exes and o's episode 1 | me, myself and i
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- čas přidán 12. 12. 2023
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Use me as the "have Cari on the podcast" button 😁
As long as fans were tame and kind to both of them, I would like to see that. Also, Rose and Rosie please!
Nah because that’s their business
omg yes
@@morganbaldwin4828it is and Shannon needs to decide - however asking quite literally who should make an appearance on a podcast about past relationships does automatically push that answer. And she addressed she would talk about the song as well.
That being said I would really love to see Cari as a guest :D
like if you're feeling nostalgic
Would love to see Camie make an appearance!
Do they still talk?
@@hebbbby I don't think so, but Camies still on CZcams. I bet she'd do it if Shannon invited her.
I believe Shannon and Cammie have run into each other a few times while with their significant others (Becky and Taryn) in LA. I think she privately congratulated Cam on her engagement. They seem to be on great terms. Just living their own lives but genuinely happy for one another. How far they've come 🥲
@@hebbbby Cammie and Taryn played truth and drunk on their October Podcast. They answered listeners questions about fuck, marry, kill each others exes. Taryn said she would marry Shannon and kill Kara lol. I think it's weird for Cammie to be a guest because she's married but it would be interesting if Cammie and Taryn were on Shannon's podcast
@@3Oh3metrostation Yes, Taryn answered in her story that she and Shannon, Becky had met and said they were nice.😊
Would it be weird to request Rose and Rosie?? Idk contextually how that would work for the podcast but... I love seeing you all interact
YESSSSSSSSSS!
OMG YESS WE NEED r&r and Shannon 😭🙌🏻🙌🏻
Oh my god YESSS I love their dynamic
You mean Spon and Sponsie who have their podcast behind the paywall?
Please THE LAst time I remember watching Shannon was that collab with Cammie who said “when do you post?” 😭😭😭 also yes please invite THE ROSE AND ROSIE
Would love to see you and Cammie talk about growth and the topic of how one of your first significant relationships have shaped your future relationships.
Oh yes!! I love the specifics of that...the growth and how impactful it's been post-breakup with your other relationships. I love the self- reflection in that.
Requesting Deb as a guest, her fans miss her 😂
Omg definitely second this
i 3rd this!!!! ❤
Yes please!!!
Listening to your podcast out loud in the home I share with my girlfriend compared to your early youtube videos in my childhood room (with earphones in ofc so my family wouldn’t hear) is really something - thank you again all these years later for being a part of figuring it out for so many of us! Excited for this new era
It feels so insane. I feel like I'm 10 years younger but I know myself so much better now. So grateful to Shannon for everything she is
this 🥹 I didn’t even realize until I read your comment. Such an amazing feeling 🩷
can't even tell you how much this comment means to me.. the way we're all growing up together is so beautiful and something I'm forever grateful for!
ohmygod literally me too
Dude I feel this comment so hard. Watched Shannon when I was a young teen alone in my room with headphones for the exact same reason living vicariously through her, the highs and the lows. I never thought I would actually ever have those experiences myself. Now I'm watching this after my own devastating heartbreak (life lesson) and later in the present with my wife...
Happy to grow in this community with you guys. All the best to those in the closet who believe they'll never have these experiences (you will, it genuinely gets better), those going through the lows (breakups, heartache, not wanting to be single (you'll learn through all these experiences, patience, your girl is coming, and you're on the path preparing yourself to be the right one for her too)), and those going through the highs (we never thought we'd make it, but damn does it feel good to be here)...
As a very famous Brazilian song goes, "dias de luta, dias de glória" (days of battle, days of glory)
"You may be hungry - or in my case thirsty. Need a Beveridge?" I choked
I forgot how funny shannon is in the most endearing way
you were supposed to forget about that...
@@nowthisislivingthat part was adorable and one of my favorite moments of the podcast.
The queen of lesbian youtube is back 🥳
Definitely an OG, but I feel like Jenna Anne is the queen of lesbian CZcams 💯 would be sick if she got her on!
@@Cityof7headedBeastswho?
