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  • čas přidán 21. 11. 2023
  • Take a deep breath, restore your strength & enter the flow state with this ambient cinematic tune (great for sleep aid & stress relief).
    The first track from my video "Music When You Need A Break From The World #2" - 3 Hour Loop. (Spider-Man: Dreaming of Home)
    Meditating with Spider-Man (Peter Parker Meditation 3 Hours) Music & Ambience, inspired by Marvel's Spider-Man - perfect for relaxing, study, sleep, meditation, reading, writing, studying, shifting, sleeping, chill, relax, focus, work, flow state, healing for anxiety, depression and stress.
    🎧 Music created by Ambient Cinematics: Tommy Lucas, 2023.
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    Created and produced by Tommy Lucas, 2023.
    Inspired by the works of Hans Zimmer and many other great composers.
    Spider-Man created by Stan Lee.
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    Unless stated otherwise, this music has been created and produced by myself (Tommy Lucas) and is not to be copied or distributed without my direct permission. All rights reserved © Any unauthorised use of my music is strictly prohibited. If the song is a cover of another composer's work, all rights go to the respective owner.
    #spiderman #ambientmusic #relaxingmusic
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  • @AmbientCinematics
    @AmbientCinematics  Před 6 měsíci +2678

    Aight his suit is backwards…he’s melancholic about it okay? All AI aside, I hope this music helps you relax 😊

    • @chasenuuhiwa
      @chasenuuhiwa Před 6 měsíci +80

      LOL I'm glad someone said it.

    • @TheLostPython
      @TheLostPython Před 6 měsíci +43

      I didn't even notice. lol

    • @denzelcrawford9268
      @denzelcrawford9268 Před 6 měsíci +8

      AmbientCinematics can you do meditating with logan in logan?

    • @leonardogolobovante-mn4ux
      @leonardogolobovante-mn4ux Před 6 měsíci +5

      kkkkkk witch suit is this? from SM2 or is mod? dind play yet. Looks like Andrew Garfield spider with Tom Hollands suit

    • @Renegade7654
      @Renegade7654 Před 6 měsíci +31

      @@leonardogolobovante-mn4ux this suit does not exist, it's made by AI unfortunately

  • @alexdiazdeleon6542
    @alexdiazdeleon6542 Před 6 měsíci +7730

    spiderman realizing... spiderman realizing he puts the suit backwards

    • @WatchrOne
      @WatchrOne Před 6 měsíci +114

      Crazy

    • @HV6AZZ002
      @HV6AZZ002 Před 6 měsíci +287

      I can't believe that you are the only one who commented something about it

    • @HV6AZZ002
      @HV6AZZ002 Před 6 měsíci +150

      @@ThatGuyLowen The black spider logo is always in front of his chest, the ones from the back are always red, or sometimes white.

    • @rhaegarstormborntargaryen
      @rhaegarstormborntargaryen Před 6 měsíci +14

      @@HV6AZZ002 In the spider man 1 and 2 for the ps4/ps5 the spider logo is white, covering up his chest and stomach

    • @HV6AZZ002
      @HV6AZZ002 Před 6 měsíci +15

      @@rhaegarstormborntargaryen Yes, I also mentioned that...

  • @iTalkStudios
    @iTalkStudios Před 6 měsíci +5104

    For anyone that needs to hear this.
    Sit down. Feel a little sad, a little angry, maybe even cry if you feel the need to do that as well, but always get back up and stay the course. Your life has meaning. Everyone's does and has the potential to be great. You, I, everyone and even superheroes like Spiderman are going to go through tough times, but keep going. Stay the course, and don't give up. Make something impactful and worthy of your life, whatever that may be. So to whoever's reading this, you're going to be great. Believe it.

    • @alonzogonzalez4272
      @alonzogonzalez4272 Před 6 měsíci +85

      Thanks, needed to see this.

    • @JayenShukla
      @JayenShukla Před 6 měsíci +101

      Aunt May "Balance is a Process, Not a Destination"

    • @Default-gf4zf
      @Default-gf4zf Před 6 měsíci +19

      Thank you, I've joined an organisation starting in Australia that will spread worldwide, for the purpose of changing things and laws in Australia for the best possible outcome for society and our economy and true leadership and freedom and an end to tyranny, I need people to join

    • @RicardoAugustoC
      @RicardoAugustoC Před 6 měsíci +12

      thank you

    • @xeltanni8999
      @xeltanni8999 Před 6 měsíci +11

      Spider-Man*

  • @kedarnayak7729
    @kedarnayak7729 Před dnem +1

    To whoever is reading this, you are you. The most beautiful person in your life is you yourself. Love yourself, believe in yourself. No matter what happens, don't lose yourself. You are you own master, your own leader, your own God. Cut out the perfect path for yourself, because in the end, you are the only one walking on it, with the others, though left, still stuck in your heart...your path to paradise! Your life is one and unique in this whole wide world. There is no one else like you, so be happy that you are unique in some way whatsoever from everyone else. *You have the strength that no one else has...*

  • @tonyhector4842
    @tonyhector4842 Před měsícem +40

    Men face challenges in their lives that may be in the form of a relationship, money, a job, or just being alone. Men can go through life so lonely - beating back tears privately. We brave through situations and place the world on our shoulders. So to all you men out there who are bearing the brunt: you are never alone. We are never perfect, but with Gods grace, we will be remembered for what we left behind.

  • @sabutp35
    @sabutp35 Před měsícem +9

    Jesus loves you

  • @koiboi2433
    @koiboi2433 Před 2 měsíci +134

    To anyone reading this
    You got this, we're all behind you. Rest, if needed be. Cry, if needed be. But never stop believing in yourself and the amazing future you'll have.
    Love, a friend❤

  • @dulneth5650
    @dulneth5650 Před 6 měsíci +1587

    Seeing spiderman resting, looking over the city, hits so deep idk why

    • @manofsteelgoodmanll.2512
      @manofsteelgoodmanll.2512 Před 6 měsíci +55

      Maybe he's admiring the view to just take a break and see his environment for what it is we all need to see where our life is going and to have a quiet moment to ourselves to relax and unplug from situations for a while it's good for your mental state I'd try to do it and not work as hard like I do now I can relate to Pete in his shoes.Spidey had gone through a lotvand put up with criticism the guy barely could catch a break at all...don't judge things or question it just enjoy it cause you never know when you may need to relax if you were tormented by toxicities and under stress yourself.

    • @amarson2322
      @amarson2322 Před 6 měsíci +59

      he is resting chill because he deserves some moment of peace after everything he goes through 24/7

    • @AnubisXYZ
      @AnubisXYZ Před 6 měsíci +43

      Spider-Man has such a great responsibility to protect the citizen's of New York, as well as his loved ones. It's not often he sits and looks over the city because he's always playing the superhero, so that's why it hits deep. Superheroes take breaks, maybe we should all too? and not be too hard on ourselves.

    • @manofsteelgoodmanll.2512
      @manofsteelgoodmanll.2512 Před 6 měsíci +13

      @AnubisXYZ yeah even hard working heros need a break especially when you've tried to save some people you'd realize to still give yourself credit for trying even to not beat yourself up too much including when your enemies had put you in situations, that made you question your since of realities.
      I was told that I overworked myself a lot but I had responsibilities and obligations to do some I'm a man of action if I'm given a task or a duty to do something i'mma do without question and without complaints.
      I always thought I could solve every problem when all of a sudden there were warning signs telling me that I need to slow down cause I'm being manipulated you might have duties mike but some of these fool have it out for you their trying to make an ass outta you an make you feel like your not doing enough....my mom said your human not a robot be human!...I said yeah your right but it's not that simple if your given a task you do no excuses...i was being too nice.
      I wasn't hard or tough enough that was my problem now I'm paying for it deeply....I had to say I'm being too caught up in nonsensical B.S where I needed to take a break cause these toxic fools where getting, what they wanted from me cause I allowed it I was blessed with potentially a survival guides of pivotal moments, I felt soft I had restless moments even if I screwd up a lot because the narcissistic badger messed with my head all of the situations I went through...just like spiderman I'm proactive I'm strong and consistent I never try to be a hero at all.
      But sometimes if I wanna save the days to pervent any constant issues I'd have to do what I gotta do...if being a hero makes me a caring person then that's what I am...like when I felt like quiting my job from failing to deliver trash on time because Jamal was hastling me to take them down stairs before 6oclock ( I done custodian janitor work mainly) it made exhausted to sever to his needs...when I was being burned out I was about to quit working at goodwill but my other supervisor charelle convinced me to stay cause she understood my strengths, that I don't mean to do anything deliberately on purpose.
      But most times I'd say it's whatever cause all I'll hear is more criticism of the next person to wanna attack me next others are gonna be wicked I've been stuck in loop too much I ain't trying to end up victimized again for all the good things I've tried to do...like when Pete had to use the symbiotic suit to solve all his problems when it did more harm then good to him...I know what it felt like to wanna be perfect to not mess up so much I've been there I'm a lot like him.
      But one thing I learned it's ok to be unsure an uncomfortable with some things it's your own self doubt holding you back from being happy it's not in your control to fix everything yourself it's not about being perfect it's about doing your best not thinking you know it all,by working with what you got to the best of your abilities being kind to others but to not allow yourself to be used or abused like a sucker.

    • @fegreninja7197
      @fegreninja7197 Před 6 měsíci +17

      He’s taking a minute to cope with the fact that he put on his suit backwards lol

  • @Saintdidntdoit
    @Saintdidntdoit Před 6 měsíci +2257

    21 years old, almost December 2023. my last month in my childhood home before I move and live an ever-growing life. Growing up with just my mom this will be the most bittersweet departure. To future me, I hope life is everything we dreamed of making it out to be. To my mother, thank you so damn much, for everything.

