American Beauty - What it all Meant

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  • A thematic analysis of American Beauty. If you have a question please ask below and I will get back to you as soon as possible. If you disagree with my interpretation please be polite and state your case with examples. This is a learning experience for everyone and I am happy to be proven incorrect if that be the case. Thank you!
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  • @roarblast7332
    @roarblast7332 Před 7 lety +2160

    The idea of "joy in small things" is really a reference to the joy of being. In other words, joy isn't derived from anything at all. It comes from a state of acceptance, of being at peace.

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 7 lety +79

      I can agree with that.

    • @koomba0
      @koomba0 Před 5 lety +31

      Thank you. I could phrase it a dozen different ways, but this is the essence. Whatever you want to call it, it's as Lester says at the end, letting it flow. If you try to hold onto it, beauty, you'll never have it. Just be.

    • @user-rl2rw3tp6s
      @user-rl2rw3tp6s Před 3 lety +2

      That’s so true very wise

    • @cecilwhinter
      @cecilwhinter Před 3 lety +8

      You're right. And even though joy can come from outside of yourself, from moments that show themselves to you, you have to be in a state of acceptance & peace like you said to not just receive it but welcome it.

    • @QuietlyCurious
      @QuietlyCurious Před 2 lety +7

      Which if anything, goes AGAINST the American ideal. That's the brilliance. We're always told to strive, compete, & never settle.

  • @florencetj
    @florencetj Před 7 lety +2593

    I believe this is the kind of movie that's just getting better and better to you as you get older.

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 7 lety +140

      Yeah, it hit me really hard in high school, but now I know more people that are like these character

    • @florencetj
      @florencetj Před 7 lety +12

      Thank you for sharing your insight, Mate :")

    • @kasskapis
      @kasskapis Před 6 lety +35

      Floren Nakajima exactly what I thought! when i first saw it, I was 12 years old and thought it's boring. I'm 18 now (i know i'm still very young) and i've watched it at least 5 times at different age and every time it's so cool to think back how I used to think about that film. absolutely fell in love with it at 17.

    • @gj3042
      @gj3042 Před 5 lety +21

      So right. I just rewatched it at 24. I remember watching it in my teens and sneak watching it when I was really young. It’s such a great movie.

    • @sunny2kG
      @sunny2kG Před 5 lety +12

      Like wine.

  • @rocker5202
    @rocker5202 Před 7 lety +2398

    American Beauty is a true masterpiece. One of my favorite films of all time.

    • @HaythamThorn
      @HaythamThorn Před 5 lety +23

      Martin Dean He's probably American, we don't use the "u" in such a way.

    • @theoneandonlyspook1312
      @theoneandonlyspook1312 Před 5 lety +35

      You know shit is good when you say film instead of movie

    • @olegdepapa
      @olegdepapa Před 5 lety +10

      why? it's not really a feel good film. by the end of it you feel like there's no point to life. what's good about that?

    • @DDTSik
      @DDTSik Před 4 lety +37

      @@olegdepapa the fact that this film was able to evoke that particular emotion for you is skillful in itself.

    • @spderman123
      @spderman123 Před 4 lety +2

      i slept on this film and been watching clips definitely watching soon

  • @Winchester-xw8uy
    @Winchester-xw8uy Před 7 lety +994

    People always think they want stuff but they actually want happiness. They spend their entire lives chasing after it but fail to ever grasp it fully

    • @some_randomninja
      @some_randomninja Před 4 lety +35

      Pure happiness is when you're a child i reckon. As you get older you just have snippets of fun.

    • @Jack-rk7jc
      @Jack-rk7jc Před 4 lety +54

      @@some_randomninja Pure happiness as a concept doesn't exist, I don't think. Ups and downs are inevitable in life, no matter how healthy, wealthy, and full of love your life is. The idea that you all you have to do is obtain this one thing, then you'll be happy forever, is just impossible. Happiness is a feeling, an emotion, not a lifestyle.
      The way I see it, happiness comes in waves, and you really have to be present in the moment to accept the opportunity to ride that wave when it comes by.
      That's how you fully appreciate the ups, now as for the downs... I think it helps if you find a way to enjoy the times in between those waves happiness, or atleast come to terms with them instead of letting yourself feel stuck or worse, actually causing yourself to be stuck by giving up and settling into the cesspool instead of continuing to try climbing out of it.
      The "bad times" we go through don't have to be the "worst times." Finding a way to still enjoy things and letting yourself love the people in your life as well as seeking comfort in them, is the best way to use the downtime. But a lot of people just say to themselves "well this fucking sucks" and they sit in that shitty attitude, and that only makes it worse, and last longer. What's worse is when they fully give up. Then... you could lose years of your life, or for some people, they never find a way out of that, and are lost forever from that point.
      Long story short, try and find new things in life to love, and appreciate the things and people you already love, because surrounding yourself with good people is really more important than you'll probably ever be aware of.

    • @Meisterling
      @Meisterling Před 4 lety +4

      Happiness is a byproduct

    • @Mayu1505
      @Mayu1505 Před 4 lety +4

      @@Meisterling calmness is an inate quality of the mind and its often mistaken as a hole that needs to be filled with stuff like phones, cars,etc

    • @paoloromano3759
      @paoloromano3759 Před 3 lety +3

      ​@@Jack-rk7jc The great misstep of evolution occurred once homo sapiens gained consciousness. Before, we acted on instincts of hunger, sexual reproduction, and survival. However, with the addition of consciousness, humans now spend the entirety of their brief existence searching for the elusive feelings of "happiness" and "love". Although some may feel they have obtained these imagined emotional states, in reality, they have merely released certain chemicals in their brain. Despite the darkness and nihilistic nature of our futile existence, we somehow manage to get out of bed everyday.

  • @stuartevans1351
    @stuartevans1351 Před 8 lety +2011

    American Beauty and Fight Club gave such good representations of the corporate 90's

    • @more.marshmallows
      @more.marshmallows Před 8 lety +118

      Office Space and the Matrix are also good ones.

    • @SolusBatty
      @SolusBatty Před 8 lety +7

      What about Glengarry Glen Ross. Loved that one too.