@@emmem4500 Look her up. U might also know her by Jenna Embers. She doesn’t really post anymore and hasn’t for quite a long time but way back in the day she did cover songs and original songs and they were extremely gay. Like one is called girl team where she sings about being on well the girl team. Another one is literally called the gay song which u would have to watch the re-upload someone die cause it seems she took that one down for some reason. She was also in a relationship with with Natasha Ponomaroff (who was in Hacker Girlfriend if u remember that Video from Stevie). But yea we’re talking like over 10 years ago. It’s crazy how everything is so different now from back then.
I'm getting vampire vibes. Shannon doesn't age.
Pretty
You glow differently when you actually have a good skincare routine and uhm special type of juice
I'll take it 🧛♀
Facts
"my comfort level is to put everyone above myself so I don't have to think that much about me because I stress myself out" its so real and relatable omg
we gotta work on that lol
@@nowthisislivingyep we do and to therapy we go!
tell me you're a libra rising without telling me you're a libra rising! 😅 (so relatable)
ALSO here are some people I’d LOVE to see on the podcast: Rose & Rosie, Amy Ordman, Ally Hills, Stevie Boebi aaand… Cammie???
i agree with ALL of these people
I would love to see Ally, I feel like she also has this old narrative around her name but has had a lot of growth since then (seems like it from her spotify and insta). I think she would be a great guest to talk about toxic realationships and learning to set boundaries etc.
@@vannija Yes!!!
Love the Ally Hills idea!
You already know the answer! We all need to see Cari Fletcher on this podcast!!!!!
It’s not gonna be Exes and Os without Fletcher
I honestly forgot they dated
@@MISSMADISONMEDIAconsidering the drama around it I suppose that it was a big contributor to Shannon starting the podcast
The bad jokes…the calming aura… the nostalgia!! Girl I am proudddd! But MOSTLY the growth❤️
some things never change.. but some things do too apparently!!
“I know my audience is growing up with me “ 🥹😭😭 crying.
That's so true actually ❤️😇
Cari and Cammie absolutely have to be on this podcast. ‼️‼️ (but I think that’s obvious) love this pod!
Shannon being adorable and flirty is everything i didnt know i needed
I never comment on CZcams videos. But, this sparked so much nostalgia and peace within me that I am compelled to let you know how much your channel has meant to me. I watched, listened, and laughed to this episode while getting ready for work this morning. I’m edging 25, and I just came out as gay to my entire family. I went from binge watching videos as a young teenager in secret to listening out loud in the little apartment I share with the woman I’m so madly and *proudly* in love with. So much has changed since I started watching your life unfold into the beautiful life that it is. I grew up watching you, and I felt such jealousy about your relationships, being so freely and openly queer. At that time, I never thought I’d come out to myself, let alone everyone I loved. I was so afraid to be who I am. Your content about queerness in a conservative state gave me so much strength and hope for a future where I could be unapologetically myself. As a closeted 15-year-old girl, your content made me feel visible. Shannon, as a huge fan of you and your content, thank you for your vulnerability. Thank you for sharing your life with so many strangers. I can’t imagine how scary that is - but you’re making a difference in not only my life, but by the looks of these comments, *so* many others. I’m so excited to watch this podcast as an OUT gay woman. 🏳️🌈
Congrats on how far you've come 🌈
You’re doing good we’re here to support your journey
the nostalgia and peace is felt by me too.. such an overwhelming feeling coming back to this platform in such a big way. and such an incredible feeling reading comments like this.. it's like coming home in a sense. I'm so happy that your life has changed so much and in such beautiful ways. sending you so much love and appreciate you sending it to me!!
Awwwh that's so sweet ❤️ yess she's literally a hero
@@emmahudson4931 :’) thank you so much 💜
The nostalgia I feel right now watching you oh my goodness... I found you in 2016?? 2017ish?? I was coming to terms with who I was and your channel was like a safe space for me. To see you back and making videos at a completely different stage in life is a crazy feeling but I love it. I can't wait to see what you have in store for us!! Welcome back!
i relate so much to this
me too
@@Itisdania
I'm so glad to be back!!
