she see them and took it as an attack, we can't do more to change anything, but I do enjoy seeing that she is comfortable with who she is and we should atleast respect her wishes and support her or leave her alone. I wish the best for her i truly do, she seems like a wonderful person and i would hate for anything bad to happen for her but she is here in the now and very lovely and Im joyful we have her and that so many people cares about her, says alot about her character as a person.
You can unsubscribe and stop feeding into the attention she craves to continue starving herself.
Exactly
That's her gimmick. If she gains weight she'd fade into obscurity. She's crafted an entire business on getting paid to pretend she doesn't starve herself. The only way to fix it would be for everyone to stop watching her. She's proven that.
I just looked at your videos from three years ago and I genuinely almost shed tears. Seeing what you said about your recovery and why you want for your future is such a drastic difference between what you’ve said recently.
Yo I just found this channel and looked back to the start of her channel and was so damn shocked to see how healthy she looked back then, even though she was underweight then, too! Do you recall which vid of hers talks about what you mention? I know you said this a month ago so fairs if not.
When you’re not getting enough views, so you have to make this kind of video every 4 months or so knowing that people are holding onto hope thinking you’ll bring up the ED. Lol.
Our eyes do not deceive us, Eugenia.
I am nurse. You look unhealty. I don’t assume it, I see it. I hope you get better and healthier. And best wishes for your grandma.
Yeah, im a nurse too, I’m also a gay black man. She is for sure anorexic. She needs therapy.
I understand that you are trying to be kind ,but saying someone w an Ed looks unhealthy really triggers ppl.
@edgarosullivan7422 Yea we should encourage them instead and say they look great so they continue.
“you look unhealthy.”
@@lemonzandberriez that's not what I meant,it's usually better to try help Ed ppl by showing you're there for them and care and encouraging fun things they're missing out on,in my experience
Bc telling them the look unhealthy is encouraging them, bc w most ed ppl and w myself anyway,the looking sick part of eds is a cry for help and is almost 'the point' of hurting yourself like this.
Please, we are all genuinely concerned, we don’t hate you, we are all here to support you, and help you through this, though you might not see it yet, we are all here and ready to help ❤
she makes money by continuing to be like this. all of us just need to stop paying attention to her. she wants us to watch and “be concerned”. if we all leave she’ll have to heal because what’s the point of being nearly unalive while making 0 money
I hope u are able to differentiate between hate and actual genuine concern for ur well being.
She’s not
Just stop its so fn tired ...stoppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp!
@@dollclique8616 how can you not be concerned looking at her?
Her brain is too frazzled to tell the difference. Honestly I'm surprised she can still string words together.
Nah you “concerned” people are haters that use the “oh I’m just concerned” excuse vile and twisted
As someone still recovering from ED: we all want you to heal so badly. Literally, millions here see your inner light Eugenia, and want you to be healthy so you can spread it. You clearly have so much to do here. Choose life.🙏🏻❤️ We will all be here for you if you do. We see more than your outside - we come for your beauty within.
I hope you don’t see this as rude or mean, but if you are recovering from an ED, I’d HIGHLY SUGGEST you don’t watch more of eugenias videos. I fear she could be a massive trigger. It’s great to hear you are recovering, I only wish you the best. And Eugenia. These videos aren’t healthy for anyone.
@@jemmmmyeah You’re very kind, looking out for a stranger. I don’t have a traditional ED with a proper name - I have an ED completely related to emotions. My family used to fight over the table and use me as scapegoat, which wired eating to trauma for me. I’m also bodydismorphic, but only when looking at myself. I don’t get triggered by anything other than mirrors or the act of eating, though Joe Dispenza’s work is proving helpful. I sometimes check in with Eugenia to see how she’s doing but I never watch her videos. Wishing you the best🙏
Um. No. Catering to men who have a fetish(that totally are attracted to other types just happen to have a dark side) is playing a part in darkness. Multiplied by the number of ppl watching her platform nefariously.
Her light has been gone it’s a spec at this point and let’s see what she does with it.
She needs to acknowledge the pro Ana forums. And the men on them.
I am glad you made your will to live the priority, you deserve to live not just exist. I wish you the best with your recovery, and hope that you filled with happiness. Your right to love yourself is stronger than the ED even in the hard times remember you are beautiful and will not allow your brain to convince you otherwise, it's lying.
@@ashleyphillips5477 maybe, but it’s probably better to steer clear just in case.
I'd have no problem with Eugenia if she'd age restrict her channel. Kids should not be seeing any images of her. It took me forever to get my daughter to start eating right because of this girl. I don't think she'd be capable of giving birth to a child of her own, so she'll never understand why she needs to be age restricted. Especially since her own mother has not one bit of concern for her...