    • @222browneyes
      @222browneyes Před 8 lety +104

      And American Psycho

    • @LexCreeps
      @LexCreeps Před 8 lety +20

      +Sue Donym isn't american psycho about a bunch of 80's yuppies

    • @222browneyes
      @222browneyes Před 7 lety +35

      Genuine//Imitations It was a perfect, graphic and somewhat comedic critique of corporate (mostly Wall St workers) in the 90s. A beautiful portrayal of the superficiality and meaninglessness of that lifestyle.

  • @AlchemicalForge91
    @AlchemicalForge91 Před 8 lety +1372

    as a kid in the nineties we didn't have much money and I was jealous of the families in this movie.. Then I got older and pitied them. The beauty is anywhere and everywhere though in truth.

  • @CinephiliacProdction
    @CinephiliacProdction Před 7 lety +1708

    The symbol isn't just of a "rose", and while your words on that make sense, it's not what was intended.
    The "American Beauty" is a breed of roses, so the title refers to this breed of roses that while being pretty and appealing in appearance, is often prone to rot underneath at the roots and branches of the plant. Thus, the tagline "...look closer" tells the viewer that when they look beyond the "perfect suburban life," they will find something rancid at the root.

    • @williamchristie2921
      @williamchristie2921 Před 7 lety +71

      It's not only the rose it's also the color red like when the camera focuses on the red door near the end

    • @nppappapaannnnp
      @nppappapaannnnp Před 7 lety +8

      Thanks, I didn't know this but it makes a lot of sense!

    • @333br
      @333br Před 7 lety +23

      Everyone has a different perspective.

    • @seminole17910
      @seminole17910 Před 7 lety +26

      @ Yummy Sounds. I would agree with this. This movie is what you choose to make of it IMHO. I tried to articulate to someone why "American Beauty" is one of my favorite movies of all-time and I just couldn't put my finger on it. Of course, it's a scathing indictment of modern American life at the surface, but it's more of a philosophical movie to me. As Sam Mendes (the director) said "It was amazing that a movie where the pivotal scene is a dancing plastic bag, was embraced and understood so greatly." The "Plastic Bag Scene" and Spacey's monologue at the end, make that movie for me personally. Just pure beauty. No pun intended. Beauty and happiness are fleeting in life and not even Rickey's video camera could hold on to either.

    • @blacjackdaniels200
      @blacjackdaniels200 Před 6 lety

      CinephiliacProdction Excellent

  • @santoroy2120
    @santoroy2120 Před 7 lety +909

    When it's late I get all philosophical and shit and watch videos like these

    • @Datheavyispootis
      @Datheavyispootis Před 7 lety +22

      Good! Keep at it

    • @LightXplosion
      @LightXplosion Před 7 lety +38

      I know right? It's 3 AM on a Friday morning and here I am pondering the meaning of beauty.

    • @pastelhotmess9299
      @pastelhotmess9299 Před 6 lety +5

      Roy Boy that's me every night join the club dude

    • @fredmorris7743
      @fredmorris7743 Před 5 lety +8

      r/iamverysmart

    • @scottwall3095
      @scottwall3095 Před 4 lety +8

      Same, when my mind is too tired to keep up the facade of controlling everything I tend to turn toward this sort of stuff.

  • @johnellizz
    @johnellizz Před 7 lety +1529

    People make fun of that thing with the dancing bag...but IT'S REAL. I was walking down the street one day when a plastic bag jump right in front of me and did a miraculous dance. It was like ballet but with a bag! Then, this bag followed me for two blocks as I walked down the street! I'll never forget the look on this cat's face as he watched this bag trailing behind me as we passed by his front lawn. Hollywood isn't always full of crap (just most of the time).

    • @blacjackdaniels200
      @blacjackdaniels200 Před 6 lety +66

      PROVEN FACT VIDEOS you were probably smoking that same stuff Ricky Fitts was

    • @YogiBearTruthbetold
      @YogiBearTruthbetold Před 6 lety +4

      There is a whole life behind things, Search "Truth Contest" and read the top entry called The Present. The truth will set you free

    • @blacjackdaniels200
      @blacjackdaniels200 Před 6 lety +1

      Grace Ful if it was so true no one would need a book to know it

    • @aliasjon8320
      @aliasjon8320 Před 6 lety +2

      User name checks out

    • @coreyhebert5139
      @coreyhebert5139 Před 5 lety +2

      I thought it was cool

  • @morganmmontz
    @morganmmontz Před 7 lety +796

    This is probably my favorite film of all time. It really is the ride, the roller coaster, that makes this movie for me. The highs and lows are just...amazing. Along with the music, it really makes a viewing experience I have never matched.

    • @jasonantigua6825
      @jasonantigua6825 Před 7 lety +10

      Check out Revolutionary Road !

    • @morganmmontz
      @morganmmontz Před 7 lety +4

      jason antigua I will!

    • @JackNapi3r
      @JackNapi3r Před 7 lety +8

      Even though Revolutionary road is a great film, it doesn't match the greatness of American Beauty

    • @danifunk6687
      @danifunk6687 Před 6 lety +3

      I totally agree. This is my alltime favorite drama and I've been watching it at least once a year since I had seen it in the cinema when it first came out.

    • @jellyt4967
      @jellyt4967 Před 6 lety +7

      One of my all time favorites too. It cannot be matched. The soundtrack is so thought provoking along with the great drama and filming. I love questioning the image of beauty and how people present themselves in society. This movie is definitely one that can be watched over and over again, as it provokes new thoughts each time.

  • @riggamorrischan
    @riggamorrischan Před 7 lety +414

    I think you could possibly even add on to the symbolism. Not only are the roses a primary symbol, but in a more broader sense, the color red is represented throughout the entire film. The red roses, the front door, the red behind buddy kane's advertisements, the red car, the sweater with red flowers worn by jane, and even the red oven pan, etc. And red represents so many different things like sexuality, love, rebellion, life force, and the soul.

    • @AlexTheCrayChick
      @AlexTheCrayChick Před 7 lety +43

      Daniel Miller also anger and hate

    • @DDDSSDDDSSDDDSS
      @DDDSSDDDSSDDDSS Před 4 lety +26

      You forgot the blood at the end.

    • @mgdkns6678
      @mgdkns6678 Před 3 lety +1

      The soul is represented by red?! In what philosophy?

