AUDIT (The Walten Files song) - weevildoing ft. Tsurumaki Maki/弦巻マキ

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  • happy (early) halloween!
    MY BF DID SO MUCH ART FOR THIS!!! CHECK OUT HIS CHANNEL / feraljayce
    wooo, my first fan song!! i've been working on this for a few months now; i'm SO relieved to have it done, especially in time for spooky season :D anyways, hopefully u guys (both vocal synth fans and twf fans) enjoy this!! ik its not perfect, but it was at least fun to make ^^
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  • @WeevilDoing
    @WeevilDoing  Před 2 měsíci +319

    making a new pinned comment for this video!
    i honestly don’t like this song very much and it isn’t representative of my current work. i made it because TWF is loosely inspired by FNAF, and since FNAF has so many fan songs, i thought it would be funny to make a fan song for TWF, since one didn’t exist yet, at least not to my knowledge at the time i released it. (i could be wrong!) it was also still one of my first full-length songs. even when i first posted it, i wasn’t super happy with it, but it got a lot of attention and the revenue from it has honestly been helping me survive through college as a disabled person who physically can’t leave my dorm much.
    i make better music now and i don’t believe this song is exemplary of what i currently produce, but i’m keeping it up just for the AdSense money. i know that probably sounds uncaring, but please understand that it kind of sucks having a song i don’t really like being my most popular one, and being “the AUDIT person”, instead of being recognized for the deeply personal projects i spend a lot of time on. if you would like to toss any money my way so i can keep producing vocal synth music and buying food for myself, i have a Patreon and a Ko-fi. thanks for reading.
    ko-fi.com/weevildoing
    www.patreon.com/WeevilDoing

    • @Pink_Pouf
      @Pink_Pouf Před 2 měsíci +49

      As someone who is fan of both your current music and TWF (this song being a huge catalyst for the latter), I really appreciate that you're keeping this song up despite your distaste for it. It's made a really big impact on so many people and, as silly as it may sound, this song has helped me make sense of a lot of my own turmoil.
      Despite it being outdated when compared to your current work, it still holds the same elements of suffering and awareness of how being in specific kinds of pain feels (The Post-Traumatic Manifesto has me CRUSHED like a little bug *every song is so good*). It also has the commonality of uniting people who know how these feelings are: your songs tend to feel raw and real and kind of cut straight into my soul when I listen to them, and AUDIT is not much of an exception for me. (and this is not to mention your musical talent, your backing music has always been SO AWESOME!!! Though it really really shines in your current work it also exists here and oooooh I get a high listenign to it sometimes its so fun (thank you for uploading instrumentals!!!))
      Of course, this is your work; there is no shame whatsoever in taking it down if you ever want to (especially because it feels like it misrepresents your work as a whole). But for now, thank you for keeping it up, and I can't WAIT to meet the rest of the PTM girls!! :)

    • @Jai_545
      @Jai_545 Před 2 měsíci +12

      Dude I had this song stuck in my head all day dw it's fine 😭

    • @sharkiestbaiter
      @sharkiestbaiter Před 2 měsíci +25

      It's okay!! We're all still listening to your newer stuff!! You did this because it was popular at the time and wanted to see if you could make something fun off of it, and you did, and people loved it! Just like everything else you've made.

    • @bananabread.
      @bananabread. Před 2 měsíci +19

      wait but this song is such a banger what

    • @Jai_545
      @Jai_545 Před 2 měsíci +7

      @@bananabread. that's what I'm sayin!

  • @partydinozIII
    @partydinozIII Před 9 měsíci +4868

    PLAYING THIS IN THE CAR WITH MY NIECE AND NEPHEW 🔥🔥🔥
    update: guys i got bad news

    • @aclotheatingmoth
      @aclotheatingmoth Před 8 měsíci +657

      hey did you guys make it back home yet, it's been more than three hours 🤨

    • @aforgie667
      @aforgie667 Před 8 měsíci +207

      ☠️☠️☠️

    • @partydinozIII
      @partydinozIII Před 8 měsíci +221

      @@aforgie667 literally

    • @0r30.N1ck
      @0r30.N1ck Před 8 měsíci +286

      Where are my kids, Dino?

    • @ekkocherry
      @ekkocherry Před 8 měsíci +50

      😨??????

  • @sarafergar
    @sarafergar Před 2 lety +11569

    he has a powerful job, he has a wonderful wife, she criticizes him for being egocentric

  • @cloudywisecat9385
    @cloudywisecat9385 Před rokem +2117

    why is a song about an alchoholic killing his business partners children such a fucking banger

    • @tealpineapples
      @tealpineapples Před 9 měsíci +43

      REAL ive listened to this song maybe more than 30 times LMAO

    • @aforgie667
      @aforgie667 Před 8 měsíci +39

      HELP WHY IS THIS SO FUNNY

    • @Tahberrah
      @Tahberrah Před 4 měsíci +1

      IDK

    • @astraphobia0761
      @astraphobia0761 Před 3 měsíci +5

      This is just a taste of what the fnaf fandom is like.

    • @khajiity
      @khajiity Před 3 měsíci +3

      @@astraphobia0761 this isn't fnaf tho lmao

  • @Suberrrrrr
    @Suberrrrrr Před 2 lety +5393

    I love how Jack looks infinitely scarier than Felix, but Felix was the bad apple of the two.

    • @kyanxbel
      @kyanxbel Před rokem +240

      LITERALLY

    • @ChaoticTactics
      @ChaoticTactics Před rokem +534

      It's because Jack is fucking furious bro, I'd be pissed too tbh

    • @boopbop2092
      @boopbop2092 Před rokem +491

      Yea I'd be a lil furious is my long time friend killed my children in a car accident and covered it up and I mysteriously disappeared 🌜

    • @ChaoticTactics
      @ChaoticTactics Před rokem +201

      @@boopbop2092 only a little furious. Just a bit. Wasnt that big of a deal actually.

    • @atlanticmapping4089
      @atlanticmapping4089 Před rokem +83

      Looks can truly be deceiving

  • @buckethatboy8719
    @buckethatboy8719 Před 2 lety +4850

    brb summoning Martin himself to see this

  • @tophatboi8018
    @tophatboi8018 Před 2 lety +6085

    Seeing Jack visibly concerned for Felix just feels…painful. These two must’ve had a great friendship. I can only imagine how bad it got.

    • @cloudywhxliensxx5806
      @cloudywhxliensxx5806 Před rokem +339

      this is quite a late comment lol but i was rewatching the walten files and i just kept on thinking about how painful the way their friendship faded away. felix’s regret for what he did and how much he feels for jack is soul crushing and it’s just such a scary and painful masterpiece !

    • @user-pn2es9ne2j
      @user-pn2es9ne2j Před rokem +126

      Especially when they were working together as co-owners. I think after the crash, Felix kept his addiction (not sure tho). It does probably feel painful to watch your friend slip away into alcohol.

    • @macaquesnumberonefan
      @macaquesnumberonefan Před 3 měsíci +22

      looking at this now, it hurts so much worse that jack never knew about felix's addiction.