She cuts the video every time she breathes in
GET HELP GIRL! If it’s not a ED then explain that to your young viewers! You put yourself online so don’t be upset when people get invested in it! And care about you! ❤
It’s not people “CaRiNg AbOuT hEr” literally all y’all do is call her ugly and say she is a POS for having this mental illness and saying she “PrOmOtEs” ED’s when all she does is want to just live her life.
Exactly it’s her choice
To be fair, we choose to watch this and no one's obligation to disclose their medical info. If it wasn't an ED, she'd have brought awareness to it by now.
she doesn't care she only replies to comments that encourage her to be unhealthy for views or some shit. her mother will inherit the money she has made bang ez buck
She already admitted that she has an ED. She didn't hint at it, she clearly said she had one around the time she was in recovery. She has since back peddled and said she felt forced to say it but it wasn't true. If she were to blatantly say now that she doesn't have an ED it would be a lie and we all know it
you have an ED. it's not just an assumption by random people, your photos are a clear indication you need help.
The dress, mannerisms, vocabulary and self-awareness of an eleven year-old. Frozen in time, likely due to trauma. Never dares to address the elephant in the room. Never once expresses sadness, anger, hurt, beyond people pleasing, "I didn't mean to hurt anyone". Dismisses serious bullying and harassment as "weird" and "funny." Nothing can be done, but it sure is sad.
She expressed a lot of emotion. Who are you to say how she feels when she just made an entire video about how you don’t actually know behind the scenes.
did you guys see this article:
“CZcams rolls out new policies for eating disorder content
Updated 12:16 AM EDT April 18, 2023 New York”
by Clare Duffy @ CNN
You( and your mom) say you're just skinny. All I see is skin. Healthy? You can't see your damaged organs, so you ignore it. You don't want to change or acknowledge any ED, so you're just going to continue to have fun with your clothes and videos while you're able. I love to see you smile and laugh. You seem so sweet with so much potential. I hope you change your mind, because nothing anyone has said seems to have made a difference in your recovery, so no judgment. Just keep having fun, and enjoy each day you have left. Not being negative, just straightforward. BIG HUG! Wish you well, and will think of you often. 🇺🇲
@@dagrun3821 she is 100% correct...however your ed helps vindicate and excuse EC and the mess she has made of herself...looks as well as tarnished...seedy reputation. Amazing how her dark illness leaves herself feelingless and Beyond Narcassistic so she can doop individuals(much like yourdelf) into glamorizing a 💀condition.Sorry for YOUR little (Big) Problem .... dear
@@dagrun3821??
@@dagrun3821 what??
as someone that’s has had anorexia on and off since they were 11 and now 23 this is spot on. i have nerve spasms and nerve damage issues with my kidneys, nerve damage to my bladder, issues with my brain and not having the same iq as i did when i was younger due to my brain from being deprived of the essentials i needed.
nice comment, juste one detail : she does what she want with her life ! you musn't judge her health.
We don't hate you, we are frustrated to the core
How are you frustrated? Its her life
@Cookies Being overweight isnt NEARLY as unhealthy as this. You'd have to be like 600 pounds to be as unhealthy as Eugenia. And when thats the case, there are definitely people begging the individual to get help. Most people, if they saw someone slowly killing themselves like Eugenia is, would beg the person to get help even if starvation isnt in the picture.
@Cookies While being overweight is unhealthy, being severely underweight like Eugenia is a much more pressing concern that needs intervention ASAP. We aren't "frustrated at someone living". We WANT Eugenia to live which is WHY we are frustrated because her life is in serious danger.
@@vegageorge_vegan_texas_1998 Because most people have empathy and don't like to see other people suffering?
@@xMushroomFairy you have to realize you cant help people who dont want it
My grandmother had dementia and Alzheimer's, it's a really hard thing to watch your family member go through it. Sending love to you and your family ❤
❤❤❤
Its definitely aware theres some sort of ED and all of your fans care and just want you to be healthy. They want to see you thrive and be happy, theres always trolls being someone in the eye of the public but you have to try your best to remember all of the people who care and support you.
No one hates you.. We just wish you got the help you needed because you DO need it
Imagine thinking it's wrong to be skinny but beautiful to be morbidly obese. You people are scum
Right, but that's for her doctors and family to encourage, not we the audience. The best thing anyone on the internet can do to support her is to not mention her appearance at all and just enjoy her content. She's fully aware of her condition and she doesn't need random people pointing it out.
Whats her disease? This is my first time watching her.
How about a real talk about the real elephant in the room… the deflection…
Bing-O!! This ^^^ 100% ^^^
👍
How about appreciating her testing the waters of emotionally disclosing and supporting her. BINGO
@@lizzymarie4095
Girl it’s not hate, it’s concern and horror
Be honest with yourself. You received a tremendous amount of love and support during your recovery. The most love you've ever received during your entire youtube career. But you threw it away. So a lot of that concern and love turned into anger.
