JBW is my only cope at this point in my life. Going to thailand this year was enough lifefuel to keep me going. Yes its a cope, yes it will probably be done for aat some point but at this point its better than rotting at home. I was treated like a desired human for the first time in my life
I don't begrudge guys that are satisfied with that, I'm glad you were able to find some happiness. I have more respect for it than I do escortmaxxing because the attraction is real.
I can't relate. For as long as I have been alive I was treated like a ghost. When I look at the past 5 to 10 years of my life I have to really focus to recall the significant events which took place. I am an empty husk of a person.
I sympathize I've went through phases where it's like that for me and I've been in one for the last few years. For me, the expression "it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" is a giant fucking lie and I wish I could go back to never having caught feelings for anyone. My life was destroyed by this last girl and it will never go back to normal.
Married women in the workforce can be something else. I get the sense that maybe a lot of them get bored of their current situations and just try to find amusement in the form of a cheap fling. I can judge all I want, but it would be hypocritical because when life throws you opportunities with women, especially easy ones, you take what you can get
I was somewhat popular with girls in childhood but then puberty hit and it was a major blackpill for me. Now I'm 28 in poor health and with zero prospects.
I feel like you are at the point on your life where you want to experience pain and its the only thing you want. I understand that very good. But remember, you always can live somewhere alone with a cat and feel better. The witch will suffer X10 more without you. Your present fuels her hate and entartains her
It's very hard if not impossible for women to be truthful but they should not be resented for it. I don't begrudge a cat for meowing when it's hungry. Living on your own is very liberating, specially if you have a helicopter mother. Strongly recommend it as a primary goal in life.
ur not crazy, just dealt a pretty shit hand. Disagree with the endure sentiment at the end, i dont see it being much different from you leaving school at the start but that’s just my opinion
The difference in my mind is just that school has a definitive end and a set amount of things you're supposed to learn while you're there. Life might not be fun but the purpose of it all is kind of an unknown and I don't want to end it early if there's some sort of a reason I'm going through all of this. Thanks for watching I appreciate your input.
The past exists only in our memory. If you check on those girls today, they are old, they have kids, they seem alien compared to your memory. So why remember the past? I try to let go as much as I can, even if some things are impossible. Just recently I checked on this girl who I think I had a shot with if I put in the effort but I was too blackpilled to bother. If I saw her on the street I wouldn't recognize her. She's nothing like I remember. The past doesn't exist. She doesn't exist.
18:40 i can relate to all of that lol 29:50 holy moly 51:50 "reeeeee facekcel out" whenever anyone brings up anything about their interactions with women
That observation you made avout Dakota (i think) that she would periodically arrange some sort of "date" every few months/years to see if you were still a loser....I had/have THE EXACT situation with my ex, i was semi aware of it but looking back was kinda trying to cope that maybe she still has weak feelings for me but hearing how you articulated it made me instantly see it for what it really is. Really enjoying your uploads caravan i hope to see more, it brings me a lot of peace and comfort, i think our internal psyches are very similar
It was Lisa but yeah I didn't understand the behavior until years later at the time I was completely lost I couldn't understand why she'd keep instigating contact with me but never want anything to do with me at the same time.
@@youtubeincel5812 yeah I felt the same it was very frustrating and somewhat hurtful. It didn't make sense to me at the time, why would she even reach out in the first place? She initiated contact, that's a good sign right? But if all makes sense now
I appreciate the offer but Im not sure how to go about it without being doxxed. Id buy one myself but I dont expect to make any money of this channel so Im not sure I want to put any money into it ya know?
@@youtubeincel5812 there are ways if you are paranoid about name and address. I think Amazon wishlist items can be paid for you by others. I consider your videos entertaining enough to justify the purchase purely for myself, especially given the number of videos you're producing. Your current mic is REALLY bad and crackly.
@@youtubeincel5812 There are ways if you're worried about giving away personal information, like Amazon wishlists. I consider the cost to be justifiable given how much I enjoy your videos and want to do it sooner rather than later so future videos sound better. Your current mic sounds really bad.
JBW is my only cope at this point in my life. Going to thailand this year was enough lifefuel to keep me going. Yes its a cope, yes it will probably be done for aat some point but at this point its better than rotting at home. I was treated like a desired human for the first time in my life
I don't begrudge guys that are satisfied with that, I'm glad you were able to find some happiness. I have more respect for it than I do escortmaxxing because the attraction is real.
@@youtubeincel5812 I do that too lol. I cope how I can. If I dont have some form of sexual access at least once a month I couldnt cope
Reminder to download all these videos and share them before they get taken down
Way ahead of ya
Miles ahead of my high school experience ; I was a pure ghost. In 4 years I think I had literally 1 awkward interaction
I can't relate. For as long as I have been alive I was treated like a ghost. When I look at the past 5 to 10 years of my life I have to really focus to recall the significant events which took place. I am an empty husk of a person.