    • @EM38101
      @EM38101 Před rokem +2

      Of course, Tyler Durden when he is introduced wears white because the narrator is still sort of processing the very being of Tyler, when he realizes he wears red, the aforementioned colour. But in the end he wears black, the color of project Mayham to show his true self

  • @xruraldustx
    @xruraldustx Před 7 lety +583

    Lester is the focus. He's finally found beauty (the little things) but he's been enlightened too late in his life spent here on earth. Ricky shows insight into what the rest of the characters and the audience have the capability to become, enthralled with seeing the beauty in everything. This film is a great lesson in life.

  • @DeepVerma728
    @DeepVerma728 Před 6 lety +284

    Lester Burnam reached self actualization which means he had to die.

    • @mgdkns6678
      @mgdkns6678 Před 3 lety +12

      Why “he had to”? Nevertheless it made me think also of the movie “A single man”, when Colin Firth’s character reaches the same catharsis and ends up the same...dead...

    • @waynepayne9875
      @waynepayne9875 Před 3 lety +7

      True. He was complete.

    • @BigSmoke-bu6ib
      @BigSmoke-bu6ib Před 3 lety +2

      Wake up, Donnie

    • @BrotherMalMusic
      @BrotherMalMusic Před rokem +1

      Wild, a similar thing happens in _Panic_ with William H. Macy

    • @gabbar51ngh
      @gabbar51ngh Před rokem

      Reminds me of Vanilla Sky a bit. He wakes up the moment he realises he's experiencing a manufactured dream.

  • @willrueb9573
    @willrueb9573 Před 7 lety +351

    American Beauty was detailing the end of the nuclear family, the end of the conventional American dream, and the innocence of the American youth being replaced by a jaded pessism directed at their parents and elders.

    • @mikekaroules2820
      @mikekaroules2820 Před 4 lety +28

      I know I'm late with this reply but you sure said alot there. You're on to something. I absolutely respect the narrator's analysis but in my lowly opinion he is too detailed. I think he may have gone off on a couple tangents. What I got out of the movie is seeing a family 👪 who have lost their way and , believe it or not , they actually still love eachother. They just don't have the tools to be reconciled to eachother. I believe deep down they don't want to fracture or split up. They want to be a family but they are searching in every wrong place to find happiness , but happiness alludes them. They basically have the American dream but what good is it. The American dream deceived them and has basically destroyed them. This accurately reflects thousands of American families right now. Look at all our material success and it robbed us of our heart and soul. Families are wealthy but lost. They're lost.

    • @qwertasdcfghjklmo24z
      @qwertasdcfghjklmo24z Před 4 lety +2

      Couldn't the same be said for the hippies of the late 1960s/early 1970s?

    • @mikekaroules2820
      @mikekaroules2820 Před 4 lety

      @@qwertasdcfghjklmo24z not sure . The hippies back in the late 60s were not trying to overthrow or degrade the traditional family unit nor traditional marriage.

  • @wiizxx
    @wiizxx Před 4 lety +205

    The soundtrack is a masterpiece

    • @paperchasindude6578
      @paperchasindude6578 Před 3 lety +6

      Thomas newman should've won the Oscar

    • @airikkalerofficial
      @airikkalerofficial Před 3 lety +1

      @@paperchasindude6578 FACTS

    • @TheProphegy
      @TheProphegy Před 2 lety +7

      Who knew such simple keys could evoke so much emotion. One of my favorite movie soundtracks ever. So much peace and calmness it brings me.

    • @BrotherMalMusic
      @BrotherMalMusic Před rokem

      Had to get that mf on vinyl

  • @waynepayne9875
    @waynepayne9875 Před 3 lety +116

    When I was a teenager I thought this was just a cool movie, but as a grown man I think it's a masterpiece.

  • @sashinshine5818
    @sashinshine5818 Před 5 lety +67

    1: Cruel Intentions
    2: American Beauty
    3: Fight Club
    In this order, for the message behind the movie. All great movies, all have a deep thoughtful reality of people trying to cope with their life.

    • @jimmycrackcorn1603
      @jimmycrackcorn1603 Před 5 lety +14

      Donnie Darko and the Matrix will round the list off... late 90s they were opening the veil for us.

    • @sashinshine5818
      @sashinshine5818 Před 5 lety

      @@jimmycrackcorn1603 The Matrix? How and why?

    • @jimmycrackcorn1603
      @jimmycrackcorn1603 Před 5 lety +1

      The aesthetic of the real world...the crappie clothes and shitty food. The cast seems to yearn to go back in to save others. But they are always dress very autrutrisric, as if they are most posh, for a mission. It seems they have to "dress up" their egos, never manifesting the same things they see daily in the real world.

    • @RottenDoctorGonzo
      @RottenDoctorGonzo Před 2 lety

      All 3 came out in 1999! Along with Office Space.

    • @THEOvERSiZEDMeATBALL
      @THEOvERSiZEDMeATBALL Před 2 lety

      dont forget office space

  • @walterkronkitesleftshoe6684
    @walterkronkitesleftshoe6684 Před 6 měsíci +10

    Thomas Newman's "American Beauty" theme music has ALWAYS touched my soul, and makes me ACHE for something I cannot define (And I'm normally not the most "spiritual" of people) but this soundtrack just DOES this to me. So much so that driving to my mother's funeral 9 years ago, I purposely listened to it, just to reinforce its power on me. The single piano with string accompaniment is such a DEEPLY moving motif.

  • @ChubakaSteven
    @ChubakaSteven Před 7 lety +299

    I just watched your analysis of American Beauty, and in going through the comments, I saw a month ago you said that you had been feeling down on yourself.
    Knock that crap off, buddy. Your analysis of American Beauty was MIND BLOWING. Tonight, I've been doing a lot of thinking about my relationships, life and death, notions of "God", the universe, beauty, peace, meaning... and to cap the evening off with your analysis of American Beauty was fantastic.
    "Taking control of a shadow or mirror self seems great, but... it involves so much turmoil. Yet there are those who live inside that state constantly, which is another way to try and escape these identity crises, but as stated, it creates a person that can be happy and sees the things other people take for granted, while on the other hand keeps them from experiencing full joy due to their split."
    In that one paragraph, you were able to accurately summarize my entire 'existential crisis' that I've been analyzing for the last several years of my life.
    You are an incredibly bright, intelligent person. You have an incredible way with words, that is "substantive" as someone else put it, and is so succinct and poignant that even I, who consider myself a word-smith, find myself envious :).
    Keep up the fantastic work!

