I found out I was being cheated on for my bestfriend the same night i found out my dad passed from cancer in January so I felt alone and fucked over and wanted to kill myself and I still feel the same way... :( miss my dad and the girl even if she cheated she made me happy but now ive been feeling alone for 4 months and 8 days
Three Tittie Tyler Tighten up my G, I feel your pain but it only gets better I promise you. Just pick ya head up and smile bro, you deserve nothing but the best. Know your worth.
I remember listening to this my freshmen year during one of the most depressing times of my life. I’m 21 now and listen to this smiling as I look back on how far I’ve come since then.
Anxiety and depression together is so terrible! One moment your mind is saying, "Why didn't you do it?! You're such a coward!," the next moment your mind is saying, "Why did you do that!? You're such an idiot!" The first thought is depression and the second thought is anxiety. I once saw a post on Tumblr that said, "Having anxiety and depression is like not wanting to do anything in your life but yet you become scared of what your life will be if you don't do anything." That is exactly what it's like.
Listen. Guys. It's okay to be sad and hurt. It's normal. Music tells us we're not alone and someone suffers beside us. Don't hate the feeling. Embrace it; you're alive. The hurt means you loved something. Don't let the grief ruin what was, and don't let anyone tell your you're wrong to hurt. Accept the pain, and you can accept what caused it. I'm with you.
they all leave. but the next one to go take my feelings and memories with you. take them, take them so I won't have them to remind me of everything, everything I'm losing .
In another world, you and me are still lovers and we stopped running away from each other. It is quiet but it is the good kind, the kind where we’re both just thinking and saying nothing but understanding what it means to be silent together. It means peace, it means truce, it means both of our white flags dancing with each other through the winds of all our chaos. In another world, I bring your mother flowers and you call me when you get home. Everything is soft acoustic and sun through the ozone making our noses run, white flags stained with the ink and paint from us loving each other so loudly. We never take them down. They’re our way of saying to one another, “I can figure this out, just please don’t leave me behind.” In this world, your eyes don’t shine like they used to and I can’t write, every day is fog and liquor and me kissing boys who aren’t you, every day is static and wasted noise and you messing around with girls who aren’t me. You took down your white flag but mine is still there, it’s still up there, convinced that someday you’ll come running back and say, “I’m sorry I didn’t call but I really miss holding your hand.” In this world, nobody else will write about you like this. Nobody else will love you like this.
I actually wrote that piece a couple months back, and when I stumbled upon this video I thought it had a place in the gold mine that is this comments section. I've come a long way since then, but the hurt never really stops, does it? Not completely, at least. I loved him for fourteen months and he came in with the tide, escaped through the cracks in my small hands. He would come back like routine, only when there was no one else to love him. It was quite literally a roller coaster, except this one wasn't any fun after the first loop. And I've never been the person who tells you that things get better. But believe me when I say that I'm about to leave my house to go get coffee with a boy I just recently met, and he looks at me like I could be magic or moonspill or some new color, one he's never seen. For me, it was worth the wait. Someone is going to look at you like that and it's going to be so real. You'll know. And it'll make all the hurt, all those times you've cried, so terribly worth it.
I get out of a depression. Now I'm fine. But it saddens me to see you all completely lost, disoriented and sad. Believe me that life is beautiful. Beauty is just hidden somewhere. Your goal is to find it. This goal will make you happy. Without even reaching it definitively, the steps acquired towards this goal will make you every day more and more happy. You will failed sometimes, its life, you have to learn from it. Have a goal. Say I fuck you when it is necessary, say I love you when it is necessary. Do what it takes, but not what it takes to sink. Love ya ;)
It's like a big hippo is sitting on my chest and it won't get off and, every time i cry, i can't breathe. Its like I'm suffocating and it hurts. I cared to much and got taken for granted and now I'm broken, again.
still love her more than i'll love anything ever even if i lasted for eternity. she destroyed me, drained me... years go by, other pass through my life and all i can think about is her maybe true love but i can't go back, it's selfdestruction she hurt me man thanks for being the place i could put this all out, strangers are what you need sometimes, love you all
Thanks for sharing your story :) It's a good thing that you realized staying with her will only cause you more pain! Letting go is sometimes less painful than holding on. I sincerely hope that one day you'll find someone to heal your broken heart buddy :)
Seen plenty of over doses and it’s not the peaceful ending … some unintended 2 international and it’s not pretty and didn’t look peaceful. You can over come any hurtle keep going don’t give up 💪🏻
To who ever is reading this right now. I want you to stop for a bit, I want you to look at yourself, you are not as worthless as you think you are. You the person I'm talking to right now, just need to have a little faith, believe in yourself and never give up I know it's tiring, I know you are very weary of life, I know the hurt that you are feeling, because I have felt it myself. But don't worry. Your past does not define you, what you do in the present does and it is what will determine your future. So never give up never surrender, it's alright, you might not be the one who believes in you, but I do so persevere my friend you have so much more in you, believe in yourself you can get through this. Always remember, tough times never last. But tough people do. So be tough for me ❤
OMI no not at all that wasn't telling you to I was talking about how the comment sections in other videos are other people telling people to kill themselves. I'd never tell someone to do that
holy fuck did I just find a whole subculture of depressed ass people listening to depressing ass music? yo I just came here for the good music but I hope each and everyone who is sad can get through whatever they are goin through!
It's three am and I'm on the right side of CZcams again. I'm awake with thoughts of my ex and this playlist says everything I couldn't say... Thank you for this piece of art.
I used to be like this, and to be honest sometimes i'm still in this mood. But a strong turn in my life had been to realize that all this pain, all this sadness and sickness was an incredible source of energy, it just remains of our choice to use it in a positive way or not. Feeling this bad can be incredibly motivating when you just think like "Ok i'm the worst person in the world, so whatever i'll do can't put me even lower than I am" and then you start acting. Because acting is the first step of the recover and the first day of the rest of your life. The best way to start this change is going into something completely new that you've been scared about until now. Personaly started workout to fight against my physical complex, going further new peoples to kill my social anxiety and so on... You can do whatever you want, become whoever you want, live what the hell you want, all you got to do is wanting it hard enough and fight for it. So comon, why waisting such this beautiful and only one chance called life feeling bad ? Believe me, you can start a new life right now.
I'm not depressed.I'm not sad either.But life feels so empty.I'm lost interest in everything and I'm living simply just because I'm alive.The world wasn't in fucking colors anymore.Everything just black and white.I don't have any motivation to live as well to die.Funny isn't? I don't have high hopes for future, but I sincerely wish that someday, somehow, I found someone who give me meanings to life. Make my life full of colors and maybe a little less empty?I know this is such a wishful thinking.I don't know if I ever found that person, but still, I decided to have faith. I hope y'all too, keep living life.Have faith. Everything going to be alright eventually.
Thankyou for uploading this type of music i really appreciate it. like alot. And also to all the subs and to especially sad have a nice day and or night. I really need a hug right now.
This comment section has to be my favorite because everyone tries to help each other up instead of break each other down. This is such an awesome community even though most of the people here are depressed and that’s okay. I feel like I’m not alone cuz I got people to relate to even though I’m just a bit down on myself every now and then.