    • @breffnilynch1875
      @breffnilynch1875 Před 3 měsíci +7

      It would be pretty interesting if this happened after jack died, because in episode 4, bon or jack would give life to the victims of bon’s burgers. Imagine if Felix just went to wonderland and was like “ohhh uh hey jack, nice haircut. Oh! You just saw Ed and Molly? Nojack jack please!at least turn me into the clown thing!”*possesses a sock*

  • @kanpoj3296
    @kanpoj3296 Před rokem +2488

    I realized now a year later while studying to become a nurse that "AUDIT" is an survey for people with alcohol addiction. It's basicaly used to identify risky and harmful alcohol consumption. Reading about it made me remember this song again. Such a clever name! Also love the song ;)

    • @Captain_Ravioli7321
      @Captain_Ravioli7321 Před 9 měsíci +60

      TY FOR EXPLAINING I GOOGLED AUDIT AND GOT LIKE 4 DEFINITIONS (none of which relating to alcoholism)

    • @CharacteristicLizard
      @CharacteristicLizard Před 8 měsíci +64

      If anyone wants to look it up, its called the Alcohol Use Disorders Identification Test :)

    • @0ddestMouse
      @0ddestMouse Před 5 měsíci +13

      nah I speak Latin and I thought they were talking about the Latin word 💀

    • @sunnyquinn3888
      @sunnyquinn3888 Před 4 měsíci +7

      Ohhh, I always wondered how the song got that name!

  • @hhhhhhhhhh176
    @hhhhhhhhhh176 Před rokem +3947

    The beat: 😎📱🕺🎶🎵🔥💥
    The lyrics: 😰😞🫠😵‍💫💔🍷🥃☠️🪦💥🚗

  • @JellyfishVera
    @JellyfishVera Před 2 lety +3175

    My favorite part is when he’s driving with the kids and he says “I’m really sorry Jack, I-“ and it cuts off to the part where the car crashed cause it’s like the breaking point and the beginning to all the awful events that happen next. It’s also just sad to see how their friendship ended in such a awful way.

    • @deminxgaming4480
      @deminxgaming4480 Před 2 lety +52

      i think its because he lost control because he was drunk and before he blinked the event occured

    • @deminxgaming4480
      @deminxgaming4480 Před 2 lety +26

      it was so quick for him

    • @Ash-the-VA
      @Ash-the-VA Před 2 lety +18

      Same here....that part is so awesome...I even sing or hum that part all the time

    • @del2479
      @del2479 Před rokem +36

      @@deminxgaming4480 i know how fast it is to have your life change in a second. i was in a car accident, turning left, my driver didn't see the truck. i did. i saw one, only a 1/100th of a second, still frame of a giant truck hurdling towards us at 60 mph. just like that, everything was done, my leg bone was split in three chunks, sticking out of my thigh, dangling out of the broken passenger door, limp.
      it all happened within a matter of moments.
      wear your fucking seatbelts.

    • @deminxgaming4480
      @deminxgaming4480 Před rokem +16

      @@del2479 Oh man.. Im really sorry for what happened to you.. I hope you live a happy life and you will never experience such thing..

  • @kitzzz1701
    @kitzzz1701 Před 2 lety +6778

    the transtition from the "im really sorry jack i-" to the "crashing sound of metal" is soo good omg. i love this

  • @cinderpxmpkin9554
    @cinderpxmpkin9554 Před 2 lety +922

    this song could work as an anti-alcohol PSA

    • @FrogsterGangster
      @FrogsterGangster Před rokem +19

      Frfr

    • @cloudpuffies
      @cloudpuffies Před rokem +51

      All schools should play this masterpiece

    • @Dab-studios
      @Dab-studios Před rokem +32

      @@cloudpuffiesthey really should only issue is the swearing

    • @ascrinkleyfellow
      @ascrinkleyfellow Před rokem +22

      Do you know how many 11 year olds would be traumatized 💀

    • @cinderpxmpkin9554
      @cinderpxmpkin9554 Před rokem +52

      @@ascrinkleyfellow -as if some existing PSAs wouldn’t traumatize people already-

  • @trulyamateuranxiety
    @trulyamateuranxiety Před 2 lety +1959

    I've been up since before dawn for a mandatory college choir performance and I used this song as bg noise to fall asleep to on the trip and now my brain always expects the lyrics to be "I am a business. I have a fucking wife." and I cannot for the life of me understand why 10/10.

    • @michaeldoescosplay3053
      @michaeldoescosplay3053 Před 2 lety +102

      This comment lives in my head rent free

    • @stephaniecourteoreille5972
      @stephaniecourteoreille5972 Před 2 lety +73

      I snorted so loudly my nose actually kinda hurts-

    • @laurenlangdon693
      @laurenlangdon693 Před 2 lety +15

      come to me all you who are weary and burdened and i will give you rest matthew 11:28

    • @princerufioh
      @princerufioh Před 2 lety +18

      @@laurenlangdon693 what-

    • @Blahalel
      @Blahalel Před 2 lety +27

      @@princerufioh I can't tell if they're asking us to go read the bible or

  • @_saeryu
    @_saeryu Před 2 lety +822

    1:56 “I can stop when I want to, I still have self control. But I’ll never say no, but I’ll never say no.” as an addict trying to recover FUCKING OW MAN

    • @BloxxingDinosaurus
      @BloxxingDinosaurus Před 2 lety +72

      Good luck with that, stay strong, you don't need it.

    • @sinofeni
      @sinofeni Před rokem +40

      i hope you're getting there! i'm so proud of you, don't stop making progress!!!

    • @churro7344
      @churro7344 Před rokem +30

      i hope youre doing better. recovery takes time and itll be a difficult journey but its not out of reach !! cheering for you

    • @bbybows
      @bbybows Před 11 měsíci +4

      Stay strong. ❤

    • @katylepetsos7512
      @katylepetsos7512 Před 24 dny +1

      It’s been 2 years, how’s it going?

  • @bluespirit671
    @bluespirit671 Před 2 lety +3903

    i really like how this shows more of what’s actually going on in the walten files - rather than just people acting like felix’s actions were totally okay or isnt as bad. it shows that felix isnt some evil and villainous guy, hes just a guy who ruined his own life and ends up ruining his friends lives by killing their kids in a car accident.
    also, this song? mwa, chefs kiss

    • @xxkittyxx2599
      @xxkittyxx2599 Před 2 lety +417

      It really shows how an addiction can ruin your life and those around you's lives. You're right, Felix isn't a evil person by any means, a bit narcissistic but that isn't evil, but he also isn't a good person either. He let alcohol run his life into the cement and he knows this. The guy has a lot of regret and guilt but has no idea how to deal with it and is too scared to own up to it. I'm glad people see him as a tragedy about addiction and not just some villain who's "misunderstood."

    • @bluespirit671
      @bluespirit671 Před 2 lety +126

      @@xxkittyxx2599 oh no, i wasnt trying to say hes good. i meant to say that felix isnt somebody people should be forgiving or something like that. i cant fully explain what im thinking lolol

    • @nickythehickey
      @nickythehickey Před 2 lety +101

      Not a lot of people are able to comprehend the difference between understanding and acknowledging that felix isn’t necessarily a bad person and excusing or forgiving what he did. Good people are capable of making mistakes, but his “mistake” was the result of a long series of bad choices and he is still at fault. A good portion of the fandom though seems to have adopted the mindset that it’s either “he’s a literal monster” or “but he didn’t mean it so it’s okay”

    • @petietheamazing7234
      @petietheamazing7234 Před 2 lety +38

      I love the Walten Files because of things like this. Felix was an asshole who cared about people around him, but in the end he killed the red kids. Jack couldn’t tell that Felix wasn’t in a good state of mind to pick up his kids, even if he didn’t get drunk and kill the kids Jack was still asking Felix for a lot just after his wife left. The red kids went on a killing spree after they were burred.

