What It's Like Going Through Chemotherapy: Three Rounds Down!
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A lot of people ask me how I’m doing. It’s hard to answer that question, especially now that I am going through chemotherapy. There are so many ups and downs.
I’ve had three rounds of chemo now, and I have three more rounds to go. It feels weird to be halfway through, but it also feels like I’m not REALLY halfway through anything at all. We don’t know what lies next. Heck, at this point, we don’t even know if the chemo is working.
So yes, I’m halfway through the six chemotherapy sessions we have planned, but there’s still a LONG road ahead.
Every three weeks, I get a three hour infusion of Paclitaxel and 30 minutes of Carboplatin. The process takes about five to six hours altogether. Honestly, the infusion itself isn’t the part I dread. It’s the days after, as the fatigue and achiness take over my body, that I can never seem to prepare myself for.
For today’s video, I wanted to share with you the process of going through chemo. It’s usually not a super dramatic process for me… I go in, get my blood checked, meet with the doctors, get my infusion, go home… and wait for the side effects to kick in. I try to enjoy any small moments I can before I just don’t feel like doing anything at all.
It feels like a slow, but steady, weakening washing over my entire body. I usually hit a pretty low point mentally just before it starts to lift ever so slightly and the fog begins to clear.
There are many more things I could share about chemotherapy. The video is just a small glimpse, but hopefully it gives you some idea of what I’m going through. As always, let us know if you have questions, and I’ll try to answer them in a future video.
Thank you for the continued encouragement as I face this fight. I may not be able to respond to everyone or read every message, but it does help on those low days to know I’m not doing this alone. ❤️
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A lot of people ask me how I’m doing. It’s hard to answer that question, especially now that I am going through chemotherapy. There are so many ups and downs.
I’ve had three rounds of chemo now, and I have three more rounds to go. It feels weird to be halfway through, but it also feels like I’m not REALLY halfway through anything at all. We don’t know what lies next. Heck, at this point, we don’t even know if the chemo is working.
So yes, I’m halfway through the six chemotherapy sessions we have planned, but there’s still a LONG road ahead.
Every three weeks, I get a three hour infusion of Paclitaxel and 30 minutes of Carboplatin. The process takes about five to six hours altogether. Honestly, the infusion itself isn’t the part I dread. It’s the days after, as the fatigue and achiness take over my body, that I can never seem to prepare myself for.
For today’s video, I wanted to share with you the process of going through chemo. It’s usually not a super dramatic process for me… I go in, get my blood checked, meet with the doctors, get my infusion, go home… and wait for the side effects to kick in. I try to enjoy any small moments I can before I just don’t feel like doing anything at all.
It feels like a slow, but steady, weakening washing over my entire body. I usually hit a pretty low point mentally just before it starts to lift ever so slightly and the fog begins to clear.
There are many more things I could share about chemotherapy. The video is just a small glimpse, but hopefully it gives you some idea of what I’m going through. As always, let us know if you have questions, and I’ll try to answer them in a future video.
Thank you for the continued encouragement as I face this fight. I may not be able to respond to everyone or read every message, but it does help on those low days to know I’m not doing this alone. ❤
Continuing to send good thoughts for you and Brian. Healing prayers 🙏🙏🙏
Thank you for sharing this! I wonder what they do with folks like myself who are allergic to the cold. Do they get just an ice pack covered in towels so they feel a slight cooling effect? Or just pump them full of benadryl the entire time?
Continuing sending thoughts and prayers🙏🙏
Are there any chemo treatments where you get to stay in the hospital? If necessary, I'll be traveling for two hours to get to where I'm going. I don't have funds for a hotel, or an Airbnb&b
@jameswashington6899 There are some places like the Ronald McDonald House that puts people up, but I don't know their policies. You could also contact the patient help center at Mayo and see if they have any suggestions. If you are traveling with someone, they could drive you home after treatment is done. You will probably be tired from the treatment in the hours after, but it is safe to ride in a vehicle.