I honestly have lost motivation for everything I do even my passion for art, maths and learning new languages are now gone, nothing interestes me anymore even anime I used to be a huge fan but since now I'm so busy slaving away everyday sleeping only 2-5 hours or no sleep at all on average for the past 5 years theirs just hardly anytime. Being bullied for 10 years really damages you even if I may seem okay on the outside and no one knew the emotional pain I still feel today. The bullying came from school, teachers and even my family, suffering physical abuse at school and verbal abuse at school & from family. My family told me to stop being weak and to grow the up when I was 10 after all I hit puberty at a younger age and my younger brother got cancer when I was 10 so I hid everything even from close friends none of them knew I was suicidal & was self-harming in various ways at the age of 7-8 & still am today but the difference now is that I contemplate but stop because I don't want anyone to suffer and I don't want to be even more of a burden for existing. When growing up at 6 I knew i wasn't normal after all I wasn't like the other girls I wasn't attracted to guys I only had it for girls and then hiding it from family cause I knew it was bad. Today now I'm bisexual as well 5-6 years ago i had a crush for a guy and then found out what bisexual meant, I still haven't come out to family because of my Aunty having a huge grudge against bisexuals only, everyone wants me to have kids early and marry a guy, my brother is trans (so f to m) so I'm the only girl then and being my dad's 1st child I feel I like I have to live up to everyones expectations & when I came out to my best friend last year she said I was delusional and that it was a phase so i had a meltdown lost confidence in it all. So love is never an option for me. If you read this far sorry for taking up your time with all the useless paragraphs, I just needed a place to vent -- I'm sorry
i want to die Dont be sorry , it was a pleasure to read your story. Dont be ashamed of who you are because there is always one person who will accept you no matter what and if one of them dont accept how you are than this person is not good enought to have you in his life. You seem clever dont lose faith in your passions, continue , grow up , become who you want to be and make shut up all the peoples who tried to bully you before because you are not this person anymore. Take care
Seeing that there are only good people here, ill share some of my "stuff". Duo all the pain, bullying, friends committing suicide, being on the phone with a friend who jumped of a bridge, having a girlfriend who was stabbed over a pack of sigarettes and didn't make it I blocked out every emotion possible. Ofcours pain is the only thing left as some of u can relate. I tried committing suicide and failed. Not because of the attempt but because i scared myself and broke down (started shaking and crying) and i can tell u, its not the awnser you're looking for. What helps for me to is to not take my own life and live for those who didn't. Thank you for the music being able to write this and thank you to those who took a minute out of there tome to read my message. Love is out there and it's coming your way.
everybody in the comments who may or may not be going through trials and tribulations, know as hard as things may seem in the moment, its will get better, even if it takes a while remember the sun rises tomorrow and its a new day. Pain is temporary, it may last a day, a month, even a year, but eventually that pain will subside and something will take its place. the thing about being at rock bottom is that the only place you can go from the bottom is up, you may feel the isolation and the darkness consuming you, you may feel like ending it all, you may feel like your in such a bad place that death becomes the easier option. You my brothers and sisters are greatness, you my fellow people have the potential to change a generation, do not cut the already short journey of life shorter. falling and being depressed does not make you weak, falling makes you human, depression means you are overwhelmed by emotions so much so that the machine called your body almost shuts itself down, when you fall its what you do when you have the dirt on yourself, when you have the bruises and cuts, you can either (F.E.A.R or F.E.A.R) Forget Everything And Run or you can Face Everything And Rise. YOU ARE NOT WEAK, you are strong and whom ever is reading this, know i care about you, i may not know you but if you are reading this and you feel any emotion because this relates to you in anyway know someone out here is thinking about you, you are not alone my friend, you're not alone. assess your situation, surround yourself with positivity and be that great being you were born to be, the universe really responds to us, it really does, you may think its rubbish, but what you put out into the world really comes back to you, spread that positivity and you will see your life change, just as we feel the wind, we love the breeze it brings, but have you ever seen wind? my friends, that there is the forces of the universe that are simply unexplainable ive been through soo much you may have been through so much let that motivate us to RISE UP AND ESCAPE THE BAD EMOTIONS WHICH TRY TO CONSUME US, the devils of life every morning wake up and tell yourself " i've got this" go out and show the world Who YOU ARE!
Xavier Everything you said is wonderful , you have warm my heart during a hard day. I wish you all good things in life because i can feel with this text that you have a huge heart. Thank you again for the support you give to strangers its rarely. Take care
i called him to tell him i still loved him and he told me to come pick up the rest of my stuff this weekend. shoutout to this mix for making me simultaneously want to neck it and want to stay alive to find more music like this
I'm sorry...I let my feelings consume me and in the end I hurt both of us. Now I'm still letting myself be consumed but now I hurt alone. Because you couldn't possibly ever want me, want this utter mess, nor would I want you to. We have a beautiful friendship. I thought confessing would set me free but it only made me love you more. I'm so sorry. I wish I could just disappear. The thought of you pitying me makes me sick even if I know it's all just in my head.
I try to tell her how much i love her or what she can do for me when we talk in class. I feel pain everytime she's not with me but I know she doesn't love me. I can't and it's like a cage with the doors open. My problem is a shit but for me is everything, and hurts.
the one i want the one i need the one i love who will never love me i can't take this anymore... she's all i think about. i'd give up anything and everything for her. but she doesn't give a damn about me.
Natsu Dragneel definitely relatable bro. I hope Natsu's flame comes back bright in you. but i guess in the end, we all hope for that if not to leave permanently
the first rule of being "in a big ass gang of sad boys and girls" is you don't talk about being "in a big ass gang of sad boys and girls" -concerned member
Maybe you need to grow up and stop living your life in meme's and maybe she won't see you as a little boy. (Unless you are then you shouldn't be looking for relationship to be honest).
its been years since ive heard this but it still hits my feelings an returns me to the past. Truly thank you for either reuploading it or uploading it in the first place. I love you if you are reading this the pain does lessen
this is exactly what's happening to me. We've been off and on for the past 8 years. And he's grown onto me. He's always on my mind. I do not understand what i have done wrong but i must have done something bad because everyone important has left me and it's too much.