    • @return4590
      @return4590 Před 2 lety +8

      @@nickythehickey I think killing two kids in a car accident that could've been prevented is more than a mistake

  • @Uhhhh92
    @Uhhhh92 Před rokem +887

    "i know i f_____ all up, im not a perfect man, but i swear ill get better, this isnt who i am" *Bro murderded me with that line i-*

    • @Iittle_Iegs
      @Iittle_Iegs Před rokem +2

      little did he know..... *He'd kill jacks kids-*

    • @Uhhhh92
      @Uhhhh92 Před rokem +12

      @@Iittle_Iegs *LMAO* i died seeing this comment literary at 8:16 am

    • @cucumberhorse
      @cucumberhorse Před rokem

      you can say fuck, we can handle it

    • @Uhhhh92
      @Uhhhh92 Před rokem +3

      @@cucumberhorse Aight 👍

    • @andvoid9134
      @andvoid9134 Před 8 měsíci +17

      He murdered the children too

  • @copycat6429
    @copycat6429 Před 11 měsíci +292

    i just noticed, everything he lost was grayscaled, think about it, he lost jack after killing his children and ghosting him, then he lost his wife after she had enough. he lost molly and edd in the car wreck, and when he's talking to linda about how he's not the real him, his tone is more gray, because he was losing himself. but the colors also got more vibrant/intense, the more intense the situation

  • @ChivoBean
    @ChivoBean Před 2 lety +10158

    GUYS, we have finally entered the stage of this fandom where fan songs are starting to exist and it is AWESOME!

  • @sprjk878
    @sprjk878 Před 2 lety +6545

    I didn't know my father's alcoholism was a reference to The Walten Files, that's cool
    Edit: Now my dad is like Jack Walten because he disappeared misteriously

  • @lollibagtrash9763
    @lollibagtrash9763 Před 2 lety +4509

    the masculine urge to actually get into the walten files bc of this banger song

    • @tophatboi8018
      @tophatboi8018 Před 2 lety +297

      Do it. It’s lore is so fucking interesting

    • @frid7434
      @frid7434 Před 2 lety +162

      if its less of an arg and analogue horror i'd actually watch it but since im a coward i wont watch anything about it

    • @n30ngvtzz77
      @n30ngvtzz77 Před 2 lety +61

      Get into the walten files. It's worth it

    • @lunagames2003
      @lunagames2003 Před 2 lety +54

      Well, if you like sleeping at night then maybe it's not worth it but IT'S WORTH IT-

    • @chiakinanami580
      @chiakinanami580 Před 2 lety +22

      Please do it.. FOR THE LORE

  • @liv-og9tc
    @liv-og9tc Před 11 měsíci +381

    This song perfectly describes what it’s like having an addiction. My mom was a struggling alcoholic for 5 years and she said it was a hard struggle and she wanted to stop but she couldn’t because her body physically needed it everyday and if she didn’t have it she’d be in excruciating pain. It’s a horrible cycle but now she’s doing 90 days in rehab and getting her life together.. this song is a good one to show people how hard addiction is and to not be horrible to people if they fail trying to stay clean. It takes a lot of time.

    • @bonwaltenfile
      @bonwaltenfile Před 10 měsíci +10

      im struggling with a caffeine addiction

    • @_4lexand3r_
      @_4lexand3r_ Před 10 měsíci +7

      Any addiction? Like self-harm? Cause if so, I can relate

    • @cats404
      @cats404 Před 10 měsíci +7

      @@_4lexand3r_ substance abuse can be a form of SH so yeah it can count as an addiction

    • @various-types-of-ads
      @various-types-of-ads Před 5 měsíci +2

      ​@@cats404omg kamippoi na pfp

  • @sleep_is_my_dayjob5053
    @sleep_is_my_dayjob5053 Před 2 lety +873

    0:49 "I've got a sliver bullet, I've got a self prescription. I say 'hand me one more drink', you call it an addiction. " OH MY GOSH THIS SONG IS A MASTERPIECE

  • @Whatlander
    @Whatlander Před 2 lety +1011

    "They're not breathing anymore" really got me.
    BTW folks remember to check pulse as well as breathing! There's always some residual oxygen in the blood, but the body needs a heartbeat or chest compressions to circulate it. You can watch for chest movement with your ear to their nose/mouth at the same time that you feel the carotid artery.

    • @n30ngvtzz77
      @n30ngvtzz77 Před 2 lety +33

      ...how do you know this? great song btw!

    • @dexter_animates2205
      @dexter_animates2205 Před 2 lety +35

      He was drunk he didn't think of it

    • @Milo_hAt3r
      @Milo_hAt3r Před 2 lety +57

      @@dexter_animates2205 he might have buried the children(Ed and molly) alive...

    • @dexter_animates2205
      @dexter_animates2205 Před 2 lety +24

      @@Milo_hAt3r i think he crushed them too because he said the crashing sound of metal, indicating he smashed them when he fell

    • @petietheamazing7234
      @petietheamazing7234 Před 2 lety +44

      Thanks for making this so much fucking worse by implying they were buried alive

  • @IfeelhighandIwantfood.
    @IfeelhighandIwantfood. Před 3 měsíci +281

    hits different after Walten Files 4 came out, am i right boys?

  • @PawsWithClaws_
    @PawsWithClaws_ Před rokem +344

    I'm sorry If This is a bit personal, but as someone with addicts as parents this song hits close to harm. There were multiple times I feared for My life while sitting in the car.

  • @53ra
    @53ra Před 2 lety +506

    1:02 Holy crap I just heard Jack saying "it's been three hours" from the second phone call 😭

  • @T3rr0r626
    @T3rr0r626 Před 2 lety +4634

    Absolute banger.

  • @Mikescool444
    @Mikescool444 Před rokem +220

    I love how there’s such a change in tone between when he’s trying to convince his wife to trust him, and him arguing with Jack.

    • @Cal_The_Stainless
      @Cal_The_Stainless Před 5 měsíci +17

      I feel like the argument with Jack happened right after the argument with Linda (I think that's her name). He probably felt like he'd already lost, so what was the point of even trying to seek help anymore

  • @starkar91
    @starkar91 Před 2 lety +958

    I love how the song transitions from this happy, up-beat theme with these happy lyrics, then quickly switches up at 0:57, then it plays out the same as in the beginning but darker, with Felix realising he's doing awful, being self-aware. Then the tone is completely switched upside-down, with him swearing in the lyrics, still convincing himself that everything's going to be alright and that he's going to make it. Then the car crash happens. He's not convincing himself anymore, he knows he fucked up, he knows he is awful and stupid and doesn't know what he is going to do now that it's too late. All of this because he couldn't resist. He couldn't make his mind up, and it ended up with him ruining his and others lifes. This one 3-minute song explains the walten files better than some theories.
    Great job.

    • @Dab-studios
      @Dab-studios Před rokem +7

      Reminds me of drum playing also I’m the first reply of this comment? It has over 311 likes and not one of them replys? That’s weird eh 312 like here 1 2 3 messed up lol

    • @Arandomkidincalifornia
      @Arandomkidincalifornia Před rokem +6

      -0:31

    • @Arandomkidincalifornia
      @Arandomkidincalifornia Před rokem +9

      at 2:46 you can actually hear him screaming, like when he does in the car crash

  • @nonutnovemberman
    @nonutnovemberman Před 2 lety +4362

    Fun fact: if you listen closely at 1:18, you can briefly hear the song “What the hell is wrong with you?” from The Walten Files OST, which played during when Jack called Felix demanding to know what happened to his children and has been trying to call him for past 3 hours. Just one of the few things that make this song awesome!