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 7 lety +144

      All I can really say is thanks. Not to diminish what you said in the slightest, but every once and a while I'll get a comment or email or what have you like yours that helps to alleviate the sort of petty depression I fall into. I appreciate it so much.

    • @CallMeNumber8
      @CallMeNumber8 Před 6 lety +6

      +What it all Meant there is no depth without pain my bro. I'm in the same boat as you! Thanks for video my man 📹 peace ✌

    • @aerialpenn8849
      @aerialpenn8849 Před 3 lety +2

      @@WhatitallMeant just wanted to say thanks for this video. This was a great review for a classic film

  • @ChanelROETV
    @ChanelROETV Před 3 lety +72

    This movie profoundly hit me in a way I can’t even explain

  • @johnadams-wp2yb
    @johnadams-wp2yb Před 7 lety +306

    A rare thing these days... a truly great American film.

    • @kasdfg776
      @kasdfg776 Před 5 lety +5

      Yeah, but look when it was made. They sure aren't making any good movies any more.

    • @olegdepapa
      @olegdepapa Před 5 lety

      whats so great about it?

    • @sirpizo555
      @sirpizo555 Před 4 lety +13

      Made by a Brit though

    • @dreamthedream8929
      @dreamthedream8929 Před 2 lety +1

      @@kasdfg776 what do you mean? Parasite came out and won oscars. Your name came out and received praise

  • @LeBovarysme
    @LeBovarysme Před 7 lety +173

    you're so enticing in a way i can't describe, i'm so amazed with the way you talk and the things you say, so poetic yet precise, i could listen to your analysis for hours and i wouldn't feel bored at all, it's sad being surrounded by people that just don't get it, movies are so beautiful and full of messages waiting to be deciphered, it's truly breathtaking seeing that people like you have such passion when talking about movies, sorry for the long comment, props to you sir❤️

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 7 lety +33

      Well thank you! Glad I can be that for you.

    • @beat.1546
      @beat.1546 Před 7 lety +54

      bro, you just got an admirer.

    • @kribrigdefoo
      @kribrigdefoo Před 2 lety +2

      IKR! people don't care about the meaning of the movie anymore these days..

    • @Ares_gaming_117
      @Ares_gaming_117 Před 2 lety +1

      a rich analysis for a film rich in meaning. cant get any better

  • @loudrockacdc
    @loudrockacdc Před 8 lety +107

    No way, I saw this movie for the first time 2 nights ago and you post it NOW!!! That's awesome. I love coincidences so much.

    • @bobpolo2964
      @bobpolo2964 Před 7 lety +3

      There are no coincidences

    • @blooduhz
      @blooduhz Před 7 lety +6

      Where were you for the past 17 years? this movie was released back in 1999 lol.

    • @loudrockacdc
      @loudrockacdc Před 7 lety +1

      blooduhz Just never got around to seeing it! I actually hadn't even heard much about it until some friends suggested it to me.

    • @paulatreides0777
      @paulatreides0777 Před rokem

      Synchronicity is the word you are searching for

  • @Nonni655321
    @Nonni655321 Před 8 lety +69

    Thank you for doing justice to this movie, it's a pretty special film for me. I also want to mention as a professional classical musician, that the soundtrack of this movie was groundbreaking, we can hear the minimalist score influence in many films and trailers that we see even today.

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 8 lety +8

      Oh yeah, if these were reviews/retrospectives rather than thematic analysis, you better believe that section would have been much longer

    • @bobpolo2964
      @bobpolo2964 Před 7 lety

      What it all Meant I want this to be straight to the point. This was a clear step up, literally. I got to about 7 minutes and had to pause the video because of so much essential information being tossed my way, I mean that in a good way. Your critical writing has evolved and the dead pan delivery was in full effect. Perfect balance of objective analysis combined with subjective observation.
      One: too many titles, way too many. Your potential for tight structures really showed in this video, so I would suggest dividing your analysis into 3 parts and a conclusion. This will allow you to have the title, Part one: whatever, Part two: whatever, conclusion etc. Movies have 3 acts and a conclusion, why not film essays? Having so many titles is unnecessary. You begin with an opening statement about how the film is about identity and beauty. Just keep talking like normal, giving us context and then... Part one.
      I saw a title for tone, cinematography, music, and your normal sentences on screen all before 2 minutes of video😬 By dividing the essay into parts, this will allow you to discuss all of those elements in between and still be able to thread the character arcs, buzz words, etc. And you can place those titles into different parts, more organization. That allows the viewer to say, "I think I'll study part 2 for now before moving on." Imagine that.
      Two: you really kept it consistent with your examination of the themes of identity and beauty. There was also this nuance where you showed a character talking about seeing a dead homeless woman and how sad she looked. Then you cut to a dead Lester with a smile. You allowed me to catch that on my own without beating me over the head. Perfect.
      Be careful with your wording. "Subtext is apparent through the lens of everything else thus far." By not saying what type of lens (spiritual, existential, identity) this sentence becomes abstract. Always be conscious of appropriate modifiers. You're a writer. "Trying to force an identity is as problematic as having none at all." Perfect!!!!
      Three: you're almost there, super sayain level 1000. Just keep grinding. This was your best format thus far, so happy to see you experimenting even though you have to deal with your other life, independent from critical work.
      Seriously consider the division of parts. It's gonna let you expand on textual threads and visual continuities in whatever film you're examining and thread those different elements within your overall essay. I'm about to rewatch this bro because it's so good. Take care

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 7 lety +2

      bob polo I'll keep ALL this in mind for my next video. Especially the bit on the subtext phrasing. Structure is key to clarity, so if I can continue to improve on that, I'll take any suggestion. Sorry I can't reply to everything specifically. Just know I'm taking it to heart, appreciate the time taken to type it up, and have no time at the moment.

    • @anautumnforcrippledchildre8369
      @anautumnforcrippledchildre8369 Před 7 lety +2

      Thomas Newman "Any Other Name".. The track suits the film perfectly.

    • @deniseg812
      @deniseg812 Před 6 lety

      I love Thomas Newman. My favorite is The Orchard from Phenom

  • @orchardjpg
    @orchardjpg Před 7 lety +51

    My favorite movie. It's an absolute masterpiece

  • @coma3550
    @coma3550 Před 3 lety +38

    I knew this movie was a master piece the first time I saw it in my twenties. Twenty years later I'm still trying to wrap my head around its complexity.