    • @simonwido7338
      @simonwido7338 Před 6 měsíci +50

      Same experience at the same age. Life will not always be easy, sometimes you will think you can't make it, that you are alone. I have faced moments I regret and moments I am proud of but I hope for you that one day you will look back and be proud of the man you have become. I hope you will fulfill all your dreams. Good luck man

    • @soo.effortless
      @soo.effortless Před 6 měsíci +25

      You’ll do great. I’m not at that part of my life yet, but even though this world is at an all time low, keep the faith, and trust in Jesus. God Bless you ✌️
      “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.”
      ‭‭John‬ ‭14‬:‭27‬

    • @matthewmatthew4804
      @matthewmatthew4804 Před 6 měsíci +9

      Im right there with you brother, i moved out in july. 2 older sisters, a mom, and a lot of being alone. I don't want to go back, i want to be somebody to someone because i never had anyone, and i wont let others feel the way i did for 21 years.

    • @aidenpettigrew9246
      @aidenpettigrew9246 Před 6 měsíci +11

      Good luck rent ain’t gunna be kind to your ass 😂

    • @im.anuragparida
      @im.anuragparida Před 5 měsíci +7

      Well, I would hope that you make a lot of income streams and return to your childhood home. Being with your own family and giving your parents time is something that everyone dreams of. I would be moving out in a couple of years. Leaving behind my memories, and moving abroad to study. I sure would come back home/bring my parents to wherever I go. All the best for your future!

  • @RedReaper3
    @RedReaper3 Před 6 měsíci +877

    To everyone in the comments, this is a reminder you aren't alone. Whatever you're going through, you got this.

  • @michaelforte97
    @michaelforte97 Před 5 měsíci +259

    "no matter what battle we have raging inside us, we always have a choice"
    I wish I could have Spider-Man's strength and resilience. Everything is so hard.

    • @Fixitflex
      @Fixitflex Před 5 měsíci +27

      Even super heroes like Spider-Man aren’t in full control of their lives, even Peter Parker struggles to keep going sometimes, but we all gotta find our own reasons to keep fighting, if not for ourselves for others. Life is hard but never insurmountable, when that darkness swarms us we just gotta keep looking towards the light and hope for a better tomorrow.

    • @alleguy7136
      @alleguy7136 Před 4 měsíci +10

      I'd be willing to bet that Spider-Man wishes he could have your strength and resilience. After all, you're still here

    • @garunack4664
      @garunack4664 Před 4 měsíci +2

      Bruh, Y’all mf making a tough nut like me emotional. All these replies are so Shakespeare like🫡

    • @capmaverick-944
      @capmaverick-944 Před 3 měsíci +2

      You’re doing your best brother, and your best is enough. ❤

    • @rodolfotsang4327
      @rodolfotsang4327 Před 3 měsíci

      😔

  • @imxmisael
    @imxmisael Před 4 měsíci +317

    if youre reading this, youre not alone, I love you and take care, this world need people like you

  • @Dannel1313
    @Dannel1313 Před 5 měsíci +559

    Who knew a CZcams comment section could be so comforting and uplifting. Sometimes all someone needs is a few kind words from someone, no matter who they are or what they say. Maybe there’s hope for this world after all.
    Remember, if you’re going through a tough time, just know someone out there in the world is experiencing the same thing, and they have your back.
    Love, Link

    • @Raiden_57
      @Raiden_57 Před 5 měsíci +4

      Thank you for writing this

    • @NioEditz69
      @NioEditz69 Před 4 měsíci +1

      Thank you .

    • @korinostream
      @korinostream Před 2 měsíci

      Can I interest you with some dose of toxicity?

    • @maver1ck.0
      @maver1ck.0 Před 2 měsíci

      No one comes to help you. Most of em say , we have your back. But my life tought me that its just a joke. You're on your own.

  • @sheshasaibabagujjari3481
    @sheshasaibabagujjari3481 Před 3 měsíci +84

    My 9 years of relationship just ended today. I am glad, youtube recommend me this. This helped me to understand that time is the greatest healer and over time I will be okay.

    • @Noximilien
      @Noximilien Před 2 měsíci +1

      It's going to be okay my friend, stay strong, life isnt easy but you are a beautiful human, you are a unknow for me but you comment hit me a lot....i love you

    • @johnparker425
      @johnparker425 Před 2 měsíci +3

      It's going to be okay one day. And it's going to feel beautiful and totally worth it when that day comes.

    • @TheGymWardrobe
      @TheGymWardrobe Před měsícem +3

      Hey man, how are you doing? 9 years is hard man, I'm sorry about that
      Let me know if you want to talk about it, I'm always free
      We can talk bro, man to man❤

    • @sheshasaibabagujjari3481
      @sheshasaibabagujjari3481 Před měsícem +4

      @@TheGymWardrobe Thank you very much for offering me this opportunity but as of now, I made some friends and I have people who are taking care of me and I can say that I am okay and after a while I will find happiness again. Once again, thank you very much.

  • @ChrisValentine12384
    @ChrisValentine12384 Před 3 měsíci +228

    Anyone reading this... just know that whatever you do in life and wherever you go, deep down everyone fully supports you. You are appreciated...and you are loved. Go be the best person you can be. You got this.

    • @worldtech8345
      @worldtech8345 Před 3 měsíci +5

      You got this too, thanks brother ❤

    • @hades_ong
      @hades_ong Před 3 měsíci +5

      Thanks man u had no idea how much i needed to hear that

    • @DMDadventures
      @DMDadventures Před 2 měsíci +1

      lies. all lies

    • @worldtech8345
      @worldtech8345 Před 2 měsíci +2

      @@DMDadventures are you ok brother ?

    • @DMDadventures
      @DMDadventures Před 22 dny

      ​@@worldtech8345 things got better so im ok after all

  • @shortstickfights6772
    @shortstickfights6772 Před 6 měsíci +820

    It's been a while since I have felt peace in my home, it's been rough, but seeing everyone come together in this comment section, supporting each other makes me feel like there is still hope in this world

    • @kaizen1421
      @kaizen1421 Před 6 měsíci +12

      I hope you find eternal peace and stay healthy.

    • @tacilimorefice7526
      @tacilimorefice7526 Před 6 měsíci +13

      I don't know you, but you are an amazing and strong person. Everything you have done, you have done with the best intentions, no matter what they say or don't say to you. Keep going, believe that better days will come, and you will overcome anything because you have already come this far, and you still have a lot to do! All of this will pass.

    • @neale.7056
      @neale.7056 Před 6 měsíci

      Thank you for your words, even if you wrote them to someone else. I feel touched and moved to tears by them, as if they were what I needed to hear. Thank you so very much.
      I am married, and with a new house, but I still feel secondary and as if I don't matter, and as if I am the source and reason for each argument or heated discussion born out of anger towards me, and because of me. Sometimes I think that certain people would never get angry through me by how I am, if I weren't here at all.
      It's been a while since I have felt peace as well (in my home and inside of me), and felt happy.
      Not sure what life will be, once my cat (which I brought with into this relationship and life, into this present... he is my baby, like a different kind of son) has gone "home". He will be 16 in March.
      Thank you for your words @@tacilimorefice7526

    • @celinemax79
      @celinemax79 Před 6 měsíci

      @@kaizen1421I muin 556
      The t t the same rytttttttttttttpouuuoooooooiuo😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

    • @venustheplanet8208
      @venustheplanet8208 Před 6 měsíci

      It's been a while since I have felt YOUR MOM

  • @awally2319
    @awally2319 Před 6 měsíci +786

    Spider-Man means so much to me. I've loved him ever since I was a little boy, saw him with eyes full of stars and wonder, always in awe seeing the amazing things he can do. Now that I'll be turning 18 in a few days, life has gotten way bigger than I ever thought. And it can all be overwhelming at times, even downright too much. The feeling of stress, loss, tired, sad... Life just gets like that.
    And Peter Parker feels it too. I will never forget the feeling I had when I saw No Way Home & Spider-Verse. I felt what Spider-Man felt. And music like this really helps, a lot. Thank you.

    • @drwood4395
      @drwood4395 Před 6 měsíci +41

      Stan Lee knew exactly what he was doing with Peter Parker. He’s one of us. A young kid just trying to do the right thing.

    • @GMoney-B
      @GMoney-B Před 6 měsíci +17

      Right there with you on your thoughts even as a 37 year old. Always loved Spider-Man since I was a kid and freaking love the three spidey generations too. One of the things I love about Spider-Man most is that no matter the struggle, he always always ALWAYS gets back up. Uhhg, the feels. Just a good kid doing the right thing, "looking out for the little guy".

    • @AlexWashiy
      @AlexWashiy Před 6 měsíci +5

      Take care man

    • @cat_gamer9000
      @cat_gamer9000 Před 6 měsíci +4

      Spider man is the only super hero I loved as a kid that I still like today. Only because of his struggles and stress that I can’t help but relate to

    • @lunahero2221
      @lunahero2221 Před 6 měsíci +4

      Me to tobey mcguire was the spiderman that i grew up with I remember watching the third movie in the movie theaters also i use to want everything spiderman themed.

  • @TheEagleSV
    @TheEagleSV Před měsícem +5

    Man... reading all these comments. It hit hard knowing WE are not ALONE. This is awesome

  • @MDAEntertainmentOfficial
    @MDAEntertainmentOfficial Před 2 měsíci +20

    Congratulations viewer, you've made it!
    All the times you fought hard for your goals,
    supported by loved ones and friends along the way.
    What's important is that you don't quit here, now and never.
    I believe in you... we believe in you.

  • @stefanm.3093
    @stefanm.3093 Před měsícem +14

    43 years old. After a great childhood and student time I experienced loss of marriage and job. Starting over at my age is difficult but not impossible. Thanks for all the good I had so far and hopeful that I will learn from my past mistakes. On my two kids who mean everything for me.

    • @kartiknareda3266
      @kartiknareda3266 Před měsícem +2

      yo man stay strong its never too old u can do it again😇

    • @stefanm.3093
      @stefanm.3093 Před měsícem +2

      @@kartiknareda3266 Thanks for your kind comment! I appreciate it a lot.