I found you in 2016 also. Right before you and cam broke up 😂
I was turning 30 and freaking out.
gah thank you for this. i’m 30, a lesbian, and also just getting over my 3rd breakup too. i really needed to hear this. especially the parts about exes saying crap like “right person, wrong time”. my ex said that when breaking up with me and at first it felt like it broke me and now it just makes me irritated. i’m learning there are no “right person, wrong time”. there are plenty of right people/right times and anyone who says right person/wrong time needs to reevaluate themselves.
there are plenty of right people and right times. you're so right!!
no SAME. my ex gf and I broke up last year after 4 years/ thinking I would marry her and I was so stressed out about starting over at 30 and upset that I moved across the country lmao. I’ve been single for the last year which is unheard of for a serial monogamist like me but now that I’m feeling ready to date again I swear it’s been so much harder than it ever has in the past. I’m so much pickier because I’m older, I’m so firm in who I am and what I need, and add in being gay that statistically gives less options. Life is just hard, that’s all 😭
Hard disagree. Just because you like someone and spending time with them, doesn't mean you're in the same place in life or that you want the same things. I've gotten back together with one ex after being with them for a year for the first time and the next time we were together for 5. Sometimes you need to work on yourself and your goals before dedicating your life to another person.
Omg both Stevie AND Shannon coming back to CZcams!!!! So excited 😀
OMG Stevie should be a guest 🤯
@@3Oh3metrostationYes!!
I was thinking the exact same thing @@3Oh3metrostation!
u know who we wanna see CARIIIII
Cari! Def Cari needs to be on the podcast!
Don't forget to like the top comment to make sure you're one of them waiting for Cari 😂 every vote counts
Yeah, I'd imagine it would be nice if when the Becky's So Hot situation does get addressed it's on the episode featuring Cari (if there will be one). Either way, super lovely to have Shannon back on CZcams regularly!
When she gets sober.
@@aleta5873 wdym?
@@aleta5873that’s an odd comment
We love a Shannon come back!
so glad you started this podcast! i’m so ready to see and hear about everything you’ve been up to and have experienced. keep ‘em coming! 🤍
this fills me with so much joy, proud of you Shannon.
Watching and listening to you is the first thing I've done after coming back from work to home today. You were right about saying that your audience grew with you, I started high school when I started watching you back then and I am learning so much about me, myself and I every day. Thank you so much for being so open and transparent about your life and inspiring me in every possible way. I feel the same way about what you said about not being able to talk about exes while you are in a relationship and putting everyone's feelings above yours. Thank you, again, for articulating it beautifully.
Aw Shannon, I'm so glad you're back. This podcast made me reflect on the fact that I've been watching your channel for almost 10 years now. Back then, I was in my last couple years of high school - a young gay fighting so hard to get out of the heterosexual, small-town mindset. You were such an outlet for me - I felt seen and excited for the world ahead. Fast forward to now, and I'm heading into my late 20's and am in a completely different era of my life, surrounded by a heartwarming queer community. Wild to think that we've all been growing with you, quietly in the background. Thank you for creating this safe space for us. It's been really cool to see you transform through the years and watch your passions shift and develop (like damn, she makes cyanotypes, too?!) And please - enjoy your time being single! Actively choosing to invest in yourself can lead to incredible things.
And as a side note: If you're on friendly terms, I think bringing Cammie back would be cool (I know you have before, but it's been awhile). She knew you at the very beginning of your journey. Hearing some reflections about how you approach relationships now vs. then could be cool. Thanks again :)
Well said.
I love reading about how all of us are in such different parts of our lives.. it makes me so happy and brings me so much peace!! thank you for sticking around
@@nowthisislivingYess. I was almost 30 when I found your channel. How I'm almost 40 🥺
Wow, what a breath of fresh air to see these 2016 Shannon vibes in 2023, almost 2024. We all needed this, thank you 💕
love seeing you back and love seeing you so honest and open! sending you love and strength to get through this third breakup ❤
I love seeing this channel back to life after so many years, it feels so nostalgic, I love this, thanks Shannon
Your community is still here, and we have been waiting patiently for your return
your videos made me feel like i had a community when i was 15 and closeted, i'm now 20 and out and even though my time in the closet was really difficult, i'm so grateful for people like you who gave me hope that one day i could be happy and successful and have people around me that were like me and loved me for who i was, not who i pretended to be
Been here since 2016, THANK YOU SO MUCH
I grew up with your videos basically and I’m so happy you came back with this amazing podcast ❤
I grew up watching your videos, and you helped me a lot during my coming-out time. Watching you again on YT in this mature phase makes me feel warm and comfy. Thnks! ❤❤
8:09 We want to see Cariiii pleaseeee!! 🙏🏼
This is a 2023 highlight for me. I remember being a teenager questioning her sexuality and your videos were such a safe place for me. My inner teenager is so grateful your back
glad to have you back Shannon, take care!