    • @Lone432345
      @Lone432345 Před rokem

      ITs about a guy trying to bone a underage girl. There nothing complex about it.

  • @jasonmaclean719
    @jasonmaclean719 Před rokem +14

    I've always loved the movie, still one of my favorites. Lester to me was the focus and gave the message. However, years later and the allegations against Spacey came to light. Now? The parts with Angela are REALLY tough to watch

  • @Mindzinsuk
    @Mindzinsuk Před 3 lety +6

    Background music has been my wake up alarm for years. That piano is the most gentle sound to wake up to.

  • @edwardnygma1887
    @edwardnygma1887 Před 3 lety +35

    The most revolutionary thing someone can do is be happy

    • @mathematics5040
      @mathematics5040 Před 3 lety +1

      Happiness do not remain constant throughout the life span but vary from one stage of life to another. ;)

  • @lpr5269
    @lpr5269 Před 7 lety +46

    And Another thing. From now on we're going to alternate our dinner music because frankly, and I don't think I'm alone here, I 'm getting a little tired of this Lawrence Welk Shit.

  • @HazelFaith
    @HazelFaith Před 7 lety +163

    I love what you're doing and find it very enlightening and educational. Please keep going!

  • @staceyxtra1631
    @staceyxtra1631 Před 7 lety +150

    May I request a movie, Lolita. It's one of my favorite movies, it's a bit of an odd movie. Glad to have found your channel.. (:

    • @sksksk2940
      @sksksk2940 Před 7 lety +1

      Stacey Xtra yasss just watched it and i'm so confused

    • @lucynx1511
      @lucynx1511 Před 5 lety +1

      This film reminds me of Lolita too!

    • @RottenDoctorGonzo
      @RottenDoctorGonzo Před 2 lety +1

      Which version? Irons?

  • @HarleyQuinn_93
    @HarleyQuinn_93 Před 7 lety +11

    This movie talks to me in a different way. The movie says there's so much beauty that you can't take it but relax and it flows through you. It speaks to me through love rather than something as common as beauty. I've wanted to be married and be with my soulmate since I started liking girls, which was literally in Kindergarten. I saw the beauty of love through the relationship of my parents. August 15, 2017 they will have been together for 25 years. I saw the best parts, worst parts, hardest parts and easiest parts of love through them. I knew the meaning of love at 15 and only knew more of it as I grew older. I talk to my soulmate in spirit on a regular basis. I talk to her like I would pray to God. Her name is Lexie. I've wanted love like my parents have for so long. They never really taught me how to show someone I love them. So, I always just threw it all on the table and scared them away. My heart to this day is so full of love that it has become a burden that ways me down. It constantly weighs me down because I have no woman to give this love. I have no woman because women don't want the love I have to offer. The love I have is true love. The love I witness in my parents marriage everyday. Women that want that love don't exist. Not in my world anyway... Is this Lexie I told you of even real? Am I crazy because my own love has weighed me down to rock bottom? Then I watched this movie and everything just felt okay. That being said, I haven't found a way to let go of my love so it can flow through me rather than weigh me down. I'd really like some help with that one. I was born in 93, so I understand the end of history thing. We appreciate that all the hardships from world wars, racism, diseases, and other things are gone but we have no direction now. We're just a bunch of half alive misguided ghosts. We're half alive because we have no direction. We're misguided because we listen to the unwise(Hollywood, the media)trying to tell us what to do. This and Shawshank Redemption are my favorite movies of all time.

    • @porakanasa2006
      @porakanasa2006 Před 10 měsíci +1

      Can I ask you, IF you don't mind of course, and you are still using this account, given that this comment was written 6 years ago.....has your opinion changed? Did you find Lexie....in all her glory? You must be around your 30's now...
      I don't even know why I went through this rabbit hole on YT watching a video about the movie, then scrolling down the comments.
      Your comment related to me in a way that I was holding my breath and watching the screen for 20 minutes before I pressed reply.
      I'm just curious.
      I'm a female, with sort of completely different experience than yours in regards to my parents life, but the sentiment is the same still...

  • @tetsuan25
    @tetsuan25 Před rokem +7

    I remember lying on my friend's bed as he surfed the net, and the haunting American beauty theme music played in the back ground, when my friend said out of the blue. " The problem with you is you won't allow anyone to love you" My expression changed I felt my soul for a brief moment escaped my body, as that truth speared my heart. That has always stuck with me. We no longer have contact. That music always reminds me of that moment.

  • @jakethelifter3824
    @jakethelifter3824 Před 3 lety +22

    Just watched this movie last night, and It lives up to its name. It's one of the most beautiful films I've ever seen. And no matter how sad the ending is for many reasons, it still has major payoff.

  • @CS-fw7ze
    @CS-fw7ze Před 7 lety +89

    The morning after I saw this movie I asked my husband for a divorce. I identified so strongly with Spacey's character and being a middle aged poor woman with zero attraction for teen girls I never really understood why I felt that way. I just knew I didn't want to die living unhappy but secure. Your explanation makes sense to me. I understand now why I identified with him. :)

    • @elizabethbennet4791
      @elizabethbennet4791 Před 6 lety +4

      too late in life lol...but you're still alive, so there's that.

    • @olegdepapa
      @olegdepapa Před 5 lety +21

      that's terrible.

    • @westkanye4005
      @westkanye4005 Před 3 lety +4

      How's The Single Life

    • @MrSkarbek36
      @MrSkarbek36 Před 3 lety

      @@westkanye4005 lmfaooooo

    • @waynepayne9875
      @waynepayne9875 Před 3 lety +15

      That's awful you abandoned your marriage because you saw a movie? Did you make it to the end? He realized his life wasn't that bad.

  • @hyperborean72
    @hyperborean72 Před 10 měsíci +5

    I never before really noticed how beautifully Angela showed that she truly cares for Lester (11:10) and with that she literally saved Lester overwhelmed with solitude from crying. Such a fantastically played scene. And it is may be the only scene of the movie where people really care about each other and understand each other

  • @lea9977
    @lea9977 Před 6 měsíci +4

    This is a film if I see it is on Netflix, I will play it going to sleep. Easily watched it 40 times. I find it very touching. Who isn’t trying to put on a face like they’re living a dream but all of us are struggling.

  • @adamflores402
    @adamflores402 Před 8 lety +1

    I have been really wanting this for a long time. the soothing voice, as well as easy to disgust break down of the Emotion behind the film.
    you really out done yourself. Great Job!