    • @puff2975
      @puff2975 Před 2 lety +503

      And at 1:02 you can hear jack saying “it’s been 3 hours”
      I think anyways

    • @John-Mindjot
      @John-Mindjot Před 2 lety +52

      @@puff2975 oh yeah your right

    • @villoi
      @villoi Před 2 lety +150

      Fun Fact: “What the hell is wrong with you?” is the part of “Everything is through, Dear” at 1:13, repeated over and over again. “Everything is through, Dear” is the song “Masquerade” by Jack Hylton. (Jack Hylton is also named Jack, similar to Jack Walten, though that could also just be a coincidence.)

    • @villoi
      @villoi Před 2 lety +122

      To add to my previous comment, at 2:30 in the video, you can hear Jack saying “If anything happened- know-“, which are additional voice clips from Felix Kranken’s second call.

    • @8-bitfin768
      @8-bitfin768 Před 2 lety +33

      @@puff2975 yeah you're right, I hear it to, its just rlly distorted

  • @llordofchaos
    @llordofchaos Před 2 lety +242

    OK BUT THE FUCKEN "ITS REALLY NOT YOUR PROBLEM, YOU SHOULDN'T GIVE A DAMN. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IM FEELING SO DON'T TRY TO UNDERSTAND." HITS SO HARD ? such a real feeling idk it just resonates sm oh my god

  • @lunacatzlilcat3285
    @lunacatzlilcat3285 Před 2 lety +378

    I just noticed and love how at 1:01 if you listen carefully you can hear audio from the call of jack saying “it’s been three hours…” AGH I love it X3

  • @intruderheadroom
    @intruderheadroom Před 9 měsíci +112

    Remember my children, not everyone who complains about their situation wants to get better, but you should always assume that they do, good assumption go a long way.
    Don't abandon someone just because they seem hopeless and depressed, sometimes hope just hasn't found them yet, and you could be that hope. 🖤

    • @miyaobviouslyishere
      @miyaobviouslyishere Před 5 měsíci +7

      WHEN bro, 😭😭 I'm losing hope trying to help my dawg out, we both finna be hopeless 💀

  • @octofoss
    @octofoss Před 2 lety +2774

    this song is absolutely insane. the lyric composition and instrumentation were already great, but the distortion effects (especially at 0:57, i have no idea how to ever do this and i am beyond impressed) added onto how good it already was. from the very beginning, i was hooked! i enjoy the usage of the piano quickly switching between chords. most importantly, the pacing of the song is phenomenal. i don't mean the bpm, but the rate of which ideas are presented. the switches between character interactions/events and breakdowns (verses to chorus) are also one of my favorite thing. there's so many things i enjoy about this song honestly ^^;
    i am so glad you had fun making it, because i'm sure i had such as fun listening to it

    • @robynb7083
      @robynb7083 Před 2 lety +11

      I concur

    • @user-gp7wy1ud2q
      @user-gp7wy1ud2q Před 2 lety +13

      Just everything about this song truly makes it phenomenal! The vocoloid (sorry if its spelt wrong) and the beast mix well! I especially think the "the melot mixes the blood" and the art really adds to the song! Amazing song 100/10!

    • @Dootalt
      @Dootalt Před měsícem

      @@user-gp7wy1ud2qit’s vocaloid ^^ also, I agree wholeheartedly 👍

  • @MegaLpso
    @MegaLpso Před 2 lety +212

    I like the attention too detail that everyone dead or gone from Felix's life is greyed out, and he's the only one with color beside bon. Bon most likely has color cause felix is living through bon.

  • @redvelvetrabbit372
    @redvelvetrabbit372 Před 2 lety +113

    “It’s not like it’ll kill me, it makes me feel alive” 1:38 theres crashing sounds, like when Felix crashes the car with the kids (not killing him but the kids instead) , which is so cool with the attention to detail in this song

    • @Chikizyabr
      @Chikizyabr Před 11 měsíci +2

      maybe the distorted sounds of tires sliding on asphalt?

  • @sunnybakedpotato4091
    @sunnybakedpotato4091 Před 2 lety +66

    I JUST REALIZED
    IF YOU LISTEN TO THE TICKING NOISE AT THE BEGINNING IF THE SONG, IT'S THE SOUND CARS MAKE WHEN YOU TURN ON THE TURN SIGNAL
    MY GOD THE DETAIL

  • @jhashfaghsdfsajdfjgsajgfas342
    @jhashfaghsdfsajdfjgsajgfas342 Před 2 lety +1000

    These lyrics make me so uncomfortable, meaning their written so good it hurts to listen to them at times. This song is amazing, along with the art I love it.

  • @mercia6969
    @mercia6969 Před 2 lety +304

    At first, I was like “Nice song, but I think I’ll only listen to it once.”
    *Boy was I wrong for all the right reasons.*

  • @ShooneyToons
    @ShooneyToons Před 2 lety +145

    its such a minor change, but how it goes from all lowercase on the first "pick up the phone" to all caps "PICK UP THE PHONE" is really cool, chilling

  • @boydboyjules
    @boydboyjules Před rokem +108

    i can't really watch a lot of horror media because it tends to set off delusions (genetic mental illnesses moment), so i've always observed the walten files from an outside perspective. but even if i don't know much about the source material, i appreciate a lot about this song and video, like how at 0:58 you see a glimpse of the drawing shown later at 2:31
    this song in general also does a really good job at expressing an internal monologue in a believable way. i don't know, i'm just a spectator

    • @chipklip1309
      @chipklip1309 Před 11 měsíci +4

      hey dude, good luck if you ever want to really watch the walten files. it's great, but if you can't handle it it's okay :)

  • @Saldotz
    @Saldotz Před 2 lety +892

    Is it just me, or are Jack's eyes/pupils similar to how Bon's are shown in the scene in which rosemary died? If so, that's an awesome detail. Great song!

    • @Jwindooo
      @Jwindooo Před 2 lety +41

      Oh Jack's pupils are like that i think that is intentional but really great job in noticing that i would have never saw it!

    • @jackwalten7602
      @jackwalten7602 Před 2 lety +14

      I have no idea what your talking about my eyes are perfect

    • @mygills3050
      @mygills3050 Před 2 lety +6

      @@jackwalten7602 wJACK jaltn! You’re been missing sense March 20 1969,! Your children 💀

    • @cats-a-lot3609
      @cats-a-lot3609 Před 2 lety +4

      @@jackwalten7602 omg GUYS it’s him it’s the guy

    • @angelix9760
      @angelix9760 Před rokem

      @@jackwalten7602 lmao rip your kids dude

  • @loserchips1112
    @loserchips1112 Před 2 lety +1791

    Dude I'm a sucker for vocoloid songs formatted like this and I gotta say you did really freakin good. Not only is the chorus really good, but the general composition, the lyric writing, and the verses are also just generally enjoyable to listen to. Nothing sounds too repeated and you did such a good job on the main vocals that I can't predict what the next note it - honestly, if this is your first vocoloid song I'm truly impressed!

    • @SquiddoSquid
      @SquiddoSquid Před 2 lety +43

      this is actually synthesizer v, not vocaloid!