I had cancer in 2002. I had non-hormonal breast cancer. I had a bilateral mastectomy one side was a regular mastectomy the other side was the radical mastectomy. I went through six months of chemo. I'm doing fine. Chemo was no fun but I made it. 20 years cancer free. I am thankful and grateful everyday I wake up. Good luck to you.
So encouraging to hear your cancer free
That is so awesome! Did you make any life style changes? Like exercise everyday or change your diet? I was diagnosed with breast cancer in May. I just completed chemo and am now awaiting bilateral mastectomy surgery in December.
I’ve been through 6 months of chemo. It’s hard , but worth the fight. May the good Lord be with you. Mine was in 1991. I don’t know what your faith journey has been, but I promise you, if you give Jesus a chance, he will fill all those empty places. Much love and empathy.
Well said.
When I did Chemo 7 years ago, keeping busy helped alot. Reading and helping others even just listening to some of the people around me in the chemo room. All this kept me away from the stinking thinking and on a more positive track. In the end giving all my woes over to God, who I believe is in control of it all anyway, I just kept my eye on the Sparrow, knowing God brings all things, yes ALL things to good to those who love him. Even if it doesn't look like the world's idea of good, God said we are not of this world because we have this faithfilled way of trusting in Him.
Love and a hug to you both!!
Read the bible about how healings came about, it's facinating
I beat stage 4 throat cancer ! I pray for strength and peace for you as you fight this battle! God bless you!!
God bless
My surgeon asked me to describe chemo to him. I remember saying, "It is like falling down a long hole and having to claw your way back up each time. You get to the top and then its time for another round." Blessings to you. Crying gets rid of spent cancer cells. That is my view!!
As a survivor I can promise you... everything you are feeling is normal and it WILL get better. I did 8 cycles. My last one was in March. It felt like if the cancer didn't kill me then the chemo would. It's so hard to see it right now but you will get through this. Your mind, body, and soul is on a journey of its own to heal and protect. You will be amazed at what you can endure when this is over. Life is so fragile yet we are so incredibly strong. Be brave. Feel your emotions, don't ignore them. Let your body do what it needs to do. It's going to be awful but I, and everyone else who has survived, can promise you... you WILL be you again. There is a method to the chemo chaos. Just hold on. You're halfway there.
Really powerful words, thank you!
Survivor here as well. You are so right! It’s a journey like no other!
Hey Jessica!! I'm a cancer survivor as well. I had colon cancer back in 2020, and after surgery I underwent 12 rounds of chemotherapy. It's true that we "forget" how awful chemo is and how it makes us feel. Everything you've described brought me right back. We're waiting for you to join the post-chemo club! You're gonna look back at this time and think *I DID THAT!!!* Sending you hugs for the bad days
Which stage?
I've recently finished my 6 chemo treatments and something you said was so important. If you feel something weird let them know. During my 1st treatment with Taxol I had a serious allergic reaction. 10 minutes in I got a pain shoot right up my spine so bad it took my breath away. They stopped the drip and gave me more allergy meds and started again. Another few minutes in I was on the phone to my husband (he wasn't allowed into the hospital due to Covid rules) and I all of the sudden couldn't breath. They stopped treatment again and put me on oxygen and upped the anti-allergy meds again and continued the treatment. Later that night the hives started. I went to the ER but nobody knew what was causing the hives. You could actually see the hives forming all over my body and then the swelling. They sent me home with more anti-allergy meds. Less than 12 hours later I was rush by ambulance to the hospital in heart failure, swollen all over and covered in hives. I was in the hospital for 5 days until I (with way too much time on my hands to research found the problem). Apparently, there is something in Taxol that some people can be allergic to that is rare. The one thing that can save my life I'm allergic to. Anyway, they changed my chemo and I finished out my treatments. I'm now on chemo pills and am in remission. Best of luck for your treatments.