Just think about all that for a minute.
Thank You! Someone else who realizes that she doesn't give a .... about "support".
Just because you relapse does not mean you don’t care.
Eugenia, it aggravates people when you pretend to address issues all while you blatantly avoid over 90% of what all of the comments on your CZcams account is actually about.
You know it, I know it, everyone leaving a comment on your CZcams Channel knows it
I can understand being defensive, in denial. If you felt that we, collectively "NEED[ED]" to address, or TALK, let's ACTUALLY talk.
You took the time to make this ~20min video right? So let's ACTUALLY TALK about what the majority of comment left on your platform is really about. Let's have a REAL conversation for once.
The comments are mostly regarding your health, eating disorder and mental health.
If you are TRULY wanting to spread good, let's talk about eating disorders. Because that's what MOST of the comment on your channel is really about. What's your opinion on it? Do you think eating disorders exists? Have you heard about it? What do you know about it? What do you think are some of the so called characteristics, traits or symptoms?
Regardless of whether you think you have it or not, if most of your comment on your platform is related to eating disorders, why not talk about it?
That's not spreading hate. You seem to avoid it like the plague. Is eating disorder a bad thing?
Let's have a REAL conversation for once.
Speaking about ED is, not at All, adviced... as it would def trigger her and make it way worst.
So no, please, actually research your subject...
Easy for a healthy person to talk like a psychologist.. No, talking about his weight is not going to help her at all.
@@jojo-mg2gq who said I was healthy?
@@eamylord I actually know about this subject pretty well. Without talking, - which is part of the treatment, healing doesn't happen.
@@MSom28 talk about weight to a person Afraid of it IS def not a smart move...
The best thing you can do for yourself, and impressionable people following you, is have a conversation about the real issue. I think a lot of us clicked on, hoping you were going to address it. You cannot continue on this path. Some people who showing hate, don’t actually hate you… they hate the constant denial you’re in and they hate watching you get worse. Find the bravery to say “I’m not fine and I am worth more than this way of living “. Stop misleading your followers by saying “I’m fine”. We all want to see you much healthier, that’s not hate.
She's Trolling you and you fell for it
That's all she does when not flashing for pedo cash
There's a lot of wasted energy on this woman who is exploiting your concern
It would have to be ONE HELLA Speach because NOBODY with an ounce of commonn sense BELIEVES HER🐃💩..She has lied and lied and lied to the point that the second most sane individuals see her they either sit in disbelief at the🤡..or Turn It Off Immediately.Her "Speach" would have to have her attached to a Lie Detector.All that Gasping Nd High Pitch Exhale..would have the whole shibang messed up!
honestly, at this point i don't think she knows what her real problem is. it's so much deeper than anyone thinks
@@sebastiancoe4708 u need to know that it is a pretty big symptom in this disease. U deny everything about what people say related with ur disease so stop saying she’s denying it not helping her in any way just see her like a person not a sick person. She’s on CZcams to make her feel better talking chatting with people not talking constantly about her disease
Thank you for speaking the truth. ❤
Because she’s so obsessed with her looks I don’t think anything is going to change until her hair has fully fallen out. ( like bald). I can’t see her hair lasting another 5 years. It’s VERY thin. I think once the parts of her body she’s emotionally attached to, her hair, her gums/teeth start to decay fully, is when she’ll go back in rehab. Her body from the neck down, she’s not concerned with our opinion on that. From the neck up, she’s very concerned with it.
When my brain goes into overdrive sometimes, I have a hard time condensing my speech and so on. I am going through a lot of thoughts fast, whereas a listener's brain most of the time works in a much more tranquil and proper speed. I have gone through a lot of hard times as well, so there is much to work on in my physical behavior as well, like tensing up from my eyeballs to my toes. These things are so innate in me that it's difficult to stop one thing when another thing will take it's place when I focus on one. However, now that I feel alright, I can sleep, I know that I am alright at the moment, and I can write a relatively lengthy message to you that actually makes sense to more people than just myself.
I noticed, that if I have a standard, like for example a limit of words and characters I can use in my commenting and messages, it will instantly show me that I am going too fast. Since I am unable to accurately do this internally, this external limitation serves as a notice, that no matter how I feel at that time, I am being too hasty.
There is no universal measure for people and what size they should be. This is why I think a lot of people struggle with getting their message through to you and others as well, regardless of issue. They are saying things that you'd be correct to disregard logically. Since there is no measurement, what use is it listening to someone vaguely tell you measurements. There are however still some variables, that are not related to size or appearance. If you really want to measure things, there should be a base line for any measurements. Here's what I would try to do, and I really urge you to do this as a personal experience, since it doesn't waste time and it costs exactly nothing.