I sympathize I've went through phases where it's like that for me and I've been in one for the last few years. For me, the expression "it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" is a giant fucking lie and I wish I could go back to never having caught feelings for anyone. My life was destroyed by this last girl and it will never go back to normal.
Same here.
Married women in the workforce can be something else. I get the sense that maybe a lot of them get bored of their current situations and just try to find amusement in the form of a cheap fling.
I can judge all I want, but it would be hypocritical because when life throws you opportunities with women, especially easy ones, you take what you can get
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your ashkenazin story telling genes mog me
I was somewhat popular with girls in childhood but then puberty hit and it was a major blackpill for me. Now I'm 28 in poor health and with zero prospects.
I feel like you are at the point on your life where you want to experience pain and its the only thing you want. I understand that very good. But remember, you always can live somewhere alone with a cat and feel better. The witch will suffer X10 more without you. Your present fuels her hate and entartains her
Based blackpill video
absolutely and utterly based 😔
It's very hard if not impossible for women to be truthful but they should not be resented for it. I don't begrudge a cat for meowing when it's hungry. Living on your own is very liberating, specially if you have a helicopter mother. Strongly recommend it as a primary goal in life.
Hey man, I really like your videos, you are well spoken.
Please make more rants and give your opinion on WoW (SOD mostly)
Excuse me sir. Uploading a few mind blowing stories and perspectives and then completely quit uploading is not what we do here.
Ill be back eventually, motivation in all things is my main struggle right now.
Huge fan of your Twitter content and now I'm loving the streams. Good stuff!
What’s his twitter handle, and other than YT where else does WD stream?
@@Mike-dy6kw@rcantstopme
ur not crazy, just dealt a pretty shit hand.
Disagree with the endure sentiment at the end, i dont see it being much different from you leaving school at the start but that’s just my opinion
The difference in my mind is just that school has a definitive end and a set amount of things you're supposed to learn while you're there. Life might not be fun but the purpose of it all is kind of an unknown and I don't want to end it early if there's some sort of a reason I'm going through all of this. Thanks for watching I appreciate your input.
@@youtubeincel5812thats a really optimistic view, I hope you will find it eventually
Where does hell by the dashboard light upload nowadays?
Same channel. He just doesn’t leave his videos up.
fans upload his videos on bitchute, mordantwit and based_archivestcel on there
who is it?
The past exists only in our memory. If you check on those girls today, they are old, they have kids, they seem alien compared to your memory. So why remember the past? I try to let go as much as I can, even if some things are impossible.
Just recently I checked on this girl who I think I had a shot with if I put in the effort but I was too blackpilled to bother. If I saw her on the street I wouldn't recognize her. She's nothing like I remember. The past doesn't exist. She doesn't exist.
18:40 i can relate to all of that lol
29:50 holy moly
51:50 "reeeeee facekcel out" whenever anyone brings up anything about their interactions with women
Match making being done by school officials, Interesting.
www.reddit.com/r/Teachers/comments/52re0e/dear_teachers_of_reddit_do_you_ever_play/
That observation you made avout Dakota (i think) that she would periodically arrange some sort of "date" every few months/years to see if you were still a loser....I had/have THE EXACT situation with my ex, i was semi aware of it but looking back was kinda trying to cope that maybe she still has weak feelings for me but hearing how you articulated it made me instantly see it for what it really is.
Really enjoying your uploads caravan i hope to see more, it brings me a lot of peace and comfort, i think our internal psyches are very similar
It was Lisa but yeah I didn't understand the behavior until years later at the time I was completely lost I couldn't understand why she'd keep instigating contact with me but never want anything to do with me at the same time.
@@youtubeincel5812 yeah I felt the same it was very frustrating and somewhat hurtful. It didn't make sense to me at the time, why would she even reach out in the first place? She initiated contact, that's a good sign right?
But if all makes sense now
32:18 did she come from the same tribe?
Probably
8:05 : (((((
Hey what do you think about my offer to get you better microphone?
I appreciate the offer but Im not sure how to go about it without being doxxed. Id buy one myself but I dont expect to make any money of this channel so Im not sure I want to put any money into it ya know?
@@youtubeincel5812 there are ways if you are paranoid about name and address. I think Amazon wishlist items can be paid for you by others. I consider your videos entertaining enough to justify the purchase purely for myself, especially given the number of videos you're producing.
Your current mic is REALLY bad and crackly.
@@youtubeincel5812 There are ways if you're worried about giving away personal information, like Amazon wishlists. I consider the cost to be justifiable given how much I enjoy your videos and want to do it sooner rather than later so future videos sound better. Your current mic sounds really bad.
@@youtubeincel5812 is youtube hiding my posts?
@@youtubeincel5812 if he insisted he could probably send you money on PayPal or something
is this retail or classic
season of discovery
@@youtubeincel5812 ok. I've only ever played retail. I would play again just to play battlegrounds or arena, but don't want to level up
Are you playing turtle wow?
Era / Season of Discovery and War Within eventually