This video is so heart warming to me. Growing up watching your videos was a canon event. You helped me accept myself in a dark time of my life and watching you now means a lot to me.
Happy to have you back! Can't wait for future episodes ❤
I follow you since 2013 and I have so much to thank you for.
You've helped SOOOO soooo much during my coming out phase, showing me that I wasn't alone or weird and that I could (and deserved to) have a "normal" life just like anybody else.
Nostalgia is hitting hard right now! lol
Thank you for everything!
Love from Brazil 💚💛
I've been following you for YEARS and I can tell you it makes me the happiest person to see you here, talking about yourself and whatever you choose to share with us. SO thank you, thank you for coming back to us.
Vulnerability and transparency is REAL and key. 🙌🏻 Here’s to a new chapter in your life, bc whether it’s corny or not everything happens for a reason! Keep pushing forward
thinking about how I was watching you in 2016, in the closet, with my volume on the lowest setting so nobody would hear and now im out and finally really starting to truly express myself how ive always wanted to and youve always been such an inspiration to me growing up and its just very nostalgic watching this 🫶🏻
I find particularly brave and interesting when a person is self aware and shares that with other people, especially people they don't know. It's never easy to start a new journey, in this case yours to be alone but you'll get there, I'm also 30 and had to have few breakups to learn it all.
Relationships are as good as the effort the people are able to put it, so keep going and good luck. Full support from here x
Finally! :) I've been watching you for 10 years ,since your 'it gets better' video with your mum. You helped me so much with my sexuality. It's amazing to see how you grow as a person and I'm super excited to have you back on youtube :) And definitely I'd love to see Cari and Cammie on the podcast as long as it is not uncomfortable for you ♥Also, if you could get Giolì & Assia to your podcast that would be 🔥
love this first ep Shannon! thank you for sharing your thoughts on the "right person, wrong time" thing, I've never heard that perspective before and I found it really helpful!
I used to hide away in my bedroom years ago watching your CZcams videos. It was the only thing that gave me a sense of calming and normalcy and not feeling so lonely and scared as I was deep in the closet. It’s come full circle. Now I’m watching again, with the person who was my best friend at the time(she didn’t know I was gay) and is now soon to be my fiancé. Now THIS is living, let me tell ya. Thank you Shannon ❤️❤️
So happy to see you on my screen again Shannon ❤️ fully here to listen to you talk about all the things you've learnt through love and life in the past few years.
First time listening .
Love that you’re vulnerable and raw . Keep making podcasts love them
Good to have you back
Absolutely love this, been following your an Cam since day 1 both are amazing I would love to see Cam come back an maybe talk about growth y’all have and the things that helped shaped your future relationship but I would also love to see you mom on her seeing how she supports you so much
it’s so crazy to think i’ve been here since the tumblr days. i’m sure reading all the comments you realize the huge impact you’ve made on so many young queer people and i’m so glad that i got to be a part of this journey. watching this podcast brings back so much nostalgia and i just have to say thank you for creating such a safe space for us and thank you again for bringing it back. we love you shan ❤
I've just listened your podcast on Spotify and girl, thank you. I'm 33 years old and single, been for a while now and yeah, it's a bit scary knowing I'm the only single person in my friends' group and family but at the same time I'm quite happy about my life and I think that's very important too. If there's someone out there for me, I will meet them at the right time.
Man the nostalgia...I wasn't out when I started watching your videos and here I am now engaged and publicly authentically myself.... Keep doing what your doing ❤ I remember going through heartbreaks without being able to tell anyone....but at least having content like yours kept me in a safe place I needed when I felt I had no one...much respect to you then and now for doing what your doing for others.