    • @beesindisguise5375
      @beesindisguise5375 Před 2 lety +25

      @@SquiddoSquid shhhhhhh if it sings and it’s a software it’s a vocaloid

    • @BeatrixP
      @BeatrixP Před 2 lety +6

      @@beesindisguise5375 No

    • @ScutoidStudios
      @ScutoidStudios Před 2 lety +8

      @@beesindisguise5375 there is a word for all of those, you can call them all voice synths or voicebanks. (also - does this _sound_ like a VOCALOID to you?)

    • @beesindisguise5375
      @beesindisguise5375 Před 2 lety +1

      @@BeatrixP it’s called a joke

  • @user-uv6qu3wb5d
    @user-uv6qu3wb5d Před 2 lety +104

    I really like that on 2:45 the instrumental becomes muddied with Felixes breaths.

    • @VierlanDracaena
      @VierlanDracaena Před rokem +13

      And the fact that I feel like I can feel that breathing was just: 👁👁👁

  • @Pulvrk1n-ti5hp
    @Pulvrk1n-ti5hp Před 3 měsíci +43

    This hits different after twf 4..

  • @crumb.crumblet.S.crumbington
    @crumb.crumblet.S.crumbington Před 2 lety +8278

    this is so catchy! i love it!

    • @haruki7059
      @haruki7059 Před 2 lety +138

      holy guacamole cuptoast is here

    • @foxtrapandendo7541
      @foxtrapandendo7541 Před 2 lety +71

      yo hi crumb, you should check out their other songs and one of them is pretty cool, which is machine girl ^^

    • @kishuu7724
      @kishuu7724 Před 2 lety +85

      crumb is a walten files fan confirmed?????

    • @j4cq296
      @j4cq296 Před 2 lety +32

      woah it’s crumb cuptoast! :0

    • @warpednylium
      @warpednylium Před 2 lety +25

      oh hi crumb cuptoast!

  • @soggylivers
    @soggylivers Před 2 lety +822

    I like the little detail of “ what the hell is wrong with you “ playing softly in the background on 1:18 :0 :) great song!

    • @taofrecy2076
      @taofrecy2076 Před 2 lety +38

      Woah you're very talented to have noticed that

    • @soggylivers
      @soggylivers Před 2 lety +26

      @@taofrecy2076 Eh not rlly, Ive listened to the song a lot and this one. it’s not that hard to tell tbh

    • @MCQUEER--
      @MCQUEER-- Před 2 lety +5

      I thought I was the only one who noticed that lmao

    • @cats-a-lot3609
      @cats-a-lot3609 Před 2 lety +20

      I can’t hear it :(

    • @DutchGotAPlan
      @DutchGotAPlan Před 2 lety +8

      @@cats-a-lot3609 me neither 🤷‍♂️

  • @Eggs_Benedict27
    @Eggs_Benedict27 Před 7 měsíci +35

    This song is somehow such a relaistic depiction of struggling with an alchohol addiction, I remember how my mom used to speak while drunk, it was just like this, especially the "But I swear I'll get better, this isn't who I am"

  • @A1phaWolf150
    @A1phaWolf150 Před rokem +233

    This song is such α good representation of Felix’s mental state. I know an Alcoholic and these experiences are very similar to what she’s related to me.
    Unlike Felix here, though, she escaped the trap and has been sober for decades. You can always make it out!

  • @mainten833
    @mainten833 Před 2 lety +525

    I dont know why but the line "the iron taste in my mouth mixes with the merlot" is my favorite. It just flows of the tongue so well and perfectly sums up the situation. God I love this song and the video!

  • @vincentflis2592
    @vincentflis2592 Před 2 lety +411

    felic kramkem

  • @Grismer29
    @Grismer29 Před rokem +312

    I am a Russian part of The Walten Files community and therefore I want to say that song was able to fully convey the atmosphere and meaning.

    • @Chikizyabr
      @Chikizyabr Před 11 měsíci +12

      Cool, I’m Russian. Sorry for my eanglish

    • @user-to8sm9cm1p
      @user-to8sm9cm1p Před 10 měsíci +5

      Согласен, песня топ

  • @TrademarkedIPAdress
    @TrademarkedIPAdress Před 2 lety +1751

    You know The Walten Files is now an even bigger thing when there's incredibly made songs like this;;
    _I legit cannot stop listening to this. It's currently the 25th loop of the song, and I'm still not satisfied. I need to keep listening to it lmao_
    (Also I really love how you used bits of like dialogue and/or Jack's music. I just find that really nice details lol)

    • @galaxyflamingo
      @galaxyflamingo Před 2 lety +122

      also, the sound of the turn signal at the start and ending

    • @TrademarkedIPAdress
      @TrademarkedIPAdress Před 2 lety +20

      @@galaxyflamingo Yeah that was amazing too lol

    • @WeevilDoing
      @WeevilDoing  Před 2 lety +153

      @@galaxyflamingo i was hoping someone would notice that!!! there's a lot of small details i put into this that im wondering if people will notice; i havent seen anyone figure out the title of the song yet, hehe

    • @parettomain
      @parettomain Před 2 lety +101

      @@WeevilDoing ooh the name actually have a lot of sense!!! Woaw
      If someone don't search it yet: AUDIT is a simple ten-question test developed by the World Health Organization to determine if a person's alcohol use can be considered dangerous, and with the song context its a nice easter egg!

    • @roselemon09
      @roselemon09 Před 2 lety +5

      I've been listening to it for like 16 hours i think

  • @hurricanemeem
    @hurricanemeem Před 2 lety +705

    oh my... i know nothing about the walten files but this song is absolutely amazing!! the perfectly clear storytelling, the emotion, the LYRICS..... it's also so wonderful. the lyrics portray his struggle/downfall in such a powerful way, it creates a perfect balance of empathizing with his struggles and realizing his poor actions (mainly through his words towards others, showing how he's started to act abusively despite his best intentions). and the line "the iron taste in my mouth mixes with the merlot"? that hit me like a ton of bricks. overall, well done!!! i'm really excited to see what other works you have in store.

    • @madisonexnicious8458
      @madisonexnicious8458 Před 2 lety +16

      Bro ya gotta watch the Walten files! U can watch it on Martin Wall's channel, youtube btw
      If u like horror or maybe FNaF you'll probably like it!

    • @hurricanemeem
      @hurricanemeem Před 2 lety +14

      @@madisonexnicious8458 I'll check it out then, ty!
      edit: watched it, it was very worth it omg

    • @b4d787
      @b4d787 Před 2 lety

      Same!

  • @martyrobbins3543
    @martyrobbins3543 Před 2 lety +87

    One of the things I like about the WF is that the main conflict of the series doesn't stem from ghosts, or monsters, or whatever, but an all too human problem.

  • @Incatnito-insane
    @Incatnito-insane Před rokem +130

    timestamp of everytime some sort of sample or motif was used because why not
    0:07 turn signal sound (maybe just metronome but idgaf)
    1:01 "its been three hours" + turn signal again
    1:17 what the hell is wrong with you
    1:41 sound of glass/something breaking
    2:17 idk i just like the strings in the background here 😃
    2:28 "if anything happened i need to-"
    3:01 ringing phone + "we're sorry, the number you have dialied is not in service at this time"

  • @L0rdOfThePies
    @L0rdOfThePies Před 2 lety +108

    "I can stop when i want to i still have self control, but ill never say no" hits different

    • @NGHTMRSKA
      @NGHTMRSKA Před rokem +6

      Ur pfp and name are just........hmmm material

    • @L0rdOfThePies
      @L0rdOfThePies Před rokem +1

      @@NGHTMRSKA thanks!