  • @user-ep9fu2be4z
    @user-ep9fu2be4z Před 8 lety +43

    I rarely bother to comment on anything. You are incredibly good at breaking things apart. Please keep making videos.
    "She's just waiting in other people's quicksand." Dude.

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 8 lety +10

      Glad you decided to! And I will, A Clockwork Orange is next

  • @raalaa121
    @raalaa121 Před 3 lety +8

    The haunting music score. And Kevin Spacey and the pothead did it for me.

  • @josegamino5677
    @josegamino5677 Před 7 lety +70

    Dude do eternal sunshine for the spotless mind

  • @dylanfriese-greene174
    @dylanfriese-greene174 Před 7 lety +1

    Spot on. Upon first watching this film did I realise how much it was a work of art. The characters literally unfold before you so vividly. Thanks for shedding some new light on stuff I didn't pick up.

  • @grey6545
    @grey6545 Před rokem +1

    Thank you so much for your work. I watched this video when I was going through rough times, and through it, I managed to understand certain aspects of life which helped me overcome the issues I was facing back then.
    I always come back to this video, this is a timeless video.
    Thank you!

  • @WhatitallMeant
    @WhatitallMeant  Před 8 lety +124

    Trying a new format, any feedback is greatly appreciated. Hopefully you like it!

    • @theogaccount3791
      @theogaccount3791 Před 8 lety +3

      Love this movie love your channel

    • @the_famous_reply_guy
      @the_famous_reply_guy Před 8 lety +3

      It works well! another great deconstruction, it seems i missed out a few things from this classic. Much appreciated.

    • @vincentbyas6186
      @vincentbyas6186 Před 8 lety +6

      Very straightforward while still keep in the unique way in which you deconstruct something. Feels very specific and clear. Great job!

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 8 lety +2

      +Donte Newmy Hopefully, I'm going to try to have A Clockwork Orange out by next week

    • @Hamletshandle
      @Hamletshandle Před 8 lety +3

      Brilliant mate, no BS just straight to the point with using the perfect clips to back up your points. There was nothing wrong with the previous format however this seems a lot better

  • @robertpoole9786
    @robertpoole9786 Před 7 lety +43

    I think there is something red in almost every scene..

  • @carlgrau5910
    @carlgrau5910 Před 2 lety +6

    Probably the best movie i have ever seen. Watched it when I was 17 loved it. Now at 37 still a great movie. Probably one of the best movies I have ever seen

    • @Lone432345
      @Lone432345 Před rokem

      You might want to watch more movies.

  • @sura3638
    @sura3638 Před 6 lety +1

    This is the most beautifully written and articulated analysis of the film. The way you explained everything was so well done, especially with the audio behind and the perfect editing. Can't wait to watch more, I'd love to see some more in depth analysis of films like this, perhaps Requiem for a Dream

  • @maze2512
    @maze2512 Před 7 lety +71

    So death is the penultimate freedom.

    • @concordreprisal1585
      @concordreprisal1585 Před 4 lety +6

      Death is imprisoned by life, just as life is imprisoned by death. Freedom only comes from being at peace with the state in which you are already in.

    • @nottletottle
      @nottletottle Před 4 lety +6

      no, acceptance is

    • @xzaviermalibu6276
      @xzaviermalibu6276 Před 3 lety

      Lol this movie is stupid the blonde was the only normal one

    • @igorcesar5574
      @igorcesar5574 Před 3 lety

      @@xzaviermalibu6276 you sound like the blonde lol

  • @panaramix4835
    @panaramix4835 Před 7 lety +20

    Thank you, dude. You have no idea how much I enjoy listening to/watching your perspective on some of the finest films I've seen. Lately I've been struggling with deconstructing how my own life unraveled and became derelict and meaningless, so I started rewatching films and browsing youtube for essays, deconstructions and perspectives to keep my mind occupied and "stay in the light". It's refreshing to listen to other people's standpoints on these masterpieces and you're doing a fine job at keeping depression away. You're awesome!

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 7 lety +5

      Thanks! I'm glad I could do something actually meaningful for you.

  • @SyskoTheCat
    @SyskoTheCat Před 8 lety +1

    The new format is really nice. I enjoy how you thank the viewer(s) at the end of your videos. keep up the good work

  • @arturkarpinski164
    @arturkarpinski164 Před 2 lety +8

    I saw this movie back when it was brand new, I was around 20 and I thought that it was stupid. Now at 42 I saw it again and it's one of the best movies I've ever seen. Very good review!!!

  • @nelsondashner7758
    @nelsondashner7758 Před 11 měsíci +16

    My favorite symbol in the movie is one that I never hear anyone discuss. It's not just the blood on the counter reflecting Lester's smiling face, it's the blood on the floor. It's an exclamation point. It's the punchline. Life seems important, but it slips away into a small puddle of liquid. TADA!

  • @GabithWhyborn
    @GabithWhyborn Před 3 lety +7

    A true spiritual movie ! I understand it better than before because I had an awakening and some profound experiences with meditation. Reality is perfect as it is, it's infinite beauty. The ego project his judgements and fear on reality and this is why we think Reality's harsh or not perfect at all. Ego isn't truth, being is. Reality is pure beingness, there is no moral, no judgement, no language, it only is.
    And we're not separate from it, we are it.
    Now you don't have to believe me, if you want to know learn to be and within years you'll see by direct experiences.

  • @DAEAJ1
    @DAEAJ1 Před 4 lety +2

    Watched this again today and I’ve watched a lot. I always enjoy it and I always fill up at the end. When I’m at work or anywhere else and movies come up I always say that this is one of my favourites and tell them it’s great. It’s annoying that people I know haven’t heard of it let alone watch it. It really is a great smovie

  • @davidegiacon9371
    @davidegiacon9371 Před 7 lety +4

    Definitely the best video I've seen in a long time, brings so many emotions.
    Thanks for uploading

  • @leahdorothy
    @leahdorothy Před 6 lety +28

    american beauty and american psycho are my two favourite movies so the fall out boy album is great haha