Please bring Cari!
I LOVE YOU SHANNON!!! you and your creative work is so damn beautiful. I am so excited to listen to this podcast, definitely at the top of my podcast list now. thank you for being you always
Welcome back ❤ I have missed you!
Welcome "back", Shannon! You've been such an impactful part of so many people's coming out and sexuality journeys, and I'm sure I speak for lots of the community you've built when I say I'm so happy to see you creating this new space for your voice and perspective to be heard. Being online and putting yourself out there again is not the easiest thing, so big congratulations on launching the podcast. I'm so looking forward to listening, and I think you'll be able to foster a really supportive space here.
If you are both comfortable with it, I think having Cammie on the podcast would be interesting, not just because she was your first extremely public relationship, but also because that relationship existed during a time online when there was very little representation, and thus your relationship got put on a pedestal that I imagine was very challenging, given you were both young and still figuring things out. I'd love to hear the growth you've both had since then, the impact that had on you and the choice to keep next relationships out of the splotlight more, as well as reflecting on that unique situation of how you navigate your first very public relationship.
Merci pour ce podcast Shannon, depuis presque 10 ans tu nous accompagnes toutes et c'est un plaisir de pouvoir évoluer avec toi. Bisous ♥️
Love this!!! I can SO relate to taking a step back from the internet these past couple of years. After so many years of sharing so much online, spending so much of my time making content, it started to feel really good to keep some things private to myself, and to focus on my own joy, and not trying to create content about it. Now I'm trying to find the motivation to start up my mental health podcast again - making the content that feels GOOD. 💜
As a fellow 31 year old lesbian who has also been in three significant relationships in my 20s/early 30s and hasn't been TRULY single (not counting brief "breaks" with partners with the intention of getting back together) in 15 years and is also going through a very recent breakup, the worst one yet, this video/intro to this podcast couldn't have come at a better time. So THANK YOU! I already know this will be my go-to comfort pod as I navigate this incredibly painful breakup.
been here since 2016!! i’ve just been broken up (from an 8 year relationship) so i needed to listen/hear to this podcast… this is my first break up ever.. struggling a LOT! but i’ve noticed that setting yourself boundaries is sooo important to the healing process!
so relatable with the keeping everyone's feelings above your own.
Love this ❤ and missed you on here Shannon! Can’t wait to binge all these today
love this first episode so much, thanks Shannon !!!!
Sending hugs through the tough breakup. Stoked for this podcast!
THis video has healed my early teenager me. I am now 20 years and I'm so glad to see you back with new content and a "new beginning" to this channel.
So proud of you for starting something new. You’re going to be great! I feel like you helped so many people when you were younger and now you can continue that. Love you!❤
Momma bear is here and yay
I’ve been here since around 2011/2012 and the Cami days. Back when Cami and I both went to the University of Pittsburgh! That’s how I discovered you. I’ve loved you ever since 🥰🩷 you feel like family at this point. After meeting you a few times in person over the years, I can confidently say that you’re one of the most wonderful humans ever. I’m forever in your corner and rooting for you! 💕
New drinking game: Take a shot every time Shan says “straight” or “third breakup” 😂
on the floor..
Should I send you my medical bill for the alcohol poisoning...?? 🤣
This feels so right to see you on here again! Been following along since your original CZcams days - congrats on this new chapter 🎉
god i love this podcast! so much! this is so exciting, i haven’t ever felt this connected to a podcast or its topics and i cannot wait for the next episode. it comes at a time in my life where i need this more than ever before. thank you so much shannon!!
ilove you shanonn beveridge ❤
This was a really great episode, and i am so excited to finally be hearing more from you. you’re someone i always had so much respect for because i always felt like u had strong moral and values which aligned with what i felt, and also because of everything you’ve done for me and the community
THIS^ Like I have so much respect for Shannon and her values.
“Romanticizes relationships that weren’t really meant for you”
THANK YOU. I really loved hearing this take on whether or not you believe in right person wrong time. I think it’s 100% correct.