  • @aubrisfox
    @aubrisfox Před 2 lety +134

    "choking on desolation, sipping on amaretto" MY GOD IT HITS SO GOOD HOW?!

  • @ivygay1003able
    @ivygay1003able Před rokem +39

    Yall theres nothing more embarassing than having this song on your playlist, listening to it over and over (mind you not even comprehending that theres lyrics or a meaning whatsoever,it was just a bop) and then when you see it on youtube like this only to find ITS FROM ONE OF YOUR FAVORITE ANALOG HORROR SERIES???

  • @jureigeeksoutoccasionally
    @jureigeeksoutoccasionally Před 2 měsíci +7

    I like when the song gets more serious and when Felix stops lying, the instrumental starts using more real instruments. That's pretty cool

  • @weepwoopxd
    @weepwoopxd Před 2 lety +113

    idk if anyone notice the sound from 1:18 is from the actual soundtrack when jack is calling felix in TWF 3. Name of the soundtrack is "What the hell is wrong with you"

  • @sunnysidedownwards
    @sunnysidedownwards Před 2 lety +341

    I found this song like 3 days ago and I've probably listened to it 57 times, the lyrics and word choice, the music, the glitch/static affects, the pacing of the song is all amazing and fits the atmosphere of the walten files perfectly I swear this song needs more hype around it

    • @sunnysidedownwards
      @sunnysidedownwards Před 2 lety +19

      Not to even mention the visuals along with the video are incredible!

  • @Oldgamercheese
    @Oldgamercheese Před 11 měsíci +84

    We making it out of the car crash with this one 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    • @Oh_Jams
      @Oh_Jams Před 8 měsíci +14

      Except for the kids 💀

    • @FizzyFire
      @FizzyFire Před 7 měsíci +5

      ​@@Oh_Jamsnahhh 💀💀💀

  • @coooookieeeee_
    @coooookieeeee_ Před rokem +143

    I love how you added the “it’s been three hours” said by jack, 1:02 how did I hear that? Well it said by captions, overall i love the instrumentals and overall the song and how u added felix’s depression and how he feels about himself, it’s just sad how some people don’t know that felix was not truely drunk and only a bit sober to crash the car on Purpose, it’s just mad insane, felix is my favorite human character in the whole fandom, I was truely shocked by this song, I’ll definitely go to sleep to this,

  • @clover_png6628
    @clover_png6628 Před 2 lety +528

    I NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY 🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @ghostlyleech9772
    @ghostlyleech9772 Před 2 lety +57

    2:31 "you got games on your phone?"

    • @Shnuuy
      @Shnuuy Před měsícem

      What have you done to my ears

  • @tarehtome328
    @tarehtome328 Před rokem +104

    2:55 can i just say how much i adore the way her voice just,, cuts off in the end?

  • @ACT_RIGHT
    @ACT_RIGHT Před měsícem +10

    imagine a fucking song gets you into a fandom.
    couldnt be me

    • @PocketBilliardsKBH
      @PocketBilliardsKBH Před měsícem +1

      real

    • @philardo
      @philardo Před měsícem +1

      Lol thats how i got into walten files back in 2022
      My friend actually showed me episodes 1 and 2 before and they didn't work for me, but then I listened to this and instantly realised, just how emotional this universe is and I loved watching bunnyfarm after

    • @ACT_RIGHT
      @ACT_RIGHT Před měsícem +1

      @@philardo omg lmao

    • @WillowcatWild
      @WillowcatWild Před 5 dny +1

      SAME FRFR

  • @alicepersson9568
    @alicepersson9568 Před 2 lety +433

    I LOVE how the art style starts off super clean and neatly colored etc., then visibly gets messier, rougher, and more detailed in the wrinkles and whatever as the problem gets worse and worse. Extremely obvious if you switch from the last and first illustration/frame. even if this wasnt intentional

  • @jesusandfriends
    @jesusandfriends Před 2 lety +532

    THIS SONG SLAPS SO HARD. WHY DOES EVERYTHING YOU MAKE TURN OUT A BANGER??

  • @depressedcakke3877
    @depressedcakke3877 Před 9 měsíci +32

    The samples from Jack’s second phone call in the glitchy parts is just…perfect

  • @higan9867
    @higan9867 Před rokem +46

    (I use a translator because I am not good at English, in addition to being Japanese.) | found this song just the day before yesterday.
    When I first heard it, the illustrations and the atmosphere of the music were so wonderful that I was instantly drawn in... I was curious about the Walten Files in the title, so I looked it up and took a look, and I enjoyed this song even more! Thank you for letting me come across this wonderful song and Walten Files…
    However, I have not been able to understand all the lyrics, so I will listen to this song more and more along with my English studies! I am sure that this song will support me when I am going through a bad or difficult time. Thank you for making this song!

  • @canaryisles
    @canaryisles Před 2 lety +223

    I'm not a huge Walten files fan but this is fucking amazing, I've had it on loop for an hour. The happy parts are so delightful and the sadder parts are fucking soul crushing, I think it's the contrast between them that makes the song so addicting.

    • @NobodyInParticular45
      @NobodyInParticular45 Před rokem +27

      The best part about this song is that you don't actually *need* to be a Walten Files fan to get it. Sure, knowing the story adds a lot of context, but even as a standalone song about an alcoholic spiraling deeper into addiction, wrecking his marriage because of it, and then killing his friend's kids via drunk driving it works.

  • @yuuki2ki691
    @yuuki2ki691 Před 2 lety +101

    these bars are so creative especially that past 08 in my blood one god DAMN

  • @Swxre
    @Swxre Před 2 lety +77

    Top notch lyricism - it really conveys the *shadow* and declining confliction within Felix as it submerges him into a luring temptation of addiction and into a trance of denial and lack of self-awareness that can be oh so destructive. The instrumental intertwines with this as it spirals into dissonance, really capturing the guilt, despair, and dismay that enfolds Felix and as he comes face to face with an ultimate failure that costed the lives of two innocent children that once called him Uncle and the respect of his closest friend. Now he lives with a guilt that feeds off of him from the inside out and a memory that shall haunt him forever.

  • @dazedbetta
    @dazedbetta Před rokem +45

    I’ve listened to this song so many times on Apple Music and only when I was looking at the lyrics did I realize it was a Walten files song and the way I screamed 💀 (I’ve known this song for a year now 😭)

    • @Chikizyabr
      @Chikizyabr Před 11 měsíci +2

      were you offended by that or did you feel better?

    • @telebuzina
      @telebuzina Před 17 dny +1

      solarballs pfp

  • @nickyladue8715
    @nickyladue8715 Před 2 lety +33

    0:57 I f*cking love how it escalates like that and makes those glitching noises and how the Rhythm
    of the song changes and it gets dark. And the lyrics are soo good

  • @lycheeenby9473
    @lycheeenby9473 Před 2 lety +165

    All your music has such a great vibe of like... an unlabeled cassette/cd that you find in a weird store? Especially the static bits, but it's so unique and hard to find, it feels like pure serendipity you got to hear it at all? And it sounds just a bit worn, but that's part of the charm. Idk its all really good, and the lyrics are so pleasant sounding despite being so unhappy

  • @Katriella.
    @Katriella. Před 2 lety +43

    I love how the style of the video is also very reminiscent of older and/or the creepy vocaloid/utau/vocalsynth era
    The frame, the simple but fitting art, the slightly off white & dirtied BG in the framed parts
    One example that comes to mind is SeeU's I=Nightmare, at least for the MV style
    Absolutely love it

  • @dynafire666
    @dynafire666 Před rokem +20

    One thing I LOVE is how the little beat that starts at the beginning sounds like how a car makes little ticking sounds!