I miss her so God damn much, sometimes I wonder if she misses me as much as I miss her but now she has someone else to make her happy I hope he treats her better than I did wow I'm all teary why do I fuck up everything just why am I such a fuck up I just want to leave forever and not feel anything any more
doom I know what it feels like to have those feelings. You feel like nothing you do is gonna change anything and you don't have the strength to even try. Everything is just shit and you wanna just sleep and escape everything this cruel world has. It's not easy. It's very hard. But believe me it will get better. The most important thing to do during these times is to care for yourself even more. Have a day. Doesn't need to be a good day or a great day, cause you feel like shit already, just have a day. Take a shower, wear clean clothes, have a meal, relax. I hope you feel better soon. :)
doom What I like to do during these difficult times is to remind myself of the reason why I could come this far. What made me hold on for me to be here now. The reason can be anything! Your parents, your family, your cat, dog, fish. Try finding a reason that made you who you are today, and hold on to it. If you can't find one, it's okay. The world is a cruel place, but there is still kindness in it. You may feel like nothing is going right, but at least you're still alive and able to move, access to the Internet and CZcams, and there are also lovely people here who do not know you but still do show that they care! All is not over. You may be down now, but take your time, as long as you may need, and when you're done, push yourself off the ground and continue on. I really hope you will feel better soon. :)
"life screams out, that all of this will change " - lacey sturm . I don't know who you are , but I promise your purpose in this world will become clear ! Just stay strong . :)
I remember listening to this music when I was heart-broken, I felt so empty, super depressing, i walked to school like a zombie. But I made it, I started working out, finding healthy friendships, and I started enjoying myself, I stopped giving a fuck, I started building up confidence. I am happy now and very grateful and I wish for everyone here pls hold on and believe in yourself. I wish i could share my happiness and my love with every single one of you guys who deserve it, but I guess all I can really do is just write this text The best advice I can give to all of you; work on yourself, invest in yourself, develop your mind, your physical body, take care of you and your health. I know that all of you feel the same I used to feel, even though our stories might be so different. I know all of you have the potential to be the best version of yourself, you can rock this world and dominate your path your way. much love
Man, everyone here is so sad and depressed.... It makes ME sad. I'm just here to listen to good music.. Bruh, I just wanna write. Not cry while looking at all these sad comments from people I don't even know.. Dang I already have suicidal friends, and now I have suicidal comments rushing over me like water. Please, don't give up. Giving up won't help anyone, especially you
i lost this mix for many years.. logged into an old youtube channel and lucky enough youtube holds on to your history. scrolled all the way to 2017 and sure as shit. Here I am.
i think the closest we can get to "old" peep are with songs like cocaine shawty, a preview of a new song "16 lines is out" and it sounds amazing, its no star shopping but hey
i come back here every so often. sometimes years apart, sometimes months, weeks, days, hours. the pain never really stops, it just changes. i'm not sure if it's just me, if i'm the only one feeling this way but if there is others out there, i love you. i hope you are doing well.
my girlfriend left me 18 months ago and i still cant get over it.. now im drowning my feelings with alcohol and with having a girlfriend that id like to love, but i feel like my "ex" (i dont really like that term.. feels a little degrading) is blocking me from being able to fully love my current girlfriend.. its making me depressed
If your current girlfriend is doing everything she can to show her love... don't let a previous relationship get in the way... I don't know the feelings you are going through, but I am currently on the side of the girl who loves her boyfriend with all her heart and would do anything for him, yet... he still misses/loves his ex and I feel like he doesn't feel the same about me... it's really... really rough... trying to share your heart with someone who has no room for you...
Im the person you initially responded to (Nylo) and the relationship ended last week, for once i know its not my fault but it still feels like a massive hit. I haven't really thought about my ex since then, so all that might have helped. now i gotta just wait for the right person to appear. thanks for your comment though
Same here was with mine 7 years since highschool she took my son and left without any warning and was cheating on me the last year we were together and she's getting married and I can't even see my son.im so dead inside
Priscilla damm shit sucks u had to go through that but I no that’s Exactly what she said about me when i was with her ! It sucks because I already know I was the toxic one
she's breaking me, she knew that, but maybe she got bigger issues to deal with now im just an empty shell. im dead inside. its amazing how far you would go for someone you would called your dearest
thinking about just how every stranger in the comments is going through their own hell im not sure it comforts me it depresses me more than what any song could ever do for me but hey scoot over im here to join your circle..
No mean to sound edgy, however, is it strange to find comfort in these songs? I know most people hear these and feel sad, talk about wishes of death, but music like this pushes those away. It allows me to feel as if I have someone to connect to. And the pains of 3 weeks disperse.
I opened up and he left once he realized I wasn't perfect now I'm alone again but that's okay, I'd prefer to be alone anyways, not like I have another option.
I hate him. He hated me. He used me. He hurt me. Now that we are apart, he tortures me more. Broken... That's all I feel. I can't escape. Not even with death. He'd be there dancing on my grave...
"Heard joke once: man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Says life seems harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in threatening world what lies ahead is vague and uncertain. Doctor says, "treatment is simple. Great Clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go and see him. That should pick you up". Man bursts Into tears. Says, "but doctor... i am Pagliacci"
completely forgot about this mix. man this got me through some hard times. I listened to this hard 19-20 years old. when I constantly got my heart ripped out and i was violently depressed. i'm now 25 and married with my depression still there but learned new ways to cope since then. I'll always be thankful for these artists who made these songs to ease the pain. listen boys I know life can be a complete bitch sometimes but eventually it does get better. just gotta give life a chance to work itself out. keep your head high and keep swinging.
For the first time in my life, I hate the nostalgia in my stomach. I can't even listen to the music you used to listen to, it makes me think of the past and I can't tell if I miss it or not. I hate that when I open up to people, they leave when I can't be what they want me to be.
i just want to thank you for this video because it saved me when i needed it the most. i'm glad that i'm still here, listening to this mix, now at a better state of mind. whoever's reading this, just know it gets better. someone will see your true value. take care
I feel so sad, I have no family, my friends love fucking me over, money is constantly on my brain. my parents reject me because I'm agnostic. I can't give my girl everything she desires. To live is to suffer and that is life. Hang in there guys.....
If it makes you feel understood, I live without my parents since 16, my excuse was "want to study", now I'm 19 and live in other country 4000 km away, have no friends, no family, nothing, just me and my books, my laptop and my lonelyness, sometimes I feel good, bcs I found myself so entertaining; sometimes I wish I have someone to talk about my day and that... but I get so deep into this that I dont want to meet anyone that can hurt me, I dont want to meet someone bcs of the risk of that person being like my parents or my eldest brother I dont want to remember, and at the same time I dont want to forget, bcs that would mean going back, so I sleep, to dream, a place were I modify my reality, but then I wake up and all goes bad again, I miss the good old days when I didnt care about anything but maths, or football, now I have to care about life and everything that it means, being and adult, I remember I had a lot of friends in my native country, I remember I was happy, but for some reason I dont want to be like that again, maybe because I know I can't, I'm not a kid anymore, and I'm not an adult neither, "what am I", "what should I do"... sleep again
Im glad to be able to connect with everyone's glowing hearts that didn't make it into the develish person that forgot you guys.. Well I care about you guys in the comments. I care about you souls and if any of you were to give up I'd feel like I failed. My mission sire is to help you guys move forward. My friends have been there for me and now I'm passing on the deed. I'm blessed to have my friends in High School and you guys are blessed with something amazing too don't take advantage of it 💖
I used to listen to this mix last year, I felt completely alone. I fell in love with my best friend. I never expected anything to happen because I thought he was straight. One day in the summer he told me he loved me back. We spent 6 months getting high and making crazy memories. I've suffered with mental illness my whole life and I never felt more alive. This year, on new years day, he told me he thinks he fell out of love with me. We are still very close, he hasn't written off the idea of him loving me again, he says maybe it's because we are both going through a lot and the time just isn't right for a relationship. I still feel the same for him. Now I'm here again, listening to these songs that describe exactly how I feel about the boy that I never thought I had a chance with.