My final chemo today, will be ringing that bell. Stay strong and you be done !
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I'm 16 months into remission from metastatic colon cancer. It was hard watching this. I went through 17 chemo cycles total and it's really really hard to forget. The crash after chemo is rough but so are the sleepless nights of thinking. The ups and downs are so hard on top of the physical challenges. Hang in there and talk to your doctor about the depression.
Jessica, I haven't had cancer or gone through chemotherapy, but I can certainly identify with your feelings (I was severely injured). I experienced many of the same feelings you describe. Know that others have gone through similar emotions and understand where you're coming from. You're right--be kind to yourself (I wish I was kinder to myself when I was going through all that) and rely on Brian, your puppies, your parents, your friends, and this community to help support you, especially when your emotions are so low and you're so emotionally vulnerable. You are loved and we are all here for you.
Jessica, you are doing such a selfless service sharing your experience with others. Keep up the good fight. It will get better. You and Brian are in my prayers.
Dearest Jessica. There are many C survivors in my family. It is the toughest fight, but the reward is more life. Keep fighting and praying dear. You will conquer this.
Dear Jessica,
Been through three years of treatments before a successful treatment three years ago. I’ve experienced everything you’re going through. My heart reaches out to you and to your heart. Thank you for sharing your journey and helping so many others. Many prayers to you! ❤ Keep up your spirit and don’t let any doubt creep in! You can see do this!
Jessica, i'm right there with you. Three rounds of chemo done. Stage 3 breast cancer. We will kick cancer's butt!
Dearest Jessica:,You are such an inspiration on so many levels. Putting all this out there in such an articulate and honest manner cannot be easy, but I trust you are and will be helping so many others who are/will be facing this journey. Thanks for all you and Brian do AND also a special Shout Out to your amazing husband Brian, a super mensch (as we say in my faith community) and videographer/producer extraordinaire.
I love your ice gloves. I just got several ice gloves and ice boots to wear for my chemo that I’m going to start on Friday. I’m gonna wheel it all in an a rolling ice chest. Hoping it keeps Neuropathy away.
Ah, prayers for you, Dear One. I am one month post chemo, 2 weeks post surgery, and everything you're feeling is spot-on and understandable. I felt lots of that too. The long nights of lying in bed waiting until sleep or the day comes are hard--I wondered about the same kinds of things during those times. I also found it very difficult to describe to others. It's a solitary experience in many ways even if you're surrounded by lots of people who love you. Hang in there, Friend. You are over halfway through. God bless. 💕
You will feel differently after chemo is all over. After listening to you, I went back to my journal (which I started keeping midway through my chemo journey. As I read I realized I hardly remember exactly how bad it was. Each chemo treatment caused me more fatigue and more aches and pains as I went along. Yes chemo is a roller coaster. It is boring while you are getting infusions, so I would sleep (thanks to the benedryl), and then I would read a book. I love to read, so that helped. But it had to be light reading--I couldn't handle anything heavy that would help one think. I am praying for you and know that you are tough and that you'll make it through. There will be an end. I've been in remission for ten years. My cancer was Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma.
My husband went through many rounds of chemo. He would focus on how it was fighting the cancer, giving him better days in the future. A few months after 6 rounds of chemo, we went on a hiking trip in France and Spain once he got his strength back. There are better days ahead. Drinking lots and lots of water (way more than you think) the days around chemo may help. Ice chips while the chemo is going on, the cup of ice chips is like ice packs.
I want to say how much I respect and admire you for sharing your cancer and chemo experience with us. It is raw and honest. Sending rainbows of positivity.