This is not to say that you can’t later reconnect with someone and it work out. I realize that is some people’s story. In that case it’s the exception and not the rule. I also think in these cases you are different people who have grown a lot by the time you’ve reconnected and have found a new appreciation for each other BUT this is hard to do. Often even if you have grown and fixed parts of yourself, we fall back into where we left off with our relationships however hard we try not to. The same insecurities we used to have resurface etc.
So glad to see you on here again❣ Looking forward to exes and o’s
This was great, really needed this right now. Can’t wait for the next episode!
Good to see you back. Thanks for doing this. Loved the episode 🙌
I loved this episode so much, I grew up watching you and Cammie, it’s so weird how in a way for me you guys were celebrities, these big impossible thing I could never have and never be, I still go a rewatch those videos from time to time when I’m feeling nostalgic about adolescence. I know you were just joking but the beginning of this video almost made me tear up because so much has happened since then, thank you for sharing your life with us, I really cannot thank you enough, you (and Cammie) have helped thousands of girls realize that there wasn’t anything wrong with them. Wishing you the best for this podcast and I can’t wait to listen to this every week:)
Really happy to have you back. I started watching/listening to you when I was trying to figure myself out: am I gay, am I bisexual, or am I straight? (Definitely not straight..... ) I was embarrassed and ashamed of who I was but you helped me gain confidence and honestly, I wouldn't be where I am today without you.
Loved this, Shan! Been here since your early videos and I felt like finally coming home from a long exhausting trip watching this. Looking forward to you being back with us! Sending lots of love your way! x
Love to see you back Shannon! Would love to bring Cammie, and maybe Cari in the future.
So excited and happy to see you again on here! 😍❤
Been here since Tumblr days. You are my Absolute Favorite Person, Shan. Will always stand by you through ups, downs, and all the many year hiatus'.
Now this feels like beeing home again. ❤
I've been watching you on YT since 2015, when i first realized I was a lesbian and not that straight like I thought before.. well since 2017 I'm in a relationship with my girlfriend an your videos were our frist connection with each other. And now we're living in an nice apartment and grew to be adults. Thanks for all the advice, support and love, Shannon!
been here since 2015 and i’m v excited to have you back! you / your channel has helped my queer journey so much, so i’m very much looking forward to the different topics that’ll be discussed and your stance on everything
Been here since 2012.
Super excited to see/hear a new dimension of your thoughts, experiences etc.
It's beautiful to see a life through various stages and to feel reflected in some ways, inspired in others and also just having the pleasure of knowing glimpses of another human being over the years.
Cheers to the fullness of Queer lives in every season of life. 🌈
Welcome Back Shannon ❤
I didn’t want this podcast to end! Sooo excited for the next episode!
Welcome back Shan, we missed you a lot!
so excited for you! you were my representation when i was in middle school and made me feel like i had someone who got me. much love
Great job Shannon so happy to see u back ❤️ cant wait to listen to more
Hahahah the intro is gold! Thanks for being so open and honest Shan 🙌 looking fwd to the rest of the season!😍
It was great to finally see you again!!! Much love and respect ✊❤️
I didnt know I needed this. Missed you Shannon, I'm so happy listening to this and whatever you want to share with us ❤
so great to have you back on youtube!! I've been here since you started your channel (tumblr era) and i missed you so much. Thank you for sharing this and i cant wait for more!! All my love from Spain ❤
thanks for sticking around
so good to see you back!!
You are so emotionally intelligent Shannon. I've been a viewer since 2015 and I've always come back to check in on you and your journey. I wish you nothing but happiness and creative fruition through this time, and the podcast sounds like it's coming at a good time for you. Here for the ride always.
Yay!! So happy Shannon is back. Been here since 2016
don't worry shannon, some of us are in our 20's and have never been in a relationship and that is okay too. also don't be afraid of being single, i really love being single and am not so relationship-oriented myself and that mindset really helps to enjoy just being yourself and doing things on your own and doing things with friends and loved ones. you'll be okay, there is no rush
Our Queen is back and glowing ❤😘
Shannooooonn, it's so nice that you're back on youtube!! it feels so cozy and familiar in the best way