I would create a system where if you cannot do something, then you know that something is wrong. For me for example it could be something like if I cannot run or jog for 30 minutes, then I know that I either have the flu, or something is generally not normal. If I cannot focus on things like chess, I know that I am not feeling that great emotionally. I do yoga, jogging, and light weight weight lifting. I have a system for each of these. Yoga is my most laxed system. My idea would be, that if I were to take my physical measurements now, I would know that now I am relatively healthy. These measurements would indicate that I am able enough, and my size does not hamper my base line. If I start exceeding these measurements, and at the same time my abilities are diminished, I know that there is probably a correlation, and I can start looking into what is wrong. If however my abilities remain or increase, and my size increases, that means that I am probably doing well, or better than before, or at least everything is as it should be. If my measurements go down, but my ability mentally and physically remains the same or improves, then I am also probably getting better.
With a system like this, you are not stuck looking at yourself through vision, or through numbers. You are looking at yourself in ability. It doesn't really matter what people look like in the end, but it matters what their abilities are. If their search for looks hamper their abilities, then abilities should come first. If their abilities are improved by losing focus on looks, then they are on a nice path. Within this wide range of being human, you can find your own niche and work on it or loosen things up as much as possible.
If you are unable to do things that an average healthy person should be able to do most of the time, then you need a cause for that. Whatever the cause is, this is something a person needs to know. If after all of this, one still wants to keep smoking, drinking, doing drugs, losing weight, achieving goals, and so on, then at least they can admit to others and themselves, that they know what they are doing, and that if anyone asks, they can articulate what it is they are up to and achieving.
Please try something like this. Make it your own. But be honest to yourself and others when you try it out. Use accurate words and descriptions that others can understand. Pull up a dictionary to see an exact meaning of a word, and use that to describe things that come up. This way you will stay true to yourself, and others will not be able to try to convince you of things you should not hear, but you will be forced to hear what you need to hear and say as well.
Good luck.
Eugenia you and i are in a very similar health situation right now and I just hope you remember that our disorders skew our perception of our realities. You and I are sick. Everyone telling us things can see the things our disorders blind us to. Good luck to you.
I hope you’re recovering or slowly. I’m so proud of you, i hope she gets better too, it is blinding but yes there’s good and bad that people see, but it’ll make you feel weak. I hope you get and feel better soon, mentally and physically. 💗
Good luck on your recovery, you can do it!! 🦄💘🍭
How can you assume she's sick when you don't know. The whole entire video is her saying that's wrong.
@@Snow-xd4rv anyone with vision can see that she is knocking on deaths door. She's sick. Definitely.
@@NativeVirgo And? That doesn't mean y'all should give this half-assed sympathy to her in the comments. No one here is ever genuine about caring about her, all people do in the comments is hate or assume they understand what's going on. You people sound condescending, which is another bulk of comments she gets.
She just keeps repeating the same thing in different ways and saying like
I can't listen to the high pitch in her voice. I'm becoming agitated. Maybe I'm just old 😁
You must have said the word "like" at least 1000 times
Dementia is also known as 'The long goodbye '. Loved ones who care for and/or care about the person with dementia often live their lives in a chronic state of grief, long before the person with dementia passes away. Those who have never experienced this really have no idea how tormenting and horrific this state of being can be. It changes you forever.
My mom was recently diagnosed with Dementia. I tell people the same things....It's like I'm already starting the grieving process even tho she's still here psychically, just not mentally. You grieve over the person they used to be. It's like the fire she once had has burned out.
my great uncle had it before dying. broke my heart
@IDidItAllForTheNookie sending you and your mom love🙏🏻
Going through this now with my mom. Love and light to everyone who might be going through it too. ❤
Very well said! My grandma had dementia, and suffered with it for over 4 years before she passed. My family had a long time to grieve her loss, because it was like she was already gone. Two years before her passing, she stopped saying more than one word responses. When she was a social butterfly, that often would monopolize every conversation. It was really heartbreaking to see her that way. Even before she got really bad, you could tell that she knew that something wasn’t right with her, because she would either repeat herself, or forget what she was saying or what the conversation was about, and it got progressively worse. So I think out of embarrassment she just stopped wanting to talk to us… it was really sad.
It was a lot harder when my grandpa died, because despite having illness, he was still very healthy, and suddenly got progressively worse, until his body just gave out on him. So it was very sudden by comparison.
I feel bad for her because she is in denial…but why is this made about the grandma…you know exactly what we are here for…😖
She's a Troll
She is just trolling away exploiting dead people again and campaigning for empathy off her grandma's illness... she doesn't do anything to help anyone
She can't even wash by herself
I think deep down she knows she's sick
Well your not entitled to that video from her
Do you know how personal what u want her to talk about is??