I’m on the second round of chemo
After round 1 they paused round2 for a week
Now after round 2 they paused it again for round 3 all due to low white blood cell count
Chemo makes you feel like sh#t the nausea is bad but after like 4 days it goes away
Please anyone reading this hang in there
There hope and good luck to everyone
I notice when I don’t feel good I start thinking negative…and on days I feel good
I think positive and I’m going to feel better and beat cancer…but hours awake at night my mind wonders into the negative I hate that…thank you for sharing it helps me see someone going thru the same bullsh#t
Stay strong everyone there is hope
Lets face it Jessica - it's a bunch of crap. Sometimes we just need to tell it how it is. All of your feelings are completely valid. I went through breast cancer myself and can identify with how you feel. Sending love and prayers your way - stay strong ❤
My son refers to my rehashing the past “what ifs” as “sunk cost” so when I start dwelling on it he says”sunk cost” to redirect on things to look forward to.. it helps me and I thought I’d share this as maybe it might help you too when you have days like that. Sending virtual hugs. You CAN do this!
That’s so funny to me because I explained the sunk cost fallacy (I love fallacies, there are so many!) to my son… it’s great you have yours to remind you of the futility of dwelling. Great kid!
Oh, interesting about the ice packs. My husband had a couple of the "platin" chemos when he had cancer a dozen years ago, and they did cause permanent neuropathy. The neuropathy is especially bad in his feet--although he does have a touch in his hands too--makes him into a "butterfingers". But despite this, TODAY my 74-year old husband offered to do something that he has never done before--paint my toenails!!! How could I have been married to this man for 55 years and never know he had this hidden skill! He did a surprisingly good job too! Hope you are able to keep the nausea away--thats the worst! It seems to magnify every other problem. Really hoping the next couple weeks provides some breathing room for you both to find joy in your days. And I'm sure your two little pups wil do their parts to make you happy! ❤
I'm a nurse and I've had many surgical patients with nausea and (believe it or not) sniffing alcohol pads is very helpful for them. It's easy enough for you to try. You have a wonderful attitude and I'm certain your clean diet will help tremendously! Best wishes!!
On the same regimen of drugs every 3 weeks for endometrial cancer. Had round 4 on 9/21. I think you’re right when you say to be kind to yourself. Chemo brain has been upsetting. I’m still working at my job the days I feel able. I’m feeling all the feels too. Hang in there Jessica, you have many battle buddies rooting for you.
Praying for you, Valerie. Sending love and support your way. 💗🫂💗
We are all in your corner. 💪
@@fareebug8439 thank you
I have a friend who went through chemo and she said a puff of pot totally eased the knot in her stomach. This is an older woman who doesn’t smoke pot but she tried everything to ease the nausea. Medical marijuana is legal but not certain about your state. Sending positive vibes and just do what you are doing, feeling the feels and being easy on yourself. Much love to you both.
Jessica, cancer SUCKS big time…period! I saw what my poor, wonderful husband went through when he had chemo and it was a roller coaster ride. It killed me that there was nothing I could do to ease his pain and discomfort that he was going through. But he was a fighter and made it through the chemo which such strength and grace. Sending you and Brian love and prayers for full recovery. May the good Lord bless you both. ❤️🙏
I just had my second chemo a week ago today and your right the second one hit hard. I hope I do as well as your doing on my third. We are also doing the same kind of chemo taxol and carbo. I am also receiving Astivin a monoclonal. You are my inspiration (no pressure) haha. I haven’t had a problem with nausea much just a little. I do have some neuropathy in my hands n feet I tried the frozen gloves but that seem to hurt worse. Had a blood draw today numbers seem good. Stay strong sister. Love ya
I have a sign on the wall of my washroom the says "Be kind and gentle to your heart." It seems so obvious but most of us need that reminder, especially during difficult times. Thanks for being so open and honest Jessica. I wish you light and laughter during your times of darkness, comfort during times of loneliness, peace during times of worry, and good health soon and for always. 🙏 (Ps- steroids, like dex, can mess with your mood; it's worse for some people than it is for others. I hope that is something your healthcare team monitors.)
