Dealing with my own internal homophobia and hiding behind being a mother, coming out

Ramblings from the heart about my own internal struggle with homophobia, how Johnny is doing, hiding behind being a mom, how I thought I was a 'broken straight person.'
I can't watch this nor edit it, so here it is... just going out there... Let me know if it helps. Otherwise, I'll just keep doing these for my own personal therapy!

[@peggy4tefilla]

The bottom line is you and Johnny are both being set free. That is a wonderful thing. You are not a freak. You are beautiful in every way.

[@SkylarFaith-xx7yh]

Your story resonates so much with me! It's just so nice to see I'm, not the only one struggling. Thank you for being so open about your story and feelings.

[@kateellenshowalter3377]

Tiffany Mathis thank you for commenting. I’m here. More videos will be added soon. Xx is a journey I’m glad to share.

[@lenka5742]

Wow, I really admire you for sharing this. It must be really hard but you're so strong. There is nothing wrong with you and you're on the good way to accept and love yourself. I'm proud of you for doing this and even helping others by that :)

[@kateellenshowalter3377]

Thank you, Lena. I hope it helps. It is therapeutic for me as well.

[@jimmilne19]

Honest, frank, straight-forward talk. Refreshing. I wish it could be easier for both of you. Healthy growth seems to require pain. I see hope, potential for great growth, a bountiful life. I love your honesty. Thanks for sharing.

[@kateellenshowalter3377]

Jim Milne ♥️

[@akarnoldy]

I love you too! Thank you for being you, you beautiful being!

[@peggy4tefilla]

I really appreciate your vulnerability and sharing this with us. Please keep it up.

[@keithacord3957]

Thank you for this
I needed to see and hear this
Bless u and know you are great being yourself

[@kateellenshowalter3377]

Keith Acord thank you

[@leenbee17]

Yes, you're more than okay!

[@kateellenshowalter3377]

Darling, I needed that comment.

[@MichelleSunshineSoul]

You are amazing now and then!! It’s all about growing!!!

[@nikiprestegard5001]

I'm in awe of you, today and always.

[@kateellenshowalter3377]

I'm honoured and touched. Thank you.

[@carolinekennedy6524]

You are so natural in front of the camera. It’s so easy to watch and listen to you unfolding yourself. You are a wonderful example of courage and honesty.

[@kateellenshowalter3377]

Caroline Kennedy you just stole my heart.

[@dbakertx03]

You are brave, beautiful and yes a damn good mom! Keep on believing in yourself and you'll continue to change the world with the light of your smile! Johnny will be ok!!

[@kateellenshowalter3377]

dbakertx03 it’s hard to break his heart, but I’m no longer able to sacrifice my entire being... Does that make sense? Thank you.

[@pandora3030]

You are so brave.

[@keithacord3957]

There’s nothing wrong with you nor I
You are loved ❤️

[@kateellenshowalter3377]

Keith Acord I needed to hear this. Thank you.

[@tedlepcio6239]

Courageous