Relapse is a normal part of recovery. You can get better, you can live a long life worth living without starvation and obsessing about your weight. I promise. Please go to treatment. No hate, just love and concern!
God it's like she's about five years old. Takes a million years for her to get to the point and the way she talks.
"Hateful comments": comments from fans who deeply care about Eugenia and are terrified about her health situation.
"Nice and supportive comments": comments from fans who tell her nothing is wrong and that everything is fine.
You’re delusional
You are obviously mistaken about what comments she’s referring to. She gets very nasty ones; inc telling her to d#e.
Sooo the example of haters like ppl like the guy telling her everyday that's she's gonna go on her knees for him everyday and apologise to him... Are just "fans who deeply care about Eugenia and are terrified of her health situation"
Girl you wasn't even listening to her
@@luvpinkcandy458 exactly
@@Annah-mm4nz Exactly no wtf
the fact that you notice & address the comments about your grandma but disregard the majority of ones being genuinely worried about how unwell you come off as is just mind-blowing 😔
She's never ignored them. Are u new or just dumb as dirt? For yrs.,& still to this day when she speaks on streams, she's said she's not going to discuss that in any more detail than she's already. I'm not sure why u would think someone would talk about something they have zero desire to just because you say u want them to. That's weird af.😂
Siren Song explained it perfectly. I went through anorexia and a chronic crack addiction on top of it. I sounded EXACTLY like Eugenia and it was awful. If your body starts to shut down, this includes your brain. And it can be extremely tough to receive comments in that state because your brain can't process the comments normally. Pray for her!
We need to understand though that realistically, one will not find healing from a very serious mental health issue due to a comment, no matter how nice, and well intentioned the comment is. We as an audience aren't a part of her life, and do not truly know the true extent of what her situation is. There is not anything we can do as onlookers in terms of trying to get her help. Someone who is close in her life would need to do that.
Exactly😢
Yeah, I noticed that….😢
Guess it's hard to realise the difference between love and "hate", given your household and condition. You talk about hate, when you couldn't care less about 1) yourself 2) your viewers 3) young people 4) your family systematic 5) your friends
So.... guess you hate them all too
I really enjoyed the cooking video. Be kind to yourself. Sending you love. Remember, people who hate on others usually don’t feel good about themselves. I wouldn’t focus too much about what other people think. Just do what makes you feel good. Lots of people are cheering for you to get healthy. I love to see you be more open and try new things like cooking different recipes. Take care ❤
Her high pitch voice goes down to her natural voice when she is frustrated and her natural voice sounds better then that high pitched sound that hurts my ears.
Imagine how many lives she could change or help If she filmed her recovery and the journey.
I would watch EVERY DAY...instead of just popping in from time to time to check on her.
I watched avidly when she came back from rehab just to be disappointed. I know people relapse but this is insane.
@@Mag-ev8ho Yes it is... I don't think I've ever seen a worse case.
I can't believe she still has her hair... what's left of it anyway.
I wish someone would get thru to her.
That’s exactly how I feel I just didn’t know how to say it
the true path to recovery from anorexia is extremely difficult and mentally painful, I wouldn't wish the tress of documenting that on anyone tbh
@@ioszeged7274 I could understand that point...
But I have to say that what she's already going through is worse and she's willing to flaunt that.
For the love of life... if secretly is the only way she recovers then please disappear.
She seems to love the feed back of her followers, maybe recovering in front of them would be a huge success...
For EVERYONE.
I think at this point people who keep saying, "we are concerned", " We want to help you", "you are sick", etc need to STOP. What do you think she's blind? She can't read? She's 30. She knows what's going on. There are people around her to tell her. She sees the comments. She knows. She has countless of times said that she doesn't want people to talk about it. The best you can do actually to help her is by not talking about it. Just don't talk about her body or her weight or her appearance coz that's what goes on in her head all the time. She's an*re*ic and everyone knows it. You yelling in her comments or livestreams about it would only harm her. If you don't understand this disease then better shut up. Talk about the makeup, clothes, or just unsubscribe. It's not that hard.
Just checking on you Eugenia. I come by every once in awhile not sure if you will still be here. I’m always relieved to find you still here. Take care of yourself. God bless.