    • @chesc0616
      @chesc0616 Před 11 měsíci

      FRR I WAS THINKING THAT-- LIEK THE INDICATORS N STUFF

    • @Chikizyabr
      @Chikizyabr Před 11 měsíci

      Emergency gang

  • @mickmack9511
    @mickmack9511 Před 2 lety +54

    2:17 is honestly my favorite part. Change my mind.

  • @indiagriffin2028
    @indiagriffin2028 Před 2 lety +97

    I don't know if anyones mentioned this yet (if they have I couldn't find it) but after listening to this an ungodly amount of times I noticed the detail of the car crash noises in the back at certain points of the song (like 1:44) THIS SONG IS SO GOOD

  • @EverCaelum
    @EverCaelum Před měsícem +4

    Why do fan made songs always go so HARD?!?!
    They always has the most catchy, original and creative tunes.

  • @eleanorsilverwood8740
    @eleanorsilverwood8740 Před 2 lety +21

    The line "I can stop when I want to, I still have self control; but I can't say no, but I can't say no." Is so good, it does such a great job of how an addiction truly is and how people try to down play/deny having an addiction. Such a good line.

  • @zoro_8140
    @zoro_8140 Před 2 lety +86

    Do we all realize that felix is ​​the only one who is colorful?

    • @lextavactchi
      @lextavactchi Před rokem +6

      He thinks he’s alive and that his opinion is over anyone else’s, that they don’t get it and that they’re jealous (or similar to that) even if it’s the kids

  • @panopticonseye
    @panopticonseye Před 2 lety +699

    THIS IS SO INCREDIBLY GOOD
    would you be okay with people doing covers? i REALLY WANT TO DO ONE

    • @WeevilDoing
      @WeevilDoing  Před 2 lety +143

      WAAAAAA OFC OFC!!!!! dm me on instagram or twitter (@weevildoing) and i'll send tha instrumental!!! :D

    • @socialott8021
      @socialott8021 Před 2 lety +15

      @@WeevilDoing damn idk if ur still open but since ive been needing to produce music to get a sense of my style i might dm you heehoo

    • @nauseous_honey
      @nauseous_honey Před 2 lety +9

      IF ONE OF YALL IN THE COMMENTS DO A COVER IMA FREAK OUT

    • @panopticonseye
      @panopticonseye Před 2 lety +10

      @@nauseous_honey I'M GONNA BE RECORDING MINE FAIRLY SOON I GOT THE INSTRUMENTALS N STUFF

    • @meowmreowmeow
      @meowmreowmeow Před 2 lety +2

      @@panopticonseye excited to see it!!

  • @pixiestyx829
    @pixiestyx829 Před rokem +22

    at 1:02, you can hear jack saying “it’s been three hours”. :3

  • @OliLemon
    @OliLemon Před rokem +18

    „I can stop when i want to, I still have self-control but I’ll never say no, but I’ll never say no“
    This line had me choking HARD

  • @_baby.firefly_
    @_baby.firefly_ Před 2 lety +3106

    Fun fact: Felix didn’t check their pulse before he buried them so he could’ve buried them alive
    Edit: holy shit that’s a lot of replies anyway I’m doing a Harry Potter play (2nd book) what role do you think I’ll get

    • @hurricane_kattrina
      @hurricane_kattrina Před 2 lety +245

      wasnt it confirmed they died on impact

    • @hurricane_kattrina
      @hurricane_kattrina Před 2 lety +18

      @@matwor9820 what

    • @tempymage1927
      @tempymage1927 Před 2 lety +233

      @@hurricane_kattrina yes but felix wouldn't know unless their eyes were open or something

    • @silliestfellaever
      @silliestfellaever Před 2 lety +182

      That isn't actually true- but i suppose its a nice theory!-

    • @moeshrooms385
      @moeshrooms385 Před 2 lety +154

      @@silliestfellaever Maybe not a “nice” theory LOL

  • @jblavenderlibra
    @jblavenderlibra Před 2 lety +145

    The lyrics are so creative, amazingly summed up Felix's alcohol addiction and how it started ruining everything. Subscribed!

  • @donatsokolov
    @donatsokolov Před 2 lety +113

    I've got a business, i've got a lovely wife
    Everything i could want, i've got a perfect wife
    It's like you're hardly working when it's something you love
    A brain of calculation, its heart an abacus
    But i think i'd be lying if i didn't say this
    I've got a way with words but not a way with emotions
    I've got a silver bullet, i've got a self-prescriptoin
    I say 'hand me one more drink' , you call it an addiction
    I open up the bottle, let inhibition go
    Maybe i shouldn't, though
    I know i shouldn't, though
    If it becomes a problem, if it seeps in my bones
    Nobody has to know
    Nobody has to know
    I've got a business, i've got a lovely wife
    ... Maybe i lie a little, but i'm doing alright
    I say that i'll get better, i say i'm trying to quit
    But if you know me, you would know i'm faking it
    It's only twice day, then three, then four, then five
    It's not like it'll kill me, it makes me feel alive
    ... At least i thought that it did
    Don't let them know i told you this
    But i don't know how to resist
    I hate my own excuses-
    Choking on desolation, sip on amaretto
    Won't make me better, thought
    I won't get better, thought
    I can stop when i want to, i still have self-control
    But i'll never say no
    But i'll never say no
    I know i fucked it all up, i'm not a perfect man
    But i swear i'll get better, this isn't who i am
    It's really not your problem, you shouldn't give a damn
    You don't know how i'm feeling, so don't try to understand
    Past 60 on the dashboard, past .08 in my blood
    I'm feeling kinda funny, all common sense undone
    Swearing all over the road, got children in the back
    How are we gonna get home?
    I'm really sorry, Jack, i-
    The crashing sound of metal, the bleeding from my nose
    I'm so stupid, i know
    Fucking awful, i know
    The iron taste is my mouth mixes with the merlot
    They won't breathe anymore
    They won't breathe anymore
    I've really done it this time, where's there for me to go
    Goddamnit, i don't know
    How could i ever know?
    A shallow grave from my hands, fresh and blood down below
    Pick up, pick up the phone
    PICK UP, PICK UP THE PHONE
    I've got a business, i've got a lovely wife
    Everything i could want, i've got a perfect wife
    It's like you're hardly working when it's something you love
    A brain of calculation, its heart an abacus
    But i think i'd be lying if i didn't say this
    I've got a way with words but not a way with emotions
    I've got a silver bullet, i've got a self-prescriptoin
    I say 'hand me one more drink' , you call it an addiction
    I open up the bottle, let inhibition go
    Maybe i shouldn't, though
    I know i shouldn't, though
    If it becomes a problem, if it seeps in my bones
    Nobody has to know
    Nobody has to know
    I've got a business, i've got a lovely wife
    ... Maybe i lie a little, but i'm doing alright
    I say that i'll get better, i say i'm trying to quit
    But if you know me, you would know i'm faking it
    It's only twice day, then three, then four, then five
    It's not like it'll kill me, it makes me feel alive
    ... At least i thought that it did
    Don't let them know i told you this
    But i don't know how to resist
    I hate my own excuses-
    Choking on desolation, sip on amaretto
    Won't make me better, thought
    I won't get better, thought
    I can stop when i want to, i still have self-control
    But i'll never say no
    But i'll never say no
    I know i fucked it all up, i'm not a perfect man
    But i swear i'll get better, this isn't who i am
    It's really not your problem, you shouldn't give a damn
    You don't know how i'm feeling, so don't try to understand
    Past 60 on the dashboard, past .08 in my blood
    I'm feeling kinda funny, all common sense undone
    Swearing all over the road, got children in the back
    How are we gonna get home?
    I'm really sorry, Jack, i-
    The crashing sound of metal, the bleeding from my nose
    I'm so stupid, i know
    Fucking awful, i know
    The iron taste is my mouth mixes with the merlot
    They won't breathe anymore
    They won't breathe anymore
    I've really done it this time, where's there for me to go
    Goddamnit, i don't know
    How could i ever know?
    A shallow grave from my hands, fresh and blood down below
    Pick up, pick up the phone
    PICK UP, PICK UP THE PHONE