Almost 7 years later found this again. I was 14 at the time “dating” some girl on discord who lived across the country. I remember sitting listening to this in the middle of the nights during summer. Might as well be the equivalent of a dream with how different of a reality that was. My brain worked differently, shit even the air was different then. I miss those days, pains me right now that I’ll never be back there, that kid is long gone now
you were my bestfriend. but you believed rumors and told me to fuck off. now I can only see you from the sidelines having fun without me. I miss you. I want you back. I don't care that you believed rumors and told all our friends I was a snake. I miss you. I told you everything. then you threw my feelings in the trash. Now I can only look back at our memories and sit on my bed and cry over you. Why did you believe the rumors? why didn't you believe me? why wont you talk to me? why wont you look at me? please. I miss you. come back to me. back to the memories we didn't complete. back to the best friends we used to be.
It’s been 4 years since I first listened to this mix. A couple years since I last listened to it and I thought I’d never be back in this place again, just a memory of all the sorrow. Now I’m here listening again. I owe myself so much but most importantly an apology for letting myself go though all of that. 18 year old me wants to give 14 year old me a hug and vise versa. Coming back here feels so nostalgic but now has a sense of healing and relief instead of the lowest low. I wanna thank whoever created this because this holds a big part in my life. And for whoever you are reading this, I hope you’re okay. We’ll have better days soon. Hold on.
I can agree to this. Time is the ultimate healing agent and I’m glad to be where I am at at this very moment. Not a lot of people give themselves the credit to overcoming their hardships.
guys , there's nothing more to add on all the sadness of what your travelling now but you have to be stronger , get up and fight fight fight for your dreams ... for everything , family , friends ... your ex lover may not want to see you again if your getting destroy , be stronger , you can do it , fix objectif in life for yourself . I'm just a french guy of 20 years who got destroy when i was 15 and i know the feeling of dying ! make party , make fun in yourlife , life is too short for sadness and depression , out of the darkness , see the light of life in another way i mean by that JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE FREE i love you all , your all beautifuls and kind people hope you'll find another love or smile and be happy after this text keep going guys ❤️
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Thank you for making these videos. It feels like I have someone to suffer with.
music unites, we're a huge family and we're all suffering together.
realist comment I've seen
love. love. love.
I found out I was being cheated on for my bestfriend the same night i found out my dad passed from cancer in January so I felt alone and fucked over and wanted to kill myself and I still feel the same way... :( miss my dad and the girl even if she cheated she made me happy but now ive been feeling alone for 4 months and 8 days
Three Tittie Tyler Tighten up my G, I feel your pain but it only gets better I promise you. Just pick ya head up and smile bro, you deserve nothing but the best. Know your worth.
I remember listening to this my freshmen year during one of the most depressing times of my life. I’m 21 now and listen to this smiling as I look back on how far I’ve come since then.
good job, stranger 🩷 keep going!!!
same here brother we made it out!!!!
Anxiety and depression together is so terrible! One moment your mind is saying, "Why didn't you do it?! You're such a coward!," the next moment your mind is saying, "Why did you do that!? You're such an idiot!" The first thought is depression and the second thought is anxiety. I once saw a post on Tumblr that said, "Having anxiety and depression is like not wanting to do anything in your life but yet you become scared of what your life will be if you don't do anything." That is exactly what it's like.
Listen. Guys. It's okay to be sad and hurt. It's normal. Music tells us we're not alone and someone suffers beside us. Don't hate the feeling. Embrace it; you're alive. The hurt means you loved something. Don't let the grief ruin what was, and don't let anyone tell your you're wrong to hurt. Accept the pain, and you can accept what caused it.
I'm with you.
ive never read such a perfectly accurate comment
they all leave.
but the next one to go
take my feelings and memories with you.
take them,
take them so I won't have them
to remind me of everything,
everything I'm losing .
In another world, you and me are still lovers and we stopped running away from each other. It is quiet but it is the good kind, the kind where we’re both just thinking and saying nothing but understanding what it means to be silent together. It means peace, it means truce, it means both of our white flags dancing with each other through the winds of all our chaos.
In another world, I bring your mother flowers and you call me when you get home. Everything is soft acoustic and sun through the ozone making our noses run, white flags stained with the ink and paint from us loving each other so loudly. We never take them down. They’re our way of saying to one another, “I can figure this out, just please don’t leave me behind.”
In this world, your eyes don’t shine like they used to and I can’t write, every day is fog and liquor and me kissing boys who aren’t you, every day is static and wasted noise and you messing around with girls who aren’t me. You took down your white flag but mine is still there, it’s still up there, convinced that someday you’ll come running back and say, “I’m sorry I didn’t call but I really miss holding your hand.”
In this world, nobody else will write about you like this. Nobody else will love you like this.
yeah, while listening to this playlist
thank you so much, i was about halfway through the playlist and the words just started flowing. you can't unfeel it
Maryanna God your words brought me to tears. Brings me back to how much I used to want to be in the world me and him actually worked.
I actually wrote that piece a couple months back, and when I stumbled upon this video I thought it had a place in the gold mine that is this comments section. I've come a long way since then, but the hurt never really stops, does it? Not completely, at least. I loved him for fourteen months and he came in with the tide, escaped through the cracks in my small hands. He would come back like routine, only when there was no one else to love him. It was quite literally a roller coaster, except this one wasn't any fun after the first loop.
And I've never been the person who tells you that things get better. But believe me when I say that I'm about to leave my house to go get coffee with a boy I just recently met, and he looks at me like I could be magic or moonspill or some new color, one he's never seen. For me, it was worth the wait.
Someone is going to look at you like that and it's going to be so real. You'll know. And it'll make all the hurt, all those times you've cried, so terribly worth it.
mari you made something beautiful, even if it was through pain, you made something beautiful. you have a talent with words, don't let that go.
Internet hug for all my fellow humans drowning in sorrow
not even human anymore..
salamat pre
I get out of a depression.
Now I'm fine. But it saddens me to see you all completely lost, disoriented and sad. Believe me that life is beautiful. Beauty is just hidden somewhere. Your goal is to find it. This goal will make you happy. Without even reaching it definitively, the steps acquired towards this goal will make you every day more and more happy. You will failed sometimes, its life, you have to learn from it. Have a goal. Say I fuck you when it is necessary, say I love you when it is necessary. Do what it takes, but not what it takes to sink.
Love ya ;)
It's like a big hippo is sitting on my chest
and it won't get off and, every time i cry, i can't breathe.
Its like I'm suffocating and it hurts. I cared to much and got taken for granted
and now I'm broken, again.
yasmeaann i feel ya girl :''''''D same feels 😩😩😩
still love her more than i'll love anything ever even if i lasted for eternity.
she destroyed me, drained me... years go by, other pass through my life and all i can think about is her
maybe true love but i can't go back, it's selfdestruction
she hurt me man
thanks for being the place i could put this all out, strangers are what you need sometimes, love you all
Thanks for sharing your story :) It's a good thing that you realized staying with her will only cause you more pain! Letting go is sometimes less painful than holding on. I sincerely hope that one day you'll find someone to heal your broken heart buddy :)
When I originally clicked I wasn't sad, then after reading the comments all the repressed feelings started releasing themselves.