    • @marcotuliodeavellar4298
      @marcotuliodeavellar4298 Před měsícem +2

      I am also going through this kind of situation. I am from Brazil, but I have been living in Poland for the past 8 years. My wife (polish) just quit on me. She took the easy way out. She is also fighting to take my kid from me, but I am fighting back for shared custody. I am working, though I don't like it and I am struggling a lot to learn new things.
      Stay strong, mate. We can do it. Calm yourself down, focus and make sure to use your time and energy to build a better tomorrow for you and your kids.
      We can do it. Your future you needs you. Just let the past go.

    • @stefanm.3093
      @stefanm.3093 Před měsícem

      @@marcotuliodeavellar4298 I also wish you great strength and want to thank you to share your story. We can do it, both of us.

  • @L3GEND206
    @L3GEND206 Před 3 měsíci +7

    If you are seeing this post congratulations. You have seen the unseen. There are millions and billions of people who will never see this post, but with some luck you can pass on some positivity to the next person! Remember. Life is short. Don't waste it worrying about tomorrow when in reality you need to make it through today. Carry on my fellow human! You got this.

  • @daedricdove6012
    @daedricdove6012 Před 6 měsíci +335

    The world has been a tough place recently. My mother has been imprisoned, my job has been treating me like shit, and a lot of my relatives have been passing away whether it be by age or illness. Listening to this music.. it's allowed my emotions to flow as they needed to. I burst into tears after listening for a few minutes and reading some comments. It allowed me to feel as though I'm not suffering in silence alone. There are others going through troubles as well, here together. To anyone reading this, just hang in there and know that you are not alone in the silence. Know that there are more of us there in spirit. I'll keep everyone in this comment section in my prayers, and hope that you all find the peace you deserve. Hug your loved ones, tell them what they mean to you.

    • @ohhaohao
      @ohhaohao Před 6 měsíci +9

      you are the best ! please take care of yourself too, everything is going to be alright.

    • @aidenpettigrew9246
      @aidenpettigrew9246 Před 6 měsíci +3

      This is not the place to vent. Find solace in yourself, not the toxic community we call social media.

    • @sarahgrace3488
      @sarahgrace3488 Před 5 měsíci +5

      I'm sorry you're going through a hard time; thank you for telling us. It's good to let it all out somewhere. Please take care of yourself. ♡

    • @cameronallen4071
      @cameronallen4071 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Bro if u need song suggestions let me know!

    • @daedricdove6012
      @daedricdove6012 Před 5 měsíci +7

      @aidenpettigrew9246 I believe it's okay to do so in these comments. Not venting, just sharing as others have. A lot of people here are just letting their thoughts out. When there's a sense of common ground, there should be no shame in thinking out loud and offering comforting words. At the end of the day, we're all human right?

  • @soo.effortless
    @soo.effortless Před 6 měsíci +200

    ““I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.””
    ‭‭John‬ ‭16‬:‭33‬ ‭

  • @astralblast6627
    @astralblast6627 Před 6 měsíci +348

    Using Spiderman in it hits hard. There comes a time in the comics where he literally asks God for a favor to give him some break & not use him like God's personal toy. Probably one of the most burdened superheroes.

    • @TDK471
      @TDK471 Před 6 měsíci +7

      Batman enters the chat 😂😂😂😂

    • @MilkLover-ql7vz
      @MilkLover-ql7vz Před 6 měsíci +25

      @@TDK471 Has nothing on the hell spidey goes through.

    • @thund3r94
      @thund3r94 Před 5 měsíci

      nothing on every spiderman to ever exist lmao @@TDK471

    • @ironmatto3
      @ironmatto3 Před 5 měsíci +20

      The real hero is the one who gave his life for our sin 2000 years ago upon a cross, don't leave the earth not knowing Jesus!

    • @lukasruston8618
      @lukasruston8618 Před 5 měsíci +23

      @@ironmatto3 Why did you have to make it religious? People probably came here to escape stuff like that.

  • @vinny5727
    @vinny5727 Před 6 měsíci +60

    “You know, I guess one person can make a difference…nuff said”

  • @trickteck2818
    @trickteck2818 Před 6 měsíci +175

    It wasn't a good day. People can't see me . I just want to be cared but at the end I am alone. Listening to this makes me feel better❤

    • @madripoorpirate4668
      @madripoorpirate4668 Před 6 měsíci +13

      Where you at mate? I know how you feel it gets desperately lonely sometimes just a little company or a voice to hear to listen to, to talk to about your feelings and situation would help so much.

    • @neale.7056
      @neale.7056 Před 6 měsíci +4

      Sometimes people can't hear me when I want to speak, or want to say something, they just keep on talking, and so I just remain silent while we eat. Sometimes it feels good not to be seen. Somehow I keep thinking then it would be easier for others if I weren't here.

    • @noahshirley7830
      @noahshirley7830 Před 6 měsíci +6

      @@neale.7056 there’s always someone who cares about you dawg. Don’t be afraid. I’ve been there too

    • @noahshirley7830
      @noahshirley7830 Před 6 měsíci +6

      It’s okay man, God sees you. You’re always loved

    • @jasontodd2647
      @jasontodd2647 Před 6 měsíci +2

      You Matter💯👍, One Day Someone will Cross your Path in Life & Make you Feel Seen Until than, Know you are Cared for.

  • @yourGrandma17
    @yourGrandma17 Před 12 dny +3

    I have a big exam tomorrow, and after studying for hours, im just going to listen to this. Wish me luck 🤞

  • @shadow_fox8820
    @shadow_fox8820 Před 6 měsíci +195

    I've known about Spider-Man since I was 2 years old back in 2004 with the original Sam Raimi 2002 film. I always saw him as an amazing character back then but looking at it now, he symbolizes a lot more than I ever realized.
    Spider-Man is a character that has gone through many hardships and difficulties in life. Peter Parker under the mask has to balance his lifestyle combined with keeping everyone safe in New York. Spider-Man is courage, hope, bravery, and kindness. But he and Batman are one of the more sympathetic or humanized heroes because they are not as powerful as others or have crazy powers.
    In fact, there is a great scene in Homecoming. Peter is whispering then yelling to himself "Come on Spider-Man" as he is stuck underneath the rubble after crying out for someone to help him. Peter at his heart is still a person like us, so he looks towards getting the help of the figure he personafies to free himself.
    I say all of this because on November 20th 2023, my family and I lost our 18 year old cat Dory to an infection she had on one of her teeth. 6 days before my 21st birthday. She didn't want to eat or drink because of it for 2 days. When the time for her was inevitably drawing close, we decided to put her to sleep at a vet and not have her continue to suffer until she was too weak to keep fighting.
    We buried her in our front yard after we all said our goodbyes and gave her kitty treats and her favorite toys. She was the sweetest cat you could ever ask for.
    Even before that, I barely had any friends besides one in both middle school and high school until I graduated a while back then found them on Discord again after a full year had passed. I was in severe depression multiple times throughout my life and nearly offed myself once when I was at my lowest point. I've also struggled with pornography as one of my 'coping' mechanisms for a very long time before I got caught in the darkness within that too. Just as how Peter lost control of himself with the symbiote. The power he got from it initially feels good to have, until eventually the suit is controlling him more than he is controlling it. He is literally a puppet for it. It symbolizes addiction I read from others, which has greatly helped me wake up and continue to do my best to break free permanently from it.
    Spider-Man has lost many like we have, and we all have a part of him within us. Stan Lee said it best. "Anyone can be a hero if they put on the mask," and I cannot appreciate that quote enough. That the flaws of a character are also more interesting to learn about than their strengths. As a writer myself, it is what makes him and Batman such masterful characters. It isn't his spider powers and webs that make him who he really is. It is his compassion; his heart. He will always help you and I no matter what while also doing everything he can to make things better for the future. Even if he makes mistakes along the way.
    I love Spider-Man for what he represents, and I hope that he continues to help me recover from everything that has both happened to me and what I have done.
    He is The Amazing Wallcrawler. He is The Web-Slinging Hero. He is... Your Friendly Neighborhood Spider-Man.

    • @kenanramazanov1525
      @kenanramazanov1525 Před 5 měsíci +12

      so underrated comment, sorry for your cat. stay strong King!

    • @AlexisAdrian00
      @AlexisAdrian00 Před 5 měsíci +7

      From one cat owner to another.. I’m genuinely sorry for you loss

    • @NYGAMER29320
      @NYGAMER29320 Před 5 měsíci +9

      Hey man, I really related to your comment and felt your pain. Made me cry. I’ve been where you are. And it was dark times. I know it’s a cliche but it does get better, just like Spider-Man, we always have to get up and be better. Or as said in Batman begins “why do we fall? So we can learn to pick ourselves back up”. Sorry about your cat! God bless!

    • @vondrebridges9740
      @vondrebridges9740 Před 5 měsíci +5

      ⁠@@brodyworley5054it’s nothing funny about an addiction, pornography is no joke it’s bad for the brain even.

    • @dittoplayz3183
      @dittoplayz3183 Před 5 měsíci +5

      Great comment, you made me feel something in my heart, I shed a tear. A Tear. I am not the wisest (or the oldest) person to be replying to this comment, but even I can tell that this is an amazingly in depth comment, and an emotional story. I am so sorry for your loss, stay strong.

  • @ToothpasteNorangejuice
    @ToothpasteNorangejuice Před 6 měsíci +67

    You know, the older I get in life the more I realized that you don’t necessarily “live” life. You kinda just make it happen. You make life happen, it doesn’t just happen you know? Growing up I’ve always been in my head and always used to imagine far and farrr beyond everything. Destiny, trials, love, fear, and confusion about the unknown. Experiences were ever changing. Learning how to walk, reading your first letters and making out the sound in school as a child, feeling immense physical pain for the first time and emotional as well. All the ones you lose as you embark further into your own journey and just tryna make sense of it. From your first love, to your first time being alone once again and never finding her anymore to graduation to the new people you meet to all the fuck ups and sad days to all of our happiest moments… we live it, it doesn’t live us. Life is here for us to explore and experience. From hardship to ease spiraling continuously, that’s what paints life for what it truly is.
    Life is within all of us. We all in this together whether you feel it or not. Your not alone in your thoughts trust me someone is probably there with you but they just think their alone too😊.
    Be good to yourselves guys, take care of yourself and love those who love you back and be good to you neighbors and friends because we’re genuinely all we have in this life man. Don’t let the past control who you are today, there is no such thing as yesterday or tomorrow. Your only here now and forever will be here now. Love

  • @CraftyCarrot
    @CraftyCarrot Před 5 měsíci +26

    I think I’m finally free of the pain I’ve dealt with for over a year from my past relationship. This song feels like the door closing on it once and for all. I made it through guys, hope you all have live amazing lives.