I’m rooting for you. Someone told me once: no one is coming to save you. You have to save yourself. Be your own hero.❤
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Jesus saves. Say no to pride, become humble and walk with God. When it comes down to the foundation, what more does God ask than to walk humbly with him. Go to him humbly, seek no one else. And we cannot save ourselves but we can choose to go to the Saviour! ❤️
I was the one who told you that ! ♥️ And i remind myself of that everyday
Amen
Eugenia, you have to understand that once you put yourself out here to the public, your life becomes public, or as much of it as we have seen. You become a celebrity in your own right. That being said, if you are tired of all the hate, angry comments, and people saying absolutely horrid things about you then it can all be changed again with something very simple. Honesty! When you admitted you had an ED WE ALLLLLL were so happy for you because you are stunning, fun, great at makeup, amazing, fun style, and quirky! It was all so amazing. I, for one, have continually stayed with you because I know you're struggling. I'm not going to pretend I know at all what you are going through, but I see it..everyone does and we can want what we want for you but in the end it's all on you. If you put half as much time into doing cosmetic reviews as you do on Twitch, you'd have way more followers then you do. Understand why you are getting from people what you are. If anyone said horrid things about my mom, and I were you, I'd be all over CZcams making videos really explaining so that the wrong impression wouldn't constantly be brought up. I know it's so hard,but you did it once... Everything would change for the better, and you'd log on and see amazing comments. People care for you, and now it's coming forward as anger because you're a human being with amazing skill sets that could allow you to be a self-sufficient woman, with your own life outside of your room, in your parents house. I'll always watch and pray for you, but my heart hurts for you.
@kitty Tonic There are plenty of women influencers everywhere, her age that do exactly what she does cosmetically. Your opinion is yours, and I thank you for your comment, but I don't kick people when they're down. Everyone dances, cooks, does makeup tutorials, has pets they love, and plays video games. She is no different except She's terribly, terribly struggling with a mental disease that has a super tight grip. Tons of grown women, men, kids making millions doing what she does, including Eugenia, so your point is mute. Like your page is overwhelmingly mature..get over yourself lol
@kitty Tonic maybe so but she in theory could pursue a career in makeup or fashion if she were healthy and had the drive
@ma1102 That is what I said..her skill.sets are great 👍
@@steffiestuff5050 Thank you for taking the time to write such a beautiful comment. I agree with you.
@@jackintheback4768 Thank you!! I appreciate it. It is true I agree!
Gaslighting her audience. I am proud of people whom come on here. Most really care about her well being.
When she passes on , she will be at peace. She will see and feel the pain she has caused . Also the people whom caused her pain.
Which religion follows the path that you see and feel the pain you've inflicted during your life in your afterlife? I'm generally curious or is that just a twisted wish that she does?
Eugenia PLEASE seek help, i have a bad feeling about you and your health. Please listen to your followers that cares about you and go see a specialist ASAP! 😫
I know a lot of these things are not true about you but I think they stem from the fact that you simply won't acknowledge that you have an eating disorder and are TOO thin. I definitely don't think you're abusing your grandma or trying to encourage people to look like you, but I do think people's minds go wild when someone looks like you do for so many years and never once mentions "hey yes I have a problem".
She’s mentioned before and seemed to have gotten better but relapsed again
She has no obligation to you and anyone else with mental disorders. You say years right..Yes you guys harass her year after year after year while she is fine and tells you so. Its not good enoug. its like you want her to die so you can say I told you so. How do you sleep at night?
A body can't ever be wrong but a mind can
@@sallybally344 "A body can't ever be wrong" *cancer and autoimmune diseases exists*
Look, I get what you mean by saying that, but saying it like it's a statement is just asking for people to pick your comment apart
@@sketchalater4656 people with a healthy mind can look thin, if you want be be more literal there it is
You are bodychecking yourself even in most irrelevant videos. You flashed yourself for so long. You made it clear you have no desire to protect the kids from bad exposion you could be doing. I mean you've been playinb dumb for so long and everything you do is intentional you are a grown woman. You deserve those comments. The harm you do does not end by you it extends. You are harming so many more. Remember yourself in that video from 2019 where you say it is okay to reach out for help. Please do.
I think she is obsessed with how her face looks…
She has a very round face and i feel like it stems from needing to have the skinniest face or being insecure of what her face should and would actually look like at a healthy weight…
I have seen videos years ago where she’s like 10lbs heavier MAYBE..and her face is completely different..
I can understand….I can emphasize but I’m sorry this is really gross to watch..it turns my stomach and triggers me so much…
I used to have anorexia for almost 2 years and it absolutely destroyed my body..
I still struggle with food sometimes..
I understand how hard it is to eat when you’re this small..it’s really hard..I remember sitting crying, gagging, trying to get the food down and you mentally and physically reject the food.
It took MONTHS before I could get meals in without gagging of having to force it in…
I can only imagine how intense that would be at this small of a size.
I also think there’s a lot of victim shaming on her part here..no form of accountability..severe mental illness that’s being ignored and downplayed..