    • @rheat9932
      @rheat9932 Před 4 lety +1

      Leah M cray cray! Nearly exact same as me and exact same top favourite movies 😂

  • @AllenChildress
    @AllenChildress Před 7 lety +24

    9:00
    Identity is used as a synonym for "meaningful life" in some circles
    Trying to force an identity is as problematic as having none at all.
    It makes us narrow minded and withholds Joy.
    Even living within an established life, where you'd think one can build on themselves,
    it still can keep people in a depressive state.
    So how do we avoid this?
    Perhaps shedding off that past obsession with the image being chased.
    Maybe it's just relaxing.
    It feels good to indulge in nostalgia, and have the things at one point that you only dreamed of.
    ... even the things that made you feel guilty.
    Obsession often leads to new obsession, unfortunately, which can get out of hand - or inappropriate.
    Taking control of a shadow or mirror self seems great, but it involves so much turmoil.
    Yet there are those who live inside that state constantly, which is another way to try and escape these identity crises.
    But as stated, it creates a person that CAN be happy, and sees the things that other people take for granted,
    while on the other hand keeps them from experiencing full joy, due to their split.
    So if "too much understanding" at one time, has us getting obsessed with the new vision.
    Then only having it half the time, still has the person miserable,
    then wouldn't embracing it throughout life mean that's the way to live?
    Sure! But who's like that??
    I mean there are going to be those who haven't taken that first step into their mold yet.
    But who would understand how to subvert this longing for meaning and identify, from the beginning of life?
    Actually, what even is this understanding that these "partially enlightened" are seeing?
    Joy from Beauty in the small things? What does that entail?
    Why is it important? Is there beauty in what's behind things?
    Enough to create meaning? Probably not.
    But ISN'T there joy in those things?
    Those small things, if they are meaningless ... only great to the individual.
    Simply, generically beautiful. Express forces beyond our control.
    Things we failed at. Are objectively sad, or just ... are.
    Isn't that something??
    At least more than presenting ourselves for other people, in hopes that it exudes purpose.

    • @AllenChildress
      @AllenChildress Před 7 lety +4

      Really impressive work, Sir!
      I am looking forward to listening to more!

    • @Amyti
      @Amyti Před 3 lety

      Thank you for transcription :) I am French and I had difficulty distinguishing certain words!

  • @JonPanDrum
    @JonPanDrum Před 7 lety +1

    I love your videos. Some of the best videos on youtube. I learn so much about myself when reflecting on your words and these stories. Thanks

  • @SimonVanliew26
    @SimonVanliew26 Před 7 lety

    I dig the format. But man I have to watch these so many times to really get all the information I can out of them. You're really smart brother keep it up ✌

  • @kreep182
    @kreep182 Před 5 lety +17

    The best moments for me is my morning cigarrete right after I eat breakfast. Sad but its true. All kidding aside, the video was amazing. The first time I wathced the movie, I was 15 and it blew my fucking teenage mind. Still is one of my favourite movies. And now that I am much older, it even has more meaning than ever.

  • @lalaland9069
    @lalaland9069 Před 3 lety +10

    i just finished this movie and im crying an ocean 😭😭😭😭😭 i really feel so much for every characters. especially right now that im alone in quarantine and doing my best to be grateful everyday. omg i love this movie 😭

    • @billwill7383
      @billwill7383 Před rokem

      Well this is late. But hope things are better for you these days.

  • @heyjonnyparke
    @heyjonnyparke Před 7 lety +1

    Your style is wonderfully unique. Please don't stop doing what you do so well

  • @HarleySB
    @HarleySB Před 3 lety +4

    Thank you. American Beauty has been one of the most meaningful movies for me since it's release, and it's nice to see it broken down respectfully. Then ending still rings through my bones.

  • @jacktrim796
    @jacktrim796 Před 7 lety +8

    I found 'American Beauty' an almost perfect movie. Still enjoy it today. Great review and analysis. Thank you.

  • @michaelhogard3394
    @michaelhogard3394 Před 2 lety +5

    One of my all time favorite movies and this is a great analysis!! Nice job!

  • @inmatejason
    @inmatejason Před 7 lety +33

    Never enjoyed a movie as much as this one.

  • @AAC4808
    @AAC4808 Před 8 lety +1

    Thanks for doing this. I always look forward to your videos. They're so insightful!

  • @mkeeble1989
    @mkeeble1989 Před 7 lety +48

    That was awesome! Your analysis is so substantive that it is impossible to take it all in with one viewing. How are you able to analyze this movie the way you do and talk that way you do in your analysis? The way you phrase a sentence is incredible to me. I can't really describe what it is you're doing but I just know that it's simple but encapsulating the way you speak. I would love to be able to speak like that. Please keep the videos coming.

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 7 lety +25

      Well thank you very much! I've been kinda down about my work recently, so it's great to have such nice words sent my way. I've been thinking about doing some "teaching" videos to show how I analyze or break down any given piece of media. Just stay tuned.

    • @sprutch11
      @sprutch11 Před 7 lety +2

      Please do so! I have just recently come across your channel, and, while I enjoy your videos tremendously, there are only a limited amount of films one man can analyse. I always feel like I am missing out on half the fun due to my limited ability to break down films and discover its (hidden) messages and themes. Teaching your viewers a tool set to do so themselves would be perfect.

    • @RawandCookedVegan
      @RawandCookedVegan Před 7 lety

      I agree, very insightful break down.

  • @Boneidol82
    @Boneidol82 Před 2 lety +11

    A wonderful movie. Explores the human frailty. Dysfunctional families and miss guided fantasies.

  • @FacelessNoise
    @FacelessNoise Před 7 lety

    Thanks again. I've really been loving your videos. Very thought provoking and insightful. Puts a smile on my face whenever I see a new one pop up:)

  • @eddiethatch5060
    @eddiethatch5060 Před 4 měsíci +1

    This is an excellent documentary. I was blown away by American beauty when it came out and still love it to this day.

  • @ronwalker403
    @ronwalker403 Před 4 lety +5

    An absolutely brilliant movie. Probably my favourite cinematic creation of all time. I say this as a Canadian, too. Love this movie.

  • @LBOOGIEDAMANN
    @LBOOGIEDAMANN Před 3 lety +6

    I loved this movie as a teenager. Watched it at least half a dozen times.

  • @milkmedia1657
    @milkmedia1657 Před 2 lety

    Just watched for the first time , absolutely mind blown . Every shot and line just so perfect

  • @slicks8078
    @slicks8078 Před 4 lety +2

    This is incredibly good and insightful. Anyone who really appreciates this movie like I do, should appreciate this video and commentary.