    • @digitalsmoop2842
      @digitalsmoop2842 Před 5 měsíci +1

      Im so glad your out

    • @matthewlee4834
      @matthewlee4834 Před 4 měsíci +2

      I'm glad to hear it man. And don't you dare get discouraged if old wounds ever get reopened in the future. Healing is not a linear process; it is normal to have your ups and downs. Farwell and good luck.

  • @ConnorMiller287
    @ConnorMiller287 Před 5 měsíci +90

    Life has been very turbulent for me. I was diagnosed with autism as a child. I’ve struggled to build a social network because I have trouble communicating with others. I lost my grandfather and best friend a few years ago and his absence has left a void in my life. I had to quit my job because I got assaulted and my bosses didn’t do anything to help me. I’ve battled mental health issues and I once contemplated suicide but by the grace of God, I’m still here. It’s tough when you feel like the you’ve lost your way and feel like nothing good will come. I miss the days where life felt more simple because living in 2023 is very difficult with everything that’s going on. I like to think to myself that everything I deal with will all be worth it in the end. But, in the moment is just feels strange. I hope someone who’s struggling reads this and I just want to say, hang in there. ❤

    • @RustyDestroyer
      @RustyDestroyer Před 5 měsíci +7

      Hang in there mate. They may be gone but just remember even if the world is against you there are still people that will care about you and people that will enjoy your company

    • @Unknwn_N00B
      @Unknwn_N00B Před 2 měsíci +1

      Suicide is a common occurrence among young men. Honestly it’s a great choice u didn’t commit. If you can breathe, feel this world, you will have a great time soon. Every person has a time to win and lose. Right now u may be in a bad state. But keep doing whatever you want to do in your life, and you can achieve it.

    • @shubhnamdeo2865
      @shubhnamdeo2865 Před 2 měsíci +3

      @@Unknwn_N00B In my opinion, suicide is the worst thing a person can do. Not only do you end your chances of living happily again, but you leave behind a troubling legacy, and one cannot contemplate the level of sadness and the void felt by our family members and friends when they realize that one of the people whom they were close to lives no longer.

    • @Unknwn_N00B
      @Unknwn_N00B Před 2 měsíci

      @@shubhnamdeo2865 agreed

    • @MysticalMarauder444
      @MysticalMarauder444 Před 2 měsíci

      I know what it’s like to have autism it’s fucking hard.

  • @motivatedguy3699
    @motivatedguy3699 Před 22 dny +3

    This comment section just showed me that love and sympathy still exists...i haven't seen that in a while
    I'm not ungrateful i have a supportive mother and dad..but sometimes you fall so bad even your parents can't get you out there and other people treating you like crap can make it worse...but I'm still here ..after lashing out my anger to the people that to be honest didn't really deserve it...but I'll get myself out of this mud ...and I'll try to help anyone else that's suffering.. just so i can see this world being filled with good hearted people.. thank you

  • @alexx-er-gattaro6218
    @alexx-er-gattaro6218 Před 4 měsíci +6

    For everyone here, i wanted to say hi to you. And whoever is reading this, I'm grateful for you to be alive and here right now. Sometimes I feel like Spiderman too, drowned by responsabilities, problems, anxiety, tireness... I even thought to myself: "why don't I just end it all and get some peace?". But i want everyone here to know that I won't give up. And you don't have to neither, okay? Do it for us. We can do this. I repeat myself in saying thank you for being here. You deserve something good. And there's something for every one of us. Peace guys, I love y'all.

  • @SimonAvalon
    @SimonAvalon Před 5 měsíci +4

    We all mess up,we all make mistakes. But in those mistakes,we learn. Life will never be easy but we'll keep going. Because we have power,And with great power comes great responsibility. I wish who ever read this a good life❤

  • @KennyRoblox69
    @KennyRoblox69 Před 6 měsíci +53

    I am feeling lonely, sad, and a little angry
    And this song pops up in my recommendation
    Finally i have some minutes to calm down and then keep going

    • @hades_ong
      @hades_ong Před 3 měsíci +1

      Hey man, life gets better not today not tommorow but it definately does get better so yeah u got this bro. Gl and hope you have a genuinely great year

    • @KennyRoblox69
      @KennyRoblox69 Před 2 měsíci

      Yo thanks

  • @Papersafe.
    @Papersafe. Před 3 měsíci +17

    This honestly hits so hard. Right now, I'm probably at the lowest point I have ever been in my life as a high school student. My teachers have been giving me tons of work to do, I have two projects due within a week, I said something I shouldn't have and now I don't know if my best friend will talk to me again, I've been a horrible person morally as of now, most of my thoughts have been negative, I've had images in my brain of shooting myself, and once I clicked on this video I started going through my photos of my past 2 years. They are equally the highest and lowest years I have had as of now. This just made me cry. If you made it this far, congrats. You care about what someone has to say.

    • @DMDadventures
      @DMDadventures Před 2 měsíci

    • @josheckstein839
      @josheckstein839 Před 2 měsíci

      anyone can be who they want to be. Fight forward, don't fight back. I believe in you and love you no matter what.

    • @nbayern7000
      @nbayern7000 Před měsícem

      It only gets worse after college, enjoy the time you have left. The only friends I have left are the shadows.

  • @SamWilson07
    @SamWilson07 Před 6 měsíci +6

    My father lost his job, recently even i was laid off from a Gaming Company. Don't know what to do next. Life is really so unexpected. Hope everyone is fine, All the best, whatever you do. Your family & loved ones would help you & support you in your tough times. Be Greater Together...

  • @HappyFunRun
    @HappyFunRun Před 6 měsíci +106

    Remember guys, even superheroes need a break from everything once in a while.

    • @overchicken286
      @overchicken286 Před 3 měsíci +5

      Look at Andrew Garfield Spiderman, When Gwen dies, he wasn't spiderman for a long time. He needed a break!
      Tobey McQuire Spiderman, he realized that he couldn't be a superhero and a human being at the same time, he chose what was right for him and gave up the chasing bad guy stuff for a bit. I love your response to this!! I'm writing a essay on why superhero's are human. i've been using Green Goblin's popular quote and more! Your quote really helped me with the essay and what to add. thank you!

  • @war_og1664
    @war_og1664 Před 3 měsíci +26

    Yea I needed this my uncle is in critical condition and he basically raised me and today it been hard on me and I don’t know what I’ll do without him

    • @EricSchulzVlogs
      @EricSchulzVlogs Před 3 měsíci +4

      Praying for you 💕🙏🏼

    • @hades_ong
      @hades_ong Před 3 měsíci +2

      Praying for you and your uncle . You got this bro

    • @shubhnamdeo2865
      @shubhnamdeo2865 Před 2 měsíci +1

      I wish him a good recovery.

    • @Dannel1313
      @Dannel1313 Před 2 měsíci

      Hope ur uncle makes it out okay. Ur gonna be okay no matter what and this comment section will have your back

    • @ramenpuff7686
      @ramenpuff7686 Před měsícem

      prayin for you brother

  • @MadMatt32
    @MadMatt32 Před 9 dny

    I'm adding this to my internet checkpoints so I can come back here and read all the encouragement from all the kind souls in this comment section. Thank you for posting this, and thank you for all the kind words everyone. I wish you all the best of luck and i will keep you in my prayers. Most importantly I thank God for everything.

  • @matrixkyuubi
    @matrixkyuubi Před 2 měsíci +5

    I can't honestly tell you all how much I needed this, without even realizing it.
    I got fired from my job recently. My dream job. I'm 25, been living with my girlfriend of nine years for the last two years.
    I have my own home, a car, and other 'obligations' to pay for. I got fired without even doing anything wrong or mistreating anyone. Got fired because of results. The good old salesman's arch-enemy, right? Results.
    Without any notice. Just got unceremoniously fired.
    Got home to my girl, less than 10 minutes after it happened. Told her. She cried in my arms. Said i didn't deserve it after all the hardwork I had put in. After all I've been through my whole life. Constantly battling severe depression and anxiety. She's been here through it all.
    But I couldn't cry. I just couldn't bring myself to it. I guess she cried for me.
    Been at home. Feeling numb. It's been 4 weeks now... Can't move. Can't decide what to do next. Constantly feeling all of the world's weight on my shoulders. Can't sleep. Constant thoughts, what ifs scenarios run through my head.
    But somehow, someway she's always here. Words can't describe what she means to me. She's always here. By my side. Solid. Unwavered. Guides me through my darkest hours.
    (I'm sorry for the long post guys. Guess im doing this more for myself than anything else.)
    Today an opportunity came. Another company wants to hire me for the same-ish kind of job, with better working conditions. Me, still feeling numb, couldn't even process this or take anything positive from this.
    Maybe because I'm afraid I'll fail again. Maybe because i can't stand to disappoint her again. Maybe because im too scared to finally be truly happy. To be fulfilled.
    But tonight, I came across this video. Tonight I finally managed to cry. I cried so much, I felt my entire body crying, releasing.
    I have to be better. I have to make it. If not for me, then for the person that always believed in me. No matter what. Since we were 11.
    I have to make it. I want to give everything to her. I want to be able to show her the world. That's how I can try to repay her. Even though I know she doesn't want me to return anything.
    It's time to move on and be better.
    Thank you for this video. You dont even have a clue how much I needed this moment and how much this helped.
    Thank you.