Richard Anderson same...
me too
Yo tell me about it
ThatBoiChardo A. you can't keep it in..
I have a lot of repressed feelings, it is an endless rabbit hole. Life went on a downward spiral for a very long time..
anyone just feel like taking every pill in the bottle, laying back and just drifting away to these songs? no? just me?
Lunarr it feels good to fantasize about it but the reality isn't like the fantasy.
Tried it I keep waking up tho like fuck.i know how you feel
changes...
Don't do it. I had to save a girl who did the same. It will stay with me forever.
Seen plenty of over doses and it’s not the peaceful ending … some unintended 2 international and it’s not pretty and didn’t look peaceful. You can over come any hurtle keep going don’t give up 💪🏻
we are so toxic for each other yet we're in love.... even after all the heartbreak
Let her go mate
@@trx.1034 Facts. Its tough but its for the better
art at its best
talked to her for 8 months.
she says she cant feel love.
i tell her i can only feel love for her.
we're exactly the same, and not the same at all.
is this rly already 3 years old?? i remember discovering this right at the peak of being broken up with back in 2017 and i listened to it every day
Same
already 6 for fucks sake. at least we still alive i guess? lol
To who ever is reading this right now. I want you to stop for a bit, I want you to look at yourself, you are not as worthless as you think you are. You the person I'm talking to right now, just need to have a little faith, believe in yourself and never give up I know it's tiring, I know you are very weary of life, I know the hurt that you are feeling, because I have felt it myself. But don't worry. Your past does not define you, what you do in the present does and it is what will determine your future. So never give up never surrender, it's alright, you might not be the one who believes in you, but I do so persevere my friend you have so much more in you, believe in yourself you can get through this. Always remember, tough times never last. But tough people do. So be tough for me ❤
thanks, i'll tried❤🙃
I guess I'm not the only sad one here..
hahaa
nooope.
Ayy Lmao never
LOL this comment so on point
Yeah ur mom --naenae'd---
Ayy Lmao not alone with that comment
This is my fav youtube comment section. People here are warm and not toxic
Yato oo They all want to kill themselves....
Dylan C Did I say something wrong?...
OMI no not at all that wasn't telling you to I was talking about how the comment sections in other videos are other people telling people to kill themselves. I'd never tell someone to do that
Dylan C Ohh ok I see. Sorry-Yeah that's true.
holy fuck did I just find a whole subculture of depressed ass people listening to depressing ass music? yo I just came here for the good music but I hope each and everyone who is sad can get through whatever they are goin through!
It's three am and I'm on the right side of CZcams again.
I'm awake with thoughts of my ex and this playlist says everything I couldn't say...
Thank you for this piece of art.
i dont wanna do this anymore
K U R X クルツ never give up
ScreekeR'n MaSskorR thanks man
xxx on a killstreak
Exypher nigga
Someone knows the pic anime name?
As soon as she left you, you came back to me and my feelings are a mess once again.
Erika Palafox :c
Erika Palafox ive been there... i hope u dont fall for it, let go
im not like most of you.. i dont want to die. I want to wake up the next day, but noticed by him, feeling like im enough.
I used to be like this, and to be honest sometimes i'm still in this mood. But a strong turn in my life had been to realize that all this pain, all this sadness and sickness was an incredible source of energy, it just remains of our choice to use it in a positive way or not. Feeling this bad can be incredibly motivating when you just think like "Ok i'm the worst person in the world, so whatever i'll do can't put me even lower than I am" and then you start acting. Because acting is the first step of the recover and the first day of the rest of your life.
The best way to start this change is going into something completely new that you've been scared about until now. Personaly started workout to fight against my physical complex, going further new peoples to kill my social anxiety and so on...
You can do whatever you want, become whoever you want, live what the hell you want, all you got to do is wanting it hard enough and fight for it. So comon, why waisting such this beautiful and only one chance called life feeling bad ?
Believe me, you can start a new life right now.
I'm not depressed.I'm not sad either.But life feels so empty.I'm lost interest in everything and I'm living simply just because I'm alive.The world wasn't in fucking colors anymore.Everything just black and white.I don't have any motivation to live as well to die.Funny isn't? I don't have high hopes for future, but I sincerely wish that someday, somehow, I found someone who give me meanings to life. Make my life full of colors and maybe a little less empty?I know this is such a wishful thinking.I don't know if I ever found that person, but still, I decided to have faith. I hope y'all too, keep living life.Have faith. Everything going to be alright eventually.
Thankyou for uploading this type of music i really appreciate it. like alot. And also to all the subs and to especially sad have a nice day and or night. I really need a hug right now.
*hug* 💕
Ultima Weapon90 *tight hugs* I feel the exact same way.
This comment section has to be my favorite because everyone tries to help each other up instead of break each other down. This is such an awesome community even though most of the people here are depressed and that’s okay. I feel like I’m not alone cuz I got people to relate to even though I’m just a bit down on myself every now and then.
This kinda community should have a group chat where we all just talk about our problems 🙃🙃🙃🙃
i agree,
like a kik group or a discord server
someone should set up a discord for this community and then just play chill/sad music in the background
Ah nvm there already is one. discord.gg/2YAkCUf come and join
discord.gg/2YAkCUf
I still come back to this after 3 years. This playlist helped me through my senior year.
I honestly have lost motivation for everything I do even my passion for art, maths and learning new languages are now gone, nothing interestes me anymore even anime I used to be a huge fan but since now I'm so busy slaving away everyday sleeping only 2-5 hours or no sleep at all on average for the past 5 years theirs just hardly anytime.
Being bullied for 10 years really damages you even if I may seem okay on the outside and no one knew the emotional pain I still feel today. The bullying came from school, teachers and even my family, suffering physical abuse at school and verbal abuse at school & from family.
My family told me to stop being weak and to grow the up when I was 10 after all I hit puberty at a younger age and my younger brother got cancer when I was 10 so I hid everything even from close friends none of them knew I was suicidal & was self-harming in various ways at the age of 7-8 & still am today but the difference now is that I contemplate but stop because I don't want anyone to suffer and I don't want to be even more of a burden for existing.
When growing up at 6 I knew i wasn't normal after all I wasn't like the other girls I wasn't attracted to guys I only had it for girls and then hiding it from family cause I knew it was bad. Today now I'm bisexual as well 5-6 years ago i had a crush for a guy and then found out what bisexual meant, I still haven't come out to family because of my Aunty having a huge grudge against bisexuals only, everyone wants me to have kids early and marry a guy, my brother is trans (so f to m) so I'm the only girl then and being my dad's 1st child I feel I like I have to live up to everyones expectations & when I came out to my best friend last year she said I was delusional and that it was a phase so i had a meltdown lost confidence in it all. So love is never an option for me.