My aunt had around 22 rounds of chemo. She was diagnosed with breast cancer at 42 even tho she was getting yearly mammograms the mammogram did not pick it up they told her that her breast tissue was to dense & she's should of been having a type of digital scan. So she did not find it until it was large enough for her to feel and see. I just watched your other video where you discussed how Pap smears & ovarian cancer. So I wanted to say to every woman reading this - get to know your body & how it feels, be an advocate for your own health. Took me 6months of crying to the doc that something wasn't right before I was diagnosed with cancer. Never put it off because you think it's nothing! If one doc won't listen find one that will. We know our bodies & we know when something isn't right . If you don't know your body get to know it because that could save your own life.
During 6 rounds of chemo, things I found helped me were: chicken broth, pretzels, saltines, puddings (mouth sores).
What I wasn't reminded about was mouth hygiene. You are more prone to cavities (dry mouth) and I had to have a lot of dental work after. I wish I would have known that ahead of time. Also, it is possible you can get dizzy. Hang on tight to stair railings,
steps etc. to watch your balance. You're a CHAMP ... hang in there sweetie!!
I'm glad chemo isn't making you puking sick, just really fatigued. I went through six rounds of chemo for Stage 3C breast cancer in late 2009, and that's what it did to me ... reason being my blood count plummeted. I ended up having to have a transfusion. I hope it doesn't come to that for you!
Your dogs are precious! My parents have had a few Spitz, which made me fall in LOVE with them, so I especially gasped when I saw Scout.
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Nothing but prayers sent your way! You are so ridiculously strong.
You’re brave. I went through 6 months of cancer treatments before I posted anything on FB. And then it was a picture of me with some of my family. I didn’t want to discuss it. I’m really impressed with how open you are. I’m still getting targeted treatments every 3 weeks. It’s given just like regular chemo except not so many side affects and therefore, not so many premeds. Because I had several allergic reactions, I get my treatment slower and I still receive Benadryl before. Thank goodness the regular chemo is finished. It didn’t look to me like you have a port. I’m so glad I have one. I numb it before treatment. It is all below the skin and then they just poke a needle through the skin. It’s so much easier than an IV. I’ll be receiving chemo treatments every 3 weeks for a little over a year. I’ve just reached the halfway point. Thanks for posting your journey. You get so many comments you probably won’t even read this. If you do, my thoughts and prayers are with you.
In 2012 I was diagnosed with stage 3/4 Ovarian Cancer and was on chemo until Sept. 2018. I was diagnosed with Breast cancer in 2016 the chemo for the 2 cancers was about the same. Then in Sept 2018 I was diagnosed with anal cancer which was actually a life saver after 33 rounds of radiation it also killed the test of the Ovarian Cancer so today I am cancer free at the age of 69. I had DNA testing and I carry the defective Braca 1 gene and I am the last living female on my Mother's side of the family who has lived thru the Breast Cancer. The chemo can be a real witch but we women can take what it gives out. We just have to know. That it is worth the fight. I worked full time thru all of this til I was 65 and finally retired. We just have to keep fighting.
I wonder if on the days you are having the sadness if watching or listening to things that make you laugh would help. Thank you for sharing your journey. I continue to pray that you will be in remission soon and you can get back to life as you knew it.
I feel you. I had open heart surgery 3 years ago . Nearly the whole year was about Dr. Appointments, surgery ,recovery , pain , nausea Complications etc . In the moment I thought I’d always be like that. I’m not . I’m working and I’m doing exercise videos and I’m living a normal life . Can it happen again . Yes and from what I see with other people it often does. I’m just trying to stay in the moment . I’m saying prayers for you and Brian . God has a plan . ❤
Little did I know that watching your journey and feeling g sad for you that I would be ex with st.3c aggressive endometrial cancer. I had 4 rounds 2 to go plus 3 radiation then immunotherapy. I am almost 83, never expected this but God is with me He is with you too.