  • @TimothyCaddick
    @TimothyCaddick Před 6 měsíci +70

    “Anyone can be a hero when they put on the mask”-Stan Lee rip we love you and miss you and we will never forget the greatness you’ve spread by making spider man and to inspire me thank you.

    • @TimothyCaddick
      @TimothyCaddick Před 6 měsíci +3

      Holy crap 22 likes thank you guys I appreciate it

    • @garunack4664
      @garunack4664 Před 4 měsíci +3

      Bro is happy for 22 likes. Ur way too innocent man, just stay like that

    • @galotho
      @galotho Před 2 měsíci

      ​@@TimothyCaddicka 57th one from me!

  • @ohhaohao
    @ohhaohao Před 6 měsíci +61

    its 2am and here reading the comments makes me cozy and comforting in a way, thanks to everyone in the comment section sharing their experience and i hope that whatever you guys are going through please hang in there. Things wil get better eventually, i love you all.

    • @Dannel1313
      @Dannel1313 Před 5 měsíci +10

      We don’t know each other, but I love you too man don’t forget to enjoy every little thing in life.

    • @cvsanthosh6949
      @cvsanthosh6949 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Ikrr, the comments are really comforting. Love you too man. Hope things are good for you too

    • @amoghaudupa
      @amoghaudupa Před 2 měsíci +1

      love you too bro!!! take care!!!

  • @Superluigi881
    @Superluigi881 Před 5 měsíci +9

    "Trying to do better."
    Me too Peter. Me too.

  • @Gwaelani
    @Gwaelani Před 6 měsíci +8

    I played this song for my bf, after he's been working himself so hard lately. I sat down with him on the couch and played this on the tv. Shortly after that, I gave him this speech...
    ..." Your life is one long ever lasting road, full of twists and turns, but never lose sight of the destination otherwise you will be stuck on this road forever. My love for you will help you see the way".
    He started crying and we both cuddled together for a long time after that. He thanked me because he's been so heavily consumed with work that he lost sight of everything around him. I gave him that nudge and told him it's ok, he doesn't need to work so hard.

    • @Gwaelani
      @Gwaelani Před 6 měsíci +3

      The thing that me and my bf love.. is our love for piano music. It's the only instrument that really speaks to the heart for us.

    • @tirth7398
      @tirth7398 Před 6 měsíci +5

      a beautiful couple i hope gode blessed you and you both stay together forever

    • @zakismail4321
      @zakismail4321 Před 6 měsíci

      Your a good lady to your partner hope you both prosper and thrive

    • @DMDadventures
      @DMDadventures Před 2 měsíci

      im jealous of you. how yall get these relationships so easy..

  • @sherlock122A
    @sherlock122A Před 5 měsíci +10

    Spiderman always inspires me. He did shape my personality. Through whatever movie ,show or animation I saw him, he always taught us to hold on a little longer. When you have an easy option to be a villain but you still choose the hard option to be good, you are ....... Spiderman.

  • @superuser0244
    @superuser0244 Před 6 měsíci +215

    It's been a really really rough time recently. This came out at the perfect time. Months of pain and perhaps much more with no end in sight. But listening to this just adds some peace in this great big mess I find myself in. Hopefully, you whoever you are reading this can find some peace as well lots of people need help out there life sometimes just doesn't go your way. At least try to make someone else day it helps... A lot so very much. ✨

    • @karanteji5701
      @karanteji5701 Před 6 měsíci +1

      same for me. And the fact that we might have different situations but we both felt rough, but grateful that this found us at the right time shows that we are never alone and there is always a solution. We may feel like people don't understand us, but this comment section proves otherwise. Pain is just the temporary cost we pay for joy. There is peace and greatness for all of us❤🙏

    • @nolancoulombe1950
      @nolancoulombe1950 Před 6 měsíci +1

      I can't say its any better for me. Thank u for this message and I hope things get better on your end

    • @superuser0244
      @superuser0244 Před 6 měsíci +1

      @@nolancoulombe1950 Thank you so so much it means the world 🙏🙏🙏 hopefully things get better for you as well I'm glad this was helpful for you!

    • @xnorofv22
      @xnorofv22 Před 6 měsíci +1

      It's okay, it's hard undoubtedly and it can sometimes be to much. But your life is truly in your hands, sometimes you may not feel capable but remember this: People believe in you and you should too, so get up and show em what you're made of alright? ;) it's okay to fall and trip but remember everyone else does too and you're not alone. Try your best through it all, it's the best any of us can do. We'll be proud either way.
      P.s. You can do amazing things if you believe you can, and put everything into it. I believe in you.

    • @galacticforge77
      @galacticforge77 Před 6 měsíci +1

      Hi, superuser0244.
      You and I are complete strangers to one another, but I would like to say, whatever pain and tough times you had to endure lately, I am sorry to hear of these experiences... I hope things become better for you soon, and I hope you feel better in the near future, and ultimately, I hope you are okay.
      I wish you nothing but happiness, good health, safety, and success - whatever you personally define as "success", in your future.
      All the best.

  • @josesalud2797
    @josesalud2797 Před 6 měsíci +68

    Today wasn't a good day to me, sometimes i must walk away everything and this video helps me to reflect, take a breath of my mind

    • @gustavoh.schulmann9390
      @gustavoh.schulmann9390 Před 6 měsíci +3

      Stay strong king! Life gets better as it goes :)

    • @Dmog97
      @Dmog97 Před 6 měsíci +1

      @@gustavoh.schulmann9390definitely doesnt

  • @goofyang
    @goofyang Před 6 měsíci +249

    I've been going through a bit of a rough time, and just sitting in the dark listening to this is more calming then I ever thought it would be.
    Edit: Thank you all for all the support, it's helped a lot. Not gonna lie, this comment has gotten more attention then my actual channel, but I still appreciate all of you:).

    • @hollywood6465
      @hollywood6465 Před 6 měsíci +14

      Everything is going to be okay, I believe in you ;)

    • @PengaYT
      @PengaYT Před 6 měsíci +9

      hope you get through it man. maybe try to pray to Jesus and you will feel more at peace :)

    • @Hashem1271
      @Hashem1271 Před 6 měsíci +5

      it's going to be alright, take a step back and collect yourself. Face and solve one problem at a time. You will end up more experienced, therefore smarter, wiser, better. It's NEVER too late. I promise you that.

    • @karasushiro2636
      @karasushiro2636 Před 6 měsíci +2

      good luck! have faith and courage ;)

    • @chipsahoy5011
      @chipsahoy5011 Před 6 měsíci +5

      Yea man we’ve all been there or still are…..it’s overwhelming. I try to pray and talk to the big guy upstairs. At time you just you’ve just got to snap out of it and keep going……I hope everything is okay with you. Just remember at the end of the day your fine

  • @rahulbansal2
    @rahulbansal2 Před 5 měsíci +5

    As future generations roll in, this is bound to hit 10 billion views

  • @raghavagnihotri21
    @raghavagnihotri21 Před 2 měsíci +3

    I may have lost everything today, but this is a promise to self that i will take back everything that I deserve and someday I'll be at a much better position than I ever was

  • @Amin10555
    @Amin10555 Před 6 měsíci +6

    It's been rough nowadays. Im not used to such pressure but with every responsibility on my shoulders and dreams of people i love, its just too tiring. Thanks for letting me live a few mins for myself and not for others

    • @hades_ong
      @hades_ong Před 3 měsíci

      Hey man just wanted to let you know that its truly okay to fail , live for your own dreams cause they would rather want a happy you than a sad and depressed version of you :)

  • @user-te8yq2ud6w
    @user-te8yq2ud6w Před 2 měsíci +6

    i dont often see positivity, let alone Jesus, on youtube comments like this. way to go yall

  • @R4hR4h
    @R4hR4h Před 6 měsíci +37

    Whatever happens in our lives, we’re always gonna struggle through it hard. There will be times we’ve been knocked down to our knees and we feel like we have lost everything we’ve ever had. But when we pick ourselves back up, we can either start over or try again. And we can also learn how to adapt.

  • @sleeplesstortoise
    @sleeplesstortoise Před 6 měsíci +12

    i wanna cry so bad... but i'm a man, i have to be strong for myself, for my mom... no one else can help...

    • @gustavoh.schulmann9390
      @gustavoh.schulmann9390 Před 6 měsíci +1

      We men help each other, stay strong king!!

    • @legowelt0809
      @legowelt0809 Před 6 měsíci +1

      Just let it out, everyone needs to let go once in a while.. take a deep breath and relax for a short while before returning to everyday life.

    • @tirth7398
      @tirth7398 Před 6 měsíci

      sometimes its okay to cry brother but be careful not to cry infront of the people that trust you it might not end well

    • @zakismail4321
      @zakismail4321 Před 6 měsíci +2

      Nothing wrong with crying my friend you’ll do more damage holding everything in trust me I know

  • @thundervoltt
    @thundervoltt Před měsícem +4

    Who else needs Amazing spiderman 3 😭💔

  • @ronojoy1
    @ronojoy1 Před měsícem +1

    Best wishes and hope for a happy future for all you guys here...wish the entire world was as wholesome as this comments section

  • @le3luLUsfandeMCDBZGTA
    @le3luLUsfandeMCDBZGTA Před 6 měsíci +39

    For anyone getting on this video. It's okay to relax a little bit but don't stay for too long on this video. Job's not finished yet ;) As long as someone else won't be able to wake up the next morning you gotta make your time on this earth worth it

  • @lofivibes3640
    @lofivibes3640 Před 6 měsíci +25

    2020 to now has been the most difficult time or challenge of my life. Domestic violence losing everything due to the insane covid lock downs we had. Being forced to start over. Losing my best friend in 2021. It really kicked my ass. The holidays hurt being forced to remember all the friends I lost over the years. Went hiking yesterday to honor their memories. Alone I wanted to turn back. I kept going. I pushed myself to keep going. When I got to the top I balled my eyes out. The memories I have not just my recent friend. But the ones I lost over time. I cherish those memories daily. I challenged myself to get a better job. That actually pays liveable wages. No more bs on wanting so much skill and not being able to pay for it. Time is 1 hell of a bastard. We can't waste time working jobs that can't pay us enough to survive or can't allow fir basic essentials.