If you read this far sorry for taking up your time with all the useless paragraphs, I just needed a place to vent -- I'm sorry
i want to die Dont be sorry , it was a pleasure to read your story. Dont be ashamed of who you are because there is always one person who will accept you no matter what and if one of them dont accept how you are than this person is not good enought to have you in his life. You seem clever dont lose faith in your passions, continue , grow up , become who you want to be and make shut up all the peoples who tried to bully you before because you are not this person anymore. Take care
i want to die don't be sorry about venting like this, if you ever feel down msg me on Kik: TheMcSkittle, or tell me your preference for messaging
lol Im down right now but kinda happy you changed your name
Are you better now?
We are here with you💜
Seeing that there are only good people here, ill share some of my "stuff". Duo all the pain, bullying, friends committing suicide, being on the phone with a friend who jumped of a bridge, having a girlfriend who was stabbed over a pack of sigarettes and didn't make it I blocked out every emotion possible. Ofcours pain is the only thing left as some of u can relate. I tried committing suicide and failed. Not because of the attempt but because i scared myself and broke down (started shaking and crying) and i can tell u, its not the awnser you're looking for. What helps for me to is to not take my own life and live for those who didn't. Thank you for the music being able to write this and thank you to those who took a minute out of there tome to read my message. Love is out there and it's coming your way.
everybody in the comments who may or may not be going through trials and tribulations, know as hard as things may seem in the moment, its will get better, even if it takes a while remember the sun rises tomorrow and its a new day. Pain is temporary, it may last a day, a month, even a year, but eventually that pain will subside and something will take its place. the thing about being at rock bottom is that the only place you can go from the bottom is up, you may feel the isolation and the darkness consuming you, you may feel like ending it all, you may feel like your in such a bad place that death becomes the easier option. You my brothers and sisters are greatness, you my fellow people have the potential to change a generation, do not cut the already short journey of life shorter. falling and being depressed does not make you weak, falling makes you human, depression means you are overwhelmed by emotions so much so that the machine called your body almost shuts itself down, when you fall its what you do when you have the dirt on yourself, when you have the bruises and cuts, you can either (F.E.A.R or F.E.A.R) Forget Everything And Run or you can Face Everything And Rise. YOU ARE NOT WEAK, you are strong and whom ever is reading this, know i care about you, i may not know you but if you are reading this and you feel any emotion because this relates to you in anyway know someone out here is thinking about you, you are not alone my friend, you're not alone. assess your situation, surround yourself with positivity and be that great being you were born to be, the universe really responds to us, it really does, you may think its rubbish, but what you put out into the world really comes back to you, spread that positivity and you will see your life change, just as we feel the wind, we love the breeze it brings, but have you ever seen wind?
my friends, that there is the forces of the universe that are simply unexplainable
ive been through soo much
you may have been through so much
let that motivate us to RISE UP AND ESCAPE THE BAD EMOTIONS WHICH TRY TO CONSUME US, the devils of life
every morning wake up and tell yourself " i've got this"
go out and show the world Who YOU ARE!
how can I contact you please?
zecharyuche@hotmail.com
feel free to talk to me
Xavier please message me
Xavier Everything you said is wonderful , you have warm my heart during a hard day. I wish you all good things in life because i can feel with this text that you have a huge heart. Thank you again for the support you give to strangers its rarely. Take care
Xavier BEAUTIFUL
Tbh I just wanted to say that I still really like this mix and it kind of carried me in high school
i called him to tell him i still loved him and he told me to come pick up the rest of my stuff this weekend.
shoutout to this mix for making me simultaneously want to neck it and want to stay alive to find more music like this
I'm sorry...I let my feelings consume me and in the end I hurt both of us. Now I'm still letting myself be consumed but now I hurt alone. Because you couldn't possibly ever want me, want this utter mess, nor would I want you to. We have a beautiful friendship. I thought confessing would set me free but it only made me love you more. I'm so sorry. I wish I could just disappear. The thought of you pitying me makes me sick even if I know it's all just in my head.
I try to tell her how much i love her or what she can do for me when we talk in class. I feel pain everytime she's not with me but I know she doesn't love me. I can't and it's like a cage with the doors open. My problem is a shit but for me is everything, and hurts.
U BRING THE SAD PEOPLE TOGETHER
AND I FUCKING LOVE IT
sad person here
i'm here
Lani suicidal person here
here
+ShikariBaller just keep swimming🐟🐠🐡(dori)
SCREAMO KICKS IN THEN THE KINGDOM HEARTS LICK ON SANTUARY PT 2 AND I LOSE IT MAN. TOO GOOD
im high as fuck and this fucked me
Calum Scobie a g r e e d
Calum Scobie Yes. This.
Calum Scobie "is this sanctuary?" "fuuuck yuhh"
Ik I wasn't the only one that heard the KH 😭😭❤️❤️❤️
HAHA I read this RIGHT as I had the same realization.
I feel so at home here because I'm like sad everyday and it's amazing knowing I'm not the only one but I wish the best of happiness to all
the one i want
the one i need
the one i love
who will never love me
i can't take this anymore... she's all i think about. i'd give up anything and everything for her. but she doesn't give a damn about me.
RK Audio I feel u. and now she loves someone who doesn't even know her instead of me who loves her more than his own life
Paul Bäumler Yo deadass all this is hitting close to home. I miss her and love her a lot
Me too
Sick of crying
Tired of trying
Yes I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying
Natsu Dragneel true poetry
Natsu Dragneel relatable
Natsu Dragneel definitely relatable bro. I hope Natsu's flame comes back bright in you. but i guess in the end, we all hope for that if not to leave permanently
i like ur name natsu is my favorite fairy tail character
Glad you guys like what was written, wish i could say i came up with it myself but im pretty sure i read it somewhere else :(
Sometimes I cry so much my tears start burning my skin. I feel like a fucking mistake.
i feel like i'm in a big ass gang of sad boys & girls
peachy welcome to our generation :c
the first rule of being "in a big ass gang of sad boys and girls" is you don't talk about being "in a big ass gang of sad boys and girls" -concerned member
I'm sure the big ass gang of sad boys and girls has always existed, it's just that now we have the opportunity to get together
This is the only thing that made me smile and laugh in a while. Thank you
Let's unite :3
This picture kills me dude. Just remembering the ending to that movie is so heart wrenching. But damn, I simply love the feeling of sadness.
Ramon Lizarraga what's it called?
what movie is this?
Lily A 5 centimeters Per second
blu3 cloud 5 Centimeters per second
fits perfectly... my girlfriend broke up with me 2 hours ago because she doesn't love me like she used to... at least that's what she said...
Vord Loldemordt yeah same happened to me like two months ago
oh :(
happened to me a month ago lmao it was total shit i was with the dude for almost two years....but you will overcome it eventually.
Maybe you need to grow up and stop living your life in meme's and maybe she won't see you as a little boy.
(Unless you are then you shouldn't be looking for relationship to be honest).
you talking to me?
its been years since ive heard this but it still hits my feelings an returns me to the past. Truly thank you for either reuploading it or uploading it in the first place. I love you if you are reading this
the pain does lessen
The love of my life abandoned me without a word
And ignored me whenever I tried to msg him.