This is really toxic and this platform of hers should be banned on CZcams…
I find it hard to comprehend that this is allowed to continue without intervention or forced recovery…
I have an overwhelming amount of thoughts about things sometimes and it doesn't always translate well and I get a little worried and insecure people are gonna misunderstand me. Text can always seem to come off wrong and you can't please everyone. It just seems like the world doesn't really understand you and that can be really lonely. I hope I am wrong and that you're living your most authentic and happy life. If not the only constant thing in life is change. I'm rooting for you and your happiness. My grandma has Alzheimer's and it can just be so hard sometimes.
She’s not honest and has never sat down and told the truth!
As someone with an eating disorder, you NEED to get counseling and to talk to a doctor. You are very beautiful, but as a community we are very worried about you and sometimes perspective doesn’t hurt to consider.
You’ve gotta read the room babe, we care about you more than just attacking you.
This is hard to watch 😢
We have plenty of enough example that comments like this do nothing but itch your own need for being done vigilantly of Justice for this girl who obviously does not want help. Stop commenting stop viewing, stop engaging . It’s obvious and you’re looking just as stuck in the cycle as Eugenia is .
@Jayfree you can't teach an old dog new tricks. That goes for the viewer along with the streamer.
It's her own decision to live that way. No one forces you to watch.
gurl she don't care. she knows and will not change. save your effort.
Eugenia, just because you hate yourself, doesn’t mean everyone else does…
She makes money doing what she does. She lies every time she opens her mouth and she is a bully and there are plenty of videos on CZcams showing her being mean. She flaunts her body, who goes out in the snow with a crop top on and opens her coat up for a video? Who lays down in the snow dressed that way for videos?
Click bait…. same old video like her old ones we need to talk 🙄
nothing is clickbait. yall are so fucking inconsiderate it amazes me. she doesnt need to talk abt her ed to u, you arent owed anything
I think you would find if you acknowledged your eating disorder people would be a lot more respectful of you.
Facts 💯
Bingo
You are the most caring, positive person! I see you girl, you deserve all the love and kindness you've always sent out to all of us. Your sweet spirit is a joy and a comfort to know 🥰
@Ashley Phillips have a great day babes! 😊🫶
This is the best comment of the video Eugenia Your kindness melt my heart!! ❤
At this point you are in no position to mentally address any issue. Nobody hates you. They don't want to see you promoting your sickness instead of seeking for help. Which obviously is not the case. The companies supporting your sickness are despicable and should be boycotted by everyone.
3 minutes in and I had to switch off already. So her grandma has members issues but she contradicted herself because in the video she clearly acknowledged her grandma like she just didn’t hear her the first few times, so she didn’t have water. Not to mention I highly doubt she’s addressed the bigger issue at hand. The entire time I was watching this video it’s just body checking and excuses
U talk a lot but dont say anything
Yearly checkin to see if Eugenia is still with us. Sad to see recovery still doesn't seem to be on the horizon, but as always I am in awe at what the human body can endure. We will all follow you if you recover! Pls get help.
I dont have an ED, but i am in recovery for carafentanyl addiction and i understand on alot of levels how much youre struggling. I cant imagine what it would be like if people harassed me the way they do you. Do the best you can, stay as safe as you're able. Do what you can to reduce the harm to your body if you arent able to get better right now. It doesn't make any difference to you i know, but the hardest part for me about staying sober is that ive gained 40lbs. I keep thinking about picking the needle back up just to be pretty again. I broke all my mirrors instead. I really hope you find peace and joy and love.
i have been recovering from a similar addictions as well i hope you are doing well and getting the best care it is hard when you pick up that weight i got up at least 50 or 60 within a month of recovery and it was a lot to handle but i was impressed with the other benefits from getting clean that is what kept me going and your right we have dealt with some of what she is dealing with i am sure she can appreciate our out look on it and just keep focus on that you are still pretty no matter what just fight them temptations the best way you can and remember the motto one day at a time I wish you the best of luck in your recovery and hope you find that inner and outer beauty there are plenty ways to shift in to a good healthy shape if that is what you are concerned with ❤bless you
I keep thinking how she's wasting the opportunity to become an absolute hero and icon by getting better. Can you imagine? She'd have book deals, TED talks, documentaries, etc. IMAGINE. People LOVE inspirational comeback stories. Stories of strength and overcoming adversity. They'd flock to her. What she has now rn pales in comparison to the possibilities of the future. Her content right now is cheap and frivolous. It's not meaningful. I see this path clearly before her and I sincerely hope one day, she chooses it.
Sadly, I know she’s being sincere but she’s also attempting to gaslight all her audience and herself. We all know what we see: someone slowly starving herself to death. She seems very sweet and so in need of an intervention. I hope she gets help.