    • @gustavoh.schulmann9390
      @gustavoh.schulmann9390 Před 6 měsíci +1

      Stay strong king, things will get better as time goes :)

    • @chem7553
      @chem7553 Před 6 měsíci +1

      Best of luck in life. We need strong people in this world. :)

    • @ShadyEagle04210
      @ShadyEagle04210 Před 6 měsíci +1

      Put your faith in Jesus and watch as all you have to do is plant the seed and wait for God to make it sprout into a beautiful blessing for your life, I’ll pray for you stay strong!

    • @Titanscreaming
      @Titanscreaming Před 6 měsíci +2

      Strength man, you know, the only thing your friends would want is that losing them doesn't make you suffer, and you should live the best life you can, either way you'll that anyways and they'd be proud, goodbye.

    • @tirth7398
      @tirth7398 Před 6 měsíci +1

      goos luck sire :)

  • @TheDoomerBoy
    @TheDoomerBoy Před 4 měsíci +3

    I can just imagine this being Peter's last day as Spider-Man.
    He saved people for years now and got millions of adaptations of himself from live action to animated to video games. He started as just a normal teenager and now he's a adult, saving a city.
    Now he has Miles Morales as the new Spider-Man, he may be young and may need more practice to control his power. But as Uncle Ben once said to Peter, "With great power, comes great responsibility". Peter finally retired from being Spider-Man, officially throwing away his suit and letting Miles do what he can't anymore. He has a family now and a Wife, He wants to spend time with them more and as his final day as Spider-Man, he sits on a building, staring at the sun....waiting....waiting for the day to finish. As of tomorrow, Peter will finally retire but Spider-Man will live on...

  • @ryferno1696
    @ryferno1696 Před měsícem +4

    This comment I leave here as a commitment that I will be successful in the task I'm working towards!
    If you are reading this, you will also be successful albeit facing some obstacles in the way.
    Let us work together.

  • @Adauchii
    @Adauchii Před 6 měsíci +9

    I just lost a part of my heart with the passing of my cat Arya, she was only 4 and had no issues at all when suddenly she just couldn't walk right...... took her to the ER only to find out it may be only hours we have with her, till eventually we had to let her sleep in peace... please hold your loved ones closer and your pets even closer as the risks they meet and the shortcuts their lives might meet is something you can't prepare for but have to try remaining strong, this sound is heart warming so thank you for sharing this piece

    • @senorpapasfritasconqueso
      @senorpapasfritasconqueso Před 6 měsíci

      just lost my bearded dragon 😥sorry about your kitty. I hope you feel better and find another furry friend soon.

  • @Fuzzy-gs1lr
    @Fuzzy-gs1lr Před 26 dny +2

    Sometimes I wonder who else is looking up at the same sky going through the same things I’m going through. Sometimes I wonder if the future love of my life is looking up at the same sky dreaming about finding someone to love at the same time I am. Sometimes I wonder if, just for a moment, the sky draws a little closer to each of us, knowing what this will become one day.

  • @EthanMastercrafter
    @EthanMastercrafter Před 6 měsíci +67

    This came out at literally the perfect time... not going to get into too much details but i needed to listen to this and just slow down and process everything... Knowing that everything will be okay and i'll figure things out in no time. I just need to believe in myself a little bit, and i believe in you too if you're going through a rough time

    • @DevMaster1015
      @DevMaster1015 Před 5 měsíci +1

      same here

    • @dittoplayz3183
      @dittoplayz3183 Před 5 měsíci +1

      I feel you man, don't give up, stay strong, everything will work out in the end. I believe in you.

    • @EthanMastercrafter
      @EthanMastercrafter Před 5 měsíci

      @@dittoplayz3183 thanks brother 🙏

  • @Dxrkzy.
    @Dxrkzy. Před 5 měsíci +15

    As Spider-man wise uncle once said “with great power comes great responsibility”❤️

  • @Brazui
    @Brazui Před 5 měsíci +4

    Sit down with me real quick you really need to hear this i know your struggling getting by lost of family members and just all out assault with depression and mental health but
    hey, I can imagine how heavy things must feel right now. In the midst of the storm, remember, even the darkest night has stars. Your strength is immeasurable, and your resilience is a beacon of light. It's okay to let yourself feel, to acknowledge the pain. In those tears, there's a profound strength and courage. You're not alone in this struggle, and your journey is witnessed with empathy and care. The beauty of your spirit will guide you through, and the sun will rise again. You're a masterpiece in the making, and the world is a better place with you in it. Let those tears cleanse the wounds, and may hope be the balm to your soul. You are cherished, and your story, though filled with challenges, is a testament to your extraordinary spirit. Embrace the journey; you're creating a masterpiece of resilience and triumph.

  • @RedDevilsFanatic
    @RedDevilsFanatic Před 5 dny

    Everyday seems like a struggle lately and at times i feel like giving up. HOWEVER, hope is everything. I keep hoping everyday that things will improve. For everyone. God bless you x

  • @922navin
    @922navin Před 5 měsíci +14

    One more day older, wiser, carrying the baggage of the failure I had in my life, feeling the pain in the back cant sit can't sleep but a hope that god knows well what we have to go through to become who we are and to take care of the surroundings. Thanks a lot for the music and the people commenting on their compassionate words it helps a lot. May all your wishes come true.

  • @kostas6995
    @kostas6995 Před 6 měsíci +89

    It's been a hard couple of weeks but sitting in my room in the dark listening to this gives me some relief, it's been a tough year to be a human and to try to get a meaning of your life

    • @LastHope-kl5ob
      @LastHope-kl5ob Před 6 měsíci +4

      Find God and the true Church, then you will find meaning for your life. 🙂

    • @JawaProd
      @JawaProd Před 6 měsíci +2

      God gave you a meaning just ask him and he'll let you know, he will always be there for you, get well brother 🤍

    • @RedKingdom28
      @RedKingdom28 Před 6 měsíci +2

      Everyone here talking about finding god is being hypocritical. I do believe in a higher power but one can’t willingly let a war go on when it could be stopped, people being in debt or letting kids get hurt .

    • @StephanASmith
      @StephanASmith Před 6 měsíci

      ⁠@@RedKingdom28Nothing about finding the Lord Jesus Christ suggests anything short than good-will and love
      Perhaps you reject Him because you misunderstand Him.
      Joel 2:12-13
      “Yet even now,” declares the LORD, “Return to Me with all your heart
      I love you friend, but Jesus loves you even more 🙏🏾

    • @StephanASmith
      @StephanASmith Před 6 měsíci

      Come to the Lord Jesus Christ friend, He loves you and is eager to be your Hope and your Helper
      Joel 2:12-13
      “Yet even now,” declares the LORD, “Return to Me with all your heart

  • @DemiGodVN
    @DemiGodVN Před 2 měsíci +3

    I'm at my office reading you guys comments and feel cozy. These days I'm just an empty shell, going to work then go home, repeat. As a musician I also released an album with my band, I thought It could be the biggest thing I've ever made, but after that, I always felt empty, not because of loneliness, but always like I cannot connected to anyone or everyone, I did think about ending myself too, but it doesnt mean anything to anyone or everyone too,
    So, this song and your comments really bring me warmth, and I thank you guys for that, the day is long, and it will come again, you go there and you return, you feel sad and you feel happy..
    "The mystery of life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to experience"
    Whoever you are, here is a hug from me. Live well, my friends!

  • @bidhubrahma757
    @bidhubrahma757 Před měsícem +1

    This music hits my soul. But to everyone out there who is feeling lonely, you are not alone, god is there with u always... God always loves and always protects you. Whatever happened was for the best, and whatever is to come will be much better. Believe in yourself.... you got it... just a little more...

  • @Xelafi
    @Xelafi Před 6 měsíci +13

    The thing I love about Spider-man is that it is more than being a superhero, it's about being a good person and doing the right things with whatever power you possess. To have those powers and stand brave to protect the city and even the world when you are literally just a random guy in your mid teens to late twenties is an incredible task. Most people who had his powers would run and hide their abilities so as to not have to feel responsible for dealing with its issues, its pains. But nonetheless, if you have the power to fix it, you are responsible to try. You can't blame people for not doing anything because of fear though, look at Miles Morales in the comics. He had the same powers as Peter but was too scared use them. He had the great power, but was scared of the responsibility, and as a result Peter died. Just as Peter had the power, but lacked the responsibility which led to Uncle Ben's death, the cycle continued with Miles and Peter all the same. Peter and Miles aren't some crazy mega million dollar egotistical superstars, they aren't The Avengers, and they aren't crazy alien genetic cyber beings. They're just people....people with the power to do something, and the responsibility to follow through with the task for the benefit of others. You don't get paid to do good, and you often don't even get a physical award. The award we get is from seeing the satisfaction on others faces and in turn continuing to fuel the world in love. Jesus said "There is more happiness in giving than there is in receiving" and that is what we all must live by. The emotional and spiritual reward you feel from doing good will always outweigh the physical award, maturing is understanding this. And so with that being said I need you all to understand that you don't need super-strength to be a hero, and you don't need spider powers to help people unconditionally, getting no reward in return. "With Great Power comes Great Responsibility", and that is how you become a hero. Life will never stop beating you down, but you must stay humble and always get back up. "For the righteous one may fall seven times, and he will get up again, But the wicked will be made to stumble by calamity". Bad times will make you fall, and they will always come again, but love of goodness and determination will always help you to get back up. This is what we must do and this is a Good Person's duty. A Hero, in reality, is just a Good and Humble Person....So with that being said I want you all to think with me for a moment in this unending timelessness of our universe...."Maybe I am a Super-Hero...,Or...maybe I'm just a guy who doesn't give up."

    • @joshuawynne329
      @joshuawynne329 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Read this all the way through, phenomenal comment. Thank you.