Lovely, isn't it.
Pandakitties I know the feeling.
Things will work out! His loss :)
its his loss just wait the time will bring you a person who appreciate you.
this is exactly what's happening to me. We've been off and on for the past 8 years. And he's grown onto me. He's always on my mind. I do not understand what i have done wrong but i must have done something bad because everyone important has left me and it's too much.
peachy bby you've done nothing wrong, the universe is making room
I'm reading all the comments and I just want to say that I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS, OKAY?!?!?!11/1?!?1. I JUST AAAAGHGHGHHH I LOVE U ALL
Im a bit late but we love u too
Amazing just amazing
*hears first minute*
*subscribes*
This is so nice, I'm happy that it was recommended to me :)
Sernie Banders You're Happy?
LOL. I know I am.
RIP Lil Peep, this was the first time I heard you :(
Same
I miss her so God damn much, sometimes I wonder if she misses me as much as I miss her but now she has someone else to make her happy I hope he treats her better than I did wow I'm all teary why do I fuck up everything just why am I such a fuck up I just want to leave forever and not feel anything any more
This channel never disappoints
unlike me
I would have told you some motivating shit but you commented when I'm depressed. Welp everyone disappoints sometimes though
i'm sorry i'm trying
I miss him..
It warms my broken heart to see all the others who have been shattered to come together to mend each other.
I've been listening to this the whole weekend; it hurts but at least I don't feel alone
if only i weren't so afraid.
it would all be over.
the suffering.
same
just wanna sleep and never wake up
doom same
doom same.
doom I know what it feels like to have those feelings. You feel like nothing you do is gonna change anything and you don't have the strength to even try. Everything is just shit and you wanna just sleep and escape everything this cruel world has. It's not easy. It's very hard. But believe me it will get better. The most important thing to do during these times is to care for yourself even more. Have a day. Doesn't need to be a good day or a great day, cause you feel like shit already, just have a day. Take a shower, wear clean clothes, have a meal, relax. I hope you feel better soon. :)
doom What I like to do during these difficult times is to remind myself of the reason why I could come this far. What made me hold on for me to be here now. The reason can be anything! Your parents, your family, your cat, dog, fish. Try finding a reason that made you who you are today, and hold on to it. If you can't find one, it's okay. The world is a cruel place, but there is still kindness in it. You may feel like nothing is going right, but at least you're still alive and able to move, access to the Internet and CZcams, and there are also lovely people here who do not know you but still do show that they care! All is not over. You may be down now, but take your time, as long as you may need, and when you're done, push yourself off the ground and continue on. I really hope you will feel better soon. :)
"life screams out, that all of this will change " - lacey sturm . I don't know who you are , but I promise your purpose in this world will become clear ! Just stay strong . :)
Its great to know you have others to suffer with
Jr Gaming 💙☔
Exactly ❤️
❤️❤️❤️
Jr Gaming ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I remember listening to this music when I was heart-broken, I felt so empty, super depressing, i walked to school like a zombie.
But I made it, I started working out, finding healthy friendships, and I started enjoying myself, I stopped giving a fuck, I started building up confidence. I am happy now and very grateful and I wish for everyone here pls hold on and believe in yourself. I wish i could share my happiness and my love with every single one of you guys who deserve it, but I guess all I can really do is just write this text
The best advice I can give to all of you; work on yourself, invest in yourself, develop your mind, your physical body, take care of you and your health. I know that all of you feel the same I used to feel, even though our stories might be so different.
I know all of you have the potential to be the best version of yourself, you can rock this world and dominate your path your way.
much love
Man, everyone here is so sad and depressed.... It makes ME sad.
I'm just here to listen to good music..
Bruh, I just wanna write. Not cry while looking at all these sad comments from people I don't even know.. Dang I already have suicidal friends, and now I have suicidal comments rushing over me like water.
Please, don't give up. Giving up won't help anyone, especially you
i lost this mix for many years.. logged into an old youtube channel and lucky enough youtube holds on to your history. scrolled all the way to 2017 and sure as shit. Here I am.
*Let's all bond over being mutually suicidal.*
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I miss the old peep so much dude
me too
he went from lil peep to the dentist girl from nemo
i think the closest we can get to "old" peep are with songs like cocaine shawty, a preview of a new song "16 lines is out" and it sounds amazing, its no star shopping but hey
i'll support peep regardless if he switches up, he really deserves it
Now he's gone 😭😭
So many of these mixes are gone, i need them.
i come back here every so often. sometimes years apart, sometimes months, weeks, days, hours. the pain never really stops, it just changes. i'm not sure if it's just me, if i'm the only one feeling this way but if there is others out there, i love you. i hope you are doing well.
my girlfriend left me 18 months ago and i still cant get over it.. now im drowning my feelings with alcohol and with having a girlfriend that id like to love, but i feel like my "ex" (i dont really like that term.. feels a little degrading) is blocking me from being able to fully love my current girlfriend.. its making me depressed
exeNylo I completely understand how you feel 100% and it honestly sucks. 8 wish you all the best in finding happiness
If your current girlfriend is doing everything she can to show her love... don't let a previous relationship get in the way... I don't know the feelings you are going through, but I am currently on the side of the girl who loves her boyfriend with all her heart and would do anything for him, yet... he still misses/loves his ex and I feel like he doesn't feel the same about me... it's really... really rough... trying to share your heart with someone who has no room for you...
Im the person you initially responded to (Nylo) and the relationship ended last week, for once i know its not my fault but it still feels like a massive hit. I haven't really thought about my ex since then, so all that might have helped. now i gotta just wait for the right person to appear. thanks for your comment though
Same here was with mine 7 years since highschool she took my son and left without any warning and was cheating on me the last year we were together and she's getting married and I can't even see my son.im so dead inside
hi there random person scrolling the comment section, I like you ^-^
No matter what happens, I think you're amazing :)
i love you too
Chosen1Ray like and love are 2 different things sir.
Chosen1Ray and I'll never have any of them.
Drankful want a hug? (づ ◕‿◕ )づ
technonine that'd be nice.
I relate to the title so much lmao. I'm suffering.
same
I wanna die, but I have too many obligations to fulfill.
This was real af. Untill I looked to the left at you picture and blurted out a huge laugh seeing peter say that..
100th like praise me
I'll always only love you, because I'm not me anymore after you going.. I'm a fragment of something I once was.
He's breaking me, he doesn't know that...
Priscilla Means ~ same but tell him.
Priscilla damm shit sucks u had to go through that but I no that’s Exactly what she said about me when i was with her ! It sucks because I already know I was the toxic one
she's breaking me, she knew that, but maybe she got bigger issues to deal with
now im just an empty shell. im dead inside.
its amazing how far you would go for someone you would called your dearest
She's cutting a swath thru guys looking for love. I was a victim of her recklessness.
I feel like this is such a warm and open community and I was wondering if you all would like a group discord to just vent and chill
im in add me
thinking about just how every stranger in the comments is going through their own hell im not sure it comforts me it depresses me more than what any song could ever do for me but hey scoot over im here to join your circle..