  • @mdjones4
    @mdjones4 Před 8 lety +3

    I like the editing in this one, i know this movie had alot of stuff to break down, you did great

  • @charlesderosas5577
    @charlesderosas5577 Před 3 lety +7

    As a teenager watching American beauty got me through tough times. As a teenager I finally understood what this film meant. Initially when this first released I didn't understand anything.

    • @bluemoo7611
      @bluemoo7611 Před rokem

      What does it mean

    • @applescruff1969
      @applescruff1969 Před 10 měsíci +1

      ​@@bluemoo7611To put it into Layman's terms: Modern Life is Rubbish.

  • @luciens7713
    @luciens7713 Před 4 lety +1

    Fantastic analysis! Great structure covering all bases in detail👍
    Watched this movie for the first time the other day honestly blew my mind that a movie could explore so many themes so beautifully
    Cheers!

  • @hayseman
    @hayseman Před 8 lety +1

    You are the first CZcamsr to take my suggestion. Thank you so much for that. This video was mindblowing! You hit all the points of this movie right on the head. The one thing that I didn't pick up on that you pointed out was how individuals are preceived by different people as in the case of Ricky. Perception also plays a major role in this film. It is clear how these characters define the world around them just on what they think about or want. I am so happy you took the time to research and make this video. Is this your longest? And also thank you.

  • @jozeysquarepants4440
    @jozeysquarepants4440 Před 7 lety +12

    this changed the way I see movies for ever I can't believe how ignorant I've been

  • @jerrygil1965
    @jerrygil1965 Před 2 lety +4

    This film was an AMAZING rollercoaster💜

  • @guillermogarcia6658
    @guillermogarcia6658 Před 7 lety +1

    i love your videos man ,seriously this channel is gold!

  • @kevinmalone29
    @kevinmalone29 Před 3 lety +2

    the way lester describes angela as “not ordinary if you tried” and the way angela fears being ordinary and boring reminds me of the rose from The Little Prince

  • @PrincessSquig
    @PrincessSquig Před 7 lety +13

    My favourite film of all time

  • @SviraSvi
    @SviraSvi Před 7 lety +3

    What an absolutely amazingly beautiful and meaningful film, thanks for the analysis :)

  • @I2ey19
    @I2ey19 Před 4 lety

    Such a great video, I come back to it from time to time to rewatch it

  • @andyquinones1762
    @andyquinones1762 Před 9 měsíci +1

    Great analysis - fun little detail: at 4:54 Jane is wearing a rose-patterned sweater.

  • @mets23232
    @mets23232 Před 5 lety +10

    My favorite movie ever. As I get older this film means more to me; I saw it in theaters in '99 when it was released. I was in my 20's. I'm now in my 40's and Lester seems more relatable to me, as does his relationship with his wife. This film is a classic. It has drama, comedy and makes the audience "look closer"...we all have issues and problems and are trying to navigate through life, relationships, parenthood, school life, work life, misunderstandings, etc. In the end life is beautiful, even with it's ugliness at times. This film has it all. An American clasic that is still relavent in 2018 and beyond. A must watch again and again and forever. An American Beauty of a film.

  • @mandeloo9404
    @mandeloo9404 Před 6 lety +10

    This came out when I was 17 so the 90's were my "day"
    At the time all we wanted to do was be back in the 80's or 70's but I look back somewhat fondly at it. (I say somewhat because life as a minority back then was still a horror show) Life had more meaning, more purpose compared to today where everything is uncovered and it's mostly awful. We see the world as it is today, and it's hard to look.

  • @weeeeoooow
    @weeeeoooow Před 2 lety +2

    One of my favourite films!
    Lifting the lid on suburban lives and unleashing repression, insecurity and simmering anger.
    A masterpiece!

  • @raalaa121
    @raalaa121 Před 3 lety +8

    The American western lifestyle portrayed in this film is completely different to the east / Asia.

  • @deathisinevitable7178
    @deathisinevitable7178 Před 2 lety +5

    this movie is a true work of art. really great acting by the cast

  • @davidcobb2682
    @davidcobb2682 Před 8 lety +12

    I'm and going to rewatch your vids and add a like to all off them

  • @vinitcorleone
    @vinitcorleone Před 7 lety

    i went in a trance state.. my love for this movie is immense ad on top of that your voice is just..... waaaoooo man.. this was beautiful

  • @DoctorGaga87
    @DoctorGaga87 Před 7 lety

    You are extremely well spoken and break it down so it is easy for us to understand. I wish I could write/speak like you.

    • @WhatitallMeant
      @WhatitallMeant  Před 7 lety

      Well thank you!

    • @danielring1806
      @danielring1806 Před 7 lety

      +What it all Meant no problem 😀, could do on an analysis of citizen Kane? I would love to hear your thoughts on it

  • @supersonicdiesel4836
    @supersonicdiesel4836 Před 3 lety +5

    One of the most beautiful movies of all time. It’s evergreen

  • @CosmosZeroX
    @CosmosZeroX Před 5 lety +5

    american beauty is in my opinion one of the best movies ever made. It is a complex movie, the story is great and the characters and actors as well. Most movies come even close to this one...did the film get an oscar or the sound? it should.

    • @paperchasindude6578
      @paperchasindude6578 Před 3 lety +1

      It won 5 Oscars including Best Picture

    • @mathematics5040
      @mathematics5040 Před 3 lety +1

      @@paperchasindude6578 I think it became popular before it won any Oscars.

  • @joeedward8576
    @joeedward8576 Před 6 lety +1

    Things are not always what they seem. Nothing is permanent. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Understanding breathes in compassion and breathes out empathy. Emotional experiences are temporary. Let things go. Breathe.

  • @ahmetkahya16
    @ahmetkahya16 Před 5 lety

    One of the movies of my life. We forget about feelings that do actually valuable life. We only seek money, fame, beauty but cannot love. Love is the most important thing of the human life. Without love, there is nothing. No joy, no happiness, no harmony. I'm in love. I feel the pain but pain makes me alive. At least i can feel what is real and what is unreal. If i had money, fame, beauty these will be fade soon. All will be gone. Like the dust in the wind but love stands forever. Even if you are with someone else. It stands on corner of your heart. I wish i had watched this movie before i spoiled. I hurt love of my life, she doesn't love me anymore and i hurt her because i afraid to hurt her. I really miss her, every second. I see you Lester. You are smiling to me from somewhere.