  • @HadesLordofDeath
    @HadesLordofDeath Před 5 měsíci +10

    I needed this. Girlfriend and my mom got me in the middle of their shit and I'm just trying not unravel from all the other stresses. First time parent, shitty job, and still can't keep up with expenses. Head hurts just thinking about it all. Not the worst situation in the world at all, but I definitely need some strength

  • @killerferby101
    @killerferby101 Před 2 měsíci +11

    I'm only 6 days sober from Cannabis and Nicotine. Been struggling for the last 14 years with both. This journey of sobriety is just getting started. This helps me a little bit to take my mind off wanting the substances. Thank you OP for this. And to all struggling with addiction, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Those voices telling you to use will stop eventually. You just have to keep going. You CAN do it. I love you. Christ loves you. God is watching over you. Be easy my brothers and sisters.

  • @zerenityy
    @zerenityy Před 6 měsíci +7

    ngl this couldn't have popped up on my recommended at a better time.

  • @blank-pg9xk
    @blank-pg9xk Před měsícem +3

    aww my childhood hero and my forever our spideyy ❤❤🥺

  • @BullyLowenthal-li2ic
    @BullyLowenthal-li2ic Před 4 měsíci +6

    Can we stop talking about Peter putting on his suit backwards and just listen to the music ?

    • @YAHWEH-SAVES777
      @YAHWEH-SAVES777 Před 4 měsíci

      The suit looks normal. I have no idea how it's even on backwards.

  • @StormsWrenchinCars3877
    @StormsWrenchinCars3877 Před 6 měsíci +32

    The month is almost over.. and it has been a hard one. Recently moved from my home town where I shared lots of memories with my dad that passed in 2018.. Feeling empty in a way but then I feel like he would have wanted this for me. Spider-Man lost a lot of people but yet still kept it under control in his own way and it beings me hope that when stuff gets hard, you get up and keep going and listening to this brings me peace..

    • @danielbarros8299
      @danielbarros8299 Před 6 měsíci +3

      I lost my best friend in 2018 man, i feel you. So sorry for your loss. Stay strong and never give up dude, you're a champion and your dad will always be proud of u

    • @noahjones-ul4lu
      @noahjones-ul4lu Před 6 měsíci +1

      Never give up...just always keep fighting...

  • @Isaac.7Yoon
    @Isaac.7Yoon Před 5 měsíci +8

    I don't think people know how much I love Spider-Man

  • @Cranium_Collector
    @Cranium_Collector Před 5 měsíci +5

    I lost my Grandfather a few months ago, I have put him off my mind to keep myself from crying, but listening to this somehow got the emotions out and the thoughts moving. I miss him more than words can express and I will probably cry this Christmas at the sight of the one extra empty seat.
    Love you Papa, Love you even after your death..

  • @MrQuickels
    @MrQuickels Před 5 měsíci +82

    Seeing Spider-Man like this always hits me hard. He'll always be my Hero. God knows I could use one.
    I'm 35. I'm trying to be a Voice Actor. I'm not trying hard enough. This is the first time I've really been honest about it. It's crushing my soul. I can't seem to stop myself from stopping my self. I know what to do but I can't seem to go through with it. I have earthing in the world to inspire me to just go and be the best at what I do...and yet I can't. This music has made me admit this for the first time. Perhaps, I can do this...? God I hope so. Hopefully you internet folks think so too.
    Hopefully, I didn't bring the mood down. Just needed a place to be honest.
    Thank you.

    • @duaneashley8194
      @duaneashley8194 Před 5 měsíci +5

      Just wanted to say to take that chance and go for it! If you really wanna be a voice actor, you gotta, well, do it! Don’t be afraid of the outcome. Just try your best and you might surprise yourself!

    • @ajkidd8609
      @ajkidd8609 Před 5 měsíci +3

      Man, your comment made me think about my situation. Until the half point mark of the year, I didn't dare make certain decisions. I was scared that ot might not work out. I went through with these choices and I've better ever since. I'm improving daily and even though it's tough, I believe that I can go through with it. I really hope you succeed at becoming a voice actor, I know you just can't seem to push yourself further, to make that extra step. Look, I'm not gonna lie, it's all on you brother, if you make the decision to push yourself, you'll feel much better, and you'll start to improve. That's how it went for me at least. It might not work for you, but it's better to try and fail, than to not try at all. Keep up the work and don't give up for your dream man. Shoot for the bloody stars! Merry Christmas, stranger and good luck! If you ever need to talk, we're here for you!

    • @bladerbro9070
      @bladerbro9070 Před 5 měsíci +3

      Chase your dreams before it out runs you. If you know what you're capable of then do it don't stop, just like Spidey. No matter what he continues to push, he's like the biggest underdog yet he'd still risk everything just to save one life. Look I'm 16 and i wanna write a book i hope to blow up so that one day i can bring it to life, on animation. I might be young but I'm really passionate about this, and honestly it's been rough for me. So many things keep bringing me down with just horrible thoughts and flashbacks and it kills me not to mention school and insecurities that keep chipping. But regardless of it all I still find a way through it, even if it seems hopeless, because I know that if i don't i cant do what I want to do. Please don't wake up on your dream 🙏

    • @DushaneH1ll
      @DushaneH1ll Před 5 měsíci

      u got it fam

    • @Kale-mj8mz
      @Kale-mj8mz Před 5 měsíci +1

      Did u notice his suit is backwards

  • @CowboysCreed
    @CowboysCreed Před 4 měsíci +4

    “If we find ourselves with a desire that nothing in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that we were made for another world.”
    - C.S. Lewis

  • @syedthefunnyguy7570
    @syedthefunnyguy7570 Před 3 měsíci +4

    I am pretty much at my most bottom in my life. It's never nice when things not just going the way you'd hope, but to expect to live like everyone else is just depressing. I believe in a life of an adventure and achieving dreams, and I am still clinging onto this hope

    • @hades_ong
      @hades_ong Před 3 měsíci

      hey dw do what u want and live how u want to because at the end of the day its your life life how you want to live it 😇

    • @syedthefunnyguy7570
      @syedthefunnyguy7570 Před 3 měsíci

      @@hades_ong
      Thanks man, you remind me of that hamster from Disney's Bolt.
      and I quote;
      _" You CAN, Bolt, because all over this planet, there are animals who feel like they can't. "_

  • @Itsnoahscott
    @Itsnoahscott Před 6 měsíci +6

    In life, we’re going to have to make choices whether it’s wrong or right. If we make bad decisions. I hope we can learn from them & think why we did it & hopefully don’t make the same mistake again. It’s okay to talk to somebody if you need help or just to sit & have a conversation with whatever it might be. We’ll struggle too & may need help sometimes. We may not complete all of our tasks right away or get a job done correctly but that’s okay… just go in a pace that you can do & at the end of the day we can rest. People may not be there all the time but don’t be afraid to meet new people. Don’t worry about what others think of you just keep being who you are some people might like that version of you the best… surrounded yourself with positive people. It’s okay to let people go then to keep holding onto them. We can’t be superheroes but everyone can be a hero to someone else. Enjoy your time here because it can be short & keep doing your best & be the best version of yourself.

  • @voctoralbefio7163
    @voctoralbefio7163 Před 2 měsíci +4

    “No one can win every battle, but no man should fall without a struggle.” - Peter Parker

  • @damiensilva9110
    @damiensilva9110 Před měsícem +1

    How's possible ? a single song to make me feel some peace in my mind, a comment section to feel confort.
    Thank you youtube for make my life a little more bright in these dark times. My life hit the bottom, and today i feel like i can climb again.
    Thank you youtube !

  • @user-kt4gp5fb8q
    @user-kt4gp5fb8q Před 2 měsíci +4

    Remember as you listen, the world don't know all the good deeds that you do, maybe they never will, but that should not stop you from being good to the world, remember you are the hero beneath that mask. Let's face those challenges headon, in our own spiderverse.

  • @dionstolk6432
    @dionstolk6432 Před 6 měsíci +5

    Lost my dog this year I've never felt more grief then when i lose a friend a brother a sister a family member thats what my dogs and cats are to me cherish them while you can because those times of joy with them they're Treasures that you cant find or buy anywhere else hope this helps someone who reads this

    • @ayeyochoc
      @ayeyochoc Před 6 měsíci

      I lost my litte brother and my dog(best friend) 😭😭 I would get drunk every night to the point I would almost sleep in my vomit, I've been doing really good haven't drank in half a year but today something happened to me and all I wanna do now is to drink, drink, drink idk what to do. 😖

  • @TheWtfanime
    @TheWtfanime Před 6 měsíci +4

    Seeing Spider-Man just sit down and taking a break with this music playing is a completely humanizing experience. I've adored Spider-Man ever since I was a kid and I still do as an adult, but being an adult gives you a better understanding and appreciation for heroes like Spider-Man.
    He has a job and has to live with his responsibilities and failures just like everyone else on top of being a superhero and protecting people constantly. So the fact that we see him taking a break with this calming, peaceful and wonderful music playing hits even harder knowing that he does so much more than the average person. That's what makes us all human and all able to relate to one another, we all go through hardships and we all need breaks... even heroes.

    • @-Tieri
      @-Tieri Před 4 měsíci +1

      That is the truth. Thanks so much dude .

  • @ManosONTOP
    @ManosONTOP Před 3 měsíci +2

    15 years old, life has been very hard lately and I've been stressed over so many things lately. A few months ago I lied to my mother and her husband about something really wrong and horrible, she still loves me and she walks around the house being so nice to me.The only thing I can really feel is guilt from what I lied about and no matter what I do it always pops up in my mind and it haunts me, I really don't want this feeling of guilt to continue forever because I feel like it's eating me alive. I love my mother so much I could never ask for anyone better than her. Then again what type of son am I for what I did knowing that she was trusting me with all her power. Thank you for anyone that takes time to read this and god bless you all, just know we will all make it through our struggles together 🙏

  • @AkashRoy-kb8kw
    @AkashRoy-kb8kw Před 2 měsíci +2

    I never said this out loud but yeah, i am dealing with stuff and yes i will fight back, no matter what, thanks everyone over here, it means a lot to me. Thanks

  • @WhamBamBoozler
    @WhamBamBoozler Před 6 měsíci +41

    The last 3 years have been the most turbulent years of my life. My whole world came crashing down and I didn't know if I was going to make it or not. I push hard every single day, some days are easier. Some days.....not so much. I literally sat here for almost 3 hours and just let this wash over me. At least for a few hours I felt some relief and peace. Thanks

    • @galacticforge77
      @galacticforge77 Před 6 měsíci +4

      Hey WhamBamBoozler, I just wanted to say that you are loved. There are people who care about you. Your existence matters.
      I hope you are well. All the best.