Her friends did an intervention years ago. It didn’t help. Her mother was against it and in denial that she needs help. She ditched her friends who did the intervention and said they were “bullying her” she was in a treatment facility after a 5150 then relapsed because she never wanted help to begin with
She has such a pure heart I can't believe anybody would be down on her in her time of needing support most. She never asks for money she just asks for support. And she's nice about everything, that's not easy to do in today's world.
@@ashleyphillips5477 where did i glorify it? you're not staying on topic you're just creating a topic that fits your narrative....
Dude, you're awesome and it shocks and disgusts me to see the chaos others have created around your life. Parts of our society and population are so stupid, and ignorant. People are obsessed with looking at others' lives and creating narratives to entertain themselves. People write all these wildly rude, out of pocket, personal beliefs out here acting so self righteous and high and mighty as if their lives arent disasters. it makes me sick that people can't think about their actions for a moment. Crazy how some cannot see a bigger picture and cannot think beyond themselves. You seem like a really cool genuine person and It makes me fkn sad that people are picking at shit constantly. I'm sorry u got the shit end of the stick and have witnessed people's feral ass personalities. Always wishing u all the best - supportive besties that have ur back and that you live life happy and thriving. I'm sorry people won't stfu literally man block all the negative bozos in ur life fuck em
No what's sad is u keep avoiding the actual subject and then get upset about people making assumptions. People will do that if u don't speak up and correct, like actually correct the situation. Don't get mad at people for being people
Exactly
The comments .. 🤮🤮 ignorant lonely enablers sh1tt1ng rainbows all over her face. It's embarrassing
Truth. Accountability feels just as uncomfortable as bei g faced eith her reality when she was put on psych hold against her will.
It's tough when you're the dumbest and most selfish in the room. Must be so hard to lock yourself up in an anorexia castle suxk sympathy and cash out of worse pff lonely idiots and pervs... such a hard life, living in a repulsive deadly elfish delusion and selling it to innocent susceptible people with unstable mental health status.
.I feel SO bad for her as a clinician ehosees onky the ugly side and the suffering she hides under fake teeth makeup and wigs
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Can you tell?
Please STOP doing body checks… it’s disturbing Eugenia.
You're the reason I push to be a better person everyday. We love you Eugenia! We just want you to be your best self physically, mentally and spirituality!
Honestly the cake video was my favorite video on this channel in years. I love seeing people do normal things with their family. It makes me feel like I’m a part of it, which is nice because I live very far away from my family.
Eugenia, when you made that video, it made me smile and I hope you’ll make more videos like it!
Did you see the end of the video when the mom completely rejected her? That’s not normal.
@@jjeennnnnn I don’t care to comment on people’s family dynamics based on a small snippet of their life that I saw in a CZcams video. If Eugenia wants to address that, she will.
Please be careful with these obsessed (fetishist) men who play nice at first glance. They can get really super mean ( you already know that) or even dangerous if you start to set boundaries/ take their pleasure away. You are such a lovely person and deserve better! ❤
Exactly these people are disgusting
These fetishist men Don t play - They ___Pay' the bits - and she does what they ask.
uuh news flash...she makes money off creeps like that donating to her
@@abbie_joan Yes she does certain things they request.
So every dude that watches her is a fetishist? Ok🤡🤡 can’t even watch your favourite streamer anymore whithout being called a creep
She literally talked about everything except the main topic. We want you to talk about why you don't wanna be healthy. Sorry you went through those, tho.
She Brings It Allll On Herself And Enjoys (HAIR FLOOF.. GASSSSAP...HIGH PITCH EXHALE....BODY CHECK BODY CHECK BODY CHECK)...🙄
We are not hating believe me, we're concerned for you
She is clearly mentally and physically ill. She doesn’t admit that she does suffer from an ED…. It’s sad but only she can get the help if she wants it. Sad to see, especially since she was able to overcome it once before b
This is all bs. People are just concerned for her health…
So of course she doesn’t bring up her extreme anorexia and that she will expire before the end of the year. This is so sad
It's really not sad at all
It's a choice she makes and she decided to exploit her illness for profit and attention
.it's actually very vile
I'm so glad your grandma has doctors who are involved with her care! Who is your doctor, Eugenia? Preventative medical care is so important! I know you're a role model for so many girls, it would be GREAT to see a video of you endorsing going to get an annual exam to inspire other girls to really take an active personal interest in their health! You could do a video regarding women's health care and go get a regular check up to show others how easy it is to do. It would even be a fun excuse to wear a Gothic nurse's outfit! I'd love to watch you get your blood pressure checked and have your oxygen level monitored. Do you have a primary care physician you'd recommend where you are? I'm sure you would get a TON OF VIEWS just going to your doctor's office on camera! I'm wishing you well and hoping for nothing but health and happiness for you! Best Wishes!!!🖤💀🖤
Ik that can be really hard I work in a care home it’s always really hard to see that happening