LuxSu circle is open to anyone that wants to join in
No mean to sound edgy, however, is it strange to find comfort in these songs? I know most people hear these and feel sad, talk about wishes of death, but music like this pushes those away. It allows me to feel as if I have someone to connect to. And the pains of 3 weeks disperse.
I opened up and he left once he realized I wasn't perfect now I'm alone again but that's okay, I'd prefer to be alone anyways, not like I have another option.
女神sad you read my mind :/
I am very sad and I feel alone :'(
Take care guys!
無力BVNGRY BIRDS you're not alone♥ we can talk
Please don't feel sad and alone... Take good care of yourself ♥ we can help
Always here For a Fellow human, aslong as you dont plan on killing anyone
How does one wake up one day not having the same feelings? I believe I'm a smart guy, but I will never comprehend this. . .
I hate him. He hated me. He used me. He hurt me. Now that we are apart, he tortures me more. Broken... That's all I feel. I can't escape. Not even with death. He'd be there dancing on my grave...
"Heard joke once: man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Says life seems harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in threatening world what lies ahead is vague and uncertain. Doctor says, "treatment is simple. Great Clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go and see him. That should pick you up". Man bursts Into tears. Says, "but doctor... i am Pagliacci"
Mage Badile o stronzo
3 years later and this playlist still hits different 🤷
completely forgot about this mix. man this got me through some hard times. I listened to this hard 19-20 years old. when I constantly got my heart ripped out and i was violently depressed. i'm now 25 and married with my depression still there but learned new ways to cope since then. I'll always be thankful for these artists who made these songs to ease the pain. listen boys I know life can be a complete bitch sometimes but eventually it does get better. just gotta give life a chance to work itself out. keep your head high and keep swinging.
same here brother we made it out. just gotta keep goin.
For the first time in my life, I hate the nostalgia in my stomach. I can't even listen to the music you used to listen to, it makes me think of the past and I can't tell if I miss it or not. I hate that when I open up to people, they leave when I can't be what they want me to be.
**HEARS KINGDOM HEART'S MUSIC WITHIN THE FIRST SONG**
**SMASHES THE LIKE BUTTON WITH ENTIRE HAND**
to this day i still come back to these playlists
i just want to thank you for this video because it saved me when i needed it the most. i'm glad that i'm still here, listening to this mix, now at a better state of mind. whoever's reading this, just know it gets better. someone will see your true value. take care
This music gives life to people that are really suffering... calls us edgy but this shit helps us.
I feel so sad, I have no family, my friends love fucking me over, money is constantly on my brain. my parents reject me because I'm agnostic. I can't give my girl everything she desires. To live is to suffer and that is life. Hang in there guys.....
Zachary Locke I love you.
If it makes you feel understood, I live without my parents since 16, my excuse was "want to study", now I'm 19 and live in other country 4000 km away, have no friends, no family, nothing, just me and my books, my laptop and my lonelyness, sometimes I feel good, bcs I found myself so entertaining; sometimes I wish I have someone to talk about my day and that... but I get so deep into this that I dont want to meet anyone that can hurt me, I dont want to meet someone bcs of the risk of that person being like my parents or my eldest brother I dont want to remember, and at the same time I dont want to forget, bcs that would mean going back, so I sleep, to dream, a place were I modify my reality, but then I wake up and all goes bad again, I miss the good old days when I didnt care about anything but maths, or football, now I have to care about life and everything that it means, being and adult, I remember I had a lot of friends in my native country, I remember I was happy, but for some reason I dont want to be like that again, maybe because I know I can't, I'm not a kid anymore, and I'm not an adult neither, "what am I", "what should I do"... sleep again
Max Morales do you have instagram? We can talk there? :)
D E E P
Im glad to be able to connect with everyone's glowing hearts that didn't make it into the develish person that forgot you guys..
Well I care about you guys in the comments. I care about you souls and if any of you were to give up I'd feel like I failed.
My mission sire is to help you guys move forward. My friends have been there for me and now I'm passing on the deed.
I'm blessed to have my friends in High School and you guys are blessed with something amazing too don't take advantage of it 💖
I used to listen to this mix last year, I felt completely alone. I fell in love with my best friend. I never expected anything to happen because I thought he was straight. One day in the summer he told me he loved me back. We spent 6 months getting high and making crazy memories. I've suffered with mental illness my whole life and I never felt more alive.
This year, on new years day, he told me he thinks he fell out of love with me. We are still very close, he hasn't written off the idea of him loving me again, he says maybe it's because we are both going through a lot and the time just isn't right for a relationship. I still feel the same for him. Now I'm here again, listening to these songs that describe exactly how I feel about the boy that I never thought I had a chance with.
Kingdom hearts
"I wish I can ignore you like you ignore me"
Almost 7 years later found this again. I was 14 at the time “dating” some girl on discord who lived across the country. I remember sitting listening to this in the middle of the nights during summer. Might as well be the equivalent of a dream with how different of a reality that was. My brain worked differently, shit even the air was different then. I miss those days, pains me right now that I’ll never be back there, that kid is long gone now
the first mix on my chill/sad music playlist, 6+ years later and still helps me through tough times.
you were my bestfriend. but you believed rumors and told me to fuck off. now I can only see you from the sidelines having fun without me. I miss you. I want you back. I don't care that you believed rumors and told all our friends I was a snake. I miss you. I told you everything. then you threw my feelings in the trash. Now I can only look back at our memories and sit on my bed and cry over you. Why did you believe the rumors? why didn't you believe me? why wont you talk to me? why wont you look at me? please. I miss you. come back to me. back to the memories we didn't complete. back to the best friends we used to be.
Kingdom Hearts and Re:Zero in the same video... this is where I belong
It’s been 4 years since I first listened to this mix. A couple years since I last listened to it and I thought I’d never be back in this place again, just a memory of all the sorrow.
Now I’m here listening again.
I owe myself so much but most importantly an apology for letting myself go though all of that.
18 year old me wants to give 14 year old me a hug and vise versa.
Coming back here feels so nostalgic but now has a sense of healing and relief instead of the lowest low.
I wanna thank whoever created this because this holds a big part in my life.
And for whoever you are reading this, I hope you’re okay. We’ll have better days soon. Hold on.
I can agree to this.
Time is the ultimate healing agent and I’m glad to be where I am at at this very moment. Not a lot of people give themselves the credit to overcoming their hardships.
I was 17, now I’m 22 and I have seen so much growth within myself and I have nothing but positive affirmations for my future. ❤
guys , there's nothing more to add on all the sadness of what your travelling now but you have to be stronger , get up and fight fight fight for your dreams ... for everything , family , friends ... your ex lover may not want to see you again if your getting destroy , be stronger , you can do it , fix objectif in life for yourself . I'm just a french guy of 20 years who got destroy when i was 15 and i know the feeling of dying ! make party , make fun in yourlife , life is too short for sadness and depression , out of the darkness , see the light of life in another way i mean by that
JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE FREE
i love you all , your all beautifuls and kind people hope you'll find another love or smile and be happy after this text keep going guys ❤️