I know this is an older video and so much has changed in your life for the good. Bless you both.❤
Dear Jessica ,thank you for sharing your cancer treatments with us. It is sad for me to watch you. My daughter will be going on this journey soon. She has stage 3 Anal cancer. Her treatment plan is intensive chemo and radiation. It helps a little to know she isn't alone in this. You are an inspiration and seem like a strong person. I wish you total recovery of this insidious disease. God bless you! ❤
Many prayers for your daughter. 🙏🙏🙏❤️
@@Anastashya Thank you dear. ❤
Lavender makes me feel sick, but all of the mints helped They nurses had me sniffing them after surgery and it helped so much. Peppermint was my favourite, but they all helped immensely. Praying for you both. 💙💙
I wore seabands when I was pregnant. They definitely helped me with morning sickness.
Thanks on behalf of everyone else who is or has went through a similar situation. Jessica is such a beautiful encouragement & inspiration to all your subscribers, family & friends and we all love 💕 you for that.
Watching you try to explain chemo and then giving up on a description, put years in my eyes.
2005 I did 8 rounds of chemo. You summed up chemo perfectly! You hit the mail on the head with your Sigh. You’ll probably also sigh 20 years from now when trying to explain chemo.
Im praying for you and Brian as you move through this phase towards wellness!!!
Thank you for sharing your journey. We are all rooting for you!
thank you so much for sharing this with us! it is sometimes just good to cry! our thoughts are with you both! ❤️❤️
Prayers and hugs for both of you ❤️
Sending love to both of you. ❤️ Thank you for sharing your experience with all of us.
Sending you warm hugs and strength fir getting through the fatigue. Good for you for taking time to sight see!
Have been waiting for this to see how you're doing, thanks for the update!
Prayers and hugs 🤗
I have so much admiration for what you're sharing as it will help so many other people who'll be going through similar. Much love to you for a happy outcome. Stay positive.
Sending you love. ❤ Don’t give up!!! You got this.
Sending prayers for you, Jessica! 🙏
I have been praying for you. Thank you for sharing this. My heart goes out to you.
Jessica you are amazing. Prayers to you and Brian. You got this. Your so brave.
I’m so sorry you have to go thru this 😢. Sending prayers and hugs
You are eloquent in expressing yourself. So grateful ❤️
Nice video. So good of you to keep us informed. Hope you're feeling ok as you go through these next few days. It's a lot to go through, but hopefully for a good outcome. Be well. Much love. Lynn
You’re such a warrior!! Wishing all the best to you both.
I’m so sorry you have to go through this - and I’m so grateful that you have access to great care.
Sending love to you, Jessica! You and Brian are amazing. Thanks for sharing and just being you.
We are all rooting for you! Sending positive thoughts and vibes your way!💕💕
💕🙏🌟 you’re doing a great service sharing your ups & downs. It’s dispelling fear to know the real details instead of vague imaginings. As a depression sufferer I can assure you that “what’s the point?” Feeling is depression at its core. And I’ve learned that I don’t have to believe or listen to that voice. It’s just the depression talking, and it’s a liar. Saul on you brave and brilliant woman.
Continued prayers. Big hugs and hoping you are feeling better mentally and emotionally.