  • @marxbarx2009
    @marxbarx2009 Před rokem +17

    i dont think ive ever truly appreciated how genius this song, not only in its lyrics but the instrumentals as well. like at the line "it's not it'll kill me, it makes me feel alive" you hear rhythmic banging and then glass shattering and screeching sounds as like a clever audial foreshadowing to the accident. its brilliant sound design and i fucking applaud you for this song!!

  • @valendar_
    @valendar_ Před 2 lety +153

    even though im not familiar with the source material...... i love this song its soooooo good!!!!! the lyrics and instrumental is so great and the video is so nice

    • @dono5529
      @dono5529 Před 2 lety +9

      Its worth giving the source material a shot if you like the song, if you haven’t already

  • @underratedgrapejuice
    @underratedgrapejuice Před 2 lety +49

    "the iron taste in my mouth mixes with merlot" bit is *chilling*

  • @TheZiipZaapArcade
    @TheZiipZaapArcade Před 6 měsíci +10

    I love how at 1:18 you can hear "What The Hell Is Wrong With You?" in the song for a bit before it switches back to the lyrics, cool foreshadowing!

  • @manumanubs
    @manumanubs Před 2 lety +85

    I bet someday this will be one of those classic fandom fan-songs that everyone knows, and if someday it really happens i'll be so happy 'cause you deserve it!! This music is absolutely perfect and the animation is just sooooo cool

  • @stardazedkid8
    @stardazedkid8 Před 2 lety +76

    I absolutely adore this, I cannot stop listening!! The chorus is so good and the "Got children in the back. How are we gonna get home? *I'm really sorry Jack* " and the aftermath of that is PHENOMENAL

  • @immerensisdeus
    @immerensisdeus Před 2 lety +7

    there’s so many tiiny detaiils - liike feliix startiing out iin full color and everyone else grayscale, but as hiis liife crumbles he starts to gray out, and also the colors beiing eyeseariingly saturated iin the driinkiing scenes...... deities ii love thiis song

  • @Deyfare
    @Deyfare Před rokem +32

    Bro I have to say I have become obsessed with this song I literally love everything about this. The “I’m really sorry Jack I-“ hits *SO HARD.* I love this so much literally got me back into Walten Files. Keep working hard you have AMAZING talent!

  • @user-ui5zq6eg8j
    @user-ui5zq6eg8j Před 2 lety +1775

    I am Japanese.
    I cannot speak English, so I write in English translated by a translation site.
    I was attracted by the thumbnail of the video and listened to the song. Gentle tone, electronic sound with good tempo. And yet the atmosphere of the PV gets further and further away from happiness. I found a very nice work. Thank you very much.
    I would like to know the meaning of the lyrics of this song. Is there a website where the lyrics are transcribed? I would like to see them in Japanese translation.

    • @carcas1776
      @carcas1776 Před 2 lety +208

      i don’t know if there is a translation, but i would recommend watching the walten files! that’s what it’s based off of, if i can find a translation i’ll put it here

    • @user-ui5zq6eg8j
      @user-ui5zq6eg8j Před 2 lety +377

      @@carcas1776 Thanks for the comment!
      I finally watched episodes 1-3 of The Walten Files last night. I now have some idea of what this song means. So it is the song that was talking about his events. I found a private site where volunteers translated it into Japanese, so that's how I understood the content.
      It is a very well done song. I am glad I came across it.
      (This text was translated by DEEPL)

    • @carcas1776
      @carcas1776 Před 2 lety +89

      @@user-ui5zq6eg8j i’m glad you liked it!

    • @numsterproductions1195
      @numsterproductions1195 Před rokem +61

      I would recommend copying the lyrics, and translating them through google or something!

    • @Bunnii1096
      @Bunnii1096 Před rokem

      私はビジネスを持っている、私は素敵な妻を持っている
      私が望むことができるすべては、私は完璧な人生を持っている
      それはあなたが愛するものだとほとんど働いていないようなものです
      計算の脳、その心そろばん
      しかし、私はこれを言わなかった場合、私は嘘をつくだろうと思う
      私は言葉で方法を持っているが、感情ではない方法
      私は銀の弾丸を持っている、私は自己処方箋を持っている
      私は言う、"私にもう一つの飲み物を渡し、"あなたはそれを中毒と呼んでいます
      私はボトルを開けて、それを手放します。
      たぶん私は、しかし、すべきではありません
      私は、しかし、私はすべきではない知っている
      それが問題になったら、それが私の骨に浸透した場合
      誰も知る必要はありません
      誰も知る必要はありません
      私はビジネスを持っている、私は素敵な妻を持っている
      たぶん私は少し嘘をついているが、私は大丈夫やっている
      私は良くなるだろうと言う、私は私が終了しようとしていると言う
      しかし、あなたは私を知っていれば、あなたは私がそれを偽造している知っているだろう
      それは一日二回、その後三、その後四、その後五です
      それは私を殺すようなものではない、それは私が生きている感じになります
      少なくとも私は私がやったと思った、彼らは私があなたにこれを言った知らせてはいけない
      しかし、私は抵抗する方法がわからない、私は自分の言い訳が嫌いです
      荒涼とした上で窒息、アマレットに一口
      しかし、私をより良くすることはありません
      私は良くなりませんが、
      私はしたいときに停止することができます、私はまだ自己制御を持っています
      しかし、私はノーと言うことは決してないだろう
      しかし、私はノーと言うことは決してないだろう
      私はそれをすべてめちゃくちゃ知っている、私は完璧な男ではない
      しかし、私は私が良くなるだろう誓う、これは私が誰ではありません
      それは本当にあなたの問題ではない、あなたは気を与えるべきではありません
      あなたは私がどのように感じているかわからないので、理解しようとしないでください
      ダッシュボードの60を過ぎて、過去。08イン-マイ-ブラッド
      私は面白いのようなものを感じている、すべての常識を元に戻します
      すべての道路の上に曲がって、後ろに子供たちを持って
      どうやって家に帰るの?
      本当にごめんなさい、ジャック、私は-
      金属のクラッシュ音、私の鼻からの出血
      私はとても愚かだ、私は知っている
      クソひどい、私は知っている
      私の口の中の鉄の味はメルローと混ざり合っています
      彼らはもう呼吸しません
      彼らはもう呼吸しません
      私は本当に今回それをやった、私は行くためにそこにあるのですか?
      なんてこった知らない
      どうやって知ったの?
      私の手から浅い墓、下の肉と血
      ピックアップ、電話を拾う
      ピックアップ、電話を拾う
      申し訳ありませんが、これのいずれかが正しく翻訳されていない場合、私は英語のように翻訳者を使用しています