    • @mikeonthetube79
      @mikeonthetube79 Před 6 měsíci +2

      ask yourself (or your 'inner child' if you prefer), what do you want or need right now.. and listen and follow that lead.

    • @soo.effortless
      @soo.effortless Před 6 měsíci

      Jesus loves you, he’s willing to help you, may the Lord bless his face upon you and give you peace. God Bless ✌️

    • @Sam-vk8xd
      @Sam-vk8xd Před 6 měsíci +2

      Everything will be alright. It may not feel like it, you may struggle believing it, but it is true. Someday, some way, everything will be alright.
      Keep on keeping on.

    • @AlexisAdrian00
      @AlexisAdrian00 Před 5 měsíci

      Same here. Been downright miserable since 2018 & it’s not easy but I’m still here

  • @dileepsaisharan9107
    @dileepsaisharan9107 Před 6 měsíci +9

    I’ve been going through a tough time as well lately and listening to this right now is making me feel a little more at peace. I just need your support ya’ll, I am an only child and I also do not have a lot of friends so processing all my emotions alone have been quite tough so yeah just need you guys man🙈.

    • @hades_ong
      @hades_ong Před 3 měsíci

      Hey G, you got this ! Don't worry it may be tough but you deserve to be loved and you deserve this peace . People aren't recognizing you worth ! You are a amazing person and You deserve the best

  • @Odeux
    @Odeux Před 13 dny +1

    Well, whatever we do, life will always win; it's just a reality that hits hard. Sometimes, you just look around and see how life wraps people up just like they are tacos to be eaten; when you are aware of the reality that one day everything you lived on will end, doesn't help much to keep going in life. I have been in depression, and I'm still struggling in life; however, the show must go on, right?
    As once Peter said: "With great power, comes a great responsibility." Whatever we live on, we have limited time to live on. So, instead of thinking the end, just live the moment and be happy with it. Life is too short to experience.
    If you are reading this, just know that you are your own hero. Your life needs a hero and it's you. With or without the mask, we are the heroes of today's world. Keep that chin up! Keep smiling! Be brave! Live the life to the fullest! Good luck on your journey!

  • @CALEB-52
    @CALEB-52 Před 4 měsíci +2

    As of writing this, I’m currently reading Jordan Peterson’s book: 12 Rules for Life. I’m not in the best state I could be physically, mentally, nor spiritually, I’ve had a lot of ups and downs through life through my progress and failures, but despite the trenches I’ve been in wether my circumstances has put me in or if I chose to bring myself through any, I’m courageous and hopeful for the future! I am learning every day to trust more in God for what he’s got planned for me. If you are in a state of discouragement yourself, I can not express enough, there is hope, even if it’s not visible. You just got to trust in him because Spider-Man isn’t the only hero.

  • @brodiemiller7988
    @brodiemiller7988 Před 5 měsíci +3

    right now im am a fourteen year old going through a tough divorce and this has helped me so much.right now my dad is living with my grandma and she is anything but a nice person and i really appreciate this showing up to me
    it helps a lot and i do definetly reccommend it

  • @no-brainerstudymusic
    @no-brainerstudymusic Před 5 měsíci +6

    Just got ghosted by a girl. Thought she was very pretty and she showed interest. It is really frustrating but I have to keep moving forward and I will.

    • @hitarthabairagi1586
      @hitarthabairagi1586 Před 5 měsíci

      leave her...God has better plans for you😇

    • @FacelessBillions
      @FacelessBillions Před 2 měsíci

      Just was faced by the harsh reality of what the girl I liked is actually like: she is pretty cute and comes from a good family, but she has a very empty personality and almost no charisma.
      Reality hits a bit hard

    • @jayu9642
      @jayu9642 Před 2 měsíci

      go out there and be an Alpha. Workout, train your body and mind. Take 30 minutes to learn something new everyday. Learn important attractive skills like communication, sales, something creative. eat right. within 3-6 months of doing this everyday you will 100% find a new beautiful girl that wants and appreciates you

    • @mystique1098
      @mystique1098 Před 2 měsíci +1

      Don't worry u will face fate way worse than this that you'll look back and think how trivial this moment was

  • @itzapkk7826
    @itzapkk7826 Před 5 měsíci +2

    the happiness and tears i have rn, and the fact that everyone here in the comments are supporting each other means so much to me as well. Thank you guys.

  • @Nightcrawler6321
    @Nightcrawler6321 Před 2 měsíci +1

    Life recently hasn't been the kindest to me recently. I'm planning on dropping out of college. I'm burnt out, exhausted, and tired of living the way i currently am. I can't keep doing what I am

  • @lukasruston8618
    @lukasruston8618 Před 5 měsíci +7

    Music is my main motivator when it comes to stuff like writing my stories or even just doing work in general. My stories are chaotic by nature, always something happening, always something going wrong before things go right and it does genuinely get stressful even for me at points but music like this reminds me of the truth.
    Even though my characters experience the raw chaos that my world has been moulded into, even though they struggle, they lose will, hope, friends and family and sometimes even their sanity, even after all of that, there is always a moment of clarity for them all, a moment where everything just stands still, where nothing is out to get them and they can just relax even if it's only for a brief moment. Any writer who has been writing for as long as I have surely understands that even though these characters are your creations, concepts that you give life through your words, they still feel alive to you in a way and especially in my case, you feel relieved when they're allowed their rest.
    Some get rest through fighting through the torment and into brighter days
    Some get their rest by finding others to lift them up and walking off into the sunset together
    Some get their rest after a lifetime of fighting through the chaos that has seeped into their minds only to gain their clarity once their life is coming to an end, finally free from the ceaseless insanity that had effectively become their lives.
    There is an end for all of them and even though it's always sad to see them go one way or the other, there's always a smile on their faces as their story ends whether they fought through countless monsters to get to that point or whether they WERE the monsters that were misguided into following the true evil which cost them their lives in the end, they're all happy because of what they contributed and those they met.
    I didn't mean for this to drag on so long so I'll get to the point now, you can tell a writer's personal emotions, feelings and philosophies based off of their writings a majority of the time, I suppose that rings true for me too. The more I analyse my own work, the more I discover about myself and the endings all of these characters have where no matter what they've been through, they feel happy in the end... I suppose that might just be how I feel about life. Life itself is chaotic, confusing but in the end, if you push through with your own strength or with the strength of others, you can find great happiness by the end, that's what I believe at least.
    Keep fighting, keep moving, keep growing, find your clarity and hold it close to your heart. Through all of the loss and all of the suffering, there is great happiness waiting at the end of all of it and although it is certainly possible to obtain that all by yourself, having a friend or someone like that is always a major improvement over doing it alone.
    I'll finish this off with a final point; I said that all of my characters feel some form of clarity throughout their lives (sometimes their multiple lives) but that isn't true... there is a single character I have written who I feel will never get that sort of ending; a boy born with unimaginable power, the power to do anything, immortal, unkillable, never aging, a boy who views the world (as anybody his age in his position would) as one big playground for him to have fun in. M.A is what I'll call him here and throughout his eternal life, he manipulates people into trusting him only for him to use them as pawns for a grand scheme simply made for his own enjoyment, he ends the lives of millions simply to further the character's incentives to oppose him, he creates situations that isolate and manipulate the weak and vulnerable so he can enter their lives and act as a saviour to them to use them as pawns later.
    M.A exists in some form in all of my stories, the same boy, the same backstory, the same reason for existence... but I have not once considered giving him a happy ending, never once given him a chance to be satisfied with how things are in the world and to leave it at that for one simple reason; M.A is me... or more accurately, he's who I was when first making these stories; a child making these scenarios simply to escape boredom. As I've grown older, M.A has taken a much less prominent role in the stories every single time to the point where I plan for him to only appear once as a throwaway character in the latest story I'm writing (I'll probably have him playing a piano because of this video) and that's also the reason why I'm never going to make him satisfied and I'm never going to let him have a happy ending... because the moment that M.A thinks that he shouldn't mess with these people's lives anymore... the stories will end, I won't want to make another one and I'm not ready for that yet, I want these to be my legacy, my mark on the world.
    If there's a lesson to be learned from this, it's a pretty obvious one but a lesson nonetheless; respect other people. The moment that you start to view people by their value to you because of what they give you and not who they are as people then you'll be no different from M.A in the beginning of these stories.
    Anyways, I'm finished rambling now, I hope someone found this useful somehow and I'll hopefully have the draft of my next story (Call of the Grim Moth) ready by the end of next year at the latest.
    Keep fighting, keep moving, keep growing.
    Keep living.

    • @lukasruston8618
      @lukasruston8618 Před 3 měsíci

      @@Greekmythslitnerd12 Hey, if you wanna support me in any way, I'll accept it, I've got a book published already called ETM: His Life (my standards have improved so it isn't that good imo) although I think you can only order it online if you live in the UK so yeah.
      I'm planning for any other stories I write to be globally available though. I've got a ton of ideas for the future though, such as;
      ETM: Second Life (A sequel to His Life that goes more in-depth on the consequences of the first)
      ETM: Lost Hope (A final sequel that explains the unexplainable and finishes the story, tying up most loose ends)
      The Days Before Terra Ultima (Set in the distant future when humanity have run out of metals and look for ways to obtain more on other planets, this story mostly explores the lives that regular civilians live due to this)
      Call of the Grim Moth (My current WIP story that follows a man named Markus who hunts creatures that many believe to be fictional to prevent their interference in normal every day life)