I hope you make a full recovery 🙏 Thank you for sharing your journey. You are an inspiration
Prayers for you & Brian, Jessica ❤
Lovely to see you, I found this video interesting, especially how you deal with the side effects and nausea. Thank you 😊
Thanks for sharing Jessica! Sending positive vibes to you.❤️
Sending love and uplifting energy to you Jessica and Brian 🙏💟 I appreciate your authenticity and vulnerability 💞
My thoughts and prayers are with you Jessica. 🙏You have a lot of courage and you will get through this💕
Hey guys! Good to see you on youtube again although I feel a bit sad seeing you go through all this:( Thinking about you both, hope things will get back to normal soon!! X Arent
You’re always in my heart as I think of you often. Thank you for sharing. Our emotions definitely take over during trying times. Take it a day at a time. The light will be there to greet you. Hugs to you and Brian ❤️
You sound and look really strong! Prayers and hugs from New York… stay strong ❤️❤️
I’m so glad you can share so authentically. I think about you so often. Many blessings ❤️❤️❤️
Jessica, Prayers, Peaceful Thoughts and much Love go out to you and also to Brian! Thank you for sharing your cancer journey with us. ❤
You are so strong, Jessica. This video will surely help others going through something similar. Sending much prayer and love your way! 🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻
You are always in our thoughts and we are so impressed with how you are dealing with all of the ups and downs. Love you and Brian so much. You two are amazing in so many ways and this challenge is just the latest proof of that. 💖💖💖
I think of you both so often and keep you in my prayers. Stay strong!
Praying for you and Brian. God bless you both. ❤️🙏
Thank you for being you! Your transparency, strength and honesty is so beautiful. You are STRONG, you are PERSEVERING, you are going to GET THROUGH this!
Sending you big hugs Jessica! You truly are such an inspiration! These videos will help anyone going through these tough days during treatments tremendously. Thank you for being brave enough to share your experience! 💕💕💕
Thanks for sharing this very personal journey you are on. It will be so helpful for others going through something similar. Everything you are feeling is real and valid and a part of your healing process. Praying for you and Brian both! ❤
I am so sorry for your struggles, physically and emotionally. Thank you for sharing your honest feeling, as that has to be difficult. I am praying for you and Bryan everyday.
I'm starting the same meds on Tuesday. Thanks for sharing your journey. 💜
You are an inspiration and you and Bria are great together. Love and prayers.
I’m so sorry you feel so sad, I really felt your pain today and saw you really for the first time. I hope you are having a better day now, keeping you in my thoughts and prayers ❤
Jessica, keep up the great job!! You are half way thru this. You got this! I’ve been there 7 years ago and it is very hard to explain chemo to people. Like you said, everyone is different. Keep going ❤🙏🏻
Reading all the comments below and they have said everything already. Sending you and Brian my prayers and thanks for what you both do for others by sharing your experiences during the rocky journey of chemo and recovery. Love you guys.
You are so strong. You will beat this!! Love and prayers💜💜
Wishing you better mental health Jessica. I think it is great that you are sharing your raw emotions and showing that you can move forward even when things get tough. Sometimes our own mental conversations with ourselves are not the easiest ones to have, but when we do have them, we realise that we can grow and learn through them even if we do not feel like that at the time. Take care Jessica and you too Brian.
Thank you for sharing your journey, Jessica. I'm sorry you're having such a hard week, it sounds rough. I really hope next week is better. Sending big hugs! 💗💗
Jess ..we love you. Sending you prayers of wellness. 🥰. Keep your chin up you are doing an awesome job 🙏🙏
I'm so sorry your going through that. I'm also an insomniac so I know what it's like to not be able to sleep which just intensifies feeling blue and unwell. Your on my prayer list so I'll keep praying. Hope your feeling better soon.
Jessica, you have a wonderful voice. I learned from your video. I am sorry you are there going thru this…I am glad your fur baby and Brian can be there with you.
Sending you so much love and support.✨ I'm sorry you're feeling so down right now. Situational depression, as normal as it is, sucks! It's really challenging. I hope you're feeling better today and I hope your chemo is working well and going to get you in remission as soon as possible.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️*hugs if wanted*
I've followed your channel a long time. I hope for the best during this journey.
Keep strong Jessica, sending love and hugs to you all xx
So sorry to hear what a rough week it has been, Jessica. Just allow yourself to feel all the feels. You are incredibly gifted at communicating what you are going through: one day you will be able to look back and marvel at all you went through and know that it was all worth it. Sending love and strength to you and your wonderful husband
I had no Idea you were going through this, Ive been watching you two for so many years now, I hope you beat this!